so that makes it the 2nd time in a day

BTS as the Mafia + How He Met You

|||Anon asked: I really liked your mafia monsta x post and was wondering if you could do something similar for got7 and bts?|||

Got7   Monsta X   Shinee

Rap Monster/Kim Namjoon

Originally posted by https-km

  • Was a CEO of a large company when he decided to make some more money and started getting involved in shady business
  • One of the most chill leaders in the industry
  • But his easygoing personality is also one of his scariest traits as he doesn’t give a shit about killing and never thinks twice
  • That’s what gets him in trouble most of the time as he somehow always end up killing the wrong person
  • He’s so good at his job that no one even suspects that this CEO is also a mafia boss

You were the president of a rival company and had beef with him since before he even started his gang. He always wanted to persuade you to sell your company to him but you were too stubborn, so he thought that now he has a lot of skillful members maybe he could threaten you. One day he barged into your office.

“What the heck? Do you even know what knocking means?”

“Just shut up and listen to me. I’m going to give you one last chance to sell me your company and well if you don’t comply things will become ugly.”

“Kim fucking Namjoon, did you just threaten me?” you asked him pulling your gun out from under the table. “Because if you did, I swear to god…”

He didn’t plan for this turn of events and as much as he was surprised he couldn’t keep his laughter in.

“Woah, woah, Y/N. We have been friends for a long time now, haven’t we? Maybe I should have taken a different approach. How about you and me start this over by getting to know each other better?”

Park Jimin

Originally posted by biaswreckerchimchim

  • Can sweet talk people to do anything
  • That’s why he’s the best at making new allies and ties, bribing officials
  • Everyone tends to trust him quickly and he uses this for his advantage 
  • Doesn’t like getting his hands dirty and would rather talk his way out if possible
  • But when it’s not, that’s still okay with him as he can handle various kinds of weapons just as well as his tongue

You caught wind of the fact that your boss is helping the mafia in exchange for many and wanted to report him. Unfortunately Jimin got to you first. He was leaning against your car waiting for you. Before you had time to react he got your car keys and pushed you inside securing you in your seat.

“So a little bird told me that you were about to make a very stupid decision.” he told you taking out his knife and tracing the lines of your collarbone.

“I prefer not to make a mess so how about we make a deal as well?”

“I don’t need your filthy money.”

“Oh how brave! I guess I should offer you something else instead then.” he said starting the car and taking off with you in it.

Kim Taehyung

Originally posted by itsbtstuff

  • A lot of people think he’s too clumsy for this job as he tends to screw up before he even starts
  • But if it’s his lucky day he’s the 2nd most deadly man in the gang
  • His specialty - explosives
  • He likes to make a big entrance and for it to be really grand he makes all of the bomb and stuff himself
  • Enjoys the view of severed limbs spattering around, this feeling helps him realize just how amazing he his at what he does and how fascinating, strong and big his explosions are

He wanted to blow you up so bad but when you despite the short amount of time managed to catch and throw back one of his grenades he decided to have you no matter what.

“Hey, that’s not very nice!! I could have gotten hurt.” he shouted.

“Are you being serious right now?” 

“I always am. You see I got you right where I wanted to. Look around.” you looked down and saw that somehow you managed to get into his mine field.

“I like you and wouldn’t rather press this button so you have two choices, either I watch you go boom or you come with me.” he smirked.

J-Hope/Jung Hoseok

Originally posted by beatriceindre

  • Was the vice president of the company, so is now stuck with almost the same amount of work
  • He takes care of the companies legal stuff and makes sure the gangs illegal one doesn’t catch anyones’ attention
  • He’s so done with this job and would rather go on some missions to blow off some steam
  • But he’s only taken on them when it’s really necessary or when there’s not enough people
  • And that’s a shame as he’s crazy good with guns, especially long range ones, as he has been practicing every day

You made a contract with their company but somehow a they lost a hefty amount of money. Knowing that this was not a simple coincidence he decided to have a meeting with you.

“I think we have to discuss some things.” he stated.

“What do you want? I don’t have your money.”

“I never even said anything about money.” he smirked and then you understood that you told him too much before it even began. Hoseok stood up and went to your chair. He took your chin in his hands made you look at him.

“You know all of this shit makes me really tired and irritated and I wouldn’t want to take out my frustrations on you, so you better give me back all the money till evening or we will have to have a few more meetings just like this.”

Suga/Min Yoongi

Originally posted by jungsooneul

  • He’s an assassin but doesn’t like calling his job that and would rather say that he takes care of business
  • Sharp, precise, quick, silent, deadly
  • Can’t think straight when he’s tired and even managed to miss some targets (only to get them later) when he feel asleep waiting for them
  • Practices with Hoseok every single day but only because he’s the one who’s asking
  • Sometimes likes to go “hunting” at nights and you should pray that you never meet him on days like that

You searched for him because you knew he would be the only one to take your request. He looked at you from the bottom up.

“Aren’t you too young to be asking things like that?”

“Am not!”

“You sure? You’re really short.” he laughed.

“I didn’t come here to be made fun of. So will you do it? Will you kill my father?” you asked. This time he looked at you with serious eyes.

“Okay but you can keep the change.” he said handing you back all the money you gave him. You quickly turned around to catch him just before he disappeared into the darkness.


“Because you asked me nicely and also because I hope to see you again someday.”

Jin/Kim Seokjin

Originally posted by eatupbangtan

  • He doesn’t have a particular job in the group as he’s mostly here to make sure that the members don’t make too much trouble for themselves and other gangs
  • Knew Namjoon since high school and was asked to come help
  • The gang would most likely fall apart without him as their chill leader tends to forget his duties more often than not
  • He’s a skilled medic and that’s a very big advantage for the gang as they don’t have to go through the hassle of explaining what happened in the hospitals
  • As much as he can save you from the verge of death, medical equipment in his hands can also turn into very dangerous tools as he can kill you slowly and painfully with the poisons he makes

You were part of the gang and trained under him to treat the injured.

“I see you’re getting pretty good at this.”

“That’s because you’re the one teaching me.”

“How about I show you one more of my tricks.” he said taking you over to the medical cabinet and taking all kind of drugs out.

“Oh, I know what you’re trying to do but I’m already more than experienced in making poison.” you smirked.

“Is that so? Maybe we should start some private lessons so you could teach me your way.”

Jeon Jungkook

Originally posted by eatupbangtan

  • Smug and sassy 24/7
  • Everyone who meets him for the first time want to punch him in the face
  • And a lot of people try to do that but he has great, quick reflexes and easily evades them
  • Started from simple piracy but now can literally hack into anything but usually brags about it too soon and gets caught
  • That’s how he got recruited, he was about to go to jail when Namjoon noticed his talent and bailed him out

You two had a bit of a show down in cyber space and so after that he decided to track you down. He found you in a coffee shop on the other side of town. He walked in and sat down opposite you.

“And who might you be?” you looked up from your computer screen. He caught your gaze and smirked.


“Jungkook?!” you almost spat your drink. “How did you find me? I hid my location.”

“Did you really think that silly protection of yours could stop me? But I’m not here for that. I’m here for you.” 

A/N: Ahh I finally did it!! 😃 Anyhow, feel free to request more scenarios, reactions etc, I keep up with a lot of groups, both male and female!! 😊

(As always, you can find all my fic recs in my FIC REC MASTERPOST) 

- Life Was a Song, You Came Along , by @rainbowninja​ : It’s embarrassing how long it takes Louis to recognize his own song. Niall had sung it as a bright, hopeful love song, and that’s honestly how Louis had always assumed it should sound. But this new voice, slow and rough, stripped of any backing instrument, has infused the lyrics with just the tumultuous mix of fear and defiance that Louis can remember so clearly from the night he wrote them. It’s not a comfortable thing, to feel like someone is singing all your secrets back to you. Louis is a songwriter trapped in a lie that could ruin his best friend’s career. Harry owns a record store, distrusts everyone in the music industry on principle, but loves Niall Horan’s newest album. A modern retelling of Singin’ in the Rain.

Larry Famous/not famous and hate to love AU (37k) : amazing fic about songwriting and music business, angsty (hello miscommunication) and great smut (bottom Louis)

- Only You Can Be My Alpha  , by @wubwubnparmaham : Louis has never liked being an Omega. As if it wasn’t enough to despise what he was born into, he couldn’t even be what he was correctly.  Harry Styles changes all of that.ORThe one where Louis is banished from his tribe, and lands himself in Harry’s instead. The alluring Pack Alpha makes Louis question his nature and he doesn’t know how he feels about that. But you can’t fight destiny.

