so i'm not really that excited or anything

Hi everyone!!!! Name is Bleta, but most of you know me as Bebe. And yes, Rexha is my real last name. I’m from NYC, I’m 27 and Pete Wentz made me famous. I’m a big 1D fan and I will support and protect those beautiful humans until I die. 

If you like to dance and watch old Disney movies just hmu on my gmail thing heyitsbeberex. If you like anything else and want to share it with me, you can also talk to me.

So, yeah, I’m really really excited to be here and I hope I get to know everyone!!!!!

anonymous asked:

First off, I'm a big fan of yours. Your text posts are PERFECTION SPACE MOM. Second, I sent a message to my crush about how I like him in a different language. And I promised to tell him on the last day of school what it meant in English when he's leaving. I thought you could make a text post of something Lance confessing to Keith in a different language ( cause I'm Klance trash ). Sorry to bother😅 just really wanted to ask. Hope you have a wonderful day !

firstly OMG I’M SO EXCITED FOR YOU I HOPE IT GOES WELL 💜💜 

secondly, i made a post similar to this a while back but i love this trope so much and couldn’t help myself so here we go!!

 translation: (to the best of my ability - please correct my spanish if anything is wrong ) 

“i’ve been thinking about you…”

“exactly”

“do you like me? i adore you…”

“never.”

“i wish you were mine.”

“i’m sorry…”

“please ignore this”

~ and now because ur spacemom is a sappy piece of shit and couldn’t leave this open-ended~ 

A FEW DAYS LATER:

keith: “You make me happy… I love you and I can’t live without you. :)”

lance: “i love you too!!! :)”

anonymous asked:

hello gin!!! your newest update for 'price of a soul' is amazing! can i ask you to talk about all this symbolism in the comic (and also why do you love to hurt us so much with it)

THIS QUESTION MAKES ME SO HAPPY  I’M SCREAMING THANK YOU FOR YOUR INTEREST ANON (actually thank you everyone for your kind asks about TPOAS… THEY ARE THE FIRE IN MY VEINS THANK YOU)

I think the most important thing I wanted to work on this comic is how it is told from Tamashi’s eyes. That’s how I decided to build the characters through the story, for example, what Tamashi sees most is Allen’s face, honest, straightforward, kind, sweet, smiling, always open and welcoming: 

Whereas he doesn’t see Kanda’s face, Kanda is always turned to him. And when he does, it’s from an low angle:

I had fun thinking it would be important that we, as Tamashi, know of Kanda what he does: Kanda is the father he doesn’t know anything of. Intimidating, scary, tall, unreachable, always with his back turned on him. (With his back turned to him, but I guess you wouldn’t offer your back to an enemy). I aim to, gradually, expose Kanda’s features as Tamashi grows confident, making him look more human and less of a jerk than what he does now (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

Also have you noticed how everyone bends forward to talk to Tamashi? Or squats down to be at his level? So Tamashi can stare directly at them. It’s a very simple gesture but it’s one that says I’m reducing my world to your perspective because you are as important, which Kanda never does.

The first time I read DGM i had to go through the Alma arc three times to made sure I fully understood Kanda (I keep thinking there are hints of his personality I keep missing, as I do with Allen… DGM is such an amazing artwork) so when I thought of him for this story I wanted to be very careful building the conceptualism around a character that has never forgiven himself and doesn’t want redemption. Can you imagine, you spend your life trying to fulfill a promise of love and then you find out -because you slipped once, only once, you are as human as the rest even if it might not seem so-, that you have a kid you never intended on having, even less with someone you’ll never love maybe not even remember, who kinda looks like Alma when they were kids, who is called Tamashi, who, surprise, is there to bite him in his ass. Tamashi is the perspective of a future Kanda never allowed himself to have and now he’s forced to deal with it (ノ≧∀≦)ノ Good thing Allen is here to be the bridge between present Kanda and past Kanda, Allen you angel  (//▽//)ゞ So, basically, what we see of Kanda is an unforgiving Kanda, intimidating, pretending to not mind when he so clearly does (in the last update with Tamashi sleeping outside of Kanda’s room he spends there looking at the boy how long? Five minutes? Ten? He didn’t awoke Tamashi either, just lets him be. He’s trying to make his way out of this without a fuss but OH YOU WON’T BE SO LUCKY KANDA The denial Is Strong). 

