so yeah these 6 are the most important for me

Honestly, ever since becoming a fanfic writer myself I’ve become like 500% more understanding and patient about other authors’ update schedules. An author takes 6+ months to post their next chapter? Yeah, totally get that real life can get in the way. An author abandons a fic? Disappointing, but it happens- sometimes inspiration for a story just dies. An author apologizes about taking so long to post a 10k word chapter? Dude, that’s like 18-20 pages on Word single-spaced. It takes me at least a week to write an essay for school a quarter the length of that, and that’s with a deadline. 

It’s probably the most important thing writing fanfic has taught me, tbh. How to fully appreciate the hard work someone else has put into their story. How important the role of the audience is to an author. And that no matter what, you are never entitled to demand more of a story that you are getting for free. 

Convict Pt 2

Why dont you go ahead and read part one first? –> PART ONE 

Squirming around on the seat of the wardens office, I silently waited for the chief to explain to me why he had called me into his office while I was supposed to be supervising breakfast in the mess hall.

“Officer Bieber, One of prisoner’s - Y/N has been missing for around 15 minutes now. She couldn’t have gone far but she’s not in the mess hall. Can you please just go out and look for her.” Scooter- The prison warden - requested. 

My heart rate sped up at the mention of her name and the thought of being around her almost scared me, but none the less, i nodded my head and agreed.

“Sure thing sir.” 

After leaving the chiefs office, as requested, I began pondering the halls in search of the missing convict. I had been walking for a few minutes, still having no luck in finding the girl, when faint grunts could be heard coming from down the hall.

My first instinct being to pull out my gun, I did exactly that and began to slowly make my descent down towards the sounds. Passing door after door, listening in to hear which one the noises were coming from, I finally found the source to be coming from a room supported by a wooden door. 

Slowly and carefully, I twisted the knob slightly opening the door, my gun prepped in my hand. In my head, I prepared myself before busting into the room, my gun pointed high at the first person I saw.

Y/N stood in the room, shocked at the sight of a gun held towards her head before sighing and turning back towards the punching bag she was currently belting. I sighed in relief, lowering my gun back into my duty belt.

“Your not supposed to be in here right now.” I exclaimed. 

“Yeah well, we dont have any allocated time in here so I never get a chance to be in here, do you see me caring?” She scoffed. 

“Your missing your breakfast.”I stated. i figured I would try and pull off a friendly conversation with the girl instead of reminding her why she wanted to beat my head in 6 days ago.

“I don’t need breakfast.” 

“Well, it is the most important meal of the day.” I joked. 

She only continued to swing punches at the red bag in front of her, ignoring my current statement. 

“Chief Braun wants you in the mesh-” I started.

“Well I don’t care what Scooter wants!” She interrupted. “This is what I want so get out and leave me the fuck alone!” 

“Your disobeying order’s.” I stated. 

“And I always have been!” She finally stopped punching the bag, throwing the gloved on her hands to the floor aggressively, she walked over towards me and jabbed a finger in my chest. “I’ve been disobeying orders since I got here and I ain’t gon’ stop now. Especially because of some pretty boy prison guard that thinks he knows everything about my prison.”

“Who said this was your prison?” I scoffed a laugh. 

She narrowed her eyes at me, throwing a hand to grab me by the neck in a tight grip. “Shut your fucking smart ass mouth before I shove my fist down it a rip your tongue out.” She spat.

Her grip loosened slightly, allowing me air to talk.”Why do you do that?” I asked.

“What?” She grumbled. 

“Why do you act all tough? Why do you act like you could crack my skull with you bare hands?”

She laughed dryly, “Cause I can.” 

“But what are you getting out of it? Respect? Respect for what? What makes you feel so good to know that people are scared of you, scared to talk to you.” 

I could tell that I had hit something in her, since her stare softened and her grip around my neck loosened until it dropped back beside her. She didn’t say anything as she cowered back, her eyes never leaving mine.

