so panic! was doing a selfie booth and me and megan and viviana were busy waiting for brendon’s press conference. the woman running the selfie booth line told us that the line was closed because they close it after 100 people.
we were so devastated. we were like, crying so hard, freaking out. so i started tweeting at zack like “please zack, we came all the way from LA, please if theres anything you can do help us out”
he didnt respond but when he was standing to the side of the press conference stage, i walked over to zack and heres what i said:
me: “hey zack, how ya doing?”
“we drove up from LA”
“damn, you couldve just driven up with us”
“well you didnt invite me”
“true, thats why you couldnt come”
“hey zack, is there anything you can do about the selfie booth? the line is closed and they said we couldnt meet them”
“yeah, no shit”
then he says “if i see you guys, and we have time for more people, i’ll call you guys up”
so we stood on the side of the selfie booth, zack definitely saw us and waved a couple times, finally he made a beckoning motion with his finger and a venue security guard came for us and said “you were requested” shsjdhsjjsjsjsk
so when i walked up to them for my picture, dallon made a fighting stance with his fists and said “how do you wanna do this?”
and i put my fists up and said “what, you wanna brawl, weekes?”
they all laughed, brendon then said he liked my shirt. kenny was laughing, “did you just say ‘you wanna brawl, weekes?’”
we went to take the picture and dallon was like “here, i’ll stand a bit further out so its easier for you to crop me out”
so i turned to him and just said “shut up” and he laughed and put his arm around me
and zack was like “can you guys stop fucking around and just take the picture”
dallon said “thank you sweetheart” and then brendon complimented my shirt again and i cried and thanked zack profusely
i am screaming with my mouth shut for a million years
So if you guys cant tell from this picture I was freaking the fuck out
I had a bunch of gay ass letters I wrote for them and literally the only thing I could say was “These are for you guys” before I bursted into tears
And holy shit Joe, the literal embodiment of all things soft and good immediately gently put his hands on my shoulders and just said “You’re gonna be ok, just breathe, please don’t cry.”
And him and Patrick genuinely looked really concerned and I was a total fucking mess and even though I couldn’t hug him Joe just let me awkwardly hold him for a bit and it was literally so fucking nice and genuine like he does not get enough credit for being a sweet ass fucking bab
anyways i feel like a dick because i could barely focus on anyone other than Joe so I didnt even say anything to Pete and Andy until I was getting nagged at to go by security and I blurted out a horrible “ILOVEYOU” to them 😬🔫
ppl who say stuff like ‘weaponise ur period!! love ur menstruation’ must have light and painless periods because i’ve literally been in and out of being awake for 3 hours and the only times i was awake i was throwing up and shaking and crying and i even fucking had hospital-level strong painkillers which didnt even touch the pain and if anything managed to make it worse so like. excuse me if i dont fucking love something that is destroying my life and making me too weak to function
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I met Andy Biersack on December 3rd with my two best friends. It was all of our first concert so we were very excited, we didn’t really know if we’d get to meet anyone or not, but it didn’t really matter. After the concert we waited by the buses with other fans, Cody Carson from Set It Off was there playing football with a fan. It almost hit me lol. We met a few fans before Andy came out, they were really cool. When Andy came out of the buses I was so over whelmed that i started crying :3 It meant so much to me, he was really sweet and even though he couldn’t take pictures (bc bus call was in 5 minutes) it didn’t really matter to me. I didnt have anything for him to sign so he signed my phone (it’s rubbed off cx) I was so happy and I really hope that everybody gets that chance at least once.
Ryan from FIR came out and talked to everyone like 7 times, he was really cool. He also signed my phone, it’s still on there. I’d attach pictures, but they’re on my phone. He was really sweet when I met him. My phone died so i couldnt take a lot of pictures. I took the 4th one :3
We all went for my 13th birthday and I was also really happy that my step-dad enjoyed it. The concert is the reason why i got into Set It Off, I didn’t expect them to be that good live, but they were amazing. We had a few chances to meet them, but we didn’t and I regret it. But I’m going with Madi to see them March 4th. thank you for reading!
I JUST DID THE MOST INCREDIBLE THING. OKAY SO I WAS IN THE BATHROOM (DOIN’ BATHROOM THINGS Y’KNOW?) WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN - I HEAR WONDERWALL BY OASIS PLAYING FROM MY TV. SO IN A FLASH MOMENT OF “OH BOOOY THIS MY JAM!!!!!” I JUMP OUTTA THE BATHROOM AND START AGGRESSIVELY INTERPRETIVE DANCING IN FRONT OF THE TV WHILE MY SLEEPING MOTHER IS UNAWARE OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND STATE HER CHILD IS IN. I HAVE NEVER DANCED SO HARD IN MY DANG LIFE AND I FELT LIKE A NEW AND BETER PERSON. MY CAT WAS ON THE GROUND WITH A SCARED LOOK ON HER FACE, MEANWHILE I WAS HAVING THE BEST 1 MINUTE OF MY LIFE. THE END.