Oh! Also I was very careful with colors and including some… … … … little details (୨୧ ❛ᴗ❛)✧ 

Both panels with the flowers are very important…! they are different types of flowers in different palettes… Allen’s one are somewhat fresh and rainy, so springy, whereas Kanda’s seem to be floating on an abandoned place… Pretty, but isolated (•̀௰•́ ) This is funny because oH WELL SPOILER I GUESS / CRASHES THROUGH THE WINDOW AND FLIES INTO THE SUN

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK REALLY!! 

anonymous asked:

Hi! I feel really bad about this since you just talked about people not demanding that fic writers write things so I'm going to do my best to be polite. I just saw the live-action beauty and the beast and with all the wonderful aus that you've written I would LOVE to see you write a beauty and the beast au for e/R! It just fits so perfectly. Anyway thank you for all that you've written I love all your fics so much and I hope you have a good day! 😘😘

First and foremost, this is absolutely the type of polite ask that you don’t need to feel bad for asking, so no need to feel bad, Nonny!

Secondly, I went and saw the new Beauty and the Beast last night and while I have thoughts™, now is not the time to share them (save to say that I loved it). As for an E/R Beauty and the Beast AU, it is indeed on the surface a tale made for E/R, which is why it’s perhaps not surprising that it’s been done before.

Not that that’s ever stopped me, mind, but it does mean that if I were to write a Beauty and the Beast AU, it’d have to be a different take on it than what’s already been done.

Now, the new Beauty and the Beast offers an intriguing angle in the form of the Beast’s new tragic backstory™ which makes the Beast’s role less tailor-made for Grantaire, believe it or not, and much more intriguing for our beloved Enjolras. Of course, that would leave Grantaire as the beauty, and as we well know, no one would ever accuse Grantaire of being beautiful (save for a very stubborn Enjolras). 

But what watching Beauty and the Beast last night (and the animated version again today) reminded me is that it’s not just Belle that has to learn to love the Beast – the spell states that when he (the beast) learns to love another and earns her love in return, the spell will be broken. And obviously most of Beauty and the Beast focuses on the latter portion. I think the new version took some strides towards showing the Beast learning to love Belle but, like, it’s not difficult to love someone who’s beautiful and a nice person. It’s just not.

So what if the Beauty started as ugly on the inside as the Beast was on the outside?

What if, instead of being cursed with Hugo’s conflation of ugly circumstances and therefore ugly appearance (giving you the side-eye, V. Hugs), Grantaire is handsome, conventionally speaking, but thinks – nay, knows – that he is beastly on the inside? And Enjolras, of course, though still capable of being terrible, is still the same good person who wants to change the world on the inside, but is of course beastly on the outside.

That, my friends, leaves us with a delightful possibility for a story – two men, both beasts, both of whom must learn to put aside their beastly nature in order to earn someone else’s love in return when neither thinks they really deserve it. That might well be a tale worth telling, even if it’s not quite a tale as old as time.

  • someone: are you excited for this night out??
  • me: more nervous than excited
  • someone: are you excited for college??
  • me: more nervous than excited
  • someone: are you excited for anything??
  • me: more nervous than exci

i’m still so emotional over how elizabeth henstridge says she wants jemma to have a boyfriend or a girlfriend so naturally, so matter-of-factly, as if that’s the most logical answer, as if it’s a canon fact that jemma is into men and women and therefore saying only “boyfriend” would be wrong, that it makes me believe that’s how she’s always interpreted her character.

unlike so many other people blinded by heteronormativity and the absurd belief that all characters are straight until proven otherwise, she never assumed jemma is straight

she knows her character so well and her saying she wants jemma to have a girlfriend means she understands jemma definitely considers dating girls. there’s no change in how she plays jemma seemingly flirting with guys and with girls. despite the lack of proper opportunities to develop that, her acting has never ruled out any of the possibilities.

and, if you ask me, the way jemma acts around bobbi in a hen in the wolf house is the biggest evidence that liz doesn’t play jemma as straight, because it takes an extraordinary amount of heteronormativity for someone to say she wasn’t being flirty.

