so i lost 2 followers today

“Chris doesn’t have that reputation because guys don’t go around calling other guys sluts” - Noora Sætre.

anonymous asked:

Where do you get all the style inspiration?

If you had asked me years ago I would have responded with 100 links but these past few years honestly I choose what I like and work backwards.

After I did the whole Marie Kondo thing it just happened naturally. I didn’t actually consider myself ‘stylish’ at all anymore because I stopped following trends so closely but, not to sound too vain, when I looked back on photos from December in Japan I felt really good about it.  I feel like I actually have my own style now and it’s so much less effort than anything I ever did before.

So I kept the things I loved and only buy things that I love.  If I try something on and I have to question any part of it I don’t buy it. Yeah it means walking away empty-handed A LOT. But it’s truly worth it and I never feel like I have “nothing to wear.”

So when I look for some inspiration I’m drawn to magazines or sites that contain a lot of items I already have.  That’s why I really like Vikka magazine. It matches my wardrobe and lifestyle a lot and if I’m getting a bit bored I’ll see something in it I could easily work into my current stuff and will keep it in mind. Like recently I lost 2 pairs of shoes (sandals and loafers) to wear & tear. So I was in the market for something I could wear in the summer, relaxed. I saw these slide loafers from TopShop and while I acknowledge they might considered ugly (LOL) I love them and bought them for summer.

Mostly I just follow my mood these days and really try to listen to myself when I’m trying things on either out shopping or even in my closet. There’s a difference between “not today” and “I feel lousy whenever I wear this.” I’m someone who will sort of punish myself by wearing my least favorite thing if I’m feeling badly. Whenever everything I own is a fav it’s hard to get trapped in the mindset.

I still make mistakes.  Like a pair of sunglasses from Madewell I loved how they looked but the mirrored lenses made me really dizzy when I was in direct sun! I had to return them. Or the men’s Muji shirt I adored but later realized I had to wear it with a certain bra or else the buttons would pull weirdly because I should have sized up. I donated it after a few months of wear because the trouble of matching certain shirts to certain bras is just NOT what my life is about these days.

This might have been way longer than you were looking for but I just felt like talking about this in depth.

I also still look at sometimes and follow instagram accounts like…


ok so if im being totally honest it is impossible for me to feel any way about the season 2/sequel news. at this point so many things can go wrong that i may not even want to play the game in the end. 

a lot of it comes down to if the new game is about the old characters or if it will be a new cast, and if it’s going to be LGBT related at all. so many of the things i loved about the first game have the possibility of not even being a part of this new game. (dont get me wrong, i don’t really think Max and Chloe’s story should continue for a lot of reasons)

we know nothing about this game and for me i think that means there’s really nothing to get excited for. that sounds super cynical but ive been hurt before i’ll definitely be following the news about this game and ill be waiting patiently to start getting excited once we actually know anything about this game.

and i look forward to what the fandom has to say and all the discussions that are bound to happen when we start learning things about the game.

Finally, after so long, here’s some facial concept of my fourth team, Team Corrosion!!!! One of the most feared team in the league due to their merciless play style, despite all of them having their own quirks. 

Again, these are concepts so they are subject to change. Also I’ll decide outfits once Splatoon 2 comes out.

Anyway, on with the descriptions!

Magnes (Team Captain): Out of all the words in the dictionary, “friendly” is definitely not one to describe Magnes. Magnes comes from a family of very skilled turf war battlers, as well as war vets, and made it her goal to follow that path. Unfortunately for her, Magnes was born fairly weak and frail and no one believed she could, so she trained pretty much every day of her life to get where she is today. But along the way, she lost herself and only now wants to be the best of the best. She has become one of the most feared and brutal turf war players in the league. Just saying her name is enough to send shivers. She has earned the nickname “Mad-Eye Maggie”, but don’t ever say it to her face. Magnes speaks with a German accent and often mixes German in her vocabulary.

Cobalt: Cobalt is an eccentric inkling that loves causing havoc on the battlefield, and doesn’t quite understand what personal space it. But despite that, Cobalt is a engineer genius. He builds his own weapons from finding scrap parts in the dumpster by Sheldon’s shop, or just any good trash he can find. He often likes to tinker with other type of objects as well and build new things, and loves listening to old tunes while he works. Cobalt spent his entire life alone and has very little memory of his past. He just remembers spending some of his childhood at an orphanage, but eventually ran away since he hated it there, and currently lives alone in an abandoned shack.

