⚜ Hey crew. If it wasn’t obvious already, I haven’t really been around. “But Abby. Didn’t you say once you finished school that you’d have more time for your hobbies?” HAHAHAHAHAHAAH YEA! I DID! And I don’t. LOLOLOL After the big move, it has been my full-time job to find a full-time job. I got a part time job that I just started today (and it is the best thing ever let me tell you. I am so happy and fbjkasdfjkasdkfa) and I’ve been taking online coding/programming lessons to try and get better at what I do (so that way I can better prepare myself for interviews lololol)! Not to mention, I’ve been trying to help my boyfriend’s parents out as much as possible around the house and with groceries and errands and whatnot because they’re FUCKING LETTING ME LIVE HERE AND I DONT WANT TO BE A WASTE OF SPACE OR SEEM LIKE I’M TAKING THIS FOR GRANTED. BECAUSE HOLY SHIT THEY HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL AND THIS HOUSE IS FILLED WITH LOVE AND NOT PEOPLE FUCKING SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER AND AT ME ALL DAY AND NIGHT AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN SUCH A HAPPY PLACE AND I AM SO HAPPY FGABSIDFBASDI
⚜ Anyway, I’m taking a hiatus. A long one. When will I be back? I don’t know. Probably when the spark for writing comes back. But right now, I’ve got a lot going on. A lot on my mind. And I’m just doing everything and anything I can do to keep myself busy. And I feel a bit guilty doing anything on the computer for too long (even though I’m literally on here all day applying to jobs. But I mostly mean I feel guilty about doing things that aren’t job/learning related. Even when I tell myself to relax and do fun stuff for a bit. I just don’t. So…. LOL) I’ll be back eventually! Just not right now! As always, thanks so much for the love and support! And for the patience! I have everything I need to respond to drafted up! No worries on that! And I’ll get to it once I’ve got my shit together! I mean, MORE together than it is right now! Feel free to message me! I scroll through and open the Tumblr app every once in a while, but you can almost always find me on Discord (like I said. On the computer all day lolololol)! So! Just hit me up! Thanks! Cya soon!
ooc: woke up thinking ‘i gotta make this tumblr post i gotta tell everyone the third back to the future movie is the best one it’s the best it has clara and cowboys and a train? everyone needs to know this?’ so…. just letting you guys know…
5) Requited -
If there was one thing Sephiroth truly understood, it was the art of battle.
6) Call Me -
Cloud’s breath rushed out in a needy gasp. “Do it.”
7) Bite Me -
“Z-zack, please,” Cloud gasped. His head was spinning, breath coming in shallow, rasping gasps. That was all the air he could get with Zack’s hand around his throat.
8) Sefikura prostate massage (Little Black Book ch. 14) -
Cloud sighed as he let the kiss break off. “No,” he said, gently but firmly.
9) Whiskey & Kisses -
The door slammed closed behind Cloud with an echo of finality, leaving him standing face to face with a rather bemused looking Sephiroth.
10) Second Chances -
Claudia had been watching the group from ShinRa from the moment they arrived.
11) Sefikura making out (Little Black Book ch. 13) -
Cloud leaned his weight back against the kitchen counter. He needed more alcohol.
12) ASGZC incubi AU (Little Black Book ch. 12) -
Cloud was pretty sure he’d died and gone to heaven. Several times over, probably.
13) Sefikura knotting (Little Black Book ch. 11) -
Cloud’s hands were buried in Sephiroth’s hair, and his lips were hot and insistent and delicious.
14) Prize -
Cloud rolled over and pulled the pillow down over his face, trying to block out the tumultuous noise of the crowd outside.
15) Turn The World (Against Us) -
It had been a long time; a decade, at least. Cloud wasn’t that stupid, naïve kid anymore, dreaming of SOLDIER and of Sephiroth.
16) Exposure -
“You know, this wasn’t exactly the introduction I was hoping for,” Cloud grumbled under his breath.
17) Hair Gods -
“Sir!” The infantryman stood to attention at the door. Although his eyes were covered by the helmet and his head remained immobile, Sephiroth could tell he was glancing around the room, thinking he could do so without notice.
19) Strifesodos bondage (Little Black Book ch. 10) -
“Alright, precious?” Genesis asked, running a hand along Cloud’s heaving sides.
20) Sefikura office sex (Little Black Book ch. 9) -
Somewhere between Sephiroth’s teeth sinking into his throat and Sephiroth’s fingers slipping beneath the waistband of his uniform, Cloud decided he really, really didn’t care about consequences any more.
I think a lot of the authors I know/follow have already been tagged, so not going to tag more this time.
I really, really miss interacting with people on here. I was never super popular, but I got asks every so often, people actually participated in blog rates/promos/botms/ask games if I did them. Now it’s kinda just like I’m here, nobody really cares or notices if I post or not, nothing.
so. i’ve gotta go to bed in an hour bc i need to be up at eight to drive home. but i’m setting up the queues right now because I FUCKING FINISHED ALL 150 OF MY DRAFTS.
i also have a giant post that i wrote before things got shitty that i’m probs still gonna post bc it does explain my activity for the next couple of months but i’ll throw an edit on the end or smt i just don’t wanna retype the whole thing.
casually blog-dropping that i made a sin side @dimercaprol . my previous sin side was cluttered, disorganized, and vent-y. i needed a venue for my sin art that was better organized and all that stuff…18+ only please. forewarning there’s some… weird shit… but it’s me we’re talking about so would you expect less
so, are you gonna stay active now that the show's over? or are you gonna start winding down? (u dont have to answer if you dont wanna) I'm sure there will always be more awkward dips to find. He is such an awkward boy after all, bless his heart. But I mean I'd understand either way cause running blogs is hard and having no new source material can be depressing sometimes. I've been there. I was just wondering what your plans were? Either way, this blog has been a gift from day one :D
so far i’ve got plenty in the queue and i still wanna keep rewatching GF and capturing dips as i go, so i won’t stop posting anytime soon. this blog has been really fun and its crazy to me how many followers it’s gotten, so i don’t have any plans to outright abandon it. i’m sure the fandom will die down eventually, and i’ll probably run out of stuff to post at some point - but for now i want to keep posting, and it’s kind of become a hobby at this point to save weird pictures of characters as i watch haha!