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In addition to the micro aggression from the lady on the tram and having to defend herself once again, this little moment of Sana refusing the pepperoni pizza and then picking if the beef from the other pizza is, I feel, gonna be a theme that builds up through the season. It’s one of those things that makes you feel different. Why didn’t the other girls know that Sana can’t eat pork and non-halal meat? Haven’t Sana bothered to tell them or have they forgotten? It’s not like it’s something new to Sana tho, she has lived here her entire life. I’m really excited for Sanas perspective. Really damn excited!

psa!

hello everyone! first of all, could you all please for the love of all that is both holy and unholy stop sending shitty messages to cass because i have my inbox turned off!! don’t put that on her. that’s not her responsibility. if you have a problem with me or some shit you can’t possibly go without saying to or about me on this hellsite, find a way deal with it on your own. talk shit to your friends, indirect me, @ me, whatever. i mean, i will ignore it because i literally do not give half a shit anymore, but PLEASE stop putting it on other people. i’ve had my inbox turned off for over a month because of you shitheads. because i am Dead Tired of y’all weaseling your way into my inbox every fucking time i post something you don’t like or agree with. none of y’all pay my bills and until you do, i’m going to post whatever i damn well please on my blog because it’s…my blog. this is my downtime, not my job. 

so now! bc apparently some of u seem to think you have some insight into my mind and feelings, allow me to clear some things up for u:

  • i’m not a houie or ‘soft houie’ or whatever tf u all are calling it these days. i still VERY much believe harry and louis are together and VERY much in love, as they have been since the beginning. i’m a larrie, ride or die, and i’m currently riding thru the city having a fucking blast, baby. that said, i also don’t agree with…probably 96% of larries these days on an array of things and frankly find a lot of the things i read embarrassing 🤷🏻‍♀️ but honestly who cares. whatever. *** **.
  • re: eleanor/elounor: i don’t…ship elounor. i’ve never understood the whole like. shipping but don’t actually believe they’re together thing? so i just don’t rly do that? however! i also don’t think she’s a demon or the devil or a “swine” as some of you have so eloquently and maturely referred to her. i just don’t. and y’know what?? i don’t think louis does either. i think he’s better than that. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so whatever. sue me. i think she’s adorable and i like the way she dresses sometimes. i’ve always posted her and if you’ve been following me long enough, you’d know that. blacklist is ur friend. anyway, i’ve been over this approximately one thousand times and i’m not about to make this one thousand and one. so that’s that.
  • i’m not another harrie larrie who’s ~bitten the dust~. i’m here, bitch. and i love those two fuckers (four fuckers, really) more than anyone or anything in the world and i will be here thru it all and support every endeavor they have in this lifetime and the next and you will not find me speaking one ugly or negative word about either of them publicly or privately. i literally adore them and more importantly, i TRUST them. i trust them to know their lives and relationships and careers better than i do. so excuse me for not spending energy going on about how shitty and terrible everything is. i refuse to see it that way. sorry* for being excited about harry’s album. i’m sorry that i don’t find it shady or absurd. i’m sorry that i’m excited about whatever louis’ working on with whatever team he’s working on it with. i’m sorry that i haven’t created my own expectations for the boys and their careers based on ?? god knows what. that’s not my thing! if harry wants to drop the next iconic hiphop album at 12:37am on march 25, 2017, i will be the first to tattoo HEEZY TAUGHT ME across my chest. if louis wants to be the next big country music star, saddle the fuck up cowboy i am here for it. i’m here for them, together and as individuals, thru whatever they wanna do. 

i’ll just wrap this all up by saying this: i don’t have the time or energy for drama or negativity anymore. i’ve spent a lot of time feeling like shit and generally wanting to be dead, but i’m finally FINALLY excited about life again and i’m not going to let any bullshit that i cannot control get in the way of that. i don’t see the point. it gets you literally nothing but misery and anger and nowhere but a constant state of anxiety. i might voice my opinion sometimes, but generally i’m just here. ignoring the negative and focusing on the positive and getting excited about things! because i just refuse to live any other way anymore. so if any of this is a problem for you, that’s fine. unfollow me. i’m not paying your bills either. you have no obligations to anyone or anything on this website but yourself, so take care of you.

*jk i’m not really sorry about any of this oop !