We stood like that for a couple more seconds until she finally broke her contact with my eyes and leaned down to pick up her boxing gloves. She stood back up again, not looking directly in my eyes as she walked out of the room muttering, “You don’t know anything about me.” before disappearing into the hallway.

I don’t know what happened in that room back during breakfast but I know that what ever I said must have went deeper then intended. she hasn’t said or done anything all day. She didn’t eat breakfast, just sat there staring into nothing, she did her chores for the day without any fuss or arguing like she normally would, ate lunch and dinner quietly then turned in early.

I couldn’t help but feel bad, thinking that I had said something to offend her or remind her of something from a harsh past. I tried to push the guilty feeling I had aside, but it seemed like my soft side had gotten the better of me and forced me to where I currently was now.

Standing outside her cell. 

I tapped on the door, signalling her that I was about to enter before unlocking the iron door.I pushed the metal open, and looked up, only too see Y/N looking down on me from the top bunk in shock. But I was more shocked then her , at seeing her sitting there. Her face was stained with tears. Tears!

“What the hell are you doing?! Get out!” she yelled.

I sighed knowing exactly why she wanted me gone, and that was so I wouldn’t see her tear stained face and think she was a wimp.

“I just needed to talk with you.” I said.

“Haven’t you said enough.” She muttered to herself before looking back up to me. “What do you want?”

“i just wanted to apologies.” Her face switched from a hard stare to shock. “I realized that something I said obviously set you off and I’m sorry.”

“I don’t know what your talking about.” She denied. 

“Oh really?” I raised my eyebrows “Because your attitude today suggested otherwise.” She looked down at the floor, obviously thinking of something “And so do those tears” Then her head snapped up at the mention of her current state, and she made quick to jump down from the top bunk and staunch towards me. 

Once she was in arms length, she grabbed the collar of my uniform and pinned my against the wall beside her. “If you tell anyone about what you’ve seen, I will end you.” She threatened.

I chuckled slightly, beginning to get used to her threats “That’s up to me if I wanna tell anyone or not.” I smirked.

She scowled “Why are you doing that?”


“Acting as though your not intimidated by me.”

“That’s because I’m not.” I replied. 

“Well you should be.” She spat.

“And why is that?” 

“Because I’m a murderer, I used to murder people for a living. And I’m definitely not afraid to do it again.”

“Are you threatening me?” I whispered fiercely.

“What does it sound like. I’ve got nothing to lose. I’m already in prison, one more murder isn’t going to affect anything but let me show the fuck faces in this stupid facility what I’m capable of.” She said.

I couldn’t help but stare into her eyes, all filled with pain, seriousness, anger and loss at the same time. A feeling took over my body, she looked broken and I just suddenly felt like I wanted to do everything in my power to make sure she never looked like that again. I wanted her to be happy and the feeling was so weird and foreign, but i just couldn’t help it.

But suddenly, someone, Y/N’s cell mate-walked into the room, rubbing his eyes in a set of convict pajamas. The boy removed his hands from his eyes, stopping in his tracks at the sight in front of him.

As I stared down on the boy, Y/N still had her eyes burning holes into my head.

“Wow, uh - what is-” The boy began.

“I was just giving officer dick face here a little taste of what hes gotten himself into. He was just abut to leave. Wasn’t he?” she smirked but i didn’t respond.If she wanted to be a smart ass then so could I.

“What? where you talking to me?” I asked. 

“No, I was talking to the brick wall.Yes dipshit.” She sassed.

“Oh, well, I guess I didn’t hear considering you said my name wrong. You see, my name is officer Justin Bieber, not Officer Dick face.” I smirked.

Her mouth fell agape, my comment taking her by surprise. But she quickly recovered, an angered look taking over her face as she pressed me harder against the wall. “Get the fuck out of my cell.” She growled lowly.

