so these are kinda bad but i like making things

anonymous asked:

Mista fucker here 8) would you mind doing a scenario where Mista's tetraphobia kinda starts rubbing off on his s/o? like they notice bad things are actually happening around the number four and they start getting paranoid? thanks!

mista headcanons! i hope that’s okay <3 

- Mista’s dislike of the number four is well-documented. His s/o has started to remember it; taking pieces of food off plates, cutting things so they make five slices, avoiding planning dates on dates that are multiples of four. 
- They do this when Mista’s around, uncaring when he’s not - after all, it’s just a number. The fact that they’ve bought four of the same packet of noodles isn’t going to be a problem for them, right? 
- They drop the packet and it splits open all over their shoes. They shrug it off; these things happen. They buy three packets instead. 
- It’s little things at first. People knock into them when they’re carrying multiples of four, they start getting a spate of bad news, all on dates that have a four in them. Their neighbour the next door over - number four - has a burglary. They figure it’s just a shitty couple of weeks for them, and they throw themselves into date nights with Mista, relieved when things go right. 
- They mention it that night to Mista, saying that things just seem to have been fucking them over recently, and Mista is understandably worried. Although he’s chill and laid-back at the best of times, he’s very protective of his s/o; he’s a romantic at heart. He asks, gently, if anything connects all of the bad news. 
- And that’s when it hits them. The number four. Nothing has gone wrong on the date night, partly because s/o avoids it as much as possible. This all comes spilling out of them, hands gesturing wildly, big-eyed–
- And Mista - well-meaning, romantic, loyal to a fault - nods, because it all makes perfect sense. Of course the number four is plaguing his s/o. It’s unlucky. It wants to make people’s lives a misery. Mista encourages them to think about four as much as he does; to try and just erase it from day to day life. 
- The problem is that when you focus on something, you see it more. S/O begins to draw wild parallels between the number four and bad things that happen - and Mista is so entrenched in hating it that he encourages it. Eventually, the two of them are going to be known for their weird feelings on the subject. Mista is too stubborn and too set in his ways to relent; both of them are stuck avoiding four for the FOUR-seeable future. 

@nomorules told me to draw this: insp w pegoryu 

 ryuji is struggling to let akira lie on him 

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

…this is the most cutesy thing I’ve done in a while but maybe that’s just me HA dun mind me or all the Redbubble spam lately.

anonymous asked:

I was wondering if you had any advice for how to flirt with someone who is autistic? I'm mildly autistic, and I've met this guy and he's just perfect. He's autistic himself, and I really want to let him know that I like him, but I don't think either of us are great at giving/receiving subtle flirting. I really want to let him know how I feel but without making him uncomfortable by being too blunt. I'd be forever indebted if you had any advice xx

No subtle flirting; we confess our affection like autistics :)

Seriously, though, my amorous anon friend. I think you should throw subtle out the window. There are ways to be straightforward without being too blunt.

You can add qualifiers, or sandwich it with reminders of your friendship to gentle it, but I think you should be straightforward and confess your attraction directly. In my humble opinion, a good romantic confession has three core parts to it.

1. A clear declaration of your romantic attraction/affection/non-platonic feelings

When someone says, “I like you”, do they mean as friends? Or romantically? In the same way that they like ice-cream?

2. What your expectation are; why you’re confessing

And when someone says, “I like you”, you may be wondering what they expect- you like me, so we should date now? Or, we should make out now? Or, I want to marry you?

3. A reassurance that you’re cool no matter what their answer is

It’s nerve wracking and takes real courage to confess your attraction, but being confessed to can also be pretty emotionally stressful. People can’t communicate sincerely or be honest if they’re afraid of social repercussions.

As an example, here’s a script that’s good generally. It’s a “pick the relevant options and/or slide in your own” kinda thing.

“[Name] can I talk to you about something? It’s not bad, but is important.

This is hard/scary/nerve wracking to say, but I respect you and want to be honest with you. I’ve developed romantic feelings for you/I like you as “more than a friend”/I am attracted to you/I would like for us to try dating.

I want to tell you because I wonder if you feel the same way. No matter how you feel/what your answer is, I’m happy to know you/be your friend/to have told you, and I hope that we can continue to be friends.

If you do feel the same way, I’d like to talk to you more about that/discuss our feelings some time/ask you on a date.”

I hope this helps? Honestly, I’m. Not the best at flirting, dating, confessing attraction, etc. But this has general script has worked pretty well for me in the past.

In which the stream team encourages me to do bad things

(like get Foodieverse!Steve drunk and have him bake.  While not wearing much.  Don’t worry, Sam is there to protect him from burnt abs and film the whole thing.  It’s @ravenreyamidala ‘s fault.)

