so many things i could have done better

Questions about the Final Problem

The final problem was not totally shitty episode. I was excited many times and my heart was beating. However I think that it could have been done so much better. And so many things are unsolved.

  • How did john suddenly climb out of the well if he was chained?
  • what the airplane scene was? I really didn’t get it.
  • what happened to molly?
  • how did moriarty/eurus relationship work?
  • what was in the note john wrote to sherlock in t6t?
  • how come baker street didn’t blow the heck up?
  • how did john and Sherlock survive the explosion unharmed?
  • or mycroft and mrs. Hudson?
  • how did eurus escape and return to sherrinford?
  • what did the note 13th mean in mycroft’s fridge door?
  • why the baby was so irrelevant the whole season?

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if you’re a woman who’s attracted to women but you can’t see yourself marrying one, know that that feeling is so common and very often temporary. this is not to say that i know you better than you know yourself; maybe you just don’t want to get married and that’s ok. but very few women have grown up with the idea that they could marry another woman, and it’s hard to picture something for yourself that you’ve so rarely seen!

i couldn’t see myself marrying a woman for a long time, but i did and it’s the best thing i’ve ever done and the many messages i get telling me my blog has helped people picture themselves marrying other women tell me i’m not alone. know that whatever you end up wanting is okay, but don’t stress if there’s some aspect of loving women that doesn’t come to you with perfect ease. in a way we’re forging new cultural territory here. it’s only natural to feel a little lost without a map.


Joyeux Noël à @abadmeanman! I was your @mlsecretsanta 💝🎅✨

It’s a mutual reveal scenario! In which its a direct mirror of the ever infamous umbrella scene (sans the umbrella and rain).

(Shocking, I know) 

So a for the longest ive been wracking my brain on what to get you. Honestly i considered many possibilities and i still am but those, i decided, were better off as separate projects ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) because i wanted to go for a sfw approach.

I know it’s not much (trust me i wish i could have done more bc ur a cool dude) but this is the best i could do atm. it was my first time working with animations and i came across a lot of technical difficulties (like finding the right size so the finalized thing fits under 1MB or tweaking with the settings so it doesnt look wonky) but im actually proud of the outcome :)

anyways, i hope u like this and that you have a neato x-mas and a happy new year!💛🎉🎅



I actually have way too many things I’d want to put here actually. Ten pictures just aren’t enough at all…I have so many things I want to put here (though finding picture is actually kinda hard…>_<”)

Will be posting a couple more thing tomorrow too (if I can get them done…>_<”)

PS. Though honestly, I was so blank for the past couple of days. Totally didn’t know what to do and just rush through this. Probably could’ve done better…T_T

It was pointed out to me that there was a Maximum Ride movie on Netflix. I haven’t been in the fandom since I was about seventeen, and was actually kind of surprised a movie existed since I was under the impression the entire thing was scrapped long ago. A movie gets proposed in 2007 and doesn’t see the light of day, kind of assume it’s a no-go. The old fan in me was curious, and is now hurting, because after 9.5 years, they really could have done a much better job… I have so many issues with it, and though I (and may others in the fandom at the time of its original announcement) didn’t have exceptionally high hopes for it, it didn’t even match my relatively low standards. Kind of disappointing.



My thesis comic which is very very loosely based on story of Lemminkäinen. I’m probably going to do more polished version of the comic because there’s so many things that I could have done better. We’ll see… BUT I’m going to start working a longer project which is related to this comic in 2017! 

Thank you @koskimangusti for giving me feedback and also proofreading both my thesis and comic <3

My dearest children,

I’ve been staring at this page for far too long, wondering what on earth I could possibly say to you both. There are so many things to say, but nothing could make anything I’ve done to either of you better.

 It’s been so many years since I’ve seen either of you, but not a day has gone by that you haven’t crossed my mind. I wonder every second of my life how you both are doing and what you are up to these days. I pray that you both have grown into fine young people that I could only imagine you blooming into had you stayed with me. At the time, giving you up was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but please know, my babies, that it had to be done. It was the only way I could guarantee that you would survive. My life had been so complicated, so dangerous, there was no way I could have brought two innocent ones up in this mess. The choices I made in my youth effected both of your lives, I’m sure even to this day. There are no words to even begin to express how sorry I am for that. I’m not even sure your parents will let you read this letter. If they don’t, then please don’t be too hard on them. I’m sure if I was in their situation, knowing the whole truth about our past, I wouldn’t let some woman try to interfere with your lives either. I just hope you know that my words are sincere.

I miss you both more than you could ever know, and my heart is all too full with the love I have for you. I’m sure that you have a lot of questions about your life before, and if it’s alright with your moms I would be honored to sit down and talk to you about anything and everything you want to know. Maybe one day we will have that chance whenever you’re old enough. For now, live graciously, and happily with all the blessings you both deserve that I could never give to you. I’m so grateful that you both are part of this world, even if we do not share if at the moment. And I am so grateful that you have two loving parents who can give you everything and more. Be thankful that you have them, and not me at my worst. I will always think of you, my darlings, counting down the days until we meet again.

