so... say good bye for your heart

linadoonofficial  asked:

Hi... Just pasing by to say I love your Septiplier Fanfiction... It really warms my heart, and I can't help but start bouncing everytime I see you posted a new chapter... Your writing is awesome and beautiful, keep up the good work. Love you. Buh-bye... *lowly returns to the darkness*

You are so incredibly sweet. Thank you SO MUCH for taking the time to let me know. This kind of feedback really means so much to me. A million thanks to you, lovely human!

Un-break My Heart
  • "Don't leave me in all this pain"
  • "Don't leave me out in the rain"
  • "Come back and bring back my smile"
  • "Come and take these tears away"
  • "I need your arms to hold me now"
  • "The nights are so unkind"
  • "Bring back those nights when I held you beside me"
  • "Say you'll love me again"
  • "Undo this hurt you caused when you walked out the door"
  • "I cried so many nights"
  • "Take back that sad word good-bye"
  • "Don't leave me here with these tears"
  • "Come and kiss this pain away"
  • "I can't forget the day you left"
  • "Life is so cruel without you here beside me"
  • "Come back and say you love me"
  • "Without you I just can't go on"
A million times.

I have seen you a million times
And every time I see you
I fall in love with you all over again
My heart starts to race
My frown turns into a smile
And all my worries are now in my past
When you smile at me my heart melts
You give the sweetest hugs
Every time you hug me
Your smile is like a new day
Your sense of humor is like no other
The ability you have to make me smile
Is all you need you love me
Your laugh is so soft and sweet
Just looking in your eyes
Makes me melt inside
Your lips look so soft
Soft enough to kiss
You, yourself relive me from all pain
Your hands are as soft as a pillow
The way you comfort me is amazing
Every time we say good-bye
I start to cry
I say good-bye to you too many times
I said good-bye to you a million times.

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game of thrones ep 3.07 // ep 4.04 // ep 6.08. “i don’t know how you say good-bye to whom and what you love. i don’t know a painless way to do it, don’t know the words to capture a heart so full and a longing so intense.” - laura weiss, how it ends.

The truth is, i got mad. Do you know that you almost killed me? You killed my heart when you left me. I lost my way. I don’t know where to go.

I woke up that day and then you’re gone, without telling me why, without giving me any reason, without explaining anything, without saying good bye. I thought we were okay…. What happened? Why you suddenly left? You left me hanging. We were so happy, i didn’t notice with your glance and the way you touched me that there is something wrong. Or is it just me who’s happy? I was so miserable that time. I hated myself and i keep on blaming myself because you left me. I thought it’s my fault and then i realized that i did everything to keep you, maybe i suffocated you with so much love, with so much care, with my words that you wouldn’t able to breathe. I held you too much when all you did was to let go of your hand.


It took me time, to accept that you left me. I’ve been through worst. I hated everyone. I’ve been distant to people. I didn’t allow everyone who tried to enter my life. I was so afraid of everyone. I felt like they are going to break me in just a blink of an eye once i let them in. I feel like they are just the same, they’re like you. I am so afraid to be left behind and that’s why i didn’t trust anyone anymore. You left me this feeling that i am not good enough to anyone, i am not enough to keep anyone with me. And i have to say sorry to you because i wasn’t enough to keep you with me.


Maybe it’s meant to happen. I already accepted the fact that you left me without giving it a fight. I can now say that i’m okay without you. You thought me a lot of things. I was never mad at you, i just needed an explanation. But it’s okay now, i don’t need that anyway. I thought i need you but then again i learned to live without you, at least one day at a time.


Thank you for leaving, thank you for proving that you’re not worth to stay in my life.

—  An open letter to the one that got away
Never have I been more scared of anyone in my life till now. The tiny thought that I gave you a part of my heart when I fell for you scares me. With that part, you could tear down my whole world in minutes by simply just saying good bye. Thank goodness you didn’t say good bye, yet you said see you later. I have hope to love you again yet I didn’t know it would be so heart breaking to say “see you later”. You will always carry a piece of my heart with you and I know you’ll take care of it. Just don’t forget about it and leave it in a corner. This door will always be open, so whenever your ready, don’t knock , just come right in. I’ll be waiting there to tell you how much I love you.
—  N.K.

