so much love for your adorable self


I love every fanfiction author on earth !!! Thank you so much for using your own time to provide us with a free(!) story to read that is 10x better than every book I have read put in one!

For long fic writers: Your detailed fics are so amazing and you amaze me every single time with the amount of research and time you have put into your beautiful works! Whether I am looking to kill time or just want something to distract me you have provided me with that, and I am so glad we have writers like you!

For short fic writers: Your fluffy/angsty/smutty/all of the above fics are so nice to read after a long day! When I just need something small because I don’t have the energy for something long, you wrote something for yourself and shared it with us, and I am so glad that we have writers like you!

If you write fluff; Thank you so much! I love reading your self-indulgent fics. They are so sweet and adorable and those characters definitely would do that.

If you write angst; Thank you so much! I love reading your painful fics. I’m always excited to see how it will end and if things will ever get better.

If you write smut; Thank you so much! I love reading your own fantasies(or realities, or just what you chose to write). They make me smile and blush.

If you write romance; Thank you so much! I love reading about my otp falling in love over and over. Even if it is cliché, it’s also unique and I’m still  surprised each time.

If you write about platonic relationships; Thank you so much! I love reading about my favorite best friends and siblings. You bring something not often seen and your courage is amazing.

If you write crack; Thank you so much! I love reading your random fics. They make me laugh time and time again and even if they are weird and ooc, they are amazing too.

If you write anything else; THANK YOU SO MUCH! Whatever it is you write, it is amazing and I love it. 

I know my singular opinion doesn’t mean much when there are millions of people on this earth, but I want it to be heard!


self insert shipping is just……. So Good.

It doesn’t have the drama of canon shipping, and everyone is just so positive!
like yeah, 
LOVE YOUR FAVES MY DUDES, shower them in affection, marry them even.

and believe me when i say, you and your fave(s) are ABSOLUTELY CANON AND ADORABLE so drown yourself in it!
your faves love you just as much as you love them (which is a lot)!

Types as Disney Villains

NOTE: Continuation to Types as Disney Heroines where I showcased the strengths of each type. This time, I’m focusing on the downsides and what the types may look like when unhealthy or looping.

ISTP - Aloof. Vulgar. Aggressive. Cold-hearted.

Originally posted by southernretardation

“I tire of your arrogance, old man. Bow to me!”

ESTP - Possessive. Boastful. Disrespectful. Immature.

Originally posted by all-things-disney-gifs

“Were you in love with her, Beast? Did you honestly think she’d want you, when she had someone like me?”

INTP - Lazy. Untrustworthy. Awkward. Cynical.

Originally posted by disneydeviants

“He’s gotta have a weakness, because everybody’s got a weakness. I mean, for what? Pandora, it was the box thing. For the Trojans, hey, they bet on the wrong horse, okay?”

ENTP - Facetious. Moody. Noisy. Obnoxious.

Originally posted by idlestrology

“Ah, how shall I do it? Oh, I know. I’ll turn him into a flea, a harmless, little flea, and then I’ll put that flea in a box, and then I’ll put that box inside of another box, and then I’ll mail that box to myself, and when it arrives, I’ll smash it with a hammer!”

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anonymous asked:

Something I'd love to see is a platonic permafusion. Like, whenever anyone asks when the pair got together, their fusion tell the story about when they first fused, and everyone's always like "That's so romantic!" And she's like "What? Oh, no. It's completely platonic. They're just the best of friends." And whenever anyone doesn't quite understand why she's permafused if there's no romantic relationship she just shrugs and says "They may not be romantic, but they're definitely inseparable."


- They’d have?? so many inside jokes????? They chuck one out every hour like a meme machine and nearly cry themself to tears laughing over it. No one else understands these jokes.

- (If they’re not aro/ace) they both end up crushing on the same gem/person, and there’s no jealousy between them because they love and support eachother so much, so whenever their crush comes around they’re just a permafusion puddle of mush. They get EXTRA flustered.

- They’re EVERYBODY’S best friend, they’re so easy to get along with, and they get so emotional over the cheesiest stories about friendship. Romance movie? Pass. Movie about overcoming obstacles together, supporting eachother through hard times, and defeating an evil through the power of friendship? gooD SHIT SIGN ME thE FUCK UP

- Whenever they hear anyone refer to anyone else as “best friend”, they shed a single tear because life is so beautiful sometimes it’s overwhelming

- Gives the Best Cuddles™

- Loves themself so much??

- But is also super self-deprecating, like calls themself a little shit because it’s common to call your best friend a little shit because you adore them

- Having to unfuse for whatever reason and giving eachother the tightest hug, and it’s so warm and loving you can just ….. you can just feel it

- And when they do fuse, they don’t dance. They just do a really dorky secret handshake. It takes like 5 minutes to complete and they have way too much fun with it

NCT 127 & TenKunSol reaction to another guy asking you (their S/O) out in front of them


Anon: nct 127 + ten, hansol & kun to a guy asking out their gf when he’s in infront of them?? btw i love your blog so much!!!

This is very, very long so apologies in advance lmao I just get carried away with the cute, fluffy requests lol 😂 😂 😂

Thank you to @markleetrashh who inspired me with the ideas for, Kun, Jaehyun and Mark’ reactions! Her ideas were so cute, so I hope I’ve done them justice. And to @suhsexual for the ideas she out forward too, thank you! 💜


Originally posted by ithastobemoontaeil

When one of your male friends from high school greeted you at a party you were at, Taeil wasn’t bothered with his blatant flirting and attempts to win you over. He trusted you enough to know you would never lead another guy on, especially in front of him, finding it rather amusing to see his shameless attempts.

However, as soon as the guy asked you out for a date the next week, his mood would change. He’d definitely be bothered by it, although it wouldn’t show on his face at the time. You’d turn the guy down politely, dragging an unusually quiet Taeil away with you.

Taeil would usually always have a hard time expressing his feelings and thoughts to you, usually suppressing them without realising. He’d feel a little insecure after the guy asked you out, probably overthinking your relationship too. He’d realise that you could probably have someone else who could treat you better than him, and always be there with you than away on schedules.

His weird behaviour would go on for a couple days (after the incident), until you noticed it and confronted him about it; you knew that unless you asked him about it, he probably wouldn’t ever tell you. After some comforting words from you, and time of course, he’d tell you, quietly murmuring about how he feels a little insecure and worried about your relationship now; he wouldn’t say much, but the words he did speak, would be very sincere and heartfet.