I smiled “With pleasure,” before heading out of the room, locking the cell behind me.

help me choose my next breeding pair!!

hey guys!! i was going to be breeding my yellow koi halfmoon plakat pair, but i’ve also started receiving a lot of interest in my veiltail red koi pair!  i love both equally and i was thinking, what would yall be most interested in?  yellow koi betta are gorgeous, but i see very few koi VTs in the hobby, especially females!

these are the pairs!

red koi vt pair(male: ymir, female: unnamed[i refer to her as vtkfemale1)

ymir: was bred by the owner of my local fish store, mother was a cellophane vt and father was a red koi vt.  he has great form and his coloration doesn’t seem to be budging.  7 months old.

vtkfemale1: has a shorter body than i prefer to work with(not quite as severe as the pic suggests, she is at an angle), but she came from a reputable breeder and is one of the few female koi veiltails i could find that i could get information on her ancestry.  her mother was a black dalmatian and her father with a red koi veiltail, both thai imports.  she is starting to get red and black “steps” down her back, i just don’t have a current picture(this one was taken about a month ago) as i’m traveling atm.  6 months old.

objective:  breeding for longer bodied fish, introducing more red koi vts into the hobby.

yellow koi halfmoon plakat(male: yuzu, female: kiyomi)

yuzu:  he has a bit of a spoon head, which is an “undesirable” cosmetic defect, but otherwise has nice form! came from a breeder in NY. 6 months old.  

kiyomi: excellent form and coloration!  she is very active so it’s difficult to get clear pictures without moving her into a critter keeper.  if you click her name you’ll get linked to my tag for her, which has gifs that are much clearer. came from a breeder in thailand, imported to CA where i bought her. 6 months old.  

objective: breeding out the spoon head and for more vibrant yellows

note: i do not cull fry for cosmetic deformities, i will be adopting them out as pets to people that have no intention of breeding them.

so yeah!  please let me know which pair you are most interested in! you can also let me know if you want to be mentioned in posts concerning the fry(i will be documenting them from the spawning to maturity). whichever pair i decide to breed i will start conditioning on friday(august 11th)!

if u have any questions about how i breed or how betta breeding works feel free to message me!  please keep in mind that domestic betta breeding is difficult, expensive and not for everyone.  my mother has bred fish since before i was born and i have done extensive research into the process.

Clexa Appreciation Week: Day 6

Why is clexa important to you?

So I don’t make edits and write metas, but I’ve decided to participate in this day because clexa will always hold a special place in my heart.

I come from a difficult place with a difficult reality, where the need to survive sometimes makes you forget about the fact that yes, life is about more than just surviving.
Add it to lifelong of anxiety and depression, and yeah-it’s no fun, and that’s an understatement.

Clexa to me means my happy place, where I feel most comfortable with myself and my preferences, where I could simply be me without explaining or apologizing.
It means excitement and thrill that I can’t even begin to put into words.
It’s where I witness a love bigger than life and death.

Clexa to me is so much more than just characters and a relationship, it’s where I came to terms with myself and decided to start walking with my chin up, be proud of who I am and what I’ve achieved and overcome my greatest fears.

Clexa taught me about so many things-love, friendship, loyalty, leadership, strength and weaknesses, and most importantly - that it’s okay to break down your walls; one day you may find someone who will accept you no matter what, just the way you are.

It taught me that despite thinking differently for years, soulmates and true love does exist.

So thank you, clexa, and thank you Eliza and Alycia for presenting me with the greatest on-screen chemistry I’ve ever witnessed, that will never fail to leave me speechless.

Unfinished Business Part 17


Genre: action, fluff, angst, strong language, +18 content, gang material,

Read to find out who the reader will end up with. There will be several chapters of this so I hope you’re ready to die and anticipate many things. <3 love youuuu (don’t hate me)

Word count:2349


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to everyone going back to high school!!

alright y'all, I’m gonna tell y'all about my super handy school survival kit! this thing has helped me time and time again and i wanna help you guys too! 

so this is pretty much everything and it may seem like a lot but you probably have most of this stuff in your house. I’m just gonna go through each thing and tell you what it is/why you should bring it ok! aight lets go!