Larry Werevolves and a/b/o (154k) : it’s been a long time since I read such an epic story !! So adventures, blood and tears, drama, love and family pack , and great smut (obviously bottom Louis). also special kudos for the fandoms clash, it was great ^^’

- Now you know me (for your eyes only) , by @nadnadnad​ : Based on this prompt that I found on tumblr (link in the notes): au where harry and louis are solo artists and they’re not exactly friends per se but they’re friendly, know each other from industry parties and things like that and there’s always been this weird unspoken sexual tension between them and louis’ always kinda confused bc isn’t harry the biggest ladies’ man in the industry?? and one day harry asks louis to collab with him and of course louis says yes even tho he’s kinda surprised and harry plays the song for him and louis is completely blown away by how beautiful it is and it’s a love song and he’s like damn whoever this is about is lucky as fuck bc it’s clearly written from personal experience so they spend all this time together recording and it’s super bittersweet bc they click right away and it takes louis about three seconds to realize he has a huge fucking crush on harry but on the other hand harry clearly had someone in mind when he wrote the song so the last day of recording comes and louis’ like “thanks for having me on the song” and harry just shrugs and is like “well it just seemed fitting bc the song is about you”

Larry famous/famous AU (77k) : angsty, with a lot of songwriting, pining , and closeting , some TW for drugs, and some great smut (kind of share that).

- What’s Stopping You? , by @flamboyantommo  : That shirt was what held his attention again. How many other guys had the same shirt that H and Harry had, and – wait. H… Harry. Harry did yoga. So did H. They both had the same shirt, and had both gotten home ten minutes ago and were cooking dinner.
No way. Louis looked at the picture again, and stared more closely at H’s lips. They were pink and pouty, with the lower lip a bit plumper than the top, just like Harry. And H had brown, curly hair that reached his shoulders, just like Harry.
Louis looked over at Harry, who was putting his hair back up into a bun as the kitchen was most likely getting warmer. “Holy shit,” Louis whispered. Have I been flirting with my own roommate all this time? — Or, the one where Harry wants to get over his crush on Louis, so he makes a Grindr account to find someone new. Of course, Louis messages him, not realizing H’s real identity. It only takes a few days for them to figure it out. 

Larry Roommates AU and Grindr AU : obvious roommates and so much pining and texting (sexting?) and flirting ! Amazing smut (bottom Louis) too !

- like a boomerang , by youwilll   : AU in which Harry gets trapped in a lift, Louis gets stuck in a Wednesday, and it’s always February 2nd. Until it isn’t.

Larry Time travel fic (50k) : Groundhog AU, very nicely done !! Barely smutty

- Can’t Start A Fire Without A Spark , by @wellingtontat : Louis Tomlinson is the pop sensation with his first new single out since taking a personal hiatus from the spotlight. Harry is a paparazzi hired to photograph him during promo. Louis hates paparazzi with a passion, but there’s just something about the pretty young pap with wide green eyes and chocolate curls that Louis can’t shake from his head.  

Larry famous/not famous AU : OMG my prompt has been written and it’s even better that I imagined ! No smut and a lot of banter :)

- Baby Doll , by @zedi-omega​ : PWP with shy nerdy Harry and Bad Boy™ Louis

Larry smut (5k) : … and that’s all, that’s the plot :p

OMG guys!! I never thought I would get this far but the last giveaway I had was for 300 followers so I think it’s due time for another one!! Many Xs and Os for all 1,056 of you who have reblogged my art and followed me over the past few months, waking up every day to your sweet comments and lovely messages means the world to me!!!!!! After nearly ten years in this fandom, I’m still meeting awesome people and making new friends and that’s honestly amazing to me. But ENOUGH RAMBLING, on with the giveaway!!

-Follow mizzmello and reblog to enter!!! Yaaaay!
-The winner (chosen by a random generator) will be announced on Tuesday, May 2nd, so a little over week from today! 
-Please have your inbox/ask/messenger/WHATEVER accessible so I can get a hold of you to let you know you’ve won! You also have to be willing or able to give me your address (as I know some of you youngin’s on here are still living with your parents, I don’t want to be some 21-year-old creep sending you packages over the internet LOL), but I promise I won’t come to your house and stalk you, and I’ll only use it to ship your package to you!
-Aaaand, most importantly, what you get!!

Winner gets a full-color commission of whatever they’d like, up to three characters, aaaand, because I recently re-obtained a lot of my old sewing materials, a totally custom hairbow/choker/mini-plush/whatever (see sample pile of said materials here), in a little care package from moi with a note and stickers and whatever other little trinkets I may throw in!!

(Final note: since I do know that a lot of my followers are younger, feel free to reblog even if you don’t want to/can’t give out your address– if you do win, I can still draw you a few commissions, and perhaps redirect the care package somebody else’s way!! The last thing I want to do is exclude any of you bbs)

Hey there, guys! Welcome to the second Gencio Week! This is a place where fans of Genji/Lúcio can share their works and have fun celebrating the ship once again!

This event is open to any and all fanworks for Gencio; art, fics, playlists, edits*, headcanons? Any creative medium is welcome! The prompts are merely guidelines as well; any interpretations are welcome, and you can do what you wish with them!

*If you are going to be making a playlist/edit and plan on using another artist’s work as part of your submission, make sure you get their permission first!


Day 1: Feb 26th- Rainy Days
Day 2: Feb 27th- Fear/Injury
Day 3: Feb 28th- Long Distance
Day 4: March 1st- Alternate Universe
Day 5: March 2nd- Swap (Abilities/Ultimate)
Day 6: March 3rd- Date Night
Day 7: March 4th- Laughter

Tag your submissions with #gencioweek so I can compile them onto this blog!

You’re welcome to start the prompts any time you want, but I’d appreciate it if everyone waited until the actual event to start posting things. That way it’s easier to keep track of prompts! And if for some reason you’re busy during the week, no worries! Late submissions are welcome, as I’ll be checking the tags up to two weeks after the event!

Anniversary week challenge!

Hi members!
As both the network and EXO both have anniversaries coming up. I thought it would be fun to make a project of some kind. So I decided to basically make a challenge week with day to day challenges! Members can choose to join or not, that is completely up to you! ^^

The anniversary week challenge will start April 2nd, basically on the actual 2 year anniversary of this network, and end April 9th, two days after EXO’s 5th year anniversary. You will be given completely freedom to do whatever you want, as long as what you do have something to do with the challenge of that day. And I’ll be reblogging all the posts to the blog of course! 

- Make sure you tag them #bbnawc as one of the first five tags, so I can keep a track of the posts, and no you don’t need to tag #byunbaeknet  this time around!!

Here are the day to day challenges!:

  • Sunday, April 2nd: Choose your absolute favorite moments* of Baekhyun. (2015 - present*) (Happy 2nd year anniversary BYUNBAEK-NET!)

  • Monday, April 3rd: Overdose era Baekhyun vs Monster era Baekhyun, pick one!

  • Tuesday, April 4th: Choose your favorite moment(s) between Baekhyun and another member(s).

  • Wednesday, April 5th: Choose one particular moment where you felt that you are so lucky that you stan Baekhyun.

  • Thursday, April 6th: Choose your favorite performance(s) of Baekhyun.

  • Friday, April 7th: Your aboslute favorite EXO moment(s) of all time! (Yes they can be OT12.) 

  • Saturday, April 8th: Your aboslute favorite EXO moment(s) of all time! (Yes they can be OT12.) (HAPPY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY EXO!

  • Sunday, April 9th: Choose one moment from each era you just cannot shut up about.

Okay, but it was so hard to come up with these challenges! Anyways you do not have to do them all, but I hope this will be something fun for the members to do! - If there is anything you’re wondering about, message us and I’ll try to answer you!

* reason I choose 2015 - present is that this blog was created April 2nd, 2015 and I want to just see which moments you choose from the past two years because of that haha.

* when I say moments, it can be literally anything. It can be written interviews, performances, variety shows etc.. knock yourself out.

- Admin Ida-Eveline


Delighted to announce, that since this lovely ship is more popular than ever in our fandom, we’ve set up an appreciation week ! if you’re a writer, an artist, or just really passionate: save the date/s! tell your friends! spread the word!!

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How to get your stuff seen: tag your work with #farandaweek! you can also feel free to @ the blog in your posts

Rules: 1) don’t repost other people’s artwork or generally be a dick 2) if you make something graphic or nsfw, remember to tag appropriately!!

What fanworks are allowed: edits, gifsets, fanart, fanfiction, mixes, fanvids, meta posts, + anything else you can think of!! Not gonna impose any kind of limit over what you can make or how many times you can contribute to the event, so feel free to go wild (:
We also have prompts* for our lovely talented artists/writers to fill, but they’re really just to give you ideas! They’re inentionally vague, so you can feel free to interpret them any way you want, or to ignore them completely and just make whatever!