Your eyes would soften at his words, your hand reaching out to squeeze his hands reassuringly. He’d probably be okay after that, but you’d just have to be careful around other guys, and try to keep your distance from them if they were the flirting-type.


Originally posted by 1aeil

Hansol wouldn’t be the jealous type, so like Taeil, wouldn’t be bothered by the guy in front of you flirting with you. Hansol would have an arm wrapped lazily around your shoulders, not really paying much attention to the conversation or questions being asked. He honestly wouldn’t be that interested in the guy, his mind probably running off to think about Yuta food instead.

The guy would eventually ask you out, after about 20 minutes of trying to flirt with you (and you just being polite and trying your best to subtly get him to shut up) Hansol’s head would immediately snap to look at you, eyes searching your face frantically. Although he didn’t care that someone had just asked you out, he’d worry about what you’d say.

You looked up at him, frowning when you see his face laced with confusion, his puppy-dog eyes and a pout on his face. He’d feel a pang of hurt in his heart, seriously thinking that maybe you might agree to this guy’s date. He’d rarely feel any self-doubt, but he would right there.

Stuttering out a polite “no, thank you”, you’d be pulled away by Hansol, who took you away into a private space elsewhere. His arms wrapped tightly around your waist, pulling your smaller frame towards him so his larger one practically engulfed you. You’d think at first that he was upset, but then you felt him smiling against your skin, lighting giggling. Swinging you side to side gently, he’d be all giggly and fluffy, feeling extremely privileged and special that you said no.


Originally posted by taesyong

Johnny would be standing behind you, arms wrapped around your shoulders, his head resting on your shoulder as he watched with amusement, some random trying to chat you up. The guy must’ve not realised that you two were an item, despite how Johnny was holding you, continuing to throw out some pick up lines and compliments.

When he asked you to meet up for coffee the next day, Johnny would literally burst out laughing, surprising the guy and you. You’d stare at him in shock, confused as to what exactly he was laughing at. Johnny would be bent over his knees, laughing hysterically and occasionally trying to stand up properly to control himself, but then failing miserably and starting laugh again.

The guy would look petrified at this point, probably finally making the connection that you and Johnny were together and feeling embarrassed. He’d turn to you apologetically, stuttering out an apology and then another to Johnny (whose still laughing), before scurrying away in shame.

Watching him go, you’d turn back to Johnny, hitting him harshly on the shoulder in annoyance. He’d wince at your action, finally deciding to stop laughing and to be mature at last. He’d look at you innocently, rubbing his shoulder. “Why did you have to do that Johnny? Look at what you’ve done!” You’d cry, throwing your arms up in anger. You had never been so embarrassed in your life, irritated at his lack of sensitivity and maturity.

You’d walk away in a huff, ignoring Johnny’s apologies and attempts to calm you down. This’d go on for a few days, until your temper went down and you could finally forgive him. After that incident, he’d be more mature about this kind of thing, which you’d appreciate a lot.


Originally posted by t-yong

Taeyong would probably spot the guy eyeing you up before you even noticed him. He seems very observant and could easily read people and their intentions without even trying to. He’d watch the guy intensely, biting his lip with nerves. He’d probably get a little more clingy with you too, but not so much that you found his behaviour weird.

But once Taeyong started to tune out a bit, doing what looked like day-dreaming to you, you got worried. Placing a hand affectionately on his chest, you’d grab his attention, his head turning down to look at you and give you a small smile. He’d very quickly though, look back up at the guy who was still staring at you with admiration.

Following his gaze with confusion, your meet eyes with the guy in question, jumping in shock slightly when you see how intensely this guy was staring at you. He’d start to walk towards you, smirking at you, totally unfazed that you had just caught him staring. You’d feel Taeyong wrap his arm even tighter around your waist; you swore you even heard him groan lowly, which sounded a bit like a growl actually, a sign he wasn’t happy at all.

In fact, the guy wouldn’t even have the chance to talk to you, let alone ask you out, since you just took hold of Taeyong’s arm and walked in the opposite direction. It was hard at first, since Taeyong was so stubborn and probably wanted to stay and yell at the guy or something, but eventually he just let you drag him elsewhere.

You’d stroke his face and play with his hair, murmuring how you loved him and would never leave him so wouldn’t have to worry about anyone stealing you away. He’d need reassurance and a lot of affection from you to calm down, his normal clingy self being amplified by literally hundreds in moments like this.

It’d be annoying at first, but eventually you too would be able to read people and tell if they wanted more from you than just a polite chat, so stopping this side of Taeyong from coming out.


Originally posted by dovounq

this gif actually fits in perfectly wtf lmaooooo

I can imagine that Yuta would already be extremely clingy and affectionate in your relationship, in private and in public. Therefore it’d come as a shock, and insult, to him if anyone tried asking you out. Like, isn’t it a bit obvious that he’s your boyfriend and not a friend or brother, if he’s kissing you and cuddling with you?

He’d probably ignore the guy who was trying to get your attention, just sticking to playing with your hair and adjusting your jacket occasionally. Little gestures like that would always make you blush, but this guy probably thought he was the one making you blush. When he asked you out, Yuta would stare at him darkly, looking him up and down as if he was judging how much of an idiot this guy was.

He’d look visibly offended and annoyed, huffing and scoffing at him, a look of disgust on his face. He would genuinely be insulted by this guy’s question, wondering how stupid he must be, to not make the link between you and Yuta.

You politely turned him down, aware of Yuta beside you, explaining that although he was a lovely guy, you already had a boyfriend but knew he’d find someone eventually. Gesturing to Yuta, he’d grab your hand, pecking the back of it in adoration before lacing his fingers with yours. The guy would nod, muttering a “bye” before walking away.

Yuta’s mood would change, instantly turning smug and quite self-assured once you two were left alone. He’d be proud of you for turning him down lightly like that, enjoying how people wanted you as much as he did, yet he was he only one who could actually have you. So yes, after he’d be very cocky and playful, teasing you about your “millions of admirers”.


Originally posted by hansoulji

Although Kun would usually struggle with expressing his feelings to you visibly, he wouldn’t have a problem with showing his jealousy or discomfort. He’d be so different to his usual self, one who acted like an angel, treated you like a princess and was very, very sensitive to other people. But honestly though, he’d completely change if someone ever tried stealing you away.

Kun is totally the type to have a resting bitch face if he was mad, turning extremely cold and icey towards everyone and anyone. He’d let the guy at least try, and although wouldn’t show it, would find his pathetic attempts funny and maybe just a lil bit innocent too.

