so sure of yourself you are

random-fireworks  asked:

Hi! About the song Jensen played at the end of the second J2 panel that made Jared so emotional, some people say on the youtube comments that it could be the intro to Sweet Home Alabama. I'm not sure, I don't recognize it but it's maybe a version I don't know. What do you think?

Anon:  Hi. I think Jensen was playing intro to sweet home Alabama to Jared…

In response to this ask. Sorry, for taking more time then necessary to answer. Ok, so I think you are right. Just listen to Jensen and an original acoustic version.  Sure seems pretty similar to me.

I wonder if Jared saw Jensen “Sweet Home Alabama” performance from Jib6 in 2015. In my headcanon he did see it, and I don’t know if it was important to them earlier or it became after that, but Jared’s face when he realizes what Jensen’s playing it, is well, take a look yourself:

[Can I just take a second to appreciate the way Jared looks right here. *ARMS* *SINGLE LAYER* *HAIR IN HIS FACE* *TOO MUCH SEXY CUTENESS*]

Cute little smile, biting his lower lip, dimples on display (am I seeing things or did his dimples actually deepened there at one point), his whole demeanor right then was so shy. *sigh* 

 And then look at Jensen:

Look at this fucker. He’s so pleased with himself (he should be, tbh), and that little satisfied smile right at the end. Yeah, make no mistake, that song must be important to them. 

THANK YOU ANON AND @random-fireworks for your answers so much!

I liked this song just fine, and then JIB6 happened and it gave me a new meaning and I’m sure you have some songs with the great meaning to you, so you know how it is. I’ll listen to it now even more fondly then after JIB6. 

You know, I think Jensen likes Lynyrd Skynyrd (”well, DUH”, said the voices in my head), he sang “Sweet Home Alabama” to Jared when Jared wasn’t there, and he played it now, and he sang “Simple Man” to Jared at the concert at Orion yesterday (c’mon, his eyes were on Jared every couple seconds, of course he sang it to him). 

Tbh, Jensen serenading Jared is one of my favorites. 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍

'Why are you so nervous around therapists/doctors?'

Things professionals have said to me -

- “how could someone as highly fuckable as you be so insecure?”
- “fuck you very much”
- “instead of drinking so much, why not try hard drugs? I’m sure you’d be able to find them”
- [forcing me to recount my rape in explicit detail 2 days after it happened despite me literally begging to not do it, then getting mad when I was upset]
- [on self injury] “I don’t understand why you can’t just stop doing it! JUST. STOP. IT.”
- “you’re not even TRYING to get better. Do you even care?! TRY HARDER.”
- “you know, if you killed yourself, most people wouldn’t really care. They’d be sad at first, sure, but they’d get over it pretty quickly”
- “since you self-harm, why not get into BDSM?”
- “I just want you to sleep with a rough, dominant guy once and see what you’re missing. You won’t like it, I promise”
- [referring to my boyfriend and girlfriend who I’m very committed to and have been dating for 1.5 years] “how are your friends doing? It’s so nice you have such good friends”
- “that’s such a beautiful image, you over the sink in front of a mirror, naked, covered in blood –”
- “just try hurting yourself less. Oh, you can’t? Well don’t worry about it then.”
- “you couldn’t possibly have bpd, you’re too nice for that.”
- “if you had bpd, you’d be extremely manipulative all the time, and you’re not, so you obviously don’t have it.”
- “I’m sorry, but you’re just too complicated to deal with. Find someone else” [after 2nd session]
- “if you’ve attempted suicide, you should be ASHAMED of yourself”
- “you people [patients] need to learn what it’s like to have REAL problems”

Sometimes I try to forget about this shit, but sometimes I can’t. Sometimes I’m so fucking angry at these people, who were supposed to help me, but did so much more harm than good. Who broke me down further when I was already weak. And I PAID them to do so. And I’m angry at anyone who’s ever said “well, they were trying their best” or “don’t be so hard on them.” They saw a broken person and pulverized me until the broken pieces became dust and they did it because they had power and could use it against my weakness. And sometimes, I really truly hate them all.

If any of this sounds unbelievable to you, you’re probably not mentally ill, or you haven’t been in treatment for as long as I have. I’m not an outlier in this.

king-catboy  asked:

Just wanted to say I really admire that someone as populair as you actually stands up for the artists that drew those silhouettes. That's really cool especially considering how much hate you'll get for it.