The prompts:

  • day 1 - april 1st: “kiss
  • day 2 - april 2nd: “jackets
  • day 3 - april 3rd: “angst
  • day 4 - april 4th: “protect
  • day 5 - april 5th: “AU
  • day 6 - april 6th: “date
  • day 7 - april 7th: creator’s choice

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and if you have any questions, feel free to send me an ask ♡ !
- your friendly neighbourhood mod (@dirksbf​)

26 list/page ideas for your journal

These are all pages and lists I have in my bullet journal. I’ve linked the pages I’ve posted pictures of. Hope you can get some inspiration from this :)

  1. Films I want to watch - When I sit down to watch a film I always end up using too much time trying to find a film. Therefore I have this list, its super helpful. Also, I always rate the films after I’ve seen them.
  2. My favorite films of all time
  3. Tv-series I’m watching/have watched 
  4. Books I want to read - Same here as with the films, if I stumble upon a book that looks good I add it to my list for when I’m looking for a new book to start.
  5. Books I want to read this year - This is separate from the other book list because it’s more of a challenge to myself, a list of books I’m gonna try to read in 2016.
  6. Countries and cities I want to visit (X)(1st pic)
  7. Countries I have visited - I like to see all the different countries I’ve been to, and its always exiting to ad a new one to the list.
  8. Habit tracker - I just started my first habit tracker in May, and I use it to track my training, water intake and when I last watered my plants. It’s really helpful!
  9. Quotes - I have two spreads dedicated to my favorite quotes, I love to have them all in on place. (x)
  10. Webpages - There are so many helpful webpages out there, but it can be hard to remember them when you need them.
  11. Places to visit in a specific city - I love London, and I often find places and restaurants I would like to visit next time Im there, so I write them down so I don’t forget them! (works with countries as well!)
  12. Grades - Keeping track of your grades is great, so you can see where  you have to improve next semester. I love this page because I like to be really organised and this helped me see where I needed to put more focus!
  13. Bucket list - A classic! (x)(2nd pic)
  14. Museums I’ve visited - I love museums, and my goal is to visit some of the best museums all over the world, so I keep a list over those I’ve visited so far. (x)(3rd pic)
  15. Things I’ve accomplished - I really like this one, because I’ve done so many cool things the past years, and its easy to forget them, so this list has really helped me be thankful and proud of myself.
  16. 100 things that make me happy - Makes you think and appreciate the things that make you happy more!
  17. Historical photographs - I love photography, so I have two spreads where I have put some of my favourite famous and historical photographs. (x)(8-9th pic)
  18. Concerts I’ve been to
  19. Themed doodle page - I have a ‘summer’ page full of everything I associate with summer.
  20. School calendar - A yearly calendar dedicated to schoolwork, so you can see when you’ve got classes and exams. Really helpful to have it separated form everything else. (x)(2nd pic)
  21. Anniversaries/birthdays - Always a good thing to remember your friends and family’s different anniversaries.
  22. Journal ideas - I can get some ideas for my bullet journal at the most random times, and I like to have a place to write them down. (x)(1st pic)
  23. Word of the day - There are so many cool words that we never use, and since english isn’t my first language, I think this is a great way to learn new words! (x)
  24. Packing checklist - I often pack a lot of the same things when Im going somewhere, so instead of making lots of checklists all over my journal, I’ve made one, reusable checklist! (x)(x)
  25. Instagram activity tracker - I like to track my Instagram activity (on my photography account), to see what kind of pictures are most popular and gets most response. (x)
  26. Future log - A place to write down important dates in the coming months or years. I think this is super helpful for when I make the monthly spreads, to go and check my future log so I don’t forget any important dates.  (x)
Taylor, I have a cute little story I've never told you....

I’m not sure why I’ve never told it to you before, but I want you to know. As I’m sure you know, in 2015 the US Women’s Soccer Team won the World Cup. My family loves soccer. My sister’s been playing her whole life. And she’s a huggeeee fan of the team. So I’m sure you can imagine her excitement when her and her friends got tickets to the World Cup 2 years ago. She was sooo excited! Unfortunately, because of complications, aka my parents who can’t agree on A N Y T H I N G (lovvee having divorced parents :)) my sister wasn’t able to go. I don’t think I’d ever seen her so disappointed in my life.

A few days later, she and I went to your concert together. It was our 2nd time seeing you together, and the closest we’d ever been to the stage. (!!!) Halfway through the show, during Style, you looked into the audience and said “please welcome, with the win from the World Cup, THE US WOMEN’S SOCCER TEAM!!!!” Her eyes LIT UP ✨✨ the second they walked on stage, I don’t think I’ve ever seen her so happy and excited in my entire life. Thank you, Taylor, for making my sister the happiest girl in the world. And of course, me too, because let’s not forget that’s also the night we mET YOU. We were in total shock talking to you, so totally forgot to tell you this story, but now you know :) you make us sosososo happy. Thanks for the best night ever!

-Emma & Laura


Yuzuru’s 1st interview of 2017! On Hero’s (Fuji TV):
[from 1:37 of 1st video below]
Happy new year!
-Happy new year!!

How are your feelings for the new year?
- I’m feeling very fired up. (laughs) Because 2017 is the year before the Olympics. I feel that I must work hard and do it well from here.

Any wishes/prayers?
- I haven’t gone for the New Year shrine visit yet. (laughs)
It is important to pray (or make the wish) but the one who has to carry it out is me…

About 4CC
- I haven’t participated in 4CC in a long time. Usually, after nationals, there are 3 months of having nothing until Worlds. So in a way, I can compete while there is still the competition feel/sense. I have not won 4CC before, so I would like to take the title.

It is at the same venue as the Olympics, right?
- Yes. I would like to fit/adjust my peak going towards that. It’s an important chance to be able to skate at the same place. And it is also at the same time (of the year), so it is good practice for adjustments.

Narration: He won the gold at Sochi Olympics in 2014. The year before, he also went to the same venue for a competition, GP Final. He said it was good to get a feel of the ice and the atmosphere of the place and things like that.

- (from another video) The temperature of the ice and the temperature of the venue directly affects our bodies and our skating. And whether each note of the piano for my FS can be heard, things like that. I would like to look at these things carefully. (t/n. this part was aired in another news programme later, see 2nd video below)

About PyeongChang Olympics
- It is getting nearer and nearer. When you say one year, it feels short but then there are 365 days, so there is a lot of time. I would like to treasure/make good use of each moment of this time.

[old footage shown –he said “Efforts tell lies but it will not be in vain.”–translated before in my old post]

Y- It’s the year before the Olympics, so I feel I have to improve/evolve in every area. Training that will show results in competition, ways of putting in effort, I am also working on things like that.
Kato-san: But Hanyu-senshu’s evolution is already amazing….
Y- No, still far from it, far from it…… 
First, I want to do my FS with no mistakes. This season’s FS, I have added in a quad loop, 2 quads in the 2nd half, the quad salchow and quad toe in the 2nd half, and also 2 (triple) axels; there are still many areas in my programme that I need to work on, so that’s the first thing that has to evolve.

[interview ends]

Kato-san in studio: The 4CC next month is in the same venue as Pyeongchang Olympics, so he will check out the feel of the ice, the reverberation of the music and things like that. The World Championships in March will determine the number of places for Japan at the Olympics. He said ‘it will be alright if I get first’.

Videos, much thanks to YzRIKO: (1) and (2)

Translated by me;  pics–thanks to fans on twitter.


Kevamie Week Day 1: Love Letters

Kevamie has to be like… my 2nd fav ship of all time so I just had to do at least one of the prompts for Kevamie Week. Not sure if I’m doing anymore, tho the School AU one sounds like fun.

Anyway, Jamie suggests that Kevin should be more romantic by writing him a love letter but then Jamie finds out that the only language Kevin knows how to speak is fuckboy. But Kevin makes it up to him, well… kinda

Art Blog~

hello friends despite the fact that scrubs has been on Netflix for as long as I’ve had Netflix I never finished watching it and when I went to watch an episode for the first time in ages the other day I was notified that it’s leaving Netflix on May 2nd so I have until then to make it through five seasons of show and idk how my attention span is gonna hold up but wish me luck

!!!!!METH USERS!!!!! The Meth Medicine Cabinet


The  information provided will help you remain healthier and your body will thank you for it.

Originally posted by ogicepun

Some people want meds to take the unpleasantness away after using methamphetamines. Others want to take “something” to keep from getting the same reactions before using meth. The wiser will be the second group. For those of you who know little or nothing about the upkeep of your body and what meth is doing to it: There is NO magic pill.

Obviously, we can’t cover every condition or medical problem associated with using meth, but we can give you an essential guide to using the basics of vitamins, minerals and even herbal supplements that can be used preventatively, during and after use.

We won’t discuss any chemicals that may be found in other sections of Drugs-Forum dealing with bringing down the high, forcing sleep or in any way induces the body to react in a manner you might like it to. We are not polyusers and don’t subscribe to it. Combining uppers with uppers, or uppers with downers can become quite dangerous—and that is not Harm Reduction.

The use of meth causes a rapid chemical change in the mind and body, and the body reacts to it as a toxin, which it is. Our idea is to reduce the damage caused.

