so that you don't have to kill yourself

I am officially Too Woozy™ to write, but I’m going over what I wrote last night and entertaining myself laughing at the ridiculousness of the Red Squiggle of Doom.

This fic is almost 11k so far, and the vast majority of the time the Red Squiggle leaves the word “Dean” alone. Smart Squiggle. But every once in a while it does something weird. I had to know what percentage of the time it glitches this way. So for the sake of Science™, I am documenting my findings here.

So far:

Out of nearly 11k words, 216 of those words are “Dean.” What can I say, I like the guy. :P

Here are the Crimes Against Dean that gdocs has committed thus far:

1. Did you mean Deen? No. No I definitely did not. But why did you single this out and ignore the other two times I used the word Dean in just this tiny spoiler-free bit of text? The world may never know.

2. Did you mean Dead? No, again I really, truly did not. Also, yes I do mean “staring” and not “stared” there. I mean, did you even read that sentence, gdocs? Are you trying to make me look like an idiot?

Amazingly, these were the only two Dean Offenses gdocs has committed in the entire fic. So I guess a less than 1% rate of wtf isn’t too bad, but yeesh. 

Okay, I have scienced. Now I’m going to sleep in hopes I no longer have a Death Migraine in the morning.

anonymous asked:

Don't you think JD's death could have been avoided if you had helped him kill Duke and not intervened with McNamara? You said for yourself you could have made your relationship work, and he's way better than the heathers anyway. So if you could go back and do it again, would you have helped him kill whoever he needed to?

(thank you to guest artist @nevuabby!!!)

The problem with drinking? You have a thirst you can’t quench, one you can’t satisfy no matter how much you take down. It’ll numb you kid, but only for a little bit. Just enough to trick yourself into thinking you’re not in pain, so that you can sleep just for a night.
—  Shade
How to Have a Highly Successful Social Reputation When You Have Severe Anxiety to The Point of Agoraphobia:
  1. go to one in three events you are invited to, as long as you are given that invitation over a week in advance to prepare,
  2. tell people beforehand that you have to leave by a specific time due to Excuse (even ‘early morning tomorrow’ works if you inform them immediately upon receiving invitation), stick to this departure time at all costs, regardless of events,
  3. pretend to be Hannibal Lecter when you get there.
    1. you must at all times be amiable and charming so people don’t realize you are a serial killer
    2. you can hang out by the food and compliment it and ask questions about ingredients and stuff
    3. you can focus on making subtle cannibalism puns throughout the night (and yes this does help)
    4. you are interested in people, and learning about those people, because you have that whole ‘choosing victims’ thing going on and also have to think of an ironically beautiful way to kill them
    5. THEY CAN NEVER KNOW YOU ARE PRETENDING YOU’RE HANNIBAL LECTER, so you better use a cover story of being yourself when they ask questions. quickly deflect back to your target conversation partner.


If I’m right, AND I DON’T REALLY WANT TO BE RIGHT, their final moment together doesn’t even get to be a private one, but one only fringing on the true affection between them. But the FLOATY BUBBLES SAY IT ALL, OK.


The third panel is the most striking of them all, because I’m so sure that it’s their final touch. It’s an unusual angle with an unusual focus, and I think it’s emphasising that the end of this last gesture between them is their final goodbye. As he drops her hair for the last time, they will never see each other again. I just don’t know which one of them it is that’s about to die.


And then Kuropapa’s off to face his fate.




No-one would ever be enough. 

It kills me how even in this, Kuropapa does it in the nicest way possible. 

He recognises the feelings Kurogane is having and affirms them. He acknowledges that Kurogane IS, in fact, strong, instead of taking the other possible route and insisting that he’s not strong enough. Because here, too, he knows that this might just be the last moment he gets, and he uses it as a moment of love and encouragement 


There is no way this is anything but the last thing Kuropapa ever gets to say to him. There is NO WAY.



It’s so clear just how much these final words chained themselves around Kurogane’s heart and never left him. Even during his darkest days in the future, his obsession with strength always stemmed from this, and it’s so easy to guess that his bitterness and focus on revenge could have stemmed from an inverted version of this final statement that Kuropapa gives him. 

Kurogane, at his worst, sought strength to make up for the family he didn’t couldn’t save in this moment. 

Kurogane, as he grows to a better and healthier version of himself, realises that he has more family to protect, and also that he himself might also be worth protecting.

But even just here, in this one moment, Kurogane’s father’s words work on so many levels. Kuropapa does what he does to protect Kurogane, his wife, and the entire clan – even when the odds are very heavily implying that he won’t be enough. Kuromama too does what she does to protect them all. Her health is failing her, steadily slipping away, and yet she insisted on the final blessing to save her husband, because her strength too is all focussed around saving the ones she loves – her husband AND her entire clan, and everyone else in the country that relies on her.

And that’s what will hit Kurogane so hard later. Not only because losing his family in a horrible and violent manner is one of the worst things that could ever happen, but also because in his eyes he failed in the same basic tenant that holds his family together. He wants to go with his father to help protect Suwa, but he can’t. He’s meant to stay behind and help protect his mother, but he doesn’t manage that either. His strength, while recognised fondly by his father, is not enough – was never going to be enough. And that’s exactly what sends him into such horrifying spiral of murder and revenge and a desperate clawing need to reclaim some sense that he could have made a difference.


