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Your True Self

Summary: The reader is one of the few people that is close with Loki while he stays with the Avengers, which causes her to fall deeply in love with him. After talking with Steve, Bucky, and Thor the reader finally feels confidant enough to make a move. 

Word Count: 5383

Authors note: Playful Loki is the BEST Loki! Get ready for this beautiful mixture of smut and fluff…this ones gonna HURT!

You were currently sitting in the living room of Stark Towers, for once all of you were able to enjoy a free day. Things were slow and before they got to 100 miles per hour again, you all were determined to enjoy it…even The God Of Mischief.

Loki was still relatively knew to your group, and only you and Thor seemed to be able to get along with him. You didn’t know what it was, but when it came to Loki you just couldn’t help yourself.

Maybe it was the beautiful contrast between his pale skin and raven hair, or the way his intense blue eyes seemed to stare into your soul. It could be that infamous smirk of his, and how good it felt to be the cause of it.


Whatever it was, you had it bad. It wasn’t that you were inexperienced, but rather just shy…and the man was a god. You were just a mere mortal who happened to be able kick ass, but you didn’t have any special powers.

These types of thoughts stopped you from letting your feelings be known, but that didn’t mean your friends remained in the dark about them. Everyone seemed to pick up on them, even Thor himself.

Thor had become an extremely close friend to you, and you embraced each others positivity and good heartedness. Whenever he saw the affect his brother had over you he would just laugh, “ I don’t understand you mortals, why do you hide your feelings?”.

You would just roll your eyes, “ Easier said than done coming from a literal god…I’m just me..”. His mood would shift when he heard you talk badly about yourself, it saddened him. He wished so badly for you to see yourself the way others saw you..the way his brother saw you.

Trust and friendship did not come easily to Loki, but they came easily with you. That was a miracle in itself, and Thor hated that you couldn’t realize it. Thor would turn to face you, always making sure you looked into his eyes for this was a serious matter.

He’d place a hand on your shoulder, “ A title like that means nothing, it is your actions that define you nothing else. Your actions make you a remarkable woman (y/n), it is a great misfortune that you cannot see that…at least my brother does”.

With that he would leave you alone with your thoughts, refusing to meddle any further. Thor loved you deeply, and he knew how lucky he was to have a friend like you.

Knowing that someone like you cared for his brother filled him with immense joy, if only you would act on your feelings. Despite what Thor told you, it was hard to see yourself how he saw you.

Currently you were in the kitchen talking with Steve and Bucky while the rest of the group hung out in the living room. Both the boys were arguing over who could make the best grilled cheese.

Bucky claiming that Steve “might’ve been frozen too long because his memory is damn wrong”. You sat there on one of the countertops, enjoying the bickering and teasing. Steve rolled his eyes, but laughed at Bucky’s comment.

He pointed the spatula at him, “ You and I both know I make the best grilled cheese in all of Brooklyn, Buck”. God they could argue over anything, but it was always lighthearted topics.

Things like, “ Who rode the Thunderbolt longest at Coney Island as kids” or even, “Who knew episodes of The Lone Ranger better”. You were just thankful that there was never any real fights between them.

Bucky was already getting the cheese and butter out of the fridge, “ Maybe that’s what you tell yourself to sleep at night…”. You laughed loudly at that, he was getting so into this. Steve grabbed the bread and pans, placing them next to the stove.

Suddenly both men turned to you, and you already knew what they were going to ask. Bucky spoke up first, “Why don’t we have our little (y/n) here be the judge!”. In hopes to get you on his side he finished his sentence with a wink.

Steve rolled his eyes, “ You’re barking up the wrong tree Buck, we both know who (y/n) has her eyes on”. You watched the smirk form upon Bucky’s lips, remembering your apparent crush for a certain Asgardian.

Trying to keep your cool you said, “ Right now I’d rather have my eyes on the best grilled cheese in all of New York, if either of you fools can make it”. They both pretended to be hurt by your comment, but the smirk only left Bucky’s face for a moment.

He raised an eyebrow, “ So what does it for you? The dark hair…the accent…his huge-”. Steve slapped Bucky behind the head, stopping his friend while he was ahead.

Bucky put his hands up defensively, “ I was going to say scepter, Captain Dirtymind”. Once again you found yourself laughing, you were lucky to have the friends you did. As if on cue Loki walked into the kitchen, maybe he was the god of bad timing.

Based off of the knowing glances both super soldiers were giving you, you were already blushing before Loki even said anything. He walked over to you with a book in his hand, “ Hello love, hungry are we?”.

You stood there for a moment without saying anything, your mind automatically drifting to more dirtier places. The sound of Bucky holding back a giggle behind you brought you back.

Smiling you said, “ I was going to see which one of these idiots could make the better grilled cheese”. You turned around briefly shooting daggers at both men, while they stood there smirking.

Since you were turned around you couldn’t see the smirk plastered across Loki’s face. He knew full well the innuendo he’d just said, and he knew why Bucky was laughing.

Loki questionably repeated the word, “ Grilled cheese?”. And you smiled realizing he had no idea what that meant. Steve spoke up, “ It’s a type of food here, that I just so happen to be the best at making”. For affect he turned to Bucky, a smug look plastered across his face.

You were eager to change topics, “ How’s the book coming along, do you like it?”. Loki shared your love of reading, and you’d actually got him to start reading one of your favorite books.

You’d given him your personal copy of, “ Cat’s Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut” will all your favorite quotes underlined. He smiled, “ American authors write quite differently than Asgardians, I’m afraid most references go over my head”.

He watched that beautiful smile of yours fade away, and realized what he said might’ve come across wrong. Quickly he added, “ Would you mind explaining some of it too me love?”. Watching your smile form again made him just as happy, although he kept that to himself.

You got so excited, “ Are you sure?! I don’t want to bore you and-”. Loki laughed lightly knowing that was something you could never do. Holding your gaze he said, “ I find your passion for things quite intriguing darling”.

His words sent shivers down your spine, especially when he called you things like “love” or “darling”. Smiling you asked, “Usual place and usual time or for once will you actually get some sleep?”.

Loki laughed at your little joke, a smile forming upon his own lips. Before turning to exit the kitchen he said, “ I was thinking my room would be better, that way I can finally share one of my favorites with you”.

You nodded your head, way to excited for words to form. Once again he smirked, the effect he had over you was so thrilling for him. With that, he was gone, off to wander the halls until you’d find him later.

As you turned around you saw both Steve and Bucky smirking again. Steve smiled, “Usual place..usual time?”. You mentally slapped yourself for letting them hear that.

Bucky raised his eyebrows suggestively, “ Oh no Steve, he wants to show her something in his room maybe his-”. Once again Steve slapped Bucky behind the head, not wanting this teasing to make you feel too uncomfortable.

Bucky nodded his head, “Okay that time I wasn’t going to say scepter”. This caused you and Steve to crack up laughing. Steve’s expression softened, “I think he really cares for you (y/n) I mean have you even seen him be that inviting with any of us?”.

Steve had a valid point, it did take a lot for Loki to open up. Thinking out loud you said, “Maybe Thor is right…”. Both men looked to each other, and then back at you. Bucky’s eyes widened, “ Doll don’t tell me HIS OWN BROTHER said he had feelings for you!!”.

You hushed Bucky, not wanting the rest of the group to hear what you’d been talking about. Steve spoke up, “If Thor said something to you (y/n) then it has to be true..he knows his brother better than anyone”.

You started to blush finding yourself finally seeing the truth in Thor’s words. Looking up you said, “Okay maybe Thor has mentioned it a couple times but-”. Bucky’s jaw dropped, and Steve was just as shocked.

Bucky looked at you, “ But what?! Please don’t tell me it’s what I think it is..”. You avoided his gaze, letting him know what he was thinking was right. Steve knew what it was too, “You have no reason to be insecure (y/n), you’re one of the most incredible women I know”.

Bucky walked over to you, taking your hand in his. He made you do a spin, “You’re a bombshell doll, start to believe it”. Once again you found yourself smiling and thanking the universe for putting these people into your life.

Steve added, “ We love you and we wouldn’t lie to you, you have NO reason to be the slightest bit insecure…you don’t realize the way he looks at you”. You were confused, and raised an eyebrow.

Bucky rolled his eyes, “ Doll the way he smirks at you is sinful, I only know because I’ve been known to give a couple special women that look myself”. Rolling your eyes you ignored the second part of his comment.

He continued, “ I know desire (y/n), and it’s in his eyes everytime he looks at you”. This many of your closest friends wouldn’t give you false confidence, so what they were saying had to be true.

Smiling you said, “ I love you guys, and I promise I’ll judge your contest later, I have to go get ready”. Bucky cheered while Steve stood there with a look of happiness all over his face. Finally his best friend was going to get the love she deserved.

You quickly left the room which meant you couldn’t see the stares the rest of the room had given Bucky from his cheering. Clint casually said, “ Is (y/n) finally going to make a move on Horns?”.

Bucky nodded his head to which Nat responded with, “ Finally…by the way Stark you owe me $20”. Tony grumbled but handed Natasha the money, causing the room to look at her confusingly.

She smirked, “ What? Tony said it would take (y/n) another month, and I guessed it would be by the end of this week”.  Steve gave Nat his best, “disappointed dad” look.

Sam grinned, “ Look the money was going towards a good cause, and Barnes you owe me $15”. Steve looked to his best friend, who pulled out the money from his pocket. Shocked Steve asked, “ You too?”.

Bucky shrugged his shoulders, “ Hey at the end of the day (y/n)’s the one getting laid, so who cares”. Steve pinched the bridge of his nose, god his friends were idiots…but their good intentions made up for it.

After the kitchen you went directly to you room, wanting to quickly get ready to meet with Loki later. You weren’t going crazy, not even wearing makeup, but you did wanna freshen up.

Before you’d shower you wanted to pick out your clothes for meeting him. You knew green was his favorite color, and man did you have a surprise for him. Nat had insisted you’d buy this dark green bra and panty set.

It was a mixture of green lace patterns and see through mesh. The underwear were high-waisted, but the see through mesh showed a lot of skin tastefully. It showed off your curves beautifully.

You decided that for clothes you would go the simple route. A pair of leggings and a white off the shoulder top, simple but beautiful. You wore your favorite necklace, it had been a gift from Steve.

Surprisingly it was a gold choker with about five stars that dangeled. You loved that he had taken the time to pick it out, giving you proof that chivalry wasn’t dead. Of course feetwise you’d only be wearing a pair of your favorite fuzzy socks.

Loki always found them amusing from the first night he saw you wandering the halls wearing them. You’d had a cup of tea in one hand, and a book in the other. Your hair had been tied up, but strands still covered your face.

He loved how disheveled you look, truth be told his mind drifted immediately. When you noticed him you smiled, “ Can’t sleep either?”.

Loki never forgot how you weren’t scared of him, or cold, like everyone else had been. You were kind and inviting, something he wasn’t used too. Smiling he answered, “ I’m afraid I never get much sleep love”.

Raising a brow you asked, “ Why is that?”. You seemed so concerned for him, something else he hadn’t expected. Walking closer to you he pointed to his head, “ Nightmares, strange how no bit of magic can seem to cure them”.

You stepped closer to him as well, “ Well I’m guessing wandering around alone at night doesn’t help…I always need to be with someone when I get them”. His expression softened, was this an offer?

You added, “ Buck’s the same way…total cuddler…but don’t let him know I told you he’d kill me”. Loki laughed softly, you were already so trusting. He said, “ Well that must make you a good lover”.

You snorted…lover that was a hilarious idea. He looked confused so you explained, “Bucky’s one of my bestfriends..I love him but not like that”. As you spoke you found yourself walking closer to him.

He raised an eyebrow, “Are there that many types of love for you Midgardians?”. That was when you remembered how tough Loki’s life had been, you doubted he knew any type of love.

Smiling you said, “If you’re one of us there is…and you seem to be working on it”. As he listened to you a smile formed upon his lips. Talking to you was like a breath of fresh air.

You added, “ If you ever want to wander the halls together I wouldn’t mind”. You never understood how you were so daring, but maybe it had to do with the fact that it was the middle of the night.

Loki smiled again, “ I’ll have to take you up on that offer, but I can tell that tonight you desire sleep”. You were extremely tired, and talking to him had calmed your nerves. With a glimmer in your eyes you responded with, “ You better be serious Loki”.

He laughed lightly, “ I shall come find you tomorrow night love, I promise”. To some a promise from the God of Mischief probably meant nothing, but you trusted him. Smirking you said, “ And if you break it I’m afraid you’ll be to dead for sleep anyways”.

You parted your separate ways, but not before seeing a smirk form upon his lips. Loki thought to himself, “ Oh this shall be fun”. That was the start of whatever was currently happening between you both.

After laying out your clothes you jumped into the shower. The warm water felt wonderful on your skin, calming any nerves you had. You lathered yourself up with your favorite body wash; a mixture of lavender and lilac.

You made sure that every part of you body was freshly shaven and soft. Your hair looked extremely silky and smelt heavenly. This all made you feel extremely beautiful.