Rhodi: The bubbly team strategist and local fortune teller. She’s very good at reading people’s fortunes and carries a pack of tarot cards everywhere she goes, and is occasionally able to reach out to the afterlife. But since many have mocked her due to her supernatural nature, Rhodi has developed a bitterness to others, and “gets back” at them by scamming them with fake fortunes (like she will tell someone they can avoid a terrible fate by selling junk). Rhodi has always been huge on trading card games and various types of fantasy roleplay, though no one really plays with her, except anonymously online. Rhodi speaks with a bit of a Cajun accent.

Gallium: Seems like the most normal of the team at first glance…except he pretty much just speaks in haiku. He’s actually very popular due to his looks and mysterious nature. Magnes always lets him speak when he has something to say since he sees his way of speaking as “wisdom”, even if some of the things he says involves sass or talking down towards Cobalt (he calls him “fleabag” a lot). The way Gallium moves in battle with his inkbrush is almost like a figure skater, which is a key contributor to his popularity. He comes from a wealthy family that wants him to focus on law studies, but has found a passion in calligraphy and writing.

 Yay I had some time today, so I answered 10 things about me

Tagged by @guess-who-lost-the-bet

1. What is your sex and gender?


2. What do you identify as?

Probably straight.

3. Are you skilled in Martial arts? What do you know or want to learn?

Okay brace yourselves folks, I am a master because I have achieved…



(it’s the second level up from white belt, I would have gotten yellow belt? but i missed the exam. oh well I quit after that)

4. How many followers AS OF THIS MOMENT?


5. Are you a morning person?

bitch no. nonononononono. even today I overslept and was kind of late.

6. How many languages have you studied/fluent in?

i speak english fluently, german okay lah, chinese (cantonese+mandarin)

8. What is one thing you did in the past month that you are embarrassed of doing?

there’s not one specific incident, but I’m pretty sure everything was just a haze of embarrassment. 

9. Do you work/highshcool/college?

im in highschool. i’m suffering.

10. Tell us one funny joke!

levi flirting with hanji like.

hey you wanna… ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) levihang? 

we could hold… ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) levihands?

i think you’re pretty… ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)  levihandsome

what on earth was that. 

okay i’m going to tag @judylaverna @butterfly11248 @anoushkathebest @sekhmet06 @ephemeralem0tions @myheartisarollingthunder @oh-warukunai @dallyingdivergent

OMG!! {400 followers}

Today ya today we hit 400 its miracle, I can’t believe we hit 4 0 0.
guys when I started this blogging account I was having no followers, a month past by we were having 5 followers we didn’t gain any follower, 2 month past by 5 followers I lost the hope that we will get bigger that we are right now my dream was to get 100 followers but now we achieve our dream and having 400 followers I don’t know about you but it is a miracle for me thank you guys so much for your support like always I say will we never quit until or unless we broke the server of the Tumblr.

it’s so hard to like…not talk about captain america all the time…to not just be like making links to it all the time, like it’s mentally a lot of work to just shut up about captain america for 2 minutes bc honestly it’s all i want to talk about ever

Lost Stars (Jungkook, You) Part 4
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Because I reached an important follower mark today, let this be my thank you gift. :D I know you guys have been waiting for the continuation of Lost Stars and as promised, it's on top of my story list now that I have finisihed Crave. <3 I hope you’ll all enjoy this chapter! 

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You stood there quietly, shocked by the revelation. Jungkook remained still beside you and you sort of wanted him to react so that you didn’t have to answer Taehyung’s question.

“Uh… Y/N?" 

You blinked and glanced to your left where Jungkook stood, but to your surprise, he was still and staring at his hyung with a gaze you couldn’t comprehend. That’s when you realized that it was Taehyung who had called you by your real name.

You looked at the blonde boy quite stupidly then blinked, "Sorry, I–”

“Is it okay if I called you Y/N?” He asked, his face looking shy. 

“Yeah, of course.” You said as you got over the slight shock. Jungkook clenched his hand into fists, feeling something stirring in his gut. He didn’t want to seem possessive but he didn’t like idea of somebody else calling you by your real name from his group.

Especially Taehyung. 

“So uh… Did you get it?” Taehyung asked, his eyes bright and hopeful. 

Your gaze softened at his shy disposition and you couldn’t help but smile back. “Yes I did. Thank you. They were beautiful.”

“Not as beautiful as you.” He grinned and you blushed at the compliment. Jungkook rolled his eyes inwardly and he wanted to punch something–or someone. He couldn’t believe that his hyung was flirting with you right in front of him. 

Well he doesn’t know anything, he thought.


“So I was wondering,” Taehyung trailed as he rubbed his nape shyly. “I was wondering if maybe you wanted to go out?”

