so i made a lot of them

anonymous asked:

did you like the new video? were there any special parts?

oh my god yes, i’m shocked we got the follow-up so soon but i loved it just as much as yesterday’s??? a lot of the same thoughts apply here–dan being so proud, phil being so happy about dan’s praise, both of them bonding over the music from classic games, dan’s interest in phil’s childhood and wanting to know all of these details about how phil made it and how his friends reacted, etc. some standout moments for me: 

  • i mean obviously the angel threesome. what even. i feel like the point i’ve worn out to death on here about phil is that he’s been pushing back on the innocence trope for some months now, and has been increasingly comfortable w sexual comments/innuendo/teasing (and not innuendos that are made in a way where he seems to not be aware of what he’s saying.) and yet i was still hashtag shook to see him discussing threesomes so casually and giggling about it, and honestly weirdly startled to be reminded that phil was just like any other sex-crazed 14 year old boy lmao. i loved that whole bit so much. i love that they kept it in despite the break with phil’s mostly g-rated commentary. i laughed so hard at the way they were trying their best to make it seem innocent with those “tea party” comments,, but there was just no salvaging it. i was obsessed with the way dan was rendered nearly speechless, and how phil just stayed completely calm and was being super cheeky and kind of teasing dan for his reactions. also .. interesting that it was a MMF threesome rather than phil just wanting the main protagonist to have a threesome w two of the angels .. hmmm. then phil saying that alex would be worn out after the second round like …… .. i think i actually blushed wtf
  • the part when they were walking through the space maze and you could see little bits of the sky and phil pointed at one of the stars and said “we’re there, i can see our house” and dan went “awww” and i started to cry lmao. the way phil’s mind works is so beautiful i dont’ even get it ,, like he was just looking at the space background and thought to make this cute af remark that kind of acknowledges the sheer enormity of space but that he and dan exist in that space together, in one home wtf?? ? ? and he said it just to make dan smile??? ? ? and it was so casually done as like a throwaway comment that probs anyone would’ve missed amidst this 40-min behemoth of a video but they kept it in anyway and it was so sweet :( i was rly fucking emotional about it  :( also “our house” in general in any context,,, pls 
  • “this is tumblr we’re talking about, they need that gay shit.” uhhhhh. interesting comment from dan. it hit me in a strange way bc like,, i’ve heard this exact thing said about tumblr way too much by The Straights™ as a way of criticizing this platform and also a way of criticizing the driving force of a lot of fandom (which is obvi a need for more queer representation across all media basically.) but it’s interesting bc it’s also kind of a joke-y thing that people on tumblr and inside of those fandom spaces say a lot (like, ‘gimme more of that gay shit’ lol) and they (we) sort of own up to in a self-aware and humorous way. it’s interesting to me that dan decided to make that comment bc from the most objective evaluation it honestly comes across as derisive/rude/offensive, but he’s sort of implicitly asking us to view him as a Tumblr Resident himself (or even a queer person himself lol) and interpret the comment in a humorous way, rather than a critical one and that seems important to me. like a (hetero) outsider can’t rly make that comment without being completely offensive and horrible but dan felt like he could make it, and in so doing, he sort of puts himself on the same level as us in a way? idk. i need to think about this more 

just generally these two videos have given me so much to think about regarding phil and also dnp’s partnership. both videos felt like such a soft and lovely reminder of exactly why i love them so much. the level to which they are able to celebrate each other and demonstrate how much they have in common, how much their senses of humor align, how much they value each others’ opinions and minds, it’s all just so incredible to watch. and phil… like. this was such an important reminder to me of just how deep his creative talent probably runs. if he was making this at 14 (with all the time and effort and dedication and complex thought that that required), i can’t begin to fathom what he could make now, at 30, with 16 more years of knowledge and experience and exposure to all kinds of films and games and books. i feel like phil could make almost anything he wanted. he probably has innate writing talent and ability, and he clearly has the capacity to imagine and construct original characters and worlds. it brings me back to a central question i’ve always had about phil which is why he doesn’t exercise this creative energy more and why he is happy making things for AP that are, to be frank, somewhat formulaic and frequently just vlogs about his own life. i could ramble on that subject for a while as there are a few ideas in my mind for why he put himself into the AP box (security probably foremost on that list) but i’ll save that for another time. i’m just so happy they chose to make these videos though. it was so incredibly original and refreshing and beautiful to see them have so much fun and share in their love for each other. some of the best dapg content ever, for sure.

