so bear with me on that please

soulmate // jinyoung

so you’re the person i’ve been having lovey dreams about all my life.

Originally posted by marktuon

desc: In this AU, everyone has reoccurring dreams and thoughts during the day and night about their soulmate, and it’s their job to find them. With no hints or help find the other person, it’s quite a tiring ride, but worth the wait.

He stood close to your face, his hands wrapping around your waist securely. You looked at him, your eyes sparkling due to the bright lights. He smiled at you and his forehead rested against yours. It felt perfect, and it was like a fairy tale. A fairy tale that could possibly come true with enough patience and confidence.

“Do you think… we could happen?” You asked quietly, slowly losing hope of the boy in front of you. His face was blurred, but you could make up some things of his face. His face was basically etched into your brain, and there was no way you could miss him if he passed you. “Do you even think we could meet?”

The male looked at you with soft eyes as he caressed your head with his left hand and chuckled quietly while shaking his head. He kissed your cheek with his soft lips and you smiled.

“We will definitely meet and happen, without a doubt.” He said reassuringly. Just with his soft tone made you smile and believe him. Although not having one clue of who he was, you could tell he could be trusted.

“I…I’ll believe you,” You smiled shyly, looking down at the floor and you tightly held his hand. You both were closer than ever, and you could hear his heartbeat speed up when you put your head on his chest. “Don’t break your promise, please.”

“I wouldn’t ever lie to you,” He spoke quietly, his words flowing out of his mouth with sincerity. “I won’t ever hurt you or dare break a promise.”

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Don’t you understand?
I am constantly bleeding ink
onto gauze pages,
trying to staunch wounds 
with words but they are not right,
they do not fill this hole
that is gapping in my chest.
But I have to try, please,
you have to understand why
I refuse to die
bearing this heartache alone,
it makes the break echo longer.
It makes the tears fall harder. 
It makes the bed even colder.
Facing lost love alone 
makes you feel all the more lonely,
so it will not remain unwritten.
—  why do you write about heartbreak? || send me prompts || O.L.
Silver Health Update

I’m posting this real early so I don’t clog up y'all’s dashboards but here’s an update on my health post-collapsing on Monday.

It turns out I’m dealing with period-induced anemia, the classic Period From Hell™, and another unspecified infection. I won’t get graphic but it involves a lot of minor collapses, vomiting, chills, dizziness, migraines, etc.

Something to note: I’m filling up the queue as best I can in case this turns as bad as the skin infection in August and I go MIA.

Something else to note: I’m pretty lightheaded and reactive so please forgive the weird tangents, additions to posts, and increase in shitposting ad I deal with this problem. I’m gonna try to keep posting but it’ll be awkward so please bear with me.

And to all followers, the old ones who have stuck through my numerous hiatuses, illnesses, breakdowns, etc. and the new followers who just found or just followed the blog, thank you for all of your support. I couldn’t have made it this far without you guys.

Look at all that rambling!! Anyway…

Happy Sailing!!

We BABYz were all so happy for B.A.P’s comeback, and now look at us. Knowing about Yongguk got me all apprehensive, worried and scared, even. I suffered from panic attacks too, but I guess if someone as reserved and hard working as our Leader Bang is taking a pause from his work, which we know he loves, it must be pretty serious. And it saddens me to no end. As somebody else already said, we must not pity him. He’s strong and he’ll go on. We just have to support him as his fans and show him he’s loved. His family is surely already close to him, and the other B.A.P members are there for him. The news came as a shock for everyone in the fandom, but reading B.A.P’s words (and even Yongnam’s) reassured me a little. He’s not alone, he has them and us BABYz, too. Now, I was one of those who begged them and TS (oh the joke, of course they would go on with their plans, I’m surprised they even admitted he’s ill and let him rest) to postpone the comeback, fearing that the other members would overwork themselves to fill Yongguk’s gap. But thinking about it, and after reading what Daehyun, Youngjae, Himchan (please notice a little thing that made me smile: he referred to yongguk as a ‘friend’, not ‘hyung’ or ‘leader’) and Yongnam wrote, it would be bothersome not only for TS (I wouldn’t care if it was just that) but for B.A.P as well, and mostly for Yongguk, who we know is the main producer of B.A.P’s songs. It would mean wasting everyone’s hard work, and even though I know BABYz are willing to wait (I know I am, no matter how long), Yongguk would probably feel responsible for it, and that’s not what we want. It would put a weight on his shoulders he really doesn’t need. We could sense something was wrong since 4.44 AM, but could do nothing (still can’t do anything). There’s nothing wrong WITH him, just FOR him, he already proved himself to be quite sensitive, deep, and sometimes life can give us a little too much to handle. More so if you consider he’s an Idol, and how hard they work, the pressure we all put on them. But as I said, he already demonstrated himself to be a strong person. He’s a precious human being, and an awesome leader, we all know that. All we can do now is wish the best for him, supporting him and the rest of B.A.P the only way we can, repay them for all the effort they put in everything they show us and the trouble they go through almost daily by helping them topping the charts with their new full album. That’s what they’re asking for, after all. We’ll be here waiting for Yongguk to be okay again (I won’t say ‘recover’, even if God knows that’s what I wish for, I know it’s not that easy, it’s not like he has a flu or a broken limb). B.A.P, BABYz and WARRIORS already went through a lot, with the whole hiatus and lawsuit thing, I won’t bring it up again since I know the entire fandom is still sore from it, but we stayed together, and they came back stronger. We were there (even if not physically) during the hiatus, we’re not going anywhere now. They lost fans, that’s true, but they STAYED TOGETHER. I can’t stress enough how important this is. Just remember the feelings you had when Young Wild And Free came out. I remember them, and I was and still am grateful for that, for all the effort they put in it, for them being back no matter how hard it was. Their music gave me strenght during my hard times, and they became a sort of role model to me. I know I’m not the only one, I read almost every day what other BABYz write on socials, and I’m proud of being part of this fandom. This fandom that can exist thanks to 6 awesome persons, 6 strong, talented boys who mean the world to me. That may be strange, in fact I never felt this attached to someone I don’t really know, but I guess that’s what something as personal as music does, it gets people emotionally together. If one of them is ill, we have to support them and wish the best for them. I wish we could all fly to korea, knock down their dorm’s door, feed them and tuck them in warm sheets (please don’t do that, respect their privacy, what I mean is I wish they could rest and eat to their heart’s content, screw all their diets, they’re freaking handsome anyway). That being said, I hope everyone will show Bang Yongguk the love he deserves, without bothering him too much, he doesn’t need to worry, we’ll take care of his baby chicks for him. They all worked hard for this new album, let’s repay them. Sorry for the long rant, I was feeling sort of emotional here.