But actually, now that I think about it, that might be all the difference. Kurogane’s arc in the manga overall (so far) is slowly healing and allowing himself to recover. I have a lot of confidence that he’ll pull it off, because he’s come a long way already, and he’ll be all the stronger to protect his new family.

I just hope that it’s the new Kurogane that has the biggest influence on Syaoran and not the old one. Because Syaoran needs to allow himself to heal as well, and I’m convinced that he doesn’t even know it yet.

My suicidal tendencies are absurd. Because, you know, rational thought doesn’t really get through to me. Things like “it’ll get better” or “you matter” don’t get through to me on bad days (not even on good days half the time). Telling me my problems are solvable has never worked for me. See, thing is, I’m not dead because of a thousand things that don’t really matter at all. I haven’t killed myself because of the fact that I borrowed a pencil from a girl in my German class and haven’t returned it yet, because I haven’t finished that sketch I’ve been working on, because I haven’t shown my friend that one photo, because the next Fall Out Boy album isn’t out yet, because I haven’t told my crush how much they mean to me, because I haven’t finished creating my best friend’s birthday present, because I don’t know if that poem I entered in that contest is getting published, because I have a role in our school play and there’s no understudies, because I told mom I’d wash the dishes tomorrow. And it doesn’t make any sense, because all I want is to be dead, but at the same time, I haven’t finished my to do list yet, and I just can’t leave it. And so I’m literally living on a stream of" after this". And it doesn’t make any sense, but listen, if you’re suicidal, find your to do list. Don’t kill yourself, because you have video games to beat and dishes to wash and books to finish and rooms to clean and things to return tomorrow