(mark of oxin 2

sempergloria  asked:

Do people from school follow you? And what is that like? I have an art blog (under a different name because Internet) but I'm worried people will find it. Not because I draw anything bad or whatever, but because I just feel really awkward at the thought that people I know of but don't really know are looking through my art? Do you get over that?

Most of my classmates at school are well aware that I draw and have plenty of social media but they simply don’t care. None of them are interested in art whatsoever so they never come close to looking though my pic although they are informed af lmao. Actually, they support me a lot!! 

I used to be very self-conscious about my pictures like “oh no.. they will see it… they will say its anime…..:(” but now Hell yeah you wanna look at my art?? Here you go fam I made it and I’m proud of it!!

Anyway, as my dad says it “if you have nothing to hide then whatcha stressin bout hm”

anonymous asked:

WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH PM? Explain me pls 👀

OK SO,

basically Puppet Master tweeted this 

which made everyone go crazy !! Someone else tweeted back at them with this

Chair Air because new Air was seen sitting a lot during the last two concerts.

Shortly after, Puppet Master tweeted THIS…. AND..

well… HE FUKCING @ HIM!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!!

So then someone said that old Air basically did the same thing and only pretended to play which got PM understandably upset.

Old Air’s S O N is involved with Priest (his idea??), so obviously he’s going to be angry.

Then PM replied to someone who said that they missed the “old band” with this:

which made EVERYONE FLIP SHIT… bc it’s rumored that Alpha is actually PM!! That makes this rabbit hole super, super deep.. What did Papa do?? Is this a joke? WHATS HAPPENING???

Some people are theorizing that they’ve been hacked and others are saying it’s just a joke or part of the lore. We don’t really know anything, really!

Currently, I’m trying to screenshot everything they tweet (replies included) for my sweet #receipts folder. >:3c

Hope this?? Helps?????

It’s Okay

Hey guys! I’ve got my first ever Power Rangers fanfic here. I saw the movie on Thursday and I just really really loved it. I also started shipping Billy x Jason from the moment Jason slapped the shit out of that bully. So, here’s my fic for them. I hope you guys like it!

All mistakes are my own




Jason’s been to a lot of football practices. Like, a lot. But none of them have made him as tired and as sore as training to be a Power Ranger has. Every step he takes, makes some muscle somewhere hurt. But it’s a good hurt, this is the happiest Jason’s been in a long time. He finally feels like for once he’s doing something right. After all nothing beats training to be a superhero and then going for pizza with his friends.

They’ve been getting closer and closer, the five of them. They’re all different, extremely different and at first it wasn’t clear if they actually could get along. But now, Jason can’t think of anything better than hanging out with the other four.

Sadly, tonight’s not a pizza night. Kimberly had to be home for a family dinner. Zach needed to check on his mom and Trini, well she hadn’t said why she was leaving but she left all the same. Which leaves Jason and Billy for the rest of the evening.

Keep reading

I drew Jack and Mark as Greg and Angus from Night in the Woods! Yay!

Soooo the story behind this…I was basically watching Jack’s play through of Night in the Woods and I loved the fact that Jack and Greg were a lot alike and I was going to just draw Jack as Gregory but that changed when I had noticed how adorable Greg and Angus were so I decided to draw them as Septiplier. Thought it would be adorable.