“So what’re you making?”

“Scoooooooooooooooooones.”

"Right.  Why?”

“What do you mean, why?  What kinda question is that, Wilson?  I mean?  What?” Steve slapped his hands down on the counter.  "That’s…“  He stabbed a finger in Sam’s direction.  "That’s a dumb question, that’s what that is.”

“Hey, sorry, man.”

Steve glared at the camera, his eyes bright blue slits of righteous indignation.  "You ask dumb questions.“

"I’m getting that, yeah.  Okay, you’re making scones.  What kind of scones?”

Steve was immediately distracted.  "Okay.  Okay.“  His mouth opened.  Closed.  He frowned.  

"Steve?”

"Okay!” Steve burst out.

“Right,” Sam agreed, mostly because agreeing kept the conversation moving.

“For DJ.”  Steve’s head lolled on his neck as he squinted at the camera.  "DJ likes scones?“

"Was that…   Are you asking me?”

Steve blinked.  "Why would I ask you?“  His eyes went wide.  "Wait.  Do you know?”

“Not at all,” Sam said.

“Useless,” Steve told him.

“Yeah, sorry.”  The camera angle adjusted down to the pile of ingredients on the counter.  "So what kind of scones?“

"Right, so, DJ, he, that’s DJ, DJ likes blueberry pancakes,” Steve said.  The word ‘blueberry’ had about six extra syllables in there somehow.  He leaned forward.  "They’re his favorite.“

"Okay, so you’re making-”

“Maple scones!” Steve declared, slamming his fist down on the counter.  The bowl of blueberries bounced along the polished wood, spilling its contents everywhere.  Sam focused the camera on the berries as they rolled along the cutting board.

“Maple,” Sam said.  Steve nodded.  He looked very pleased with himself.  Sam refocused on his face.  "Not blueberry.“

The whole of human existence could be seen in the rapid changes of expression that flowed across Steve’s face.  Confusion, then distaste, then anger, then befuddlement and then, at long last, enlightenment.

"Oh my fudging God,” he said, his voice reverent.  "That would be so much better.“  He blinked at Sam.  "Do we have blueberries?”

Sam focused the camera back on the blueberries scattered across the counter in front of him.  "I’ll…  I’ll look, buddy.“

anonymous asked:

You're such a big ray of sunshine. To have an artist like you is such a blessing. (To be honest I followed you way back when and it was sad to see you gone) I saw you again by chance and I was wondering if you were the same artist as from before or not and you were!!!! I was so happy to find you again! And seeing how you are more active and just. You are great! Keep being you! Your comment about angst too is true, we need that cute fluff!!!! May happiness rain down on you!!!

I???? Wow I actually don’t know what to say, umm…….

Well first off, I really appreciate you being a long term follower of mine; it means a lot!! I apologize for leaving so suddenly back at that time, but I’m really glad to see that you found me again! I hope you enjoy your stay! Secondly, just know that seeing this made me really happy! You’re honestly too kind. I don’t think I can handle this?? I’m still pretty speechless actually…, but thank you so much for this! I hope happiness rains down on you too!!

Pennywise kinks:

- HIS HANDS. THOSE BIG HANDS.

- His mini temper tantrums

- DROOL!!! SO MUCH DROOL!!!

- Those lil noises he makes

- When he says “take it” it makes me feel all kinda things hHHhHhHhHHh

- TEETH!!! Not FULL teeth but… you know what I’m talkin about??? YES PLS!!!

- EYES. HE HAS NICE EYES.

- When he struts like a bad bitch

- BIG PENNY MODE. I LIKE THAT SHIT.

- FLEXIBLE PENNY!!!!! oOoHHoOo

- The gloves turn me on for some reason???

- THE CUTE SMILE!!! THOSE FRONT TEETH HAVE MY WHOLE HEART!!¡¡

How to study while struggling with mental-health

Em Português

  So, I’m new to this studyblr thing, but I haven’t seen something like this before. Studying can be hard while you go on and off with with your illness, and I believe the most important is bending your way of thinking. It’s hard word. But recovery is such a gratifying hard work. 


   You just can’t study sometimes, and that doesn’t mean you’re not being productive. Treat yourself, your body needs rest, food, exercise, relaxing. Everytime you do one of this, you can congratulate yourself. Congratulate yourself, even if it seems so small. In my bad days, texting my best friend is hard. And I let myself feel good when I do it. When I think that only if I’m studying I’m being productive, I tend to loose motivation, and get into the vicious circle of feeling bad brcause I don’t study and not studying cause I feel bad. So I find other ways to feel productive, and increase them until I can put small studies - and them increase them! This might take a few days, or weeks. But remember that you’re trying and that already is remarkable, so do congratulate yourself and do be proud that you got out of bad to brush your teeth. 