By the time you were actually ready an over hour had passed. As you looked at yourself in the mirror you smiled, being you was good enough. For once, you confidently made your way towards Loki’s room.

So many thoughts filled your head that you’d become distracted. While turning the corner you knocked into a very strong body, as you looked up you realized it was Thor. With ease he lifted you up, “ Sorry (y/n), you seem quiet distracted though..”.

He took in your appearance and smiled when he noticed your socks. Smirking he asked, “Going to find my brother are you?”. You blushed wondering how he’d known, what could’ve given it away?

With a hearty laugh he explained, “My brother had mentioned his love for your…fuzzy socks?”. Looking down at your feet you smiled, and Thor realized he had gotten the work right. He added, “ Steve also told me of your encounter earlier in the kitchen”.

Looking up at Thor you smiled, “Loki said he wanted to share one of his favorite books with me”. Thor’s smile only grew, that was a big thing for his brother. Quickly you added, “I finally trust what you’ve been telling me Thor..that he cares for me”.

His eyes lit up when he realized what you’d said. Taking your hand in his he said, “ It warms me to know that you finally see your true self”. You hugged Thor, and smiled when he wrapped his arms around you.

Softly you said, “ Thank you for not giving up on me”. Thor only hugged you tighter, wanting his love to be known. When he let you go he said one last thing, “Thank you for not giving up on my brother”.

You continued to make your way towards Loki’s room, your heart now filled with love. You knocked on the door to which Loki said, “ Come in love”. Loki’s room was not what you’d thought it would be.

It was extremely simple, the more extravagant things being his extensive bookshelf, and overlook of the city. Instantly you walked over to the huge window, staring out into the night.

You would’ve forgot where you were had he not come up behind you, “Beautiful isn’t it?”. As you turned your head you realized he was standing directly next to you, shoulders touching.

He continued, “ I didn’t expect to find it so enchanting, but there’s so much more complexity here than Asgard”. You’d never been to Asgard, but from what Thor had told you it seemed beautiful.

Reading your mind he said, “Asgard is beautiful, but Midgard is so free..people aren’t just confined to one single planet”. You’d never thought of it like that, the only people to travel in Asgard had to be high authority.

Turning to him you said, “ I guess my escape is reading, which I’m guessing you share”. As he looked at you, he smiled again. He walked over to his bookshelf, “ When I was confined to my cell reading kept me sane…as sane as I could be”.

You followed him, “ I can’t imagine the toll that must’ve had on you Loki..”. No one had ever had that reaction, no one had ever considered his burdens. His fingers skimmed the books before finding the one he wanted.

Still not facing you he said, “ The price to pay for the crimes I’ve committed I assume”. When he finally turned around to look at you, immediately you saw the hurt in his eyes.

Walking closer to him you said, “ To live your entire life feeling like there was this part of you that made you not belong is an awful thing to go through”. His lips parted, but no words came out.

You continued, “Not to overstep my boundaries, but I don’t agree with a lot of things the All-father has done. He should’ve never hid the truth from you, or pin you against Thor, it shouldn’t be the case that only one can rule…but despite all this Loki I don’t think you’ve become an awful person”.

He thought he might drop the book he’d been holding, no one had ever spoke to him like this. It was like you were reading his thoughts, looking at what hurt him the most.

For once Loki struggled to find words, “ I didn’t think anyone could look past the awful things I’ve done”. Without even realizing he’d been walking towards you.

Holding his gaze you said, “You’ve made mistakes, but that doesn’t mean you should be condemned for them…people can always grow”. You shared such a unique perspective on life, and he now saw why Thor liked you so much.

Laughing softly he said, “If only others shared the same outlook that you do…the world would be different”. By now you were only a foot or so from each other, the closest you’d ever been.

Loki noticed you biting your lip, “ What is troubling you (y/n)?”. You had heard that Loki had a true form and you often wondered what it looked like. You didn’t want to make him uncomfortable.

Taking a step closer to him you asked, “I don’t want to make you uncomfortable Loki, but I’ve often wondered what your true form looks like..if you don’t want to show me I won’t be hurt”.

From everything you’d been through, he trusted you. He took your hands in his, their coolness refreshing. Loki softly said, “ Close your eyes love”. No matter how much he trusted you, he was scared you wouldn’t like his true form.

A moment later he asked you to open your eyes, and you were mesmerized. His skin was a beautiful dark blue with light blue patterns all over it, his eyes a deep shade of red.

Instinctually your started to trace the pattern on his neck, and blushed when you realized what you’d done. Blushing you said, “I’m sorry..it’s just…your skin is so beautiful..”. His jaw dropped, beautiful?

Raising an eyebrow he asked, “ You don’t find me frightening?”.  You couldn’t help but giggle, how could he be frightening? Smiling you said, “ Loki that’s the last thing I’d ever think of you”.

You watched him process your words, seeing him smile when he finally trusted them. You added, “ If you felt comfortable enough you could remain in your true form every time you’re around me”.

His smile grew, “You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known (y/n)”. Holding his gaze was too much, so you turned your head to the side. He placed two fingers under your chin, turning you head to him.

Now that you held his gaze he said, “I care deeply for you (y/n) and now I know you feel the same”. You wanted to faint, he admitted his feelings for you. You no longer felt nervous, you were ready.

Placing a hand on his chest you said, “ I love you Loki, for who you are”. He moved his hands to rest on your hips, bringing your body closer to his. Leaning forward he kissed you passionately, his grip on your hips pressing your body into his.

You eased into the kiss, moving on hand to grip his hair on the back of his neck. Just as soon as it had started Loki stopped it, “ I didn’t mean to be so forward love…I just-”.

Smirking you asked, “ I thought the god of Mischief always took what he wanted”. You watched his lips shift into a smirk, and there was a different look in his eyes.

Loki looked at you like you a predator looks at prey, and it made you core ache. His voice was low, “Are you teasing me my pet?”. The way his words rolled off his tongue made you want to moan.

He began to kiss slowly up your neck, taking his time. Loki wanted to leave his mark on you, let the world know he loved you and you were his. He began to nibble on the area below your ear, “I do love you (y/n)”.

Loki began to kiss back down your neck, “ I love the way your breath hitches when I find the slightest ways to touch you..the way your eyes seem to beg me to claim you as mine..is that what you want darling?”.  

By now Loki had picked you up, carrying you to his bed. He laid you on your back, and hovered over you by propping himself up with his elbow.

Loki helped you take off your shirt, “Do you want everyone to know that you are mine? That those pretty noises coming out from your lips are my doing?”. You were already so needy, and he had barely been touching you.

When Loki noticed what you’d been wearing under your clothes he groaned loudly, licking his lips. His smirk was sinful, “You shall be the death of me love”. You sat there, anticipation stopping you from saying anything else.

Loki snapped his fingers, “ Normally I’d love to rip your clothes off of you, but I’m afraid you’ve made me very impatient”. Not only were you left in your undergarments, but Loki was now only left in his.

The light blue patterns continued all over his chest and legs, and you were mesmerized. Bringing a hand to his chest you traced the patterns once again, and for a moment love replaced the lust in his eyes.

Loki couldn’t contain himself anymore, he picked you up once again making you straddle him. His back pressed against the headboard, and his hands on your hips. Looking down at him you said, “I think I can work with impatience”.

Once again he brought his lips to yours, kissing you fevioriusly. You couldn’t help but grind yourself against him, causing him to moan throughout the kiss.

Loki moved his hands to undo your bra, letting it fall slowly off your body. Without hesitation he brought his mouth to suck on one breast, his hand massaging the other.

He teased your sensitive nipples by dragging them lightly between his teeth, and then flicking them with his tongue. Moaning you begged, “ Loki please I need more”.

He moved his free hand down to tease your clit through the fabric of your panties, his cold fingers an amazing contrast to the heat of your area. Loki moaned realizing how wet you were, “These are soaked darling, such a good little pet”.

You began to grind yourself against his fingers, needing any sort of friction. Loki laughed softly, “So needy for me”. With a snap of his fingers nothing separated your bodies anymore.

He teased you further by rubbing circles around your clit, his cold fingers sending shivers down your spine. Moaning loudly you said, “That feels…so..good”.

Had your eyes not been closed you would’ve seen his smirk, “ Perks of being a Frost Giant darling”. The coldness seemed to tease you more, and you’d never felt anything like it.

It made you so needy, “ Please Loki I-”. He stopped what he was doing with his hand, and you finally felt his hard member pressing against you.

Loki smirked when he saw you taking in his size, “That’s just a perk of being me love”. So Bucky was right…he did have a huge…scepter. Everything about the man was amazing.

Your brought your hand down to slowly pump him, “ What happened to impatience love”. Loki smiled hearing you tease him, mocking his tone.

You moved your body down, your face inches from his member. No sly comment left his lips, he needed you just as badly as you needed him. Slowly you licked up his member, watching his pupils dilate.

When you got to his tip you flicked your tongue over it causing his breath to hitch. Finally you took him into your mouth, taking as much as you could. Loki moaned loudly feeling himself hit the back of your throat.

To his dismay you changed positions. Now you moved your mouth to lick the underneath of his balls, knowing that it was a very sensitive area. Loki moaned, his eyes rolling into the back of his head.

It was your turn to smirk sinfully, and it felt good. You moved to take him into your mouth again but Loki pulled your body up. His voice was needy, “If you do that again this will be over before it has begun”.

With one hand Loki slowly pressed himself up and down your slit, “And it’s much more pleasurable this way”. His eyes seemed to search yours for any remaining doubts, he didn’t want to rush you.

You took his face in both your hands, “Loki I am yours”. That was all he needed to hear, slowly he inserted himself inside of you. Your walls stretched around him, causing you both to moan.

You started to bounce up and down, loving the feeling of him going in and out of you. Loki moved his hands to your hips again, guiding you. He moved you forward and backward, riding him.

In between thrusts he said, “You look so beautiful like this (y/n)”. With your hands holding onto his shoulders you leaned forward, letting him go deeper inside of you. With each thrust he was hitting your g-spot.

This angel gave him the perfect opportunity to suck your breasts again, giving you even more pleasure. The chill of his mouth against your hot skin made your pleasure only intensify.

Together your bodies moved as one, needing each other badly. This was all becoming too much, “Loki I’m so close”. You felt yourself right on the edge.

Loki was panting, “Tell me whos you are love”. You didn’t know if you could even speak right now, you only seemed to be able to moan. Picking up the pace Loki repeated himself, “Let everyone know who’s making you feel this good”.

Loudly you screamed, “Loki…you are Loki…fuck”. Somehow he went even deeper and faster, and you knew you couldn’t hold back. Loki nearly growled, “Cum for me (y/n) cum for me right now”.

His words pushed you over the edge, your orgasm now washing over you. It felt like a tsunami that started at your core and caused wave after wave of pleasure to crash throughout your body.

All you could do was moan his name, you were screaming it out. As Loki felt your walls clench around him, he was pushed over the edge. He’d never felt anything like this before, it was so intense.

Loki came just as hard, yelling out you name. Together you rode out your orgasms, wanting this feeling to last forever. Neither of you had felt something this good.

When Loki finally opened his eyes and saw how disheveled you looked he found his heart swelling with love again. Looking deeply into your eyes he said, “I love you so deeply (y/n) and as long as I live you shall be mine and I yours”.

This time when you brought your lips to his the kiss was slow, as if you both wanted to remember this moment forever. You felt him smile against your lips, and you laughed softly.

You rested ontop of his chest as he asked, “What is so amusing darling?”. You looked up into his eyes again, he was still in his true form. Smiling you said, “ I just can’t believe how lucky I am to have you Loki”.

He kissed your forehead softly, “And I the same”. For once Loki felt at peace enough to finally get some rest, the rise and fall of your chest calming him.

He closed his eyes, shocked when only good thoughts crossed his mind. Although magic couldn’t fix his nightmares, maybe your love had been the answer. Loki fell fast asleep, not questioning it further.

Title: Coach Negan (Part 4.)

CHAPTER TITLE: The First Practice

Character(s): Negan and Reader (pre-apocalypse/AU)
Summary:
After your first practice, Negan brings you to his office to discuss your role on the team.
Word Count: 4,714
Warning: SMUT!!! ;-)
Author’s Note: Honestly, this chapter and the next are just fillers filled with smut, all right? I mean, now that they’ve hooked up, they gotta acquaint themselves with one another in more ways than one. Enjoy! :-)

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KAI PARKER X READER

Hourglass

Hi, i love your imagines and i was wondering if you have time for a request. Could you write an imagine about Kai falling in love with someone and he is confused with his feelings for her and he gets angry at first but the girl can calm him down and he confesses his love for her? Hope it made a little sense, thank you! :) 

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She could hear him throwing pebbles up against her glass window, but this was the norm by now. The sky had settled into a dusty orange-pink color, free of clouds, a cool breeze rustling the bright green ferns outside. The girl hopped up from her chair, wearing a golden yellow sundress and messy bun atop her head. She skipped over, pulling her blinds open and sticking her head out to see Malachai Parker, nervous smile on his lips as he signals at her with a tilt of his head. He wore a black coat with his usual muddy converse, and the light sent pretty flares across his sculpted facial features.

