so inspring

I’m so tired of feeling depressed. Tired of being tired. Tired of having crazy thoughts that have no truth behind them. I’m tired of pushing myself to smile. I am beyond blessed. I need to pick myself up and find what I need to do in my life. I wish the people around me understood what it feels like. To feel like a prisoner in my OWN mind! I didn’t ask for this; I don’t want sympathy. I just want to feel again. That happiness, the happiness I’ve felt during my childhood days. I feel like I’m drowning. Reality has me feeling though as if I’m drowning. Working dead end jobs. Barely paying the bills. Life is just one big cycle repeat in today’s society. To feel free of depression and anxiety is what I strive for. Everyday is a fucking battle. But what is my dream? I need to break through this fucked up illusion and find my dream. To find that silver lining. Everything happens for a reason. - I need to remember this. One day at a time. -Samantha

Jonsa Week 2017 - Masterlist

Day 1 - Soulmates - “Soulmates” - Soulmate AU/Canon Divergence

Day 2 - Kings and Queens - “Lavender’s blue” - Fairytale AU/Cinderella Fusion

Day 3 - Whispers and Secrets - “Last night I dreamt I went to Winterfell again” - Rebecca Fusion AU

Day 4 - Modern AU - “O! A spider!” - College AU/First sleep over

Day 5 - Seasons - “Seasons of love” - Bookstore AU/First meeting

Day 6 - Stars - “To the stars who listen” - Modern AU/Marriage proposal

Day 7 - Free Choice - “For Better or for worse” - Modern AU/Wedding 

Thank you @jonsa-week for organizing this amazing event, for reblogging all my posts and for inspring so many people to create amazing things!

And thank you Jonsa fans for all the love, the tags, the reblogs, the comments, the kudos and the likes! I can’t wait until the next event! You are BY FAR my favorite fandom to write for!