the first thing I’m bringing is an extra set of clothes – jeans, tshirt, underwear, bra, and socks since I’m such a HUGE WHORE at my school apparently, i get dress coded a lot! and sometimes they make you change into your ugly pe clothes and i will NOT stand to wear my pe clothes around the rest of the day! so I’m bringing all those so at least my outfit can be kinda cute but if u think its very unlikely you will need all this stuff then don’t bring it. however, if you have periods, then an extra set of underwear (and maybe pants) will be helpful if you happen to leak a bit! (I’m putting all this into my locker, not my backpack obviously!) 

next are pads, pantyliners, (tampons if u use those) and advil because i have periods. if you have periods or (if you haven’t gotten it but you are able to get one) this shit is very important to have! also i have advil for cramps but its just pretty useful to have for headaches and stuff too, even if you don’t get periods. 

next in the clear bag we have oral hygiene! I have a toothbrush, toothpaste, floss, toothpicks, and breath strips. if you just ate garlic, forgot to brush your teeth in the morning, or sucked dick in the bathroom you deserve to have minty fresh breath afterwards! so bring this stuff it can and will save you

ok also bring a thing of tissues bc some teachers don’t have them in their classroom and if your nose is stuffy then you’ve got a lifesaver!

oil absorbing sheets are great cause i have really oily skin so i always bring them so that i can take the oil off my face without my makeup coming off. clean and clear is apparently the best brand but i only have the cvs brand which works fine too

q-tips for makeup under your eyes or something else, idk. these will probably be handy

compact mirrors are great for checking up on your makeup or spying on the person behind u or something. idk man like u don’t wanna have to go all the way to the bathroom just to see if ur makeup or hair are still on fleck so having a mirror is good for quick checkups

bobby pins and hairties, if you have long hair then you will probably want it out of your face sometimes! especially if you’re doing a lab in a science class, you don’t want your hair to get into some weird substance and explode the school

lotion, hand sanitizer, deodorant, and soap: lotion for weird dry patches (also to ward off bad b.o. – there was once this guy in the bio class before me who always left weird smells behind and he sat in my seat so i put on some lotion and the smell of the lotion overpowered the smell of the b.o. so this shit saved my life!) hand sanitizer because its school and there will be weird gross substances that you may touch and if u can’t get to the bathroom, hand sanitizer will save the day! deodorant bc u don’t wanna smell nast after pe and since i take dance and pe i sweat a lot during the day so. deodorant! also soap cause idk about y'all but at my school there are showers with no soap? so if I use the weight room and I’m all sweaty and gross i wanna shower off with soap. soap is not necessary if you have enough at your school

thread, buttons, safety pins, needles, needle threader thingy, measuring tape, and tiny scissors are all part of this mini sewing kit my friend gave me. this will be useful if you tear your clothes or something. idk. sewing stuff is useful and its tiny

a hairbrush or comb is good to have so that u can fix unruly hair especially after exercise also if you get electrocuted and ur hair gets crazy then u can tame it again with a brush! also if u usually use hairspray or mousse or gel on your hair then you may want to carry an emergency thing of that

emergency money is good if u forget to bring your wallet but you still wanna buy lunch or something

dark chocolate because if I’m in school and I’m sad then dark chocolate will make me happy and seriously. like. if I’m stressed or sad or angry or anything then dark chocolate can be there for me 

cough drops are helpful for surprise sore throats. y'all know what they’re for

gum/mints (not pictured) are good for freshening up breath and they’re just something to put in ur mouth which is good if u bite ur nails or something also gum is fun and mints are fun also yes i did put gum in this picture twice i just realized this

lip balm for those darn lips that get chapped all the time also if u need to kiss somebody u don’t want gross dry lips no u want soft and nice lips that are freshly balmed