“Why do you bother knocking, or, throwing pebbles?” she laughs.

“Because I am a gentleman,” his voice comes from behind her as he melts into the air in her room.

She yelps and stumbles back, hitting the wall, hands flying to cover her face, “Kai!!”

“Ah, that gets you every time,” he chortles, lacing his fingers through hers to pull her hands from her face so he can look at her.

She gave a usual pout, “you need to stop that.”

“Only when it stops being funny,” he beams, dimples rising on his cheeks.

She sighs and pulls her window closed, turning to face him, “what?”

“What?” he mimics.

“What’s that look you’re giving me?” she elaborates.

“There is no look,” he lies with a smirk.

“When Kai Parker is up to something, I know it.”

He folds his arms on his chest, “okay, maybe there is something.”

“Tell me,” she commands.

And then his smile fades a little, and he pulls her gently by her wrists, “can we talk first?”

“Oh yeah, of course,” she nods, sinking onto her mattress which is draped in a flowery quilt and overstuffed pillows. She sits beside the heretic, who’s fingers are lightly shaking. Kai has an aroma of dark spice that makes her dizzy, in a good way, but makes it hard to focus on his words.

“Everything okay?” she takes his fingertips in her palms, and his eyes stare at her hands for a good ten seconds before he answers.

“Yes. Sort of. I don’t know?” he stumbles, brows knitting.

She never sees him nervous, so this was something new.

He runs a hand through his brown locks, giving a nervous laugh, “it’s complicated.”

A smile tickles her lips, “oh my god. It’s a girl, isn’t it?”

His big blue eyes go wide, and his cheeks burn red, the signs being enough of an answer, so she doesn’t listen when he tries to deny it.

“Well, I know all about being a romantic, Kai Parker,” she says sarcastically.

“You do?” he responds with worry, not picking up on her joke.

“Yeah, of course! Here, you can ask my boyfriend, he’s right…” she looks around the empty room as if in search of something, “oh wait that’s right, he doesn’t exist!”

Kai lets out a quiet snort, unable to stop his lips from splitting as he laughs.

She smiles at him, bringing her hand to rest on his tattered grey jeans, “so, tell me about her.”

“Uhh,” he toys with the silver rings decorating his slender fingers, averting her eyes all at once.

“Oh come on, wuss,” she teases with a gentle shove. 

“Okay,” he says seriously, eyes flickering up to hers. “She’s sweet, and empathetic, the kindest person ever. And she makes me laugh like nobody else can.” He pauses, chewing at his bottom lip, gaze boring into her, “and she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever known.”

She sits there, contemplating him, taking in deep and slow breaths.

“But?” she asks at last.

“But I’m scared I’m only going to hurt her.”

“No you won’t, Kai,” she answers.

“I won’t mean to,” his voice drops, “but it’s what I do.”

“Don’t say that,” she warns.

“Why?” he snaps suddenly, eyes going misty like he does when he gets mad.

“Because I can tell you care about her, and you would never hurt someone you love,” she says, placing a hand on his arm to try and calm him.

His jaw pulsates, “and if she doesn’t love me back?”

“What?”

“You heard me,” he whispers, an edge in his voice, like his every action is determined by her next words.

“If she doesn’t, she would probably want you to know she cares about you, and that it’s not anything you’ve done.”

“So that’s how it is then,” he says, sounding final.

“Kai?”

But before she can speak, a blue vase across the room shatters, glass fragments soaring through the air and scattering across the carpet. Kai doesn’t flinch, his eyes closed ad he unintentionally channels his magic.

“I’m sorry,” he tries to compose himself, blue eyes sad as her lamp goes flying off the dresser and crashing to the floor as well.

“It’s okay,” she soothes, “calm down, it’s okay.”

“I can’t,” he shakes his head, a candle on her desk igniting in a huge red flare before extinguishing all at once. A puff of smoke seeps into the air where the embers had been a second ago.

“Shh, look at me.” A hand comes up to cup either side of his face, her fingers spreading across his sculpted cheekbones and soft stubble. “It’s okay, deep breaths.” And so she sits, bent into the heretic, forehead pressed to his as they both take deep waves of oxygen in until his breath steadies, one together. When her eyes blink open, he’s staring at her like she’s the only thing he sees in the world, and he pulls away abruptly.

“Better?” she asks quietly, rubbing her thumb gently against his skin.

He nods faintly, “thanks.” He didn’t tell her of the control she held over him like that, how she was the only one who didn’t flinch away, the only one who could calm him down when he felt the darkness settling in.

“Always.”

“See,” Kai murmurs, “I can’t lose control with her.”

She doesn’t know what answer to give Kai, so she just stares blankly at him, the silence enveloping the two, broken only when Kai shuffles around a bit in his pockets.

“I got her this necklace,” he says, withdrawing a tiny silver hourglass on a chain. It’s filled with little grains of sparkling sand that tumble as he turns it in his palms.

Something registers as she raises a brow, “hourglass?”

“It’s symbolic,” he answers, icy blue eyes flickering across her face, awaiting her reaction.

Her heart hammers loud in her ears as the realization dawns upon her.

Kai whispers to her, never breaking her gaze, “I got it for her the day I realized I was in love with her. I remember because she told me-”

“Every minute of her life with you in it was one worth living,” she finished quietly.

“Yeah,” Kai whispered, his hands visibly trembling.

“Kai,” she begins, but is cut off.

“Just let me say it,” he begs quietly. “Because I haven’t before, and it’s been tearing me up from the inside out for too long I don’t know if it’ll ruin what we have, but all I know is I can’t live another second without you knowing how I feel. You drive me crazy, (Y/N), to the point where I can’t see someone without seeing your face, smell something without breathing in your perfume, hear something without listening to your laugh,” he rambles. “When other people ran from me, you stayed, and hell, you should’ve run as far from me as you could, yet here you are. I’ve felt dead, asleep, gone, for as long as I can remember, but you…you’ve made every minute worth living,” he said. He swallowed the lump in his throat, his eyes boring into her, “and I love you.”

She sat in awe, her lips slightly parted. “Do you remember where we were, when I told you that?” she asked.

Kai brushed his fingertips against hers with a nod, and suddenly they were in the middle of an empty park together, the cozy bed and scent of her dissipating into something new. In reality, they were back in her room, but everything around them, the scent of the pines, the green grass under their feet, felt real. And then it started to rain, rolling black clouds sending buckets of water upon them, soaking their skin and sending a misty haze over the park. Water droplets clung to the heretic’s skin, plastering brown locks to his forehead, sending goosebumps to his flesh, but the girl burned as bright as her yellow dress under that rain, each splash of water sending a jolt through her bloodstream. Kai closed his eyes, reciting his words like from the first time.

“I can make us cover,” he offered, a silver cloud appearing over their heads like a magical umbrella.

“No!” she insisted, reciting her own words. “I love it!”

“Why?” he laughed aloud, a happy rumble emitting from his throat as he wiped at his eyes.

“It’s weird,” she shrugs with a tilt of a head, “or you’d think it is.”

“Try me,” he beams, lighting up the shrouded darkness with that smile.

“The rain and darkness can seem scary, daunting, even. It’s not like sunshine, bright and inviting, something that warms your flesh and makes you smile as you take it in. People love sunshine, not like rain, they hide from rain, when really it poses no threat. I think when it rains, all that water flushes away everything bad from all the days before, and you’re left with a clean slate, a new start again,” she babbles, remembering each word perfectly, droplets catching in her eyelashes.

Kai inhales the dewy smell with a smirk, “you know what, you’re right.”

“I am?” she poses it like a question, just like she had the first time.

“Yeah,” he pulls a piece of her wet hair affectionately back behind her ear, trailing his thumb down her cheekbone.

“And why’s that?” her heart flutters.

“Because I know it isn’t fear or sadness I feel, never with you,” he shrugs. “So it can rain all it wants, but when the time passes and the sun comes up again, you’ll still be there, and that makes it worth living through.”

He takes in a shallow breath, and she smiles, the next words falling easily off her lips, “Well every minute of my life with you in it is worth living, Malachai Parker.”

A silence fell, only filled with pattering raindrops around them, the scene was over. The trees around them swayed with the wind that rolled over with the rain, the ground sparkling from the droplets that shone like tiny diamonds.

“That’s when I knew,” he breathed.

“Me too,” she says quietly.

Kai’s heart does flips in his chest, like he heard wrong, “w-what?”

“I love you, Kai,” she says, a weight lifting off of her, “so much.”

He gives a breathy laugh, lips splitting, blue eyes crinkling like he doesn’t believe her own words.

“There’s just one thing I regret from that day,” she says over the falling rain.

“What did you do?” he asks nervously.

“It’s what I didn’t do.”

And just like that, her lips go crashing against his own, and his arms are around her waist, hers around his neck, fingers in his soft hair, and nothing between them. A swirling downpour splashes over the two, but they are oblivious to the darkness around them as they are lost in each other’s lips, a newfound hunger rising in both of them. Kai nudges softly into her, and she nudges back harder, their mouths at war as all those unspoken words and lost moments go flooding back into that one kiss. The grey sky and cold rain that enveloped them gave no sign on warmth or brightness, but entangled in each other and feeling only the dance of their lips against the other, all their happiness would be enough to light the world and more.

valentine me, please? (chanyeol)
word count: 1262 w.
genre: fluff, romance, valentines day au
summary:  teaching chanyeol english is frustrating.

valentines day special ; pick your date

minseok | junmyeon | yixing
baekhyun | jongdae | chanyeol
kyungsoo | jongin | sehun




“Chanyeol, we’ve been through this last week. It’s ‘love’ as in luv, with an ‘ugh’ sound. Not ‘lob’.” You switched from English to Korean pronunciation of the words for Chanyeol to better understand.

Chanyeol grinned while you rubbed your temples in a circular motion. Maybe it’ll help relieve the headache you’re getting from this 165 cm giant.

“I’m pure Korean. You should understand that. I get 'R’ and 'L’ mixed up. Blame the alphabet, not me.” Chanyeol raised his hands as if surrendering.

“I’m Korean, too, but I learned English in a breeze. You don’t see me committing the same mistakes again and again, don’t you?” You eyed him wearily, arms folded across your chest.

“I’m sorry,” He whined like a puppy and you can’t help but smile at his childish act. Chanyeol confined his face using his long arms.

“English is hard,” you can hear his muffled voice, frustrated.

Taking a glance at the time, you tapped Chanyeol’s shoulder. He faced you, his nose crinkled and it was damn adorable. You said, “We have to finish our lesson before seven p.m.”

“Ohhh,” Chanyeol eyed you teasingly, “You have a date.”

Deep inside, Chanyeol prayed your response would be something along the lines of 'No, I don’t have a date. Would you like to be my date for today?’ but it seems like the heavens were neglecting his wishes at the moment.

“Actually, I’m going out with Jongdae for dinner.”

You thought you saw his face fall but you decided it was just your peripheral vision fooling you. Your crush senses need to stop tingling. You haven’t admitted this to anyone but you have a huge crush on Chanyeol.

At the first month, you developed a brother-sister with the guy. Teaching him English as a second language and you, being his friend, offered to teach him English. However, you felt yourself becoming closer to Chanyeol when he started opening up to you. He often tells you how he wanted to communicate with the international fans but apparently, elementary english doesn’t suffice for a proper conversation.

Above all that, you found it handsome how he was determined to learn a language that’s hard to understand. Baby steps, that’s what you kept telling him. Chanyeol has to learn English step-by-step.

“Oh, okay. Well, have fun with Jongdae. You deserve that much,” He flashed you his pearly whites before picking up the pencil and answered the blanks on his workbook.

You deserve that much. What does that mean?

“Hey,” you called him out.

Nudging Chanyeol, he turned to face you. A sullen expression painted on his face. You flinched inwardly because it’s rare for Chanyeol to frown or have a straight face whenever he’s with you.

“I know it’s been three months and…” You could feel your heart race as you choked up the words in your throat. A confession was coming up and you didn’t want to handle rejection at Valentines Day.

“…and I just want to say that I’m proud of you for conquering this feat even if you’re having a hard time and we’ve been repeating lessons week per week.”

You wanted to bang your head on the nearest hard surface. That didn’t come out right and it wasn’t motivational at all. You shook your head, composing the right words inside your brain.

“What I meant was you’re doing a great job, Yeol. I’ll be here every step of the way,” You pumped your fists. It was the least you could do as his teacher.

Chanyeol could sense a wide smile coming up. One that would stretch from ear to ear. He stared at his workbook for a good ten seconds before calling your attention. He wouldn’t want you to be disheartened on this special day just because of his incompetency in English.

“I’m done with the activity. Can you check it?” Chanyeol asked, handing you the workbook he answered.

You took another glance at your watch. There was at least one hour to spare before your so-called date with Jongdae. You wouldn’t want to call it a date because that word’s reserved for someone else. Preferably to that someone who’s sitting right across you.

With hands fidgeting under the table, Chanyeol gulped nervously. “I’ll have to go after I check your–”

Nicely written penmanship scribbled on the worksheet took you by surprise. Chanyeol has difficulty in grammar and spelling so seeing this message on the paper nearly swept you off your feet.

