so yea....

My moodle loo I keep drawing her lol I’ll go back to drawing diff ocs soon. I wanna try more dynamic poses @ - @ I need more practice with anatomy and perspective so yea idk I think this looks wonky a bit but GOTTA START SOMEWHERE U KNOW. My arts so pink and fluffy what the heck I want it to be darker to reflect my soul.

The Power of Love (Part 1)

I got this idea of a draco x (ravenclaw) reader back on the 9th and now its the 23rd so yea it took me 2 weeks to finally get the nerve to write it down and post it.Being March 23rd, Ravenclaw Pride Day iIve made the reader ravenclaw though it wouldn’t really matter now but in later parts.

This is my 1st ever fanfic so please be nice and i would really appreciate it if you guys tell me what you think of it! Running the story in my head I realised that it would be pretty long so I’ve decided to cut it into parts (no sure how many yet but I’m thinking around 2-3)

Before I forget,I’d like to thank the people^ who encouraged me to write this even though I was doubtful back in my previous post.

BG of the Story:Starts in the end of HBP in the astronomy tower when Dumbledore and Harry just got back from retrieving the locket,and will continue on to DH later

Words:1,194

Themes:Hurt,Comfort and Tragedy


Originally posted by fallingforamalfoy

You don’t what gotten into Draco this year,ever since you guys came back for sixth year.He’s become distant.You’re wondering what has happen between now and the last time you were both here in the astronomy tower.What has happened to all the promises and the moments who shared with him here past curfew.Everything was fine during the summer,you’d send letter to him every other other and him the same to up but back at platform 9 ¾ he didn’t even seem to notice you,heck he didn’t seem to acknowledged that you existed! Yet even a whole school year later you find yourself walking up to the astronomy tower thinking about what used to be,pretending nothing has changed.

You were pulled out of your thought when you felt a hand grabbed you by the arm and pulled you onto the second landing.’Draco? Is that you?’you asked,thinking that Draco has finally come to his senses and would talk to you.But it wasn’t.’Harry what the hell?You scared the shit out of me!’.’y/n what are you doing here?‘Harry asked.You were about to answer when you heard hurried footsteps on the stairs.’y/n whatever happens do not make any sound or move an inch.Dumbledore’s orders.’He said and pointed up.Indeed Dumbledore was there but was give such orders?You were about to ask when —’Silencio!Petrificus Totalus!—-’Sorry y/n I don’t want you to do something rash.’Rash?Rash?Did the boy who did things without rationality told YOU YOU a Ravenclaw not to be rash?He maybe one of your best friends but seriously?Did he just–you couldn’t even complete the thought.With your head still looking up you saw him,Draco,your Draco.Gosh what is he doing here?His platinum blond and pale skin seems to be whiter and paler than normal.What is happening to him?Why is he keeping secrets?Between your thoughts you heard him say’You don’t understand,I’ve got to do this or he’ll kill me!’What? Your mind goes to overdrive,flooded with more questions than before.What is he doing?Who’s gonna kill him?Oh no oh no please don’t let it be—Stuck in your thoughts,everything faded into the background and the only thing that brought you back to reality were the words ‘Avada Kedavra’.With your body stuck in your current position your vision scope was limited but that wasn’t stopping a Ravenclaw.You scan the tower just in time to see a stiff Dumbledore fall backwards off the rail.Harry must have seen it too as cast you free of the enchantments.Harry ran past you but you quickly caught his arm ‘Where do you think you’re going?’‘To follow the death eaters ofcourse!’he said with anger ‘Are you insane Harry?Listen to the footsteps there must be at least 4 of them or maybe more! We’ll never stand a chance and they’re probably escaping by now,besides I think its more important to get to our headmaster who just fell off the tower from the killing curse!’And with that you ushered him out to the grounds.

You two were first at the scene.It didn’t seem really,not to you anyway.Dumbledore was one of the most powerful wizard he can’t just die when they battle hasn’t even begun.Yet here he is on the ground looking as peaceful as being asleep.You wrap Harry in your arms,the boy is crying.He had now lost 2 father figures in his life so what if he is the chosen one so child should suffer like this.You don’t know how long you’ve been comforting Harry and whispering words to him.You both only separated when McGonagall gave a speech and asked the crowd of students you hadn’t noticed before to have wands raised in honor of the late headmaster.Slowly students turned to go.It was all too much to take for you so you too decide to go leaving Harry with Ginny,Ron and Hermione.

You were on the way up to your dorm when you saw a familiar looking blond boy walk 3 times pass a wall and into the room of requirements.You decided to time to face your fear and follow through.