- Precious words that changed my life -
Roadless destiny may separate us. However, there are bonds that remain tight forever. So even if you have to go, I won’t be afraid to say good bye no more.

Playlist:
Colors (Halsey) // Ships In The Night (Mat Kearney) // You’re enough (Sleeping at Last) // Underwater (Mika) // Light your heart up (澤野 弘之) // Faded (Alan Walker) // Mr. Brightside (The Vamps) // Till I Die (:[nZk] ver.) (CASG) // Lost and found (Ellie Goulding) // Swimming Pools (Troye Sivan) // friends (澤野 弘之) // La La (The Cab) // Vanilla Twilight (Owl City) // Swim (Jack’s Mannequin) // Always Coming Back (One Ok Rock) // Precious words (Tatsuya Kato)

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This is so heartbreaking to type. Everything I am typing right now, he will never see. Today’s the day you have left me for me to fight alone. Your heart of gold stopped beating, and your thoughts stopped feeling. The memories of you are still going to be forever lingering, haunting me, taunting me. It is so hard to say good-bye. I am not ready. I miss you already.

Drama Geeks (Jack G Imagine)

A/N I’ve been meaning to finish and upload this since fucking DECEMBER. I suck I know, but I wanted it to be good because I loved the idea of this so much. So without further ado, enjoy Jack G as a boy in theater. (THIS HURTS MY HEART BCUZ I’M IN THEATER). Also request stuff plz. k love u bye.


Requested: Yes 
Smut: No, but I’m open to a part 2 if someone wants to request it.
Words: 4528
*Things that look like this are thoughts*

It was the beginning of the school year and to say you were nervous was an understatement. You had just moved from California to Omaha,Nebraska because your dad got a new job. This meant a new home, a new school, and no friends. You quickly got dressed in the outfit you picked last night which consisted of a simple loose black top and high-waisted shorts since it was still pretty warm inside, you grab a long gray cardigan to throw over the outfit and went to your new bathroom that was attached to your bedroom. You did some loose curls and some neutral makeup and once you were happy with your appearance you head to the kitchen.

“Good morning sweetie, you look beautiful. I’m sure you won’t have any problems making new friends today. Also honey, I hear they have a theater program and they haven’t had auditions yet either, maybe you should try out?” Your mom says as you grab a bowl and pour cereal into it. You loved theater, in fact at your old school you had been the lead character in the spring musical.

“I’ll check it out mom, thanks for telling me. I’ll see you later I’m gonna head to school.” Quickly, you grab your bag and keys and head outside. You’re close enough to your school that you decide to walk. After you enter the school you make your way towards your locker. You obviously weren’t paying attention because all of the sudden you walk into something hard and fall backwards. Slowly, you look up and see it wasn’t a something, it was a boy. And that boy was possibly the most attractive boy you had ever seen in your life.

“Are you okay?” He asks you, holding his hand out. You turn red, but grab his hand so he can help you up.“U-uh, yeah. I’m so sorry I wasn’t paying attention to anything” You stutter out. As he pulls you up off the ground.

“It’s fine, it’s not everyday a pretty girl runs into you.” He winks and you turn red again. “Are you new here?”

“Yeah, I just moved here from California, I’m Y/N. Do you know where Mr. Klein’s room is?”

“I’m Jack Gilinsky. Nice to meet you Y/N. He’s actually my teacher for 1st period too, I can walk you if you want?” You nod and start walking with him to the classroom. “So Y/N what do you think of Omaha so far?”

“It’s okay, I don’t know anyone so I feel a little awkward here.” You admit, you had never been the new girl. Your whole life you had gone to the same schools and had the same friends. It was devastating when your dad told your family that his job was relocating him.