I don’t think your date with Jongdae is going to work out. It’s a mistake to go through this.

“Wait, what’s the meaning of this?” You blurted out in English so Chanyeol wouldn’t pick up your words. It was impossible for Chanyeol to use these words in a sentence since he’s struggling with sentence formation. He must be fiddling with Google Translator under the table.

Chanyeol knew you’d be surprised. “It means I like you enough to have lasted three months repeating the same lessons.”

“I wanted to spend more time with you that’s why I’ve been trying to dumb down my English.” He confidently spoke in perfect English. There were no hints of the R and L mix-ups he’s been having trouble with the past few months.

“You’ve been pretending?!” Slapping your hand to your forehead, you heaved a big sigh. “I went through all the trouble explaining to you– Ugh, I can’t believe!”

“I’m sure Jongdae would understand,” He said again, in pure fucking English. “I mean, anyone who doesn’t want you is an idiot. If you weren’t my best friend, I’d want you.”

Chanyeol felt heat surging through his ears. Flustered, he bowed down his head to avoid your gaze. “No, actually, I want you.”

Cute, you thought. Chanyeol always thought his big ears was a downside when it was his best asset all along.

“Stop saying things like that, you’re making my heart race.”

You placed a hand over your heart when Chanyeol suddenly had the courage to lean in close to your face. “Maybe I like making your heart race.”

That’s it, you were a complete goner for Park Chanyeol.

Chanyeol cleared his throat which caught your attention once again. “Valentine me, please?”

You laughed when he covered his face with his hands in embarrassment. The Park Chanyeol you’ve been tutoring English made its appearance after cool English speaker Chanyeol disappeared.

“What I mean to say is, would you please consider being my Valentine?” He asked, hopeful eyes piercing through you.

It was hard to say no to Chanyeol when he was being this adorable. Plus points to his husky voice that made him hotter when speaking English.

“Aww, you asked me to be your Valentine.” You cooed, pinching his cheeks. You added, “I guess I have to make an excuse to avoid ditching Jongdae.”

“You don’t have to,” Chanyeol smirked. “This was part of our plan.”

“You know, someday, I’ll be able to see right through you,” you chuckled as he wrapped his arm around your waist. Heat creeped up to your cheeks and you found yourself burying your face on his chest.

Caught off guard, Chanyeol crouched down and kissed your cheek. “Someday, but not today, we have a dinner date to go to.”


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YOU DIE, I DIE
               - PART II


Kai Parker x Reader
word count 
: 4 991
summary : continues the story from part I … // aka how i wish 8.16 had ended.
my denial runs deep, sorry for so many breaks in the story
 HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT☺
* gif by lightwoodxalec
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Y/N hooked her arms around his neck, smiling widely. Everything seemed like a dream – him being back, her loving him, Y/N being in his arms in this instant. Katherine being trapped in the tunnels underneath the old church… He pulled her towards him, burying his face in the crook of her neck feeling his vampirism show for a moment and instantly pulled away from her, worried.
   "Sorry. I um –“ he swallowed hard.
   "You need blood. I was just about to ask. Wrist or neck ?”
Kai stared at her for a moment, a nervous smile showing on his face. “You’d let me feed on you ?”
   "Why is that so surprising ?“ she took a step towards him. “Neck or wrist ?”
He took a step towards her and moved her hair from her neck, glancing at her for a second. Y/N gave him a reassuring nod and he wound his arm around her waist, holding her towards him while his fangs sank in her carotid artery. Her warm blood trickled down his throat and unless he was mistaken, for a moment she moaned quietly. Then he pulled away, wiping away a couple drops from her neck with his thumb. Y/N smiled at him, her fingertips tracing the purple/black veins flashing under his eyes.
   "Kiss me.“ she said quietly, his lips crashing against hers a second later while her hands hooked around his neck. Kai pulled her towards him, holding her so tight as if afraid she’d vanish at any moment or maybe run away screaming. Y/N did neither of those things. Everything was so perfect in that moment, he nearly forgot there was quite literally a deadline for them in a few hours until her phone buzzed. Y/N ignored it, her lips moving hungrily against his and then her phone buzzed again, and again.
   "Argh …” she cursed and pulled away, reaching in her pocket. “It’s Bonnie. Hey, did you find a way to save us?”
   "Yes. I found a spell that can pull the Hell fire through the tunnels running underneath Mystic Falls all the way to the Armoury. That is in case Matt and his father don’t succeed in convincing Vicky not to ring the Maxwell bell. But if they fail, I might need um – Kai.“ said her friend, not sounding too thrilled about it. “Will you… two be at the wedding ?”
Y/N looked at Kai, biting her lip. He smiled at her innocently while his hands slid down to her ass and he pulled her towards him. “No, no um. I don’t think we can make it. We have to get Elena out of the boiler room…”
   "He is listening in, isn’t he ?“
   "Um yeah, do you want to speak with him directly or ?”
   "No.“ said Bonnie. “I will need his help to hold off the Hell fire and Katherine has to be trapped in the tunnels at the time, so when the Hell fire gets pushed back, it takes her down too. There is no way she’d survive that and the power contained in it might as well destroy Hell itself.”
Kai listened carefully and his eyes widened. Y/N mouthed ‘What?‘ but he didn’t reply.  He finally had everything he had ever wanted – someone who truly cares about him and loves him unconditionally, someone he loves and cares about immensely and he had to let her go for her own safety.
   "Tell Bon Bon I will be there when the time comes but now we have to go, or Damon will kill me again and I’d rather live and be with you.“ he took her hand, pulling her towards her car.
   "We’ll see you soon Bonnie.” said Y/N, ending the call. A second later she pulled him back, her lips crashing against his while her hands found their way on his chest. Before when she had been pulling out the bullets, obviously she had noticed but now her entire focus was on the way she had ripped his shirt. How his toned torso was right in front of her eyes. There was a time crunch, but she couldn’t stop herself from exploring every inch of his chest with her fingers while Kai tried to pull her after him again.
   "Y/N ?“ he asked, watching her bite her lip. “Hey, come back to me.” he laughed gripping her wrists.
   "What ?“ she looked up at him confused. "Sorry, I spaced out. We have to um… get you a new shirt and jeans. Not that you need them. I am more than enjoying the few. Sucks though. I really loved that shirt –”
Kai grinned at her. “We are on the verge of death and you find the time to get lost in naughty thoughts about me –”
   "Me ? What ? No ?“ she shook her head, running her hands on his bare chest while he gave her the look.  "Fine, yes. Okay. Can you blame me ? You are smocking hot and um .. I’ve loved you for four years now, if you could only see whats happening in my head –”
   "If only you could see what’s happening in my head.“ he smirked devilishly at her. "Let’s go. We can stop somewhere on the way –” he winked at her mischievously.

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In the following hours, Kai and Y/N got to know each other better, got Elena out of the boiler room safely, returned her to her coffin and drove with it to the Armoury where along with Rick’s help, they moved it to his car. That’s when things got complicated. During the entire drive there, Kai had been dreading having this conversation with her. How was he going to tell her ? ‘Hey Y/N. I know we just got each other back and all but I need you to leave me for your own safety.‘ He could hear her protesting about it loud and clear, and he hadn’t said a word about it to her yet. There was no way he’d convince her to go without him and he might end up having to compel her, for which she’d most definitely hate him.
A sigh left his lips and he walked over to one of the bookshelves checking out all the grimoars stashed there while Y/N talked with Bonnie. Y/N kept glancing at him every few seconds and Kai tried to smile at her, to hide his feelings but he could tell she knew something was up. It was her thing – nothing escaped her. Not when it came to him.
   "I’ll be right back.“ said Y/N, almost running towards Kai. "Are you okay ? You seem… nervous.”
Kai smiled at her, feeling a lump getting stuck in his throat. “Yeah, well … I’ve seen Hell fire and that’s one of the most terrifying things ever. Almost as terrifying as losing you.”
Y/N studied his face. “That’s not the whole truth. What are you hiding from me ?”
   "W-what ? Not hiding anything.“ he smiled, pulling her into his arms. "Hey, I was thinking maybe you should go with Candice, Rick and the twinsies …”
   "You said ‘you’ not ‘we’.“ she pulled away. "I am not going anywhere without you.”
   "Yes, you are !“
   "The Hell I am !” she raised her voice. “Sorry, I just … No. No! I am staying here! With you. I belong by your side, always and forever.”
Kai sighed and put his hands on her shoulders, gazing into her eyes. His girl looked so determined to stay by his side and with each moment that passed, it seemed her determination only grew. However, as much as it pained him, he couldn’t let her stay. “You will go with Rick and when it’s all over, I swear on my life, I will come get you.
   "I’ll go with Rick.“ she repeated, pressing her lips together, ”Only if you come with us.“
   "You are wearing vervain.” he sighed. Y/N mouthed a 'yep’. “Should’ve known. Y/N, I want you to be safe. No matter how much I want you by my side, your safety comes first. So many things can go wrong –”
   "And that's why I have to say.“ she put her arms around him, resting her head on his chest. "Because I don’t want to lose you, just when I got you back. We both went through so much. I don’t want to spend another second without you.”
   "I don’t want to spend another second without you either. You have no idea how long I have waited for you, but –“
   "No 'but’s or 'if’s.” she lifted herself on her toes, pressing her lips against his. “I love you and if you die, then I die with you. You die I die, remember?”
Kai gave her a small smile. Both of them loved the other so much, they were willing to risk it all just to be together. “I don’t know if I should love you or hate you for not listening to me right now.” he kissed her forehead,wrapping his arms around her. “Feelings are hard.”
   "I wish I can say they get easier with time, but that would be a lie.” she laughed under her breath.
   "Hey.” said Bonnie with a small smile. “Stefan told me what you did. Saving her, healing him. That’s a whole new you –”
   "Does that mean you are starting to warm up to me?” wondered Kai.
   "Let’s not get crazy.” smiled Bonnie. Kai and Y/N both laughed under their breaths. “It means I am willing to admit there is some good in you. Anyone capable of loving someone so much, to risk dying, is capable of change. Who knows, perhaps having her in your life will help you achieve that. Then ask me  again.”
Y/N reached for her friend’s hand, giving it a light squeeze. "Thank you.”
   "Yeah. Now where are Stefan and Damon ? They should’ve been here by now.”
   "Um, they are not coming.” said Y/N. “I talked to Stefan. Damon is refusing to leave until he sees Katherine’s ashes and Stefan is refusing to leave his brother. Last I heard from him, they were going to the tomb to block the entrances to the tunnels where Katherine is trapped, making sure she won’t be able to escape.”
   "What ?!” said Bonnie, pulling out her phone. “They can’t stay there ! What if the spell doesn’t work ? What if –”
   "Hey, Bon Bon?” said Kai placing his hand on Bonnie’s shoulder.”You can do this. Plus you have the mega powerful leader of the Gemini coven by your side. Trust me - I am more motivated to help than ever. It will work.”
Bonnie glanced between him and his hand but didn’t push it away like she would’ve done before. A small smile showed on Kai’s face and he turned towards his girl while Bonnie walked away, dialling her friends.
   "I think she is starting to like me.”
   "Not a chance.” called out Bonnie. Y/N and Kai laughed.
He waited until they were alone and leaned in to whisper in his girl’s ear. “Come with me." 'Where?' she mouthed. "Invisique." he muttered,taking her hand. "Remember ?  I promised to show you from where I got the Bennett blood.”

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Around 7PM, Caroline arrived at the Armoury and immediately Lizzy and Josie ran into her arms while Rick grabbed his last travel bag. Bonnie said goodbye to the twins, giving each of them a hug and Alaric rushed them towards the car.
   "Why aren’t you packed up and ready to … go? Wait –“ wondered Caroline noticing how Y/N was sitting in Kai’s lap on the sofa. "Are you two – ?”
Y/N glanced at Kai and both of them smiled at each other. “Yes, Caroline. D-don’t judge.”
   "Don’t have time for judging.“ said her friend, taking Y/N’s hand. "Come on. We have to go and put as much distance as we can between us and Mystic Falls.”
   "Not going with you. I am staying with Kai and Bonnie.“
'What?’ mouthed Caroline, glancing at Kai who was avoiding her gaze. He knew what his girls’ friend would say. That she has to go because it will be safer that way, and he agreed. But how was he to tell her that he had already tried and it had backfired ? It wasn’t like they can knock her out somehow –
   "You have lost your mind.” said Caroline. “Are you okay with this ? I thought you cared about her safety above all else ? Why haven’t you compelled her or –”
   "I tried to. My girl here is 15 steps ahead of all of us. And I do care about her safety above all else.“ said Kai. "You know how stubborn she is.”
   "I am not leaving him, Caroline. Would you leave the twins ?“
Kai brushed his nose against Y/N’s cheek and kissed her neck softly. She turned around starting to say something when his lips crashed against hers. However this kiss felt different. As their lips touched the world around her started to dissolve and she tried to pull away but he held her towards him deepening the kiss until she fell limp in his hands.
   "I’m sorry Y/N.” he pushed her away gently, caressing her face. “As much as I want you to say, it’s for your own good that you leave.”
   "W-wait. What did you do to her ?“ asked Bonnie, starring at them with shock in her eyes.
   "Knocked her out. Hey, Candice ? Promise me to keep her safe in case things don’t work out.”
Caroline gave him a small smile, watching him lift his girl in his arms. “You really do care, don’t you? First you risked your life for her and now you are risking her hating you for saving her again.”
   "Yeah, she’d be pretty mad about it, won’t she ?“ he said, pressing his lips on Y/N’s forehead. "But she’d be alive and hate me. I’m used to people hating me.”
   "No. No, Y/N wouldn’t hate you. If she can forgive you for everything else you have done, then she’ll find a way to forgive you for this.“
   "She’d definitely slap you.” said Bonnie, a little amused.