Scanning his face, Kun would judge the guy, seeing how much of a threat he is, seeing how he should handle the situation. Keeping a straight face, he’d lace his fingers wth yours slowly, giving your hand a little squeeze of reassurance, once he noticed you looking up at him in confusion for his odd behaviour.

The guy wouldn’t have the chance to even ask you out as Kun would interrupt him suddenly, lifting up your intertwined hands between you. Gesturing towards them, he’d say: “sorry, but she’s not interested. She’s busy with me. And no, she’s not going to pick you over me. Bye.” Turning sharply on his heels and walking away, he’d keep your hands locked, you struggling to keep you with his fast strides.

In a way you’d be thankful for how he handled the situation, and for being polite about it, but then again, you’d feel slightly bad for not saying goodbye to the guy. That worry just just disappear though when Kun returned to his normal self, explaining that he was just a little bit jealous and that he loved you. You couldn’t stay mad at him for long even if you tried to.


Originally posted by dovounq

this has nothing to do with the reaction lmao but he looks amazing here so ijust had too

Doyoung’ reaction would be similar to Johnny’s, but the difference is Doyoung would probably be more direct and obvious about it. Unlike Johnny, he’d already be trying to make the guy uncomfortable, making comments on his clothing and hair. It’d sound quite rude at first, but this is just his personality and in his nature; he wouldn’t mean any of it, he was just nervous. He wouldn’t make much of a deal with skinship, probably liking how the guy had no idea who he was dealing with. Honestly, he’d probably think Doyoung was your brother or best friend, not boyfriend.

Ignoring Doyoung’s remarks and apologising literally after every comment he made, you’d continue chatting with this guy, probably not realising that he was flirting with you. So, in a way, Doyoung acting like that was pretty good, and worked as a defensive mechanism to you and your naiveness. Doyoung would be internally annoyed at you; the signs would be so clear to him and yet they were so distinctive to you.

Eventually the guy would ask you out, a hopeful look in his eyes. He’d probably be younger than you, and very harmless too. As you were about to answer (no), Doyoung interrupted, laughing hysterically and pointing at the guy. “You honestly think, that my girlfriend, would, would choose you, over me?” He’d say between breathes. The guy would then realise what he done done, turning to you and apologising before walking away in embarrassment.

You’d be shocked at Doyoung’s behaviour, finding it quite immature and stupid. It’d probably end up in an argument too; Doyoung accusing you of being stupid and not stopping him sooner, you telling him how rude and insensitive he was. It’d be a big deal and probably the most dramatic reaction out of all the members. But things would blow over eventually - you wouldn’t be able to mad at each other for that long.


Originally posted by tenchittaphonsnose

Communication between you and Ten would be relatively easy and open. You’d know what each other were thinking a lot of the time, something a lot of couples lack in and therefore, suffer from. He would know that you didn’t like it when people got jealous, so would always try to conceal his jealousy so to prevent problems. Sometimes it’d be relatively easy for him to do so; but other times, he’d struggle to hold back his insecurities. Those “other times” would be if some guy ever flirted with you or asked you out.

Ten would have an arm wrapped round your shoulders, his foot tapping as a sign of his nervousness, his lip caught between his teeth. He’d frown at the guy in front of you, unsure of what he exactly wanted from you. He wouldn’t want to be jealous unnecessarily, so would be hanging onto his every word waiting for a sign that might give his intentions away.

Unusually quiet, he’d surprise all three of you when he answered the guy’s question to you for a date, snapping suddenly. A ragged sigh would escape his lips, the exasperated sound silencing you all. Shutting his eyes in attempt to control himself and his jealousy, he’d calmly ask the guy to leave, gesturing with a hand in the opposite direction. You’d feel his arm move from your shoulders to your waist, tightening defensively. Although you didn’t look at him, rather looking down at the floor, you could only imagine that Ten’s face was red with adrenaline and anger.

After a few moments, you hear the guy walk away questioningly, not bothering to ask you again or ask what his problem was. Ten would let out a sigh of relief, pulling his limbs away from you and burying his face in his hands out of embarrassment. He’d mutter out a sincere apology, cursing himself for snapping and being rude.

Originally you wanted to smack Ten for his stupidness and for snapping, but when you saw him flushed with shame, your heart softened and you cursed yourself for not noticing his jealousy earlier. He’d always be very cuddly after things like this, hiding his face in your hair in attempt to cool down and recover from earlier.


Originally posted by nctuhohahyes

Jaehyun would literally have two completely different ways of reacting to someone asking you out, but it’d all depend on his mood and how he was feeling.

If he was in a good mood, he’d find the whole situation quite light-hearted and funny, but not going as far as embarrassing the guy, like some of the other members might. He’d be very smiley despite the situation, and a little sarcastic too. He’d say things like “babe, look at you attracting so many guys!” or “I can’t believe everyone wants my girlfriend, shame I don’t like sharing!” They’d be quite sarcastic and funny, his subtle way of telling the guy to basically scram. When he’s like this, it wouldn’t even reach the situation of someone asking you out, just a bit of flirting, since the guy would quickly catch on and then leave you both to it.

But if he was in a bad mood, or tired or hungry for example, he wouldn’t hesitate to be rude and snappy with the guy. He might even go as for as arguing or threatening the guy a little, anything to make him back off even if it was harmless (e.g. a teenage boy) He’d come across as quite scary to other guy, due to his unusually straight face and dark glare. In fact, it’d even scare you a bit, since you were so used to seeing a cute and fluffy Jaehyun. The guy might still try asking you out if he wasn’t already scared to death lmfao but then would immediately retreat and leave when he heard Jaehyun literally growl at him, scowling deeply.

With a little reassurance and some cutesy words from you though, Jaehyun would eventually turn back to his normal self, a grin playing on his lips. Either way, Jaehyun probably wouldn’t be the type to get jealous easily anyway, so both of these would be very, very rare.


Originally posted by pourup

I feel like it would be very “normal” in a sense to have guys attempt to approach you for a date if you were dating Sicheng. More than with any other member. It’s quite easy to overpower him and make him feel quite small, and people might take advantage of this, using it for their own benefit.

And typically, the same thing would happen. Some arrogant, self centred guy would greet you, flashing their pearly whites and winking at you occasionally. They’d completely blank WinWin despite his innocent efforts to say hi to him too and introduce himself. Honestly WinWin would be too innocent towards anything and probably too naïve (at first) to realise that this guy only came up to you, to flirt with you. It’s probably also be the reason why it happened too - he wouldn’t be able to stop things from getting worse because he wouldn’t be able to notice the warning signs.