When tvline starts pissing on their own self proclaimed ship…

Originally posted by haidaspicciare

What I think of when listening to the Heathers soundtrack
  • Beautiful: School sucks...nope never mind!!!
  • Candy Store: Bow down or get out Bitch!!!
  • Fight for me: Damn boy!!! You single???
  • Freeze Your Brain: Don't kill yourself, have a slushie instead!!
  • Big Fun: Parents are gone let's get wasted!! Wooo!!!
  • Dead Girl Walking: I'm pissed, horny, hot and you're cute! Let's do this!!!
  • The Me inside of Me: Ok, Bitch is dead... let's make her into a martyr!!(Aka Miss Fleming gets too self involved and helps them get away with murder.)
  • Blue: I'm soooo horny!! NO!!!
  • Our Love is God: I am God! We are god! We will kill them all!!! *V freaking out*
  • My Dead Gay Son: My son is dead, gay (shush), and so am I!!!
  • Seventeen: Please can't we just be normal, no more killing. Just you and me.
  • Shine a Light: Kids are dying, this is great for my career!!!
  • Life Boat: I'm a jerk, but there is more to me than that.
  • Shine a Light Reprise: Heather vs. Heather
  • Kindergarten Boyfriend: I had hope once, now it's gone.
  • Yo Girl: Run Veronica Run.
  • Meant to be Yours: Come on Veronica, we are meant to be! I just want to blow up the school!!! It's no big deal.
  • Dead Girl Walking Reprise: Ok, that's it!! I'm done with your BS.
  • I am Damaged: I'm too messed up! Wait no you're not!!! *boom*
  • Seventeen Reprise: I know everything has gone to hell, but let's try and be normal.
Mass Effect 3 - a (not so) short summary
  • Alliance: Sheppard we've lost communication with the moon what could be the reason?
  • Shepard: reapers
  • Alliance: ahah yeah sure
  • Alliance boss: holy shit a reaper why no one warned us about this
  • Shepard: (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ
  • ---
  • Anderson: take the Normandy and save the galaxy once again child
  • Shepard: I killed 300.000 batarians I should be in prison tho
  • Anderson: yeah don't worry about that we cool
  • ---
  • Hackett: ShepRAD you have to go to mars to find some fricking answer hurry
  • Shepard: okay let me get this straight
  • Shepard: it's been 3 years since I first talked about reapers, I died and resurrected, I saved everyone from Saren first and from the collectors second, I've been under arrest for several months and no one even tried to get some motherfuckin information
  • Shepard: now reapers are attacking us and you bitches sent me to find a solution to this highly anticipated disaster?!
  • Hackett: basically
  • Shepard: all right let's do this
  • ---
  • Liara: yooo Shrapnel look what I found
  • Shepard: what is this project
  • Liara: idk
  • Shepard: what does it do
  • Liara: idk
  • Shepard: it will help against reapers
  • Liara: idk but it's Prothean
  • Shepard: so we're supposed to spend a bazilion of money and employ trillions of workers to build a huge penis-shaped artifact and we're not even sure if it's gonna work?
  • Liara: ya
  • Shepard: well sounds like a good plan to me
  • ---
  • Shepard: OMG this sexy weird-haired mech is killing that Virmire survivor what do
  • James: I got you bruh *crashes on the mech with a ship*
  • Shepard: James what the legit fuck
  • James: I did it because I seek attention
  • Shepard: aw baby what's wrong
  • James: I'm unromanceable
  • ---
  • Garrus: that my planet and reapers are destroying it
  • Shepard: shit son you all right
  • Garrus: yeah can I calibrate something on the Normandy later
  • Shepard: you can calibrate my ass
  • Garrus: Sherpes no
  • Shepard: Sherpes yes
  • ---
  • EDI: hello I entered in that mech I got a body now
  • Joker: I'll fuck that robot or I'll die trying
  • Joker: literally
  • ---
  • Reaper: ahah I'm having so much fun killing krogans that's the life man
  • Kalros: son of a bitch
  • Reaper: HOLY SHIT *dies*
  • Krogans: yeee
  • Kalros: only I can kill krogans
  • Krogans: fuck
  • ---
  • Mordin: I perfectionated genophage it took all my life
  • Mordin: which means like 2 months
  • Mordin: now I changed my mind and I create an antidote but spreading it on Tuchanka requires my death
  • Shepard: OMG no
  • Mordin: prepare to cry bitches
  • ---
  • Tali: holla
  • Shepard: hey lil' mama how you doin'
  • Tali: it's Admiral Tali'Zorah fo you bitch
  • Shepard: dang chill out bae
  • Han'Gerrel: good Shepard and Tali entered the geth Dreadnaught now
  • Han'Gerrel: everyone attack the Dreadnaught quick we must sink that ship before it's too late
  • Han'Gerrel: so fucking what
  • Shepard: dude
  • ---
  • Legion: do you remember the question that caused the creators to attack us, Tali'Zorah?
  • Legion: "does this unit have a fine hot ass?"
  • Tali: it does ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • Legion: thank you tali I know *dies*
  • ---
  • Javik: *wakes up after a 50000 years nap* where's my breakfast
  • Liara: OMG wise prothean enlight me with your deep knowledge of the universe
  • Javik: hurry up with my damn croissant
  • ---
  • Liara: you ugly four-eyed bugface your race tricked the asari for your purposes
  • Javik: damn girl you're cute when you want to kill me
  • Liara: I'll be fucking beautiful in a minute then
  • ---
  • Miranda: Shepard my father took my sister as a hostage help me please
  • Shepard: let Oriana go you son of a yahg
  • Miranda's dad: shit ok but don't kill me tho
  • Miranda's dad: here Oriana is free can I go now
  • Shepard: no
  • Miranda: *kills her father* I love you Shep
  • ---
  • Illusive Man: here I am did you missed me Shepair?
  • Shepard: kill yourself Impositive Man
  • Illusive Man: damn I'm so mad *shoot Anderson* *shoot himself*
  • Shepard: woah
  • ---
  • Catalyst: so uhm we fucked up a little yes now you have to choose between 3 possible ending listen here: destruction, synthesys or control
  • Shepard: which is the one where I survive
  • Catalyst: ahah no sorry you'll die anyway
  • Shepard: shit you know what? Fuck you *shoot the Catalyst*
  • Catalyst: OMG this hoe killed me WTF
  • Hackett: Shepard you did it motherfucker
  • Hackett: reapers stopped attacking us, mass relays are still working and Thane and Mordin resurrected
  • Shepard: fricking nice
  • Anderson: I'm alive too bitch!
  • Anderson: OMG reapers are giving everyone a puppy and a piece of cake, salarian are chillin with krogans and Joker broke himself every bone while fucking EDI
  • Joker: totally worth it
  • EDI: speak for yourself
  • Shepard: ah yas this is how it should be very nice thank you all
  • Magnus: Have you ever played the five-year test?
  • Alec: What? No, I don't think so. It's not that sex game, is it?
  • Magnus, after brief laughter: Jace. Where do you think he'll be in five years' time?
  • Alec: Easy. Killing demons here in New York, praised at every turn for being the best Shadowhunter of his age.
  • Magnus: Clary?
  • Alec: Making a fortune by selling brilliant paintings of the Shadow World to Shadowhunters, Downworlders, and mundanes alike.
  • Magnus: Isabelle?
  • Alec: Walking all over the world in eight-inch heels. Slicing apart catcalling men with her whip.
  • Magnus: Now, you. Where do you see yourself in five years?
  • Alec: ...
  • Magnus: You haven't thought about it, have you?

idonotagreebitch  asked:

Omg omg requests are open ok. Hiii~ How would RFA+V+Saeran react if MC had a really bad heart disease and suddenly she fainted and she stopped breathing and they have to resuscitate her? But don't kill her, please😂 You don't have to do it but you need to know that all of my request are really personal. I have a disease like this and I could faint at every moment if I don't take my medicine. I will be so grateful if you write it, really, it helps me somehow:) Kisses💕

We’re sorry to hear:( Hope you take good care of yourself~ And hope you like these:)


