so here's another thing I probably won't finish


“I love you, Historia.” She mutters against my skin as her lips trail further down my neck.

“I-I love you too.” I breathe, letting my guard down. I let myself become hers, and that’s where I want to be. With her.

That was all it took. Letting my guard down, falling for her. I didn’t want it to end like this. Every I love you gone to waste, every second spent with her meaningless. I met her at the age of seventeen, I was graduating that June. I had a boyfriend, and my future was already decided. I was to be Mrs Christa Braun, a pediatrician, a mother of three. That’s what I wanted. Well, until her. After a few weeks it seemed all I wanted was her. I found myself lost in her words, studying her features one by one. I fell fast, way too fast. Maybe that’s why I crashed as hard as I did. Right when I thought it would be perfect, she left. One fight, a few meaningless words and a suitcase thrown down the stairs and she was gone. I never saw her again. Didn’t hear her voice, or another I love you. No, I never even got a goodbye. Instead I was given an ‘I hope you’re happy’ and a door slam.



“Do you think we’ll be together like this forever?”

“Sure. We can do whatever we want. As long as we have each other, yeah?”

“Yeah..of course.”

The sad thing is, I believed her.