Sometimes I think about the boys and how they will have obviously had fights. But I always imagined Dan getting worked up and storming off or just yelling without even adding in words. Just pure anger, it stopped being about Phil eating his cereal 10 minutes ago. It's just Dan getting so worked up because he's scared, scared of what's going to happen, scared of something. I think in that moment, that's when Phil just holds him. Not romantically but he holds him like he's scared that if he doesn't Dan's going to disappear. I think that's what makes it so real. The fact that maybe, just maybe, the reason they're so close and so perfectly matched best friends or lovers whatever you ship. I think it's because they're scared if they let go, one of them is going to drown. I think that they do love each other, not even romantically but as best friends, I think that maybe in their most vulnerable moments. They remember just how much they gave to be there together and they remember truly why they do what they do. Because it's not just for us, it's for them.
- behind the closed doors