so much time spent doing this

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Y'know. I was actually considering not posting these for a while… But, best not to hide about what I spent the most time indulging in for the past months. (especially since this would be the 5th time I’ve done so) I’m. STILL. VERY MUCH in love with Yamcha having a daughter (and the art style of that one OVA). Those Dragon Balls are a gift 💙🌸👍🏽

….Also the first image was another prompt from that exact same unfinished DBZ art meme I gave myself… (Being: “Do you have any OC’s?” and at this point, she counts since it’s always the same child.)

And since people kept asking, and I need to own up to what I’ve done for once: the girl’s name is “Yantan.” She’s a dumpling.
You made me feel like one of a kind. And that sounds so boring and expected because everyone says it but hear me out, okay? I’ve spent so much time just being one of the many adoring girls, so much time being another name in the pile. The words I said were never any different from what the rest would say. The ways I touched didn’t mean any more than their touches. And I thought that that was great while it lasted. I thought that the small bit of affection I received and the “I love you"s at night meant that I was doing fine. I thought that the “Good morning, love"s and the "Goodnight, sweetheart"s meant that he felt the way I felt the way we felt. Now, maybe he was texting the others whenever he texted me. Maybe the stares I used to catch would be directed at someone else when I walked away. Maybe the 2am phone calls only came just before he dialed someone else’s number. But now I have you, or at least I hope I do. And I don’t have to feel like I’m the only one in this.
—  🖤

filmiratas  asked:

Could you expand on the comment you made about Mr. Plinkett's The Star Wars Awakens Review?

To be clear, I thoroughly enjoy most RLM content. Just not that video. I was disappointed by the lack of actual story analysis of The Force Awakens and how much time the video spent on the “ring theory,” but what really ground my gears were the comments about diversity and Millennials. To borrow from Achewood, it was basically just “how come you kids are so GODDAMNED stupid and just do the stupidest thing possible every SINGLE SECOND OF THE GODDAMNED DAY!” I’m not on board with lazy Millennial-bashing, especially when it’s rooted in the idea that Star Wars should be a cocoon in which fragile white dudes don’t have to think about race and gender. 

ricagrim  asked:

I just thought you should know I just spent the last hour or two doing nothing but reading your St Claire story. You are an amazing story teller. I do have a question/wcif. Rebecca's hair in the first post she appears is gorgeous? Do you know if it's still available?

Heyyy new favourite person! Thank you so much for using your time to read my story - it means so much to me! Thank you! 

I really hope you are talking about this hair because the other one isn’t available! 

So much has changed

This trip has most definitely not turned out the way I was expecting.

I thought it would be a relaxing, lazy trip home where Grams and I spent most our time lying around watching TV and such. I’d do her nails. We’d do the sheet masks I brought with me. Grams had mentioned she was a bit under the weather, but nothing serious.

It started with my sister messaging me while en route to say that Grams was doing pretty bad and that I would need to help my great-aunts take care of her during the week. Still thought it wasn’t anything too serious.

Got in and found out she’s on oxygen and hadn’t left her bed since Saturday. She wasn’t very responsive due to the pain meds that she was on, but she still had many moments of clarity when she wasn’t sleeping. I went in to say hi and woke her up. She knew it was me and we chatted a bit, but she ended up falling asleep again. I went in again later and gave her a back rub, asking what color she wanted her nails. She said something light. She was happy that I was there. She told me before she had been looking forward to me coming for weeks.

My great-aunts checked on her again a few times, but I ended up going to bed around 8:45 p.m. since I had been awake for nearly 30 hours at that point. One stayed the night. She didn’t sleep much, choosing instead to stay in the recliner in Gram’s room so she could hear if she had any breathing trouble and gave her medicine every three hours.

I got up around 6 a.m. and got ready, then sat down to have some coffee with my aunt. She said Grams hadn’t been responsive all night, though she was still breathing (we could hear her snoring over the oxygen machine) but she hadn’t drank any water all night or had anything to eat. We chatted maybe 20 minutes before she got up to check on her again while I went to the office to get the wifi password. As I walked by Gram’s room, I saw her bent over Grams putting her hand in front of her mouth and nose to check for breathing. I stopped and immediately went it, noticing that I couldn’t hear her snoring. My aunt looked up at me, “I think she’s gone, Em.” I ran over and tried to check her pulse. I just kind of stood there and cried silently, before saying my goodbyes and kissing her cheek. My aunt and I then hugged and I cracked her up by saying that she must have wanted her favorite grandchild there with her when she passed.