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Y/N’s eyes opened and she shot up straight, looking around. It took her a moment to realise where she was and who wasn’t by her side. He had sent her away, he had promised her they’d be together, always and had sent her away. Caroline’s phone rang and she tried to figure out who she was talking with but couldn’t. “No. No, Rick. Stop the car !”
   "I’m sorry. I can’t.“ he replied. "We have to get as far away from Mystic Falls as we can.”
   "Stop the damn car or I swear, I will jump through the door while the car is moving.“ she warned, but even that didn’t work. She tried to open the door with no luck and when that didn’t work,she opened the window and slipped out through it. Y/N rubbed her shoulder, ignoring the warm blood trickling down her face from where she hit her head and ran as fast as she could in the direction the car had come from. How long had she been unconscious? An hour ? More than an hour ? Less than an hour ? She didn’t know or care her friend was crying out for her to come back. All she cared about was Kai. About half a minute later the car stopped and Caroline got out after her. 
   "Y/N, Y/N Stop.” Y/N didn’t stop and her friend flashed before her. “Stefan just called. We are going back.”
   "What ?“
   "They did it.” grinned her friend. “They saved Mystic Falls. Stefan is alright. Kai is fine too. He is on his …way.”
   "You are lying - “
   "Then I am a hallucination brought upon by your concussion.” said Kai behind her, turning towards Caroline. “Nice job Clarisse. Letting her jump out the window of a moving car ? Really ?! One thing. I asked you for one thi-” Y/N turned around and ran towards him, kissed him then slapped him. “Owh. I had this coming.”
   "You – you ughh !!!“ she kissed him again. "You promised. How could you do this ?”
   "You mean save the world ? Pretty easily actually.“ he grinned, gripping her wrists seeing how she was about to hit him again. "You should’ve seen the fire – it build up like a wall and Bon Bon and I held it off. Then this weird thing happened. Like Bonnie said she saw her Grams and a bunch of other Bennett witches –”
Kai pulled her into a hug, ignoring her fists hitting his chest. “You – you , you sent me away !? You could've died and you sent me away !”
   "I'll always do whatever it takes to protect you sweet cheeks. Even if it means you hate me afterwards.“ he brushed her cheek with his thumb. ”Always.“

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Two days later the gang had gathered around Elena’s body, resting on Damon’s bed. Kai stood next to her along with Bonnie, holding each of their hands while everyone watched. Damon could barely contain himself and everyone else couldn’t tear their eyes away while he continued to chant and siphon the spell away.
   "How much longer?” asked Damon impatiently.
   "Would you stop talking ?“ said Y/N. "He said he’ll do it, then he will.”
   "He already said he’d do it once and didn’t –“
Y/N glared at him and Damon raised his hands in defence. Kai continued to chant in a hushed voice, trying hard to tune out everything happening around him and concentrate on the spell. He wasn’t doing this for Damon or Elena. He wasn’t doing it for Bonnie or to get in favour with anyone in the MF gang. He was doing it for Y/N, for his girl, because getting her friend meant something to her and Y/N meant everything to him. For two days he had been trying to get her to forgive him for sending her away. Two whole days she hadn’t said a word to him. Now he couldn’t help overhear his girls’ conversation with her friend and just listening to her voice was enough to make him feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.
   "You two still aren’t talking ?” asked Caroline in a hushed voice. Y/N shook her head. “You know, I never thought I’d be defending him of all people but … I was there. You should’ve seen how crushed he looked when he put you in the car and closed the door. “
   "He sent me away.” she whispered. “Don’t you get it ? I spent four years without him, thinking I will never see him again. I never want to feel like this again and there we were, finally together and he sends me away. He didn’t even say 'goodbye’…”
   "He did it to protect you.” insisted her friend.
   "I know, I just… It hurts. What if things hadn’t –”
   "Bonnie ?” said a familiar female voice they hadn’t heard in years. “Kai ? What – ?! Damon !!”
Damon rushed to Elena’s side and Kai barely managed to get out of the way fast enough while the eldest Salvatore pulled his girl into his arms and kissed her for the first time in four years. All Elena’s friends took turns hugging her and Kai stepped away, giving them space, leaning in against the door frame, watching. Y/N’s eyes had light up and there was a smile on her face almost as wide as the one she had had on when he had shown up on her doorstep about a week ago. A sigh left his lips and he turned around, heading in the hallway when Y/N ran after him.
   "Where are you going ?” she grabbed his hand.
   "I’m leaving.” he said with a small smile, scratching his forehead. “You and your friends have a lot to catch up on with Elena. I don’t want to get in the way of the happy reunion.” he said with a hint of bitterness in his voice.
   "Stay.” she intertwined her fingers with his. “For me.”
Kai glanced at their hands together and smiled. “Does that mean I am forgiven?”
   "It means I am not willing to let you go. Ever.” she took a step towards him, cupping his face with one hand. “It means I can't be without you and yes … you are almost forgiven.”
   "Almost ? Wh-what does that mean ?” he took a step towards her until their bodies pressed against each other. Y/N raised her eyebrows slightly. “OH, you are – oh-kay.” he smiled nervously. “I am sorry, for sending you away. I took the choice away from you and …”
   "And ?”
   ”… and I am sorry for not saying goodbye. I should’ve at least said goodbye.“ he sighed. "I just couldn’t bring myself to do that. But I had to let you go because I love you. More than I ever thought I could love anyone and if something had happened to you –” he brushed his palm against her cheek. “–I never would’ve forgiven myself and.. I am sorry. I really am, but I had to stay and help Bonn–” Y/N’s lips crashed against his not letting him finish and he wound his hands around her, holding her tightly towards him. How hadn’t it occurred to him to apologise before ?!
   "Glad to see you two made up.” said Damon, his hands wrapped around his girl.
   "Wait, whats going on ?” asked Elena confused.
   "Nothing. I just have the best boyfriend ever.” smiled Y/N, snuggling closer to him. “Though if he sends me away again, we might have a seriously large issue here.“
Kai tilted her chin up, gazing into her eyes. "Never again. I swear.”

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Dear Diary,

it has been four months since Kai came back from Hell and woke up Elena. Its unreal how much all our lives changed in such a short time and for the first time ever – there is no danger. Bonnie went on a world trip, keeping her promise to Enzo to live her life. She is supposed to come home soon and everyone has been sworn to secrecy about the surprise Kai has for her. He is determined to earn her forgiveness and maybe this time – he
will, or at least it will get him a step closer. Stefan and Caroline left on their long honeymoon. They keep sending post cards from all over the world. I got one in the mail today – they are in Paris, having the time of their lives. Elena enrolled back at Whitmore to finish her medical education and Damon rented an apartment on campus so he can be with her, always. I am not supposed to say anything, he swore me to secrecy, but there might be wedding bells sooner than any of us thought. Alaric decided to open a school for the Young and Gifted and much to everyone’s surprise, Kai suggested he helps with that. Slowly he is earning everyone’s trust and I can see how much this means to him. So far he had been the best uncle to the twins (minus the part where he almost killed them a few months back). It took him a while but he finally warmed up to them, seeing how he is the only one around understanding what it is to be a siphoner. Some days it’s impossible to compete for Kai’s attention while Lizzy and Jossie are around. They very much love their uncle Kai and love listening to his stories about the trouble he and Jo had gotten into while they had been the same age. Matt got a bench in the town square and is considering running for mayor and Jeremy comes to visit from time to time… and Kai and I, we have our plans for the future. Even though those involved getting out of Mystic Falls, we decided to stay. At least for the time being.


   "Hey, Y/N?” Kai popped up on the bedroom door. Y/N looked up instantly, smiling widely at him. “You are writing again. Can I read it ?” he took a step inside. Y/N put the pen in the notebook and closed it  
   "Some day, yes. Not today though.”
   "Oh-kay, miss I’ll keep secrets from you.“ he teased, grabbing her hand. “Come on, I have a surprise for you.”
Y/N followed him outside in the hall and then down the stairs in the darkness of the living room. “Where are we going?”
   "If I tell you, it won’t be a surprise.” he whispered in her ear. “Now careful. Two more stairs … make that three.” he laughed nervously, catching her when she stumbled.
Suddenly his arms disappeared and she heard him mutter 'Incendia’. The entire room light up in warm candle light and she looked around. There were flowers everywhere – her favourite, along with a small feast prepared and right in front of her stood Kai, on one knee holding a small black box. Her eyes widened instantly and her smile got wider and wider, realising what he was about to ask her. As much as she wanted to hear him pop the question –
  "Yes !”
   "I didn’t even get to ask.” he laughed nervously. “I had a speech prepared –”
Y/N laughed and knelt down before him, looking at him with heart eyes and nodded,
Kai took a deep breath. “Y/N, you changed my life since the moment we first met.You saw good in me and believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself, when no one did. You never gave up on me and there are no words to describe how much I love you. Without you, I wouldn’t be the person I am today and… I love you. Every day I spend with you, I fall in love with you all over again and I want to be with you forever. Will you do me the incredible honour to marry me and spent eternity with me ?” he asked, opening the box with the ring. Only there wasn’t just a ring in there. There was a small vial, with Kai’s blood. “This um this is more symbolic. I mean, obviously I don’t expect you to make the choice right this second but …”
Y/N cupped his face and pressed her lips onto his, kissing him gently. “Yes. To both.” she smiled widely at him. “I want nothing more but to spend every second of every day with you, forever.”
Kai beamed at her and put the ring on her finger, looking at her hand unable to believe she had said yes to both. "Wh-what is this water pooling in my eyes ?” he laughed, feeling a tear rolling down his cheek. “I’m not sad, I swear –”
Y/N laughed, feeling a tear rolling down her cheek. “It’s called 'happy crying’. It happens sometimes when you are really really happy.”
   "I am.“ he brushed his palm against her cheek. "I am really really really happy.”
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   "Hey guys. I’m baack.“ said Bonnie, walking in the Salvatore house. She dropped her bags by the door, looking around at the balloons, cake and welcome back banner. "Hello ? I come home after a five month trip around the world and there is no one to welcome me ?”
   "Bonnie.“ said Kai, flashing before her. "W-welcome back. How was your trip?”
Bonnie crossed her arms on her chest. “Why are you here? Where is everyone?”
   "Oh they are here, but I asked them to give us a moment.“ he put his hands in his pockets, turning his head to the side. "No, you can wait two more minutes okay ?”
   "What ?“ asked Bonnie.
   "Nothing. Look, Bon Bon. I know we had a really rough start and that you don’t like me but… I think I figured out how to earn your forgiveness. I know hurt you in so many ways, in the Prison World and after and, um… Will you forgive me ? I um – I have a welcome home present for you.”
   "And you think a present will magically erase it all ?“
   "No. But I hope it might help.” he waved his hand. “Ta-da.”
   "Hello, gorgeous.“ smiled Enzo.
Kai watched Bonnie’s eyes widen in surprise while her heart began racing faster than ever. A wide smile spread across her face and before he had had time to say anything she ran into his arms, pushing her feet off the ground and wounding them around his waist.
   "Enzo ! How are you here ?”
   "Kai. He found a way to pull me out of your psychic dimension.“ smiled Enzo, his lips colliding with Bonnie’s. Y/N popped up from behind the corner, semi-running towards Kai, who instantly put his arms around her while they watched the young couple’s reunion.
   "So um, Bon Bon –” started Kai, “I don’t mean to interrupt the happy reunion but –”
Enzo let Bonnie’s feet on the ground and she turned towards Y/N and Kai, noticing the ring on her hand. “Wait, are you two –”
   "Engaged, yes.“ smiled Y/N.
   "Wow. That’s um … congratulations !” said her friend, giving her a hug, turning towards Kai. “Thank you for bringing Enzo back. I um … I will never forget this gesture. And about your question –”
   "Yes?“ he smiled, nervously shifting on his feet.
   "You’ve earned it. Perhaps Y/N was right all along and all you needed was … a chance to prove you’ve changed.”
   "Thank you, Bonnie.“ said Kai, hugging her.
   "Um, lets work up to hugs okay.” she laughed nervously.
   "Got it. Sorry.“ he smiled nervously. "I think it’s time for–”
   “–cupcakes ?” said Y/N, pulling out a cupcake from behind his back.
Kai’s eyes lit up and he smiled wider than ever.“Yumm… Cupcakes !”
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Title: Sunday Funday Surprise 

@jasoncrouse​ requested: Hiii, I was wondering if I could please request some Jason fluff? I know it’s kind of a vague idea, but maybe he and I (Jen) have a young kid together and we just spend the day together? Or maybe Jason + the kid plan a surprise of some sort for me/the reader or vice versa? I know that’s prob not the most exciting/original idea out there but Jason as a father would just be too cute, imo. :P 

Character(s): Jason Crouse and Jen (original female character)
Summary: Jason and his daughter, Susie, plan a surprise for Mother’s Day. 
Word Count: 2,481
Author’s Note: I loved this idea so much! So, thank you @jasoncrouse for sending this in! Jason Crouse as a father is such an amazing idea and I mean, can you imagine how adorable he’d be with a little girl?! I hope you enjoy this! Thank you again for sending in the request! :-)

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It had been three days since you and Kai were researching ways to rescue Bonnie the world prison. You spent most of the last day on library  in Kai’s house trying to find some spell that could help. Half the time you saw Kai looking at you, you knew he was already starting to feel sexually frustrated. Three days without sex for Kai was too, since he had left the prison world he was almost a sex machine. But you decided to ignore, Bonnie was her friend and all you wanted was a way to save her soon. About thirty minutes when you started to get hot, you got up and walked toward his room. You’ve changed in some comfortable running shorts and a tank top instead of jeans and long sleeve that you were using. You walked back to the library and sat down. You saw Kai staring at you from the corner of his eye. He shifted in his chair and cleared his throat. You chuckled to himself and went back to reading. You can still see Kai with his peripheral vision, from time to time he would throw a glance their way and have a look on her face. After a few minutes you got up and went to the bookshelf. You were right Kai knew much about it, and you would not be at a disadvantage. So you decided to take the greatest book, but it was too high. You decided to jump into it, and in the process knocked down ten other books. You groaned.