“Well, if you need someone to sit with at lunch you are welcome to sit with me and my friends. I’m sure they won’t mind at all.” He offers, you smile because you feel welcomed and accepted for the first time since you’ve moved. You nod as the two of you arrive at the classroom.

Before you knew it it was lunch time. So far you were really enjoying the school. All of your classes seemed easy enough, all your teachers were funny and nice, and people were very friendly. You walk into the lunch room and look around for Jack. Luckily, he spots you first and calls you over to the table. You walk over to it and wave to everyone there.

“You can sit here Y/N, I saved you a spot.” Jack says patting the spots next to him. You set your lunch down and sit.

“Everyone, this is Y/N. She just moved here from California. Y/N this is Jack J, Nate, Sammy, and Katie.” He says, pointing first to the blonde haired boy on his left. Then pointing to the brown haired boy with a snapback on who sat next to Jack J. Next was another brown haired boy, who winks at you when you look at him, you giggle at him and blush. Lastly, he points to a girl with shoulder length blonde hair and blue eyes, she was really pretty. I’m sure she’s one of the guys’ girlfriends. She waves at you and says hello.

“Damnnn Y/N you’re hot. Do all girls in California look like you? Because if so I’m going to California.” The boy who you believed was Sammy says. You laugh at him and roll your eyes. Wasn’t he the charmer, “So do you have a boyfriend back in California or are you single?”

“No, I don’t, I mean I used to but we broke up before I even knew I was moving.” You answer. You see Jack sending Sammy a glare, which weirdly stopped Sammy from flirting with you for the rest of lunch. As lunch went on you got to know everybody, they all seemed like really cool people.

After the last bell of the day rings, you head to your locker to gather your things. You start to head outside, but see a poster for auditions. Should you audition? Ah, what the hell, worst thing worst you just don’t make it. After deciding, you head to the room that auditions were being held in.

Once you enter the room you look for anyone you recognize. As you walk around you see Jack and Katie talking so you head over to them, “Hey! Are you guys auditioning?”

“Yeah! I’m hoping to get a big part this year.” Katie says.

“Uh I’m auditioning, but I’m not really sure what for yet. I hope a lead role, but I’d be happy with anything.” Jack says.

“I don’t know what I’m auditioning for either, this was a spur of the moment thing to be honest. I doubt I’ll get a lead part.” You say. One of the directors then comes into the room and explains the procedure of auditioning.  After he explains everything, he says that he will be starting with the girls, he calls in a short girl with red hair. You talk with Jack and Katie about theater, while waiting for your name to be called. You learn that Jack had been in every production since his 9th grade year, and that last year he got one of the lead roles.

After some time, the director comes out and calls your name, Jack and Katie wish you luck as you go into the room where they are doing the auditions. You run lines as a couple of different characters, then you sing a song of your choice. You decide to go with “My Favorite Things” from The Sound of Music. You finish up and the directors thank you and you head out of the room.

You decide to wait for Katie and Jack to finish up to ask how they did. Katie comes out first and asks you about your audition. You talked to her while waiting for Jack. After a little bit of time Jack comes strolling out of the room.

“How did you do?” You ask him.

“I think I did pretty well, but I guess we’ll see for sure when the cast list is put up.” You all head towards the front door of the school to leave. After you say your goodbyes you start walking home.

After a couple minutes of walking a Jeep pulls over next to you. You feel panic start to hit you as the window rolls down. Immediately, you recognize who is driving the car, it’s Jack, “Y/N do you need a ride?” He asks.

“Oh, uh I’m fine walking I don’t want you to have to go out of your way for me.”

“No, I insist.” He smiles and you accept the ride. You walk around the car to the passenger door and open it and jump up into the the seat. Once you get situated in the car he asks you for your address. He makes a joke that made you laugh so hard that you almost started crying. He pulls into your driveway and you both sit and laugh. Once you stop laughing you grab your bag and thank him for the ride.

“I’ll see you tomorrow Y/N.” He says as you get out of the car. You wave to him and go inside your house.