Preparation for a meth session is extremely important. If the body is not ready for this onslaught, the damage comes on faster and with more force. Two things we might not find in the medicine cabinet, but more likely the refrigerator, are the essentials you need, in liquid and solid form.

Keeping the body hydrated is the #1 rule. What does this mean? Simply making sure we have consumed enough water and metabolites, and continue to do so, while meth does its thing. Water is the base liquid, but the addition of metabolites such as potassium and sodium, are critical to maintain your body’s fluid, regulate blood pressure and heart function. Sports drinks are recommended by many.

Once meth enters the body, it’s a fight for survival and blood is routed to the organs that cleanse the body. The blood has to be moving fast—free-flowing—and that means it’s not sticky and dehydrated. Those organs need to remain healthy to do the job at hand and survive while doing it.

Eating. A nutritious diet of fresh fruits and vegetables, as well as high protein foods such as red meats will give your body the majority of vitamins and minerals you need to keep you healthy. Fatty foods such as French fries and deep-fried cheese sticks do not contain them.

Hydrating and Eating are your 2 top priorities, bar none.

Now, let’s go see what’s in the medicine cabinet. On the top shelf—the most important one–the first item is Multivitamins (and minerals). Do you really need them? Do you eat 3 nutritiously balanced meals a day along with drinking 3, 8-oz. glasses of homogenized milk, including a good workout regimen in the sun? Most people don’t, and that’s why you need a multivitamin.

Many meth users have asked what kind of a multivitamin they should take. If you research them on the internet, it seems the ratings on each chart are somewhat dependent on who is sponsoring the charts of the best. I’ve looked around, read reviews, and come up with two that actually rate somewhere better than the middle of the charts and aren’t that expensive. Just remember: take one per day, and only one.

For Men: Centrum Silver Men 50+. The experts say you should ignore the “men 50+,” because the combination is correct for any male. These multis don’t contain any iron and you already get enough from your food. Go to the Centrum Silver website and get a $3.00 off coupon for them!

For Women: One-A-Day Women’s contain the amount of iron needed for premenopausal women, in addition to the other essentials you should find in a multi. Go to the One-A-Day Women’s website and get a $1.00 off coupon!

While included in the multis, there is one other vitamin that needs to be increased in the meth users’ diet, as well as those who also smoke cigarettes. It is Vitamin D3. You need vitamin D3 to properly absorb calcium. Meth leaches the body of calcium and it’s vital you maintain blood calcium levels. You also need D3 to help your body continue to build strong and healthy bones all throughout your life. It also can reduce inflammation and hold your immune system in check. The most natural way the body gets Vitamin D3 is from the sun. Milk is also fortified with Vitamin D3. But since you didn’t drink your milk and didn’t go outside to exercise in the sun, you really need these. I take one 5,000I.U. soft gel every day.

The next bottle on the top shelf is Calcium, Magnesium & Zinc. Even though they are already included in your multi (but only at 25%-30% of daily recommended value for Calcium and Magnesium), the way meth uses these minerals up, you really need more. Calcium, of course, builds strong bones, but it also makes muscles move and contract, allows nerves to carry messages, keeps blood vessels throughout the body healthy, and helpsneurotransmitter release! If you know and love dopamine, then you know how really important this is. Unless you are on a heavy fig and rutabaga diet, then you need this supplement.

Magnesium is important for the functioning of your heart, muscles, kidneys, and balancing other nutrients such as calcium and potassium. It also improves blood pressure. Once you know what the deficiencies of magnesium cause, you will ask no more questions. They are: anxiety, weak bones, low energy, weakness, inability to sleep, PMS and hormonal imbalances, irritability, nervousness, headaches, abnormal heart rhythm, muscle tension, spasms, cramps, and fatigue. Now get this—one of the biggest complaints we have—TEETH CLENCHING, or Bruxism, is also a Magnesium deficiency. And it seems the magnesium does a better job resolving it when it has a fresh supply of calcium helping it.

Zinc helps you maintain a healthy immune system and fights infections. (Take note, IV users.) Zinc is necessary for the functioning of more than 300 different enzymes and plays a vital role in an enormous number of biological processes.

What a one-two-three knockout punch these guys have. And only two tablets a day will take care of all these things for just pennies.

Potassium Gluconate. I think I was taking these tablets before meth was invented. Potassium is an electrolyte (along with sodium), which is why I encourage people to use sports drinks, as they are included. The potassium helps regulate (lower) blood pressure and heart function. As you know, when using meth, your blood pressure skyrockets, so why not help curb the possibility of a stroke? As a matter of fact, there was a Harvard study that showed taking potassium supplements along with a diuretic (yeah, give me a couple of those potassiums with a cup of coffee), reduced the incidence of a stroke by 60%. Potassium is what makes our cardiovascular and nervous systems function. I’ve found it also works with magnesium to prevent cramping, and it aids during the recuperation part of your meth escapades.

The tablets contain 595mg of potassium, which is slightly more than the potassium found in a medium-sized banana. Take your pick. Have one of each. But be sure to double that number over the period of a day. Potassium doesn’t stay in the system for a long time. Oh, and one more very important thing: potassium is one of the prime movers, along with zinc, in elimination of wastes. That’s where all of those toxins the body is trying to get rid of are hanging out. And if they hang out inside of you too long, you become a recipient of toxic buildup—not a good thing.

Those, believe it or not, are your “prepping for meth use” essentials. Food, drink, and 4 bottles of vitamins and minerals. And when you look at it, and how complete it really is, it reminds me of prepping for the flu. You know the invader is coming, and you are prepared.

Before we have a look at the 2nd shelf, let me tell you that the supplements industry brings in over $60 billion a year. Once some people start taking them, it becomes almost an…addiction. “Horny Goat Weed sounds good. I think I’ll try that along with the Horsetail Shavegrass.” About $1,000 later and a cabinet full of supplements, these people realize all they are doing is taking supplements. They can’t even remember the last time they cooked a meal. So, let’s not get too carried away and fill the shelf too full.

Another point of view involves human nature. If we make a list of things to take every day that is too long, because of the hassle and time involved, a lot of people will fall out of the program. However, if we have simply the essentials that will do the job, the tablets or capsules can be assembled and swallowed in less than a minute.

My first two personal picks not only are helpful when using meth, but also fulfill a couple of other needs I have. The first is L-arginine. It’s a dietary supplement that produces Nitric Oxide (NO). Nitric Oxide should not be confused with Nitrous Oxide, the laughing gas. But it’s still a gas and what is does is enter the bloodstream and drop off these little bubbles on the insides of the vein walls, stretching them out, making them wider. My primary use is because I have a slight high blood pressure condition, and it allows the blood to flow smoother. But, if you’re a meth user, too, you might have figured out it works against vasoconstriction, or tightening of the veins. Many men cope with vasoconstriction when high. The more meth they use, the tighter the blood vessels, until no more blood can get through to make an erection. Relief is possible with just a couple of capsules a day, two times a day. Also, for IV users who have a difficult time finding veins, I have discovered that as the veins plump a little, they also become more visible in some areas.

The next supplement is HGH Dopa 400, also known as mucuna pruriens. I don’t bother with the HGH (human growth hormone) efficacy as it is small, even if true, but the plant material ground up and put in these capsules is full of L-dopa, a precursor to making dopamine. Now why would anyone want their brains to produce more dopamine? Besides the fact I’m getting a bit old and maybe the dopamine production isn’t as good as it used to be (normal), maybe I just don’t want to run out of dopamine when I’m high and want to stay that way.

The next couple of bottles contain supplements that are popular, and effective.

Omega-3 fatty acids. Omega-3s are not produced by the body and naturally are derived from eating fish. Research shows that omega-3 fatty acids reduce inflammation and may help lower risk of chronic diseases such as heart disease, cancer, and arthritis. Omega-3 fatty acids are highly concentrated in the brain and appear to be important for cognitive (brain memory and performance) and behavioral function. It may also assist in controlling high blood pressure and, in people with Bipolar disorder, reduce mood swings. Symptoms of omega-3 fatty acid deficiency include fatigue, poor memory, dry skin, heart problems, mood swings or depression, and poor circulation. Daily dosing should be based on the amount of EPA (180mg) and DHA (120mg) acids, not total amount of fish oil.

Coenzyme Q10, or CoQ10 vitamin supplement, is naturally made in the body, but sometimes (especially with aging) the necessary levels of this enzyme-protein that speeds up the rate at which chemical reactions take place in the body, drop to below what is considered normal. Its main function, however, is as an antioxidant. While many trials have been run, peer reviews have not been overwhelmingly positive, due to the lack of further studies. The antioxidant function of CoQ10 appears strongest in reducing neurological damage or decline, including that of dopamine neurotransmitters. My next door neighbor, who is 80, says this is the closest thing to a miracle drug. Do you want to live that long? My answer is that I take this stuff. Since it is fat-soluble, I take it at the same time as my Omega-3. Daily dosage is 200mg-600mg.

