so try a little harder please

$1 story - B is for begging




‘For fuck’s sake, He Tian, don’t make me beg.’

‘But you look so lovely on your knees.’

‘Oh, come on.’

‘No. I want to hear it.’

‘…hear what?’

‘You. Beg.’

‘You want…’

‘Don’t you want to come?’



‘Go fuck yourself.’

‘I don’t see how that would help you here.’

He sighed, looking away.


His voice was soft.

‘Try a little harder.’

‘Oh, come on.’

He Tian arched an eyebrow.

‘Please, He Tian.’

‘This isn’t very convincing.’

‘What the hell do you want me to do?!’

‘Try getting on your knees.’


He Tian smiled innocently from where he sat in the gaudy armchair.

‘I’m only trying to help.’

‘I hate you.’ He mumbled, sinking to his knees in front of him.

‘No you don’t.’


‘Please, what?’

‘I want to come. Please.

He hated how desperate he sounded.

‘I don’t know…I think you can do better than that.’

Mo Guan Shan’s cock ached.

‘He Tian, please. Please let me come.’

‘Touch yourself.’

Not needing to be told twice, Mo Guan Shan fumbled with his jeans, sighing at the tiny bit of relief.

He dropped his head to rest on He Tian’s knee, working his hand fast and hard.



‘I said you could touch yourself, not that you could come.’

It took everything in him to stop moving his hand.

‘Oh, god, why?’ He groaned.

When He Tian didn’t respond, he looked up at him.

‘Baby, please. I’ll do anything, just let me come.’

‘Anything, huh?’

‘Yes! Anything!’

He Tian smirked.

‘You’re going to regret saying that.’

Mo Guan Shan shook his head.

‘Don’t care. Please, I am literally begging you on my fucking knees…please.’

‘Come here.’

Mo Guan Shan stood so suddenly He Tian had to catch him by the wrist to keep him from falling before grabbing him by the hips and pulling him onto his lap, and wrapping his cold fingers around his cock and whispering in his ear.

‘The next time you talk to me like this, you’re going to be begging me to stop.’

my adhd,

it isn’t being distracted by a squirrel or shiny objects,

it isn’t that i need to just “try harder”,

is isn’t just a lack of focus,

it isn’t something i “should have grown out of”,

it isn’t for attention.

it’s something i have to work with every day just to get small things done. so if 

it takes a little bit for me to process something please be patient.

BTOB’s Reaction : S/O being too short to kiss them

Can you please do BTOB’s reaction if their s/o is short and is trying to kiss them?

Here you are anon~

Thanks for requesting

Eunkwang : He’d giggle lightly.

“Omo Jagi it’s so cute”

And then bend over a little so you can kiss him by yourself.

“Can you now ?”

Originally posted by biteubi

Minhyuk : This guy would firstly be pleased because someone is finally shorter than him, he’d take you in his arms and lift you up so you’re tall enough.

“Go for it Y/N”

Originally posted by normagugu

Chansub : This little shit would tease the hell out of you and your little soul. Tip Toeing so it’s even harder for you to kiss him.

“Come on Jagiya ! If you want it you can do it”

Enventually he’d cutely kiss you.

Originally posted by changsobs

Hyunsik : He’d smile so much, looking at you struggling before he’d lean in and kiss you himself.

“Ask me what you want next time yeobo”

Originally posted by boyst0boys

Peniel : He would smile to himself before taking your chin with the tip of his fingers and kiss you like a child.

“You’re too cute, I can’t handle it Y/N”

Originally posted by kmess

Ilhoon : This little ball of fluff would secretly fanboy over how adorable you’re looking. I can just see him gently teasing you.

“What are you trying to do Y/N ?”

Then he’ll just bend a bit over before and quickly peck your lips

“Is that it ?”

Originally posted by donggeun

Sungjae : He’d find you hella cute at the moment and giggle like crazy. You’d probably be upset, thinking that he’s making fun of you.

“No no jagiya, I can’t help it, you’re just too cute right now”

Originally posted by iljaes

Hope you liked it

anonymous asked:

Okay, my ask was honestly meant to help you, not attack you. Let's take it down a notch. And you're in a hospital. As someone who's been hospitalized before because of stitches, I know for a fact that there is literally nothing to do in a hospital. You have the time, honey. You should use it to write! You have to utilize your time wisely or else your brain will rot.

oh come on…

Is it your goal to deter me away from writing? Because if it is, try a little harder, sweetie. So far, all you’ve done is really annoyed me.

You’re mad as a cut snake. Please don’t send me another message ever again, unless you actually have something constructive to say. Bye~

Trying Not To Love You (Requested Liam Imagine)

This imagine was requested by an anon and its based off of the song Trying Not To Love You by Nickelback. 

Please send in more requests and I hope you guys like this one. 

Originally posted by wolfeimagines

You and Liam had had a crush on each other for some time now and both of you knew it. The two of you would’ve pursued a relationship if it wasn’t for the fact that you were Scott McCall’s little sister and he wouldn’t let you anywhere Liam. He had clearly stated in the beginning that you were not to date Liam at all. So of course you and Liam hid your feelings but it was becoming harder and harder to push them away. 

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gang! au// yoongi

A/N: i’ve been trying to write something for a while but the words never came to me and i’ve been feeling gang au yoongi for so long so i decided to actually try writing things out, this started as one thing and turned into something a little different, but i acutally kinda like this. might make a series, idk, but, i worked a little harder on this than anything else ive written, so please, enjoy i hope! also all the yoongi fancams from all force one inspired me to get off my lazy ass and write, so thank you lmao; i’ll link the fancam


          You found yourself always making excuses for him. Maybe it was your way of coping with the fact that you deserved more than what he could give you. But that didn’t change your feelings for him, and that’s what hurt the most. 