Life Lately

Hello Tumblr! I feel so sorry for anyone who follows me on Instagram because my feed only consists of wonderful mess and it’s just full of representation of how my life is going. I’m about to remove those pictures but gawd I just can’t bring myself to delete them cause I know I will regret it 2 mins later if I do so please bear with my feed guys *laughing emoji*

And of course it’s been a long time since I’ve posted something here. I’m preparing for my upcoming 18th birthday celebration so yeah we’re so excited to see all the hard work that everyone has put forth. I really enjoyed my Pre-Debut in Great Image Studio and it was really an incredible experience! I also bought new complete outfits in Forever 21 for my special number and make ups because it’s on sale. I will make a separate post for my debut ideas so stay tune. 

Yesterday was the deadline of encoding of grades but still our grades are not yet completed until now thanks to my professor in Calculus she’s very lazy to do her work. Anyway, I thank God for the opportunity and accomplishments I got. Grabe! I’m praying every night na sana kahit maka 3.00 lang ako sa Fin Acc I para makatuloy sa Fin Acc II dahil ayokong magsummer. I know it’s a failing grade but you have to find the positive side in every situation that’s why I’m so thankful! But it doesn’t mean that I’m contented with it, I have to exert more effort. Thank you Ma’am Agustin for the chance you’ve given me. Luv u!


I’m sure someone else has designed a box-head Mettaton but I wanted to have a go at it. Yes, that’s his adorable news reporting suit because I can’t say no to lots of red. I really like this design so far! Poor Frisk has to suffer through this fab dweeb’s BS. Please help them.

the signs as songs by brendon urie written about ryan ross

aries: hurricane
taurus: collar full
gemini: bittersweet
cancer: nearly witches 
leo: i wanna be free
virgo: the calendar
libra: girls/girls/boys
scorpio: nicotine
sagittarius: i have friends in holy spaces
capricorn: c’mon
aquarius: casual affair 
pisces: folkin’ around

Canada: No more Trophy Hunts for Polar Bears

Canada is the only nation in the world that allows Polar Bear hunting by non-natives and non-citizens.

Of the estimated 20,000-22,000 Polar Bears worldwide, 60% of them live in Canada.

Polar Bears are currently at a threatened status, with worldwide treaties in place for their protection. Even so, Canada still allows trophy hunters to pay for the opportunity to kill a Polar Bear.

Selling hunting licenses to trophy hunters creates a bloody business where hunters sell tours to Canada for the sole purpose of killing a Polar Bear. With a price tag of $49,950 US, one hunting lodge claims to have a “virtual 100% success rate” at killing a polar bear and you can have as many observers as you would like for an additional $9,950 each.

The sickening treatment of these majestic animals must stop.

Please join me in petitioning the Canadian Government in pohibiting non-native hunts of Polar Bears!

Sign this petition!

I’m not one to hop onto headcannons super easily, but adhd Lance has got me going. These have probably been said already, but anyways:

  • Lance sitting on the couches in weird positions because it’s entertaining him/weirdly comfortable
    • especially when the paladins are listening to one of Allura’s training speeches or the like
    • and then when he finds something boring, slipping out of the room to wander around the castleship
  • Lance wandering into rooms on the castleship just out of curiosity and because hey, he’s never been down this hallway before
    • he’s run into Pidge multiple times tinkering or trying to figure something out
    • this one time she popped up from under a desk wearing a welding mask and a massive bedhead
    • it startled Lance at first, but he just kinda accepted it for what it was
  • Lance picking on Keith not only because they are “rivals”, but because it makes him feel less inferior, and at this point it’s a habit
    • he knows some of the things he says are a bit overboard, and that he’s being annoying
    • but he just CANT STOP
    • and he quietly apologizes when it’s just the two of them
  • Lance vents to Hunk about absolutely everything
    • Homesick? vent to Hunk
    • Keith was better than him? vent to Hunk
    • Did something awesome in the lion the other day? you bet he’s gonna tell Hunk every single detail
    • he also gets super excited about things
      • especially NEW things
      • and will rant to Pidge about it
      • Pidge has become very very good at listening with one ear
  • The others (namely Allura and Shiro) have gladly accepted the fact that they may have to repeat instructions multiple times to get the point across
    • they’ll all be in the common area and Allura will come in and give them their next instructions, but Lance will zone out part way through, just thinking about things
    • sometimes he’ll have to be told three times what he’s supposed to be doing before it “sticks”
    • on particularily bad days, he will sometimes ask questions and forget to listen for the answer
  • When Lance is hyperfocusing OH BOY does he hyperfocus 
    • need cryopods cleaned? done
    • take out a Galra tower? you betcha he’ll get it done
    • also he got bored one day and organized all of Allura’s dresses by colour