 You can try: 

  • Taking care of yourself 
  • Watching a TV show. 
  • Baking something! I love this one 
  • Stretching and walking. It can be just around your room, but it will wake your body up. Cuddle and playing with a pet if you have one. 
  • Reading anything. It can be the dumbest fanfic ever, but it will help you concentrate, so nice one! 
  • Playing a game. 
  • Sketching drawings or random quotes. And this ain’t meant to look pretty, just to be fun. 
  • Coloring.
  • Making yourself some tea. 
  • Anything really!

  “But others are so productive”. You know what is AWSOME? Living when your mind is fighting against you. You’re already formidable for anything you can accomplish because of this. Remember that you’re not to blame on how your brain works, and allow yourself bad days. And every time you do study, don’t ever think “finally, I lost so many times already” but be SUPER proud of you. I am. You’re doing great if you’re searching so much to find helpful tips already.


   Planing is great, but breaking schedules is ok. This happens to everyone, I promise. You wouldn’t blame yourself if you got stuck in the rain, or had to help a friend, right? So why do if you can’t get out if bed? You can’t always control it. So what I do is planing, and instead of feeling bad about what I haven’t done, I feel good about what I have done. Sometimes, looking at lost dates is hard. So I close my agenda and just make a to-do list, crossing the items when I get to them, and never following orders. And remember to put small tasks in your list as well! 


  Have a routine before studying, and have a routine before studying when you’re not feeling good. This helps your brain associate that it needs to concentrate. 

 I have three routines, for example:
 In my normal days, I just stretch, drink cold water and put some music I like and get straight to studying hard.
 On my sad days, I take a cold shower, eat a snack and play some concentration games. Only then I get to studying, and I start with baby steps - I tend to watching videos or listening to poadcasts first. It takes a while, but anything you can do you need to feel proud about.
  On my hipomaniac days, I go for walks or even runs. I need to tire my body a bit or I can’t focus. Then I take two glasses of water and a shower. Only THEN I study, and usually start with reading, to remind myself that while I have a lot of energy and feel good, it won’t do anything without discipline. 

  Find out what works for you. On bad days it will take a while, but if it gets you going, it is more than worth it. 


  Exercise. And again, it is okay when you can’t - and not a privilege of us neuroatypicals. But exercises are good ways to control your body chemistry. I have three exercise routines - again, for normal days in which I have energy, for days when I have less energy and for days in which I have WAY too much energy. You also don’t need to do this everyday, this is me, but have a schedule. And never fear to break schedules. Also, eat healthy.

  Remember: mental illness is all about chemistry, which is frustrating, but also means you can hack it. And not just with medication. 


  Talk about your feelings, and not only when they’re bad. If you can afford a therapist, great. If you don’t, regularly talk to hotlines or trustworthy persons. Or just write about it. It really works to reduce your number of crises.


  Power posing. Talking about hacking brain chemistry! I learnt this from a lecture called Our Body Language Shapes Who We Are, from psychologist Amy Cuddy - you can find it at TED. And it changed my life. Posing like Wonder Woman or all star spread for two minutes gets your cortisol (stress hormone) levels down, and your testosterone levels up! Sounds silly, but it does work. Also, it does look kinda silly so you can laugh and have fun while at it.


  Have safety plans for every bad emotion you feel. I make lists I can look at when an emotion is overwhelming and pick something to do. Things like anxiety crises, sadness, anger, apathy and self destructive thoughts. This will help you reduce the times of this bad emotions and refrain it from growing into worse things, such as episodes. 


  Motivation. Motivation is important to anyone. I love lists - especially because I can hide them if they’re making me feel bad - so I have one for this as well. Things such as: 

  •  I love learning 
  •  Studying is a way of having control over my brain 
  • I want to be a teacher that makes a difference

  I also love listening to Sia’s The Greatest, it’s kinda of my fighting song. If you have one, blast it and perform it ridiculously around your room until your dog is staring at you like you bring dishonor to the family - or is it just my life. 

  Find your motivation and keep it to your chest. ]


  Try out different study methods in different states. Look at posts at studying tips - always remembering that some might not work for you, and that’s not (just) because of your illness, and that’s ok, that’s why they are so many - and use them to build your study routines. Routines are great because they bring safety and help you when you’re lost. 


 Sometimes you can’t control your sleep. It is important to try, however, don’t blame yourself if your brain just make it impossible some days. This is to the folks that are on the bipolar spectrum and like me can go 5 days straight with a maximum of 4 hours of daily sleep. If you know you can’t control it, don’t force it. It will make you feel anxious and you get MORE enrgy and impulsiveness. Tiring your body and brain helps. 

