so i think i call it both

plushy-sins  asked:

@mean friends anon; i've experienced this from both a friend and a complete stranger and it made me feel like /shit/ do not ever let anyone make you think that way please please even if you art isnt great YOU ARE LEARNING and calling you a copier like that is horrible and everything else you are not worth people like that they are bad do not keep them near you if they are this way im sorry but from personal experience it hurt so bad im passionate abt this even more than i used to be


So uh.  Hi..  I’m still around :)

Every so often I look back on the experience I had here, and still can’t believe how far I was actually able to go in such a short amount of time. 

It’s hard to look at my life now, and think “wow, I used to be such a shy wallflower, with no pride in her appearance whatsoever”

It’s even HARDER to look at what I call my “bimbo experiment” and the wild and amazing months that followed.  For the record I LOVED being a bimbo.  LOVED LOVED LOVED it.  It brought out so much of myself that I never knew I had in me, and most of those parts are still close enough to the surface that I can enjoy them whenever I want ;)  I never knew I could be sexy.  I never knew I could attract both men and women physically.  I felt such an amazing rush everytime “Bunny” would go out and play.

With the hypnosis, it was probably about a year before I actually thought of myself as “Kim” again.  I really had become “Bunny the Bimbo”.  Even after stepping away from hypnosis, the fetish I had gained for it remained to this day.  I regret so SO much breaking it off with my hypnotist.  I don’t even know how to get in touch with him.  So many times I would have relapsed into hypnosis if I knew where he was :)  lol

What am I now?  I’m a new version of myself.  One that can look back on the rejection of the boyfriend who got exactly what he wanted (me to be a bimbo) and then ran like a pussy.  One that can look back at the mindless trail she followed to nameless and faceless sex with guys from the clubs.  (eww)  And the one who really had her heartbroken with a failed polyamorous relationship.  

Those all made me stronger too.  Right now I have a BF who loves my hypno fantasies, and he himself wants to start trying it.  So maybe we can find the right guy to play with the both of us.

In the meantime, thanks to everyone who still goes back and reads the great bimbo journey of 2014, and still sends fun messages of support.

xoxox - Bunny

anonymous asked:

Now to be fair that's not exclusive to Sonamy fanfiction. Sonic as a jerk is a curse that plagues almost all fanfiction that focuses on Sonic unless the author goes out of their way to write him OOC. Because very few people don't understand the destiction between cocky and confident with straight up jerkass. It's a shame really... I don't understand why so many people, even so called fans of Sonic, think of him as a jerk.


There’s this quirk regarding Sonic specifically in both fanwork AND some official stuff that I’ve noticed in that his stance of heroism and the finer details of his character are either misunderstood or completely ignored. Which tends to strip the character of dimension.

And as you stated, authors who don’t know how to straddle the very thin line regarding Sonic’s self-confidence and how he usually conducts himself wand tend to write him as an unlikeable jerk. You can only take Sonic’s tease nature for instance so far before he becomes irritating. Balance is so key with this guy in particular.

It’s ironic. Because at their core, Sonic’s quirks and traits tend to be simple in nature yet are seemingly difficult to recognize for what they are and/or execute. You’d see it all the time with Penders and Flynn especially. Which contributed to making their….interpretations so loathesome.

anonymous asked:

maybe it's a stupid question to ask, but this makes me really nervous, so: what do you think about all these 'famous autistic people' lists (created by some people using person-first language, the phrase 'suffering from autism' and so on)? I've just found the person who's my special interest (Bob Dylan ok) on some list like this and I'm both excited and nervous bc of that; so if I call him autistic/supposedly autistic, would it be ok? Can I trust these lists? Thanks so much

to be honest I like the idea of having a celebrity that is like me, one that has autism, but then again I don’t take it beyond fantasizing. I wouldn’t 100% believe it as anyone can lie or be mistaken, but it’s perfectly okay to read the lists and imagine, as long as you don’t say “this person IS” and instead say “I think this person might be”. understand?

I’ve never cried so much watching Once Upon A Time

This has to be one of my all-time favorite episodes of OUAT. Regina and Emma hugged! Even though it was bc Emma and Hook were engaged, but fuck it! They still hugged. Evil Reggie found out that the person she hated the most was herself. Now fast forwarding to present time, Regina is about to kill her evil self, but she looks down at the shattered glass and sees herself back when she found out that the person she hated the most was herself. She takes evil Reggie’s heart and her own and then she gives her evil self some of her light and takes away some of her other half’s darkness. THEY BOTH HUG (i swear to fucking gods there was so much hugging in this episode).HEnRY CaLLS HER MOm AND SHE DiES.( I think my heart exploded watching this episode) The other half of Regina gets a second chance! This episode was so great because seeing how Regina really did hate herself the most, relates to not only me but a lot of other fans of this show. This episode really touched me and I loved that we got to see this part of Regina in this episode. I loved to see and feel how I could relate to one of my favorite characters and… yeah… this was not a horrible episode 😂 

color naming is some fascinating shit holy cow

So Russian has two different words for what in English we call ‘blue,’ they have dark blue and light blue. It’s the same way that we have Red and Pink, when pink is actually just light red.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE? Brown and orange. Brown is actually just dark orange and I never knew that and I guess not all languages have separate words for them, just like we only have one word (blue) for both sinii and goluboi??? Like wow. This is the kind of stuff that makes me think the Sapir-Whorf hypothesis is onto something.

my most embarrassing work story is one time I had to give a sub q fluid shot to a tortoise that had pnemonia, and I needed a manager to monitor me doing it, and also hold the tortoise for me while I administered the shot

so I called my manager, and in my head I was thinking of asking both “could you hold this tortoise for me?” and “could you come in here and help me?”

so what I ended up saying was, “hey, I was wondering if you could come in here and hold me?”