They’d start a conversation with you, ignoring WinWin’s inputs or polite questions. Eventually they’d just snap at him, telling him to “fuck off or shut up”. Immediately, WinWin would stop talking, taken aback by his demand. It still wouldn’t click though to him; his mind would be completely blank and he’d genuinely think that he had done something wrong. Stupidly, WinWin would apologise, even beginning to leave and walk away, as the guy just rolled his eyes at him.

You’d gawp at the guy, feeling insulted by what he had just said and pulled WinWin back by the arm. Scowling at the guy, you’d turn to WinWin asking him if he was okay and that he shouldn’t listen to him, before turning back to him and yelling at him. You’d ask him what he said that, why he was so cruel to him, not giving him a chance to reply, before telling him that he would be the one to “fuck off or shut up”. The guy would try to protest, but then would give up swearing at you and walk away from you.  

So technically, in moments like this, WinWin would have literally no reaction because 1) it wouldn’t even reach the point where he could ask you out since you’d quickly get irritated by him, and 2) WinWin wouldn’t do or say anything, oblivious to the guys attempts to woo you. He’d feel a little insecure and jealous afterwards, probably by overthinking it, but would quickly get over it once he remembered how you stood up for him.


Originally posted by moonyutae

Mark would act very mature for his age and polite during times like these. He’s too nice and too polite to be rude to people, even if they get on his nerves or irritate him. I think he’s probably good at hiding his feelings too, or at least, hiding them until a later date where it’s more of a suitable time and place to express them.

Of course, he’d feel jealous and insecure when some guy greeted you, already flirting with you with his eyes, barely acknowledging Mark. Eyeing the guy from the side, listening to how he spoke to you and thinking about what he actually wanted from you, he’d subconsciously edge his way closer to you, as if to protect you.

Reaching out, he’d grab your hand, holding in between both of his hands and rubbing the back of your hand comfortingly with the pad of his thumb. He’d frown when he saw that the guy continued to ignore him and didn’t look at your interlinked fingers, something that Mark did in hope of him noticing.

Once the conversation subsided a bit, Mark would quietly speak up, politely telling the guy that you were already taken, by himself, and that you had no interest in speaking to him again. Nodding along to confirm Mark’s words, the guy would finally notice your hands, pointing to them and gawping a bit.

He’d apologise, saying that he had no clue and was sorry.  Mark would make sure there were no disagreements or hard feelings between any of you. He didn’t want to make an enemy and certainly didn’t want to hurt anyone else’s feelings, even if his own heart felt a little crushed.


Originally posted by 127boys

Haechan would be the type to get very insecure in his relationship with you and would need the adoration of you to feel even just a little bit confident. I think sometimes he might feel like second-best to other people in his life; so, in the one thing that he could definitely be first choice in (aka. your relationship), you’d have to tread carefully. One time that he could get insecure as a result of. Would be if any other guy, tried flirting or asking you out. But he’d have different ways of reacting depending of the guy.

If he was older than Haechan, he’d be very timid and quiet, utterly like himself. He’d silently stand next to you, shoulders hunched, hands held tightly together in front of him, and he’d look down to the ground. It’d honestly be so heartbreaking to see him like like; it’d be like he was an infant getting told off for being in trouble. He wouldn’t say anything as you exchanged friendly comments with the guy. As soon as he asked you out for a date, Haechan’s breathe would catch in his throat, waiting for your reply (probably expecting you to agree as well) Of course, you’d turn him down and, later on, once it was only the two of you, would he start to return to his normal self. He’d refuse to talk about earlier, preferring to just forget about it.

If he was younger than Haechan, he’d literally answer his question (for a date) for you. Sharply he’d bark out a “no”, shrugging his shoulders innocently as if to say “too late mate, why d'you even try?” He’d be more dominating and more confident to stand up for himself and your relationship. Although he’d be more relaxed like this, it wouldn’t mean that he still didn’t feel extremely jealous.

Honestly, it wouldn’t matter to him who in the guy in question would be, or even how Haechan would react in the moment - he’d always feel slightly intimidated and threatened by other guys.  



Sunshine. Because to Jisung, that is what you are; he is known for being a ball of sunshine to the others, but what they do not know is that you are actually the reason Jisung is always cheerful and smiling.


Precious. It may be a bit of an old nickname, but to Sungwoon it reminds him just how important you to him and that he never wants to lose you. 


Sweetheart. You are sweet, sincere and kind, so what could be a better nickname? Minhyun just loves seeing your smile widen and the light shade of pink on your cheeks whenever he calls you this.


Gorgeous. It may be an over-used nickname, but to Seongwoo it’s the reality. He likes calling you this because it feels like he is always complimenting you and you truly are gorgeous for Seongwoo. 


Darling. Pretty old-school, but he thinks it’s a very beautiful nickname and in his eyes, you are the dearest and most beautiful person. He would call you that whenever he feels affectionate as he gives you a backhug and kisses your cheek.


Kitten. It may seem cliché , but he just finds you as adorable as a cat and the way you always snuggle up to him and act all adorable when you’re embarassed reminds him of one. He usually calls you this whenever you are trying to get his attention. 


Peach. You are delightful and so, so sweet. Although the nickname is different from the usual ones someoen would call his girlfriend, Jihoon wanted to be original and different; so he called you after a fruit both of you love. 


Sweetie. You are too sweet for Woojin and truthfully speaking, he didn’t really knew what nickname would fit you better cause you are so great. He settled for this one because he thinks it’s the best and he always says it with a smile. 


Princess. This one is pretty self-explanatory; Jinyoung just thinks of you as the most precious thing in the world and decided to give you a nickname accordingly. However, he is still a bit shy using it; so he usually saves it for the special occasions. 


Cutie pie. You are adorable and everything you do is absolutely charming in Daehwi’s eyes. He will use the nickname on a daily basis and sometimes even randomly because he can’t help it; you are too cute for him.   


Mine. Not much of a nickname, but he uses it like one. On the times he feels dominant, Guan Lin will just claim you as his in the most loving and endearing way. He enjoys seeing your cheeks getting red whenever he calls you this. 


Love. Another self-explanatory nickname because you are literally the love of his life and Youngmin honestly couldn’t think of a more fitting nickname. He always blushes and giggles cutely whenever he calls you this.


Angel. To this boy, you are the best thing that could ever happen to him and he is always thankful to you for being in his life. As he sees your presence as a blessing, this nickname is the most suited one in his opinion.