Thank you! I’m so tired of people like that thinking they can do whatever they want with someone’s work because “LOL WELL I’M NOT BREAKING ANY LAWS LOL”. As I stated in another ask, there’s a big difference between something being legally wrong and something being socially unacceptable.
People like that think as long as what they’re doing isn’t considered illegal enough they can step on however many toes they want. If you don’t want any respect for yourself, then yeah sure go for it. If you want the respect of peers and creators around you though, don’t be a dick and use shit that doesn’t belong to you unless you have permission. It’s not rocket science and I don’t get how it’s being defended.


Day 53, 18:28 hours

Ash: “Wow. Choi. I thought he’d had a strong presence in the House. I’m surprised it wasn’t you or me.”

Kaliko: “I was sure it was going to be me!”

Ash: “Who knows. You’re never sure how the public is going to see you in here.”

Kaliko: “That’s true. I’m glad I got to raise awareness about cowplants, no  matter what though!”

Ash: “That you did – although I doubt I’m going to run out and get one. I’m never home long enough to feed one. I don’t even keep fish.”

Kaliko: “Hah! So you’re a private detective, for real?”

Ash: “Mhmmm. Look, Kaliko, I just want to say: no matter whose name they call next, you’ve been great in the House. I respect the way you stood up for yourself.”

Kaliko: “Thanks, Ash! I guess I underestimated you; but you seem like a good guy at heart.”

Svt reaction their s/o being horny often :D

Wonwoo would prob not be in the mood all the time and would just tell you to relieve yourself. But, when he’s also in the mood he’ll probably fuck the shit out of you bc he’s a fucking wrecker

Jeonghan would probably just laugh and be like “why are you always horny? jeez jagi, do you need me to buy you a vibrator?” 

Woozi OMG save me this little bunny is for sure a virgin, but since I’m assuming you guys had already done it before, would probably do it at leas twice a week depending if he was busy or not. But at some point if it’s EVERYDAY he’ll get annoyed with you lol

I feel like Mingyu is always horny anyway lol he looks like someone who gets turned on easily so I think with some work you can make him just as needy as you, but if he’s super busy he’ll tell you to fuck yourself.  Not in a mean way, lol. Like literally fuck yourself.

Vernon, he’d probably do it often also. He just gives off that vibe.

S. Coups he probably knows how to control himself, so he’ll tell you to calm down and that y’all can do it when he’s in the mood also while winking at you which won’t help your problem. He enjoys teasing you.

Seungkwan omg don’t do this to this boy, lol. He’ll be so flustered and shy whenever you wanted to fuck him even if y’all have done it before. He probably tell you to stop and ignore you. 

Naega HOSH, he is prob just as horny as Mingyu lol when he fucks you, he’ll do at least 3 rounds with you so you’ll be too sore to want to have sex everyday anyway GOD KILL ME IM CRYIN

Minghao would get all shy also and flustered if you asked him often! He’d always say “No Jagi!” in reality he’s too shy to say yes. You’ll have to initiate it if you want it.

Jun would probably run his hands through his hair with a smirk on his face, being all greasy and saying something like “you seriously can’t resist me, huh? I know got the looks but damn jagi.. I didn’t know I was THAT yummy..”

DK would probably just be screaming at the members “AHH MY JAGI IS TRYNA ATTACK ME HELP!”

Joshua would probably be taken aback by the random question everyday like he’s never heard it before & be like ”girl you need jesus!”

Dino is prob a virgin also so he’ll prob end up being scared of you that you’ll attack him in his sleep lol

anonymous asked:

ok its like 1am and ive been watching kpop for like 3 hrs and i just had this idea for this klance au where keith is part of this rly grungy kpop group that lance loves but wont admit bc he said that one thing to pidge the one time about thinking kpop was stupid and then keith ends up going to the same college as the squad and lance is just trying to pretend he hasnt had a crush on keith since the first music video