  • You’re Zen’s manager, and he’s been especially busy lately
  • You were running around on set one day and he notices you seemed a little out of breath
  • He stopped you in the middle of a run
  • “Maybe you should take a rest,” he says more as a demand than a suggestion
  • He sits you down and goes to get you some water and something to eat
  • He notices you still aren’t calming down at all and he starts to get worried
  • He knows about your heart disease, and he also knows how busy you’ve been
  • As you seemed to get paler and paler, dread pools in his stomach
  • “Babe…did you take your medicine?”
  • You don’t even get to answer the question
  • You crumple forward as you pass out in his arms
  • He’s frantic, but he manages to call the medical team on set
  • He feels sick as he watches them resuscitate you and place you on the stretcher
  • He follows them as they take you to the hospital
  • When you wake up, one of the first things you say is, “Sorry I forgot to take my medicine. I was concentrating on finishing today’s shoot…”
  • He begins scolding you right away
  • He’s nearly out of breath and his voice keeps breaking
  • “Is that what’s important? Your health is more important to me than any shoot or role or anything, and–”
  • He stops himself before he upsets you
  • But he’s so relieved when you can finally go home
  • He makes sure you never forget your medicine ever again


  • He just came back from work, and he thought a nice little impromptu outing would be nice
  • So you two go to the park
  • It’s a warm day, but even so…you look more tired than usual
  • Then he grabs your hand, and he can feel it shaking
  • He asks if you’re okay, and you respond that you just need a second
  • You press a hand to your heart as your breaths get shallower
  • He’s watching you worriedly
  • When you don’t seem to be improving, he helps you up and says you’re going to the doctors
  • You’re almost to the car when you collapse onto the ground
  • He’s a mess
  • Half of his brain is freaking out with worry, and the other half is trying to figure out what to do
  • He dials 119
  • He just does what he knows to lessen the symptoms and to keep you breathing
  • He holds your hand and waits impatiently for help, terrified he’ll have to take further action
  • Thankfully, the ambulance gets there on time and the medical team resuscitates you
  • At the hospital, he manages to get himself together and is calm when you wake up
  • When the doctor says it was due to you not taking your meds, he seems very understanding
  • Then the doctor leaves, and Yoosung gets a lot more solemn
  • “This could be a lot worse, you know, if I wasn’t there,” he says, making you feel a little guilty. “You really need to remember, MC. If not for yourself, remember for me! I don’t know what I would’ve done if you hadn’t made it…”


  • It was worse because she found you unconscious
  • You had said you were going in the back to grab something out of stock
  • And you were taking far longer than it should’ve taken
  • So when she finds your body crumpled on the ground, she freaks out
  • She doesn’t know how long you’ve been there or what had happened
  • She thinks it has to do with your heart disease, so she manages to calm down enough to call the ambulance
  • She can’t watch while they resuscitate you
  • The whole incident makes her want to faint herself
  • When the doctor says it happened because you forgot to take your medicine, she was a little upset
  • You mean the world to her so she couldn’t imagine what would happen if you had died
  • But she knows you probably already feel horrible about it
  • So she’s calm and sweet as you recover, but she’s very strict when it comes to taking your medicine
  • She will shove it in your hand if she has to


  • He was supposed to be in the office
  • But he didn’t really want to go in, so he decided to work from home that day
  • It was in the middle of the afternoon and you had started cooking dinner
  • His heart sunk when he heard a soft thud from the kitchen
  • He drops his computer and runs to you  
  • His head starts spinning when he sees you unconscious on the ground
  • But he’s also composed as he immediately calls for emergency services
  • He’s super calm while you’re being resuscitated
  • And also very calm as the doctor explains what happened with your skipped medicine
  • When you wake up, he’s right there to greet you
  • He waits until you’re a little more recovered, and then he gets a little stiff
  • “You really should have been more responsible,” he scolds. “Could you imagine what would have happened if I wasn’t home? You probably wouldn’t have made it, do you know that?”
  • And it’s in the middle of his admonitions that his emotions start breaking through the cracks
  • You think your heart might shatter at the tears that leak from the edge of his eyes
  • Then he brings your trembling hand to his lips, “I can’t lose you,” he says with painful honesty
  • After that, you’re a lot more careful about taking your medicine


  • You were on your weekly shopping trip with Seven
  • At first, you were as playful as normal
  • But halfway through, you seemed to be laughing less and being a lot calmer
  • He just thought you switched to serious mode, so he calms down as well
  • But as the shopping continues, you just don’t seem yourself
  • Before he can asks what’s wrong, you collapse in one of the aisles
  • He knows your medical issues…and he has a pretty good idea what happened when you don’t wake up after a while
  • He calls the ambulance, but he knows it would take time to get
  • When you stop breathing, he’s performs CPR right there to keep you breathing
  • He seems really calm, especially considering the crowd around you now
  • But he loses it once the ambulance gets there and has to really resuscitate you
  • At the hospital, he can’t stay still
  • He’s tapping his leg, pacing the room, going crazy until you wake up
  • When the doctors says it’s because you didn’t take your pills, Seven’s already asking you why
  • He’s worried you’ve been too busy, but when you say you “simply forgot”, he’s blowing up on you
  • He’s freaking out and scolding you for not taking care of yourself
  • At some point, you start crying…both from the scare and from the fact that you made him so upset
  • He sees you and he just kind of deflates
  • He holds you on the hospital bed and apologizes for losing his temper, but not for what he said
  • “You’re all that I have. Please…I couldn’t bear to lose you.”