FANFICTION.NET MOBILE APP

So I just now found out, and decided to make a post about it for other people that also don’t know. About a month (apparently longer lmao oops) ago Fiction Press released its official app for Fanfiction.net for both Apple and Android. My first thought was “YES” followed by “it’s probably just as ugly and bad like the website.” well I was WRONG. And I am here to tell you about it under the cut.

Okay so this here is the first thing that pops up once you log in (scream, finally a fan fiction reader I can actually connect to my account.) I was surprised, it looks sleek. “Sure it’s pretty,but what about navigation?” You say. “WELL,” I reply, with the look of someone utterly satisfied with the subject of this conversation. 

So first you can click on the magnifying glass and this search screen will pop up. Search history appears right below it. This is interesting because later I searched a user and it displayed this way (for the sake of this we’ll pretend I searched my profile)

User: bluedragon03

Story: dragonslayers

I thought that was a nice touch, adding what you were searching. I don’t really recommend using this unless you’re searching a specific title, because much like on desktop, when I searched “dragonslayer” anything with the word in the title, descripton, or character list came up. It did, however, work to search for my profile.

This is the mobile app version of the traditional Category pick, click the read icon to get here. The screen you go to is listing every category by number of works archived, but click on a letter to look for something or scroll through the top listing to switch category. Also click the three parallel lines at the top of the screen to get a different version of the category listing. 

Now lets say we searched a person (me)

This scrolls all the way to the bottom of my profile, and to look at my stories and favorites and things like that you click the link at the top! There are also docs features where you can write on the app if you want! The image manager can be accessed and images uploaded, and according to the twitter mobile publication is in beta, so maybe soon we’ll be able to publish from mobile! How convenient would that be?!

These are what the doc and image managers look like! And guess what! You can download fics!!! I mean, could it be any better??!! (It’s worth mentioning that story covers are turned off by default, so they all show the same picture. You can turn the cover feature on if you want, but before you do the app will warn you that this consumes a lot of band-width, or whatever.) I Haven’t checked out that “friends” thing yet, so I can’t really tell you anything about it. 

Navigation for searching communities and forums are the same as searching the story. 

And that concludes my review!! I hope it was helpful! All my dreams have come true!

macbow333  asked:

So... is it just me or is that official merch locket in the shape of a human SOUL? Does this disprove the locket theory about Chara's locket being monster SOUL shaped and Asriel's being human SOUL shaped or am I missing something? It does say "Best Friends Forever" on it... Personally, I hope it doesn't disprove it because I really like the theory and it's implications on how Asriel viewed his relationship with Chara.

(undertale spoilers)

Actually, the monster soul locket was never a theory! It’s a headcanon!

There isn’t anything in the game that states whether the heart locket is right-side up or upside-down, and there is no illustration of the locket in the game. A typical heart locket is right-side up, so this would be the most logical conclusion. However, considering Chara hated humanity, it makes sense for Chara to have a locket in the shape of a monster soul. But there is no evidence to support this locket shape.

Moreover, Toby Fox has stated before that the official merchandise is not canon. Of course, this does not make our headcanon accurate – it’s still just a headcanon!

auzlalapin  asked:

I want to ask, may we get to know more about Bételgeuse's personality? What inspired his character? Also, is Luo his child? And one more thing, is there an official girl/girl pair in Dreamers? Will there be? / Would you like there to be? Apologies for all the questions, but I'm so very excited for when Dreamers may come out, I already love the concept and characters so much (especially Bételgeuse and Ahëran!!)

Thank you for all the questions love! <3 This is so nice to get questions on my characters ;_; <3

First though, I’ll clarify a few things because I haven’t been much talkative about it since I’m not really ambitious with my projects:

1) Dreamers is NOT going to be anything. I apologize, it’s not going to be a comic, or an animation, or a fanfiction. I made a FAQ for it because I thought people might be interested in learning about it but I am not making Dreamers become anything. I apologize <3 But I don’t want to put pressure on myself atm and for the year to come as well.