  There are days when it is three a.m. and I just can’t sleep but am not feeling bad. On those days, I work for a maximum of two hours. It is a nice moment for putting your reading in day. But never do this for many consecutive days, you’ll feel like a zombie later. However, it can help with getting something done. And it is especially calming for unrest. 


  Remember that bad days happen and you’re allowed to feel, to cry and rest. And that you’re never a burden when you need help or talk about your feelings. You are only human. Have routines, break routines. Do crazy wishes like decorating a Christmas tree in the middle of June. Pamper yourself. And just never give up. 

Hope some of this helped.

Just some Reddie fluff.

((just some Reddie fluff I wrote on my phone at 3 am the other day. Btw they’re around 17 in this))

Richie knocked the door to Eddie’s bedroom before grabbing the handle.
“I’m coming in Eds I hope you’re not jacking off”, he joked as he went into Eddie’s room. His eyes met Eddie’s annoyed ones. He was on his bed sorrounded by paper and books.
“Don’t say stuff like that asshole!”, he sighed and went back to looking at some papers on his bed. Richie noticed the faint pink color in Eddie’s cheeks and smirked. He stood there watching Eddie for some time. He looked adorable as he sat there, frustrated look on his face, his hair all messed up. That’s when Richie realized that Eddie was wearing his t-shirt. He felt a familiar feeling in his stomach. The same feeling he felt every time he was with Eddie.

“Did you come here just to stare at me?”, Eddie then asked and now it was Richie’s turn to blush. He then sat down on Eddie’s bed, careful not to sit on any papers.
“Watcha doing Eddie Spaghetti?”, he asked and looked at some of the papers.
“Don’t call me that. And I’m doing history homework”, Eddie said, his voice frustrated. Richie smiled and laid down.
“Want me to read it to you?”, he asked, earning a confused look from Eddie.
“Huh?”. Richie chuckled and grabbed the book from Eddie’s lap.
“I can read to you and you can focus on writing what ever you need down”, he explained and Eddie’s smile made his heart flutter.
“Yeah.. thanks Rich”.
So Richie read out loud and Eddie wrote notes down for around an hour. Then Richie put down the book.
“Your history teacher is a psychopath”, he breathed and Eddie looked at him with a tired smile.
“I know. I think she’s a sadist”. They both chuckled and Eddie collected his notes and put them on his nightstand before laying down next to Richie.
They laid there for a while until Eddie broke the silence.
“I listened to that band you recommended by the way”. Richie turned his head to look at the boy besides him. Hus curls fell in his eyes and he had a lazy smile planted on his lips. Richie tried not to blush but the burning sensation on the tip of his ears made it clear to him that he definitely was.
“Pink Floyd? How’d ya like it?”, he asked, voice quiet.
“I liked it a lot. Especially learning to fly”, Eddie almost whispered and Richie smiled.
“A soul in tension that’s learning to fly
Condition grounded but determined to try
Can’t keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I”, Richie lazily sang, Eddie looking at him in awe.
Richie took in the sight of the smaller boy’s face. He looked so relaxed. Eddie and Richie had grown their hair out together and they now had similar mops of curls on their heads. Richie thought Eddie looked absolutely beautiful. Of course he had never told him this.
He then, before he could stop himself, reached over and brushed some of Eddie’s hair out of his face. He kept his hands in his hair and ran his fingers through the brown curls. Eddie blushed and Richie moved his hand to Eddie’s cheek. He pinched in lightly earning an eye roll from Eddie.
“You’re so cute eds”, he mumbled and brushed his thumb over Eddie’s cheek. He said this all the time but lately it hadn’t just been childish teasing. He meant it. In his eyes Eddie was the cutest person on earth and he was so in love with him.
Eddie bit his lower lip and tried to stop the giggle that escaped his lips.
“You’re such an idiot Richie”, he whispered, small smile on his lips. Richie nodded and removed his hand from Eddie’s cheek.
“Hmm. But you love it”. Eddie rolled his eyes again but nodded.
“Yeah I do”.
They looked into each other’s eyes for a while and Richie thought he could pass out from happiness any second now.
“Close your eyes”, Eddie then said and Richie furrowed his eyebrows.
“What?”.
“Just close your eyes I want to try something”. Richie looked at him confused but then turned to look up in the ceiling before closing his eyes.
“You’re not gonna do something mean are you?”, he chuckled. Eddie didn’t answer but he felt him move from beside him. He was about to speak again but before he got the chance he felt something soft against his lips. At first he was confused but then he realized that it was Eddie’s lips. He smiled a bit and then kissed back keeping his eyes closed. He felt Eddie’s tongue brush against his lower lip, asking for entrance and he happily obglied, parting his lips a bit just for him to then feel Eddie’s tongue against his. He tasted like bubblegum. He then felt Eddie move and without breaking the kiss he placed himself on Richie’s lap to get a better angle. Richie placed his hands on the smaller boy’s hips and smiled against his lips. The kids was messy, considering neither of them had tried it before but to Richie it was perfect. They eventually pulled apart to breathe and Richie opened his eyes and sat up a bit.
“Wow Eddie. Maybe I should read your homework to you more often”, he breathed and Eddie blushed.
“I-i’m sorry. I’ve been wanting to do that for so long”, Eddie whispered and looked away from Richie’s eyes. Richie chuckled and placed a hand on Eddie’s cheek to make him look at him.
“I’ve been waiting for you to do that for so long”, he smiled and Eddie’s cheeks turned solid pink.
Richie then pressed his lips against Eddie’s again shortly.
“You taste like cigarettes”, Eddie whispered against his lips and Richie chuckled.
“Is that a bad thing?”, he asked brushing his lips against Eddie’s jaw. Eddie breathed in sharply and shook his head, eyes closed.
“No. I kinda like it”. Richie then felt Eddie’s hand in his hair tugging on it lightly. His stomach was filled with ten thousand butterflies right at that moment. There was no way he was ever gonna be happier than he was right now.

