so that's where i am when this is posted

you guys knk is so beautiful in person and so freaking talented their vocals are amazing and i cried when i heard the first note of knock my soul left my body and ascended it was amazing and they are all so sweet especially seungjun he was like so attentive to the fans the entire time, he kept waving to them and there was a Q&A board where fans had written questions on post-it notes and he was like closely reading all of them honestly he’s so precious i love him so much

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Why don’t we make a deal?”

anonymous asked:

hey so touching on that gaslighting post. i have an ex friend who would constantly lie and try to get me to remember things differently by staging himself as right in situations where he was clearly in the wrong. like one time he called me fat, flat out, and then when i said that hurts me to hear he would be like, "idk what youre talking about i never said that. i think youre going crazy" would this be gaslighting or am i just over reacting? (if you dont wanna answer thats fine 😊)

I mean, it’s a shitty thing to say, but without knowing him it would be hard for me to say if he simply didn’t remember. It seems SUPER suspicious though because he actually suggests you are crazy instead of listening..

I can’t say for sure, but know that either way the situation is an abusive one.

Be safe ❤

The Furry Replacement

- a Niall Horan blurb

You rolled over on the couch trying to make yourself comfy, but it was no use. It just wasn’t the same having lazy Sundays watching telly when Niall was gone. Missing him was a normal thing by now. It was something you had gotten used to over the last year or so, but sometimes it still hit you afresh. He was a busy guy but you were willing to pay the price of loneliness if it meant that when he came home it meant coming to you. Right now he was out on tour. He had been gone for almost two months now yet here you were lying on the couch somehow halfway between a pity party and sulking. You huffed out loudly and adjusted yourself once more. Almost as if on cue your dog, Duke, trotted into the room. 

He was a Great Pyrenees, white as snow and full of love. He was your big baby. You felt a cold nose nudge you several times before you gave in and looked over. He plopped his large furry head right now onto your chest and let out a sigh. It was as if Duke was feeling the same way. You brought your hand up and ruffled up his white fur.

“I know, buddy, I miss Niall too.” The moment Niall’s name left your lips Duke’s ears perked up. He picked his head up and glanced towards the front door. You laugh to yourself. “No, Duke, he’s not back yet. A few more weeks and then we will see him.”

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Helloooo!! Could you write a scenario for Taichi, Kenjiro, Semi and Tendou when they have their first big fight with their s/o? I need something angsty with a good ending >.< I hope that's not too many characters but I'm on mobild and don't know where your rules are/ if you have any x.x sorry!

YES SHIRATORIZAWA. Honestly guys, send in more of these boys. I am so hyped about this season!!! 

Also, yes I do have rules! I posted a link for mobile users but you would have to scroll down my blog to find them. I also forgot that you asked for a first big fight and I was really tired when I wrote this BUT I tried really hard on these(: (but if you don’t like these, definitely feel free to send in the request again!)

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Taichi

It was after Taichi’s volleyball game, his team had won and you guys were going to go out and celebrate. You exited the bleachers and started making your way to find Taichi. That’s when you say him, except, he was with another girl. She was hanging all over your man. You felt your stomach drop and your face burning up with anger. You could feel the tears starting to well up in your eyes, “Taichi how could you?!” The middle blocker was shocked to see you, “(Y/n)-chan!” The sight before your eyes was too painful to look at. You turned your back and ran out of the gymnasium as fast as your feet could carry you. 

You made it all the way home. You were out of breath but you were too sad to even notice. As soon as you entered your room, you threw yourself onto your bed. You muffled your loud cries into your pillow, not wanting your parents to hear. All of a sudden you felt your phone vibrating, you looked at the screen and saw Taichi’s name. You ignored him and went back to crying into your pillow. That’s when you heard something against your window. At first, you didn’t think anything about it, but the noise wouldn’t stop. You went to look out your window to see what was up. 

Standing outside of your window was Taichi, he had small pebbles in his hands. “Taichi, what’re you doing here?” He dropped the tiny stones, “I came to see what was wrong! You started crying and ran out of the gym!” Crossing your arms over your chest you said, “Don’t play dumb Taichi! You know I saw you with that girl. She had her hands all over you!” Kawanishi dropped his head into his hands. “No, (y/n)! It’s not what you think, that was Reon’s sister!” 