You started to pick up the fallen books one by one. You were about to reach for the last one, until you felt a warm body press up against you from behind. 

“Kai?” You laughed when you felt him nuzzle his face in the crook of your neck. “What are you doing?” You tried to turn around but Kai’s arms snaked around your waist. His hands started to travel under your tank top, rubbing you through your bra. “C’mon we have to keep working on this.” You tried to get out of his grip, but ended up pressing yourself into him harder.

Kai groaned, “I’d rather work on something else.” His hands slipped out of your tank top and into your shorts. He started to rub you through your panties. His lips started to suck on your neck, making you close your eyes and moan. Kai chuckled against your neck and bit down. You let out a gasp and arched into his hands. He pulled his hands out of your shorts and turned you around. Giving you a dark smile, Kai pushed you against the bookshelf. The shelf pushed into your back making you cry out in pain. The pain didn’t last long, Kai pressed himself against you grinding his hips against yours. You could feel how hard he was, which fed your own arousal. He pulled on your lip with his teeth making you open your mouth. He slid his tongue in and easily dominated yours. His hands were on both sides of you, keeping you trapped in place. Your hands began to trace his chest, down to his hips. You felt him shiver at your touch and you smiled. You worked your hands over his bulge and moaned when you felt how much harder he had got.

“Well looks like someone’s getting into it.” Kai said with a smirk. You snapped out of your lust filled daze. As much as you wanted to stay like this, you grabbed his hands and stepped out of his hold. 

“Kai, it’s our job to find it.” You gave him a menacing look. Kai sighed in defeat, backing off of you. You walked over to the couch, hoping the space would help Kai focus. And if you were any where near him you wouldn’t be able to resist letting him have his way with you. You went back to reading once again. 

It was no surprise when you felt the weight of another body on the couch. You put your book down to give Kai a look, only to find Kai’s face right next to yours. You starred into his eyes and leaned in. His lips were about to meet yours when you shoved him away laughing. In the process of Kai falling back against the arm of the couch, he knocked over a lamp and some books, making you laugh even harder. Kai gave you a bitch face, grabbed some his books and left. You felt bad, but this kind of had to be done. You spent the rest of the evening in the library doing research, and didn’t see any more of Kai

After you felt you had a sufficient amount of reading, you decided to go to bed.

You woke up the next morning after dreaming about what you wished you and Kai had done in the library. You got up and got dressed, putting on jeans and a t shirt. You went into the kitchen to get breakfast, and saw Kai sitting at the table. Kai ignored you completely. You rolled you eyes, he could be such an ass sometimes. You got your breakfast and sat down next to Kai determined to make him acknowledge you. Your plan back fired when Kai got up, he started to put his dishes away. You were really pissed now. 

“Really Kai?! You’re throwing a bitch fit because I wouldn’t have sex with you while I was doing research?” You stood up. Once again, Kai ignored you continuing with his dishes.

“Malachai Parker, answer me.” You said the words with an eerily calm voice.

“Fuck off.” Kai spat at you and then left. You stood there in awe. Kai had his moments, but he’d never been this upset with you.

You walked into the library, sliding the big door shut behind you. You didn’t want to be around him right now. You walked over to one of the lamps and turned it on. You were about to turn around, when something grabbed you and threw you down onto the table. 

“Ow, what the hell?!” You started hitting at the figure that loomed above you. Kai’s face came into view, looking beyond pissed. He grabbed your wrists and pinned them above you.

“Shut up.” Kai was looking at you like he wanted to kill you. It was terrifying, but at the same time, hot as hell.

“Kai, what are you doing!?” You struggled to get your hands free, but wasn’t able to shake his firm hold.

“I thought I told you to shut up?” Kai’s eyes were roaming down your body.

“Kai I don’t care tell me-,” You words were cut off by Kai’s mouth crushing yours in a rough kiss. 

I,” kiss. “Said,” kiss. “Shut up.” Kai bit down on your lip hard enough to draw blood. You stopped yourself from crying out. You starred at Kai, trying to figure out what he was trying to accomplish. 

“You know, you really pissed me off.” He said as he moved your wrists into one of his hands and letting his free hand grip your jaw, making you look at him. “I don’t like being told no.” His hand left your jaw and gripped you t-shirt, ripping it off in one motion. You glanced at your, now turned to shreds shirt and then back to Kai. “And I don’t like being laughed at.” His mouth went to your chest, tracing the fabric of your bra. His hand went behind your back and unclipped your bra with one flick of his fingers. He let your wrists go to get the bra over your head and onto the floor. You were glad he didn’t rip it, like he’d done to your shirt. His mouth came back into contact with your chest. He starts to suck on one side and massage the other. You arch up into him, you can’t deny how much he’s turning you on right now. Your hands go to his hair, pulling at it, earning a growl from him. He bites down on your breast, leaving a red mark, then blowing cool air onto it. You let out a small moan. Kai’s hands go down to your jeans, he starts to undo your button and zipper. He slides your jeans off slowly, keeping his eyes on yours the whole time. You can’t look away, so you bite your lip. Once Kai’s done with your jeans he spreads your legs open. You prop yourself up on your elbows, watching Kai’s every movement. He begins tracing his hands along your thighs, grabbing rough enough to leave bruises. His hands come to your center, and start to rub you through your panties. 

“Eager are we?” He raises an eyebrow at you, and you lay back down not wanting to say something that would ruin the moment. Kai uses his teeth to pull your panties down to your knees, then grabs them with his hand and throws them elsewhere. He stands up to remove his shirt and jeans. He crawls back on top of you and grinds his hips into yours. You feel him through his boxers and moan louder. Kai takes that as encouragement and slips a finger into your heat, while taking your lips with his. He moves his finger in and out slowly, way too slowly. You buck up against up him, trying to get more friction. 

“Now you’re the one who wants it.” Kai chuckles darkly. “I should make you work for it.” You moan at his words. He slips another finger in and starts to pick up his speed. You grab the back of his neck and push his lips against yours. Kai’s fingers start to move even faster, as the kiss continues. You break the kiss and start to kiss his neck, leaving little bite marks all the way up to his jaw. Kai groans and pulls out his fingers. You whine at the loss of contact. 

“Kai.” You moan out, wanting him to give you some kind of release.

Kai stands up and flips you over onto your stomach. You start to turn your head, but Kai stops you. You hear him throw his boxers off into the distance. He grips your waist, pulling you onto all fours.

Kai leans over you, so that his stomach is pressed against your back and whispers in your ear, “You’re the one who wants it so bad,” He winds his fingers into your hair and pulls, making both of you stand on your knees.“So you beg me.” Normally, you’d never beg for anything. But you felt like you’d explode if he didn’t hurry up.

“Kai, please I want it.” You can barely get the words out.

“Want what?” He was really set on getting revenge for yesterday.

“You! I want you Kai. Please Kai, just fuck me.” You feel like you’re about to cry, you need some kind of friction. Kai turns your head, allowing him to kiss you. He pushes into you hard and fast, not giving you any time to adjust. You let out a scream. You feel Kai smile against your lips. If he wasn’t the only thing keeping you sane right now, you’d beat the shit out of him. He starts thrusting in and out of you, each thrust faster than the last. You arch your back against his chest, his hands grip on your hips moving you with him. He finds the right spot inside of you, and you start moaning his name. That causes him to groan and bite down on your neck. It isn’t much longer, until you feel yourself about to come.

“Kai, please, fuck please, don’t stop.” Kai reaches down and starts to rub you, sending you over the edge into ecstasy. You call out his name repeatedly. A couple more thrusts and Kai comes with his face buried in your neck, mumbling your name. 

You both find your clothes, after spending some time looking. You sit down on the couch, feeling the soreness already. 

“Maybe I should say no to you more often, Kai.” You look up at him and smile. Kai walks over to you, and leans down over you.

“Or you could just ask me.” He leans down even further and whispers into your ear, “And beg me.” You feel a shiver go through you.

“I guess I could do that too.” You give him a short kiss and return to reading.

Hi friends! Today I’ll be sharing with you a list of apps that I’ve found useful in my life as a student. I’m currently in my second week at community college and adjusting to that #collegelife. A lot of these apps are helpful for both high school and college students while some pertain to living on campus/ meeting new people. This is not a comprehensive list by any means, but I hope you find some new apps that may have some purpose for you!

Academic

Forest-

an app a lot of you probably already know about, forest allows you to set a timer for long you want to be productive and stay off your phone. In that time, a tree grows and is placed in your digital forest. If you go into another app during the time, however, the tree will die :(

Duolingo

- a well-known language learning app, duolingo is simple to use and focuses on words and sentence structure in your target language.

Memrise-

similar to duolingo, but has a larger database of words and generally more to it. try both out to see which you like more!

Quizlet-

a classic/ essential! create notecards and use a variety of methods to study them. my favorite part is that you can input your next test date and it will create a study plan for you and remind you to keep revising until you’ve mastered all the concepts.

I would also recommend downloading the app for whatever your school’s online learning platform is (if you use one). It’s so helpful to be able to quickly check what assignments you have due, check grades, and message your instructors right from your phone.

Health

Cronometer- a simple and very comprehensive food tracker that has every food you can think of and shows you every macro and micronutrient you’ve consumed. it is important to make sure you’re consuming the proper amount of nutrients and this is the only app i’ve found that is free and shows you everything. there is also a place to log your weight and other biometrics and see trends over time.

Lifesum- another food tracker that gives tips on how to be healthier. beautiful interface and easy to use, although more in depth features require a membership.

MC- my cycles is a period tracker that allows you to input your flow, symptoms, mood, and any medications to effectively track your period with a simple and beautiful interface.

Foodstand- a great app for tracking nutrition, fitness, and water intake goals. all you have to do is draw a checkmark on the screen every time you’ve taken a step towards your selected goal!

Stop, breathe, and think- a fantastic meditation app! Input how you are feeling mentally and physically and the app will generate a list of guided meditations for you to choose from.

Sworkit- strength, cardio, flexibility, and yoga workouts, many of which don’t require equipment and are dorm friendly. you can even customize your own workout with your favorite moves!

Waterminder- water and liquid tracker, there’s all there is to it!

LaLa Lunchbox- this app is geared towards little kids but it allows you to create a meal plan and put foods from each category into your “lunchbox” to create an easy and healthy meal. depending on what foods you select for the week, the app generates a shopping list as well! this is so important to me since i commute and there is nowhere on campus to buy food.

Sleep

Sleeptown- from the same developers as forest, you input your bedtime and wake up time and leave the app open while you sleep (your phone can be turned off). while you sleep, a building is constructed and added to your town. if you go to bed too late or go on your phone, the building is destroyed. it has an alarm in app and helps to develop a consistent sleep schedule.

Carrot Alarm- this app was KEY for me back when i had trouble waking up in the mornings. basically, the AI robot screams at you and forces you to perform certain tasks in order to turn the alarm off. I wouldn’t recommend if you live in a dorm unless your roommate is on board.

Sleep Time- a sleep tracker that monitors your breathing and movement to determine the best time to wake you up so you don’t feel groggy in the morning.

Social

Heyy- this is such a fun app for when you’re making connections with a ton of new people. Input any contact information and social medias into the app and when you meet someone, you select which information to share with them via airdrop. makes meeting new people so much easier!