Edit: I also want to say something about the whole Septiplier thing. So yes I made it a Septiplier. Why? Not only because I wanted to draw a Septiplier, and because I wanted to draw Jack as Greg, but because I just like being creative with the whole Septiplier thing. Yes I ship it, but I do respect both Mark and Jack. I don’t take the ship too seriously at all. I know that they will never be together. I’m okay with that, it doesn’t stop me from writing fanfiction or drawing fan art. The Septiplier ship and even other ships and the people involved inspire me. That’s all. What’s wrong with that? Nothing. There is nothing wrong with it in my opinion…I still love both Mark and Jack and I will always support them and respect them as people…Septiplier is just one of the things I enjoy and I love being creative with…well not too creative if ya know what I mean…Okay anyway I’m sorry for the ramble or if it didn’t make sense…I just needed to put that out there.

Katrina at hvff Chicago

First off I told her she sounds so much different than Nyssa and that she’s so bubbly and Nyssa is so serious. And she said, “I know!! She never smiles. Well, she did once but her face cracked.”

I asked her if we would see Nyssa on LoT again and she said she hoped so.

I mentioned a nyssara reunion and she was down for it. She wants to do their backstory.

I told her they need an entire episode dedicated to them meeting and such. She said to keep tweeting the writers about it.

She was just so sweet and easy to talk to. Didn’t make me feel dumb when I fumbled over my words at first. She also sang happy birthday to two fans (see my twitter gothlicitys for video). And all the money she made today is going to charity.

Honestly such a beautiful human being inside and out.

anonymous asked:

I'm salty because I made an edit of my favourite character and someone felt the need to comment "I always hated him" on it :/

GOD I hate when people do that! I’ve made a lot of edits of my fav characters and people always throw their opinions on them and it just makes you feel crappy. I totally understand. Pay no mind to them, they’re allowed to dislike a character but voicing their dislike on someone else’s post isn’t the right place and time to do so.

anonymous asked:

Can I request a couple headcannons on how life with eight kids goes? :)

I accidentally deleted this when I was done and then had to redo it (:

UT!Sans: It’s almost too much for him. He never gets any alone time, and that kind of bothers him since he gets exhausted a lot. But he really loves his kids. And every time one of them runs up to him saying ‘’Dad! Dad! look what I made you!’’ He feels his soul swell with pride and joy. He’s good at raising them, and he has a lot of patience so he almost never snaps at them. He’ll raise them to become full of mischief though. And they’re always pulling pranks on each other, and you and Sans. He’s just as proud every time they get him good.

-PTA SANS. Omg he is sassing the living daylight out of anyone who dares go against you or him. They are never ready for his passive aggressive humor and retorts. They think that they can prepare, but he ge gets them every time.

-He’s very happy that their birthdays are on the same day. Because he could never remember eight separate birthdays. He does come up with great gifts for them though.

UT!Papyrus: This pure force of energy is no match for eight kids. He has never known exhaustion like this one. Waking up more than five times a night to feed eight hungry babies. Who also wake each other up with their crying is almost too much for him. Almost. And just when he thinks he’s handling the first few months perfectly. They start to crawl and run around too. He realizes that the first few months were just a test run. Nevertheless, he is truly a great father. Paying attention to all of his children. And always encouraging them to do and be their very best. He is constantly validating them and reminding them of how great they are.

-Their birthday is the biggest party ever. Because he wants them all to feel special and unique. Prom night is also a hell of a deal for him. Because he feels like he has to organize it all by himself. He’s helping them pick out dresses and suits and he’s exhausted, but oh so proud, He might even shed a tear as he sees how much his babies has grown.

UF!Sans: And he thought one kid would be hard. He swears, his kids doesn’t know how to chill. Which is weird considering they’re related to him. If it weren’t for the monster human thing, he’d doubt that they were even his. (They are literally crawling on the walls half of the time, he’s thought about calling and exorcist) But their snarky attitude makes up for it. They still behave, but he isn’t the best at raising kids. And if one of them hears him swear, they teach it to their siblings. And soon you’ll have eight one year olds all saying ‘’shit’’ and ‘’fuck’’ whenever someone speaks to them. You’re going to have to deal with teaching them some manners. And maybe get Red in on the lessons while you’re at it.

