so it's okay

“And what I saw,” […] “I think—I think I loved it. Forgave it—me. All of it.” It was only in that moment when I knew—I’d understood what the Suriel had meant. Only I could allow the bad to break me. Only I could own it, embrace it.

wow its been a while since ive posted… i can explain

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Had to upload to YouTube first, because the file is too big.

but yeah, enjoy my first ever animation *0*

I got some new 910 boots from ToS and…………………….

They look really weird on a troll.

Ubaid (purple) does not seem to approve, and Ekon (red) seems about as confused about it as Shion. How are those claws staying on his feet anyway?!

(( I main BM Hunter on Alexstraza, in game name is spelt Shionn. ))

barumonster  asked:

So, I was scrolling through my art drafts, considering some character redesigns and I chose one that has heavy tattoos that needed reworking. I start skimming through my tattoo references and find some blackwork that I fall in love with. Then I think- wait, this is really familiar. Dig around, sure enough, BAM! Your Alec Ryder, I knew it! No wonder I fell in love with those tattoos. Then I realized my character also has similar hair and skintone. SHIT. I have no clue what to do now!

Thank you so much!!! And those were just place holder tatts since I am the WORST about sticking with one tattoo design haha (except for the ones on the hands, those are gonna stay because I like them). I can’t find the original post haha but that one popular neck tattoo is one of my fav blackout pieces ever.

But go for it!!! Live your dreams and make a cool character with rad tattoos. I don’t mind my characters/work being used for mild inspo (it’s actually very flattering ahh), just as long as it’s not a direct copy since I spend so much time on that stuff so it’s kinda close to my heart ;____;

@local-gay-witch‘s giveaway request!

Prompt: (ftm trans) -feels smol 5'5 -snakebites. Lucio is out on a mission and his s/o is having bad gender dysphoria (homie Genji tries to help) and in the midst of being upset he forgets to take his hormone shots. Lucio comes back seeing his s/o having a bad day and helps him feel better/helping him take his shot.


You gaze to yourself in the mirror once you woke up— but it wasn’t you. It wasn’t the you that you knew yourself as. Today, seeing that reflection made you sick. Anxiety began to set in, your breath quickened as if you were trapped in a box quickly closing in. You pressed your back to the wall and slowly slid down, curling yourself up as you desperately tried to fight off these toxic thoughts. You bit down on your bottom lip, tongue toying with your piercings as you tried to keep yourself grounded. 

If Lúcio were here, he could at least ease the pain you were experiencing. But he was gone. Away on an important mission and he wouldn’t be home until the evening. You just had to get by until then… but you weren’t sure you could. You needed help now. So, you call one of the few other people you can rely on. Genji.

He is very concerned when he arrives to your aid. He doesn’t exactly feel prepared on how he should help either, so he asks you what he can do to help. You tell him all you need is a distraction until Lúcio comes back. So, Genji leaves a message for Lúcio, then takes your hand and leads you to his room. He wraps you in a blanket, gently rubs your back, and gathers a few movies for the two of you to watch together. This time is spent mostly in silence. You try your best to just focus on the movies. Any small slip in your concentration could send you back into a downward spiral. Genji just kept an arm around you, gently petting your back and gently assuring you any time you got restless.


Your mind had gone completely numb somewhere down the road. You completely lost track of time, mentally just floating through an empty realm. The sound of a knock on Genji’s door brought you back to reality. Genji carefully stood up so he wouldn’t jar you, then went to open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Lúcio came rushing to you. He held you in his arms and kept you in a tight, warm embrace for a few moments before he pulled away to cup your face in his hands and look you in the eye. Concern and sadness were very clear on his face as he looked at you.

“What’s the matter, baby?” he asked softly. “What’s wrong?”

Doing your best to fight back tears, you explain the situation to him, but it eventually becomes too much and you break down, sobbing into his shoulder as he held you tight. 

Lúcio was absolutely heartbroken to hear this. “Aw, baby, no– you’re— you’re perfect. Everything’s going to be okay.”

He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead and then scooped you up right off the ground as you continued to sniffle and cry. Lúcio gave a short thanks to Genji, then made his way back to your shared room. He gently set you down on the bed and hugged you once more, gently rocking back and forth to help you calm down.