Hey Taylor.I am
Feray .I am working about to how you can realize me for a year. Actually I
remember that when i started to be swiftie, I commented your photos like
“Please follow me on twitter”. Then i am blocked for commenting so i
stoped.Then i made our manips and I posted these like 100 times in just one
night. I just wanna say, when you like someone’s photo i start to cry because i
really want to realize from you. then i created a tumblr account but i inactive
the account because of i didnt know anything like you and now i came back , im
obsessed with tumblr right now. the reason why i make this video, its because
of i want to tell you that how much you mean to me.You make me happy when Im
upsetand when Im mad at something, your photos heats my heart. I havent got a
brother or sister but you are kinda big sister to me. Sometimes I dance like
you do,when you are in award ceremony while SIO or any song of yours is
playing. And thank you for making songs that i can dance till Im tired. I’m so
proud of you, you’re going further and further in life everyday. Whenever i
feel something different, I can always find a song that matches my mood. I
earned lots of good things all thanks to you. I had some really good friends
because of you. I’m improving my english with your songs. I needed to write
what I was going to say in this video because my english is not enough to just
say these things without stuttering. My english is not good yet, but i am
trying to improve it with my very own will. My biggest dream is going to your concert
after learning english completely. And I wish I could get a chance meet and
talk to you and tell you how much i love you, tell you that you’re one of the
best thing i ever had, that i love you more than i love myself. I wish i could
get a chance like that right now just like 1989 World Tourdako Loft 89. But i
will do it one day. I wish I could tell you that all the dreams i dreamed about
you. To make them all come true, i need a concert in my country. I wish
everyone who ever loved you could go to your concert. I live in Turkey and
there are lots of swifties who love you. We really really love you so much.
we’re doing tags since 2014.we’re waiting you for a long time.it would be cool
and fun to make ready costumes for your concerts.we want it so much.the other
thing is i want to get a realize from you.maybe i tried so much way for this
and my birthday is coming soon , my birthday is coming for 3 days and i think to
celebrate my birthday from you is the best thing i can ever live taylor swift
is celebrating your birthday,so cool! you are the sweetest angel i’ve ever
seen.im so happy to chose a pure idol like you.im so happy to met with you,and
i will always say this.and one day im going to give a big hug to you and im
going to say i love you more than everything cause you had an amazing career
with any fear.i will always support you,i will always be with you, i will always
proud of you. you are my sunshine. your smile light up my world. you only photo
can happy me. and thank you for showing me there are some classy people in the
world . thank you for everything for everything, my beautiful sister . I hope
you see this video I love you so much from my heart
She is Taylor Swift
. She was born in 1989 . She is fearless .and loving. her was red
I stumble out of the club and and fall back onto my knees. I was half drunk and could barely see anything. I look for my phone in my purse and try to call Jack but he didn’t answer. I sit down on the side of the curb and start crying. I felt so lost and like a complete mess. My knees were all scratched up but i didnt really care at this point.
After minutes of crying, my phone starts ringing and i immediately pull it out. It was Jack and he wanted to Facetime me. I answered and was relieved to see that Jack looked somewhat okay.
“Hey babe, im okay.” Jack said with much sympathy. I cover my mouth and my eyes started to water again.
“Where are you?” I mumble to the screen. Jack hestitates and looks away from the camera.
“Look, I cant speak of it right now. I will come back for you okay? Dont worry. I love you.” Jack says and scratches his neck. In his hand was a stash of money and soon I became confused of how he got it and why does he have it.
“I love you too…but what do u have all that money?” I ask slowly. Jack acts like he didnt hear me so i asked him again.
“There’s nothing to worry about okay? Ill be back tomorrow morning, just meet me at the park at 9am sharp.” Jack says suspiciously as if someone was holding a gun to the back of his head.
“okay..” i reply and then jack ends the conversation. I really hope Jack is okay. On the way home, I thought about all the possibilities of how Jack would’ve just disappeared in the middle of nowhere. Btu nothing logical came to my mind.
that fkng autism feel @ the dentist. for so many reasons tho 1 its sensory hell enough as it is 2 a bunch of different ppl shoving their hands in your mouth 3 you get stuff you didnt see coming like i went in thinking i was going to get a cleaning and came out with fucking braces and no one really understands how stressful that fucking is and you cant do anything abouat it i want to cry
Ok but I keep thinking about like this a/b/o au where Crowley heads a dangerous cabal of people involved in anything from embezzlement to intimidation to murder. In exchange for protection for his and Zachariah’s company, Michael allowed Crowley to take his brother Castiel for “mating”, which they all knew meant “live-in fuck toy” but decided to ignore because Cas is an omega, he’s less than his Alpha and Beta siblings and most importantly, he’s a pawn to be used.