Dick Grayson with his Newlywed S/O

•The first couple weeks of the official marriage between you too Dick just randomly smiles to himself.

•Dick explains that he’s just so happy he found someone like you all he can do is smile.

•Is really excited when you two found a place to live together.

•He’ll just hold your hand and hum gleefully to himself.

•Living together also makes him able to observe you more.

•He notices when you’re feeling sad or self conscious.

•When you do get self conscious he won’t stop nagging you until you tell him what you’re feeling.

•If you’re self conscious about your body he’ll honestly be shocked.

•Because honestly and truthfully he loves your body.

•He’ll hug you gently from behind and slowly let his hand roam to all parts of your body.

•And he will go on for hours on how much he adores your body.

•Won’t let go of you until you’re smiling.

•Peppers your face with kisses too.

•Dick also likes to make random excuses so you could stay in bed with him.

•"It’s almost 8 we should get up.“

•"It’s my birthday lets sleep in.”

•"Your birthday isn’t for another 5 months?“

•He’s the type that’ll will bring you Home flowers on a random day.

•He’s the sweetest and will do literally anything to make you happy.

+My Favorite Fics by lululawrence+

While Louis’ left hand plays with his nipple, his right reaches down and wraps around his dick and that’s when he really knows something is wrong. The dick in his hand does not feel like his own.

{Also known as the Bodyswap fic, Sus wrote this remix fic of a juliusschmidt fic that is so unbelievably genius. The continuation of the story in Louis’ POV is so amazing and gave such great closure to the story. It’ll scramble your brains all up if you think about it too hard, so I can’t even imagine trying to write this.  lol. I love this one!}

The one where Harry worked in a parking garage and he totally didn’t mean for this, the whole validation of people as well as their parking tickets, to become a thing. It just kinda…did.

{Listen, this fic, guys. This fic. I get a little choked up just thinking about it. It’s a fic that might actually make you a better person for having read it. There’s a very uplifting message to the plot, but if you look a little deeper, there’s a really interesting characterization going on that truly isn’t represented much in Larry fics. A must read!}

That completely self indulgent soulmates au that plays out in not always romantic ways.

{Okay, so this was the very first soulmates fic I ever read because I thought soulmate fics didn’t appeal to me. Then, I read this one, and I just adored it. It’s such a lovely story with humor and friendship woven in. Classic Sus, really.}

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This fic rec is of my favorite three fics written by @lululawrence in honor of her birthday! Sus, I absolutely treasure your friendship and consider myself to be very lucky to call you my friend. I left off Sus’s most obvious fic, This Ain’t Just a Thing That You Give Up, because surely you have read this. When I realized Sus was the writer of this fic, I had a meltdown because it’s one of my all time favorite Larry fics. 

Boyfriend JB

A/N - Time for JB as your boyfriend! I love doing these bc it makes me realise how much I want this in my life lol. 

Mark | Jackson | Jinyoung | Youngjae | Bambam | Yugyeom

  • if Jaebum was your boyfriend, you two would the the definition of ‘life goals’
  • he knows how to treat his girl and make her feel special
  • firstly let’s talk about composer defsoul 
  • he’d write so many songs for you
  • most of them wouldn’t make it onto albums but instead he’d self produce a little cd for you
  • and he’d give it to you while blushing and it’d be the cutest thing ever!
  • just imagine him all red in the face with his adorable smile as he handed you a cd with all these amazing songs just for you
  • and they’d all be so good and only you would get to hear them because you’re his girl
  • the songs would all range from super cute stuff to super sexy stuff
  • like one song would be about wanting to spend the rest of his life with you or something
  • and then another would list everything he wants to do to you and knows he will do later
  • he’d love to invite you to the studio as well so you can see him write lyrics or record some lines for a song
  • and if you could sing well, he’d want to record demos with you
  • when he’s not serenading you, JB would be such a cute boyfriend
  • people always make him out to be super dominant but I think with his girlfriend he wouldn’t actually be that dominant unless they’re in the bedroom
  • his girlfriend would have JB wrapped around her finger and he’d do literally anything for her
  • even if it’s 3am and she wants to go outside and watch the stars, he’d do it
  • the boys would constantly tease him whenever you called or texted him asking to buy you coffee after he’s finished with dance practise
  • but he wouldn’t care bc he loves treating his girl
  • we all know JB has an aversion to doing aegyo but he’d do it for his girlfriend without hesitation
  • as soon as she asks him, he’s straight away pulling some cute facial expression
  • and every time he sees her smile and giggle at the cuteness, he’d break out into the biggest grin
  • because seeing his girlfriend happy is the one thing he needs most life
  • now onto Jaebum in the bedroom…
  • so we all know he’d be dominant in the bedroom 
  • daddy af
  • and all cuteness he showed before would disappear
  • it’s like when you see him on and then off stage
  • off stage he’s Im Jaebum, he’s an absolute sweetheart
  • and then on stage he’s JB, aka literal sex on legs
  • like he’d say something really sweet to you and then it’s like flicking a switch and all of a sudden his voice is deeper and he’s looking at you with THOSE eyes
  • and whenever that happens, you know you’re going to be having fun tonight
  • but he’d always make sure he doesn’t force you into anything and would 100% be all about consent (as would all the boys)
  • he’d use the switch in control to get back at all the times you made him do aegyo
  • before you’d be begging for aegyo but now he’s making you beg for his body
  • and you loved every minute of it
  • but let’s face it, anyone would
  • overall, Jaebum would be the perfect combination of cute and sexy
  • he’d do anything and everything for you without hesitation
  • because you’re his entire world and he’d love you with every ounce of his being

7-12-17 | 94/100 Days of Productivity

so my seminar teacher realized that we don’t have much time to learn more about personalities, so he decided to cancel the unit and focus more on giving advice regarding self esteem along with stress+time management for my class’ upcoming school year ^^”

also stopped by roasting water again for a lovely drink and just had to take a picture of their cups? SO ADORABLE. can you find your chinese zodiac? i’m the meditation horse ;v;

hope you all have a lovely day as always 💛

🎶 currently listening to : Hair Part - AKMU

Lie- Part 12

Pairing: Jimin x Reader

Genre: Angst / Fluff

Summary: There was a time when you loved him and he hated you. Now you hate him, but does he love you?

Parts: 0 // 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10 // 11 // 12 // 13 // ?