2) Characters such as Betelgeuse and Luo are NOT part of Dreamers. They’re part of a completely different story that I tag as “space story” because it doesn’t have a name, but these are NOT the same story. (And like Dreamers it’s not going to be anything for the moment either, I’m too into studies to start anything)

Now that that’s settled, about the actual questions:

1) Betelgeuse is overall a very kind guy. He’s overprotective and leery at first, but he shows sympathy instantly when someone is in need: he’s just got morals he’s very deeply attached to, and he wants to be helpful. His path to high ranks was harsh, he had to train hard, and he wants respect for it. Therefore, he knows being respectful is the most important thing. (He cares about Luo way too much though, he’s such an overprotective guardian :’)

2) Actually, he was inspired by the Ganondorf from this AWESOME LoZ AU blog @growingupgerudo that I love to death <3 His relationship with Link is what inspired me to create a fatherly bond with Luo, although their interactions is much different. It’s the vibe that interested me above everything else and I was charmed in a heartbeat (and like how can you cannot fall for a soft art style like jfc burry me)

3) Luo isn’t his child (Luo is an insignificant planet inhabitant and Betelgeuse is literally a supergiant star), but he treats him as such because they got attached to each other really damn fast :D

4) No there isn’t (yet?) And if I get the opportunity, sure! I just enjoy writing certain types of boys more for some reason. :D It depends on the character.

Thank you for your questions and compliments gaaah I love getting stuff like this <3

kevystel  asked:

FIC PROMPTS I'M SO EXCITED could you maybe write a little something about how yuuri feels about everyday-yuuri-anxiety and normal-person-butterflies-around-crush-anxiety and how he deals with Viktor Feelings

Ahhh, I’m so glad you mentioned this, because I have been turning this over in my head since your post! (Because really, anything involving anxiety and excruciating mutual pining is going to be my jam.)

This got a bit longer than I expected so tossing in a cut - I hope you enjoyyy:


“You should go,” Yuuri says.

Victor doesn’t so much as look up from the Japanese textbook spread across his lap. “Hm?”

“Your yukata will go to waste,” Yuuri says. It’s a really nice yukata. Red, with silver dragonflies. It would be a crime to deprive the community of Victor Nikiforov in that yukata.

“Didn’t you say there would be more festivals?” Victor frowns as he traces the practice sentence. “Besides, I’m learning causative verbs.”

 So it’s a stalemate. Again. They’re good at those.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

So, because I see how thought-out your answers are, I was going to ask you why you like Nico so much, because I honestly don't see where the likeable-ness of his character is, besides the angst. I'm really not trying to offend you or anything but... Just wanted to know :)

You’re in luck because there are two characters in the world that I am endlessly patient about waxing poetic about (so basically don’t expect me to put this much effort into defending anyone else). The first is Keladry of Mindelan, and the second is Nico di Angelo.

I think the number one thing I love about Nico’s character is how contrary it is to what you’d EXPECT a son of Hades to be? Like, we are first introduced to him as this dorky, overly excitable kid with no brain-to-mouth filter. He’s really, really not the dark and broody prince I so often see him visualized as? I mean, he’s a huge mythomagic geek who loves the game so much he recites the stats of cards back at you (my heart).

Anyways, moving on. He has this reputation as a character who is standoffish with questionable loyalties (thanks, Percy), which makes it easy to conclude that he cares only about himself and angsts all the time (he doesn’t), but the thing you have to understand is Nico is entirely motivated by love. Remember the scene in HoH where Frank says that bit about “we’ll do anything for someone we love,” and Nico answers bitterly, “I guess we will”? That wasn’t just about Percy. His entire journey from the Titan’s Curse through Son of Neptune is based on his love for his sister Bianca and his desire to bring her back. When he tricks Percy into seeing Hades in TLO, it’s because he wants information about his mother. This shows another important aspect of his character - he lacks guile. Nico’s really sort of naturally trusting and naive and when he makes a deal with his father, he never figures Hades could renege on the deal or have ulterior intentions. Naturally, when this is what ends up happening, Nico immediately feels remorseful and from that point on becomes completely focused on redeeming himself to Percy. He cares so much about Percy’s opinion of him and it’s obvious way before the HOO series even began. Ultimately Nico wants to do the right thing, hence why he convinces his father to join the rest of the gods in fighting the Titans.

