so long time i dont do this

anonymous asked:

Why is John so like gross and disgusting? Doesn't he see his actions as problematic at all?

this is a complex question because i dont think its so much he doesnt see so much as he doesnt care

he doesnt care about who he hurts or the consequences of what he does so long as hes getting attention 

because trust me we told him plenty of times he was wrong and he would do his whole “im sorry i love you i promise ill change” routine that all abusers do to placate others

and then go right back to doing the same shit and then blame us for “expecting him to change overnight”

anonymous asked:

Hey, don't take this as an offense please, I'm genuinely curious. You used to be quite anti Regina and anti SQ, how come you love both now? What made you change your mind?

Oh I don’t ever take these question as offense as long as people are polite, so always feel free to ask <3

[TW: Very personal discussions on sex, sexuality, forcing yourself to do something you dont want and discussions on self discovery]

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neverevergonnagrowup  asked:

Heyy!! So I'm thinking of starting an art blog, possibly joint with my friend who's also into art. We both mix between digital and by hand which is cool, but basically do you have any advice for it? We've both got tumblr so we get the basics of the website, but have you got any specific advice for us? Also, time is a major issue with us since we've got exams in a couple of months so that do you suggest anything related to that? Thank you so much and sorry for the long message!!:))

Hello! I dont have any advice when it comes to art tbh. I’d say, just post whatever you like? It’s good to have a schedule sometimes for eg, I used to post art at least once a week and that’s only because I had ideas/know what I want to draw. It also helps to post art when people are online. I live in Asia so I usually have to post at night/near midnight for people from the US/Europe to see my art. ( You can schedule it in the queue but I don’t trust tumblr to schedule my art) Also, use the tags on tumblr and tag your art so more people are most likely to see it. 

Since both of you are have exams, it’s best to draw after your exams are done? It’s been awhile since I sit for an exam so I can’t advice you on that one! Sorry!

I refuse not to be a part of Pocky day

i feel like the moon

is spinning off into outer space without you

the universe an empty place without you

3

go on, make your move

Stim shamelessly!

Its been so long since I’ve done a drawing like this. :O 

I normally do these on paper but this time I’m trying out digital/drawing with my tablet. This is also the first time I’ve tried drawing myself with my current haircut. 

[ Image Description: 

The drawing is of an autistic person stimming, with the words “stim shamelessly” around them. The word “stim” is above the persons head, while “shamelessly” is below the person. Both words are between two red neurodiversity ‘infinity’ symbols.

The autistic person is wearing a dark blue headphones and a blue jumper with a red neurodiversity symbol on it. They are stimming with a blue and purple tangle, and by rocking and listening to music.]

anonymous asked:

(1/3) ALLY!! Okay, i wanna write down a list of things that i really like about you just cuz. 1) your hair, it's such a soft brown and your highlights bring compliment it so well, 2) your eyes, they're the prettiest shape and they're so warm, 3) your smile, which is brighter than my ideal future, 4) your height, which is so petite and melts my heart, 5) your accent, which reminds me of home, 6) the way you draw eyes, which is just so unique to me, 7) the red tones of your art ofc

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L I STEN…I JUST LOVE GENCY OK

I HAVE A STUPID GENCY AU I CAN’T GET OUT OF MY HEAD AND WANT TO FANGIRL TO SOMEONE BUT I’M SHY AF EVEN THO I ALREADY PLANNED OUT LIKE A WHOLE STORY TO THIS NOW IDK WHAT TO DO AHHH I SHOULD BE DOING MY BUSINESS CARDS

Young Genji trying to flirt with Mercy but getting cock blocked by…his future self

you know how sometimes you’re having a bad day or an okay day but then someone does something nice for you and you just smile for a long time?? i want to be someone who makes other smile like that

i havent used this blog in forever so this is gonna be weird, but


im finally able to start hormones, but the issue is we dont have insurance and something keeps messing up every time we try to get it, and we dont really have the money to get it otherwise unless we want to skip out on food, a/c, electricity, etc. each month (which, surprise, we dont) and im actually not even sure if the insurance we are gonna be getting will even cover hormone stuff if we do manage to get it

and technically i could wait longer still, but ive already been waiting for years (getting p close to a decade now) and i really dont want to deal with dysphoria for any longer than i have to so i want to start physically transitioning as soon as possible.


s o, on to the point of this post:

if you could donate even the tiniest bit to our paypal, (LalartuXul@gmail.com) or boost this post at all it’d help to bring me closer to the point i have enough saved to afford hormones

and i also take commissions for any of those who would want something in return. examples of art:

i can draw pretty much anything you want; animals, anthros, humans, robots, monsters, gore, etc. and you can either pm me here or message me on @hellssovereign

again, if you can donate or even just boost this it’d be a great help

anonymous asked:

Do you have any spare time in your life to help curious learners give some lessons on art? I mean, however bad you think you are in teaching others, you can still be some aid, at least by sharing what you experience during creating art

I dont really have time to do that, im sorry…  im not an art teacher, and i feel my experiences are of little value. so instead i hope this list of resources made by others can help you more than i can:

Art Youtube Channels:

Free Online Courses on a ton of subjects (including art!)

Brushes:

Inspiration & Stories:

Archives & Free Resources:

Books:

*Drawing

*Sketching

*Animation

*Color

*“Art of” Books:


Remember, a resource post is nothing if you dont use it. You can watch videos and click links all day, but nothing replaces putting the time in to draw. You get best at what you do most. Draw the most, and you will get good at it. I promise.


good luck!!!

“to see you do that laugh behind your hand that you do, like you think you shouldn’t be smiling”

Yeah. More SLGN inspired shit. Get used to it I duckin love this fic and I love these boys ugh