Ashlee, I'm sorry to message you on anon. I don't have a tumblr, but I just can't stop crying. I wanted so badly to believe the bears were a good thing and that we weren't being trolled. Notbecause of H&L but because as an eternally confused and self-loathing queer person they gave me hope. Then I saw what another Larry blog said about knowing it was a crew member & Jordyn's tweet & that Briana account. I'm supposed be an adult but I'm just so lost. Sorry. You don't have to publish this.
Sorry, devastated anon again. I know there was a small chance it was actually H&L behind the bears and that a crew member was more likely. But why is it okay to goad and hate queer people so much? Why don’t they want us as fans? Nobody ever wants us.
Dear, sweet, darling anon. The rant that’s about to follow is not, not, not directed at you. If I could wrap you in my arms and tell you it’s all going to be alright, I would do it without batting an eye. But I’m going to say it here and now.
Those people are full of shit. Jordyn can go back to the depths from whence she came and I’ll help send her there myself. She’s a despicable, disgusting human being and you should pay her no heed or mind. This is a person who has threatened and harassed people, intimidated them, lied consistently (and in such obvious ways that she can’t keep them straight later on), a person who bought a fucking rainbow bear at Build-A-Bear just to claim SHE was the one behind the Bears. Fuck that. And fuck her.
What people are trying to tell me is that a crew member spent thousands on costumes and accessories. A crew memeber had a fucking Rolex (sure Jan!). A crew member tweeted a home emoji from Louis Tomlinson’s Twitter account? Yeah. Okay. People have short fucking memories.
Listen to me, okay? If you take nothing else to heart, take this: Louis and Harry LOVE you. They love you SO much. They respect you as a queer person and a member of THEIR peer group, THEIR community. They have seen you and heard you and they know your struggle because it is THEIR struggle and OUR struggle. We stick together. And no one will EVER convince me those Bears were trolling. No one will EVER convince me Harry and Louis are that low of human beings. You just can’t do it, just like you can’t convince me there’s a baby or that Louis Tomlinson fathered it or that he isn’t still deeply in love with and committed to Harry Styles. You can’t do it.
Those Bears -deleted Twitter account or not- were and still are and will continue to be a beacon of hope and acceptance for all of us. Those boys love you, they love you so much. I try to never speak in certainties, but I’m telling you as sure as I sit here they love you, okay? Please be safe. I love you, too.