And at least Crowley didnt bite him, didnt officially make him his mate so he’s not bound to him, but the second Cas finds out he’s pregnant, something changes in his complacency to Crowley, and he immediately starts planning his escape. He wont let his child suffer through the trauma of living in Crowley’s power, or worse, risking his Aunt Naomi taking the child to groom him into another pawn in her and Zachariah’s twisted social climb. Especially if the pup presents as Omega.
So he sneaks into the computer at night, looking for cheap houses anywhere to rent, in small minuscule towns because they’re harder to find him in and Crowley will expect him to run to big cities where he’s got distant family in New York and Chicago. He swipes one of Michael’s bank cards and takes out $15000, grabs an old pickup truck from the company garage that no one will notice is missing (but he stills screws off the plates when he’s an hour out of LA), and bolts.
And then 2, 3 months pregnant omega!cas moving into a Alpha!dean’s small town in Lawrence, quiet, unannounced, and barely noticed. But Dean’s driving home from his mechanic’s shop with the windows rolled down because it’s July and 92 degrees out. He smells vulnerable pregnant omega cut through the air from the open window and slows down until he sees Cas, stooped in the small truck trying to pick up a box and get it in the house without putting the wrong amount of pressure on the tiny pup growing inside him. And dean can’t help himself because it’s hot as balls, the guy is pregnant, and he can’t smell anyone else’s scent around the truck so he’s definitely alone lifting heavy boxes and that’s so not good for a pregnant person.
Except dean doesn’t expect to see the absolutely terrified look in Cas’s eyes when an unfamiliar alpha gets too close to him and his pup, and suddenly he feels like he knows why Cas is pregnant and alone and quietly moving into a small town in Nowhere, Kansas. Cas of course, is terrified that Dean is an Alpha sent by Crowley to find him and bring the omega back to the abusive Alpha to whom his brother Michael basically sold him to.
So Dean backs up and slowly introduces himself, asks if he can help because he really shouldnt be doing heavy lifting in his condition, and its only a few boxes anyway. Cas is wary, but he doesnt smell anything unpleasant about dean under the layers of oil and grease and faint metallic smell that comes from spending hours fixing cars, so he lets dean carry the boxes into the house, just past the door. He doesnt tell dean his name, but Dean pointedly doesnt ask anything of Cas except how he’s feeling and if he’s in any pain. He refers Cas to Ellen, who’s got a pregnancy and pediatrics practice 10 minutes away, makes small talk about where to eat and get cheap groceries, offers to fix up the truck and tells him where Cas can find him most days, at work or at home seven blocks away. Cas only mutters a few short responses and
Dean doesnt see Cas again for almost two weeks, but worry and concern and something else compels him to drive by Cas’ house everyday and glance over to make sure everything looks okay. Then Cas shows up at the shop, looking down at his feet like a small child who’s been told to be seen and not heard, and asks if Dean can take a look at the truck, because its making weird noises.
And from there Dean slowly starts to wiggle his way into Cas’ life, dropping by the house to compulsively check on the truck, starts running through the park because he learns Cas like to read under the trees, shows up at Ellen’s office to bring by lunch more often since Cas got a job as a receptionist there. Cas starts to open up around Dean, starts laughing at his jokes and even letting it slip that Ellen thinks he could be a good medical assistant with the way he interacts with the omegas and kids that come into the office.
Dean’s obviously protective of Cas and the pup growing in his belly, always asks Cas how he feels and if he needs anything. Cas is 7 months pregnant when Dean finally asks Cas out on a date, no pressure, something casual like a movie. Cas says he’ll think about it, and then suddenly Cas calls out of work 3 days in a row, and Ellen gets worried and asks Dean to make sure Cas is ok. Cas doesnt answer the door, but Dean’s worried as shit that somethings wrong with Cas or the baby and he /technically/ breaks into the house but hes got a reason so it doesnt count.
But while Cas does have a little bit of a cold, he’s mostly wallowing in his bed, pregnant and anxious and hormonally and emotionally exhausted, and he finally tells Dean his story. Because he doesnt want to be someone else’s pretty little omega even though he knows Dean isnt Crowley or Michael or Zachariah and he knows Dean is a good person and Alpha and he wants to be with Dean more then anything but he doesnt want to go back to being less than a person.