The room has taken shape of a …. well there was nothing except a silhouette in front of a fireplace. ‘Draco?’you said cautiously.‘Draco?’ no answer.You reached him with a few more steps and you realised that he’s crying.You pull him into a hug,gosh you missed him but now it’s not the time to focus on your needs but rather on his,so you tired again ‘Draco darling,whats wrong?’still no answer ‘Draco,I won’t judge you but I don’t like seeing you like this.I want you to tell me what’s bothering you,it’s okay if you won’t tell me now but I want you to know that you don’t have to lift this burden alone,that I’m willing to shared that weight of yours cause I love you,I love you even though you ignored me and put me through hell this past year.But even that didn’t made my love waver because I love you so so much.You know that right?’‘y/n I’m so sorry I truly am and you ought to know the truth to why I was so distant.’ he said as to broke our embrace.‘But promise me one thing y/n that whatever I tell you,you won’t run away until I say all that I have to say.You can after I’m done and I won’t stop you.I just need you to understand alright?’‘I promise.Ravenclaws often listen to both sides of the story before making a decision’You say,trying to lighten the mood.’Alright…’ he continues and pulls up his left sleeve showing his dark mark.You tried to muffle your gasp but failed.’I got the mark a few days before school started.’he said. ‘y/n… believe me when I say I didn’t want to get it but I had no choice–I–he–’More tears rolling off Draco’s face.You cupped his cheek with your hands,rubbing away the tears.‘–he was kill me,my family,everyone I love.God y/n YOU he threaten to kill You if I didn’t obliged to his orders—and– and I couldn’t lose you y/n Never.’‘oh Draco….’‘And today in the astronomy tower I was supposed to kill Dumbledore but I couldn’t…I just can’t kill anyone y/n…’Draco chocked on his tears. ‘I know Draco,I was there.’you said quietly. ‘But what how?’‘I there with Harry in the second landing and we saw it happen.’‘y/n you gotta understand please..’‘yes I do understand and no one should have had that burden put upon them’A few moments passed between us when Draco said ‘They all left you know that y/n Snape,Bellatrix and Greyback.My task isn’t done y/n they left me so that I could be a spy for.To spy on Dumbledore’s Army.y/n listen to me I have no choice then to follow to keep all the people I love alive so y/n just do us both a favor and forget about me’‘Draco no.’‘y/n it‘s the only way to keep you safe.There’s no other way no matter how many times you wrap your head around it.’

‘Draco,there’s always another way and it would make no difference to tell me to use my head over my heart cause whoever said that the mind and heart are two different things had got it wrong because both my mind and my heart would do anything and everything to protect you.’

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So what do you guys think?

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Hello guys, what up? haha yea so uhm you know how I´m trying to earn my own money and try not to depend on my parents, well the thing is the business is slow. I had an expo last weekend and it was great for me i get the chance to pay some school stuff, but some friends of mine recommended me to participate in an important expo that would guarantee a huge success, which is in May. Sadly it costs alot to be there. I managed to get it cheaper with some friends but I´m still low on money. So here comes the S.O.S. message:

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Prices (USD):

  • Simple doodle - $ 3 dlls
  • Clean sketch - $ 5 dlls
  • Lineart - $10 dlls 
  • Full colored image  - $ 20 dlls
  • Character ddesign - $ 30 dlls
  • Icons - $ 5 dlls ( SPECIAL 2X1 )

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  • No NSFW
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  • No mechas or vehicle

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I know this is alot of a hazzle but it would really mean for me, even if you cant commission me, at least spread the word.

So far my goal is $200 dlls ( that includes the cost for the expo and my new material for art such as plastic bags, money for prints and other artistic supplies )

Thank you for reading. Have a nice day!

anonymous asked:

I liked that post you reblogged about minors not flirting with adults, but something bugged me. I kept seeing people say 'minors should flirt with minors' and while that's true, I feel more specificity is needed? As a 12-13 year old, I was in an abusive (COCSA) age gap online relationship with a 15-16 year old. So yeah, minor+minor doesn't always equal not predatory based on age, and people need to remember that too. (not that you said this yourself but it was just bugging me)

Yup definitely. I got into shit with a kid 4 years older than me and it literally wasn’t until this year I realized I was able to consider it that, because I did flirt with him. So yea, definitely be careful of that.

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y’all remember Leah right

i changed her hair and outfit and was trying to to hook her up with one of the male sims i dl’d but um… after this risky “sexy pose” he freaked out so yea that’s .. thats not gonna happen :/ i thought they had a good thing going on too but.. guess not :( i’m a tad sad lolol BUT SHE’S ADORABLE RIGHT?? i love her, i really do.

