so these are just caps i had on my computer~

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Just a Bet, part 2

Part 1 ♡♥︎

It’s been two weeks since I realized that I was just a bet to Justin. My world had been crushed, and I didn’t know how to get up from the dark hole I had been hiding in. I still went to school, but I completely ignored Justin, even though Justin was really hard to ignore because he was constantly around, and he was always looking at me. It was Friday once again, but I wasn’t going home. Trish, my best friend, had lured me into going to this party tonight. Trying to get the best out of it, I decided to wear a new pair of ripped, black jeans. I also decided to wear a white t-shirt with the word “No boyfriend No problem” written on it. Over it, I wore a black bomber jacket with a small flower sewn into it. I decided to straighten my hair and wear a cap over it. 

Trish was coming over to do my makeup as soon as she got off work, so in the meantime, I just sat down at my computer and watched some YouTube videos, that was until I felt someone staring at me. I turned around and looked out of my window to see Justin looking at me with no shame. I furrowed my eyebrows, he just lightly smiled at me, then he turned around and left his room. I sighed and leaned back in my chair. Why did I feel like this? Why couldn’t I just get over him and then go back to living my normal life? Still, deep in thought, I got up and went over to my window. I closed it and pulled down the curtains, then I sat down on my bed and decided to put on some music. Ed Sheeran had just released a new album, and especially one song had made its way into my heart, “Supermarket Flowers”. 

“So I’ll sing Hallelujah, you were an angel in the shape of my mum” I sang along. I must have been deep into the song because I didn’t hear Trish coming in through my door. She cleared her throat, and I immediately stopped singing. “You should really consider a career in the industry of singing” she truthfully said as she sat down beside me. I shook my head and looked down as I smiled. “I don’t sound good,” I told her, then I got up and turned on the lights. “Now come on, let’s beautify me!” I told her with a big smile. 

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It took Trish about half an hour to do my makeup. She did this beautiful, smokey eye look in brown-ish colors, and I loved it! 

“Thank you so much, Trish, it’s perfect!” I told her, then I went over to my phone to change the song. I didn’t want to hear soft music anymore, so I found a pre-party playlist on Spotify and shuffle-played it. “Samsara” started playing, and I cheered. 

Trish and I had already started drinking since it was pretty easy for us to access my dad’s booze cabinet. 

“Y/N, we need to get going if we even want to attend the party,” Trish told me. I looked down at my watch and realized that it was already past 9 pm. I unplugged my phone from my speakers and put it in my back pocket of my jeans, then I grabbed some money and my keys and soon we were out of the door, on our way to the party, with help from Trish’s brother, who agreed to come pick us up. 

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When we arrived people were already drunk out of their minds. Trish and I made our way inside the house and were immediately greeted by our other friends. “Y/N, I can’t believe you actually agreed to go!” Jake as he hugged me, I laughed at him and hugged him back. “I needed to let loose and forget certain things,” I told him. My eyes looked around and suddenly I had my eyes on Justin who was glaring at Jake. I rolled my eyes and wrapped my arm around Jake’s waist, accidently my hand went under his white t-shirt, but he didn’t seem to mind, he just looked down at me and smiled. 

“Wanna help me find something to drink?” I asked Jake, he immediately agreed and we went away from the crowd. “I’m so glad you could make it” he slurred as he continued to have his arm around me for support, he was definitely drunk. I decided not to answer, instead, I just smiled at him. 

Jake made me a vodka and coke and handed it to me. I thanked him, then suddenly someone got in between Jake and I. I rolled my eyes as I realized that it was Justin. 

“What do you want Justin?” I asked him. I took a sip of my drink as I waited for him to answer me. “Can we please talk? Privately” I said through gritted teeth. I just sighed and nodded my head. “I’ll be right back,” I told Jake, then I went outside with Justin. 

“Talk,” I lowly said. I avoided all eye contact with him, but I was forced to look him in the eyes when he suddenly grabbed my face with both his hands. 

“I’m sorry, I really am sorry, and I regret ever hurting you,” he told me. He kept his hands on my face, and I was able to tell that he really was sorry, his eyes exposed him completely. I gulped and bit down on my lip. “I know I don’t deserve to be forgiven, but I just wanted to tell you that you were more than just a bet to me..” he continued. “As I got to know you I realized that you weren’t who people said you were, you were so much more”. 