-But oh my god does he love them. Every single one of them. And any boy or girl who dares break one of their hearts are going to have to deal with him after. (Some advice to them would be run)

-He’s the kind of parent who tries to show interest in their interests, but he really doesn’t get what kids are into these days. Still, he’ll sit through their long rants about youtubers or actors. And he’ll grumpily get them tickets to their ‘’favorite band in the whole world omg dad you have to let me go see them!!’’

UF!Papyrus: HE THOUGHT THAT HE WAS READY. But nothing could prepare him for the horror that is eight children. His sleep schedule is so messed up now. And he has never know exhaustion of this sort before. He insists on helping you raise them, even though his job keeps him away most of the time. If you really don’t want to stay away from your job for longer than you have to, he agrees to take a break from his. Until they are old enough to go to daycare. Small advice, don’t let him do that. He’s a responsible adult but with his sleeping schedule so messed up, there really isn’t anything that says he wont forget that it’s eight and not nine children. And then he’ll go on a hunt for the last one before panicking because he lost one of his children oh my god what will he do now.

-It’s better if you take care of them during the days, and leave the nights to him. He wakes up quickly and always hushes them before they wake their siblings. If you wake up and try to find him during these nights, you’ll find him standing in the nursery with at least two of the kids in his arms. Talking in a quiet voice while rocking them gently.  

-He is such a mother hen. They can’t do this and they can’t do that. He wont let anything harm his little heirs. But for a guy who’s so protective, he tries to start training them as soon as they can stand. Please stop him.

US!Sans: He tries to raise them to be polite and nice children. But there are freaking eight of them and how is he supposed to do this? He’s really trying his best to be there for all of them. And if he misses even one’s first step he’s heartbroken. Until they waddle over to them. Then he feels better again.

-The nights are horrible though. Because he needs his sleeping schedule. Without it he can’t function. And you’re both equally tired for the next year. He tries to take the night feedings, and to rock them back to sleep every time on wakes up. But he is way too tired for that. You’ll find him sleeping in the chair in the nursery. Kids in his arms. Sure he got them  to sleep again, but at what cost?

-He wants them all to try out new and fun activities. And if they’re not as social as he is, they might argue a lot. He wants them to try new things, and he wont understand why they wont listen to him. It’s not going to harm them if they go to one dance practice or one soccer game. You’ll have to talk to him about that. If you don’t they’ll just get a lot of unsaid things building up between them. He just wants them to be happy and have something to bond over.

-He will respect any interest or hobby though. They’re not into sports? That’s fine. If they want to practice drawing instead, he’ll happily support them! Anything that makes them happy.

US!Papyrus: The early years went by in a blurr. And he honestly doesn’t remember them all that much. His anxiety made him nervous all the time. And usually he felt like a spring ready to go off. It got better the older they got. Still, with eight goddamned kids you don’t get much rest.

-But he’s the kind of dad who takes one or two of them to McDonalds at 3 am if they happen to be awake at the same time he is. He still has a fling of insomnia. Which he is a little scared might have carried over to them. But he goes on these late night adventures with them a lot. It’s great bonding sessions. Going to a 24/7 Walmart and wandering around. Or maybe taking a drive out to the pier if there is one close by.

-He’s also the kind of dad who lets them try alcohol at home. He figures it’s safer for them to do it while he’s around than out at some party. People could take advantage of them, and he’d rather he knew what they were doing and how much they were drinking. It’s not like he’ll actively get them drunk. But if they want to try some liquor he gives them a little.

-When they first started asking he just bought alcohol free liquor and gave them that. They still do not know that they weren’t actually drunk. But he found it hilarious.

The only thing he really doesn’t want them to try is drugs and smoking. He quit getting high for good when you were pregnant with them. And he stopped smoking for a few years. He took it up again when he figured they were old enough to be okay with him smoking. But he’d never do it within a 50ft radius of them. That’s why teleporting is really handy. He also washes his clothes more often. Smoke doesn’t stick to him, so he doesn’t reek of it.

