I definitely cannot think straight right now but I just want to put it out there that what Harry did tonight was incredibly brave. He didn’t have to go out and perform at all. But he did, and he did it in such an honorable way. He was clearly hurting, but he went out there and did great. I am so proud of him right now. I hope he goes home and gets the biggest hugs from his family because that’s what he deserves.
I feel really ugly and stupid and worthless. These feelings come and go but this is the worst they've been in a long time... because I KNOW they're true. I underperform, can't properly do simple tasks. I eat trash and dress like trash. I can't do anything right.