(1/?) hi my love it's caro. I'm in your ask because I can tell you obviously don't have the mind to talk to anyone right now and I'm so so sorry about that Faiz. the amount of shit I've seen these people put you through makes me so sick. You'd think they'd understand that some of us eventually reach our breaking point. I just wanted to share something that I just realized with you. The only time I ever got shit from the skam fandom was last November, when I, as an MI person myself started
(2/?) talking about the signs of Even and his bipolar around episode 7/8. It got so bad I completed deleted my old skam blog and left tumblr for a few weeks. I felt so bad, and like I was projecting my own struggles into Even for my own sake. Now that this season has started I realized I’ve never gotten that level of hate because I literally chose not to talk out on Islam as it pertains to me. And realizing that I had unconsciously silenced myself for the sake of not putting up with that again,
(3/?) hurts me. So much. I’ve had to see you deal with Islamophobia nearly everyday because you have always been an unapologetic muslimah that believes in the importance of standing up for your faith. You get treated like shit on here for being proud of your faith. I get on fine because even though we’re both poc, lgbt muslimahs, one of us runs away and hides from discourse and gets to have a good time on tumblr because of it, & the other one leads the discussion but gets overwhelmed with hate.
(4/4) I’m so sad, and tired and this has just made it worse. We only get to exist on here if we’re silent. How telling is that lmao. I’m fucking sick of it.