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silent-princess-fujoshi  asked:

So I just wanted to say that I found you through your Hawke cosplay and started following you then, and I keep on thinking that everything your make is so awesome, either the cute or epic stuff or whatever. And I just hope your have fun in life!

Aw thank you so much! This made me smile so much this morning! Like the epic stuff is fun to wear, but sometimes I just need to cover myself in fleece and roll around on the ground. And that’s where I’m at right now and I love it! 

Some personal stuff lmao

4 years ago I had another blog where I posted my adventure time art and I roleplayed as Fionna the human, I had like 815 followers, when one day, a nosy brat decided to ruin my life, making me feel depressed and so…I closed that blog. She sent me messages and stuff to say that if I practiced drawing I would have become good like her…but guess what? After all this years, her art still sucks a lot, she draws just like a kid, while I’ve grown up. I will never forget how hurt I felt…only because she had a lot of friends and I was alone to defend myself…

Persona 4 Dangan Ronpa!AU

Students:

  • Yosuke: SHSL Good Luck, and the viewpoint character. Why? His particular type of insecurity translates well into the blend of impostor syndrome and utter disbelief every luckster succumbs to. Plus, it makes it more fun to interact wiiith:
  • Souji/Yu: SHSL ???. Look, he’s a blank protagonist who has no explicit talents outside of what the player gives him, this is perfect. I’d have to write this all out to be sure of exactly what his talent would end up being. Possibly Faith or Sincerity? Hope doesn’t quite work with this crowd.
  • Chie: SHSL Kickboxer. She may not be as well-rounded as Sakura, but this girl’s a scrapper.
  • Yukiko: SHSL Inn Manager. They all but call her this in-game, it’s a no-brainer.
  • Naoto: SHSL Detective. Same.
  • Rise: SHSL Idol. The continued adventures of zero thought.
  • Kanji: SHSL Seamster. Very defensive about it, and probably gives a fake talent at first.
  • Teddie: SHSL Bear! By which we mean SHSL Hacker who took over the basic Monokuma system before everyone else got there. He’s hiding out somewhere for the first couple trials, but is found out after Yosuke (literally) stumbles into his lair. Still calls Souji Sensei for ~*~mysterious plot reasons~*~.
  • Yumi: SHSL Actress. Full disclosure: I haven’t played or watched her SL yet, but I’m still pretty sure on this one. :P
  • Kou: SHSL Basketball Player. Back to the no-brainers.
  • Daisuke: SHSL Soccer Player. Same.
  • Ai: SHSL New Money. Like Togami in that social/financial status is big, but coming from a different place.
  • Ayane: SHSL Flautist. Why flute? Canonically speaking, she’s not supposed to be an excellent trombonist. I thought it would be fun to have her trying to pick up a new instrument to round out her repertoire and then be locked away from the one she’s actually there for. Plus, I like the flute. She continuously finds and tries out different musical instruments, with varying levels of success. Whether she survives or not, her flute only shows up at the very end.
  • Saki: SHSL Hip-Hop Dancer? I was having trouble coming up with talents for the Konishis and this wouldn’t stop popping into my head. I suppose it’s analogous with the idea of being a traitor to her very traditional family and having a side of her no one expects, but really self?
  • Naoki: SHSL Store Manager. Look, we’ve already got school year crossovers, we can have siblings too. Anyway, Naoki’s was a bit of a trick to figure out, since it’s not much of a focus in his SL. That being said, this seems like the best way to retain the sense of social pressure on him to be good at things and continue the family tradition. He’s initially reluctant to embrace it and wondering whether he deserves it at all, but does come into his own strength by the end of things.
Antagonists:
  • Teddie: Back again! Though he’s not intentionally villainous, he does open up the “game” by reading through Adachi’s script. He takes his role as umpire and lawkeeper very seriously, though that resolve starts to crumble once he realizes what he’s helping to do and how deeply he’s fucked up. In the end, he decides that the best way to use the Monokuma system is in support of his friends and fellow students.
  • Mitsuo: Controls the second level Monokuma system, using cubist RPG-like robots for Adachi’s dirtier work - hiding bodies, carrying out executions, etc. Neither he nor Teddie know who Adachi is - Mitsuo gets all his orders from a TV broadcast, and Teddie’s piggybacking off of Mitsuo’s signal.
  • Adachi: The game’s Mastermind. Adachi is invested in watching people suffer due to being bored out of his mind, and found the game’s foundational spaces and systems in his work as a hired security consultant. He’s set up the one-way broadcast so that he can have someone else do all the actual work while he kicks back and watches it unfold on his many computer screens. He also has full control of the school’s lockdown mechanisms, so he can lock, unlock, open, and close doors from his main office. There’s no threat of an apocalypse outside, he’s just literally locked them all in and is keeping them away from the overrides with a combination of misdirection and “humorously” timed door closes. Why is the security system so terribly unsafe?
  • Izanami: The school’s negligent former president. Never shows up, but her name is cursed nonetheless.
Other:
  • The Fox: Literally just a fox. Shows up with everyone in the introductory scene. If there’s intro screenshots, hers reads “Super…?” at first, and is then stamped with a large, red “FOX.” She is still often helpful, whether by finding clues or slipping through tight spaces. She will steal wallets if they’re left abandoned, though, and is likely to demand some variety of repayment for her services.
  • Margaret: Seems to appear and disappear at random, even from Adachi’s sight. Speaks to Souji in hushed tones about his “progress” and “report,” often mentioning Igor, before vanishing again. [FURTHER INFO REDACTED FOR ~*~MYSTERIOUS PLOT REASONS~*~]
  • Eri: Found wandering one of the later areas, searching for Yuuta. The Investigation Team, as the survivors have nicknamed themselves, promise to bring him back alive.
  • Yuuta: Held hostage by Adachi.
  • Nanako: Also held hostage. Both are being kept in a side room isolated from the rest of the building. It’s a perfectly pleasant place to hang out and play, as long as neither of them think about how they can’t get out and Adachi doesn’t get bored of the students’ lack of antics. Souji in particular seems distressed at her capture, though he offers no initial explanation to the other students.
  • Dojima: Went in to look for Nanako before. Is found dead after one of the later trials. [REDACTED] Souji comes clean to the group about being related to the Dojimas and worries that he won’t be able to care for her alone.