At this point in time, I am satisfied with the above list. The dietary regimen that we started off with, along with these vitamins, minerals and supplements, are really the glue that binds in keeping our bodies whole, especially for the meth user. They are also the most protective and restorative additions we can make without breaking the bank.

There are other supplements that seem to be common with meth users. Perhaps the most often mentioned is melatonin. This is a hormone that is found in all biological organisms, and as such, we know we produce it ourselves, in the pineal gland from the raw material Tryptophan. Melatonin regulates our internal clock and maintains the Circadian Rhythm of our body. But we know what happens when we start using meth. All of a sudden our internal clock is shattered and we are officially on “Meth Time.” Depending on usage patterns and amounts, we find one Meth Day can extend itself past 24, 36, 48 hours and even beyond. At some point, the user may decide to end this prolonged day and get some sleep. But the meth is still active and sleep is hard to arrive.

Melatonin turns off the meth clock and helps reset the body to the biological clock function. It also promotes sleep and affords the body a long restful period, where deep sleep begins and allows the body to start healing itself. Taking the recommended tablets returns the body to normal levels of Melatonin where sleep becomes automatic.

Melatonin is also used by some people along with benzodiazepines; however there is a possibility of creating a benzo dependency with long term use. (As mentioned earlier, I can’t talk about or recommend using uppers with uppers or uppers with downers as there sometimes are consequences that cannot be predicted.) There are also several other chemical interactions with a supplemental dose of melatonin which can reduce the efficacy of other medications you may be taking. It was for that reason, I decided not to use melatonin.

If we were to look at the lower level of the Meth Medicine Cabinet, we also might find other things that might be used. For instance, that bottle ofisopropyl alcohol, which is mostly used to sterilize any areas of the skin that might be met by an IV needle, a broken piece of a glass pipe or other minor cuts and scratches. A tube of Hydrocortisone 1% Cream used to treat itching and small burns, and a tube of Triple Antibiotic Ointment (Neosporin) to be applied on a damaged area to prevent infection are a couple of great first aid musts. Not to mention only accidents that happen when doing your drug, think of all of those times you’ve experienced spun out people pulling things apart, moving things around, falling on their butts and creating minor mayhem.

What’s this bottle? Viagra! For those men who have really serious consequences trying to get their manhood going while under siege from vasoconstriction, a half-tab of this stuff may do the trick. The caution is that it’s trying to relax those veins while the norepinephrine release is doing just the opposite. There’s a tug-o-war going on here that can stress the body, especially the heart.

Yohimbe 2000 is over there in the corner. It’s a natural stimulant, what I call “Poor Man’s Meth.” One of the better features of this herbal product is that it actually acts as a vasodilator, while still stimulating the body. Yohimbe has been known as an aphrodisiac for centuries, which most likely has been based on how it stimulates. Let’s say you are all out of your man-made stimulant but still feel ready to go that extra mile. Using one or two of these capsules may just let you make it to the finish line. But be careful, as there is a very thin line between being good and being bad. Too much of this stuff, and the nausea and other bad vibe reactions kick in, simply spoiling the moment.

Sitting up behind the Yohimbe bottle are a couple of sanitary wrapped prophylactics. They are there as a reminder that meth users, as a group, become a pretty high percentage of people who spread STDs, HIV/AIDS, and other infectious diseases along with assorted cooties, which are not the same as meth bugs.

Below the Meth Medicine Cabinet, there’s a basket full of goodies. Let’s investigate. I see a couple of toothbrushes, some toothpaste and dental floss. I think we’re onto something! Taking care of your teeth and mouth are extremely important, whether a meth user or not. But when meth gets ahold of your mouth, the damage can increase at the speed of light. Next to those items is a big bottle of ACT Restoring Mouthwash, great for restoring enamel and it helps mineral recrystallization on the teeth. Next to the ACT is a bottle of Biotene, a mouthwash specifically made for dry mouth. Meth dries out the mouth and gives you the common “Meth Mouth.” A dry mouth means bacteria can form, causing ulcerations—mouth sores. Biotene also comes in gel form, which is designed to keep your mouth from going dry for 6-8 hours. There’s also a salt shaker and an empty glass. Falling short of the commercial methods, you can always gargle with warm salt water to kill off the bacteria. Just do it more often.

Recommendations—Good and Bad

Here are a couple of items I have seen people recommend, but they come with some advisories. There are many of our multivitamins that are also sold individually as Super Paks or under other marketing names. Let’s take the Vitamin B Complex group as one such item. And I am sure they have some benefits that your multis don’t have. But the fact remains that they are already in your multis at 100% Recommended Values. Before proceeding to take the both, and therefore at least doubling recommended amounts, I would want to research them to see at what level they become toxic.

Here’s another that I see recommended from time-to-time, and for the life of me I can’t understand why, except whoever started this trend did not do their homework. L-tyrosine is abundant in our foods and we get more than enough of it without supplementation. But, it’s also known to convert to L-dopa. And that’s where the research must have ended. They didn’t read how it also produces a lot of norepinephrine, that Dark Knight of Vasoconstriction–that bugaboo of irony created when using meth. But there’s more. It just might be that adding the supplement puts you over the top and actually shuts down your production of dopamine. That’s what L-tyrosine can do in larger amounts.

Some people simply cannot eat when high, due to other conditions they may suffer, or their own body chemistry. There is an alternative in liquid form that you can use to replace the solid food. Many meth users prefer to use protein shakes, such as Ensure.

Before we end this, let’s talk about dosages. More people than I want to imagine must believe that if one tablet is good, two must be better. That is not the case. Even vitamins and minerals have toxic levels. Always read recommended dosages and warning labels on any vitamins, minerals, supplements, and medicines you may also be taking. As I had to remind a friend one time: taking too many vitamins is not going to get you high, but it might get you sick.

There’s still more room in the Meth Medicine Cabinet. Maybe you have something you’d like to recommend. If you have something neat you have discovered and use, then let us know. But just don’t name it. Tell us how it helps your body, if there are any contraindications, and if there are any downsides to using it. You should at least be able to explain this, since you are using them.


Originally posted by life-is-a-very-big-joke

Q:  Could you say anything more about exactly HOW stressful this is on the body? Or just how risky it is? I thought I saw where someone (maybe you?) said they take it a half hour before using. Is that what you would do? Are there different milligrams of Viagra pills?

A: There are a lot of variables involved here: How much meth you have in your system, what your body chemistry is, what age you might be, what physical condition you are in, how badly the vasoconstriction affects you…

I suggested a ½ tab of Viagra to be on the safe side and see if it is enough to make a difference. There have been several remarks on the subject in various threads. Some men use a whole tab of Viagra, some use Cialis, and even without using meth, men who have ED need to do some experimentation to be comfortable with it. I believe there is only one dose amount.

The reason I mentioned taking the Viagra about ½ hour before using meth is to let it do its work, be ready to perform and also reduce the conflict between it reducing blood pressure and the meth increasing blood pressure. It’s easier on the heart. However, some people have reported taking a Viagra after the fact, when the meth has given them dope dick.

Only you can decide what is right for you.

Don’t let Meth destroys ur brain 

simplycj  asked:

For the prompt things stressful cuddling with Steve "move my arm is falling asleep” “i can’t breathe” “just jam your knee right up my crotch. this is fine”

Warnings: None? A very cuddly Steve.

Word Count: 548

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A/N: I slightly modified the lines but they’re basically the same. I haven’t proofread this because I’m tired and I forgot it was Chinese New Year today. (Hence why I’m only getting to these now lol)

Originally posted by peoplealwaysleave-99

Cuddling with a super soldier sometimes had its disadvantages, especially when you were forced to share a space smaller than what you were accustomed to.

You and Steve had been begrudgingly sent on vacation together after spending too much time working, as you were both wont to do. Tony sent the two of you to his townhouse in Paris for the next month and a half to hopefully unwind and forget about saving the world for a little while. 

In was springtime, about halfway into your trip and you both decided that today was a lazy, stay in bed kind of day. Both beds in the apartment, however, were queen-sized while the bed you shared back home was a California king to accommodate Steve’s height. Here, he had to snuggle closer to you to make sure everything was on the bed and you were fine with it…

Most of the time, anyway.

Somehow during your 2nd midday nap, Steve had managed to roll the two of you so his head was on your chest with both his arms caging you in place. His arm under you made your back arch uncomfortably but you were too tired to move and Steve’s deadlock on your torso wasn’t helping. A few minutes went by and you were about to fall back asleep for the umpteenth time when he drew in a slow breath, his arms tightening around you uncomfortably.

Steve, I can’t breathe,” you groaned as your tried to wriggle out of his arms. He didn’t reply, only sleepily nuzzling his stubbly cheek against your chest. You whined and started kicking at him. “Let gooo, you giant nerd.”