It was surreal. This wasn’t suppose to happen this trip. Before I left Seoul, I thought I’d have several more months with her. When I got here, I thought that as things were progressing a little more quickly, it was looking more like a few weeks or a couple months. I was not expecting her to leave us this morning. Everyone was in shock. She had been running around town on Thursday and Friday and hadn’t felt bad until Saturday. Even her hospice nurse was shocked.

But, ultimately, I know it’s what she wanted. She didn’t want to stick around too much longer and was worried about the pain that she’d face at the end. She wanted to be with Papa, Mom and Trey. And she wanted to wait until I got here so she could talk to me and see me one last time. We think she may have had a heart attack in her sleep.

So, here I am, in Springfield planning another funeral. Grams already had everything picked out and paid for, so I’m mostly just doing detail stuff - setting the date and time, calling folks and letting them know, writing the obit and getting photos together for the video. Plus the entire family is pitching in. I don’t need to do anything in terms of packing or cleaning. My sister is going to come back in April and do that after her estate is settled. The aunts just suggested that we go through photos and maybe pick out a few pieces of jewelry that we want. At the moment the big thing is how/when to tell my aunt… We opted to wait until tomorrow so we could get all the funeral plans set and not have her show up before they took Grams away or at the funeral home and make a scene. Dad, my sister and I are staying at Grams’ house this week and would like for her not to show up here as well, so we’re holding off as long as we can.

On the one hand, I feel sad about that. We never told her that Trey passed away, so when she shows up she’ll find out about both at the same time. But on the other, she made life a living hell for Grams and is the reason that Grams died thousands and thousands of dollars in debt. The whole family has tried in many ways to help her (she is manic depressive and paranoid schizophrenic) but it just turns into a bad situation every time. She’s physically attacked Grams a couple of times, and has been very verbally abusive to her. She’s convinced Papa left behind hundreds of thousands of dollars for her, but honestly, there is nothing. We’re worried she’s going to show up at the door and refuse to leave the house and try to empty it of everything when in actuality, everything in it goes to the bank to cover Grams’ debt.

Yea, it’s not a great situation all around and we’re trying to figure out the best way to handle it for everyone… But I think we’ve had enough for today and dealing with my aunt can wait until tomorrow…

anonymous asked:

Hey so I know you don't usually do this thing for guys cause we're shit an all, but you've given some of the best advice I've seen in a while and I was hoping for your input or help or whatever. My gf of the last 2 years and best friend and my only real emotional support dumped me a week ago and told me she didn't love me anymore and ripped my heart out. I spent the last week in a fucking hospital cause I was suicidal, and I can't get over her and deep down I know she doesn't hurt like me. Help?

I give advice to guys all the time i dont genuinely believe that EVERY man is shit just most of them but anyways theres nothing you can DO at the moment you just have to heal. It’ll take a long time but once you come to the realization that you dont NEED her to live youll be so much better. When i went through my breakup i wrote all my feelings in a journal and that helped me make sense of them. Remember the healing wont happen all at once its piece by piece and living another day is progress in itself. Another pro tip us to cut off all ways youd usually see her fb, ig, etc. Love you.

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Yuuri tells Victor his thoughts during their first dance.

I want to thank @thehobbem so, so much for co-writing the dialogue! She spent hours going through metas and crafting this line-by-line with me. Yuuri was much harder to write for than Victor and I couldn’t have done it without her tireless work. ;u; I also want to thank @teasidesketches for doing final revisions despite not being in the fandom. You two are the best. <3

I also want to dedicate this to @solfegefaerie for being the first one to give me the idea of writing Yuuri’s vows. They’re not vows this time, but I thought this was suiting. :) 

If you can, you should read this while listening to “Yuri on Ice.” I matched the flow of the comic to that of the song, hence the tribute to the representation of Yuuri as the lone piano until Victor comes into his life as the violin (in case you were wondering about the sudden Music AU thrown in the middle there). 

Pair comic to Victor’s Vows.

