so upset about this guys

Dean barely notices when Sam runs into the house to investigate the nephilim situation. His eyes dart this way and that, taking in the tattered, broken wingspan spread out before him.

All of the times that he lost Cas, he never saw his wings. Not once. And it feels so…final.

Dean’s lips tremble as he casts his gaze upwards towards where he knows heaven is watching. He wonders if the angels care. He wonders if God cares.

He knows Chuck probably isn’t even in heaven, and maybe he has his ears turned off while he’s having the family meeting to end all family meetings with Amara, but he tries anyway. He wants to beg, bargain, and scream, but he’s not sure he can speak. He sends up a plea, his lips mouthing silent prayers.

The air is still. Too still. Deathly still.

Dean squeezes his eyes shut and slumps down to the ground. He bows his head down, but he can’t yet bear to look. Not yet. Not again.

He breathes, and it feels like a monumental effort. He is hyper aware of being alive, of his lungs filling with oxygen and expelling carbon dioxide, and suddenly he thinks he might understand why yoga helps to clear the mind. Maybe he’ll take it up. He could do with a nice, clear mind after…after…

He opens his eyes. Cas is there, but he isn’t.

Dean swallows against the burning lump in his throat as he reaches a hand out. Hand touches hand. One is cold.

Dean stares at the eyes and wills them to open as he curls his fingers around the still, cold hand. And finally, after much effort, he finds that he can speak.

“Please,” Dean pleads, his voice smaller than he thinks it has ever been. “Please. Cas. I need you.”

No. That’s not right. That’s not enough.

“I love you.”

Too late. He says it, finally, after all of these years, and it falls on deaf ears. Ears that will never hear those words.

Dean’s eyes sting. “Come back. Like you always do.” His voice cracks. “I love you. I love you. I love you. Please come back.”

The world is still. Too still.

He’s not coming back this time.

Dean folds himself over Cas’s body and finally allows himself to break.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80SKuF9wX2M

guys i had the worst realisation while listening to Ghost and i haD TO DRAW IT AND NOW I’M SUPER FUCKING

THIS SONG AND THIS ASSHOLE I SWEAR

i had fun drawing this

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nervous sweats all over the fucking place

Handsome Jack©Borderlands
-crumples to the floor and begins to weep-©me

Okay so you guys want to know what I’m really upset about? Isaac Lahey. No I’m not talking about how he didn’t return, even though im upset about that to, im talking about how they never mentioned him after he left. Like what the heck?? They continueously brought up Allison, so why not Isaac? Seriously though like okay he went to France with Chris Argent and when he comes back nobody thinks to ask Chris “where’s Isaac?” Like come on Chris arent you basically his guardian since you decided to take him to France? Not even Scott talks about him. And throughout the past seasons Chris Argent basically moved back to Beacon Hills and still nothing about Isaac. Like what did you do with him Chris? How is it that you just LEFT him in France and moved back to Beacon Hills? Like where is he living?? Is someone taking care of that teenage boy???? How come he hasn’t messaged or called Argent concerned, because I know that boy would be worried about Scott, because Scott took care of Isaac and treated him like an equal. Scott was basically family to Isaac too. I’m really disappointed with teen wolf, they do this with every character that leaves teen wolf, they never speak of them again, and it’s annoying because in a way it’s a plot hole and they’re just trying to act like these important characters weren’t even characters to begin with. This is what I’m upset about.

D.VA rework

Since this is a D.va blog, let’s talk about these changes.


Last night I played for awhile. As D.va and others alike.


Lets start off with the Defense Matrix shall we? The time on the matrix was cut down to 2 seconds. Which is pretty upsetting. Last night when I played I had to get out of the defense mentality, which resulted in me losing my mech way faster. Now that there’s only two seconds of matrix you have to use that to get out of the fight and into the back lines for healing or suffer the pain of ejecting from mech THEN running back while trying to get some cheeky headshots for ult charge.


Those 2 seconds feel like one second because of the slightest visual delay when pulling the matrix up. (At least for me it does.) However, this change doesn’t effect my playstyle that much, I had a lot of teams last night that chose a barrier of some sort.. Mainly Rein. The matrix is alright if you adjust how you play.




Let’s move on to the Micro Missiles.

They’re a great addition to D.va’s kit! A lot of you got so many kill streaks and gold medals BEFORE the rework, try it now! Last night WHEN I got to play as D.va I went on at least 14-15 killstreaks each match. Those missiles aren’t super strong, but they are very good for either bringing down a tank to low health or killing squishies. Now I hope most of you know that you can shoot the missiles and shoot your guns at the same time. ITS VERY GOOD FOR KILLING AN ULTING MCCREE! Since the matrix can’t guarantee eating a Mccree ult anymore, its best to barrel stuff him and just mow him down with damage! ⚠ You may lose your mech doing this! ⚠


But its better that you lose your mech than having Mccree get a quad.

The missiles are kind of weird projectiles. They take a second to actually shoot when you press the ability button from what I can tell. So keep that in mind when using them.


Overall, the missles are a great ability, cooldown is at a nice number and so is the damage. Being more of a defense tank is out of the question for D.va, sorry to tell ya guys. But I’m sure you guys are now able to kick way more butt than before!