Even though he was irritable and cranky, sometimes brutal and heartless, never one hundred percent out of touch with his feelings, but God he sure did act like it sometimes; you found yourself overlooking the parts of him that were hard to love and instead thinking about the times where he was bloody and bruised and late, but for compensation he brought home your favorite pint of ice cream and a strange arrangement of mangled flowers that looked oddly similar to the ones in your neighbor’s garden, but you didn’t say anything because you guessed this was his version of compromise, still not right but uneasily sweet and you knew he was trying. 

And even though his lips are often split with remnants of the fight he’d gotten into with a buddy, staining them a bright and vibrant red, you kissed him hard anyways because the feeling of his lips was addicting and beautiful and heart racing and truly unlike any sensation you’d ever felt and on top of everything, he tasted like strawberries. Even though you knew his hands had punched and done unspeakable things to people he wasn’t too fond of, when he ran his calloused fingers roughly over the small of your back every ruthless thing you knew he’d done flashed briefly in your mind and just as quickly faded away because he was making you feel like the stars and the sun were embedded in your skin and the light you shone over his dark actions fed his never ending hunger for something brighter and sweeter than what he’d seen all day. 

And you knew he was no good for you, you knew that your friends and family were worried because just who exactly was this guy who made a girl of daisies and sunshine and happiness become a woman of mystery and clouds and confusion; but they never said anything, and you would never listen. It didn’t matter, because even though you knew his eyes had seen more red than you could ever leave with the lipstick stains on his neck, when you stared at him there was something there that wasn’t warm or inviting or natural, instead unnerving and different yet almost familiar somehow; but being with him for so long you learned to love things that were a little more peculiar. 

And your relationship was rocky to the point where it felt like the mountains had a new contender but still you remained together and strong and out of the ordinary, because even though he was cold and you were slightly iron deficient, and God knows that wasn’t a good combination, he was Yoongi and you loved him; and despite his reputation and the cruel truths he never wanted you to know, but still somehow got around, one thing Yoongi always made you feel enough of, was love.

I don’t ship MikaYuu, but I know a lot of people do, especially followers.  And it’s obvious that it’s a M/M ship.  So I was a little upset by Kagami making Yuu the King of Salt, given the biblical connotations it has.

If you’re unsure, Pillars of Salt reference the tale of Sodom and Gomorrah, where God sends his angels down to destroy those who were “practicing” homosexuality and other “practices” that were considered evil in Old Testament times. Anyway, the story goes that Lot and his family venture into Sodom and Gomorrah (for whatever reason, it’s been a while since I read the Bible), where there’s homosexuality rampant (as if it’s a bad thing),lust,  gambling, and other stuff. So these angels come—Angels of God (like Yuu)—to destroy the city for their sins…like Yuu.

Originally the angels are disguised as men running away because every other man in the city wants to have sex with them—which is considered evil in the OT:

But he insisted so strongly that they did go with him and entered his house.He prepared a meal for them, baking bread without yeast, and they ate.Before they had gone to bed, all the men from every part of the city of Sodom—both young and old—surrounded the house. They called to Lot, “Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.”

Lot went outside to meet them and shut the door behind him and said, “No, my friends. Don’t do this wicked thing. Look, I have two daughters who have never slept with a man. Let me bring them out to you, and you can do what you like with them. But don’t do anything to these men, for they have come under the protection of my roof.”

 They tell Lot and his family to get the hell out of there, because they will destroy everything. And they do.  They tell them not to look back:

15 With the coming of dawn, the angels urged Lot, saying, “Hurry! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, or you will be swept away when the city is punished.”

16 When he hesitated, the men grasped his hand and the hands of his wife and of his two daughters and led them safely out of the city, for the Lord was merciful to them. 17 As soon as they had brought them out, one of them said, “Flee for your lives! Don’t look back, and don’t stop anywhere in the plain! Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!”

Is this not similar to Shinoa’s squad feeling because an angel is causing destruction? The angel of Salt?  Like why this story?

The Pilar of salt comes in when Lot’s wife looks back, and is turned into a pillar of Salt…for looking at the city….

By the time Lot reached Zoar, the sun had risen over the land. 24 Then theLord rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah—from the Lord out of the heavens. 25 Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, destroying all those living in the cities—and also the vegetation in the land. 26 But Lot’s wife looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

If you aren’t aware, this story happens to be what most homophobic Christians use as leverage to oppose LGBT, as God kills an entire city for “practicing” homosexuality.

Idk, perhaps this is a common case of mangaka’s not knowing what they’re doing…but that was a little, idk, touchy. I know many fans do read/watch OnS for mikayuu, and I find that the allusions our downright disrespectful, if not incredibly homophobic. Making Yuu the King of Salt..ehh…basically an angel that kills people for homosexuality, and turns people into salt for looking at stuff that is considered homosexual?

He alluded to this story more than anything in the final episode, and given the undertones of the show, I just thought this was a really bad biblical story, amongst all of the others, to choose. Like why?

 orz smh  idk anymore


Suho: Hmph, this naughty kitten and his smug attitude, don’t think I didn’t notice how you were trying to rile me up. >:T

Chen: But it worked, didn’t it? :3 Nya, please punish me harder hyung, I deserve it~♡

I’m finding myself really struggling with my emotions, thoughts and urges right now, and answering all these questions is making it harder for me to try to maintain my so-called ‘positivity’. If i feel a little better tonight or tomorrow, i’ll turn messages back on. Please take care and i’m really sorry x