“I forgive you,” I told him. Justin’s eyes immediately light up and a smile spreads across his lips, “but only on one condition” I continued. “Anything,” he said the smile staying on his lips. I grabbed my drink and poured it over his head on down onto his white t-shirt. People around us “oohed” whereas Justin gasped. He wiped his face and looked mine into the eyes. 

“I guess I deserved that one,” he told me with a smile, then he wrapped his arms around me and engulfed me in a hug. I squealed and tried to get out of his arms, but he just held me tighter. “Justin, you’re ruining my shirt” I complained as he nuzzled his face in my neck. “I don’t care, I don’t like it anyway,” he told me which made me gasp. “That wasn’t very nice,” I told him as I pouted. “I would have it say ‘I have a boyfriend, and his name is Justin’,” Justin told me. I smiled widely and shook my head. 

“You’re crazy,” I told him as I started walking away. “Why am I crazy? I’m simply just telling you the truth” he said, which made me turn around. “Do you just expect me to say yes to being you girlfriend after all you’ve done?” I asked him with furrowed eyebrows. Justin grabs my waist and pulls me close to him. “Of course not, what I did is truly unforgivable, but you forgave me, and I will now spend all my time trying to make it up to you for all the mistakes I made,” he told me. “Well, good luck with that,” I told him, then I unwrapped his arms and went back inside to catch up with my friends. 

Trish spotted me and came over to me right away. I heard you forgave Justin, and then you poured your drink into his hair, is that true?“ she asked me with a big smile playing on her lips. I nodded my head and smirked. "I sure did, and now he’s promised to make it up to me, so let’s see what he’ll come up with,” I told her, then I grabbed her drink and drowned it. “Now let’s party!” I yelled and everyone around me cheered. And that was the last thing I remembered from that night… 

Part two is out 💜 would you like a part 3? 💕 Remember that you can also read my imagines on instagram @smalljustinbieberimagines 💜 

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So I haven’t actually drawn anything in a little while due to being busy in other aspects of my life, but I finally sat down this morning and just busted this out!  I’ve been wanting to do my own version of a Sailor Moon screen cap for a while, and had saved a bunch on my computer for inspiration when the time came, and welp! I guess the time came :D

I may do some additional editing and cleaning in the computer, but for the time being, ta da! 

This will also be included in my zine, as well as put up for sale on my society6 page in the near future :3

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when i was nine years old i use to collect black beetles and put them in my mail box so they wouldn’t get stepped on. i had collected over 40 beetles. i put a sign on the mail box that said “please dont put letters inside the mail box, put them on top”. i would put grass, leaves, dead bugs and bottle caps full of water in the mail box so my beetles would have something to eat and drink. i checked on the beetles daily and even made fake furniture, tv’s and computers out of cardboard and paper, but the beetles just ate them so i stopped doing that. one day i came back to check on them and it hit me, these beetles probably missed the outside world, they probably had beetle families, i got so caught up in protecting them that i forgot to give them freedom, so i let them all go. and at nine years old i learnt the true meaning of parenting, its good to protect those you love, but you need to know when its time to let them go.

When I was younger…….. I’d put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms. Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended..Had that one pen with 4 colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. Poured soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. The hardest decision was choosing which Nintendo game to play. Waited behind a door to scare someone, then leaving because they’re taking too long to come out or you had to pee. Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. Used to think that the moon followed my car. Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it was a race. Went on the computer just to use Paint. The only thing i had to take care of was a Tamagotchi. The only ‘fake’ friends i had were invisible ones . I used to sing in the shower. (Now? I make life decisions in there now). Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in my tummy. Getting a bruised knee heals better than a broken heart. Remember when we were kids and couldn’t wait to grow up…what the hell were we thinking?
—  Unknown

(source unknown - is it yours?)

rainflash derangedbutterfly agedbeaster    Soz chaps - just learning about the weheartit thing.  Removed source because I don’t know now if that is even it. I’ve had this image on my computer for ages and can’t remember where I got it from, so google imaged searched it and came to a weheartit page.  Thought I must have got it from there, investigated further but there’s no source.  Now thinking I may have capped it from a YouTube Video. (?memory so bad?)  Please forgive me who is still learning  xx 

Damn sexy though ain’t it!

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The first time Stoick stared down at Hiccup with open, profound pride in so many years and Hiccup remembers it as a marker for where his self-assurance and his father’s praise aligned.