Of course the matrix will take a lot of time to get used to but its just a matter of time before you guys get the hang of her again.



I mean at least her play style wasn’t DRASTICALLY changed like Mercy’s right? Could always be worse.



Originally posted by kairisheart

A headcanon

•animals absolutely adore Yuuri
•like even the ones that don’t really like people love this guy
•anytime he goes somewhere and there’s a pet 9 times out of 10 it will end up sitting on him shortly after meeting him
•even Yuri’s cat who is just as grumpy as his owner loves the guy and Yuri gets so upset about it because his cat will sit with Yuuri all the time but rarely sits with him
•and Yuuri doesn’t even notice this he just thinks the animals are cute
•everybody is convinced he’s some kind of whisperer or he carries treats
•but no he’s just universally loved by animals, they all want to sit on him and protect him

After spending about an hour in the Shadowhunters tag, I just wanna say, can Malec shippers, like…chill, a little? Look, I ship them too, but like???? You don’t need to be bitching about Clace every time we get a little bit and Malec isn’t prominently featured. Sizzy hasn’t even become official yet, I don’t see anybody upset about that. Clace has had to deal with this frigging tension all season and we’re still rather patient–hell, I’m celebrating that one kiss after a season of tension. Just ‘cause there isn’t Malec in an episode doesn’t mean the writers don’t care about it.

all of y'all: klance is dead :(

me, scrolling through klance fanart while viewing a klance amv and loading up a 100k klance fic: ok

silentlycrazy  asked:

My friend just told me about her day and she was very upset about what she did but I'm so proud! A guy she was checking out said the classic "give me a smile" and she snapped and replied "Since I'm not a dog I don't smile on command." He hung his head and wouldn't make eye contact for the rest of the transaction.

Hey guys! About my past post (which I am deleting) I just want to thank you all for the kind messages. I might be taking some breaks here and there just to help clear my mind. And for people asking for details, I’d rather not go into them just to not contribute to the drama! There’s just a lot going on, not all bad just overwhelming! But I think I’m just gonna sleep on it and see how I feel later!

bad news

mr blake’s teammate has had a last minute Issue for a race tomorrow and I’m now joining my lil cyclist on the road, so Modern Romance will not be done in time for its usual Sunday evening release. I feel awful but this one especially needs to be done right, so I’m going to take my time and post when it’s done to my satisfaction rather than rush it. I’M SO SORRY I really feel bad, after all those asks last week saying people enjoy getting it on sunday night I just knEW something was going to come up to Ruin Everything so please forgive me I love you pardon my indiscretions amen

Anabasis, or: The Persian Expedition, or: the time a bunch of idiot Greek mercs got way too involved in Persian royal family drama

Xenophon was an aristocratic Greek from the city of Athens in the fifth century BC, a student of the philosopher Socrates, a contemporary of Plato, a historian, philosopher and major political thinker in his own right, and one time when he was an idiot twenty-something he managed to get himself involved in the dumbest piece of military adventurism in the Middle East of all time.

Later he wrote a book about it. 

It’s called Anabasis, which is Greek for ‘Upgoing’, and it is my current favourite adventure story. It is full of big personalities, political drama, people getting stressed out about crossing rivers, and stupid battles. I really wanted to share it with you all, but I can’t make everyone read the whole thing, so instead I present Book 1 of the Anabasis, chapters 1-8, abridged:


Chapter One: Prince Cyrus has a bright idea

So in the fifth century BC the Persian Empire - with its heartland in modern Iran/Iraq, and its territory stretching as far as Egypt, Turkey, India, and the Black Sea - is the biggest deal around. It’s the heart of civilisation. The Persians have the best cavalry in the world, and also invented gardening. Meanwhile Ancient Greece is basically forty cats in a sack, where the cats are city-states and the sack is ‘which city-state has the biggest dick?’

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you know what still fucking pisses me off? the creators and writers of glee, aka the captains of fan service, outright acknowledging faberry on the show and not making it happen.

i’m not talking about all of the subtext, i’m addressing when kitty told rachel, “if you’re going to hook up with a cheerleader, everyone is rooting for you and quinn”

?????

and when sUE literaLLY fuckin sAID THE WORD “FABERRY” when she’s contemplating who she should ship romantically now that kurt and blaine are married ?????????

god djxknfhaks can someone please attach gifs of these two occurrences to support my fury and prove that i’m not lying???

i’m so upset about this guys and it’s been years since the show ended

i don’t see why they couldn’t have ended the show with one final, meaningful glance between the two of them, giving the fans that stuck with the show till the very end some sort of recognition and respect, and the hope that they would end up together

i’m not ashamed of this rant in fact i will reblog this every year to reiterate my discontent

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WHO WANTS TO SEE A PULI SHAVED DOWN CAUSE HERES MY DUDE RANDI

he had a skin infection and was growing in patchy so dad decided to start him over, I saved his tail for him so he still has some of his puli cords. Hes a really good dog though I love him to death and mom at least was super happy and im sure randi feels better

Also puli hair is super coarse and sheds weird and whenever i do him it looks like theres pubes in the tub