Until then,

All my love,

Your birth mother

Birthday thoughts....

23 years. I am so grateful to be alive wow. Life has been beautiful, ugly, overwhelming, difficult, rewarding and absolutely amazing. There’s so much more I wanna do but I could be done right now, 22 was AMAZING. I bought a house, went to the other side of the world, dated some amazing people, finally opened my heart a little haha, moved across the country, saw some amazing bands, traveled way too much, made sooooo many fun memories……. The main thing I’ve learned is life is abundant with opportunity. There’s always good in the air but you have to be open to it. There’s always a chance to have fun, succeed, connect with someone, move up in the world, grow, get better…. Take responsibility. Say yes to more things. Don’t wait for anyone to make things happen for you. This is YOUR life. Anyway I’m so thankful for how my life has gone and for everyone I’ve met and gotten to interact with. Life really is beautiful. There’s so much going on and I’m grateful for it all, id rather feel crazy pain and crazy joy than nothing at all. I’m so thankful to be alive. 23 is gonna be incredible. I had a great day today with my best friends and thank you to all the amazing people for all the sweet birthday wishes you guys are the best 😭💙 LOVE YOU!!!!!!

[Mateus] standing still

both the heretics are here.

the one i want, the dragon, he’s too well-protected even now. too many allies. i couldn’t get close to him to get my work done.

gotta figure out how to get him into his dragon form. more witnesses are better. this way maybe that’ll convince people to my cause.

from how things sound using tiphane to goad him into it wouldn’t work like it would have ten years ago or whatever.

if i could just get him by himself this’d all be so much fucking easier

fucker keeps his own damn books in his quarters how fucking arrogant is that? even got a couple paintings that look a bit like his sire, maybe, or maybe they’re him i don’t know. apparently he’s got that one au ra girl with horns like a dragon now.

how is this fucker not obvious to everybody?

in all the records i’ve combed through i think i’ve figured out his sort of ‘timeline’. green-eyed light-haired elezen with carbuncles and k-names in most cases existed across typical elezen lifespans with a year or less between them. family names rarely repeating. ‘delacroix’ and ‘dubois’ being the ones that did repeat.

every single fucking one lived in ishgard. there isn’t a single matching record that didn’t live there, no gaps, nothing. wealthy enough to matter in most cases. wealthy enough to be written down.

no sightings in a while though

I know so many people are saying they disliked The Final Problem, but I will unabashedly say that I really enjoyed it.
Sure there are other episodes that I like better, and sure there were things that maybe could have been done differently or better. Ultimately though, as a last episode (controversial I know, but let’s just say yes for now OK? ) I thought it worked super well. So this is me just putting my basic opinion out into the Tumblr void.

2016 reflections&2017 resolutions…..
>Ive grown and learned and experienced!! I could have done better but Thats How It Is!!! Accept ur fate me @ me!!!!!!
>I want to work harder, do better, be better, and push myself
>Improve myself in my work ethic and time management and produce work that reminds My Self Why im studying what i am (and hopefully learn exactly why i like fashion and also become more passionate about it)
>And i want to learn more! About so many things, there is so much out there!!

anonymous asked:

I love your posts about autism and neurodiversity. It's really comforting to see that people can be supportive. I very recently got diagnosed with Aspbergers and Attachment Disorder but can't bring myself to tell anyone. Thank you for the positivity!

Omg! *hugs you*

I don’t know about you, but finally having a diagnosis, and understanding why I am the way I am, made me feel so much better.

I think one of the worst things is that there are so many negative stereotypes surrounding not just autism, but other neurodivergent syndromes, making thinking you have them impossible!

I had so many dumb ideas about autism in my head, thinking I could never have it… If I can do something to combat those stereotypes, and inform people at the same time, I’ll consider it a job well done :)

I’m glad you enjoy my blog, and posts! I’m trying to tag everything under #autism or #autistic whenever I make posts, so that tag should be full of cool stuff :)

“Popplios evolution is too feminine! Now I can’t use it!”

Ahahaha hahaa ooohh so many peeps with such fragile masculinity, my god.

It’s one thing to not like a starter, just because the design isn’t in your taste. That’s all cool! Popplio is not my fav either. I think it could have been designed better, but when the reason is that “Starters should not look girly/feminine, ‘cause then guys can’t use it”, there’s a problem.

Listen, I’m all for Pokemons and especially starters looking mostly gender neutral, except for the Pokemons that are actually gender specific (like Nidoking and Nidoqueen, to name some.) Though why is it SUCH a big terror, that there’s FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 20 YEARS AND 7 GENERATIONS LATER, is a starter, that has more of a feminine look to it? (Even if I counted Fennekin as ‘too feminine’, it would still only be 2 out of 21 starters.) 

How often have you heard people bitch about many other Pokemons definitely looking much more masculine, despite still looking the same, in their female version. Pokemons like MR.Mime and Machoke (just to name two) both look the same, also as females, despite clearly being designed as 'males’. One has the freaking title 'Mr.’ in it and no one whines and says “we need a more feminine version of it, so we can use it!”