“Hey honey! How was your first day? Did you audition for the musical?” Your mom asks you as you set down your backpack.

“Hey mom, it was really good everyone is really friendly. Yeah, I did audition, I think it went really well too.”

“That’s good I’m happy for you honey.” You nod and head to your room.  


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THREE WEEKS LATER


You open your eyes slowly and grab your phone. It was 7:00. SHIT IT’S 7:00? Why didn’t my alarm go off?!?!?! Oh my god Jack is gonna be here in 20 minutes. Jack had insisted that he brings you to school in the morning and home, since he lived only a couple minutes away and you were on the way anyways.  You jump out of bed and quickly put on a t-shirt and jeans. Quickly, you put on some makeup and do a messy braid. Your phone buzzes to tell you about a text, you check who it is and get excited when you see it’s Jack.

Jack: I’ll be there in 10, running a little late. R U ready to see the cast list?

You: That’s fine I woke up late anyways. AND OMG I totally forgot about tht. I’m so nervous!

Jack: I’m sure you got a lead. :)

You: LOL doubt it, I’m sure you did tho.

Jack: Wtevr loser. I gtg and drive now. See you soon ;)

You feel yourself get pink from the stupid little winky face. It meant absolutely nothing, but for some reason it had an effect on you. Why did you have to have a crush on Jack, things would be so much easier if your stupid heart wouldn’t start beating faster every time you saw him.

You had completely forgotten about the cast list too. After the initial auditions Jack, Katie, and you got callbacks, you were hoping that you had done well enough to get a lead. Today was the day that the official cast list went up, to say you were nervous would be an understatement.

You head downstairs and grab some quick breakfast. You grab your shoes and backpack, right as Jack texts you to tell you that he’s here. You run out of your house to his Jeep and climb up into the seat.

“Hey lazy, nice job getting up late.” He laughs as you playfully slap him in the shoulder.

“Shut up I don’t know why my alarm didn’t go off.” You laugh. You turn his radio up because it’s one of your favorite songs.

“YOU LOOK SO PERFECT STANDING THERE IN MY AMERICAN APPAREL UNDERWEAR.” You sing loudly. Jack laughs at you, and starts singing along with you. He pulls into the school parking lot right as the song ends. He turns the car off and gets out of the car coming over to your side opening the door for you, “Why thank you kind sir.” You giggle, grabbing your bag and jumping out of the car.

“Of course my dear princess.” He says while taking a bow. You laugh and call him an idiot, trying to hide the blush you got because he called you princess, as you head towards the school. You both walk into school and head to your lockers. Of course, Jack is always done before you and comes over to you and waits for you to finish putting your stuff away.

“Let’s go see it.” He takes your hand, leading you towards the board in the front of the school that had the cast list.

You both look at the cast list searching for your names, “OH MY GOD! I got the lead part!” You scream, smiling so big that your cheeks start to hurt.

“I got the lead too. Looks like we’re going to be spending lots of time together Y/N.” He winks at you and you blush. The idea of spending hours with Jack makes you giddy. He was really hot, funny, and made you really happy, what’s not to love.

You decide to look for Katie’s name to see that she got one of the smaller lead parts. You were looking forward to this production.

After school ends you make your way to the drama room with Katie. Jack finds both of you and makes his way over.

“So are you ready for this craziness to start?” He asks.

“I think so, are you?” You answer.

“I guess as ready as I can be. I’m glad your my co-star, though.” He grins widely, making you do the same. Katie, Jack, and you grab a seat before the directors come in to give a speech.

“Hello everyone! First, I’d like to say good job at auditions. It was hard to choose because everyone was amazing in their own way. But unfortunately, only one person can be a character, so if you did not get the part you wanted I invite you to come back next year to try out at  the next musical. I would assume most of you have seen the cast list that was posted. I’d like to invite the two leads up here, so Jack Gilinsky and Y/F/N Y/L/N come on up!” Everyone claps as Jack and you head to the front of the room. David, one of the directors, shakes both of your hands and tells you how you both deserve these parts. He tells Jack and you to give some encouraging words.