  • You were doing overtime for work at home
  • And he noticed you hadn’t left your desk much
  • He keeps telling you to take a break, but you keep dismissing it and saying you would
  • Only…you never did
  • You lost track of time, which means you didn’t take your meds as scheduled either
  • He finds you again by your computer, but you’re collapsed off of your chair and onto the floor
  • He calls the ambulance right away, though he gets aggravated with the operator
  • He’s freaking out cuz you’re still on the floor and they’re asking him to calm down
  • But eventually he gets off the phone and just calling your name
  • He’s just praying that you’ll wake up, but you don’t and his panic gets worse
  • When the medical team gets there, some of them have to keep him calm on the side because he’s getting triggered with all the stress as they resuscitate you
  • When you’re at the hospital, he’s a lot calmer when you wake up
  • He’s so relieved to see you awake
  • He doesn’t even scold you and just helps you recover
  • But you can bet he will drag you away from work if need be, since he’s not letting something like this happening again


  • He was doing a photoshoot and you were accompanying him
  • It was starting to get late
  • So he told you to go home, especially since you had to take your meds
  • He continues with his shoot, but you think to yourself that waiting another hour or so would be fine
  • You think you could surprise him with coffee, so you walk down the street to find a little shop
  • Only you lost track of time
  • By the time you came back, he was just finishing up
  • He had thought  you went home and then came back
  • So he continued along and you two had a nice chat over the coffee
  • But then starts to notice you getting pale and breathing shallower breaths
  • He knows exactly what’s happening, and he catches you the second you fall
  • The hospital is close by, so he carries you into his car and rushes you there as fast as he can
  • He’s beating himself up the whole time, even after the hospital resuscitates you and you’re recovering
  • He says he should’ve noticed, even if you keep reassuring him that it was your own carelessness
  • From that point on, you’re more careful…even if it’s so he doesn’t blame himself for something like that

Check out our other headcanons~ Masterlist

i swear there’s a creepy pasta hidden somewhere in the new bonding mechanic for the rotomdex in pokemon ultramoon

its keep asking me more and more unsettlingly personal questions everytime I poke it and always commenting on my answers in some way

like they start out innocent like “do you like nighttime or daytime better” and then they get weird like “do you think of yourself as a child or an adult?” and, not like, darker? but shit like “do you ever have fights with your friends?”

like what the hell, is the next set of questions gonna be shit like “does your family hate you?” “have you ever accidentally killed anything before?” “if you had to choose to keep one, would you prefer to keep your eyes or your teeth?”

Remembrance Day
  • Austria: Are you coming to the European dinner tonight? You've been very quiet today, are you okay?
  • Germany: yeah, I'm fine. I was just reminiscing about the war and what happened after it... I did not only lose, but I was despised by the majority of Europe. Poland and Belgium looked at me as if I was a killer... a monster... a demon. France hated my guts and wanted me to suffer. England looked at me with utter disgust and anger. The only one who looked at me differently that day, that surrender, was America. He looked at me with pity. I remember them so vividly in my mind because they hurt me the most. I have always thought that this war, as well as the next one, would be embedded in their minds. They will never see me as a country, a neighbour, an equal. That the whole continent will always hate me... that you, Hungary, Bruder, Turkey, and later, Italy and Japan, will look at me differently because I failed... because I killed so many innocent people. That's why, when the EU was finalised, I saw it as my sole responsibility to protect this peace, to regain everyone's trust, to fix the damages that I've done-
  • Austria: don't be so egoistic and put yourself in the centre of European history when you're such a young country!
  • Germany: w-wait, I wasn't-
  • Austria: we Europeans have been warring each other since day one! No stop, no ceasefire, and no peace! We couldn't stand each other.... but, that's what history is. We remember, we learn, we trust, and we move forward. That's how we bond and form friendships.
  • Italy: Germany, Germany, are you coming for the dinner? We're going to walk to France's house in two minutes~! Oh, we're also going to see how long it will take until England starts complaining about everything~
  • England: why???
  • France: because you're the source of entertainment for us
  • England: okay, listen here you Frog-
  • Poland: wow, that didn't take long, lol! Germany, hurry before they start fighting!
  • Belgium: Germany, c'mon now! I'm super hungry!
  • Germany: ... well, Austria, you're right... history is history. *smiling* and I intend to learn the most from it.
An explanation of the fandoms by my idiot self
  • Yuri on Ice: We love all your memes, we love all the ships, we love kubo, we love season 2 already, screaming it's canon, can you hear our heart beat?!, crying it's canon, we love everything because we are precious cinnamon roll people.
  • Killing Stalking: Your memes are hit or miss with us, we are just innocent beacons of sin, why Sangwoo?, we're all Yoonbums here, yes daddy?, we either hate your ship or love it, strumming my pain with his fingers, I've never listened that song till now, we have no grey areas, there's no way this will end how any of us wants it to, we're kinda emo but also pretty sweet.
  • Mystic Messenger: We're so edgy, who needs friends?, oh daddy is textin, I love everyone but also I don't, invite us out so we can decline, we need more memes guys, I secretly enjoy Killing Stalking but don't tell the Yuri on Ice fandom.
  • Haikyu!: we are the moms and dads of all fandoms, we are the true beginning, what's free?, fuck swimming we hit balls here, sunshine children and angsty parents, our show is just 1 big meme, classic cinnamon roll, we will accept any ship just please make it canon, we have some beautiful fanfics, season 4?