I also really like that regardless of situation, Nico is basically compassionate. There are so many instances throughout both series where Nico shows kindness beyond what is necessary, and not for personal gain? To list it sort of succinctly - Nico is the only one to notice and talk to Hestia when all the other campers wouldn’t bother. He talks to and befriends Iapetus/Bob and tells him good things about Percy. He is seen talking to and reassuring Gwen (Roman legionary who dies and comes back to life in the beginning of SoN) when he doesn’t even know her that well. Nico isn’t really all that socially awkward or shy about approaching people (he’s guarded, sure, and thanks to Tartarus his insecurities about being hated and isolated are all brought to the surface, but Nico isn’t stingy about helping other people or giving them his attention). He notices the unnoticed and the forgotten, and I think it’s because he knows what that isolation feels like, and he can empathize. He’s also kind and affectionate towards Hazel, to the point that she becomes incredibly loyal and affectionate to him in kind (and she doesn’t seem the type to form attachments so easily). I really don’t think she feels that way towards him simply because she’s grateful to him for bringing her back to life - he tries to treat her as he would a real sibling and so she returns the favor.

Finally, I think Nico is ultimately a good kid. I’m predisposed to like antihero types, which is often what Nico is framed as (being a son of Hades, being someone not part of the main crew), but right from the start there was no real doubt that when it came down to it, he’d put doing the right thing first. His searching for the Doors of Death was all to help with the Prophecy of Seven quest. Remember when he said he would disappear after the prophecy was over? If he honestly only cared for his own interests, he’d have disappeared long before then. He’d have no reason to volunteer to transport the Athena Parthenos. He might be “angsty” but he never lets it get in the way of the quest. This kid is someone who looked up to Percy when he was 10, and saw him as a “real hero,” and that admiration is really telling of his character - heroism is something that appeals to Nico, and I think he’s growing up to be quite a hero himself.

anonymous asked:

not to be weird or anything but i'm jsut really excited and can't tell anyone else but like i got a girlfriend tonight! and she told me i'm pretty! okay i'm done i just had to yell a lil

THAT IS SO CUTE i’m so happy for you wtf this is so sweet i hope you and your gf will be very happy together, im sending u both support & love

OK - Real Talk

I rarely post text posts or even share anything about myself because I always considered this blog to be solely about art, art history and historical info. And of course, it’s going to stay this way BUT it’s time to make some changes.

I’ve spent 6 years with this blog, 8 years abroad and countless years “hoping” something would spring up  from my love and passion for art and present itself. Ok so yeah, that isn’t going to happen. I am going to have to find it myself.

I started with a call for artists and blogs to share - I got one response, which is awesome. But out of the ¼ million followers I really expected more people to come forward and want to share their stuff. 

So, I am just going to take it upon myself to go out there and find you and share your awesomeness. I am sure people didn’t respond out of embarassment or thinking they’re stuff isn’t good about to be blasted across the universe for being great. Yeah, I don’t care. I’m coming for you.

I’m not an artist but I love art. And funnily enough after years of writing 15+ page papers on art pieces, I learned to translate that into a job in marketing. I can make anything sound exciting and flashy. (You can test me if you don’t believe this). It’s amazing how staring at a painting and extrapolating information can make you good at marketing some useless product or idea and getting people pumped about it.

I see so many great artists and really interesting blogs that people NEED to know about. No more having this be a hobby. We’re going to do something about it.

Now I know about 1% of you will take the time to read this but hey that’s way better than 0%.

It’s go time.

Originally posted by heckyeahreactiongifs

anonymous asked:

This is a genuine curious question( I just really hope I don't come across as rude or anything) but why are you so excited about the Balloon Squad? Would you still be excited if they were white? I'm not saying it's bad or anything, but it's like you took a 180 turn from being tired of men in tv series to loving this? Did I miss something or? Thank you <3

alright, now i can focus my eyes a bit better and i’m not on the verge of falling asleep. i also know that some people do wonder about this, genuinely, because i do say quite a lot i don’t care about boys/men/whatever etc (which is still true) but here’s the deal:

this season is about sana. and i lovelovelove sana. i love the fact we get to see the world from her eyes and meet the people close to her, see how they interact.

i love this mostly for the selfish purpose because sana is a #Fave but also because of the political reasons that we’re featuring a muslimah main, a woman of colour main and i have nothing but absolute trust that julie and iman are gonna give us the realistic view on it.

so the balloon squad. i’m excited because, well, usually men of colour in media following the route of toxic masculinity. thus far, i haven’t seen that in the balloon squad. they jump on elias for calling sana slavekvinne. the messages between elias and sana come off as complete sibling-esque, and to me, it feels like just when my brother is checking in on me, testing the waters like, did she become really mad at me for X reason etc.