It took awhile for you to calm down, but once you did, Lúcio was relieved. “There’s my pretty boy,” he said softly before pressing a soft kiss to your lips. he gently toyed with your piercings as he kissed you. It’s a habit he’s come to develop and he loves doing it. He soon pulled away and looked to you with a smile.

“You feeling any better? You made sure to take your hormones, right?” 

You freeze, then slowly shake your head no. You completely forgot about your shots after all that’s happened today. Lúcio lets out a small gasp, then gets up to retrieve the kit from the bathroom. As he prepared the shot, he kept his eye on you. Just making sure you were stable while also giving a look that screamed I love you so much, please be okay.

You bury your face in his neck and flinch when you feel the needle prick you. Lúcio gently shushes you and finishes the injection, then proceeds to throw away all the waste. 

“You’re such a brave man…” Lúcio says sweetly. “Taking these shots, seeking out help when I wasn’t around. I’m so proud of you, baby. So, so proud.”

Once he had everything situated, Lúcio quickly changed into his pajamas and sat down on the bed next to you, giving you another tender hug. “Everything is okay now. I’m here, you’re here. We’re all good. I can’t even begin to say how lucky a man I am to have such a strong and handsome boy like yourself as my partner,” he presses a soft kiss to your lips once more. “And whenever you’re feeling down again, I’ll be right there to pick you right back up. You can count on it.” 

Angelo Vincent Leon Phantomhive
(Child of Ciel and Elizabeth - Black Butler)

@eleanorchipettelover told me about the sibling of Rachel, who belongs to @songbirdsechochamber - so I attempted to draw him! I realise I missed his ears by putting too much hair, I’m terrible with curls! I tried my best though, so I hope he’s okay! 

a/n: i literally just wrote this in half and hour bc i was itching to write an imagine based on this beautiful gif^ (i don’t own it btw so credits to the owner). this is super short bc i need to go to sleep like right now so yeah excuse the shortness. and no this isn’t the imagine i was talking about in my 400 followers post but i’ll be posting that real soon hopefully! hope you guys like this :)

[ i used a writing prompt from @the-modern-typewriter for the first couple lines ]

“Are you trying to seduce me?”

“That depends on if it’s working or not,” Tom replied with a lazy grin. He tilted his head and licked his lips a little nervously. “Is it?”

(Y/N) laughed softly sitting beside Tom on the couch. She couldn’t ignore the fluttery feeling in her stomach or the heat that had rushed to her cheeks. “Why don’t you decide?”

Tom grinned like a fool as she slowly leaned closer to him. The smell of his cologne wrapped around her like a blanket. She had never realised how good he smelt.

(Y/N) grabbed the collar of his silk pyjamas and pulled him towards her, the hands circling her waist not going unnoticed.

And then they kissed. Lips met lips. Flesh met flesh.

He kissed her slowly, sweetly and unhurriedly like he had all the time in the world to show her how much she meant to him. She smiled into the kiss and pulled away. She rested her forehead on his, his stylishly unkempt hair tickling her skin. Tom tried to lean in to steal another kiss but (Y/N) put her finger on his lips to stop him.

“Whoa there, cutie.” (Y/N) leaned back into the couch, head resting against the wall as she eyed him with a twinkle in her eye. “Wanna guess what my answer is?”

Tom’s slightly dazed look quickly faded and a smirk appeared on his lips. It was his turn to lean in close. The tips of your noses were touching and your eyes flickered down to his lips before fluttering shut.

“I’d wager a yes,” Tom whispered.

Tom closed the distance and off they went again.

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you’d fly with me

doodled a handful of scenes from my latest klance fic bc i’m predictable like that

@theroyalqueenofnothing tagged me, thank you! :)
I feel like my hair is what the hair of 90s Natasha Lyonne and Enzo Amore’s kid would look like. (“and you can’t teach that”)
I’ll tag @viking-badger, @ollis-beard, @skadi-och-skjoell, @withfreyjaonourside, @ddraconian-love, @prideandperdition, @goodbye-to-gravity and @vadzianik if they want to post one!