He huffed and slowly let go of you, adjusting himself so that he was starfished as much as he could. You jokingly pulled in a ridiculously big breath to be funny, earning a scoff from Steve. He arm shifted under you a few times but you stubbornly refused to move of your own volition.

“Move. My arm is falling asleep,” he groused.

“Your big buff body is taking up 75% of the bed, Steve. If I move, I’m gonna fall,” you reminded him.

“Just curl up next to me or somethin’.”

You let out a highly exaggerated but genuinely annoyed sigh and moved so you nestled against his broad chest. You purposely mimicked his previous position, tangling your legs with his as he shook the sleepy tingles out of his arm.

“Just jam your knee right up my crotch, doll. That’s fine,” he chuckled as you just wrapped an arm around his waist to pull him closer. He tried to detangle your limbs from his but you clung to him tighter, knowing full well that he was only playing since he could easily overpower you in the blink of an eye.

A few minutes went by and Steve’s hand shot out when you tried to wriggle out of bed. “Where’re you going?”

“It’s hot,” you complained. “You’re like a furnace. Plus we should probably eat a some point.”

“I’ll order in.” He shifted so his face was close to yours so he could press a chaste kiss to your lips. “Plus,” he pressed another kiss to your lips, deeper this time. “I have no intention of letting you out of this bed, doll.”

Title: Metallic pt. 8

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Jumin Han x MC/Reader/You

a/n❗️ have fun reading, everyone!! this is the part 8 of Metallic! ALSO FOR THOSE WHO HAVE MESSAGED ME THROUGHOUT THE WAITING FOR UPDATES OF METALLIC, THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT! i love all of you! you know who you are guys. pls never forget that ♡
Part 7.

Disclaimer❗️ this prompt is based on days 7 - 9 of Jumin’s route but i took it from there. fic might contain themes that is not suitable for some audiences. you’ve been warned!

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@the-sloth-woman ;; @yuri-luciel ;; @ell3nj0y ;; @yoruwasu ;;

❝ Sometimes I ignore you,
so I feel in control...
'Cause really, I adore you, and I can't leave you alone.
Fed up with the fantasies that cover what is wrong.
Come on, baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on... ❞

Days passed and you were still not released from the hospital. Every night, Jumin still insisted on being the one who’d accompany you as a night watcher for your room. He’d always be coming in whenever Zen leaves for his daily visits – which makes you extremely guilty. Your chest constricts each time Zen leaves for the day and Jumin comes in, pretending he didn’t know a thing.

This has been a routine going on for the next few days.

The doctor and a psychiatrist assigned to you decided for you to stay-in at the hospital so they can further evaluate your condition. Since the psychiatrist said that your situation-specific amnesia is an extremely rare case and they are looking for triggers to whether your memories would still come back or not. There were signs but it rarely shows … and this has been your 2nd week staying in. How long will it take? You wanted to go home. You can still live without those memories, right?

Or you can just ask Jumin to spill everything that transpired.
But somehow, knowing what you didn’t know terrified you. He, after all, claimed responsibility and said that you’ve been with him before everything happened.

Your entire hospital bill was growing big by the day but Jumin insisted on paying the bills. You knew he was rich and he can afford everything but … you didn’t want to take advantage of it. You didn’t want him to be burdened by the predicament.

One day, you insisted for him not to pay for the day by day bills anymore – you’d just contact your parents but he said that doing so will only worry them for your condition and he also said that it was his fault why you were stuck in this situation in the first place so he’d shoulder everything.
You were so guilty. You couldn’t even bring yourself to ask him how his day went.

He had been very distant… and patient. But he was with you.
You would bite your lip every time your eyes lands on his sleeping figure on the couch, with arms crossed over his chest as if the position itself is comfortable enough for him.
You just seriously wanted him at least go home and have some rest but the man is extremely stubborn.
You were even tempted to make him lay down beside you. Of course, for purely platonic purposes and for specific reasons, you thought.

Yoosung would drop by every afternoon to visit after his classes. He’d been insisting he help take care of you too since he hates seeing a friend sick. You laughed at his first attempt of bringing you snacks – they were filled with milk, junk food and this weird-shaped pudding he said he bought from the convenience store. Zen scolded him and said you’re only allowed to eat healthy foods that’s why on his next visit, he bought a 24” pizza with vegetable toppings. You only laughed at this – the pizza was greasy and you were not allowed to eat any greasy food for the next few days.
At the end of the day, Yoosung ate it alone. He became sick the next day.

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Uneven Heart   Joker x Reader

25. When you love someone, you don’t just stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then!

66. “Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I love you.”

50. “I need you to forgive me.”

64. “Talk to me.”

71. “You are the single best thing that has ever happened to me.”

78. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.”

Warnings: Torture, miscarriages, this is pretty dark

The Joker’s hand rests on Y/N’s belly as they sped through Gotham. She smiled at him.

“Ten and two, daddy.” He flashed her a wide grin.

“Can your heart handle this, baby?” He might have been joking, but heart problems did run in her family, and unfortunately she inherited some. She rolled her eyes and rested a hand on his thigh.

“Nothing can handle you.” She jumped as something landed on the roof of the car.

“Ohhh, we’ve got company.” J said it playfully, like it was a good thing.  She gave him a nervous smile.

“Bats! You’re upsetting my girl!” He punches the roof and drives towards the edge of the bridge.

“Um, J.”

Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I … care about you.”

“Uh, J.”

You are the single best thing that has ever happened to me. Wait, you weren’t suppose to hear that.” He shakes his head slightly. Y/N would have giggled if she wasn’t so nervous.

“J, the baby!” She yelled as they crashed through the railing and she passed out.

1st Month

She awoke at Gotham, and was pleased to know J didn’t get caught. A little part of her was disappointed he left her and their child, and they weren’t exactly getting the best care. She tensed as someone opened her cell.

“Who are you?” Y/N spoke cautiously as a man in a doctor’s coat entered her cell. He ignored her and beckoned guards into the cell. She gave them a confused glance before one of them suddenly punched her in the face. They held her down as she tried to fight, but they managed to get her strapped to a familiar table.

“Wait, you can’t do this. My heart, it’s messed up! Don’t you know?”  She glanced at his name tag. Salone Patel. Dr. Patel ignored her.

“Where is the Joker?” Y/N blinked.

“What are you, the police force? You’re doctors, you’re not suppose to be interrogating me-” She was cut off by a slap to the face. The doctor’s ring scratched her cheek. He punched her again as she glared at him, and she realized he was doing this to control her. She held back tears.

“Please! Please, I’m pregnant!” The doctor didn’t stop preparing the equipment.

“Didn’t you read my file? I have a heart problem. If you won’t stop for me, do it for my baby.” Y/N sobbed as Patel leaned over her.

“Why would we want a little clown running around Gotham?” Y/N’s eyes widened.

“No! Don’t touch me! Please, they didn’t do anything! Help! He-”  Something hard was pressed into her mouth and wrapped around her head.

“Hit her.” Was all she heard before electricity zapped through her.


They tossed her back in her cell and her body just laid on the floor. She was weak from starvation and abuse, so she couldn’t fight back. The guards left with one final kick to the stomach. She sobbed, tearless as she felt blood trickle down her leg.


2nd Month

Y/N dreaded noon. That was when Patel would come get her and make up the most ridiculous excuses to beat her. Most of the times it was the guards who did it, with their steel-toed boots. She never slept, so hallucinations were often. She always imagined one of the guards coming to get her in the middle of the night. Her miscarriage lasted a couple of days and it didn’t stop the guards from harassing her. She mourned her and J’s child and often kept herself awake at night with imagining what it would look like. It would have J’s eyes, with her hair. They would be slightly sane, but with a mean streak. The perfect mix.

After her miscarriage, Patel told her J was dead and went through hell to prove it. Of course, it was just a mind game and she sobbed with relief as she saw him wreaking havoc on the television. There has never been so much crime in Gotham, hospitals were blown up, hotels, banks, banquets, you name it. Y/N didn’t condone J’s actions, but it made her smile nonetheless. People were scared to leave their houses but they were also too scared to stay. Her smile didn’t leave as the guards came for her.

Her arm along with six of her ribs were broke that night.


3rd Month

Y/N devoured the food, but vomited it back up. They only fed her every couple of days, but she couldn’t stop herself.  She looked forward to being taken to the common room to watch the television. To see the destruction her king caused for Gotham taking her. Security was upped at Arkham, so it was difficult to break  or sneak someone in. Her shoulder was sore and she had trouble breathing, but instead of staying in her cell and resting, she choose to walk to the room with the TV. No one questioned her injuries, she was the Joker’s girl. She deserved it. She told herself she didn’t, and fantasised about J. She often carried out conversations with him, which increased the electroshock therapy. It didn’t stop her until Patel ordered the guards to break her fingers. She didn’t see how the punishment was relevant, but what did it matter when she deserved it?