(3/3) “The doctors discovered a tumor on Mom’s spine in 2007. She spent four years being really sick. First she couldn’t walk. Then she couldn’t move her arms, or her hands. When she died she could only move her head. My father took care of her. I don’t think there was emotion involved. I think he was just concerned about doing the correct thing. He’d openly say: ‘I hate this so much.’ But he did it. Mom died three years ago. When she realized she didn’t have much time, she really encouraged me to get closer to my siblings. She also encouraged me to travel. She’d say: ‘Go explore. Forget about me. You’re different. I want you to find people like you.’ She was always so worried about me being alone. And sometimes I do feel alone now that she’s gone. I don’t know who to call when I accomplish something. I miss her so much. But I always try to be like her. My whole life I’ve tried to be like her. I can be shy. I can isolate myself. Sometimes I remind myself of my father. But I have always tried to be my mother.”

(Santiago, Chile)

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Oh boy. I finished this thing in a day, but I procrastinated posting it for another three days after realizing a lot of errors in the format of the comic rip but im lazy af so i never even fixed them ahh. As for the other comic I was working on: every new chapter released reveals another logical flaw in the comic. I think I’ll wait till the companion fic starts to really fix up that comic orz :’( 

This is for chapter 12 in the fic Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches by @kazliin

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MODERN AU COLLABORATION FOR SNS WEEK!!!!

March 22th, Wednesday - Friends and Enemies: “AU fanarts”, “AU fanfictions”, “AU quotes” and “Edits”. Friends and enemies refers to all other characters except for Sasuke and Naruto. 

Summer!SNS - Lineart (@kiraiki) / Color (@iin-desuyo)

Winter!SNS -  Lineart (@iin-desuyo) / Color (@kiraiki)

We decided that it would be really interesting to depict Sasuke and Naruto with contrasting themes of Yin and Yang by the use of symbols and colors to emphasize their parallel and opposite sides.

SNS-Week 2017

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                                      Jennifer and Colin
                                         
best of 2016

threefivestep  asked:

Your voltron headcannons cured my cancer and added 12 years to my lifespan

if i applied to med school could i like. cite this as a reference

  • *something happens* lance: “hashtag yikes” 
    • keith: “how about you never say the word ‘hashtag’ out loud again” lance: “um hashtag salty much?”
  • allura and keith will judge each other for making bad decisions while in the process of making the exact same bad decisions
  • *hunk voice* “justice…… is served”
  • shiro mentally refers to every voltron mission as Operation FUBAR
  • [allura decks lotor] “your princess is in another castle”
  • hunk introduces keith to people as Galra Keith. it’s his full title now
  • one time pidge didn’t wanna go to the kitchen for a glass of water so she spent an hour programming a robot to do it for her instead
    • robot: “what is my purpose” pidge: “you get me water” robot: “……..oh my god” pidge: “yeah welcome to the club, pal”
  • coran, holding out his fist for a fist bump: “hunk!! fist me!!!” hunk: “oh man this is really not a conversation i wanna have”
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“Do you remember the flowers of Tenebrae? It seems so long ago.
You’ll find they await you still, blooming from hill to vale”.

“Will you be there?”

YES, SAY YES!! 😭

✿ ✿ ✿

Happy Valentines everyone!

I love Noctis and Luna so much. I really wish they could have been together more in the game, breaks my heart…

Bruce Wayne is a total Batman fanboy. He has a made to life replica of his favorite Batmobile in his garage and a room set off to the side with all the Batman memorabilia he’s collected over the years. He’s known for spending crazy amounts of money at auctions for Batman stuff and orders his own versions of everything.

No one even bats an eye when he puts in a huge order for batarangs. And he’s so happy about it because when he’d first started out as Batman getting supplies had been the worst part of the job. He’d had a million hoops he had to go through to keep his secret identity a secret. 

He’d thought he’d hated it when people became Batman obsessed, but after he got caught with a Batarang in his pocket at a charity event he decided to go with the fanboy persona. And it worked. 

His children think it’s hilarious and buy him all kinds of weird Batman merchandise. Like the crappily painted Batman figures shipped from China, Batman soap, the plastic masks every store sells, and their personal favorite the pajamas that say “My Batcave is my happy place”

It would be Matt because we spent so much time together and I trust him 100% with everything, if I have issues he’s the person I go to. We were together all day this morning in the stunt room and we were together all last night talking and discussing certain things both personal and professional, anything that we’re struggling with we really do rely on each other to kind of talk and help each other out in any way we can.
—  Dom Sherwood, on who his real life parabatai would be among the cast (source: moviepilot interview)