Later that night he left Eddie’s house with swollen lips, pink cheeks, messy hair, and a huge lovesick grin on his lips. And for several days there was no way of wiping that grin off of his face. He was hopelessly in love with Eddie Kaspbrak.

More than Friends?


Fandom: Stranger Things

Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader

Description: “Can you do a Steve imagine where you’ve always liked him but he always liked Nancy and when all the stuff with the kids happen you’re there and he realizes he likes you”

Warnings: none

*Request*

Originally posted by soothingheart


I don’t really know when I had started liking Steve. It just kinda happened. We had always been best friends. I don’t remember when I started wanting to be more than that. When Steve started dating Nancy, it hurt. A lot. But, it made him happy, so I supported him.


He told me what had happened with Nancy at the halloween party and I felt so bad for him. I knew he really liked her and I understood how he felt. I tried to help him feel better, but it was hard to make sure he was okay since we had a lot of other things to deal with.


Recently, Steve and I had been spending more time together. We have been basically babysitting the kids and trying to protect them. We were at the Byers’ house with all the kids, Hopper, Joyce, Nancy, and Jonathan. We could hear the sound of the ‘demodogs’, as Dustin calls them, outside. It sounded like the were circling us. Suddenly, one came flying through the window. We realized it was already dead. Then, the locks of the door turned and the door opened. In walks Eleven. We were all shocked.


After a bit, everyone found out what happened, and they began working on a plan, Soon everyone left, leaving Steve and I alone with the kids once again.


The kids began to make a new plan that involved us going to the Upsidedown to try to distract the demodogs. Steve and I quickly argued against it, since we had to keep the kids safe. After a lot of arguing, we realized it was our only way.


Now, we were standing outside the entrance with Dustin, Max, Lucas, and Mike. We were all nervous. We had no idea what would be down there. We didn’t know how many demodogs there would be either. We began to plan out what we were going to do. This was a really big risk, and honestly, I was terrified.


We were about to go in when suddenly, Steve pulled me to the side. “Look Y/n, before we do this, I really have to tell you this. I really like you. I know Nancy and I just broke up recently, but this is so different. I can’t explain the way you make me feel. With everything that’s been going on, you’ve been there for me through it all. You’ve always been there for me. I can’t thank you enough for that. I’m so sorry I didn’t realize this sooner. I completely understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I just had to tell you,” he finished, looking down at me with hopeful eyes. I was completely speechless. I had always liked him but I never thought he would feel the same. Without saying anything, I pulled him into a kiss. All of the pent-up passion we felt for each other came pouring out into the kiss. “Go Steve! Get some!” We heard Dustin yell causing us to laugh and break the kiss.


A/N: I’m not really sure how I felt about this one but hopefully you enjoyed. Also I’ve been pretty busy with school recently, but I’m gonna try to get the other requests up soon

What I like about your sign?

I’m a Gemini by the way.

Aries: I love Aries so much, they’re just all round amazing. Like they've got this ability to just go their own way and lead people, truly admirable. Also, they’ve got this personality that I personally think is so hot  like you can be a complete asshole but you’re a kind hearted asshole whose kind just looking out for yourself and everyone that you love. Okay so you my gentle asshole needs to be my friend okay? You’re like Heath Ledgers character in 10 things I hate about you man.