so no, truth to be told, i wouldn’t be as interested in this if they were another white boy squad because i wouldn’t be interested for the political reasons. i wouldn’t have the same feeling of #Relate when seeing boys of colour interact with each other. i haven’t yet seen something that makes me feel uncomfortable around this squad, and especially not on the same level of discomfort i had seeing dickhelm and p-chris (throwback to anxiety attacks :))

this season isn’t really about the balloon squad either, it’s about sana, it’s about how she sees the world, and it’s definitely going to have impact on other youth.

that is not to say, however, i wouldn’t have minded seeing more girls on the show, women of colour, dark skinned women etc., but i’ll take what i get. this level of honest and realistic portrayal of our lives is rare in media. and i’m not even muslimah.

what i think people need to do is sit back down, relax, and just watch. if they don’t enjoy it, fine, but don’t take it out on us. i absolutely loved season 3 for a whole other reason, that being me having that feeling of #Relate to a white gay boy, because of my own family issues and because i’m lesbian. what i relate to, i will enjoy, as long as i don’t feel like it’s too poorly done or something.

i still stand by the fact that no matter how many marginalised groups you add in to a tv series or a movie, it can still suck, it can still feature toxic stereotypes and even have the opposite effect. but i have no doubt that skam is not going to be that web tv series.

anonymous asked:

May I draw one of your characters and use it somewhere else? Or modify your oc and use it somewhere else, while still giving credit to you?

No???

I want to make this very clear: I will never give anyone permission to use one of my characters and claim it as their own, even if they modify it or credit me for the original design.

I could easily just leave the response as that, but this is exactly why I deleted all artwork and stories of my original characters from this blog a few years ago. I was SO excited to share my OCs and ideas, but because people kept taking my work, I got rid of everything. It’s only recently that I’ve felt comfortable showing off my fan characters, though even now I still have people reposting my art (for anyone who isn’t clear on why reposting is such a big deal, please look at this post). The most I can say is at least people aren’t claiming my gemsonas as their own, but getting a question like this makes me extremely nervous.

I know you’re not straight up asking to use one of my OCs as your own, but it still hurts? I fiercely guard my characters because I put my heart and soul into each and every one of them, and for someone to ask whether they can basically use my character as a base for theirs makes me extremely frustrated, and genuinely really sad. (I have a feeling I know who this is, since you recently asked me off-anon for a cool drawing of my gemsona Star Sunstone. I had a sketch started, but I don’t think I’m going to finish it because you aren’t asking because you’re actually interested in my character).

Just…man. This really bums me out, you know? I appreciate that you asked and didn’t immediately run off with my character, but I strongly encourage you to try and come up with original unique designs yourself. You’ll feel so much prouder of something you came up with on your own, I promise. 

anonymous asked:

Take your time! You're doing awesome and your comics are amazing! I love your art and I love your plot and the huge twist in Fatal_Error's story. I did not expect such a dark turn! I'm sorry if some people are rushing you, you're doing amazing and some people out there are just really impatient. Don't worry though, me and several others will support you all the way! You got this!

Aww thank you, I appreciate the support :) I don’t feel like I’m being rushed or anything - if anything, I know it’s coming from a place of excitement which I can relate to, I’m just feeling a bit exasperated that it’s taking me so long to finish the things I’m working on. I just want to start on Chapter Three already XD I really do appreciate everyone’s patience, though, it makes it a lot easier for me. Thank you :)

I hope you’ll think what I’m working on was worth the wait!

being 1000% serious, does anyone think there’s anything wrong or inappropriate with the outfit I’ve got on here? Blue skinny jeans, a white tshirt and white converses.

because this is the outfit I had on only minutes ago, because my Mum told me to get changed because my shirt was too short, my jeans are too skinny and too much of the shape of my tummy is on show which people won’t want to see.

I’m fat, yes. I have a belly, yes. I have wide hips and big thighs. But that doesn’t not fucking mean that I have to wear all black and wear baggy clothes to hide the bits that people might not consider attractive. I’m tired of being told that I can’t wear certain clothes (by my own family mostly!!!!) because I’m a ‘big girl’. Newsflash, big girls are still people, people who don’t have to fucking adhere to your fatphobic fashion ideas.