SF!Sans: He loves showing them off. And he’s often seen pushing them around in an eight seat stroller. They are his little heirs, and he loves them dearly. And even though eight kids are a lot to take care of, he’s actually doing a great job. He hates taking care of them when they cry at night, and sometimes he wont even wake up even though you try to shake him awake because it’s his turn. He does his best, but putting them to sleep isn’t his strong suit. They somehow end up crying even more.

-He always makes sure to spend time with each and every one as they get older though. Even if it’s just a few minutes during a car drive or out shopping groceries. He listens to their rant. And he’s always on top of the school drama.

-His secret to telling them apart when they were kids were the accessories they wore. Green socks for child number one, pink for number two, blue for three and so on. No one realized this, and they thought he was just the best dad ever. Only you knew his secret. And I mean with eight kids you’re going to need it c’mon.

SF!Papyrus: He works himself to death so that you wont get overwhelmed with the situation. He’d raise them all while working a full time job if he could. Just so that you wouldn’t have to. But he’s not going to shun you away. You’re obviously the better parent. Out of all the skellies he’s the one who looks after you the most. The others still make sure you’re okay, but he’s always been very protective of you.

-If anyone ever messes with one of his kids, they’re gonna regret it. And if there’s a bully in their school, he’ll take care of the problem. Have a little chat with them when they’re on their way home. Nothing too threatening, they’re just a kid even though they’re a brat. But that kid isn’t going to ever bother anyone again.

-Like Swap Papyrus he quit smoking when they were born, but took it up after a few years. He needs the coping mechanism.

-He is the best at putting them to sleep. His voice is very calming, so he’ll always read them a story and it knocks them out in a few minutes. He does all the voices without exaggerating them too much. And every time one wakes up from a nightmare, he’s there before they even cry out for him. Quiet and calm, he’ll sit on the edge of their bed. Rubbing their back to comfort them. He’s not a fan of your own bed getting crowded by the kids. But if someone has a particularly bad nightmare, he’ll lift them in and have them sleep between him and you. He’s a quiet dad and sometimes stern. But they all love him.

maverick-zero  asked:

I really hate the perfection complex we have, you know? It's hard for me to quietly accept I did something wrong and I end up crying and feeling a flurry or really awful things because I feel like I ought to know better.

Another thing: I developed BPD from a truly awful childhood so whenever my parents are like “Why are you like this?” I think “You MADE me this way” which makes me even more resentful

yeah, bpd is really stressful. and a lot of the times we believe we did something wrong, we didn’t. we just have this belief we’re always manipulating others. and it’s not true at all.

and i also think that about my parents. when my parents question why i am the way i am, why i’m not improving all the time, i just…i always place the blame entirely on them. and then i think that’s selfish of myself, so i end up blaming it entirely on myself.

truly, our childhoods were the environments that gave us this pd. there’s no other way to put it. i think you’re allowed to blame your parents for certain shortcomings, especially if you’re in a grieving period where you’re coming to terms with having bpd. it’s a natural process. but there comes a time where you should distance yourself from that belief. maybe, yes, your parents are the reason you have this disorder, but you now have freedom to live your life away from them. they might have “made you this way” but you can choose to change, and at the end of the day, the past is the past. you can’t change it.

WOW!!

Can’t believe the Gamecocks have made their way to the Final Four. So happy for this team.

I started watching South Carolina basketball in 1992.

I started working (scoring) their games in 1997.

I’ve witnessed a LOT of bad basketball over the past 25+ years. And to see them finally put a magical run together is really awesome! I didn’t pick them in my bracket, but I don’t really give a crap about the bracket pools!

Go Gamecocks!!