MESSIAH.    quick heads up about my revamping going on.   because of some (stuff i never made public) drama that happened a few weeks ago, my selectivity and exclusivity are going to become more narrow.   this is mostly to stay away from most (not all ofc) duplicates and crowds that make me a little uncomfortable and have messed with my anxiety / mental health overall. my muse has been spotty for this exact reason so i will probably start becoming more exclusive / semi-exclusive with people ?? that’s my goal. i want long term partners and i want partners that i can become good friends with !! so. that’s one of the most important parts of my revamp and i hope you all take this in consideration when my new rules are up and still continue to want to write w/ me. thank you guys !!

anonymous asked:

So I really need to take steps to getting a professional diagnosis, but since I'm almost 19 I have to make the appointment by myself (my parents have been slowly helping me be more independant with that sort of thing). I understand why my parents want me to make the appointment (I am awful at talking about anything autism/feelingsy stuff with them anyway). I know whao to phone, but I have no clue how to make the appointment or what to say when I talk with my GP about being referred (UK). Aaah

Ask your parents for scripts! Or to practice with you!

For making an appointment I think something like “Hi, my name is ______, I’m calling to make an appointment with Doctor _____; I have a referral from [GP].” and they’ll ask you what a good time for the appointment would be, which I always respond with “What times are open on [days I’m available]” and they’ll give me a few dates and times and I’ll pick the most convenient one.

As for actually getting the referral, I have no clue, honestly :’) Maybe someone else does!

-Brother Cat

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A kagune is composed of Rc cells, which flow just like blood, can become as solid as teeth and can be described as “liquid muscles”. A kagune can be repeatedly hardened and softened at will by the ghoul.

the signs in the holy trinity
  • chris evans: gemini, capricorn, virgo, scorpio
  • chris hemsworth: leo, aries, libra, aquarius
  • chris pratt: cancer, pisces, taurus, sagittarius
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Why am I doing this to myself…?

[Fairyland sculpts - Luna/Chloe/Ante/Pong/Lewi/El]
[Clothes - TTYA/Sunflowerdoll]

“I’ve organized a lot of programs in prison. One of the classes I started is called Creative Parenting. It’s the most popular class here. The waiting list is really long. I don’t have any kids myself, but I noticed that most guys are really soft for their kids. So that gave me an idea. Mainly we just make stuff and send it to the kids. We’ll do coloring projects where the father will color half the picture, and the kid will color the second half. We write bedtime stories. Most of the guys write about sports, but we make sure that every story has a moral. Sometimes we’ll take funny photos and send them to the kids. One guy’s daughter was really into My Little Pony. He was a tough guy. He was in a gang and everything, but he put his hair into pigtails and pretended to be a horse. We did another class where we made cards for kids with cancer. I had my family set it up with a hospital. We made about 200 cards. They didn’t want us to write ‘I hope you feel better,’ because that reminds the kids of what they’re going through. So we tried to keep it focused on Christmas. There were 150 guys in my unit, and 60 signed up for that program. A lot of the guys had to wait outside because the room was too small.”