omg you need to sleep xD

but yes i can dig this even tho i know nothing about kpop~

  • so like lance is keeping up the appearance of not liking kpop, cool, keep lying to yourself lance
  • pidge is lowkey sure that lance has been watching music vids and secretly has a fav but they wont push him on it, let the boy wallow in his own self-judgment
  • when the squad finds out keith goes to their college, lance has an internal freakout and suddenly hes struggling to keep this all under wraps
  • pidge has a couple classes with keith and finds out that hes not nearly as grungy as his kpop group makes him out to be
    • the boy likes his memes and cryptids, let him live
  • hunk has one class with him and finds out that keiths group is still together and that they tour over the summers and are still making music
    • hunk is lowkey awed by how dedicated keith is to his education and his music
  • lance doesnt officially meet keith until pidge drags him out to one of their group study sessions since they have the same courses
  • lance promptly makes a fool of himself the whole time and he excuses himself to go to the bathroom.
    • pidge being the nosey little shit that they are, goes through lances web history and finds all the kpop - specifically keiths
    • some of his views are for his own youtube channel cuz he runs a makeup tutorial channel (which keith follows)
  • when lance comes back looking a little more put together, pidge pipes up “so about that one kpop group”
    • keith and hunk are in on this. and keith thinks its really sweet that lance likes his group that much
  • lance gets into a tizzy and is ready to just leave because hes not going to take harassment like this (its only teasing and he threatens to leave every time it happens)
  • then keith speaks up about loving lances channel and that his tips are really good
  • and the dams open: lance just starts gushing about keiths group and all of the vids. which prompts keith to start gushing about lances channel
  • its your basic gush fest and pidge and hunk are watching like these fools are going to be dating next week
  • and true to form, the next study sesh, keith and lance walk in holding hands
You’re gone and the bed feels empty, I can’t stop thinking about our whole timeline when we were together, I mostly think of the beginning because that was my eyes met yours and my life changed that same second.
When we had our first date it grew into months then years and I eventually I stored simple yet complicated facts about you in my mind such as, you always made sure that when you went to the cafe where we met and continued meeting up at, you made sure that whoever took your order used half and half cream in your coffee, you loved mimosas on Friday nights because that was when you would reward yourself after a hard week of work, how you would try to sleep facing to the right but you realized that you couldn’t reach your glass of water since it was on your nightstand to the left so you would turn the opposite direction and yes that happened every night.
I want to know if you remember details about me beside my intimate ones.
But now I want ask you about one thing, what was it that made you realize that I didn’t contain the love that you wanted to receive?
—  Cynthia Chapman

anonymous asked:

I think I ID as bi but I'm not sure. there's a girl in one of my classes who I think I might have a crush on but I've hardly talked to her. I'm not sure if I'm just convincing myself I like girls so that I can be "gay enough" or if I'm just really bored/lonely? idk. but she also dresses very masculine so I'm not sure if I'm also 'tricking' myself that way. I just really don't want to come out as bi and then later receive hate if I realize I was straight all along. thanks for doing this!

You can definitely have a crush on someone you’ve hardly ever talked to! I know I had a major crush on a girl in a Poli Sci class in college way before I ever talked to her. It happens. I don’t think you should worry that you might be tricking yourself that you’re attracted to girls, because I’ve never heard of a straight person tricking themselves into believing they’re not straight. What’s much more common is bi people internalizing the messages that we are “just looking for attention” or “just experimenting” or “just a phase.” And straight people don’t suddenly start having crushes on people of the same gender out of boredom or loneliness. They can’t! It’s not in their orientation. And just because she’s masculine (or butch) doesn’t make her not a girl, and doesn’t invalidate you for liking her. Tons of bi, pan, lesbian, and queer gals love butch women! It’s not a straight thing, trust me.

anonymous asked:

What's mod's favorite vocaloid OTP? And what vocaloid would you ship yourself with?lol - OTP Anon

((Ah hello OTP anon! Thank you for asking!! I’m actually not sure I have an OTP for Vocaloid. There’s many ships I like! I’m a multishipper when it comes to Vocaloid so I like seeing all kinds of pairings and interpretations and there’s not really one I like more prominently than another! I’ve really liked rarepairs for Vocaloid lately though! I could list a couple of my faves rn I guess! I really like MikuxRin/MikuxLen, MikuxRuby, MikuxYukari, YukarixIA, GumixLuka, KaixMei, FlowerxRana, UnaxRana (only platonic or slightly older iterations if romantic tho), GumixIA, IAxRin, FukasexRin, FukasexOliver …I could honestly keep going ships are just too much fun and too cute haha >w< As for who I ship myself with well

Shiteyanyo is the only one for me. Idk I don’t really think about pairing myself with Vocaloids too much they’re just kind of my children. Gumi or Luka maybe?))

copypasted from my twitter (@EZombieArt) & edited for grammar

if you think your art is being undervalued please RAISE YOUR PRICES!

its your absolute prerogative to choose not to do that, but keep in mind that low prices also attract a certain kind of audience, who will keep expecting low prices even when you are finally ready to raise them past minimum wage.

your self worth or opinion of yourself =/= your prices. ask friends and followers to help price your art if you are feeling self conscious (beware of cheapskates tho!!) i find the phrase “we are our own worst critics” extremely true for myself, and you may doubt your art is worth spending X$ on, or that nobody will want to spend so much on it….but the truth is you dont ever REALLY know that for sure.

i find myself doubting my own pricing EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. especially for “serious freelance company work”…it can be hard, but try your best to be confident and assertive.