“Hi everyone! I’m Y/N and I just want to say that all of you are amazing. I’m excited to work and get to know all of you. This musical is going to be great I can feel it.” You grin look at Jack waiting for him to give a speech.

“Well, I’m Jack. I am really excited to get started on the musical. Good luck to everyone, and I hope you all have a great time. This musical is going to kick-ass.” David takes over and starts talking about the schedule and other things related to the musical. Jack grabs your hand and you feel butterflies explode in your stomach as he leads you towards the chairs that you were sitting in. The rest of the practice goes fast and before you know it, it’s over for the day. You head to your locker and grab your things.

“Hey Y/N are you ready to go?” You turn to see Jack smiling at you, waiting for a response.

“Yes, I am,”

“Okay let’s go then babe,” Your eyes get wide from him calling you babe. He probably called girls babe all the time, it probably doesn’t even mean anything…. God Y/N act like a normal human being. He probably doesn’t even like you like that anyways.

You silently follow Jack to his car jumping into the passenger seat. He slides in beside you and puts the key into the ignition before pulling out of the student parking lot.

“So it’s almost been a month of school, how are you doing?” He asks.

“I’m doing pretty well, I honestly haven’t me that many people though.” You admit. Ever since meeting Jack’s friend group they were pretty much the only people you talked to. You hadn’t really made an effort to meet anyone else.

“Well if you want to meet more people from our school there is going to be a party this Friday. Maybe you could come with me?” Your heart started to beat faster. Jack wanted to go with you to a party. Maybe the feelings aren’t one sided after all.

“That sounds fun, I’m in.”

“Cool I’ll pick you up at 8 on Friday then,” He said as he pulled into your driveway. You said your goodbyes as you got out of his car and entered your house.  


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FRIDAY NIGHT


Katie sat on your bed as you flipped through all the clothes in you closet at least 3 times.  

“Ughh. I have nothing to wear. I’m about to just call Jack and tell him to not come get me,” You flop onto the bed next to Katie.

“Here let me look.” Katie heads over to the closet and starts rummaging through the clothes. “What about this. You’d look so hot in this Y/N.” She lays out a short black dress with a red flannel to go with it.  You had bought the dress on a whim once but didn’t feel comfortable enough to wear it anywhere.

“I don’t know Katie…”

“Come on at least let me see it on you.”

“Fine. I’ll be right back,” You head into the bathroom and quickly get dressed. You look into the mirror. You looked….. good. The dress fit you like a glove, it hugged your curves and made your boobs and butt look great. You walked out of the bathroom into your bedroom.

“Holy shit Y/N you look amazing. When Jack sees you he’s not gonna be able to keep his hands off you. Let me do your hair and makeup pleaseeeee,” You laughed and agreed to let offer. Katie was gifted at what she did, because you looked amazing. You glanced at the clock you still had 15 minutes until Jack would be there.

“Y/N if Jack doesn’t realize how hot you are then he’s insane. He’s lucky to have such a smoking hot co-star in the musical.” You laugh even if you looked good you highly doubted that he would think of you as more than a friend. You’d only ever had one boyfriend in your entire life. Not that there was anything wrong with that, but you couldn’t think of any reason why Jack would want you when he could have anyone else. He was Jack Gilinsky after all.

Katie quickly got ready for the party as you talked to her. She was actually a really cool girl and you two had grown very close in the past couple of weeks. As you two talk, you lose track of time and before you know it you hear a knock on the door. Suddenly, you get a wave of nervousness as you go to the door that Jack stood on the other side of. You wipe off your sweaty hand on your dress before reaching for the doorknob and twisting it open.  There stood the boy who was responsible for your erratic heartbeat.

“Wow, Y/N you look beautiful. So do you Katie,” You smile and blush furiously. Jack freaking Gilinsky just called me beautiful. Why is he so perfect?