Spaceteam- a fun game that requires multiple people to safely guide a spaceship through the galaxy. great for in the dorms when you and your friends want something silly to do, also great for making new friends!

1 Second Everyday- simply film one second of video everyday and the app compiles them into a single video so you can look back on all you did in the year.

Lifestyle

Productive- to do list and habit tracker with a simple and modern interface.

Thinglist- one list for all your tv shows, books, places, and other bucket list items.

Pinterest- find links and photos for studyspo, study tips, life hacks, style ideas, recipes, and sooo much more! you can organize them into “boards” so you can always find what you’re looking for.

Daily Budget- input your weekly income (or how much money you’ll allow yourself to spend in a week) and the app divides it among the days in the week. whenever you spend money the app deducts from that day (and the next if you spend too much) and any money you have left carries over to the next day.

Starbucks- the Starbucks app is great because it allows you to digitalize your gold card (spend $75 and get a free drink or food item) and gift cards, place mobile orders, and partake in challenges to earn more rewards.

Other

Youtube- pretty self-explanatory, but you can find so many tips for school, life, health, etc. on youtube!

Google Photos- free up phone space by automatically backing up all of your photos online.

Spotify- find and create playlists for any mood, including sleeping or studying. the free version works great but premium membership is only $5/month for students!

Netflix- obviously.

There you have it, the apps I can’t live without! I hope you find them helpful! Study hard!

These two requests didn’t initially marry up until I created a very specific plot for them. However, that presented the issue of length. Thus this piece is a two-parter, with the second one on the way presently. Thanks to @tinkerbelldetective and @hijikira for the requests. I had more fun writing this that I anticipated. 

Prompt[s]: How about a non-suggestivefor Loki where reader has had a large argument with her family, she returns to Stark Tower very ticked off and she slams her door and begins breaking down? Loki checks on her and comforts her.

Hello! Would you be willing to write a request in which the reader is an agent who gets close to Loki for the purpose of a mission? They both end up developing feelings for each other, but then it falls apart when Loki realizes he was manipulated and betrayed.

“National Security” (Part 1)

You looked up at your childhood home and couldn’t help but think it looked different.

Standing on the pavement, your eyes followed the driveway that was sprinkled with copper leaves. The lawn that bordered it to the left was freshly mowed and you could smell the dew that had been torn up as a result. At the end of a driveway was an oak porch. The wooden step at the top of the driveway was bowed with the weight of the many feet that had utilised it. Your dad never used the step. He was a tall, gangly man with legs long enough that he could step onto the porch without it. You smirked at the thought.

The large bay window on the left of the porch, overlooking the grass, was sparkling too. He must’ve been spring cleaning. He never let your mum clean – “She always leaves bits. You can see the smears on the window!” Part of you suspected that your mum did it on purpose. She always was where you got your cunning.

You stepped up onto the porch and raised your fist to knock, only stopping at the sight of the peeling green paint.

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Fearless
           - Part V

Kai Parker x Reader
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Y/N and Kai got into his car. He pulled her seat belt for her seeing how she had no reaction whatsoever.  Only thing she did was stare out the front car window , tears silently rolling down her cheeks.
“We are going to rescue your mother.” Kai sighed , as they drove down the road. “I’ll do everything I can to make this happen , I promise.”
Y/N turned towards him ,reaching for his hand. “T-thank you.” she said quietly.
It took them nearly half an hour to get there. Kai parked the car almost a kilometre away from the house. He helped her get out , worried she might faint or something. All colour had been drained from her face. He wrapped his hand around her waist and was just about to cloak them when suddenly Caroline flashed in front of them.
“I though I told you to stay home and not go anywhere.” she crossed her hands starring accusatory at Kai.
“I tried. She wouldn’t listen… just like her mother , Y/N is ready to leap into danger for the people she loves.” Kai sighed.
“D-don’t be mad at him.” Y/N said quietly. “She is my mom. I have to try and do something to save her. Maybe if I talk to Klaus … he will let her go. I …”
Y/N suddenly broke into tears again and Kai pulled her close , allowing her to bury her face in his chest.
“Where is Bonnie?” he whispered. Someone tapped his shoulder and he turned his head coming face to face with Bon Bon. “Oh hello. Long time. Please don’t kill me , we are on the same side now…”
Bonnie rolled her eyes. “You are not on my list today….and you brought her?! Have you lost your mind ?!”
There it was again. Everyone acting as if Y/N was a porcelain doll or something. Her entire life had been like this starting since that time she and Matt’s daughter fought and Y/N fell to the ground with a bleeding wound on her forehead.
“We are wasting time.” she said wiping tears away from her face. “Let’s go.”
Y/N pulled away from Kai and headed towards the house , walking angrily and so fast for a moment Kai wondered if somehow she had gotten vampire speed. Then he caught up with her , grabbing her hand.
“Slow down princess.” he said smiling. “Invisique. There , now we can go.”
Kai wanted to save Elena , not because he liked her. Part of him still held a grudge for what she and her friends did to him - first ditching him in 1903 , then Damon killing him , locking him away again … No , he wanted to save her because of Y/N.  He couldn’t stand to see the girl he loved like that - tears in her eyes , looking broken as if someone had crushed her inside and out.
Caroline rushed towards them just as they disappeared. “I hate it when he does that.” she muttered under her breath. “Okay. Listen to me - I’ll distract , you rescue.”
Kai nodded at her , realising too late she couldn’t see or hear them. Bonnie walked a few steps behind them. As they neared the house , he used his vampire hearing to listen in. Klaus was talking with someone on the phone , a girl and then there was the unmistakable sound of blood dripping into a puddle … or a blood bag. Kai hoped it was a blood bag. He swallowed hard imagining how crushed Y/N would be if they find her mother in a pool of her own blood.
The closer they got the clearer the smell of blood became to him. He glanced at Y/N who had calmed down and now there was only determination on her face. She turned towards him and gave him a small smile before stopping a hundred meters away from the house.
“When we get there … I want you to lift the cloaking spell off me.” she said. Kai started to protest but she shushed him pressing her finger on his lips. “I want my mother to see that I am there… and maybe it would create a distraction allowing you to rescue her. You have to get her to safety. Promise me.”
Kai brushed his fingers against her cheek. “I’ll lift the spell , but you are my priority. I’ll do whatever it takes to save your mother , but that doesn’t mean I will leave you unprotected near that hybrid. You mean everything to me .. and I don’t want to lose you.”
“Promise me.” she insisted.
Kai sighed. “I promise.”
Y/N smiled at him , stretching her hand to cup his face before kissing him gently.
“I love you. Whatever happens , I love you. Don’t you ever forget it.” she said.
“I love you too sweetheart… but nothing is going to happen.” he said reassuringly , taking her hand in his.
Caroline got to the house first , by the looks of it she had tried to reason with Klaus which had ended up turning into an argument. He wasn’t sure if that was a part of her distraction strategy or not but he took advantage of it. Bonnie walked into the house before them and soon after Klaus screamed out in pain. Kai did as Y/N asked and uncloaked her , he sniffed the air  pulling her behind him as they walked into one of the rooms on the first floor , not too far from where Caroline and Bonnie were dealing with Klaus.
Y/N’s eyes widened when she saw her mother tied to a chair , needle and tubes connected to both her hands draining her out of her blood. Elena’s head had drooped to the side but she was still conscious.
“Y/N …? Wh-what are … you d-doing … here?” said Elena weakly.
Her daughter knelt next to her , swiftly pulling the needles out.
“Rescuing you , of course.” she said. “What ? Did you think I’d listen and stay hidden somewhere ? Kai , help me get her up.”
Kai uncloaked himself , pulling one of Elena’s arms around his shoulder while her other arm was wrapped around Y/N’s.
“Y-you promi-sed …to keep her save.” Elena muttered turning towards Kai. “Why would y-you -”
In that moment Klaus showed up into the room , vamp - running to Y/N , wrapping his hands around her neck from behind. Kai hadn’t even realised Caroline and Bonnie’s voices had disappeared. The hybrid’s eyes burned with anger.
“Ahhh , if it isn’t the rescue party 2.0. Here is what’s going to happen.” he said. “You are going to leave Elena here , or I am going to kill both of you… I’ll start with her. I’ll kill her in front of you and then I’ll rip your heart out for meddling into things that do not concern you.”
“You have more than enough to create your stupid hybrid army.” Y/N said struggling to breath. “Let her go.”
Klaus laughed under his breath. “Not even close , sweetheart.” he waited for a moment to see if they’d do as he asked , realising things weren’t going to go his way.“So , we are going to do this the hard way then. Fantastic.” he grinned at Kai who couldn’t tear his eyes away from Y/N. “Sorry love , it’s nothing personal…” Klaus whispered in her ear.
Kai smiled at the ground for a moment then lifted his eyes , nothing but fury in them. He pressed his lips into a thin line and raised his hand.
Motus.” he muttered and Klaus went flying away from Y/N , hitting the wall. Kai held a magic grip on Klaus’ neck chocking him. “You should’ve never laid a finger on her.”
“I will rip your throat you !” Klaus hissed , pointlessly trying to fight off the magic grip on his neck. However strong he was , there was one thing he couldn’t do - fight off magic.
“No. You are not. ” Kai said , snapping Klaus’ neck , his body falling on the ground.
Y/N ran into Kai’s arms hugging him like never before.  For a moment she had thought this was it, the end of the line for her. Kai turned towards Elena who’s eyes had started rolling in their sockets.
“As I promised , I will protect Y/N with my life. Always.” Kai said groaning a little as they dragged Elena’s body out of the house. “She is a lot more like you than I thought. Reckless , fearless … ready to sacrifice herself for the people she loves.Kind of makes me love her more for it.”
Y/N’s cheeks flushed and she wasn’t sure if it was because of her mother’s weight on her shoulders or because of Kai’s words.
“Can we … talk about this later ?” she said nearly out of breath.
Invisique.” Kai whispered. “There , we can talk about it now…” he laughed.
“Shut up.” Y/N said with a smile.
They walked for a few more minutes before Kai realised Elena had become unconscious. He stopped for a moment listening to her heart beat , a worried look on his face. He noticed Y/N looking at him with a puzzled expression. Quickly he bit his wrist forcing his blood down Elena’s throat in hopes it would heal her.
The second he did that Y/N knew something had gone wrong.
“Kai …” she said , fear in her voice. “.. what’s happening ?”
“Her heart beat is too weak … I don’t know if -” in that moment Elena started puking his blood. “Damn it.” he muttered.
“What the … ?! … The cure.” Y/N whispered realising what was happening. Vampire blood couldn’t heal her mother. “Can you carry her ? I’ll try and catch up with you. We need to drive her to the hospital. Now.”
Kai sighed and in a swift motion lifted up Elena’s body in his arms.
“Go.”
He ran in vampire speed while Y/N ran as fast as she could towards the car , getting into the passenger seat quickly and pulling out her phone to call her dad and text Caroline.

Damon met them at the hospital , Caroline arriving almost half hour later with Bonnie , who was laying unconscious in a bed near Elena’s hospital room. Klaus had knocked her out and she wasn’t waking up. Caroline had fed her vampire blood and compelled the doctors to do what was necessary and Kai had compelled the doctors to do whatever they could to help Elena , meanwhile he used magic to help … except there was no spell to help with this. All he could do was delay the inevitable. He couldn’t bring himself to tell Y/N that , but he had to tell Damon so he pulled him aside for a few moments while Caroline watched over Y/N.
“Hey um … listen.. There is something you need to know.” said Kai nervously glancing at his girlfriend. He could tell Caroline was listening in on their conversation. “When we found Elena there were nearly 4 pines with blood. Klaus must’ve had things ready from earlier or someone’s help.”
“So ? She will be fine. They will do a blood infusion and Elena will recover.” said Damon , but there was something in his voice like he already knew what Kai was going to say.
“I um .. I don’t think it’s going to work.” he said quietly. “Her heart beat is so weak , I tried healing her with vampire blood but it didn’t work because of -”
“- the cure.”
“Yes… I am doing my best here, trying to keep her alive long enough for you to say your goodbyes… but even magic is not strong enough to pull her back this time.” Kai’s gaze dropped to the ground. “I … I don’t know h-how to tell her.” He glanced at Y/N. Caroline’s eyes met his for a moment , tears glistening in her eyes.
Damon put his hand on Kai’s shoulder.
“Look … twirp.” he said with a slight smile. “Thank you ..for saving Elena and for keeping Y/N safe…and for doing whatever it is you are doing right now to help… I never thought I’d say this in my life.” he paused for a moment glancing at his daughter. “You don’t have to tell her… I will. It will be better this way.”
Kai nodded and went by Y/N’s side.
“Hey..” he said softly.
Caroline glanced at him and he shook his head. She forced a smile on her face and went to talk to Damon , walking into Elena’s room with him.
“What did you talk with my dad about ?” Y/N asked curious.
“Um , he’ll tell you. I am sure.” Kai managed a small smile. “Do you want something from the vending machine or coffee ? Anything ?”
Y/N sighed. “I want my mom to wake up , thats all.” she said.
Kai caressed her face before kissing her forehead. “Well , I’ll go get you chocolate and coffee anyways. Trust me , you will want those.”
“Okay.”