Taurus: Lemme tell you, that you sir are fascinating because you’re rather opinionated, like I’d literally sit for hours and have debates with you honestly. I love Taurus people as they’re always there for you whether it’s a mid-life crisis or you’re just out of food. Also, you’re super chill and it relaxes me, kinda calms me down when I’m around you guys. SO yes, much love for you babies. You’re like that guy/girl whose asleep and everyone thinks they don’t know what’s going on. But turns out you do know what’s going on and you’re uber charming. 

Gemini: I love everything about you because we’re the same. Bat-shit crazy and amazing. All my love. I can’t say too much I’ll sound biased, whoops. 

Cancer: Cancers, you’re my buddies. You help me in life man, you’re all just so sweet. I’d just hug you all one by one. I love how you’re all about family and sticking it out with people, it’s great. I wish I was like you. I wish I loved as hard as you guys do man because it’s honestly so beautiful and novel worthy. You guys are that cute kid who doesn’t say much but when you do everyone’s like “holy shit let me hold you you’re so cute”

Leo: I’m gonna start off by saying, literally all my best friends are Leos. I love Leos so much, they’re so sassy and like “yes I’m hot, fight me” and that to me is like yes, you slay baby girl. Also, ya’ll bitches are some loyal as hell, you’re ability to stand with people throughout anything is phenomenal. Also, I’d like to give a shout-out to all the Leos who holy the other crazy ass signs hands and tell them when they need to pipe down and get their crap together. It’s probably because of you that most of your friends with other signs are still alive right now tbh. You go Leos, you keep milking everything you can outta life. 

Virgo: Beyonce. Virgos are the bomb, they’re so driven and focused and literally don’t stop till they’ve got what they wanted. Teach me your ways cause you’re all mad successful and amazing at whatever it is you’re doing. I’m jealous tbh. I know I can always count on my Virgo babes to tell me what is really up, you feel me? You guys inspire me to get off my lazy ass and do something with my life and you’re also the people that are there for a cute warm hug and pick you up when you’re down. SO MUCH THANKS. 

Libra: When I think of Virgos I think of endless partying and junk food on one day and crazy studying and working-out the next. Shout-out to all the Libras who taught me how I gotta balance shit out in my life. You guys are such peace makers, many thanks for doing you babe. I love how you can just kill arguments and handle things in such a classy way. I would straight up beat a bitch but you guys just hash things out civilly with the ability to beat a bitch and that’s great, fabulous. Also, lastly you guys literally have some of the best date ideas and I’d volunteer myself as a tribute. 

Scorpio: Okay, you know Scorpios are mad sexual and can literally make anything they do sexy okay. I’m attracted to you so much, it’s wow. And I dunno if this is all Scorpios but my friends have dated a few and I have so, you guys get like crazy jealous and then kind just jealous make-out and its amazing. You’re so talented in that area, you need an award. But you’re also so smart and like to do all these new things, I could spend hours with you and not regret a thing. Also, you’re always so sweet to other people. You also have a jackass but nice cutie thing going on and people love it ok. YOU GO BOO! 

Sagittarius: Have you ever been in need of a good, fun cheering up? Well go to a Sag because they’re optimistic and always ready for a goof time. I love Sag, I love chilling with because you’re so energetic I feel like I don’t have to hold back. And I’m not the only one who is able to let loose and be free around you. You’re such a fun little party animal. Also, if I was in a fight I’d definitely want you on my side because you can literally chop people in half with the words that come flying out of that mouth for hurting you or someone you care about. You’re a top bloke. Much love.  

Capricorn: Fear this person. Fear any Capricorn you meet, they’re like the whole package. Your self-confidence is wow, even if I didn’t think you were amazing, I’d still think you’re amazing. You catch my drift? You’re so sweet and kind to people, people just tend to always love ya. You know what to do when to do and you let loose but also you know how to responsible and not go home with a sleezy guy from the bar just cause you’ve had too many shots. This makes sense so… I love how to tend to love the classics and how you keep every single little even in that beautiful brain of yours. Wow, I’m gonna stop before I fall in love. 

Aquarius: You know how in movies there’s always that one person who does things different and people kinda make em out to be a bad-ass with no future. BUT in fact you’re so frekin’ intelligent and hot with a hint of dorkiness and it’s a perfect combo. You’re like a breath of fresh air, that makes people want to know more. For me? I’d definitely run away with you because Aquas tend to have such a different outlook in life, it’s attractive. You’re the type of people I dream about travelling the world with. You’re just so exciting and not everything has to be dead blank serious, you just go you’re way and it’s fairly admirable. I love you so much. If you’re an Aqua hit me up ;) 

Pisces:  Little weirdos with zest and so much spirit for life. You’re kind of like a run on the edge of a sun lit lake. You’re so full of love and life, you keep everyone together because you’re the glue of almost every group you’re in. People love hanging out with you, it’s calming and you’re just so easy to get along with! One of my besties are a pisces and I can literally talk to her about anything I’m going through and she knows exactly how to make me feel better because she’s just so warm and loving. Guys you’re all gifted and any Pisces lemme know who you are because I like hugs from Pisces you cute teddies! 

anonymous asked:

What I don't like about k/l shippers (tho I'm one and nowadays I'm wavering away from it) is how they treat keith. they always focus on the latter and treats keet like some joke or idk? I know Keith is somewhat problematic but also like shiro he deserves a break.