You stood there dumb founded. Not only did you falsely accuse Taichi of cheating, but you made a complete idiot of yourself in front of everyone. You couldn’t take it anymore. You left your room and headed down the stairs and out of the house to where Taichi was. You jumped into his arms, knocking him onto the ground, smothering him with tiny apology kisses. 

Kenjiro

“Kenjiro, I know you want to get better, but practice has been over for two hours and I need to get home.” Shirabu looked unphased, “Ok. I’m going to stay here for a while. I’ll see you at school on Monday.” He didn’t move his eyes from the ball and continued to practice. You were worried about Shirabu, he’s been practicing non-stop. Lately, he’s been so tired that he’s falling asleep in class. You walked behind Kenjiro and wrapped your arms around him, “Kenny please stop, you’re going to over work yourself!” He clutched the ball with his large hands. You could feel his sweat seeping through his shirt, but that wasn’t going to make you let go. “Please Kenjiro, please st-”

“I can’t! I have to be able to give the best tosses I can to Ushijima! If I don’t, then I won’t be able to play with strong players. So please (y/n), just keep supporting me and let me-” 

You squeezed him harder, “No Shirabu! You need to rest! I can’t support you if you don’t know when to take a break! I refuse to help you practice or got to your matches anymore. I-I just don’t want you to make yourself sick. I love you Kenjiro…I want to see you succeed but you need to go home and get your rest!” 

Shirabu was silent for a moment, then he started to chuckle, “That’s what I like about you (y/n). You always know how to keep me in line…” He turned around and placed his hands on your cheeks. “You’re right, I’m sorry.” Kenjiro leaned his, resting his forehead on yours. “Come on (y/n)-chan, let’s clean up the gym. I’ll walk you to the station tonight.” 

Semi

Semi had asked to come over and go swimming with you. At first you were excited, not only would you get to see Semi in all his glory, but you got to show off your cute new swimsuit! Only problem was, you guys hadn’t even been in the water for ten minutes and all Eita was doing was complaining about Kenjiro. Semi didn’t even comment on your new one piece! 

“That punk Shirabu…I can’t believe he replaced me as the official setter!” Lately, that’s all your boyfriend has been talking about. Shirabu this, Shirabu that. Usually you took the time to comfort Semi, but today you just weren’t having it. “I’m not trying to be rude Semi, but don’t you think you should get over it now? I mean it’s been a few months? Plus isn’t he a second year? Maybe take this time to coach him or something.” You could tell he was getting pouty because he crossed his arms and puffed out his chest. That’s when he swam over to you, “I thought you were on my side!” 

You sighed, “I am on your side Eita, I just think it’s time for you to move on. Just work even harder to get your spot back!” He made a pouty face, “You don’t get it do you?” Ugh that’s it, you have had enough! “You know what? Do whatever, I’m tired of always comforting and supporting you about this. If you don’t want my opinion, then don’t come to about your problems.” You started to get out of the pool, “Hey! Where are you going?” 

“What does it look like I’m doing? I’m going to dry off and go inside.”

“Oh no you don’t!” Eita grabbed you by the waist and pulled you back in. “What the heck Semi?!” He started poking you around your hips and stomach. His was face turning red. “I guess I’m upset about the whole situation mainly because now I don’t look as cool when you come to my games. I mean I’m always on the bench watching everyone else…” Oh, now you get it. He was worried about trying to impress you.

“Semi, you’re so silly.” You turned to face Eita and gave him a wet kiss. “I don’t care about that. I mean, of course I want to see you play, and I get really excited when you do. But all I care about is you wanting to get better and giving it your all!” 

He gave you a big grin, “You know (y/n), I can tell you’re starting to fill out some.” You splashed him, “Shut up!” He gave you even more tiny kisses and he continued to poke at sides.