anonymous asked:

Why do you further the cliché that sangwoo is into forcing Bum to crossdress? I thought the manwha made it clear that it was the logical consequence for him to wear sangwoo's mother's clothes because he didn't have any himself and sangwoo's didn't fit him due to the size difference. It's not a kink and shouldn't be portrayed as one. It was a disturbing solution to a clothing problem. Stop romanticizing this manwha and the abuse in it.

Oh sweet anon, if you want to have a proper discussion with me I’ll gladly have it with you but not if you feel the need to hide behind your computer/phone screen. But for now I’ll just try and clarify, not because I owe you anything, but I like clearing up misunderstandings and preventing more from happening.

I don’t know if you just don’t read Op’s tags or you just skim past them or whatever, but this, and all my other “shippy” fanart for that matter, is in an AU where they are both healthy people, no mental disorders, abuse or anything else from the original manhwa.

If you really want to think about it, the clothing size difference is not enough of an excuse for Sangwoo not to give Bum his own clothes. How many people do you see wearing over sized shirts and belts exist for a reason. I’m not saying Sangwoo has that kink, but come on, he did that on purpose. 

Relating to my own mini comic that I just posted, which I’m guessing is what you’re referring to, Sangwoo isn’t forcing bum into anything. It’s a silly dare that Yoon Bum could easily say no to. Except in my AU Bum actually likes cross dressing, a lot of people do and there is nothing wrong with it. I like drawing boys who cross dress, because guess what, they’re just clothes. They don’t define anything. You’re welcome to not enjoy cross dressing but that is your own opinion that I never asked for. 

 I will never romanticize the abuse that’s in killing stalking. There’s nothing cute or sexy about people harming others or holding them captive. The only instance where inflicting pain on others would be acceptable is in cases where it is consensual, such as BDSM, but I am no expert in that area so I can’t comment much on it either. 

All I’m saying is, this is a completely separate world from the original. I love the characters and their designs and I love exploring different ideas and scenarios with them, that’s the whole purpose of having an AU. Again, you’re welcome to disagree, and if you don’t like it, please ignore it. Sorry if my art rubs you the wrong way, I can’t please everyone. I make art for myself, and I love and appreciate all the people that enjoy it with me. Feel free to block me or whatever you need to do, but in the future please try and refrain from sending negative messages to people, they do more harm than good.I hope you have a nice day anyway and thanks for giving me an opportunity to clarify my stance once more. 