Kichijoji Dake ga Sumitai machi desu ka?

So I found a really awesome manga today???

It’s called “Kichijoji dake ga sumitai machi desu ka?” or, roughly, “The only town you want to live in is Kichijoji?” and is by Maki Hirochi

It’s about two sisters who work do real estate in Kichijoji, Tokyo

They’re both fat girls, but as far as I can tell so far, they aren’t fetishized or are the butt of a joke???

They’re both super cute, and drawn proportionally and realistically, seriously I can’t think of the last time I saw a manga with fat girls as the main characters/protagonists, or if I EVER have period. 



Also the stories are all just really sweet, it’s basically just the sisters helping people who come to their real-estate agency find the perfect home, like, it’s really cute and sweet and good? 

Also it has a live-action drama going on rn which is super exciting!

Basically, I don’t know if this story will get more popular or if the manga will get an English translation, but I was just super hyped about this and wanted to share ~ <3

I love many things about Yuuri but one of them must be that while he can be this boy

he never stops being this boy

That while he can be confident and even sexy on the ice, off the ice, he’s still that guy with the dorky glasses who’s quite easily embarrassed and wears that vulnerable and innocent expression that almost makes him look weak.

I love that he’s both of those people and that his insecure side never gets overwritten by his confident side. That he may be erotic in his programs but he is still Yuuri at heart.

I feel like it’s so easy to change a character’s personality and appearance and call it “character development”, and while, of course, that’s not wrong, I think it really takes effort to show a character’s growth without changing who he is as a person.

And Yuuri has certainly grown, whether it’s confidence in his daily life, his position in relationships with other people or his focus and freedom on ice, but he never stops being his ‘cinnamon roll’ self.

What’s also fair to mention is that he suffers from some degree of anxiety and that also never disappears. He doesn’t stop being anxious just because he’s grown and he’s stronger now - it still follows him and he has moments of weakness.

Yuuri may have grown but he never stopped being the person he used to be, he never changed.

But just because he didn’t change entirely doesn’t mean he didn’t improve.

Yuuri grew into a better version of himself, not into a completely different person.

And I think the way he’s written as a character and all of this deserves to be noticed and appreciated.

I don’t think people understand how it is for me. That although I could have so much sadness in me, I am still so sincerely happy, I am. It’s not being confused or bipolar. It’s called being human. I think we live acting as if we should feel one thing at a time, or hold onto one emotion for a certain amount of time. But the truth is, life isn’t still like that. There is always so much going on. I am simply honest with my emotions, and that is the most freeing thing I did for myself. To know I can feel sadness when it is there, but never forget to recognize the happiness that I’m blessed with constantly. There’s a sense of beauty in both sadness and happiness. I embrace all of it, knowing I am, in fact, okay. And that I am so beautifully human because of it.
—  writingsbyan

it gets a bit confusing to me coz i have a male oc that looks like how i draw zarya orz I FORGOT ZARYA’S TATTOOS IM SORRY

Do you ever think about how painful the Molly=John mirroring is during TFP phone call:

Sherlock, his hand forced, having to phone and ask John to do something for him, without revealing the threat to him: “I just want you to do something very easy for me and not ask why.”/ “Keep your eyes fixed on me. Please, will you do this for me?” 

But then it turns out the threat is completely set-up, designed to tear the both of them apart: “Oh, do be sensible. […] Why would I be so clumsy?”

The sniper would never have fired at John in TRF. Sherlock only had to think the threat to John’s life was real. The real goal was to drive John and Sherlock apart, burn the heart out of both of them.

And Sherlock can’t stand to think that those two years were for nothing:

“I won. I saved John Watson.”

“You didn’t win, you lost. Look what you did to him, look what you did to yourself. All those complicated little emotions, I lost count.”

[so @marswithghosts called me “bunny” today]

“Aw, bunny.”

Jack blinks at Bittle from the couch where he’s been watching tape. “Did you just–?”

“Baby. Honey. I was thinking both and it just kinda…” There’s color high in his cheeks, leaving Bittle pink and golden standing in the patch of sun between the kitchen and the living room of Jack’s apartment and, suddenly, too far away.

“Bunny?” Jack stands, setting his iPad on the coffee table. Bittle’s feet shift against the hardwood.

“I was distracted?”