Tendou (This one isn’t too angsty sorry)

“(Y/n)-chan, take a look at this manga!” You and Tendou were having yourselves a cute little date. He wanted to head on over to the bookstore to see if any new Shounen Jump had been released. “Oh cool! Is that the new one from that anime you’ve been watching?” He nodded his head in excitement, “Yes! I’m going to go pay for it! You wait here, I’ll be right back!” He practically skipped to the register. “He’s so cute…”

“Speaking of cute.” You heard a voice behind you. When you looked to see who it was, you saw that it was classmate of yours. “Oh, hello (c/m/n). Are you here to buy the new shounen jump to?” He shook his head, “Not exactly.” He took a step closer. “By the way, you look absolutely adorable today. Are you alone today? We could get away from here if that’s ok with you?” He grabbed your wrist and started to pull on you.

“Actually, I’m here with my boyfriend, and will you please let me go?” He wouldn’t take no for an answer though. “Oh are you still dating that chump Tendou? Why don’t you dump him and go with a real man like me?” That’s when a large shadow appeared. It loomed over your classmate, you recognized it perfectly. It was Tendou. 

He snorted, “Excuse me? What’re you doing to my girl?” (C/m/n) let go of your wrist. “Hey look man I don’t want any trouble.” Satori wasn’t having it though, he grabbed your classmate by the collar and held him against the book shelf. “Let me give you some advice pal, if I ever hear about you hitting on my girl ever again, I’ll throw volleyballs at your head so hard that you’ll slip into a coma.” 

“Ok, Ok! I’ll leave her alone for good, just let me go!” Tendou set down the scared boy and watched as he ran out of the bookstore. You looked up to Satori, “Thanks babe!” He draped an arm around your shoulder, “Nobody messes with miracle boy’s girl!” 

You sighed, “The moment’s over…” He yelped a little, making the store clerk shush him. The two of you left the bookstore hand in hand, feeling very proud to have such a protective boyfriend. But not before Tendou snuck in some kisses in between the bookshelves~ 

the signs as bright eyes lyrics
  • aries: As you tear and tear your hair from roots/Of that same head you have twice removed now/A lock of hair you said would prove/Our love would never die (Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh)
  • taurus: And on the way home held your camera like a bible/Just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth/And I stood nervous next to you in the dark room/You dropped the paper in the water/And it all begins to bloom/Ya they go wild (Old Soul Song [For The New World Order])
  • gemini: I have sat too long in my silence./I have grown too old in my pain./To shed this skin, be born again,/it starts with an ending./So thank you friends for the time we shared./My love stays with you like sunlight and air. (Method Acting)
  • cancer: Well, let the poets cry themselves to sleep/And all their tearful words will turn back into steam/But me I'm a single cell/On a serpents tongue/There's a muddy field where a garden was/And I'm glad you got away/But I'm still stuck out here/My clothes are soaking wet/From your brother's tears (Poison Oak)
  • leo: That is why I'm singing.../Baby don't worry cause now I got your back./And every time you feel like crying,/I'm gonna try and make you laugh./And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,/then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company/through those days so long and black (Bowl of Oranges)
  • virgo: And my father was there, in a chair, by the window, staring so far away./I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish..."/He stopped me and said, "Child I love you regardless/and there's nothing you could do that would ever change this./I'm not angry. It happens. But you just can't do it again." (Let's Not Shit Ourselves [To Love And To Be Loved])
  • libra: In an abandoned building where/Squatters made a mural of a Mexican girl/With fifteen cans of spray paint and a chemical swirl/She's standing in the ashes at the end of the world/Four winds blowing through her hair (Four Winds)
  • scorpio: When I feel lost I am not at all/.../Oh, I've made love, yeah, I've been fucked, so what?/I'm a cartoon, you're a full moon, let's stay up (Hot Knives)
  • sagittarius: I was a fool, you were my friend/We made it happen/You took off your clothes/left on the light/You stood there so brave/You used to be shy/Each feature improved, each movement refined and eyes like a showroom (Take it Easy [Love Nothing])
  • capricorn: And the future hangs over our heads/And it moves with each current event/Until it falls all around like a cold steady rain/Just stay in when it's looking this way (Landlocked Blues)
  • aquarius: So when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing/It's best to join the side that's gonna win/And no one's sure how all of this got started/But we're gonna make them goddam certain how its gonna end/Oh ya we will, oh ya we will! (Road To Joy)
  • pisces: Yours is the first face that I saw/I think I was blind before I met you/Now I don't know where I am/I don't know where I've been/But I know where I want to go (First Day of My Life)