Mystreet meets Diaries
  • Mystreet Aphmau : Wow hey it's so nice to meet you! What's your world like?
  • Mcd Aphmau: I have four kids and my lover is dead and I'm a god but I don't remember.
  • Mystreet Aaron : Sooooooo. uh..... hey?
  • Mcd Aaron aka shad: Are you me? This is hilarious !!What's the whole werewolf deal? If you are so close to irene then why don't you just kill her?
  • Mystreet Garroth: *breaking down a door *Hey sorry I'm late guys!!
  • Mystreet Katelyn: I AM SO COOL
  • Mcd Katelyn: Thanks , you're not bad yourself.. you said you dated jeoffrey??.......whatwasitlike
  • Mystreet Zane: He-
  • Mcd Zane: *slaps mystreet zane , lights a cigarette and sits in a chair backwards * who's this punk ass bitch?
  • Mystreet kawaii chan: Omg I'm soooooo cute!!! Hey what's zane like in your world? Are you two together?
  • Mystreet kawaii chan: ......
  • Mystreet Travis : So what's up with you?
  • Mcd Travis : Not much I mean I don't really go out much
  • Mystreet Travis : Oh that's -
  • Mcd Travis : my dad is a literal demon and my mom is dead because of him.
  • Mystreet Travis : aaaaaaaa WHAT?
  • Mystreet Lucinda: Cool witch?
  • Mcd Lucinda: Cool witch.
Long Ass List of Daredevil Sentence Starters
  • "Scream all you want. Come on, let me hear you scream. Scream loud. Nobody gives a shit down here."
  • "I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "But seriously, yeah, I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "Please stop giving my mom cigars."
  • "Look, I'm not asking you to do anything immoral."
  • "You've never done this before?"
  • "Maybe we can help each other."
  • "All I did was ask him for a drink."
  • "Define yourself by what you have, value the differences, make no apologies for what you lack."
  • "I thought I detected a whiff of virtue in there."
  • "But I'm awkward and unfashionable. Those things don't seem to apply to you."
  • "I just don't feel like going home okay?"
  • "So let's hop a few bars, not think about it."
  • "Your outfit kind of sucks, by the way."
  • "You haven't told me anything about you."
  • "Okay, good because I was starting to worry you might be in love with me."
  • "I drank the eel. Not a euphemism."
  • "And we are now filled with mighty eel strength!"
  • "After what you told me, I'm never going home again."
  • "I know you're scared, but I'm here to help you. Okay? - You don't have to be scared anymore."
  • "I make a heck of a latte, if you're interested."
  • "Facts have no moral judgment. They merely state what is. Not what we think of them, not what we feel."
  • "I know how hard this must be for you."
  • "You have no idea how any of this is for me."
  • "They have to pay for what they've done."
  • "They won't listen."
  • "We'll make them listen."
  • "You do not want to test me."
  • "You think this is still about you?"
  • "You should have just killed me. You coward."
  • "This is an offer, not an order."
  • "I did some digging into your, uh past activities."
  • "A man/woman that can be bought isn't worth having."
  • "I said you should move on. Didn't say anything about me."
  • "Even though our perception of it changes, one thing remains constant. The past can never be completely erased. It lingers."
  • "I've been lied to before by men/women. Some were even decent ones but they still felt the need to be dishonest about things that mattered."
  • "Hey, that's not a reason, it's an excuse."
  • "He's/She's like a sexual Rain Man."
  • "I want you to touch my face."
  • "Just tell me what you feel."
  • "You need anything else, you know where to find me."
  • "You want the short answer or the long one?"
  • "We need to contain this."
  • "Lying to that woman is impossible."
  • "Choose a side."
  • "I'm the closest he/she has to family. He'd/She'd do the same for me."
  • "That wasn't very smart, but it was fun watching you bleed."
  • "Life is not a fairy tale. Not everyone deserves a happy ending."
  • "Animals don't stop fighting. Not until one of them is dead."
  • "Admittedly, I'm a work in progress."
  • "Let's get this started."
  • "You know what they call stuff like that? Gifts. The special kind. The kind that very few people have. Or deserve."
  • "Smart don't come out of books, kid. Smart is making the right decision at the right time."
  • "Big world. Not all of it flowers and sunshine, and the only way guys like you and me can survive is to grab it by the throat and never let go."
  • "Are you gonna lie there all night or get up off your ass?"
  • "What a shithole."
  • "This is my life and I made something of it, without you."
  • "Relationships are a luxury men like you and me can't afford."
  • "Is that why you left? Huh? To protect me?"
  • "You got heart kid, but heart's not enough."
  • "Anger is a spark, good. Rage is a wildfire, out of control, therefore useless. Just like you."
  • "We all pay for our choices."
  • "I've learned a lot since you've been gone."
  • "You're a dick."
  • "Say that you want my help."
  • "I want you to help yourself."
  • "I don't need a friend. I need a soldier."
  • "In war, people die. If it's not you, it's the guy next to you."
  • "I swear I will not kill anybody. Pussy."
  • "Never is a man more good looking than when he is in love."
  • "You do your job, I'll do mine."
  • "On occasion some dickery may leak out, but doesn't mean I'm wrong."
  • "So, how long before I do something that pisses you off?"
  • "You can't listen to people like that. You have to just block them out."
  • "Yeah, you're just a guy, right? A really, really good-looking guy."
  • "If you weren't half dead, I would kick your ass."
  • "We're gonna be the best damn avocados this city has ever seen."
  • "Misspelling 'Hanukkah' is a mistake. Attempted murder is a little something else."
  • "Well, we seldom get everything we want. Not in this world."
  • "You were really something back in the day. When you had a soul."
  • "I'm not afraid to die."
  • "We'll be together, that's all that matters."
  • "You really think that this will change anything?"
  • Columbiners: *posts factual post about the columbine massacre*
  • The rest of Tumblr: there's a columbine fandom??!? you people are so sick!!! You need to be put on the FBI watch list!! @staff do something!
  • Columbiners: *fangirling over Dylan Klebold's ponytail*
  • The rest of Tumblr: *reblogs post* PSA!! This is an example of the serial killer fandom. Block and report all of their blogs!!! Don't attempt to contact any of them, as they are highly dangerous. Stay safe, y'all. It's a crazy world we live in. @staff
  • Columbiners: there were 15 victims
  • The rest of Tumblr: how dare you call those two monsters victims?!You're a piece of shit, kill yourself. I have traced your IP address and I am contacting your local police department as I type this. I hope you get locked up for the rest of your life. Smh my faith is humanity is officially gone. @staff
  • Columbiners: *reblogs a gif of Eric Harris spinning a prehistoric phone*

“Aren’t you cold?”

with Ivar


They had promised to teach you how to hunt but something had happened back at the village, leaving you here at the hut alone with Ivar. You really didn’t like this outcome and you sure didn’t like Ivar. Whenever the two of you spoke it ended in bickering and chaos. Today wouldn’t be any different and you both knew it, sitting in opposite corners of the small room, the fire slowly dwindling.  

“Aren’t you cold?” He asks to your surprise. It didn’t sound rude nor sarcastic as it usually did.

“Like you would care if I was.” You shoot back in an annoyed tone, more out of habit than real anger.  

“Tsk.” He clicks his tongue, obviously just as pissed with you than you were with him, “I really wish you would have gone back with them I can’t stand you.”  