ALSO. it may happen that you dont recieve any response to your commission post, and it might make you sad, or bitter. if this happens PLEASE KEEP IN MIND: if we are talking about commissions through social media, what often matters most is the size + quality of your audience, rather than the quality of your own work alone!

do not immediately jump to lowering your prices..! we ALL fall for that.

try to publicize yourself more instead, or respond to ads asking for avaliable artists rather than only making a post on your own page. some of my dearest irl friends who also happen to be less popular on social media make their money this way, for example.

PS: for gods sake do not get salty if you see a more popular artist, who you think draws worse than you (or others, idk), get more work or money. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NORMAL!! (bigger pool of audience = more chances of rich or avaliable costumers)

and to be perfectly honest theyre doing us all a favor by raising the average of what is thought of as ‘normal’ commission prices. AND they are making the whole idea of commissioning artists more popular in the meantime, too.

plus, we are all a community…let us support and help eachother, k? envy will get you nowhere other than to the ER with a stomach ulcer, and nobody wants that.

sorry for the weird pep talk ?? but i love ya, young budding talents! ✿✿✿ i dont want you to beat yourself up like i have, or make my own mistakes (because i fell into every. single. one. of these pitfalls, i stg)

PPS: now i feel like i need a gif of, like, a wannabe-wise old person stroking their long beard giving out unwanted advice to random strangers ….

(i wanted to post a hilarious one i found instead, but the tumblr app is THE WORST. so lemme get u the twitter link to it –> )

thanks for reading this far

anonymous asked:

gal gadot was a gym instructor in the army and didnt kill anyone for sure. and im guessing being a gym instructor did prepare her for the role... don't be dumb and check your facts before spreading lies on a website where everyone's so fucking naive

She was a combat instructor for soldiers–so instead of killing people herself, she taught others?? Do you hear yourself??

Some days are harder than others.  Some days the reality of your mistakes catches up with you, and you end up feeling rather pointless.  You try not to dwell on the sum total of your life, because the list of your actual accomplishments is fairly dismal.  

Most days, though, you can muster a carefully crafted impudence so people really don’t know how scared you are, and how disappointed you are in yourself.  You wish you had someone to travel with you, a similar soul who gets exactly how this feels.  And then you soldier on, because forward is the only direction you can go.

Everyone has these moments, I’m sure.  I just chronicle my struggle here, from time to time, so as to vent the bitter dregs–and there is truly no need for others to be concerned.  I have been feeling unhappy with myself for several days now, but it’s bound to pass.  Till it does, I find comfort in trying to create something of beauty–and believing I succeed from time to time, helps.

Jefferson/Reader - Part 4

Alright it’s finally here! Sorry for the wait lovelies!! 

Word Count: 6911 (whew)

Warnings: Language

Part One, Part Two, Part Three

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After the eventful encounter you had with Jefferson in the library you weren’t exactly sure how what happened would affect his behavior in class and if you were being honest with yourself, you weren’t exactly sure how to act towards him either. Luckily for you it seemed like Jefferson had taken the route of acting like nothing had happened at all and that suited you just fine. You did notice however if you happened to meet his eyes the corners of his mouth would ever so slightly turn upward. It was barely enough to notice but it made your pulse quicken, much to your annoyance.

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A Letter for Brahm


Dear Brahm, 

Your first words to me were, “I like your birds.” I sat on my bed and apologized for my room being messy. My birds were un-phased, unlike me. Your energy was so deep and overpowering that it scared me at first. You were my first step into this big wild adventure, and I apologize again (like I do all the time) that you had to (and still do) deal with my insecurities and worries. But you never did give up on me, even when I was sure you would. You loved me when I felt unlovable, and you protected when I felt like I didn’t deserve it. 

Brahm, you have helped me through so much and you have given so much of yourself when you didn’t have to. I respect you. I am endeared to you. I love you like a brother. You have such a wonderful energy, and I am so happy that I get to be around it every day. I love talking with you, and I love asking your advice because you are such a well of information. Thank you for sticking by me, and I promise that I will stick by you. We are partners in this crazy, supernatural life of ours and I think that you and me together? We can’t be stopped. 