I’ve wanted to draw Iris Wildthyme’s incarnations for a while, because it’s difficult to find references for her and I’ll need some if I ever want to draw her (I’d still really like to draw a few scenes from The Scarlet Empress).

ok guys i figured it out. remember in the adore u mv when jeonghan was driving the members 

so what happened was he didnt have a gps installed and didnt kno where he was driving so they all ended up lost and thats why in the teaser photo u see them confused outside the car 

and now they posted another teaser photo. they are lost in the woods

the comeback is them trying to get back to their dorm the end i have solved everything

anonymous asked:

I'm having such a sexuality crisis. More like a me crisis. I hate that I'm bi and I just want to be happy again because ever since I was put in the closet I've been so depressed and it's not like I can't come out its just I'm stuck and I fucking hate it so much. I'm in a box of sadness when there's no sadness.

I dont really talk about me on here. I only post selfies and try to b funny. Ima tell you what happened with me and idk if it will help oh well. So a year ago i came out as bisexual to almost everyone and as time went i kept coming to family members and what not. But before coming out, girl it was so fucking hard to accept the fact that i liked boys and girls. I was literally trying so fucking hard to think and be straight. As much as i wanted to, it just never really worked. Idk in what order i am going but oh well. So since i have came out last year, little by little I’ve been getting more and more comfortable with who i am. But this past month also has been fucking rough/very happy for me. So im obvioualy attracted to boys but for some reason im not attracted to girls but see i would date or maybe have a sexual relations with one. I found that hella weird because im hella fucking confused and so yea. What ive learnt from that is not to fucking label yourself with some fucking stereotypical label. Fuck labels. Like honestly im not bi rn because i dont even know what i am rn. So im a unicorn :). Idk what point im trying to make here but all i want is to show you guys that ur not alone. Okok ive been talking to this guy for almost 2 weeks now and he is so sweet and omgg. I am at that poiny where i can proudly say that i like a boy. Literally while im writing this rn im smilling because im hella proud of myself. When ever i say this i smile even more :). Yes its hard at first. Baby steps. Like im honestly telling u this because thats been me taking footsteps. Like i said, my point with this post is to show you that you’re not alone. You can come talk to me. I would he hella happy to talk to u. Fk i hope the boy does not c dis. Well fk it. To all my babes following me, we are all in this together!! Be hella proud of who you r because you do not need fucking labels to define yourself. If someone asks you “whats you’re sexuality”. Say BITCH IM A FUCKING MERMAID. And i cannot SAY THIS ENOUGH, i will not ignore you if u msg me!! Well only if its something very fucking ignorant then noo. But ya idk what im trying to proove. Ily babe. Please come talk to me!!!! And yea.

Edit: Be you and only you. ALWAYS take care of you’re self before taking care of others. Its key. Hope this helps some! Ik THIS IS A HUMOR BLOG. Ppl only here for the humor, grow the fk up im human.

Okay, HERE’S that big announcement! :U

I’ve landed a new job as a game artist out in Las Vegas, and I am moving later this month! 8D Needless to say, this is going to be an extremely hectic April, as I am scrambling to prep for quite the cross-country journey! I’ve never lived outside of Ohio, so it’s a bit nerve-wracking (and bittersweet, as most of my friends and family are here). BUT I’m definitely looking forward to this: new job, new industry, new state, new adventures! I can’t tell you how psyched I am about moving to the Southwest, as well; I love the climate/geography/hiking/culture/omfgyes.

I will keep you all posted once I have a better idea about where I’ll be and when (and with internet, haha), but yes, there will be some sporadic posting for the next month or so as I move and get settled in! (no less sporadic than it’s been for the past month, sorry; I’ve been sick AND busy with the hiring process! x_x)

…And, knowing me, over the next two weeks I’ll probably end up posting a crapload of stuff I shouldn’t be drawing but am drawing instead of packing. :B

Today I am officially 3 months post op RF phalloplasty

This has been the hardest 3 months of my entire life. Some days are easier, some aren’t. Some moments of the day are easier than others. Sometimes I find myself so happy I went through with everything. And then there’s moments I find myself crying because I am in SD and having to change my ileostomy bag all on my own. Moments like these I try to remind myself where I was and how I was feeling 3 months ago. I remember pulling down my pants right before surgery and having pictures taken of my vagina, and having to cover my face in so much shame. And now I can walk around naked, dick out, with my head held up high. I don’t like the way I look in the mirror because of the ileostomy bag, but when I remind myself THATS what the problem is, it puts things into prospective a little better. 