When they brought her back to her cell, she spit out two pieces of her broken molars.


4th Month

Her eye was swollen and her nose was broken. She hated broken bones, so this was possibly the worst thing they could’ve done. That and killing her baby. She finally gave into sleep after three sleepless nights, and didn’t wake up till a couple days later. The swelling went down and her nose was less sore, but there were some injuries that she knew hadn’t been there earlier. Whatever. It didn’t matter, because she deserved it.

A week later she found she could barely stand. She’s not been able to move because of her injuries and exhaustion, but she still tries. Sometimes she does little exercises in the mornings, even if it’s just walking around her cell. But today, like most days, she can’t get up.  She’s thinks she feels the ground shake, but that could just be a hallucination. Her cell opens but she doesn’t have the energy to lift her head.

“Please, I can’t take anymore.” She feels a hand gently rest on her chin and she can’t control her body flinching. Her head is gently turned until she sees two gorgeous blue eyes she’s been craving.

“J?” Her weak body launches herself into his arms. He’s in riot gear and she feels two gloved hands rest on her back.

“Hey, doll.” She feels embarrassed she showed weakness in front of him, but that’s gone as his lips press against her ear.

“Daddy’s got you doll, just hold onto me.” She sobs as she wraps her arms around his neck. Four months. He takes off his helmet and puts it over her head, even though it’s way too big. He frowns as he realizes he can feel her ribs through her shirt. She’s definitely smaller, and he lifts her up with extra care so he doesn’t hurt her.

“Let’s go home.” The tears on his neck break his heart.


She doesn’t let go of him, even in the car. Her body is shaking and when he mentions it she says she doesn’t notice it. He hums to her and it calms her down. When they get home, he brings her into a cozy room with a fireplace and a bearskin rug. J changes into sweatpants, not leaving the room as she takes in her surroundings. She looks dazed, as if she’s in a dream and her mouth is open in awe. The way she looks at the grape soda makes it look like she’s never seen anything like it. Her shaking hands reach out and she cautiously runs her fingers through the rug. She jumps as he sits next to her and hands her a glass.

“A doctor is ready to see you whenever you’re ready, and you can have whatever you want, baby. Are you hungry?”  She giggles, is there a thing such as not being hungry? Her hand goes up to her mouth, just incase he can see her broken teeth. She flinches as his hand grabs hers.

“What have I said about that, doll? No covering that beautiful smile.” He notices she won’t look him in the eye, instead her gaze falls on his shoulders or feet.

“Sorry.” Her voice is as broken as she is.

“Do you want me to get the doc-” The grape soda spills as she smashes her lips against his, making him grab her waist as she climbs on top of him. They spend their night making up for lost time, showing each other their love and sorrow for what they lost.


J caressed Y/N’s back as she lay on top of him, her arm thrown around his stomach. He frowned as he studied her face, more specifically the worry lines that weren’t there when he last had her. Her face scrunched up in her sleep and her arm twitched. He muttered to her, giving her a kiss on her cheek and she calmed down. He took note of some faded scars, one below her eye, and on her nose. Frost came barging in and averted his eyes when he saw their undressed state.


“She wakes up, and your head goes all over that wall.” Frost cleared his throat and spoke in a lower tone.

“We found her files and some security tapes from Arkham.” This piqued J’s curiosity and he gently removed Y/N’s arm from his stomach.

“Get her a blanket.” Frost quickly left the room. J rubbed her arms as goosebumps appeared and then tucked the blanket around her as soon as Frost brought it back.


When they went through the tapes, the torture, the miscarriage, everything, J was shaking with rage. He saw how she barely got any sleep and wondered if she knew no one touched her.

“You have him, right?” Frost nodded, making sure to stand a couple feet back.

“Yes, boss.”

“She was pregnant.” J said, his voice void of any emotion.

“I know, boss.” Frost said gently.

“Do you think Jonny would’ve been a good name for a boy?”  Frost smiled, J could be sweet when he wanted to be, this didn’t just go for Y/N.


Y/N woke up alone and started crying. At first she thought her rescue had been a dream, she’s had a lot of those, but the bearskin rug beneath her proved her wrong. She sighed and clutched at her uneven beating heart. Chest pains were more frequent now, and she felt wave of dizziness come over her as she stood up. She wondered what happened to the doctor at Arkham, the one that did this to her.  Picking up her blanket, she walked to the corner and sat down in it. Her time at Arkham made her always rely on a corner to comfort her, even though it prevented escape. You could still see where the blow was coming from though. Her entire body flinched when the door opened but she relaxed a tad bit when she saw J.

He didn’t see her, and she saw his face flicker to anger and confusion before finding her in the corner. His grin lit up his face and she couldn’t help but smile back.

“Whatcha doin’ over there, baby?”  She wrapped her blanket around her when she realized she was the only one naked. He had on one of his fancy suits, gold that almost seemed to sparkle. It was half open, showing his tattoos and those annoying gold chains. She didn’t realize she didn’t answer his question until he closed his eyes and sighed through his nose. He walked over to her and crouched in front of her, pulling her legs open so he could get closer. She bowed her head when he looked less than impressed at her not answering and grabbed her face.

“Doll I need an answer. Talk to me.” This sinister look on his face caused tears to well up in her eyes.

“I don’t know.” He rolled his eyes at her answer and she couldn’t help but be annoyed. Can’t you be like, nice for once?

“Why did it take so long for you to find me?”  The bruising grip on her face returned.

“Listen here you little brat. You talk to me like that again and you won’t be able to sit for a week. You think you had it hard, hon? You were in there for four months. I was in there for longer than that, and I didn’t see you batting an eye at how they treat their patients. Don’t insult me again, daddy worked hard to find you.” She basked in shame at his words, but kept a stern face. She still thought she deserved what she got, but she never knew the extent the abuse went to. Though she had her suspicions on the abuse of patients, she never did anything about it.

A light smack on the cheek startled her, and her face turned red from embarrassment on how hard she flinched.

“I expect an apology.” The tears came again, and she lurched into his arms. She was pleased by the warmth he gave off, they always kept it cold in Arkham.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, daddy. I just missed you so much.” Her naked body curled in against him, and he wrapped his arms around her.

“You’re forgiven, doll. Walk with me?” She shook her head knowing he would have his men out there. Apparently he didn’t like her answer.

“Doll, no one will look at you. I’ll make sure of it.” She whined.

“Please no more killing.” She has seen enough already, but he just laughed.

“Close your eyes, pumpkin.” She did as she was told and he lifted her up, blanket and all. Her heart started racing uncomfortably in her chest. She was having slight chest pains and softly groaned as she placed a hand to her heart. When J walked out the door she broke out in sweats, her legs turned to jelly and she knew she would have passed out if she was standing. She jumped when J yelled, and he frowned

“Alright! Anyone who looks at my shy little princess will get shot, if you’re lucky.” Y/N panted as he continued to walk to their room. Despite the sweating earlier she shivered when he sat her down on the bed. He pulled out a baggy T-shirt and sweatpants, something he normally didn’t let her wear because he wanted to make her feel like royalty. That was one good thing about Arkham, they let you wear sweatpants. She didn’t protest as he dressed her, being surprisingly gentle and kissing all the skin he could find.

“I got a surprise for you, pumpkin.” Her heart raced again, this could be either very good or very bad. She wiped her tired eyes and saw him frown.

“Baby how do you feel?” She couldn’t exactly lie to him, so she decided to tell a complete understatement.

“I’m tired.” His frown didn’t lift, and she found herself tearing up. She’s waited four months to see that smile, and now he’s actually showing concern for her in his own way. He didn’t point out that she slept for over forty hours.

“Alright, hon, let’s go.” He lifted her up again and let out a giggle as she pressed a feather-light kiss to his neck.

“Watch it.” He warned and patted her butt. His head subconsciously leaned against hers as she placed her forehead into his neck. Despite her being fully clothed, she shut her eyes as they walked out. She nearly jumped out of his arms when she heard a tortured scream. J smiled and if anything walked faster towards it. Before they went in he looked at her and said,

“Keep em’ closed.” She hesitantly obeyed. He walked in, placed her in a chair and then stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. Leaning down, he whispered in her ear.

“Alright, doll. Open those beautiful eyes.” She blushed at the compliment and obliged. She didn’t expect to see the sadistic doctor that tortured her the most, tied to a chair. His face was black and blue, one eye was swollen shut, and he was missing one of his front teeth. She didn’t know how she felt. He was sadistic, yes. He put her through the shock therapy despite what her file said about her heart condition and her being pregnant. He often ordered guards to beat her for no reason, but no one really questioned it since she was the Joker’s girlfriend. She deserved it. She remembers the day when he told her J died, just to see her cry since she refused to when he tortured her. He told her how the guards would have their way with her when she slept, which kept her up most nights. He deserved this, but why wasn’t she happy?