(solid) perfume for after pe or dance or something or if u just smell gross then perfume is good and solid perfume is useful for like if ur in class but u don’t wanna spray perfume all over the classroom like thats almost as bad as a fuckboy sprayin axe everywhere so u can just casually put some perfume on plus it stays on and smells delicious

nail file for all those gross hangnails or sharp nails or if ur nails just look whack. this is very useful and important and yes u probably will need this

tide pen is sometimes helpful for stains but honestly like more often than not it doesn’t really do much and once it actually made the stain worse so idk. i mean i guess 

for all my makeup wearers I’m bringing concealer, mascara, eyeliner, and an eyebrow pencil so that in case u have to take your makeup off or it comes off or something u can put it back on

sunscreen just in case you forget to put some on in the morning bc taking care of ur skin is very important and not having sunscreen on can be very bad so always having some is probably good

pen and pencil in case you lose or forget your pencil bag because if u don’t wanna borrow writing utensils from people for the day then you’re good because you have extra stuff! maybe also a highlighter and a red pen for correcting would be good to have as well 

tiny lint roller (not pictured) handy for getting cat or dog fur off of clothes bc u don’t wanna have a gross hairy sweater or something weird like that. seriously one time i wore this white sweater and i picked up my black cat and i went to school and i didn’t realize it but there was cat fur ALL over my sweater and i was so pissed it was really gross and i was wishing i had one of those. idk where u can find one but they’re bound to be somewhere 

bandaids (not pictured) good for if u get a paper cut or something and ur classroom doesn’t have bandaids like at my school u have to go to the front desk to get bandaids which is super lame so its probably gonna b helpful to bring some 

little notebook (not pictured) in case you forget paper or something and u need to write down notes or just for reminders or anything. this may come in helpful but this is def not necessary cause you can always just ask someone for paper or ask the teacher idk. if u get anxious asking ppl for paper then this is good

don’t forget a little bag to put all this in! i can fit pretty much everything (except for the clothes and the hairbrush) into this bag which is about 8 x 2 x 6 “ and theres still a little space so yeah!

anyways i hope that this was helpful and pls let me know if theres anything else that u bring to school that has saved your life before also let me know if i helped u! seriously most of this stuff has helped me before! <3

felizlancemas  asked:

wish & angel o:

wish: what are your favourite memories?

  • my number one favorite memory has to be the first time i met my best friend luka @fiune because he is literally the most important person in my life and the single person i love fractionally more than lance. i still laugh about that uHH interaction from time to time and he screm when i bring it up. we have been best friends for like 5-6 years now so uHHH yeah thats my number one memory w/o getting into specifics LOL
  • another golden memory is when i got my dog. i was 8 years old and me and my sister wanted a dog more than ANYTHING. we made multiple powerpoint presentations and really wore our parents down until FINALLY they agreed to let us go pick out a puppy. i remember getting picked up from second grade and my mom saying we were going to go pick up our dog and i dont remember another time in my childhood where i was happier than i was in that moment. we picked up my dog and i got to carry him the whole way home in the car and i remember feeling so damn proud that i had a dog and this new responsibility. it was such a great feeling. my dogs name is snow and he is 13 now. he is so OLD but still a good boy. i love him so much…this is how he looks!

angel: what is your dream aesthetic?

  • okay so…i really love that sweet Goth Aesthetic and literally i would die to achieve it but that shit cost $$$ and i dont have that or the confidence for it LOL but yeah thats the dream. either that or just all pastel/bubblegum pink and thats it. either black like my soul or pink…like my soul…
Stydia 6x05
  • Siles: You remember me?
  • Lydia: Stiles, is this you? Is this actually you?
  • Stiles: Yeah, it's me. Do you remember the last thing I said to you?
  • Lydia: You said... you said "Remember I love you"
  • Stiles is so shocked, that she can remember this last special sentence. The only thing he needed her to remember ... and she did. It is the most important thing for Stiles.
  • I am so alive!
Unfinished Business Part 28


Genre: action, fluff, angst, strong language, +18 content, gang material,

Read to find out who the reader will end up with. There will be several chapters of this so I hope you’re ready to die and anticipate many things. <3 love youuuu (don’t hate me)

Word count:1820


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on november 11th 1987 someone special was born

dear tegoshi,

i usually have things worked out in my head, what i want to say, what i want to address, what i want to talk about but like always those things flew out of my brain the second i try to convey them in proper coherent words.