“You don’t look too bad yourself Gilinsky,” Katie replies back, winking at you before pushing past Jack towards his car.

“Should we get going?” Jack says while running a hand through his perfect hair.

“Yeah, um lets go.” You grab your purse and follow Jack out to the car. The car ride to the party is filled with meaningless small talk. Jack pulls up to the street that the party is on. You open the car door, causing you to already feel the bass of the music pulsing through the night. You make your way up to the house with Jack and Katie entering the loud, cramped place.

“Want to go get a drink?” Jack says grabbing your attention. You nod and he grabs your hand pulling you to the kitchen. It felt like your hands were molded to hold each others. God Y/N, molded to hold each other? I need to get my shit together.

Once you get to the kitchen Jack lets go of your hand to go and get some drinks. You survey your surrounding. Typical party of teens making out, getting high, dancing, and drinking. As you’re looking around you see Katie with Sammy and Jack J, they spot you at the same time and make their way over to you.

“Damn, Y/N you look really good.” Sammy says with a wink. You roll your eyes, over the weeks you had learned that Sammy was a huge player, and would say anything to get into a girls pants. You see Jack coming back with two drinks in his hand.

“Hey Jack, did you get me a drink?” You ask him.

“Yeah, here you go,” He hands you a red cup and you thank him and take a sip.  

“Wow Jack, thanks for getting me a drink too.” Sammy says sarcastically.

“When you become an attractive girl, then I’ll get you drinks you dick.” Jack laughs. Did he just call me an attractive girl? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? Okay I need to calm down…

“I’m gonna go dance. Come on Katie,” You pull Katie with you to the large group of people who are dancing.  Dancing really meant basically dry fucking on the dance floor. You push your way through the crowd to get towards the middle. You start swaying you hips to the rhythm feeling the music. You had always loved to dance so you felt in your element.

You dance with Katie for 2 or 3 songs, before Jack J comes and starts to dance with Katie, leaving you dancing alone. Suddenly, you feel two hands on your waist as you continue to dance. You keep dancing for another song, then the guy flips you around so you are facing each other while dancing. He was hot. He had amazing chocolate eyes, perfect brown hair that was styled up into a quiff-like style, and from what you could tell, an amazing body. Finally, he says something, but you couldn’t here him over the music. You go to his ear so he can hear you, “Sorry, what was that I couldn’t hear you.”

“I’m Cameron, and you are, other than extremely sexy?” You giggle at the last bit.

“I’m Y/N.” You smile, as you continue dancing. After, awhile someone pushed through the mess of people, causing them to part like the Red Sea.

“Hey Cameron! What the hell?” Jack yells. You back off of Cameron and see how pissed Jack looks. His jaw was clenched, along with his fists, causing veins in his neck to bulge out. Jack makes his way to Cameron, and you can see the anger in his eyes.

“Oh hey Jack. What’s up du-” Cameron is cut off as Jack swings and punches him in the nose.

“What the hell?!?!” Cameron yells, while holding his nose. Jack turns around and storms out of the house through the sliding glass door that leads to the back door.

“What the hell was that??” Katie asks, you had forgotten that she was dancing right next to you.

“I have no fucking clue. I’m gonna go talk to him…”

“Okay be careful, though. He looked pissed, I’ve never seen him that mad before,”

You head out into the cool night looking around for Jack. You finally spot him on a bench a little ways from the house. You walk over to him slowly. He has his head in his hands and you see his jaw clench as you approach him. Sitting next to him on the bench you stare out into the night. Finally after a couple of minutes, you look at him and see him in the same position that he was in when you first sat down.

“Are you gonna tell me why the hell you punched someone in the face?” You ask him trying to keep the anger out of your voice. You were a little bit pissed at him, he had no reason to punch someone in the face. Especially, someone who hadn’t even done anything.

“If I do you’re probably just going to laugh at me.”