A/N: This part references the movie “Kimi no na wa” (Your Name) a little bit but all you need to know is that it involves soulmates! I watched it the other day with @chiwoopsie😂😂

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pinetreeparadoxx  asked:

Okay I came here because of your awesome 17776 art! And I discovered... All of your art is cute! While I'm not in the same fandoms, I love the art anyways (and I did see a Pacifica in there somewhere. ;) ) especially your adorable self doodles. <3

aw thank you so much!!! and yeah, theres a few gravity falls doodles floating around in my art tag. i actually love that cartoon!! idk why i practically never draw fanart for it tho. i should do it more often..

Stop Worrying About... (Check Moon and Mars)

Aries: Losing. You win some, you lose some. Try your hardest and at the end of the day, sometimes things don’t work out for the best.

Taurus: Unrequited love. Sometimes it won’t work out, but that only means you’re one step closer to finding true love.

Gemini: Social anxiety. Many people go through it. Just be the best self you can be, and show people the sides you want them to see.

Cancer: Your insecurities. Honestly everyone is too busy worrying about themselves than to care about you too much. You have to embrace and fix your flaws and strengthen your best abilities.

Leo: Being alone. You’re surrounded by so many people, but you often feel lonely. Know that many people care for you and though they adore you, you have to learn to love yourself too.

Virgo: Failing. Like Aries, you’re afraid of letting yourself and others down. Don’t be. You tend to like to try and be great at everything, but you have to realize you won’t be and that’s alright.

Libra: Feeling out of place. Be yourself, appreciate yourself and those whom are supposed to be with you will naturally come.

Scorpio: Never getting anywhere in life. You work so hard and try to control everything. That’s not healthy, sometimes you’ve just got to ride the waves and understand that everything works out okay in the end. You’ve got to remember to be happy

Sagittarius: Being lost. Being lost isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It’s a great way to start with nothing and build yourself up to the best possible person you can be. Don’t be afraid, take the chance to get to know others and yourself.

Capricorn: Becoming your worst nightmare. Everyone fears this, especially you. Embrace your flaws and work on them, don’t run. Find the happy things in life, and embrace the little things. Work hard and stop over thinking.

Aquarius: Yourself. You constantly doubt yourself, constantly wonder if you’re good enough for anyone, this world. You are, stop stressing over yourself.

Pisces: Everyone disliking you. Stop trying so hard, you’re a great person. Show them how much you appreciate them because they sure love you.

Taehyung’s Affection

And now it is time for the second half of the Daegu line, the love of my life who is so fucking talented !!! My bby can act, he can sing, he can dance, he can be cute without even trying and also be cute while trying and I think that’s a talent, he’s just overall a wonderful, talented, kind, smart human bean who I appreciate, love and adore so so so much, Kim Taehyung aka V aka tae tae

  • Just a quick explanation of this since it’s pretty self explanatory, this is just gonna be a post about I think the boys would cuddle/hug, their PDA levels, etc. 
  • He’s so cuddly and I love him so much
  • Similar to Jimin, all I can say is good luck initiating the affection before he does bc he’s so so loving and sweet and will forever be holding your hand or leaning on you or just giving your cheek lots of kisses
  • V v v v v playful and he’s got a lot of playful affection
  • A lot of poking, a lot of him squishing your cheeks, a lot of him playing with your ears
  • Probably tries to bite you every now and then
  • Constantly playing with your hair, ruffling it up to piss you off, smoothing it back into place afterwards, toying with it when he’s listening to you talk or he’s talking
  • But he also doesn’t mind if you play with his hair, you can put it into different hair styles, you can ruffle it up, you can just run your fingers through it, his hair looks so s o f t oh my lord
  • Smiles at you every two seconds
  • Your biggest supporter tbh
  • “That’s my bby!! Go bby go!!” 
  • Always telling you to go for what you want and encouraging you every step of the way, always there to catch you if you fall, always there to help you back up and dust you off and get you going again
  • But even though he can be !!! and being really cute and playful, he’s also really good at being a serious boyfriend too
  • He knows exactly when to joke around and when to be serious, he knows when he should try to cheer you up and when he should just listen to you rant and be there for you
  • Will do anything and everything to make you happy, you need him to do something super cutesy and aegyo and all of that ?? He’ll do it in a heartbeat
  • Need him to sing your favorite song to help you fall asleep?? He’ll do it he’s got the lyrics memorized
  • Need him to just give you a hug?? He’s on it you don’t even have to ask
  • His hugs would be the best though
  • He looks so warm and he’s broad and tall and his cologne probably smells so good (apparently some people who have met him said it does) and hugging him would just be so nice??
  • Lots of hugs, they’re a daily thing
  • He loves a good back hug
  • I mean we’ve literally seen the kid give Jungkook a back hug and waddle their way around bc he didn’t wanna let go
  • He doesn’t care who back hugs who (even though it’s very likely he’s the one back hugging you)
  • If you’re talking to someone or you’re doing something, he’s v v likely to come up and give you a lil back hug and just let his head rest on your shoulder, he doesn’t always say something, most of the time he doesn’t say anything at all, he just wants to have you close to him
  • They can be playful, they can be sweet, they can be just a “hey I’m home”
  • It happens a l o t when he’s tired, there have been times where he nearly falls asleep on your shoulder
  • But he doesn’t mind being the one that gets back hugged either, there are so many clips of the other boys back hugging him and he just seems so content and lets them do it all they want to so he’s definitely not gonna have a problem with you doing it
  • He has some quicker hugs, more playful hugs where he squeezes you really really tight to get a reaction from you
  • But he also loves longer hugs, he loves being able to nuzzle your neck and hold you really close and stroke your hair 
  • He lo v es cuddles so much and he’s so ideal for cuddling
  • He’s got the broad chest that would make a g r ea t pillow, he’s got nice shoulders that are two more great pillows, he’s got soft hair to play with, he’s got nice fingers to play with, he’s got a great voice for pillow talk he’s just he’s perfect for cuddling why am I not cuddling him rn
  • He’s really okay with any type of cuddling but the most common is probably spooning
  • He prefers being big spoon but there are some nights where he’s gonna just shift around and pull your arms around him and be the lil spoon
  • He likes having the ability to make it playful or to make it sweet, he can either give your waist a couple squeezes or tickle your sides or blow on your hair and make you laugh or he can hold onto your hands and kiss your shoulder and rub your arms
  • He is d e fini tel y not gonna complain if you decide you’d rather have your head on his chest or his on yours or if you’d rather face each other instead, he loves cuddling in general
  • Definitely spends a good few hours with his head in his lap or yours in his, just taking lil naps or playing on your phones
  • When it comes to hand holding, he definitely prefers interlocked fingers, hands down (is that a pun????????)
  • He’s more likely to try and intertwine your fingers together than just let hold onto your hand, he likes the feeling of it more, he likes being able to squeeze your fingers, he likes all of it
  • But if he is gonna hold onto your hand, it’s normally when one of you is leading the other somewhere or if you have your arm around his shoulders and he wants to hold your hand or if you have your hand on a table or the arm of a chair or something like that and he just puts his hand over yours
  • Will probably try and swing your hands while he walks to get you :D
  • He likes holding your hand while he takes his public naps where he’s backstage or he’s on a flight and his head is on your shoulder and it’s v v cuddly
  • His lips are so nice okay fuck me u p his lips look so soft and it doesn’t help that he has that fucking habit of licking his lips which is great for a Tae stan I totally neeD THAT
  • His kisses would be equally as nice, they’re always very soft, very gentle bc he’s a softie he may be tall and broad and have a voice deeper than an abyss but he’s a bub he’s a prince he’s a kind hearted sweetheart who just wants everyone to be happy and has so much love and respect for the people around him (my bias is showing gotta go)
  • He has the more playful kisses that are quick lil pecks, they’re his “hello/goodbye” kisses but they’re also his “I haven’t seen you smile in a couple minutes I wanna change that” kisses
  • He has the soft kisses that aren’t quick but also aren’t as long as some of his kisses, they’re not rushed in any way but they’re more of a “hey quick reminder that I love you” kiss
  • And of course he’s got the more meaningful kisses where every single bit of his love is added to the kiss and it’s the type of kiss that makes you take a couple seconds to snap back to reality once it’s over, it’s the kiss where you have to stop whatever you’re doing to respond, they’re his “I really really r e a l l y love you” kisses
  • His hands almost always cup your face but sometimes they’ll be on your waist or on the wall behind you and he always has to whisper an “I love you” after it a l w a y s
  • Nose kisses are his favorites, he loves them bc once again, they’re versatile, they can be sweet and soft or they can be playful and get you smiling
  • He’s also a fan of cheek kisses, hand kisses, shoulder kisses, neck kisses, forehead kisses, ear kisses, pretty much all the kisses but nose kisses are his top favorite
  • Onto PDA levels
  • Forever has his arm over your shoulders or yours around his or his waist
  • Hand holding isn’t as common but it’s not unlikely either
  • Kisses are welcome, of course not the serious kisses bc those are private but lil cute pecks or kisses on the cheeks, those are A okAY
  • He’s not a very shy person, he does have his moments but overall, he’s not all that shy so PDA isn’t that big of a deal to him
  • He’s okay with public hugs (especially when he’s just coming home from tour and he’s missed you too much to wait to get back to the dorm to hug you, he’s gonna hug you right then and there in the airport)
  • Matching outfits are a must, even if it’s just a matching theme like hoodies or an all black outfit, he’s gonna wanna match
  • He’d be s o fucking happy the entire time he’s so :D
  • Definitely hands down 100% have some form of matching jewelry, matching bracelets for sure, probably some matching necklaces maybe even a couple ring
  • Affection with Tae is common but always sweet, always v v soft and warm and loving
Things for Littles to do for their CG