so yeah let’s try this again.

i’ve spent years resisting j-idols and of course my downfall was your voice serenading the fans in FOREVER. (which still gives me major dokis like wtf that song is just you are my precious baby itoshikute, can’t stop thinking of you kimi dake ok yeah i’m having dokis rn) theeeeen i learnt about news, about the members, about you. so that was 6 years ago give or take.

sometimes i’m sad with you (just one time tbh. like literally, did you graduate or not. this is important you shit).

sometimes i’m angry with you (your face needs to leave earth).

but most of the times i’m just glad i have you as someone i can watch and think of and have all these fluffy as shit feelings and bubbly dokis threatening to vomit out of me.

on this day you were born,
i’m wishing you the best for this year and the rest of your life and forevermore. even if you are the biggest little shit ever, you have your heart in all the right places. you are one of the most dedicated and driven individual i know, you’re strong in your opinions, you give it all for the things that matters to you and for that i am forever grateful for you.

to this year and more,
i hope you will grow even more in strides as an entertainer and as tegoshi too. :3
happy birthday you little shit.

1. Xiumin

“What? Tao has a girlfriend? No. Tao’s a baby. He can’t have a girlfriend!”

2. Luhan

“Why do they have girlfriends before me. It’s so unfair…”

3. Kris

*I taught them well…*

4. Suho

“And remember, protection is the most important thing! Do you understand?!”

5. Lay

“How sweet…so how did you meet?”

6. Baekhyun


*ready to tease*

7. Chen

“So if that idiot used some pick up lines on you, they’re most probably mine, so you’re welcome. I’m the best, I know .”

8. Chanyeol

“Yeah…that’s….yeah, guys? Don’t look at her like that. She’s my girlfriend!”

9. D.O.

*Is it becaause of the height…is that why they got girlfriends…*

10. Tao

“Watch and learn, noobs…”

11. Kai

*so maybe Chanyeol’s obsession over me will fade now…?*

12. Sehun

“Perfect, now I have somebody to tell about all of Tao’s embarrassing stories!”


Tagged by ramblinxman

Name: Freya
Nickname: Frey, Enid, Frenid (20,000 other variations of all my names)
Birthday: January 9th
Gender: Female  
Sexuality: v v straight
Height: 5’7.5” (the half is so important)
Time zone: GMT
What time & date it is there: 7:29am, July 28th
What time & date it would be in Antarctica:  6:29pm, July 28th
Average hours of sleep I get each night: ummMmMm idk like 4
RL OTP: Charlotte’s parents tbh they’re the cutest
Other OTPs: i don’t have otps I just have brotps and only two of them: George/Mitchell and Hal/Tom from Being Human

The last thing I Google’d was: really pale egg yolk (i was worried that my egg was bad leave me alone)
My most used phrase/s: 
no but, yeah but, how dare, r u d e
First word that comes to mind: salad (why salad i don’t like salad)
What I last said to a family member: “it’s not that hard to put the fucking toilet seat down you absolute foot” (to my brother)
One place that makes me happy and why: Papamoa, NZ. Best place I’ve ever lived and I need to go back there. Need to. 
How many blankets I sleep under: One super thick duvet
Favourite beverage: chai lattes
The last movie I watched in the cinemas was: Skyfall way back in 2012 (i don’t get out much)
Three things I can’t live without: music, my big brother, probably chocolate
Something I plan on learning: Russian and sign language
A piece of advice for all my followers: always be the kid who carries around chewing gum because everyone loves that kid

You all have to listen to this song: Dance With Me - Dario Marianelli. idc if classical isn’t your thing the arrangement is so beautiful and the polyrhythms are so perfect it hurts me. Marianelli is life

My blog/s: fidensxvenator, twerksfuriously

Tagging: vampiricallyxspeaking, earlymourningprayers, pulledfromhell, savedyourass, therebetterbepie,  iraxible, charismaticcambion