If your problem with Popplio is “it’s too female, mneeh my manliness huuurts”, then you better be fine with people also whining about the possible Litten evo being too masculine (if the leaks turn out true.). You cannot bitch about one starter being “too feminine” and then applaud another, that’s clearly “too male”. Either accept BOTH “masculine” AND “feminine” or else all have to be designed to be gender neutral. It works both ways, or else it’s just straight up having double standards.

It can’t be right some got such a fragile masculinity, they refuse to like anything that’s “too girly”. Surprise surprise, girls play Pokemon too and yet, there is no whining about “Maaan, it looks too much like a dude! Gamefreak, you need to make a female version we can use!”.

And do not pull that ridiculous “EW ANGRY FEMINIST!!” card on me. I’m not for “Female power! Men sucks!”. I’m for equality.

This Is Why I Have Trust Issues (Pietro x Reader) Part 2

Summary: After not having seen the inhabitants of the tower for a while, Y/N reluctantly agrees to go to a party there on the basis that her ex, Pietro, is going out of town on a mission. Unfortunately, things don’t go exactly as planned.

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Part Two

You stood outside his room, just as you had done so many times before. Maybe it would be easier if you were the one to blame; at least you would have something to talk about. You could apologise. But that was one thing that you sure as hell weren’t gonna do. Unless he did it first. Because, let’s face it, it was his fault. Well, no. No. It was both of you. It just… It was easier for you to blame it on him. Made you feel better about yourself. You decided to get it over and done with.

You took a deep breath before knocking tree times on the door. It took him a while to answer, but when he saw you, his face dropped into a scowl once more. You mirrored his facial expression, trying to let him know that you weren’t crawling back to him.

“Why are you here?” he growled, and you crossed your arms.

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Some Lucy x Vasquez headcanons already

Ok but-

  • Lucy Lane starting her new job as the Director of the DEO but still not really feeling like she’s fitting in 
  • Until Susan Vasquez steps the fuck up and realizes that Lucy is having a rough time
  • It really just starts with Susan helping her out with work stuff, telling her how Hank used to do things, how Vasquez thinks things could have been done better but she was too intimidated by Hank to ask him to change them
  • Lucy being absolutely thrilled that someone is wanting to help her out so she’s just like “Please, tell me the ways things could be better, I want to know.” 
  • And Vasquez being like “this place is a fucking administrative mess, do you know how much weird ass paperwork I have to do? do you know how many things I have to refile everyday after these idiots save things in the wrong places?”
  • The two of them spending a shit ton of time together just overhauling the DEO’s administrative system and bonding over their love of order and organization, while good-naturedly shit talking every other agent who messes up their new system (they’re all starting to accept Lucy and she still feels weird about the shit talking, but Vasquez is like “no, it’s all cool, this is how we talk to each other. they actually are starting to like you.”)
  • Vasquez going around to all the other agents and screaming at them every time they start acutally shit talking the new boss/her new bff/her new crush and making sure that they never say anything like that to Lucy’s face
  • Lucy inviting Vasquez to get “dinner” at like 2 AM after being at the DEO all day and the two of them ending up at Lucy’s apartment eating pizza

Bilbo looked quite miserable as he stood by the entrance, with his head wrapped in white bandage, uncertain, while Balin carefully combed through Thorin’s hair. He braced himself and walked in.

“How is he?”, Bilbo asked quietly. Balin startled and his hands froze.

“He still hasn’t woken,” he said finally, but hasn’t resumed his work. He looked calculatingly between Bilbo and Thorin and suddenly stood up. “I’m combing scented oils through his hair. It isn’t usually done by anyone but the dwarf himself, but it wouldn’t do for the heir of Erebor to walk around any longer with his hair in mess. But perhaps you could do it.”

Bilbo started to shake his head, but Balin forced the comb in his palms. “Your hands are smaller, you will do much better with the knots that I would. Go on, I have so many things to attend to, it would be a relief if you helped.”

“In that case…”, Bilbo agreed hesitantly.

“Apply the oils generously to work through the knots, but not to the point when the hair starts to feel oily.”

Bilbo nodded and sat down by Thorin’s bed. Balin stopped by the entrance to the tent and let himself smirk while Bilbo ran his fingers through dwarf’s hair. He didn’t notice Dwalin until his brother commented grufly.

“High time.”

“Bilbo doesn’t know. I made him do it,” Balin shook his head. Dwalin shifted on his feet.

“Then let us pray that Thorin will wake soon and make Bilbo do it himself.”

anonymous asked:

Louis must know he deserves so much better for his life and career than slimy Simon Jones and his greasy SYCO mouthpieces, it's breaking my heart to even imagine him tied to these people long term ,I know he's smart enough to know how many corrupt things they've done to his band over the years, if you could get a fresh start,why the hell wouldn't you take it? I honestly wonder if Louis is being manipulated or even blackmailed to cooperate with these people, they have a history of emotional abuse

honestly, at this point I think Louis is smart enough to not be manipulated or blackmailed and am HOPING he’s using THEM at this point for some reason that isn’t quite clear to us but will be eventually.  So…I’m willing to wait it out.  especially if things keep happening like they already have this week…….