- Color them pictures
- Send them cute pictures of yourself
- Share your candy with them (Let them have one of the good ones)
- Give them your stuffie to hold when they’re feeling sad
- Snuggle them
- Make them lunch or dinner (Easy things like sandwiches and stuff!)
- Let them have some of your nuggets
- Tell them you love them
- Sit in their lap and hug them
- Make them a drawing! (You two together, their favorite animal, etc.)
- Give them kissies
- Try not to pout too much
- Don’t try and escape bedtime. It never works
- Clean up your toys when you’re finished with them
- Don’t splash in the water during bath time
- Try to follow your rules as best as you can
- Tell them when you’re sad or not feeling good so they can take care of you! It’s their job!
- Behave when you’re in public
- Take care of them when they’re sick! Get them blankies and soup! (Just don’t burn yourself!)
- Tell them why you love them
- Call them silly names
- Let them watch their favorite shows sometimes
- Be your adorable self
- Surprise them with drawings or other things you made for them!
- Cheer them up when they’ve had a long day at work
- Cuddle with them at bed time
- Send them sweet texts while they’re at work for them to read while they’re on their break. (It’ll make them smile, I promise)
- Ask for their help with big kid stuff
- Reassure them that they’re a good caregiver and they do a good job of taking care of you even when they’re having a bad day.
- Remind them how much you love them when they have bad days. ESPECIALLY when they have bad days.
- Let them take care of you
- Love them always

Request: can you do headcanons with McCree, Reaper and Jack about what they love about their chubby S/O?

(Just gonna say?? These boys Lov their chubby boys…

-Mod Zen)

*So so happy. He’s been craving affection and peace for so long and you’re one sense of normalcy in his half-life.

*Pre-fall and Post-fall, he lives for love handles. He will hold you by the hips to his chest, relishing in the feel of your soft and warm body against his.

*If anyone makes fun of you, snickers behind your back? They’re Dead

*If anyone stares? Also Dead

*If you have soft/bigger hands he will be SO happy if you stroke his hair/rub his head. It’s a very simple gesture that means the world to him.

*He already is a thigh god so if you have thick thighs you guys match

*Might pull a cheeky ass slap every now and again, or squeeze. Hey, he’s your boyfriend.

*He loves every bit of you and won’t hesitate to tell you when you’re alone.

*He won’t let his precious cariño think any less of them-self than he does.


*Mmmmmmm he loves it so so mUCH

*He lives for laying on your stomach or legs as a pillow, snuggling in and tickling you with his beard.

*He likes to squeeze your hand gently to remind himself that you’re real because he misses affection and love and with you here, it’s like a dream.

*If you have chubby cheeks, best bet he’s squishing them and telling you how cute you look.

*“C'mon, sweetpea, lemme see that adorable lil smile of yours.”

*If you’re ever insecure he will hold you tight, kissing all over your cheeks and telling you every single little thing he loves about you.


*Like Reaper minus the half-Dead part

*He’s so starved for attention this man will adore your hugs

*It’s the best thing, swept up in his arms, you both hugging with equal strength. You’re stability for him, a reason to keep fighting.

*He loves it when he can lay his head on your lap and just rant about his day, get frustrated, anything and everything. He’ll hold your hand while he tells you stories, kissing the back of it like the gentleman he strives to be.