See, my thing is–I’m pretty sure there must be k/l content that still maintains Keith’s identity. Making a ship work without compromising either character’s agency is something up to each individual author or artist I think, so there’s nothing inherently bad with k/l. That being said, I’ve certainly noticed a trend in k/l fanon where Keith is just a reward to be given to Lance and the whole focus is on him. And I’ve talked about this a bit before, so I’ll just drop some points from that here real quick:

  • It kinda seemed to me like k/l fanon was always sorta more centered around Lance while Keith was just sort of his prize? I think it’s kind of because Lance is more relatable to a lot of people so it’s easier for fans to see themselves in his position
  • After season 2, it seemed a lot of people who liked k/l were mad that Keith got so much screentime and character development, as if it only mattered if either of those things happened in relevance to Lance or k/l and Keith shouldn’t be able to grow and develop on his own
  • And it made me kind of uncomfortable to see s/k scenes that were dismissed as platonic but then people edited Lance in and claimed the situation was suddenly romantic and these edits were praised as being so much better than the actual writing and well developed character interactions in those scenes we had gotten 
  • While k/l definitely isn’t the only ship where fanon does this, I will say season 2 fanon definitely gave me the vibe that Keith was meant to be seen and not heard. 
  • I’ve seen fans hate the BOM episode and even say that watching it was unnecessary, and claim that Keith didn’t deserve to be written beyond the flat, one-dimensional image we had of him.
  • But at the same time fanon loved Keith in the marmora suit because it made for a pretty picture, but Shiro often got replaced by Lance in fanworks even though it didn’t make sense because it was just “better”
  • There’s this idea perpetuated in fanon that Keith is just a pretty boy, someone who’s meant to be seen and not heard
  •  And I feel in a lot of k/l Keith is almost robbed of his agency to just have him act ooc. 
  • In some fanon k/l I feel like much of Keith’s identity is sacrificed in favor of focusing on Lance. Canon k/l interactions in season 3 are much more preferable to me because you see them each develop as their own person apart from just how they react to each other

As for the second part, I’ve always been kind of confused by that. There’s this thing about characters being “problematic” that really unnerves me. Because no character is flawlessly good, you know? And if they supposedly are, then they’re not a well written character. And you don’t have to constantly be morally upstanding and perfect to be a good person. Keith’s raw emotion, his passion and drive and will to throw himself into a war to protect others–it all defines him. And maybe he’s not the infallible hero, but he’s so much more real, and that means something. He struggles with this anger he carries, yes. 

He loses the one person who showed him unconditional love and support, who never gave up on him. So he lashes out in his grief, he loses himself in sudden outbursts, says things he doesn’t mean. “I don’t want to be the leader! That’s just what Shiro wanted!” it’s something he yells without thinking, because he’s just cut open and hurting–and he doesn’t know where to direct that anger, and it kind of coils in on itself and flares out. But then he quickly sobers, looks horrified at his own words and falls silent. It’s not Shiro he’s mad at. And it’s not his team. Not really. But it still feels like Shiro left and some part of Keith feels almost betrayed at that. It’s an admission that sort of slips out–that Shiro talked about giving up before and Keith resents that. Wishes he had never said that. 

But he’s overcome by volatile galran emotion with no outlet–Shiro was always the one who calmed him before, and he’s struggling to navigate the fallout without him:  

  • Joaquim: “He latches onto Shiro at times because Shiro’s sort of the only thing that can really calm him down and keep in check.” (source)
  • Joaquim: “[Keith’s] got this emotional side to him.”
  • Lauren: “It’s kind of exasperated by the fact that Shiro’s gone. Like he’s having a hard time dealing with it, he doesn’t really know how to feel. And I think he just goes back to that inner part of himself where it’s just—he can’t control his emotions. And that comes from the galra side.” (source)

Keith’s grief isn’t graceful or poetic or quiet understanding as he lets go. His loss is a storm–chaos and rage and broken shards. It’s throwing himself into a fight without concern for his team’s safety because he has nothing left to lose. It’s refusing to move on even if the universe needs him. It’s being reckless and relentless. It’s sitting alone in Black lion, “speaking” to Shiro as his confession. All the while ignoring that he has a whole team willing to listen. 