And Dean just wraps him up in his arms and mutters nonsense into his ear until Cas calms down and promises that he’ll respect whatever Cas wants to do and wont go faster than what makes Cas comfortable and Cas nods, dried tears on his face, and asks if Dean would stay with him. Dean smiles and makes grilled cheeses for them and he lays in bed with Cas and they watch ridiculous reality TV until Cas is sleepily slumping onto Dean’s shoulder and Dean is yelling at every stupid person on the screen. And as he’s slowly drifting off while Dean rubs against the crick in his back, making sure not to put a possessive hand on Cas’ belly so he wont feel threatened, and the last thing Dean hears Cas say before he starts snoring softly is “this isnt the worst first date I’ve been on”, and Dean cant help but laugh, jostling Cas on his shoulder.
They go quickly from there, kissing a week later, sloppy and rushed handjobs within the month. When Cas enters his last month of pregnancy, he’s stuck in this constant seesaw between whole-body discomfort and horny like he’s in heat and unable to do anything about it since he’s officially too big for any kind of “strenuous activity”, and Dean just thinks he’s downright adorable when he pouts in his bed that he’s too big to do anything, especially after Ellen demands that she had better not see him for the next three months unless he’s coming in as a patient.
So they patiently wait until Cas bravely makes it through 32 hours of labor and baby Emma is born, and shes the most beautiful tiny little creature Deans ever seen, and he wants her to be his. As Cas doses off to sleep with the infant nursing at his chest, he mumbles over to Dean “as soon as I stop feeling like I got run over by an 18-wheeler, I’m gonna bite you, and you better bite me back.” and Dean just smiles and kisses Cas’ forehead and says “whatever you want baby,” and holds Emma in his arms after Cas falls asleep and she’s done nursing and just stares at the two perfect people who he loves so much.
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I WANT TO EXPAND THIS INTO A 50K FIC AND POUR ALL MY EMOTIONS INTO IT AND I DONT HAVE TO TIME DX
ALSO how do I link people in posts, if anyone wants to give me a quick lesson????
Just because my account got deleted and i didnt do anything for you guys ever since. =) And because i’m in a good mood, so.
• mbf me • must reblog this • won’t work if it don’t get 30+ notes (i beg you pleasee) • just, idk, don’t make me cry in the corners of life
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suddenly i came back to live to make a small rant about baekhyun’s acting !! seriously, he did so goddamn well. even in the begin of the show, he did so wel portraying a young youthful and playful prince i was honestly surprised. first time acting and he does it like that?? wow. im not even being biased or anything. the last scene he did, the death scene. i knew that it was coming i was prepared and thought i wouldnt cry, but god i sobbed for atleast an hour and had to pause the episode to get some air. his facial expressions, his voice, i couldnt help but let the tears flow. the way he couldnt believe his wife was gone literally, he portrayed so well that a young man who just fell inlove loses his most precious possesion. and that hurt! because i didnt think he’d be able to pull it off. his voice when the arrow hit him was so on point i was shook™. barely able to talk but still struggling trough it. ofcourse i wanted a happy ending for wang eun and soon deok, but i cant help but love his death scene, how beautiful he did it. im so proud of him you don’t even understand, he did so well. ive fallen even more inlove with byun baekhyun and i didnt think it was possible. i hope the best for him, that he gets cast in many movies and shows because his acting skills are wonderful and he so much talent. good job baekhyun im so fucking proud of you.
before i head off to bed, thanks so much to everybody who sent me an ask telling me things about my art/drawings TOT!!! they made me want to cry bc youre all so nice and perfect. to anyone who didnt reply anonymously, ill send u thank-you asks privately when i have the time tomorrow!!! i luv u to bits!!!! and since ill be gone for most of the day, LET ME KNOW HOW YOUR DAY TODAY WAS, PALS!!! did you do anything cool today??? tomorrow im going out for lunch w my brother and im excited for that hehehe
im appalled at this disgusting post. basically the op is saying how its unfair how john, daisy, and oscar are getting less press and media and how adam driver, mediocre ugly white man, is overpraised.
its actually fucking disgusting how racist ppl can be while defending someone else. i am rly surprised and upset about how ppl can go so low by mocking someones looks when they fucking didnt do shit.
YES its absolutely unfair how john boyega receives racism in media, how daisy and oscar dont get a lot of attention. but guess what??????? MEDIA IS SHIT/// so dont u fucking dare shit on someone who didnt do anything but do their job only to be over glamorized. go shit on fuckards like jennifer lawrence, but attacking driver who literally did ZERO fuck ups? yeah go cry in your puddle of piss. some sjw u lot are.