After Kai left Y/N went to her mother’s hospital room , leaning against the door frame. Her godmother and Damon glanced at her , tears in their eyes.
“Hey kiddo.” said Damon. “You OK?”
Y/N nodded and stepped inside , her father pulling her into a hug as a few tears rolled down her cheek.
“Listen … there is something I have to tell you.” her father trailed off. “It’s about Elena… the um … the doctors don’t think she’d make it.”
She pulled away from her father with a shocked look on her face and fear in her eyes , glancing at her mother then at Caroline.
“What about Kai ? Maybe he can -”
“No.” said her godmother , rubbing her back gently. “He is already doing what he can , but … things are not looking good.”
“Oh my God…” Y/N whispered , breaking into tears again. Kai showed up at the door with the chocolate bar and the coffee. He sighed tilting his head slightly. They had told her.  For a moment it appeared she might drop to the floor and Kai vamp - ran towards her , helping her sit on the chair next to her mother. She reached for the chocolate bar in Kai’s hands. “Thanks.”

* a few hours later *
 
Y/N sat on one side of Elena’s hospital bed holding her mother’s hand , while her father sat on a chair on the other. Kai stood awkwardly in the corner for a while before she reached her hand for his , until he wrapped his hands around her.
“Hey…” Elena blinked a few times looking at her daughter and Kai.
“Mom !” Y/N smiled, tears glistening in her eyes. “Thank God.”
Elena managed a small smile and turned to the other side reaching her hand to touch Damon’s face.
“You are all here.” she said.
“Always.” said Damon , gently kissing her forehead. “How are you feeling?”
“Happy.”
Damon smiled at his wife.
“Thank y-you.” said Elena reaching for Kai’s hand. “I didn’t see it be-fore. Now I do.. I - I forgive you for ..everything. There is good in you and … You are g-good for her.”
Kai nodded slightly , Damon smiled at his wife then kissed her lips.
“I’ll give you some time alone … as a family.” Kai said walking outside to sit in one of the chairs in front of the room , his head in his hands. About half an hour passed before he heard Y/N’s screams , she opened to door grabbing a doctor’s hand who was just passing near the room.
“Mom ! Wake up ! Wake up !” she screamed as the doctor only confirmed Elena’s death. Y/N grabbed her mother’s shoulders shaking them , trying to get her mother to wake up. Damon held Elena’s hand , bringing it to his lips to kiss her knuckles , tears streaking down his face.
Kai pulled Y/N away from her mother , tightly wrapping his hands around her while stroking her hair. She buried her face in his chest , tears rolling down her cheeks.
“I’m so sorry Y/N.”
Y/N pulled away from him , looking into his eyes.
“Do something. Please … ” she begged him.
“There is … nothing … I can do. I’m … I’m sorry.”
“No.. no..” she shook her head , trying to muffle her sobs unable to believe her mother was gone.
Kai pulled her into another hug , glancing at Damon who looked as if his whole life had just ended. Kai finally understood it. Their love for one another , he hadn’t understood it all those years ago. The young heretic wished he could’ve done something to save Elena. It had taken Damon and Elena years but they finally had forgiven and given him a chance.
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Requested by @a-caged-lion :

“Hey there! Can you do one where Holtzmann and the reader have crushes on each other and one day Holtzmann finds a drawing that the reader did of her? Cuteness ensues. Thank you!“

A/N: Hello! I love this idea so much and had a lot of fun writing it! :) thank you for the request! I hope you enjoy this one.

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You’ve been going out of your way in the morning to stop by a little café, get a coffee or a tea, and draw something or someone that caught your eye. Of course, you were only limited to certain increments of time since you had a job to get to, so the drawings were more or less sketches, but you loved them.

Walking in today, you ordered a hot Earl Grey tea and went and sat at a table near the window to help inspire you. Looking around outside, you found nothing that remained in one spot long enough to draw, so you diverted your attention to the people and objects inside the café. Debating on weather you should draw this cute old man, or the abstract vase of flowers that sat in the middle of the room, you heard the bells to the front door go off, making your gaze shift to the most weirdly beautifully girl you’ve seen in a long time.

Waiting until she sat down, which was a few tables away from you in the middle of the room in the chair facing you, you began to draw as much about her as you could from faint looks up. Her looking down at the newspaper she held the whole time didn’t really help you with her facial features, but you made do with what you got, packed up, and went to work 15 minutes late, ‘she was worth it’ you thought as your coworker yelled at you for being the tad bit late.

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Going back the next day, you knew it would be hard to find something as beautiful as the girl the day before was, so you settled on a iced coffee and sat in the same spot you chose last time.

You were halfway through a drawing of a kid holding a succulent like it was their child while they sat across the café from you, when your view was obstructed by the beautiful girl from yesterday who sat in the same spot, blocking the succulent kid.

Quickly discarding the drawing into the back of your sketch book, you began to draw the girl, who was this time on her phone, maybe playing a game? It didn’t matter much, this time you had at least half of her facial features to go with, and you were starstruck at the beauty she held, even from one half of her face.

Smiling and determined to come early tomorrow so you wouldn’t be late to work again like you were yesterday and will be today, you put in earbuds and left, making sure you had everything with you.

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Coming in early, like you told yourself you would, you got an iced tea and sat down. This time, you had brought your best pencils that you only used on your best works of art, you knew the girl would come back today and you knew she would be one of the best works of art that you’ll draw in a long while.

You waited 15 minutes, drawing random little doodles on a page near the back of your journal, before the woman walked in, you could faintly hear her voice as she ordered, noting that her voice could cure everything wrong with the world, just by saying the word ‘hello.’

She sat down in her usual spot, only getting up when the barista called out the name ‘Holtzmann’ before quickly sitting back down, plugging in earbuds, and leaning back in her chair with her eyes closed and her head bobbing.

While drawing you couldn’t help but wonder what her music type was and if it influenced her clothing style in any way, or the way she did her hair, or if she thought of a certain artist when picking out those goofy glasses that only she could pull off.

Looking up at her for one last look over to see if you needed any more finishing touches, you met with her eyes, which you discovered were a soft blue that made you want to dive into them and never leave. Blushing, you smiled at her, quickly wrote 'Holtzmann’ in cursive writing below the drawing, packed everything up and left for work, late, as per usual now.

It wasn’t until around 2pm, when your break was, that you realized that you didn’t have the drawing you drew of Holtzmann this morning. Cursing to yourself, you put a hand to your forehead as you realized that you set it down on the spot next to your bag, but left without putting it in your bag. Groaning, you hoped that someone found it and took it to the baristas, you were just hoping that 'someone’ wasn’t the beautiful girl you spent about an hour drawing.

You’d go to the café now to see if it was still there, but your break time was limited and you’ve been craving food all day, so you decided you’d go back tomorrow to see if it was there, and if not, probably stay there to sit in misery since tomorrow was your only day off this week.

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Shamefully walking into the café, you walked up to the barista,

“Um, hello, I was here yesterday and I was wondering if you found a drawing in the booth over there when cleaning up? Or if someone turned it in?” You asked hopefully.

She shook her head, “No, but there was a girl that went into that booth, shrieked, and then left.”

“Oh. Uh, okay, thank you. Can I just have an Earl Grey tea?” You scratched your jaw.

“Yeah, no problem, sorry about your drawing by the way, I always see you in here in the morning drawing for hours, I’m sure they’re all beautiful.” The girl smiled.

You smiled back, “They’re okay.” you laughed with her.

“They have to be more than okay, $3.15, please.” You smiled quickly, handing her the money, getting your drink and going to sit in your regular booth.

However, when you arrived your booth was occupied, by Holtzmann, so you walked past her to go the the booth in the corner, when a hand reached out and grabbed your elbow lightly. Gasping, you looked to find the hand belonging to Holtzmann who was smiling big at you.

“Care to join me?” She raised an eyebrow at you. You blushed as you sat down across from her. “What’s your name?”

“Y/N.” You looked down to your lap.

“I always see you here, and I always thought 'what is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, writing in that journal of hers?’ But now I know that you weren’t writing,” she pulled out the drawing you made of her, in perfect condition with not one dent made to the paper. “You were drawing, and drawing me. I’d tell you my name, but it looks like you already know… Y'know, at first I thought I’d have no chance with a girl like you-”

“What is that suppose to mean?” You spoke up, delighted to discover that your crush wasn’t one sided.

“Huh?” She furrowed her eyebrows.

“A girl like me, what is that suppose to mean? A girl like me that is creepy and draws people without their permissions? Someone who sits far back in a booth, refusing to make conversation with anyone?” You were intrigued.

"No, a girl who is able to take someone like me and make them into this!” She pointed at the drawing. “A girl, who knows to respect personal space. A girl who I’ve been looking for, for my whole life!” Holtzmann concluded.

You laughed and looked up to meet the eyes of the crush you held secret for a few days, “You said 'someone like me,’ I just want you to know, I only draw people and things that I find beautiful.”

Holtzmann smiled, “Too bad you can’t see yourself,” she put her head on her palm and winked at you making your face heat up. “How about a date?”

You smiled big as you answered, “I’d love one.”

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AN: I *insert Steve screaming “Language!”* fucking love this request! I think that it is pretty great and unique, thank you to the magical anon that requested it! *I do not own the gif, found on google (But omg that gif gives me actual chills it is so amazing). Please ignore all spelling errors! Xoxoxo :3

Pairing: Reader X Avengers (platonic)

Prompt: oo i have a request! can you write a platonic one where the reader is best friends with the maximoffs and she was also experimented on with them (you can choose the powers) and when pietro and wanda switch to the avengers side the reader is still with ultron and when pietro dies she realizes how bad ultron really was and joins the avengers? thank you!!

Warning: Violence, death (Pietro *cries for ten years*)

((******For this imagine the reader has the power to create fire. ****************Sorry if I get some bits of the battle confused or wrong, I haven’t seen the movie in a few months sadly))

 

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“Purifying or Destroying”

This wasn’t supposed to happen, the three of you were supposed to be in this together. And that was how they had promised it was going to be, so why was it that they were standing on the side of the enemy?

Without thinking, you naturally took a step closer to the Maximoff twins, your best friends, who were looking at you with unreadable expressions. You felt a cold, metal hand slide onto your shoulder and hold you in place.

“Don’t.” Ultron warned.

You watched as Wanda and Pietro looked at you, trying to convince you to join their side. You had come so far with Ultron already, how could they think that you were going to leave his side? He was going to make the world a better place, he was going to make it a place where humanity could no longer do any wrong.

The Avengers wanted to stop Ultron’s plan, which was to send this floating city down to the ground, which effectively ending humanities reign over this dying planet.

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Finally! If you want some extra-feely feels later, play this at the line “Bucky’s heart was suddenly racing”. (And yes, that is implying what you think it is - prepare yourself for these two idiots to stop being prats). @the-loud-and-crazy-rabbit-pirate and @procrastinatingvirgo enjoyed the last chapter. Enjoy, my darlings!

Just read Part 10 of Civil War and immediately remembered Nat’s line at AOU where she had to pick up after the boys (*≧▽≦)ノシ)) 

Yes! I love Natasha. This is exactly what she would say. 😂

Civil War (Part 11)

Part 10

Bucky didn’t really get a choice in the matter, after Natasha pushed him out of the front door and locked it behind him. He couldn’t hear precisely what she was saying on the other side but he could guess.

Shrugging his jacket on a little tighter, Bucky braced the cold wind looking like the perfect brooding teenager. Hands in his pockets, head low, and a pensive expression. He made to turn left and head for the shops where Steve would be – until he felt something hit the back of his head. After swearing, Bucky whirled around, clutching the spot that would likely be tender for the next few days.

Natasha leaned out of the window, poised to throw something else – a book of some kind – until she saw Bucky scowling at her. She pointed fiercely in the other direction and begrudgingly, Bucky followed orders, mumbling expletives under his breath. It didn’t take him long to reach your home. He spent a few minutes just watching, wondering whether or not to go in.

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[ao3]

“God, you’re a dick these days.” Jensen walks to his next mark and sighs. “Fine. I’m in.”

“You give yourself over wholly to the service of God and his angels?”

“Yeah, exactly.”

“Say it.”

“I give myself over wholly to serve God and you guys.”

“You swear to follow his will and his word as swiftly and obediently as you did your own dad’s?”

Father. He was supposed to say father. “Yes, I swear. Now what?”

“Now you wait, and we call on you when it’s time.”

As soon as Misha finishes the line, Jensen begins counting in his head. There’s a crane next to them that begins moving up as they stare at each other and stare at each other and stare at each other.

He counts to 20 before Singer yells “cut.”

“I meant to say ‘father,’” Misha whispers mostly to himself as the hair and make-up ladies fix their faces for the next take.

“You’ll get it next time,” Jensen replies with a jovial smack to Misha’s arm. “Great take otherwise.”

Misha doesn’t respond, and Jensen replays what he just said in his head to see if anything could’ve offended him. Before he can really start to worry about it, the scene is reset and they’re saying their lines all over again.

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