And of course, I’ve been talking post season 3, but–we can take this mindset and apply it to all of Keith’s actions really. Because all his life, he’s been carrying some kind of grief. He has no family. For a long time, he had no friends. He says everyone else gave up on him. Looking at Keith’s character through that lens, I think a lot of his behavior people would label as “problematic” makes perfect sense. Loss has been a very real part of Keith’s life, his whole life–as opposed to the other paladins who are only just now experiencing it: 

  • Joaquim: “I mean, he’s experienced loss–in his life, in his childhood. And Shiro is, I think more so than the other characters is his pillar, is like his big bro. So he felt that loss.“(source)

And I think it really says something that, despite all Keith’s suffered, despite how it must have felt like the universe was always conspiring against him, he still wants to do good. He has no family, grew up with no friends, and has to watch Shiro be constantly wrenched away from him. At that point, he shouldn’t feel like he owes the greater good anything. But “everyone in the universe has a family,” and for all of their sakes, Keith still wants to help. I can’t at all see Keith as “problematic.” I think he’s a victim of circumstance who genuinely cares about others and fiercely protects the people he loves. He’s a multidimensional character who has his faults and strengths, and I adore that. And I agree, he and Shiro do deserve a nice break. Someone let them rest please 

Lots of people have said that he’s like wisteria and I am very down with that…

I have done nothing but this all day because I wanted to make it before vrains started :’)

(Also put this up at my redbubble store!)

So.. @tyranttortoise you said something about a certain.. jacket scene?

this was kinda rushed i apologize i hope it’s ok–


read the chapter here!

Or heck, read the whole thing please it’s amazing


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Sam sees himself as almost like…used goods. You know, like, Sam kinda was… supposed to do bad things. He had some demon blood in him—and it’s still there! And we see Sam thinking that Dean hates him, as well, not just Jack. So we’re gonna see them come to terms with what exactly that means.
—  Jared Padalecki on Sam in s13 (from a video interview).
Halalalalala

August 26 @ 8:30…the day where Chanbaek’s legendary documentary was released

And I’m still late gosh dang it

Well I got lots of gifs so plz love me

Basically he tags along with Chanyeol so he make Chanyeol do all the work

Dude I wanna cry XD not only is this precious and sounds really cheesy if you put it in a fan fiction but it just reminds me off how Chanyeol was (and is) so aware of Baekhyun like where he goes and stuff and the reason why has been revealed

Also I wanna cry at how bad quality the gifs are XD anyone know a good place/app to make gifs in good quality?

Aww Baek looks bashful XD 

A kinda HD pic

Complaining about drinks and a indirect kiss. This is already the best thing and I  haven’t even watched it

Trying to find a restaurant because y’all can’t come to north america and not try all the food 

The fact that Baekhyun legit has to stretch to just see Chan’s phone is the most precious thing

TFW ur boyfie I mean friend is too tall

I wonder if anyone past them and thought ‘wow, they are so good looking’ BECAUSE LOOK AT HOW GORGEOUS THEY ARE

BRO BAEK IS SO SMOL LIKE WUT? 

They got pizza

BRO THOSE ARE SOME HUGE PIZZAS

Look at their smiles ;-;

Lol personal space? What’s that? Also the caption is so fitting

Also height difference

A picture of the recently mentioned indirect kiss

Worker: Can I have your name?

Chanyeol: ahhh… (brain fart?)

Baekhyun: Chan!

(holy meatballs he is so cute like wtaf I can’t he just said it right away like it was basically at the same time like did he know that Chanyeol was going to low-key forget his name like asdfghjkl)

Chanyeol: …what’s you say?

Baekhyun: Chan! :D

Chan: Chan?

Chanyeol : *smiles*

Ugh! This is so cute!

Also as much as I wished this was a little thing of theirs (who knows maybe it is ohohohohohohohohohoho) Baek was making a pun with the korean word for Ice. No wonder he was all proud

And I still wanna cry because I’m still broke and can’t watch the full thing :,) and to those who did watch it I envy your

But to those who didn’t like me I hope you enjoyed this spam of some moments off the internet

ALSO WAS THERE ANY VIDEO OF THISSSSS?????

4

Everything’s the Same But Snape is A Dumpster Fire

Once in a while I get dreams where I’m Snape and it’s horrible because I can barely function as a human being in real life, let alone as a magic wizard teacher in charge of 5613156468 kids. This is inspired by that. I’ll probably make more cuz my flaws are less depressing when I put them on Snape. Kinda. Honestly this is just an excuse to draw him doing super OOC things. I’m sorry. :(


how bad is it that I think about this douche so much I dream about him like wtf