for the anon that wanted pics and gifs of pau behaving like a kid. i mean that’s him 99% of the time. he comes under the definition of ‘smol’ and ‘baby’ in the dictionary. also sorry for taking this long.
we’ve got his weird way of twerking this looks like when a baby is first learning to walk and they sort of on their hands and feet and rock back and forth
this was just cute and i had to put it in. forget the jacket, hugging my mate is more important.
aggressive angry child???
creepy stalker kid
pumped up kid
duck face kid
having fun decorating christmas trees
any post game celebration gif and videos
baby photo bomb
a boy’s best friend
playing with his own bobble head
1. paulo being an annoying fucker and not letting mira talk [x]
I genuinely had plans to write today until I discovered that whilst I was wrapped in the blissful oblivion of slumber, @jungblue and @kimtrain and @ellieljade all updated their fics. Ultimately, this has lead me down a long and treacherous path of procrastination in order to read each of their phenomenal pieces of work, and I am not at all upset about in the slightest.
ALL OF THE GAFOU FICS! Ahah, I really can’t choose :) I always check for them and (re)read them before going to bed and I just feel so happy about it <3 Can I just say that I LOVE how @evansluke writes though? :D
Oh, and War Camp by @impossiblyshamelessearthquake and @malleland gives me such good vibes that sometimes I just need to re-read it and forget about everything else! Also I’m a big sucker for angst, domestic fluff, protective!Gaston and sickfic (Gaston taking care of a sick LeFou would probably kill me) and so those get a plus
I’m such a weird mix of procrastination and perfectionism that most of the time I feel like if i’m going to be wasting time anyways i might as well waste time as efficiently as possible and be doing at least two, maybe three things at once.
I have spent entire afternoons watching anime and shiny hunting on two consoles at once, or embroidering and listening to a podcast, or doing my nails while playing a game while watching a movie. It’s gotten to the point where I feel like I’m wasting my time-wasting time if I’m only doing one thing at once. I get too fidgety if one leisure activity takes up both hands and my full attention.
Confession: i am only doing uni because, well, i don't want to not do uni. does that make sense? So i spend my days just going through the motions of doing uni work, handing in assignments, all the while living in an alternative reality in my head where i'm doing fun things. And three years have passed in that way. Ever feel like you're just passing time, in your head, and not even being fully present in your life? And that time is just pushing everyone forward and you are just standing still?
That makes sense bc I have felt the same! After high school it’s like what am i supposed to do with life - so it’s either work or go to Uni obviously (unless you have the fortune to do something else that drives you, or if unfortunately, you can’t do any of that). Do you only imagine having fun in your alternate world or do you have activities/hobbies to take a break from reality? Recently I’ve found fun in writing fanfictions, and believe it or not (because I do everything in my power to not study) first I like to research certain things, and think hard about making complex paragraphs and fun dialogues, it fills up my time and I get to produce something and share it. I like drawing too though I don’t do it much, and recently we tried embroidery at Uni and to my surprise I liked it and thought of picking it up sometime in the future (as a kid I hated it). Recently I was so into a game (mystic messenger), and before that an anime (yuri on ice) (- I still love both of them), and judging by my blog I’m trapped in drama-world. What I want to say is during your time that has passed can you come up with something you enjoy even if it’s very little?
I don’t want to be noisy because you probably already have your own ‘‘concept of life’’ figured out. We all, probably many times in life feel like time is not real and it’s just the same thing over and over. Sometimes I feel it often because writing ff or having a tumblr isn’t that special but it’s still something. If I were to give you advice then it is to start something new or find something you’re curious about or it can even be to read more about something you’re not so curious about. There’s nothing that is bad per se so go and explore. It can be off- or online, you may hate it or like it, won’t know until you try, right? Giving an ex. of mine then just two days ago while searching about a fave OTP I found something called ‘doujinshi’. I often stay off explicit stuff so basically I was fascinated and curious so I read thru some lmao and I love art so a plus for me woho. I won’t be making it my daily habit bc it’s not something I enjoy but I’m kind of ‘glad’ to have found something new. And then sometimes I just chill and waste time and go on with life because that’s one kind of activity too imo. Time is just something that’s supposed to pass and sooner or later we will— um, I feel like I’m going off topic….
Either way, I hope you soon start to feel your time is meaningful because life is short and I think people often get stuck in ‘I must do something meaningful’ when sometimes just eating food, helping a kid, smiling at some stranger (lol?) or waking up in the morning to start a new day can be something meaningful. Handing in assignments is an accomplishment too and in the future when you’re entering a new chapter it may all lead to a somewhat satisfying life.
in other exciting gods this is such a fucking monday news
I offered to chaperone for my kid’s field trip Thursday because honestly it was last minute and they NEVER still want me to chaperone but this time they did
but I found out afterwards that they don’t provide transportation?
(as in I have to drive myself and meet them there instead of riding the bus but it’s in the middle of baltimore and I’m not sure my current mental state is up for driving, which I know is weird since I drove like three states over a week or so ago, BUT WHAT CAN I SAY, BRAINS ARE WEIRD?)
so I emailed the teacher going UM and we shall see if they actually need me or if I can bow out awkwardly
but also there was the credit card fraud phone call
and several missed calls from lenders because once you start researching mortgages they NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE AGAIN
and my phone is still sometimes just … not ringing? so trying to look up different phone options
and I forgot to give the IEP form back to the school
and the dog is extra squeaky
and I forgot breakfast?
and Thing 2 is anti-bus?
and there were like three other things but I’ve forgotten already while trying to type this out?
TODAY IS NOT A GOOD BRAIN DAY
/and not even emotionally bad just. what do, how put in order, huh?
OH GODS THO
Saturday Thing 2 was having trouble and I said I was sorry he didn’t feel well and he explained it as he wasn’t SICK just his feelings weren’t working right
and we went to his baseball thing anyways and it rained on him and he just /cried/ and everything was sad
and then Sunday we went to Chuck E Cheese to help him and Thing 1 recuperate but THEN we had to go hang out in a mall for an hour because
THE HUSBAND’S GLASSES BROKE (snapped in two while he was cleaning them) SO WE HAD TO EMERGENCY LENSCRAFTERS FOR NEW ONES
/and I saw an old Wallace & Gromit game I lost years ago and also an Andromeda sweatshirt and was good and didn’t buy anything but AREAGJLKVHAWELKVHAKLBGARHKBAWGH
my brain is just like … not braining at all anymore