(Federal Correctional Complex: Hazelton, West Virginia)

if kevin was a rapper tbh

Right, so now that I have revealed myself to be actual Ladybug trash, time to make this one post that’s been on my mind for a while. If you don’t follow me for Miraculous Ladybug stuff (a.k.a. all my followers) then sorry about this.

So, a big fad throughout the fandom at the moment is giving Miraculouses to the supporting cast, and I am SO BEHIND THIS. It would develop the show beyond the status quo and freshen it up spectacularly across seasons, because if it keeps being a magical girl monster-of-the-week show with wacky antics ad nauseum then I’m going to probably lose interest fairly quickly. Some of the most popular miraculous assignments are Alya receiving the fox miraculous, Nino receiving the turtle miraculous ( @thelastpilot ) and alternatively Lila receiving the real, actual fox miraculous. I’m going to throw my two cents in on what thematically would work with the rest of the show.

First of all, we know three miraculous holders for definite and one for almost definite. Marinette is Ladybug, Adrien is Cat Noir, Master Fu is the unnamed turtle hero and the likelihood is Gabriel is Hawkmoth/Papillon. The thing is, if you look at miraculous holders and their miraculouses, a pattern of character starts emerging.

Let’s start with Marinette.

Marinette is, in short, a clumsy klutz with terrible luck, who normally you wouldn’t trust with giving an ounce of responsibility to – not because she wouldn’t take it seriously, but because she seems totally incompetent. The ladybug miraculous, on the other hand, is the miraculous of luck itself, with the most responsibility of all the miraculouses – and indeed, when Marinette transforms into Ladybug, almost all her clumsiness goes straight out the nearest window and she gains HUGE amounts of responsibility – she’s the one responsible for cleaning up the mess after an Akuma attack. The miraculous is not given to Marinette because she’s the best person for the job – far from it, she acknowledges in the origins episode Alya would be a far better fit. However, what’s important is that she has the capacity to grow into the role of Ladybug – and she well and truly does.

Now, let’s look at Adrien.

Adrien is a rich kid who’s incredibly lucky – he’s had everything fall into his lap from a young age, and has had competence (fencing, multilingualism etc.) drilled into him, at the cost of not being able to loosen up and socialise. His miraculous transforms him into Cat Noir, the poster boy for destruction and bad luck, with a kwami, Plagg, who’s constantly getting himself into the kind of destructive shenanigans you’d expect from Marinette through his own hedonism. See the pattern? Adrien and Marinette both receive the miraculouses that don’t represent them – they represent everything they aren’t – but everything they could be if they developed.

Now let’s look at Master Fu and Gabriel, because they’re a little different, but equally as important.

Master Fu, on the surface, seems like an ideal fit for the turtle in terms of alignment. The turtle in symbolism represents age, wisdom, protection. Master Fu stands for all these things – but Master Fu is a miraculous holder beyond his prime. He is at the end of his development. I have a feeling if we ever saw young Fu, we’d see him as a figure of youthful energy, who just wants to let loose and have fun, possibly even be anti-authoritarian when it comes to adults. This should sound true of another character in the show, and I’ll get back to that.

Gabriel, if everything is hinting at what we think it’s hinting at, however, does not fit the butterfly miraculous at all. The butterfly represents stages of life, and change, moving on, transformation. It’s heavily hinted Gabriel’s wife is dead – at the very least, Hawkmoth/Papillon has Adrien’s mother’s picture in his locket. Hawkmoth/Papillon’s goal now seems to be to attain the miraculouses so he can resurrect his dead wife. He’s not accepting death, and he’s not accepting the creed of his miraculous – he’s rejecting it, twisting it, corrupting it, thus becoming the supervillain who uses his Kwami’s powers against their will.

When a miraculous is granted to an owner, they can choose to learn from it, or reject it. But most importantly, they are granted to people who lack the qualities their miraculouses represent – their character flaws are what the miraculous works to iron out. That being said, let’s look at Lila.