I am 3 months post op and the penis is completely healed–I had a couple places where stitches came apart and therefore piss was leaking. Those holes have since closed. I also had a hole in my scrotum, which is now completely healed. The only thing holding me back is a small hole I have in the paraneal area that they told me would never heal, but guess what it started out the size of a quarter and is now a quarter of the size. 

Hopefully in November I will be going back into surgery to close the hole in my colon. Thats right another surgery and another recovery. As I write this, I have tears rolling down my face. It makes me so sad that this is my body, I just have to keep telling myself that this will all be over one day. That one day the ileostomy will be gone, and I will be left with the perfect penis. I love my dick, just not all the problems that have come along with it. 

I can’t believe I made it to 3 months. 

LOL aria @eurocentrc u deleted these tweets soo fast probably thinking u could get away w saying this bullshit like bitch u thot u really thot

anyway i wanna start off by asking u why youre so fucking obsessed with me like its 1 pm & im literally just minding my own bidniz, talking to my friends & listening to some music when suddenly your dumb ass comes out of nowhere (like always) tweeting some wack shit about me like ??? damn. youve done this over 5 times now & this is rly getting out of hand like do u not have anything better to do?

youre saying that i “have a preference towards east asian culture & that i admitted it” which leaves me so fucking confused cos ive literally never said that? youre referring to this post i made where im saying i like stuff that are cute & a lot of these things happens to be from east asia. thats it? where am i saying i have a “preference towards east asian culture” ? where are you getting this kind of information from like im rly rly curious

youre literally telling me that im only allowed to like things “meant for my race” like how racist

“why do u think cute things only exist in east asian culture” cute things? only? exist in east asian culture?

im not even gonna comment on that.

“you love kpop and jpop you love all these bla bla bla” i dont even listen to kpop but alright. i do like jpop but is there really anything wrong with that? am i not allowed to listen to music outside my country? tf kinda bs lol like how is listening to music outside my country fetishizing?

“you dont even know what fetishization means” neither do you like? you literally just proved it. youre telling me “im fetishizing east asian culture” just cause i like cute stuff like i cant like cute shit? cause yeah im black im only supposed to stay in my lil nigger lane™ and not like anything that aint matching the stereotype of my race. fuck outta here

“how do u correlate him calling u a fetishiser to telling you to somehow to hate ur race??? YALL DUMB AS FUc" youre referring to this post again & kemal indirectly told me that i hate my own race & that im not proud and satisfied with it so i try to be another? is it really that hard to understand his racism?

i dont really have anything else to say like you really need to learn how to stay in your own fucking lane. youre 18 years old & constantly coming for people younger than you, tryna “drag” them or whatever like this is so disgusting

also in case u tryna lie about ur age lol

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Just a food for thought..ik there is white privilege and whatnot but if you honestly want to make a different for the black community, shouldn't it start with not labeling ALL white ppl a certain way? when you are put on the defensive, you wouldn't be willing to compromise with that person and that makes sense- why would you? they just insulted you in some way and thats whats happening. Some posts that you have reblogged are very against some groups and that makes those being criticized become--

First things first… I’m chaos.

I am not interested in playing nice. You will listen to my angry self. Why? Because people before me played nice with y'all. Look where it got us. So instead, I am going to be very passionate about my stance and unapologetically Black.

I ain’t here to play nice. I am here to get you angry and mad and upset and all these emotions. All while explaining why I am angry and mad and upset and all these emotions. I will tell you, you will listen, you will cry about it, but it won’t kill you.

Once you realize that what I’m saying isn’t a death threat and you can commit to changing, then we can talk like rational human beings. But y'all won’t allow me to be human.

So… ALL WHITE PEOPLE. Y'all gonna listen to me. I was forced to listen to your stories and your tastes and all this “but you have a long ass name that’s why no one hires you” all while having these difficult to pronounce names and then if I get it wrong, you’ll say “the name is the sweetest sound to a person”, but wanna butchered up Black names telling us things like “ghetto”.