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Okay I can finally start posting again.
I can’t answer every ask. I have 400+ messages, all love. 
I can’t even explain how I feel right now. 
Half of me is freaking out because I am very scared for the people who are in the hospital as we speak. I am very scared for the blogs being hacked and I am very triggered by all of the posts, but. I wanted to thank you all and blog as normal and support posts.
Okay so a year ago I had a blog that wasn’t a supernatural blog, it was a depression blog. I got hate regularly made several failed attemped overdoses and it got to the point where my bf had to put my blog on his phone so that he could check my account for hate mail. A year ago, in sept I was rat hacked, he told me I was a fat cunt, to kill myself etc he watched me though my laptop for a month, so, yes, it hurt he knew my insecurities from watching me.  I had NO one. I have been struggling with suicide, self harm and depression for coming on 9 years now. I have been to the hospital for attempts, i have gone to therapy but NOTHING helped. I was numb, i wasn’t happy. I was cutting on a regular basis.My school found out and the school therapist told me I was disgusting, i can’t be a cosmetologist and MADE me strip down for the school nurse.  I was told by my best friend to kill myself. My mom, my sister, my dad, and anons on tumblr. September 2013 i set the date. I gathered so many pills. i wrote my letters. I was going to end it all, and make sure this time I didn’t fail. Just this month when I was cleaning my room i found them and i threw them away. I didn’t even bother reading.
I also did this (X) I threw away my blades. 
I have been making videos like this (X) to scare people out of self-harm (trigger warning shows healed scars) I have scars like that all over my arms upper, lower, front and back and i would have continued if it wasn’t for you all.
A year ago, September 2013 changed my life with one simple question, should I start watching Supernatural?
People attacked saying “YES YES YES”
So I did, I watched 8 seasons and the first 4 EP of season 9 in two months. That show got me through so much.October was my 1 year anniversary after my miscarriage, it was also the month my bf of 6(now 7) told me he was no longer in love with me because I am suicidal and didn’t know if he could be with me anymore. That was the hardest month of my life. But I pulled through, why? Because of this show. 
This show became my safehaven. When i felt triggered I would watch the show, cons, fan crack! and Humor! videos I would read fanfics, focus on all of that and I still do. When I am depressed or feel like cutting I pretend to talk to Dean. He saved my life and was my inspiration for this DeanXReader that has helped so many people (X) I think about how I can’t do that because I HAVE to meet Jensen and Misha and thank them for saving my life and hug them. i HAVE to tell them they don’t play heros, they are heros (I do love Jared, and he did help me alot but not like those two have). 
April 2014 I got over 1,000 followers in one day because of a silly post I made. After that they kept coming, so did horrible anons but I didn’t care. Because I had so many wonderful anons.  I lost that blog 2 months ago and after making this one I got my first anon hate, which I framed.

but that wasn’t the last, I only screen shot two because I thought my reply was clever, this was last week, or beginning of this 

but I also got love, such as this one, which knowing things like this is a BIG reason why I am still here today (old blog)  I try so hard to be here for everyone who needs me. I was a wreck all day and night yesterday I couldnt even have fun with my fam on my bday. I was a wreck today and night also but i continued trying to help people. I don’t care about myself. I could care less what happens to me. But I do care about others and I put their health over mine. I pretend I am okay and to be strong so i don’t trigger or scare anyone. I help people when I am panicking and bawling my eyes out and they have NO idea. I try my best to help people and put them first. I did not deserve all this love but i do appreciate it, you saved me

The good outweighs the bad

Hear I am a year later, I never thought a show, or a fanbase would ever be the reason I am still here today. I made two wonderful friends fictionalanxiety and kinkycas who i love more than anything in this world. They have been here for me though a lot and I want to meet them so freaking badly. I have made many more friends.  I knew Supernatural Fandom treated everyone like family, but I never knew how true this was until yesterday. After coming home from being with family on my birthday I saw 205 asks. I had JUST came on for the night and I hit post limit (250) at 2 am. Which shows how many more I was getting as I was trying to reply and how many where already in my inbox that i hadn’t answered. 
I woke up this morning to this 

and they have kept coming through out the day.

If it wasn’t for all of you, and kinkycas I would NOT be here right now. I wouldn’t have thrown away the painkillers, i wouldn’t have made myself throw back up the benadryll I was going to try and OD on and I would have kept cutting. ANd if you read this Riley please don’t be upset, I know you wanted me to come to you if I was going to do anything but I am a stubborn asshole and I can’t ask people for help because of all the times I have and was ignored. Or all the times people got mad at me for it.  Please don’t worry about me, even if I am unstable I won’t do anything.

