so many peeta feels

Camp Mockingjay - Ch 9

Originally posted by districtsonfire

We asked, you voted, and finally, FINALLY, Katniss is going to kiss that big old cinnamon bun!!! Will sparks fly? Will they get poison ivy on their nether regions? Will Gale find a way to intrude on this too? The suspense is killing me! Let’s find out now, shall we? Without further ado, chapter 9 of Camp Mockingjay, the penultimate chapter, cowritten by @burkygirl and @xerxia31

You have 48 hours to vote on the direction of the next chapter of the story (until noon EDT on Wednesday, August 16th). Remember: vote in the comments, not in the tags! And don’t forget to spread the word by reblogging. The more fans playing this game, the more fun it will be!

The kiss tastes like surprise, like nights of longing and secret wishes finally fulfilled before sliding into a long, slow smoulder that burns in my belly and ignites a hunger unlike anything I’ve known before.

Peeta rumbles low in his chest and his hands flex to pull me closer. My hands thread through his golden curls as I sample first his top lip and then the bottom one. When his tongue slips past my lips, I grant him entry with a satisfied sigh. It slides against mine, then tickles along the roof of mouth only to plunder its depths again.

The hunger in my belly builds to an ache that spreads along my core until I throb between my legs and my breasts long for his touch.

But not yet. There are so many things left unsaid. It seems Peeta feels the same because he takes that moment to break the kiss, though he doesn’t let me go.

“I have always wanted to do that,” he whispers, and the tremor in his voice matches the one I feel inside.

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Day Ten: So. Many. Feels.

It’s now less than 10 days until I see Mockingjay Part 2 and I’M SO NOT READY. My poor heart. 


idk man i just have so many feels for peeta mellark like he was slapped around by the one person in the world who was supposed to love him unconditionally all his life, and then he loses his entire family to the bombs, and then he’s tortured to the point where he’ll never be safe again and what does this fandom remember most about him. his kindness. like this is a boy who’s been through so much that if he was ever cruel the world would completely forgive hime for it and at the end of the day, he’s still kind. there is something to be said about the importance of kind, gentle compassionate heroes in today’s media. you don’t need to kill to be strong

Mockingjay Thoughts-Gale

So, ever since I joined this fandom, I have seen quite a few people who have spewed their “Gale hate.”  This mostly stems from two directions.  One, that so many love Peeta and just decide to feel the opposite for Gale.  The other, and more prevalent argument, though, are those who do not like Gale at all “because he killed Prim.”

Now, don’t get me wrong, I love Peeta as much as anyone (just read my fanfiction to know that!), but I do not hate Gale.  Honestly, I kind of pity the guy a little bit.  But, I don’t believe there is a reason to hate him.  Let’s go over the facts…

Did Gale create the bombs that killed Prim?  I think we can safely assume that the answer is yes.  We know that he and Beetee were discussing traps and working on a two bomb plan, and what happened in the Capitol looked like they described.  Even Gale admits that he doesn’t know for sure if it was or was not, so that he can’t deny it to Katniss.  So, one can probably assume that the plan was more than likely his.

Did Gale give the order to use the bombs?  I think this is a definite no.  There is no evidence that he had any idea of it being used.  He is in deep to the plan to get to the City Circle with Katniss to get close to Snow.  He would have never let her do this if he knew what was going to happen.  We learn later on that Coin is probably the one who gave the order, and that is one of the reasons Katniss shoots her.

Would Gale have given or agreed to such an order?  I think this at least is possible.  Gale says in District Two that he would “sacrifice a few to take out the rest of them.”  His viewpoint in Mockingjay is pretty much to do anything or sacrifice anyone to get rid of Snow and the Capitol.  So, I think it would not have been beyond his capacity to be in line with this kind of order.

Would Gale have allowed Prim to be a part of the medical team that went in, knowing what the plan entailed?  This is the point where the argument that Gale killed Prim fails.  Because no matter what he may have believed or be willing to do to overthrow the Capitol, I don’t believe that if he knew about such a plan would he have ever allowed Prim to go in there.  This is because he had one overriding mission above everything else.  Protect Katniss’ family.  This was his promise to her from the beginning and his ultimate failure.  As he said, “it was the one thing I had going for me.”  With this, any scrap of hope he had left of a future with Katniss was gone.  If he had known about the plan, I think there is no way he would have allowed Prim to be put into that situation.  Because he would have to protect her.  

So, he failed, and lost Katniss in the process.  And this is why I pity him.  Yes, we know he got a fancy job in District 2, but we will always wonder if he was happy.  So, after everything I can not find it in my heart to hate Gale.

Even so, I also believe that Gale knew long before Katniss who she would choose.  And that it would not be him.   We can only hope he finally found his own peace with it all.


“I don’t want you forgetting how different our circumstaces are. If you die, and I live, there’s no life for me at all back in District Twelve. You’re my whole life.“ Peeta says. "I would never be happy again. It’s different for you. I’m not saying it wouldn’t be hard. But there are other people who’d make your life worth living.”

No one really needs me,” he says, and there’s no selfpity in his voice. It’s true his family doesn’t need him. They will mourn him, as will a handfull of friends. But they will get on…. I realise only one person will be damaged beyond repair if Peeta dies. Me.

“I do,” I say. “I need you.”


Here is my new Peeta and Katniss Video; I have so many feels! the movie couldn’t be better! I was waiting for the HQ movie so I can edit my favorite couple as best as I can!

The video is not as I expected it could have been better! 


I really hope you guys will like it! Please leave feedback because it  is highly appreciated