“No, I won’t. Just tell me Jack, because I’m really honestly a little pissed that you punched the guy that I was having a good time with,” Jack’s jaw clenches as you finish the sentence. You continue, “I don’t get why the hell you would think that that’s a good idea. What the hell was going th-”

“I WAS JEALOUS, JESUS CHRIST. I WISH I WAS CAMERON. I WISH I HAD THE FUCKING BALLS TO GO UP AND DANCE WITH YOU, BUT I DON’T BECAUSE I FUCKING LIKE YOU Y/N. CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT?” He yells. Your brows knit together confusedly. What the hell? Where is this coming from. You don’t say anything and stare out into the distance. After a couple of minutes of silence, you slowly turn to see Jack staring at you intently. You shiver from the gust of cold wind that blew, and the intense stare. Jack shrugs off his hoodie and gives it to you.

“Jack you don’t have to give me this. You’re gonna get cold…” You say holding the hoodie out to him offering it back.  Jack shakes his head.

“I’d rather you be warm and comfortable, don’t worry about me I’ll be fine.” He says quietly. You take the hoodie and slip it on, turning back to stare at the trees that acted as a fence between the noisy house and the rest of the world. Silently, the two of you sit for what seems like hours before he breaks the silence with a loud sigh, “I’m sorry I’m an asshole.”

“You aren’t an asshole Jack.” You giggle.

“I just don’t know how to feel about you anymore, how to act around you…” He mumbles

“What do you mean by that?”

“I mean that the way I feel about you is a feeling I’ve never felt for any other girl, even girlfriends I’ve had. To be honest it scares the shit out of me because I don’t know what to do. Whenever I’m around you I can act like myself, which is new for me… And I’ve been scared to act on my feelings because I was afraid that you would shoot me down. I like you Y/N, and I don’t care if you don’t feel the same way I just had to tell you how I felt. I’m sorry for fucking up your night by punching a guy, that you might have,” His jaw clenches, “liked.”

“You didn’t fuck up my night Jack, and I was just dancing with him it means nothing,” You let out a small shaky breath, “But, uh, I feel the same way….“ You say softly looking back up at him.

“Good because then I can do something that I’ve wanted to do for a long time.” He grabs your face bringing his lips to yours. The kiss is slow and sweet, as well as passionate, expressing all the feelings the two of you had held back.

After what seems like forever you both pull back. You bite your lip and let out a giggle. He looks at you with a confused smirk, “What are you giggling about?”

“I was just thinking that our stage kiss won’t have to be staged anymore.” He smiles and laughs.

“Hey Y/N I have one question.” He asks.

“And what would that be?”

“Will you be my girlfriend?”


MASTERLIST

May 5th. Last night I lost my great nanny at the age of 95. She lived such a lovely long life. She had such a young soul. She refused to let her old age get the better of her And she always fought so hard I’m so proud to have such a lovely family. I am so thankful too her for giving me that. Five generations of family gathered around her bed on Saturday to say our good byes. My heart is broken but i know I’m so lucky to have had a great nanny for such a long time. Rest in peace I know you’re are joining many of your missed loved ones. Xxxx

Rock and a Hard Place (Barry Allen Imagine)

“Of course. Yeah. Okay.” He giggles as he talks on the phone. Seeing him smile like that has your stomach doing flips but knowing it’s for her, that makes your heart ache. Why after all these years, why now do I like him this way.

“Yeah sounds great. Sure, I’ll meet you there. Bye!” He slides his phone into his pocket and snags his jacket off the nearby chair. “I’m off to see Patty. See you guys tomorrow!” He calls out so Caitlyn and Cisco can hear him in the other room. “Have a good one (y/n).”

“You too…” You try to say but he gone before you can get it out.  

“What was that Barry? Barry?” Caitlyn answers, peeking her head into the cortex. “Did he leave for the night? (Y/n)?”

“Huh? Yeah, yeah, he is gone.” You stutter. She gives you a look. “I just zoned out, nothing to fret about.”

Now her face tells you she isn’t buying it and makes her way over to you. “You don’t have to lie to me (y/n). You’re good at hiding things but I’ve seen you make that face before. Is this about Barry?”

