Peter Pan Imagine/Do you love me?
Warnings: Smut, cursing, mentally abusive,cruel Pan,
You never truly understood him, why he was so mean, so cruel, so heartless, for you only knew that you loved him, and your poor loving self thought you could change that, you were wrong.
From the day you met him, you knew you wanted to be with him, something about his mysterious ways drove you crazy.
“Who are you?” he asked
“I’m Y/n.” you say with a smile
“Throw her in the lagoon, she’ll die faster!” he yells
“WAIT!” you yell a little alarmed
“Please, let me stay, I want to help.”
“What could you possibly have to offer me?”
You loo at him dead in the eyes, “Me.”
The next thing you know Peter has you naked in his bedroom
He kisses up and down your neck and you are almost screaming his name,
As he is about to enter you stop him
“This is.. my first time.” you look every other way except in his direction
Peter is automatically irritated, he rolls his eyes, but makes sure you aren’t watching hi, he just wanted to fuck you already. He bends his down in the crook of your neck and starts to whisper “I’ll take go slow okay?”
You think he is the sweetest thing in the world, and of course you didn’t see the eye rolls.
He enters you and you start to feel the pain and start to complain to Peter, at this point he puts his finger in your mouth,
“Bite on this.” he says a little dry , you ignored that.
Next thing you know he starts going in hard and you could barely take it.
“Peter I’m a virgin!” you yell
But he completely ignores that and keeps going
“Peter please go slower”
As if he couldn’t be more of an ass he goes quicker
You’re digging your nails and hiding you face in the pillow you saw next to you begging him to stop, it felt good, but for your first time, it was a bit much.
As he stopped you realized he came and with that you took the pillow from behind your face and blushed as you looked at him.
His hair was a crazy mess, he was sweating, and had a satisfying look on his face, almost a “mission accomplished” look
He then came to your ear and nibbled on it a bit, you giggle as he does so
“You did such a good job baby girl, your king is so proud of you.” as he whispered in your ear, your heart melted, ever since then, this was your nightly routine. You loved making Peter proud of you, he would praise you, he would get you gifts, let you eat the first meal, showering alone, being his lost girl had some perks.
Almost every night Peter would fuck the brains out of you and he would love doing it.
“Do you really like the girl? Or are you just playing with her emotions?” Felix asked Peter
“Honestly, I don’t know.” Peter would say bluntly
“Oh Peter” you would scream his name so loud all of Neverland would hear, and he loved it, you barely could talk the next day because your throat would be red raw from screaming.
One day one of the lost boys got sick and you caught one of the colds they had.
“Not tonight Peter.” you simply say
“Excuse me?” he says
“I got sick and just want to rest.”
“Love please” he would kiss your neck softly, try to get you in the mood.
“Peter, you know I can’t say no to you” you say ans gab his face and kiss his lips.
He quickly takes off his clothes and yours and starts to stroke into you very roughly.
“Oh fuck Peter.”
He grabs the slides of your hips and starts to go very rough, he would always switch positions, doggy stile so that he could pull your hair, he would make you go on top of him, but eventually he would just take over and get on top, he loved being in charge, and if he felt that he wasn’t, he would make it be known by fucking you even harder.
“Who’s lost girl are you ?” he would ask as he was about to cum
After he came he would always leave, he always had to do something.
“Baby please stay.” you begged
“Why would I do that?” he almost laughed
“Usually after people have sex they, I don’t know talk, cuddle, sleep.”
“Don’t be silly love, nobody does that.” he says as he walks out of the room.
Leaving you there, twisting your hair and letting tears come down your face.
You were starting to feel incomplete.
3 Weeks after
After an other night of well,, Peter getting what he wanted , you asked him something.
“Peter.” you lay on the bed still naked
“Not now Y/n I’m very busy.” he says as he puts on his pants
“Do you love me?” you ask almost regretting the question as soon as it came out of your mouth.
Peter looked at you almost in a confused way, and walked outside the door.
With that your heart shattered. You decided that enough was enough and ran after him, putting only a night gown on.
“Pan wait!” you say
He turns around, “Pan?” you were only allowed to call him Peter.
“I am sick of this, I just want to know if you love me or not.”
“Y/n go back to bed.” he says as he began to talk to Felix
You step in the middle of both of them
“The hell are you doing?” he asked
“I will not move until you answer my question.” you say
“Fine, then we’ll move.” he says and him and Felix leave you, you stay there al night trying to prove a point, breakfast time and you have not moved, you were also sick as a dog, for it was cold that night.
“Come to bed.” you hear his voice and you turn around.
“Why?” you say sniffling your nose.
“Just come.” he says, you follow.
You get to his room and the fire is on, a long with a bunch of blankets and pillows.
“Oh Peter it’s Perfect! But it’s already breakfast time”
“We can skip it.” he kisses down your neck
“But Peter I actually need it, I’m sick I need nutrition in my body.” you seriously.
“What you need, is me, I can make you feel all better.” he says.
“Peter stop.” you push him away
“I’m sick, I’m going to get breakfast.” you say firmly
“What’s the point of having a lost girl then?” he mumbles under his breath but clearly wanting you to hear it
“Excuse me?” you began to heat up
“If you’re not going to give me what I want you’re better off sleeping in the tents outside with the rest of the lost boys.” he says as he crosses his arms
“So just because I don’t let you get it in I’m just an other lost boy then huh?” you almost scream
“You might as well be. That’s what I wanted you hear for.” he says bluntly
Your eyes began to tear up. “You’re an asshole.” you run outside and that was the last time you saw Peter.
About 3 months later you got settled in a town called StoryBrooke, you loved it, and you loved your brother Henry, he was your best friend, even though he was younger than you, you told each other everything.
Well the peace didn’t last log because Henry was take, and you were devastated.
As you all meet up in Ruby’s diner you all find ways to know where Henry could be you began to eat Henry’s favorite desert, apple pie.
You ate while the grown ups figured out where he was, they usually could figure out was faster before you since they were the ones with the magic powers.
“Bloody hell, I know where this kid is.” Hook said
You popped your head up a little curious and playing with your food just in case you weren’t supposed to be hearing.
“Where?!” Regina and Emma yelled at the same time.
“Neverland.” he says
Your fork dropped on the floor and so did your heart, you haven’t seen Peter since you yelled a him, since he sad all those terrible things.
You were terrified, but you had to get your best friend and brother back, and Peter was not going to stop you.