so not in the christmas spirit this year idk idk

not to be fake deep here but does anyone else think it just doesn’t feel like christmas this year?? i want to think it’s because there’s no snow, which is weird for this time of year where i live, but it’s not that- it just doesn’t feel like christmas time? i’m not excited or feeling as spirited as usual and idk if it’s because my depression is so bad (it was bad last year too, but i was still excited) or because i’m getting older or because this year is just different for some reason??? idk 2016 fucking sucks and i can’t wait for it to be over