Shameless Preferences 3-The song that describes your relationship

Lip- Crazy for you-hedley.
You and lip had been dating over a year and one thing you two had both learned, was that neither of you were easy to deal with, both of you started stupid fights with one another, you had horrible anxiety and lip sometimes drank too much and both of you had messy and stressful families which made things hard on your relationship. Whenever you and lip would make up he would say “You’re a lot of crazy, but I’m so crazy for you” Just like the song and it brought happiness to you.

Ian-Issues-Julia Michaels
You and Ian both struggled heavily with mental illnesses, him having Bipolar and you having extreme depressive disorder followed by an anxiety disorder. With all of that you both got over all the obstacles together. “cause I’ve got issues but you’ve got them too. So give them all to me and ill give mine to you cause we’ve got the kinda love it takes to solve them” These lyrics fit you perfectly because you and him were in this together, all of it.

Carl-Gateway Drug-Bebe Rexha
Kissin’ leads to’
Touchin’ leads to
Lovin’ leads to
Fuckin’ leads to
Someone always seems to get hurt”

That was the best way to explain your relationship with he handsome Gallagher boy. You’d kiss, touch, fall back in love , do a little more than just touch and then it was good for the next few weeks until a fight happened again, where one of you would say something to hurt the other, than it repeats. Your relationship definitely wasnt the healthiest but you both love each other and even during fights Carl stayed loyal and if you needed him no matter how pissed he was he was there for you the second you told him you needed him.

Mickey-All I ever need-Austin Mahone
You had been best friends with Mick since the age of 5 and started dating at the age of 16. Mickey was your everything and truthfully he was all you really needed. He’s protected you from your dad, stood up for you against bullies, made you feel safe and wanted. Mickey had a soft spot for you, you were the only one who saw is soft side. Since you two started dating 3 years ago you had been slowly undoing all the damage his dad had done with him and showing him that loving doesn’t make you weak. He believed you but no one saw that loving side with you often, when most were around you two acted like best friends even though everyone knew you were dating. No one not even Mickey could understand how much that Milkovich meant to you.

anonymous asked:

In all honesty, the second I heard History and Long Way Down off mitam I knew they probably weren't coming back... idk I get why people are so attached to the idea that the hiatus is just gonna be a year or two because the band meant a lot to them, but boybands never really break the 5 year curse unless they're like nkotb or bsb and have to get back together cause no one made it on their own. It took a bit of getting used to for me, but any one of them having solo success means the band is done.

and that’s ok. they’re not young boys anymore they’ve grown up and moved on. idk why anyone would see that as a bad thing. they gave the 1d machine a great, grueling 5 years– they deserve to do their own things now

anonymous asked:

I just saw your post about the characters fading away and I'm glad I'm not the only one who though Lumiere just had to extra when he was fading away. It honestly made me laugh when I first saw it.

I always thought that made it a hell of a lot sadder because it’s initially something that would make me smile.   Lumière is a man of character and charisma…and just a natural showman, so the flourishes were a part of him attempting to make the castle as bright and welcoming as he could.  He just has this ability to light up a room the moment he enters it–no pun intended.  

Plus, out of all the servants, many people like him better than the rest of them.  My mother once called him “the most beloved animated inanimate object the world over.” So I feel that because of that, Disney felt like he should be the last one to go.

He witnessed everyone else fade away before him, so he had no reason to keep the thespian act up anymore, but he did it anyway, because that was just him, something recognizable and nostalgic.  So it definitely made me smile, yes…but it was also the action that cued the sobbing for me(the first time, anyway).

[That’s another film trick: put something nostalgic or happy into a sad scene to give it a new meaning.  Audiences will cry buckets if they understand it.]

cyanlester  asked:

YES ABOUT THE CU THING those books were so loved by me and my brother as we both have adhd and they let us have access to books that made us feel like we fit in for owning! We loved them!! I honestly forgot about all this until you mentioned it now I'm going to go find my copies of the books and flip the hecky heck outta those pages thank xx

Yesssss. I think a lot of people talk about reading Harry Potter as a kid, and how that made them enjoy reading and talking to their friends about books, but in my experience most people were about mmmmmm 10 years old? When they start reading Harry Potter.