“Well I really wish they had taken me back with them as well.” Silence falls between the two of you as you both angrily stare at each other.  

Somehow you had fallen asleep. When you opened your eyes again the fire had gone out and you saw Ivar shaking in his corner of the room, still awake.  

You sigh and stand up on shaky legs, not feeling too well yourself. He looks up at you, his usual scowl evident on his face until you let yourself drop into his lap, straddling his hips. His face changes in confusion when you put your arms around his neck, pressing your bodies closer together.  

“If you wanted me so badly you could have said something earlier.” He smirks and you consider slapping him across the face before you reconsider and ignore his remark.  

“I certainly don't…” You huff, “…but your mother would kill me if I bring you home half frozen.”  

“Is that the only reason?” His face got closer to yours, felling his hot breath on your skin and his voice close to your ear.  

You can feel his growing erection through his pants and moan quietly at the feeling, grateful for the darkness. Otherwise he definitely would have seen the blush spreading across your face. Your breathing picks up even more when you feel his hands touching your bare skin, slowly moving up your body while he explored every inch. Neither of you talked anymore, nor did you protest against his advances. For all the anger that always had been between you there was something else ad well and you were curious to see where that road might lead.

The 1975 sentence starters
  • "Don't call it a fight when you know it's a war."
  • "Go sit on the bed because I know that you want to."
  • "You've got pretty eyes, but I know you're wrong."
  • "Get in the shower if it all goes wrong."
  • "I swear there's a ghost."
  • "I feel like I'm just treading water."
  • "I love the house that we live in."
  • "I love you all too much."
  • "I've got a woman now."
  • "This one's on the house."
  • "It all tastes the same, but there's something different about your mouth."
  • "You try chasing dreams, it's harder than it seems."
  • "Stick another pill in my head and go to bed."
  • "We're not doing it again, so leave it."
  • "I wanna see you, but you're not mine."
  • "You think we're doing it again, keep dreaming."
  • "Yeah my shirt looks so good, when it's just hanging off your back."
  • "She's got a boyfriend anyway."
  • "All we seem to do is talk about sex."
  • "He's got a funny face, but I like that 'cause he still looks cool."
  • "Does he take care of you or could I easily fill his shoes?"
  • "If we're gonna do anything we might as well just fuck."
  • "And you're a liar, at least all of your friends are."
  • "It's my party and I'll cry to the end."
  • "You must try harder than kissing all of my friends."
  • "You're alive, at least as far as I can tell you are."
  • "And it's not my fault that I fucked everybody here."
  • "Do you wanna dance?"
  • "It's no fun if you've only a bottle of wine."
  • "Yeah, I want you."
  • "I'm so high, I think I love you."
  • "I was thinking about leaving again, it all depends."
  • "Are we just friends?"
  • "We go where nobody knows."
  • "Oh, my hair smells like chocolate."
  • "Stop looking at my friends."
  • "Write another song about your friends."
  • "I love you, don't you mind."
  • "I think I've lost a lot of my friends."
  • "Well fuck me if you must then."
  • "Treat me like an old friend."
  • "I'm not scared."
  • "I used to think you're cool and I believed you had a wonderful vision."
  • "I was always looking for a way to get out."
  • "You just write about sex and killing yourself and how you hardly ever went to school."
  • "I'm falling for you."
  • "Maybe you'll change your mind."
  • "I'll take you one day at a time, soon you will be mine."
  • "Do you fancy sitting down with me? Maybe?"
  • "I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your neck."
  • "I can't believe that we're talking about him."
  • "Why do you talk so loud?"
  • "I think you're trying too hard."
  • "I've been thinking lots about your mouth."
  • "I forgot to call you."
  • "I remember that I like you, no matter what I found."
  • "It's nice to have your friends round."
  • "It's just you and I tonight."
  • "Gotta love the way you love yourself."
  • "You got something to say? Why don't you speak it out loud, instead of living in your head?"
  • "I don't seem to be having any effect now."
  • "I guess I'll never learn 'cause I stay another hour or two."
  • "You know I can't be found with you."
  • "I'm so fixated on the girl with the soft sound and hair all over the place."
  • "You're cold and I burn."
  • "She had a face straight outta magazine."
  • "Babe, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay."
  • "I'll give you one more time."
  • "You've got a pretty kind of dirty face."
  • "Babe, you look so cool."
  • "What's the fun in doing what you're told?"
  • "I could persuade you."
  • "I'm not your typical, stoned 18 year old."
  • "Girl, I'm not your savior."
  • "They're just girls."
  • "One moment I was tearing off your blouse, now you're living in my house."
  • "What happened to just messing around?"
  • "You just sit and get stoned with 30 year olds and you think you've made it."
  • "Well, shouldn't you be fucking with somebody your age?"
  • "I told you from the start, I'll break your heart."
  • "She's definitely got the style."
  • "I'd like to say you've changed, but you're always the same."
  • "I'd love you to stay but that's simply insane."
  • ""Well, I think I'll say a couple of words if you don't mind..."
  • "You've seen so many faces that I've never seen before."
  • "We're never gonna lie to you."
  • "I know it's me that's supposed to love you."
  • "Is there somebody who can love you?"