All of you, yes YOU saved my life. and you have been saving my life since october 2013. Thank you. Thank you for everything. 
Like Sam Winchester said in After School Special to the ghost who commit suicide “You suffer through that, but it gets better i just wish you had the chance to see that.”

And like Dean said to suicidal Bobby, “You don’t stop being a solider cause you got wounded in battle.” We were all wounded in battle yesterday and today and it will probably continue tomorrow but we are soldiers and we will make it.

Each one of our boys have been suicidal before, and they pushed through it. That alone keeps me alive. 
Jensen, Misha and Jared keep me alive. Jensen and Misha are the reasons I am trying to recover from self harm. You are too! ALl those asks telling me i inspire people to stop is why!
YOU, MISHA and JENSEN are the reason I was able to get the self harm ribbon tattoo with my mom in Oct 2014 Although i did relapse because of all of ths but i would have kept going. AND i didn’t for you.

You are strangers to me and you sent me so much love I can’t even wrap my head around it. I am following everyone who did and i have followed everyone back. Thank you for helping me through this. Thank you for being the reason I am still here. I can’t leave you all. I cant. I hope to go to a con soon and I’ll let you know what one and hopefully I can meet a ton of you.
I love you, stay strong! PLEASE don’t give in. If I could do it, you can too!

I am not posting images of what I got today but they went as far as attacing my help blog. They are very triggering so I’d rather not.

I want to apologize to the people who started following me between the end of Agent Carter Season 1 and Episode 9 of Season 2. You had no idea how insufferable I am when Angie is on screen. She was just here for 2 minutes. Imagine if she would have been here for the whole season.

In a way, y’all got lucky there.


As many of you know, I have never posted how many followers this blog has because I feel tumblr is about much more than followers, and honestly, I hate the word “followers” as it stands because it seems somehow dehumanizing, but today, upon hitting an incredible number of “followers” from counties across globe, I have to just say thank you! There have been so many ups and downs over the last 2 years, you have watched me struggle, many of you have watched as I broke down and lost control, you have seen my dreams crushed, but you guys have stood by me and I can never thank you all enough for the amazing support. Why so many of you find me interesting enough to follow, I haven’t a clue, but again, thank you!

This blog started as a place for me to vent about Ryan’s death, my sexuality, my personal struggles with my health, depression and suicide, my financial trouble and of course, the good things like crushes, memories, work, and so on, but now, it has become a community where people can be themselves and (hopefully) find confidence and acceptance in themselves. This blog is not simply about followers, it is a special community and it is about love! To each and every one of you, thank you and I know sometimes it is hard to believe, but it gets better!

fyeahanon-deactivated20160122  asked:

You nicknamed me that, so thank you! I did see that other anon's response and I believe I answered earlier today? It's probably lost somewhere in your inbox. To me it sounds like that person does indeed have extensive knowledge in law, but I wholeheartedly disagree with her comments regarding the way entertainment PR is handled. Also saw someone comment on the lawyers subject, I'm pretty confident they do indeed have access to entertainment attorneys outside of M!M. What I was trying to say

Psst, fuck yeah anon got a Tumblr.  If you want to talk, you can follow and send asks directly.  

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We went back for Nolan’s follow up/1 week visit today. I decided to not take the lactation consultant’s advice and just keep nursing him as I had been, and if he lost any weight between then and now maybe I’d consider her “plan.”

Well the kid gained 2-3 ounces in 2 days. I didn’t tell her I ignored her advice, so I kind of felt she was taking credit for “helping” us, I just didn’t feel like getting into it.

In any case, screw her.


Time Machine Special

Black - Wonderful Life (1987)

Sad sad new, Black (Colin Vearncombe) has died today, he was in a coma following a car crash earlier in the month. He finally lost his 2 week battle with the coma today. He had an album out only last year 2015 called Blind Faith. So have posted wonderful life as a tribute to a great under rated artist R.I.P. Colin. Please go and check out his releases.

Here I go out to see again
the sunshine fills my hair
and dreams hang in the air
Gulls in the sky and in my blue eyes
you know it feels unfair
there’s magic everywhere

Look at me standing
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to laugh and cry
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life

Sun in your eyes
the heat is in your hair
they seem to hate you
because you’re there
and I need a friend
Oh, I need a friend
to make me happy
not stand here on my own

Look at me standing
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to laugh and cry
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life

I need a friend
oh, I need friend
to make me happy
not so alone…….
Look at me here
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to laugh and cry
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life

No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
wonderful life, wonderful life