Her eyes found Frost in the corner, his knuckles bloody and bruised. Then she turned her eyes towards the floor. She never looked the doctor in the eye, she couldn’t. She was trained to fear him, even when he’s tied to a chair and beaten to a pulp. It’s hard to refrain from asking him how it feels.

J notices her not looking a him and growls. His queen should never have to fear anyone but him, she should never have to hang her head for anyone but him. If even him.

“Doll, look at him.” She held in a sob and shook her head.

“Please just stop.” It took everything J had not to recoil in shock.

“You’re going back to Arkham.” Patel said with clenched teeth. She’ll give him this, he’s not a coward.

“Once you get there, there’s not a courtroom in the world that will stop me from the things I will do to you-” The crowbar cracked across his jaw, knocking loose another tooth. Y/N was hyperventilating by this point. He meant it. He would get her back to Arkham. He would take her away from J and make sure she suffered until the day she died.

“Did I say you can talk to her? What did he do to you, Y/N? Tell me. You don’t have to do a thing sweetheart, just tell me what he did.” He looked like he wanted to beat her with the crowbar next.

“He hurt me.” She sobbed. J rolled his eyes and pointed the end of the crowbar at her.

“There should be a ‘daddy’ in front of that. Be more specific, doll. What did he do?” This was humiliating, right now she couldn’t decide who she feared more.

“Daddy, he signed off on the electroshock-” J made an ‘oh’ face, as if she reminded him of an old friend.

“Show em’ who you belong to, Y/N. Come give daddy some lovin’” He held open his arms. Her legs were wobbly as she stood but she rushed to him all the same. He gave her a hungry kiss before pulling back and looking her in the eye. His hands cupped her face so she couldn’t look anywhere else.

“Did he touch you?”  She really didn’t know. There were threats, yeah, but he always had her either drugged up on something or making sure she had too little drugs. She didn’t doubt the possibility if she stayed though.

“I don’t know.” She answered truthfully. His eyes darkened at her answer, and she swore there was some type of recognition in his eyes. Something she didn’t know.

“That’s all I need to know, doll.” He sent a quick look at Frost who then guided her out of the room.

J continued to stare at the door Y/N just walked out of. His jaw clenched and unclenched.

“I didn’t touch her.” J blinked and looked back at the doctor who was now showing some fear.

“She was pregnant.” He kept his face blank as he stared at him. Patel nodded.

“She was, but no one touched her. It must have been before Arkham-” J sat down in his lap, not at all playful.

“Me. It was mine, doc, don’t you dare suggest otherwise. You made her think that someone other than me touched her. You made her stay up at night, worrying someone would come into her cell and touch what was mine.” He chuckled. “And they call me a sadist.”

“Why do you think she miscarried? I mean, would it have happened if she didn’t go to Arkham? Or, did the lack of food, sleep, and the excessive amounts of shock therapy to her already damaged heart play a role in it? Tell me, what did you do right after she miscarried? I already know, but I want to hear you say it. Own what you did.” His hand wrapped around the doctors throat when he didn’t speak.

“Doc, I am not in a happy mood even with you, the man who tortured my queen, at my entire mercy. Tell me what you did.” No answer.

“Did she deserve it, doc? Why was she even at Arkham? It’s because she was dating me. She was labeled a psychopath, my sweet little girl, who’s never hurt anyone in her life, was labeled crazy because she’s in love with me.” He giggled.” Well maybe she is crazy. But did she deserve to get tortured for it? When you love someone, you don’t just stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then! Or in this case, when they torture you for it.” J turned the doctor towards a TV and Patel’s five year old daughter was shown, tears running down her cheeks. She was beside her mother and they both had knives pressed against their throats.

“It is on you, doc! But you can’t do anything, can you? You can’t stop the madman from torturing your loved ones! Even if they didn’t do anything.”

He turned to Frost. “Kill them.” Dr. Patel cried as his daughter’s throat was slit.

“Tell me what you did, and your wife lives.” Patel kept his head down.

“I told her you were dead.” J closed his eyes and let out a little breath.

“After she lost my baby, you told her that her only family was dead. Wow. I think you take the cake, doc.”

“Let her go, please.” J didn’t say anything, just grabbed Patel’s arm and slowly cut off his ring finger. He had to saw to get through the bone, but kept at it. Patel weeped as J finished.

“Love is a beautiful thing. Too bad your daughter will never feel it, much like mine.”


Frost led her to her room, not saying a word. She muttered a barely audible ‘thanks’ and shut her door, not taking long to collapse on the bed. J came in the room minutes later, covered in blood. He sat on the edge of the bed and ran his fingers through her hair. Some strands were falling out from stress.

I need you to forgive me.” Y/N looked up at J in confusion.

“For what?” He placed a hand over her stomach.

“For leaving you.” Y/N sighed and pulled him down so his head was against her chest.

“I don’t blame you. I’m just glad I have you again.” J purred as she massaged his head and he fell asleep to the beat of her uneven heart.

anonymous asked:

ok its my european ass asking but what even is bill nye like who is she fr


Bill Nye is one of the best dudes on the planet. Basically, he’s a bomb ass scientist, and in the 1990s, he produced this bomb ass kids science show called Bill Nye the Science Guy. And whenever teachers needed to buy time and/or explain science concepts, they’d just pop in a VCR of that particular Bill Nye episode. So it was like a staple in the education of a 90s kid in the US. If u play the show theme song, chances are that american 90s kids will go absolutely APE SHIT bc the song is hype as SHIT and that show was fucking amazing (even to this day it’s still fucking amazing) and it represented a time in our lives when things were simple and learning and school were fun!!! It honestly makes you love science even if u dont rlly care for science. I grew up watching it from the 2nd grade all the way until my last year of high school and even last week, my upper division marine bio class showed a clip from the show to explain a complicated concept in a simple way so you know it’s lit. anyone from a 2nd grader to someone in uni can appreciate and learn from the show. 

Also, Bill Nye is a progressive liberal ICON because he’s so outspoken about calling out conservative bull shit about climate change and increasing funding for public education and public broadcasting. He’s a funny, nerdy, lovely dude, and he’s super fucking smart too and best of all he knows how to make other people love science and learning (which is a talent all on its own). He does a lot of conservation and educational outreach work, bless his soul. My excited post about Johnny on Bill Nye’s new show (it’s on Netflix, it’s basically the 21st century vamped up version of his old show, I’m gonna watch it this week and I 11/10 recommend everyone tuning in as well) is that most likely, Johnny grew up watching Bill Nye too!!! And Amber as well. So if I was in his shoes I would be super excited, bc he’s an icon and was an important figure growing up in the US. 

Here’s a clip from something he did recently. It gives a good impression of how adorably nerdy and cute he is and how well he can explain science concepts!

Upcoming Reibert Days - February & March 2017

Now that we’ve started a new year, here’s a reminder of the next important dates in the Reibert calendar.

Reibert Day - February 3rd & March 2nd

For those unaware, 23 is the Reibert number (Reiner & Bertolt’s rankings when the 104th squad graduated). This means that February 3rd and March 2nd are celebrated by the Japanese fandom as Reibert days because the date can be written as 2/3.

Raiberurai Day - February 23rd

Yep, this is a thing I’ve seen artists make fanart for! The date can be written as 2/23 which means Reiner / Bertolt / Reiner, and similarly…

Beruraiberu Day - March 23rd

The date can be written as 3/23 which means Bertolt / Reiner / Bertolt.

If you’re wondering what we’re supposed to do with all these Reibert holidays, then here’s my suggestion:

If you would like to celebrate, you can do so by contributing content. If you aren’t able to create something, you can still support content creators by liking and reblogging their posts. Every little helps!

Additionally, if you do create something on any of these dates, I will reblog it on my personal blog. Please make sure to include the tag ‘Reibert’ in the first five tags of your post so I can find it.

Finally, here are the dates again in order:

  • February 3rd - Reibert Day
  • February 23rd - Raiberurai Day
  • March 2nd - Reibert Day
  • March 23rd - Beruraiberu Day

Please consider reblogging this post to help spread the word! Thank you ♥

Sun in the 2nd house person will be very attached to traditions, values, and beliefs. They have a hard time changing what they believe in or their family traditions and will only do so if necessary. Security is extremely important to the sun in the 2nd house person. They will work hard to make sure that they are safe and have a stable home. These people are very dependable and committed in life and in relationships. They value their families and hope to one day have a legacy of their own. Some may have the tendency to become a little possessive of their partners so they must learn that humans are not things they can own. They have a “what’s mine is mine” mentality and do not like to share. Other than security, materialism drives these people. They may find personal value or self-esteem through what they own. They are usually very good with money and know how to save for a rainy day. Sun in the 2nd house people can be very stubborn and headstrong and may have problems adjusting to new situations or seeing the world through different perspectives. They crave their independence and will work hard to achieve it. They must understand that they are more than what they own and work hard to find the value of their heart and soul.