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for helping me. Thank you for being goofy with me. You mean the world to me, and I will always fight by your side. 

anonymous asked:

Hey spacema!! I've been really stressed lately and anxious as graduation gets closer in like 3 weeks. Im really excited but I have a lot of work to crunch in and my anxiousness is pushing me to procrastination. Which is not good at all considering the timeframe. Your blog honestly makes me feel better but I just needed to tell someone that. Ily!!💞💞💋

omg this is so so sweet thank you so much!! i’m so glad this blog can make you feel better, but please don’t procrastinate too much alright lmao?? (sorry but the spacemom side of me really wants to make sure you get all your work done hahah 💜)

i’ve mentioned this before but try to stay away from procrastination and distractions by just going totally off the grid for a while, yaknow? turn your phone on airplane mode and then bribe yourself with something you really want to do afterward so you can look forward to being done! :) 

good luck my dear and i hope your stress/anxiety goes away super soon and graduation goes super well! i believe in you and love you and know you can handle this!!!! ✨⭐️💜

anonymous asked:

Sorry I'm too shy to come off anon lol, but I have an odd question. I haven't been following long so you may actually be like this yourself, but do you think it's weird to have a trans character actually like the genitalia they have even though they're certain they're trans? I know that some people are okay with it and don't wanna have surgery but I wasn't sure if there were people out there who may like it. I have a few trans characters and one of them kinda is like that.

Nah man that’s completely fine? There’s plenty of trans people, myself included, who don’t experience bottom dysphoria or may even enjoy what bits they got. I’m actually pretty content with what I’ve got Goin On, and I definitely don’t want bottom surgery

Hell I think that’s great, to show a trans character who actually likes their body in that way! It shows a better diversity. The trans narrative isn’t universal, it’s different for all of us. Some of us have bottom dysphoria, some of us don’t, but we all deserve representation

anonymous asked:

Hello! I'm looking for information on the Romani people, namely their customs, culture, traditions, etc (especially in the 1940s) for a character I'm writing about. Can you point me in the right direction? Thank you so much!

I’m not sure what’s hindering you from researching it yourself since you’re already on the internet, but you might try Google or a library.

This is not a research blog.

kingdomhearts-after-hours  asked:

15, 17, and 18 (*^o^*)

15. Your guilty writing pleasure?

I was gonna say that I don’t think I have a guilty pleasure necessarily, but there are some smut-related things that I feel like I should be embarrassed about but I really love writing. Like, I love writing daddy kinks for Gladio. Which is probably like…sort of shameful. But I can’t not, my brain will not allow

17. Would yo describe yourself as a fast writer?

I think so. If I focus really hard, I can usually get a whole thing done in a few hours, barring any distractions

18. How old were you when you started writing?

I think I wrote my first fic when I was eleven or twelve. It was no good, but it was a lot of fun. I’m pretty sure it was a shitty FFVII fanfic about Cloud Strife, ahahaha

Things I hear outside my window (Job hunt edition)
  • Guy 1: I can't believe they didn't hire me! I thought I had that job for sure!
  • Guy 2: Really?
  • Guy 1: Of **Course**!!!! You know what the fucking problem was .... I'm over qualified. That's why no one is hiring me. They know I should be running the places, not working entry level. They're afraid of me.
  • Guy 2: Really?
  • Guy 1: That's what it is. I should be the manager! That's why they said no.
  • Guy 2: So it wasn't the fact that you showed up drunk and stoned and had to be carried out by security after passing out and puking all over yourself?
  • Guy 1: Look asshole!!!!! I was nervous!!! I thought it would help me calm down and... (trails off after they entered the building)

anonymous asked:

hi im a new alter i know the host's family and friends but im not sure how no matter how hard i try i cant remember my own name i dont know why im messaging you i feel so alone i cant remember my age or anything about myself but when i look in the mirror i know im darker skinned than the host (who is pale white) will i ever form an identity?????

Take deep, slow breaths. This issue is temporary and it will pass. We’re going to figure this out, please work first on grounding yourself and calming down. 

It’s going to be okay!

The first thing that will help is giving the situation time. You’ll be able to figure this stuff out or develop yourself further as time goes on. 

You can try journalling. Even just starting out with how you feel, what’s going on, etc can help. You might remember or learn more about yourself from that. 

You can try asking yourself questions. How old do you feel? What do you feel as though your gender is? Don’t get too stressed over questions like this, skip and move on if you have to. 

You can also root your identity in something else. A lot of undeveloped alters have had good luck grounding identities in aspects of fictional characters or developing their identities themselves. Practice these safely and take things slowly. 

Lastly, if you can find/pull up another alter to help you, that would probably be helpful! Take things slow. It’s going to be okay! I’m here for you!