i met two girls at really random moments and i instantly loved them so much?? even though i’m away and i’ve only known each of them for abt 2 weeks i talk to them every day and i miss them. i literally talked for hours with them on the phone and we always say “i love u i miss u so much” before hanging up. i feel the entire time i was in australia i felt so alone and then i met these gals back-to-back right before i went on vacation and i feel so blessed. sometimes life comes at u fast and drops wonderful ppl at ur door so spontaneously !!! i feel so much more wholesome these days and im really in love with them !!!
at the same time i do feel i’ve drifted away from some of my very close friends and my best friend from a year ago and im kind of recognizing that the whole “best friend forever” concept is unrealistic?? i’ve had so many different “best friends” in my life who have positively impacted me but sometimes u just drift apart esp. if u move around. and i don’t think that’s a bad thing. i would still die for every best friend i’ve ever had even if we aren’t as close these days like my love for them is still so strong. it’s just i have room for new people too and i don’t hold anything against any of them for meeting new people themselves and making new “best friends.” like maybe they needed someone else to help them grow at whatever stage their life is in right now and i’m happy for them! i’m glad i could do my part in their life journey and maybe later we’ll get closer again or maybe we’ll drift a bit farther whom knows! but no hard feelings i love them still