But Harry Potter isn’t an easy read. It’s a legit novel. So how do you encourage kids to develop the skills necessary at a younger age so that they will be able to take on something like Harry Potter when they’re older?

Captain Mother Fucking Underpants. Go flip the hell out of those pages, haha. 

anonymous asked:

omg i thought i was just bad at using patterns! thank you so much for reblogging that post. im a beginner sewer (im better at props so i often buy costumes) and I decided to sew one completely last year, when I made a dress out of a pattern, i had a perfect fit using only 4 ouf of 6 necessary panels and I thought I had done it wrong and just made mistakes that cancelled out! I feel a lot better about that experience now!

Haha, no worries! :) 

Patterns are notoriously inconsistent. Many of them have huge seam allowances on top of ease, making the sizing wildly unpredictable from pattern to pattern and company to company. It’s important to think of them as springboards – guidelines, foundation pieces, etc – than as perfect right out of the envelope.

Honestly, the best thing I ever did for myself was learn how to use blocks, as it guarantees a far more predictable fit. It’s not feasible for everyone, given not everyone wants to learn to draft, but it is very helpful to understand the principles of pattern making so you know your way around commercial patterns better.

- Jenn

🌺

so i’m thinking of deleting my blog.

this isn’t a reaction to anything. i haven’t been getting hate and i haven’t been discovered. nothing of the sort. actually, i’ve had an overwhelmingly lovely time here. i’ve made wonderful friends and had wonderful conversations with them. i’ve laughed and cried and everything in between here in the tcc. 

but…. idk. what’s been happening, essentially, is that i’ve been spending too much time on tumblr. specifically this tumblr. i have a lot of blogs, but on none of them do i spend remotely as much time as i do on this one. 

the other thing is - i need to get over my tc. she’s 45, she has a boyfriend if not a husband, she’s not my soulmate, and she’s eating away at my life. and coming here and blogging about her every day and finding new ways to articulate my obsession and new associations to reinforce it - that’s not doing me any good. 

i’m not saying tc blogs are an inherently destructive practice. not at all! i needed it at first. when i first got back to school, and those previous two years’ worth of heartbreaking veneration and respect and desire all came rushing back, i needed a place to vent. i needed to be able to communicate the experience so that i could define it and understand it. but now i think is a good time to start distancing myself. it’s time i moved on. i mean, i’ve got ambitions.

i’ve started a politics blog. i’m researching a paper for a serious publication. i want to apply to the united world colleges next year. i need to keep my head above water at school. long story short, i’ve got better things to do than sit here for hours on end reblogging song lyrics, and it’s time i started doing them.

that said, i’d hate to lose the friends i’ve made here, and i’d still like to have at least a few people i can talk to about my tc if i need to. so like, i’m not going to delete right away, and i’m still totally open to asks and messages and whatever. i just don’t know. we’ll see how things go.

so anyway, yeah. that’s about it….

tl;dr i’ve got shit to do and if i come back u should yell at me for procrastinating

finally: good luck, yall. i love every single one of you, even if we’ve never interacted. you’re so lovely and beautiful and deserving of happiness and affection and all sorts of good things. bon courage, everyone. hugs. ♥️♥️

anonymous asked:

how was your day at the con?

it was really nice! I haven’t really socialized since i’ve moved here, so it was really refreshing :’)

Going to cons alone is Really out of my comfort zone but I made myself talk to people and try to network/make some friends? i think? i played some tabletop games with the con staff and met some really sweet artists at the artist alley!!

 I wish I would have been able to get a drawing group together but I was too shy to ask around for people to join…… but i did draw a really pretty kuranosuke cosplayer while they were posing for pictures and then i ran up to them and gave them the drawing… it was so cute they got really excited and gave me a hug??? it was a really good con!! a lot of nice people and it was a lot smaller than any of the california conventions i’ve been to, so that made me feel a lot more comfortable there!