*He can’t live without resting his head on your shoulder, or you peppering his neck and face with kisses because you’ll manage to get a smile, even a laugh out of him sometimes.

*You make him feel young again.

Summer Nights & Broken Hearts.

Authors Note: I don’t really have anything to say about this. I guess the only warning is that it has to do with a heartbreak between the characters. Xx.

The only thing that seemed to ease the anguish inside you was the soothing sound of the rain and the strong attachment of alcohol on the edge of your lips. 

There is no telling where things went horribly wrong, where the words became nothing but insignificant words sliding from the mouth of a liar. He was never meant to become one of them. He fell into a world surrounded by people that condone the actions of distasteful distortions. 

He decorated a picture perfect canvas, complete with all the things you wanted to observe, brilliant streaks of colours— so pure and notable.

The sound of a presence at the door distracts you from your sincere stare of the wall and the alcohol in your hands. You disregard the knocks, wanting to be left alone to self-loath on your own, you don’t require company. All you need is the hard liquor and the peacefulness of the rain creating a sympathy dancing across the roof, and gliding down the windows— windows that will soon resemble the same watered streaks as your cheeks. 

The knocking unsettles you, seeming to never fade into the distance as you do your best to ignore it and the voice from behind the door. 

You give in, trailing to the door and opening it, his copper-colored eyes staring at you as you feel your body falling into it his gaze. You see his lying mouth begin to move, your instincts pushing on the door to close it, but his hand stops you mid process.

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hi, hallo, 你好 & 안녕하세요 ♡

Hello, new study/langblr here, after stalking some peeps for a while here and on IG haha ♡ ♡ ♡ I’m going to try and be brief(ish) with my intro here because after several drafts this post was still too long for my liking lol.

To be honest, I made this blog wanting to experiment and inspire myself. There’ll be a focus on study-related things, but considering the type of person I am, there’s going to be design/art-related things popping up too… haha. I will still classify this as a study/langblr though~ because I’m self-studying languages as well! Focusing on German & improving my conversational-level Mandarin right now, but I plan to start Korean sometime in the future ^^

A bit about me?

My name is Hana and I’m currently majoring in psychology! Two things about me which you really should know:

  • ♡ I adore art & art-related hobbies
    ♡ I am a hobbyist artist. You can find my art blog at paperand-cranes ;)
    ♡ I love creating things and diy. Stuff like graphic design, paper crafts, book binding, sewing, photography are among my favourites - but anything goes! I also obsess over art supplies, cute stationery and craft items a little too much. I also have an instagram which I made to pair with this new blog: tsundoku.tbh (yey shameless self-promotion)

  • ♡ I adore books and reading. You’re looking at a huge bibliophile right here! Needless to say, I have a habit of just letting them pile up unread (read: tsundoku).

Of course there’s so much more (but because this post is too long I didn’t want to go on lol). I’m always open to chat about anything so don’t feel afraid to message me :)

To make this post even more longer (sorryyyy), I wanted to list some blogs I adore. To you all: I really adore what you post, you all seem so dedicated and loving of your craft ^^ Your work is so gorgeous and inspirational; please know that so many of us look up to you and admire you in so many ways (but please don’t let this scare you, haha). I hope you take encouragement in this and keep doing what you’re doing~ ♡ ♡ ♡ I’d totally list individual reasons for why I love you but this post is seriously getting longer than I’d like it to >w<


  • Dabi personally finds it cute when you are speaking in a cute manner. He thought it was weird at first, but seeing you are being just silly that way. He doesn’t mind it that much.
  • Even your squealing and giggles are pretty bubbly and peculiar… it’s very animated. When he goes and tickles, he can’t help but smile widely adorable tone.
  • It lightens up his days when he comes home and initiate conversations with you. After missions, Dabi gets pretty tired out and just wants to hear your voice.
  • It’s odd for him to be around such a bubbly person. He gets weird looks from it whenever youre standing together and his you start talking vivaciously. He doesn’t care.
Katsuki Bakugou
  • You are so bubbly that he gets a little annoyed, but he loves you very much so doesn’t say anything about your animated voice.
  • “Bakuuuugouuuuuuuu~~~” On second that, you saying his name in an adorable tune makes him blush heavily. He denies that he ever blushed towards this. Tsundere Bakugou.
  • He also gets weird looks because how did he ever manage to go out with your perky self? Doesn’t he get angry or annoyed easily? Well, he has his methods.
  • “You’re too cute… why are you being like this??” He would say to himself while his you playfully responds, “Because I love youu~~~” Bakugou explodes, mumbling and blushing. He’s a softie.
Toshinori Yagi
  • He simply cannot take your voice whenever you’re being responsive in a purring way with him, he has to be careful of his form too. He can’t remain in his All Might sometimes around you.
  • It does make his day whenever he’s feeling quite stress from being a hero. He needs to let lose and enjoy your joyous self in the end.
  • You sounds exactly just like a little child and he admires your young-like heart whenever you’re speaking to him that way. It’s just… fascinating that you’re that way.
  • He gets teased by Gran Torino whenever you’re with him, the old gramps tells you that Toshinori should be like you and shouldn’t push himself too hard with his heroic attitude. He needs to have some form of lively and not slowly killing him self. Toshinori gets salty, but he agrees sometimes!

Sometimes I think I do it on purpose–
Choose someone who won’t choose me back,
Just because it’s easier,
to grieve, to be sad,
Everyone knows that disparing feeling of disappointment,
It’s all much too familiar
–but love,
     oh, but to be loved,
Now that,
That is a luxury only few could be so lucky
to have

Everyone knows how to have a heartbreak,
to fill empty chambers with regretful what-if’s
and could-have-been’s,
but to be accepted and be adored,
 And for all that you are,
That hardly ever happens,
so unaccostumed to the common heart
that most fear to know what it’s like to have a heart heal

That now, even I think
I’d rather choose the safe gaurantee
of tear soaked pillows, confidence and trust issues,
than venture the unknown tenderness of pink summers and blue Tuesdays,
The warm nights and temperate days of
what it’s like to gain so much
that the fear of its very absence is enough
to drive us into self-loathing cynics,

When love is somewhere roaming
in your reveries,
Tracing skylines upon star dusts,
hoping you could connect the dots and
Realize that life is a paradox
and the only difference between us and the Happy
is that they are not afraid of the thing
they crave most.

—  Serenity.06|| Love is Just A Four-Letter Word, 06.16.17