so say goodbye to love

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#tell me this is not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen #look at these two people #pouring their love out for each other in a dance #so passionate #so romantic #saying until we meet again #giving themselves one last memory to hold on to #they are so tragically beautifully wonderfully in love with each other #so they don’t say goodbye #they let their actions spell out their love instead #they whisper i love you with their bodies #they put all of their love and emotion into one last dance #they cling to each other #they make one last memory #until they meet again 

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Goodbye Elena Gilbert

Three Things:

1. I just bought a pair of jeggings and of bermuda shorts. What have I become? D’: (You would never have caught me dead in either until now, no lie. Except I might have worn bermuda shorts as a child?? But that’s it.) If I finally get myself a sweet leather jacket, will that make up for this horror?

2. I’ve given up on not spamming Brandon with notes because I’m finally where he’s already in seminary. I’m not sure if I should feel remotely bad for being “one of those people” because I really don’t feel sorry right now. (Also, I’m kinda upset that I never really heard of Bavinck [or even van Til] until this year. I don’t know if that makes me want to borrow-and-never-return someone’s books or give y’all food or what.)

3. I’m gonna be going through my Following list and cleaning up my dash a bit. Sorry. I still like you, I promise, and also I randomly check on blogs I’ve unfollowed (or haven’t followed but I know you). Just a heads up if we’re mutuals.

Y'know, I know this saying is terribly overused and cliché, but damn I hate saying goodbye. At the end of our dates. Waiting days or weeks to see you again. One day, I don’t wanna have to do that. I don’t care what job you or I have. Cause one day, just maybe, I won’t have to say those wretched words anymore if our schedules line up right. I can crawl lazily into the bed we share together. I want to tell you goodnight. Not goodbye. I actually wanna still wake up in the middle of the night, but this time, I won’t be thinking of how much I miss you. I’ll roll over to see you sleeping away and I’ll tell you all the things I’ve been too shy to say about how much I love you and adore you. I wanna curl up next to you and steal the covers and your warmth. I wanna wake up with you and hear your incredibly sleepy “Good morning.” I want it all. I just wanna stop saying goodbye.

This is something I saw that I loved this week. You may have seen it.

I Died Today. By, Duke Roberts

And I ate a lot of hamburgers. We had a party.

And we told jokes.

And I laughed.

And I thought about how much I’m going to miss it here.


While we were waiting for the vet to come Kristen said we were going for a walk. Then someone said, “How about a play in the water at the splash park down the street?” So off we went! 

So we got wet today.

We Broke the rules today.

I felt relaxed today.

I felt no pain. Even though the tumor grew so big.

I felt the love today.

Well, I didn’t say goodbye. I said ’til we meet again. 

God, I was lucky. Our time was short. But you both gave me a second chance & we lived it up together. You love when I look at you. I’ll never stop.

Check out the portfolio for this story here: http://www.robynarouty.com/i-died-today/

❛ 1940┊ &. STEVE​ 

i promise ! ❜ words topple from a small giggle before gaze catches that of the mans, brows raise in a p l a y f u l nature in which elena has grown accustomed to around him. ❛ there won’t be a  M I N U T E  i don’t waste in which i wish you weren’t there right beside me, mr. rogers. ❜

We were always going to say goodbye, weren’t we?”

“Yeah. I think so.“

“I loved you though. I loved you so much.”

A pause.

“I know. I know.

“I loved you too.”

—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never read

The caseworker was supposed to call me twenty-nine minutes ago after not calling me yesterday like I repeatedly nagged her to do.

At this point, I’d feel sorry for her if she wasn’t bogarting all the details of the hearing, leaving me completely in the dark about whether Baby is staying for four months or leaving next week.

I used to be more trusting. Until I had to say goodbye to a kid who’d been with me for months on five minutes’ notice.

We were walking out the door for the regularly scheduled visit when we got the call to bring all her stuff with us because the judge had made a decision last week.

It was a good day. Her mom was a good mom who’d made one awful mistake. But I’d have liked more than five minutes to say goodbye forever to someone I’d loved so much.

We were newbie foster parents back then. We figured we could trust the caseworker to call if anything changed. We haven’t made that mistake again.

13 hOURS

I AM GOING TO CRY. I’M LEAVING THIS DORM IN LESS THAN 13 HOURS! I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE TO PEOPLE! WOW SO MUCH HAS HAPPEN HONESTLY, AND I LOVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN BECAUSE I’M A FUCKING COOL ASS RAD BUTT PERSON AT THE END OF IT!!!!!! FUCK YEAH COLLEGE. I DON’T CARE IF I’M 2 LOUD SORRY ABOUT IT. I DON’T CARE THAT I’M VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU THINK!! I HAVE SO MUCH SELF WORTH, EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE THIS!! :) 

xoxoxo LOVE, MATT.