Saying hi

Yoooo! Okay sorry, hi! I just wanted to say hello because I dont actually know anyone on tumbler, I just obsessively follow your and a bunch of other witches posts and you have just inspired my practice and given me a lot of reassurance that I’m not alone so yea thanks and stuff and things. :) my names Kenzie. Hi. . 🙂

anonymous asked:

Wait, I feel like I'm getting a lot of different and conflicting information here, or I just don't understand. Did the CIA really spy on Trump and that new bunch of information just confirmed it or is he still talking out of his ass? Or perhaps, was he talking out of his ass and then suddenly a bunch of info leaked out so he could say fukkin confirmed?

OK so this leak comprises information from TWO years ago. So, predating the election. Information within shows (alleges) he was monitored regardless of russia. It’s unlikely they have stopped (because cmon, this is the US intelligence community here lol).

It’s not broadly confirmed (media and analysts are still treating it as allegations rather than fact), but it is appealing for an investigation based on this information as a pretext.

Trump was talking out of his ass, and likely out of personal malice toward obama, but aT THE VERY LEAST, was coincidentally correct on being wiretapped. so yea, at the very least, so he and others can be like “fukken confirmed, trump is right”

The interesting thing is that the russian communication leaks to the WaPo and other CIA sourced allegations were alot of extremely caustic, almost incriminating smoke.

however..

Where’s the fire?

Since the CIA and other agencies who have agents who are DMEONSTRABLY HOSTILE TO TRUMP IF THE RECENT FEW MONTHS ARE ANY INDICATION havent yet found the smoking gun from which this smoke comes from, it should be pretty clear that there is no evidence that trump collaborated with russia/putin the way there is no evidence obama ordered a wiretapping. at most, obama may have been ignorant or indifferent to it as much as trump was ignorant to or indifferent to russian agent action.

Theres been plenty of media reporting like MICHAEL FLYNN SECRETLY SPOKE TO RUSSIAN OFFICIAL ACCORDING TO NEW LEAK!!! but with the body of the article admitting “its not unsual for politicians and incoming administration figures to speak to other officials of foreign states,” I can’t help but furb face.

With the obvious amount of surveillance and monitoring being conducted, ESPECIALY SINCE US INTELLIGENCE ALWAYS MONITORS RUSSIAN STATE COMMUNICATION and the fact that the CIA leaked a transcript of michael flynns conversation with Kislyak to the WaPo, by now IF IT EXISTS there shouldve been a definitive leak SHOWING in black and white evidence of like, i dunno, trump talking to the russian state going YES PUTIN, YESSS I DO YOUR BIDDING in private the way they caught and recorded flynn having a conversation with kislyak.

consider it this way:

if you agree with me that trump routinely says and does complete head ass things and runs his mouth all the time like a big orange dumbfuck 4th grader vocabulary moron, there fucking would be evidence of him collaborating with putin out in the open already if it did happen. Bar none. Why would he frequently do clumsy things, make and say moronic things int he open yet be discrete and dodge the surveillance drag net in private? Either it didnt happen or Trump is a secret, elusive psyop genius. You can’t have the two. Which is more likely?

Last day of being 19!

So i’m turning 20 tomorrow (ew im old) and idk what to feel. Kinda happy and kinda sad about the fact that i made it 20 years, when I thought I’d die by the time I was 18. So yea, I don’t know if I should be happy because I’m still alive, or be sad because I made it 20 years without dying. Idk.

IVF 1 - 13dp5dt

Went in for official beta hCG test.
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So yea. No pregnancy.

Talked with the doc and in his 20 years he hasn’t seen this. His clinic nurse and staff were shocked.
27 year old female, (fairly) healthy, and yet 9 eggs made it to day 5 but 8 died?

He set up an appointment for him to speak with the embryologist and we are having an appt on Monday to talk with him ourselves. I want to know if anyone else lost significant amount of embryos that day (was it their fault?) or what did they see happening.

Statistically this shouldn’t have happened. 9 made it to day 5, 1 to blast (but didn’t implant) and at least half of the remaining 8 should have made it to freeze.

So now we are doing chromosomal testing on me (free but takes 6 months). I’m trying to find a place in Buffalo that does it (willing to pay!).

Hope we get answers soon cause at this point we’re not going to pay for IVF if we would get the same results.

anonymous asked:

Are you talking about the Seddm thing? I don't think it's about Starco; it's just generally finding 14 year old's having sex enjoyable being creepy. I know some people say it's fictional, but the thing is that they know that it's children having sex, you know? It's just questionable. Who knows?

who knows :/ personally i dont want to get into any of that i was talking about some posts i found about ppl being super “anti-starco” and saying they hate ALL the shippers and its cliche and so het so… yea

My mom has been using he/him and calling me max and it jst feels so nice it’s so natural.. like yea she will mess up sometimes but she will always correct it and apologize so I’m just thankful for that