Lila is a compulsive liar. Her Akumatised form is presumably the actual hero that emerges from the fox miraculous – a hero of lies and illusions. This is unhealthy for her – the miraculous isn’t helping her overcome her weaknesses, it’s only accentuating her character flaws. Lila will never grow as a person if she truly becomes Volpina.

So who actually needs secrets, lies and illusions in their life? Well, it’d be someone for whom truth is all-consumingly destructive. Someone whose self-destructive pursuit of the truth puts not only herself, but other people in the line of fire, and whose Akumatised form represents truth at all costs. I’m talking, of course, about Alya.

This is why fox!Alya appeals to me so much – because Alya would be able to learn and grow from the fox miraculous, because it represents traits that she needs to attain. Now, let’s look at the other popular miraculous assignment – turtle!Nino. That thing I mentioned earlier? Here it comes again.

Nino is the epitome of youthful vigour in the show – everything from his style to his DJing to his horribly outdated slang in the English dub (seriously, who the hell is a Totally Radical Dude in the 21st Century!? No-one. No-one is who.) His Akumatised form is Bubbler, a childish clown who tries to exile all adults. If there’s one person in the show who NEEDS the turtle miraculous and its traits of wisdom, age and protection, it’s Nino. This miraculous was MADE for Nino – right down to the outdated slang, providing an added meta bonus to the English dub that Nino becomes a massive allusion to the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

This is why I love fox!Alya and turtle!Nino – because they work thematically with who has already received miraculouses. This begs the question – what happens to Lila?

I’d like to suggest something I think no-one else has thought of. I present, a digression: Peacock!Lila.

Peacocks are about vision, kind-heartedness and integrity – the peacock miraculous represents everything the fox miraculous doesn’t. If Lila became the peacock miraculous hero, she’d learn and develop SO MUCH MORE than if she became Volpina. She’d truly have the redemption and character arc that she needs – she’d learn there are more ways to solve a problem than lies, and that truth can be just as valuable. Likewise, this is why Peacock!Alya would actually be unhealthy for her – because it would only drive her even deeper into her already destructive drive for truth and justice.

This is what I call the Miraculous Character Development Theory. I dunno, it was just a thing that occurred to me.

tl;dr: fox!Alya and turtle!Nino work thematically and so does the rather outlandish peacock!Lila. Sorry this has been a mile long post about a god damn kids’ show. I have… several problems.

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So I’m traveling with Hancock and we stopped to drop off some junk at Starlight Drive-In. I take all the stuff I have Hancock carrying and become encumbered and slow but whatever ‘cause the workshop’s like five feet away.

Hancock, beautiful sinnamon roll that he is, immediately starts fretting. “Oh no, that’s too much! Here, give some back.”

A half-second later, faintly, from clear across the settlement, I hear MacCready screaming, “DON’T MAKE ME CARRY ALL THAT WORTHLESS CRAP!”

Two types of friends.

kids falling in love. a tiny ladrien doodle i did to wind down before bed. last day of finals tomorrow! I’m hyped for what the summer may bring! 

Alright everyone,

So me and Mystery Skulls were talking this week, and I think it’s finally time to start talking about OFFICIAL MERCHANDISE

Mystery Skulls will be setting up a personal store front and wants me to contribute shirt designs featuring the MSA characters.  The profits from these shirts will be going to support both me and Mystery Skulls at the same time.

I would like to stream myself designing them once I figure out the gist of the illustration.  I will have a 6 color limit for the shirts, so that may limit the designs to a degree (aka, I probably can’t reasonably stuff all 4 characters on 1 shirt without making it dreadfully simple).  First though, I want to put up a poll to see what ya’ll would like the most.

http://www.strawpoll.me/11494006

Personally, I’d like to do 4 shirts-
1 Shirt for Lewis
1 Shirt for Vivi
1 Shirt for Arthur
1 Shirt for Mystery

I don’t quite know how much the shirts will cost but I would imagine the usual internet shirt price of around $15ish dollars.  I don’t know if most of you want to spend that much money on 4 shirts, so I wanted to see if people were way more interested in just 2.

So let me know what ya’ll want and vote on that poll.

I’d like to get started on doing these shirts soon, but starting next week, I will be visiting family in Japan for 2 weeks, so I will not be around in that time.  When I get back I’d like to pick things back up with this and start livestreaming the design process.

Thanks everyone~