“Why would it be?”

“Maybe because he is your best friend that you care about deeply. Maybe all the extra crazy stuff that has happened around here has you worrying about him. Worry can bring out feelings you didn’t realize you had. Am I getting warm?” She asks softly.

“Yeah… I’m sort of confused by my own feelings. I’m not sure what to do. Barry and I have been close for so long but it was always platonic. Now out of nowhere these feelings are bubbling up and I’m freaking out.”

“How come?”

“They are going to complicate things, which is something that no one around here needs. Zoom needs to be our focus and my emotions will be a distraction. Now when I see Barry, you’ll worry about me because you’re a sweetheart and if he finds out he’ll probably feel uneasy around me. Those are bunch of things I don’t want. I hate making people worry, I hate being unable to focus and I can’t imagine how I would feel seeing Barry uncomfortable being near me.”

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Advice from Ladybug
  • Chat Noir: hey hey can i ask you something
  • Ladybug: hmm?
  • Chat Noir: this girl in my civilian life gave me this charm for good luck and i haven't given it back yet and i feel bad so should i give it back to her now as Chat and say I found it somewhere or wait until tomorrow
  • Ladybug: *not listening* whatever your heart says
  • Chat Noir: ok then! takes out marinette's charm* i'll go now as Chat! hopefully she's not sleeping.
  • Ladybug:
  • Chat:
  • Ladybug:
  • Chat: ..bye *jumps away*
  • Ladybug:
  • Ladybug:
  • Ladybug:
  • Ladybug: fuck

Gently, lovingly, leave past moments behind.
You can’t lose love. You don’t need to hang on so tightly. If the lesson has been learned, if it is time to move on, let the past slip away. Come into the present moment. Discover all that’s there for you.
Clinging to the lessons, people, and feelings from yesterday will keep you tired, confused, and afraid.
Shed the tears that need to be shed. Feeling your grief will help bring about your transformation.
Then say your good-byes. Be glad you had the experiences you did. Be grateful for all you’ve learned about yourself, about love. Then gently move into today.

Stop believing in loss. Start believing in life.
Let the past slip away. Come gently into now.

—  May 29th Meditation, Melody Beattie.
He Has To Let You Go.

Title: He Has To Let You Go.

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Word count: 1799 words. 

Warnings: So much angst and one swear word. I think.

Summary: Dean finds the Reader unconscious on the floor, he brings her to the hospital and finds out that she’s at her fourth stage of terminally cancer. They have their last good byes.

Requested?: Yes it is.

Best Listened To The Song: Say Something by A Great Big World 

Originally posted by annienmilton

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this because I wrote this last night and had to rewrite it in the morning, because this broke my heart. I also have a petition, if you guys could reblog it. It’ll be so nice. Thanks, hope you enjoy this!


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There were certain moments in life where you thought it was you and him against the world. You were going to survive everything that was going on. You two would always be together until the end, no one gets left behind. You were a part of his world and he was to yours, so to one day dropping on the floor. Lifeless and unconscious, there was something wrong. You’ve been feeling sick lately and you thought you could ignore it, convincing yourself that you were fine. You didn’t need help at all and that this whole thing would pass.

You didn’t want Dean to worry about you, also Sam. Though in this world, pain and worry is inevitable, not getting hurt is impossible. So the moment his eyes saw your body, he ran to you as fast as he could, and yelled at Sam to start the car. Once the youngest brother saw what happened, he ran back to the Chevy and did what he was told. Dean was carrying you to the car, hoping to God he wasn’t too late.

His thoughts were a mess, all he wanted was for you to be okay. You couldn’t leave him just like that, he needed you to be here. He needed you by his side, he’s stronger with you than without you. As he drove to the closest hospital with Sam, he busted through the emergency room calling out for help as he held you in his arms. Screaming that they should help you and once they took you away from him. Hours were passing as he and his brother waited for some kind of news to come by. 

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