Sometimes Jack can’t believe how big Bittle’s eyes are, how brown. He doesn’t know how he can feel so safe and so thrilled at the same time, just looking into them. He always thought hearts skipping beats was a cliché, but that’s exactly what his heart does when Bittle blinks up at him, the corners of his mouth tipping up, the round of his bottom lip obscured by teeth and lip.

“It won’t happen again,” Bittle says, ducking his head, shifting his foot to press his toes against Jack’s, reaching out to twist fingers in the hem of Jack’s t-shirt. “Unless you liked it?”

“Bitty,” Jack says, and leans in, kisses his sweet mouth. Takes what Bittle gives him and returns it with interest.

{Reaction} GOT7 hearing you call them oppa for the first time

Since you want to write for other groups I thought I would ask if you could do got7 reacting to you calling them oppa for the first time. {I absolutely love your writing keep it up!!} 

Note: I love this request, thank you for sending it in!

Disclaimer: I don’t own the gifs/images used.

Jackson Wang

Originally posted by got7ish

Jackson: “Did I hear you say what I think you just said? I love you so much~” 

Mark Tuan

Originally posted by j-miki

Mark: “What was that, Jagi?” *lowkey getting you to say it again*


Originally posted by mauloveskpop

Bambam: “That was so cute! Now look what you’ve done, I’m blushing” 


Originally posted by j-miki

JB: “That was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever said to me”


Originally posted by jackseunie

Jinyoung: “That’s funny, I thought I just heard you call me oppa, but you and I both know I’m your appa.” *smug af*

Kim Yugyeom

Originally posted by yugyeom

Yugyeom: *grins - can’t stop smiling*

Choi Youngjae

Originally posted by huggableyoungjae

Youngjae: “Yes! I’m so happy!” 

Also, I hope Ginny and Mike’s respective family issues becomes another point of connection for them. I want them to open up to each other the way they can’t with anyone else. I want them to be each other’s rocks. 

Polynesian AU stuff

So, I think I should start making theme posts for my Polynesian AU or as you like to call it Moana AU (both variants are welcome). Since many of you seemed pretty much interested in this story I’ll try to give you a brief idea of what this whole thing is about.

Sorry for my clumsy English :)

Timeline. The story is set about one and a half century after Maui stole Te Fiti’s heart and everything became hell. All the monsters released from Lalotai and darkness spreading quickly and destroying islands made many tribes search for safe areas to stay, and if they used to be more peaceful back then when the ocean was a safer place now they had to fight for their land and protect it from the newcomers. Overall, sailing wasn’t forbidden but people were slowly losing that special connection with the ocean their ancestry used to have.

Turtles. And that’s where we should start speaking about the turts. In this AU all four brothers (not blood-related) are sons of Tu - god of war in Polynesian mythology. There’s a legend (made up of course) that when the number of tribe wars and monster attacks increased other gods made Tu help the people. He decided to send his guardians which would protect people from Lalotai monsters and maybe prevent some war cases. Following what the legend tells the strongest of female sea turtles (turtles are considered to be a symbol of strength and war) gave their eggs to Tu and he placed them on small islands in different regions. One of those islands was our turtles’ birthplace.

Firstly, their names are different in this story. I tried to choose the most fitting ones.

  • Leo is a green sea turtle named Lono which means “peace and prosperity
  • Raph is a leatherback sea turtle named Rapa which means “giant”
  • Donnie is also a green sea turtle named Roro which means “brain” (there’s a lack of names and even words starting with D in Maori and Hawaiian languages so I had to put up with this variant, it isn’t half bad I think)
  • Mikey is a loggerhead sea turtle named Maika which means “good”

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The more you forget me, the deeper I slip.
Give this silence two more months and it’ll be like we never even met at all. That’s what we both want, right?
The thought of you wanting nothing to do with me still hurts just as much as it used to.
I promise I won’t call anymore.
I won’t even say your name when I’m drunk, alone in a bar.
It won’t be so bad, right?
We always go back to each other, right?

But, what if we don’t this time?

—  Maybe we weren’t supposed to work out

Tomco Week: Day 1 & 2: Dancing and AU

Does it count if I put both days here due to not putting yesterday’s theme?

I told you, someone was going to join ♡Tomco week♡

Originally, I was going to do this speed drawing for this, but I had little time so no video T-T

Ok the story behind this drawing…I was working on day one theme, which was dancing….but then I decided to draw them as puppets(why…because I can! and nobody has done it yet. I called ‘dibs’ remember? X’D )and what would make people think of a puppet AU we needed one? X’D starco has one, why can’t this ship too??

this is my first time trying out my new color pencils, so I know I’m not a pro of this. (I have a set of 150 different colors, so it will take a while to get used to all the different varieties of colors to choose to) Felt like giving Tom a ponytail, because it looks nice and felt like it X’D (also somebody else already did it and it was pretty cool)

may end up redrawing this in the future

I may do some of the days, I can’t promise I will due all of them though I have a busy week

Art by me

prince Tom and Princess Marco belong to Disney

God bless you :3

(Don’t kill me other shippers, you know who I’m talking to XD )