so help me out maybe

Related the question that anon asked, I have something to ask my followers. My streams have dropped a lot in viewership. From 20 to 10 and now 5. Is Picarto the reason why people have stopped coming? Give me some general feedback, what can I do to give you a better stream experience? 

I generally don’t get much feedback from my Picarto viewers so maybe you could help me out here? Please.

sometimes you need to accept that yes i may have been a little bit manipulative. yes i worded something in a specific way that would make my friend/fp/SO feel a bit guilty. yes i could have handled that situation in a much better way. yes i am wrong.

Hey! So as you all can probably tell I have a lot of thoughts and things to say about this season of Supergirl. Instead of continuing to rant about them here, I wrote this piece. I’d really appreciate it if y’all read it & let me know what you think!

tfw ur friend comes to watch u practice but he falls alseep in the stands. (headcanon: yuri sleeps w his tongue stickin’ out sometimes and curls up in a lil ball like a cat)

there will be people who use you. they are good at getting close so you care about them. when they see your scars, they’ll flash their own. you will feel kin to them. you know what it is to struggle with things.

and at first you think: they’ll help me if i help them.

but it doesn’t happen. you love them deeply so you always pick up the phone. it doesn’t matter that you have a test the next day or that you’re going through things of your own. you support them.

they are good at pretend. they will play like they are your friend, so you endlessly give to them. after a while you realize: it really doesn’t matter what’s happening in your life, some more pressing emergency is always happening to them. it is a hard thing to recognize, because you don’t want people to hurt like you do. 

i have a friend who never asks me if i’’m okay. she only ever texts me to tell me she wants to die, but never goes to therapy or does any of the things i tell her to do to help herself. once when i came back from my grandfather’s funeral she demanded to know why i’d been gone, and when i explained, she said that without me, she’d almost passed out of this world. i had to lay down on the floor; nothing made sense anymore. i want her to get better. i want to help.

but there are people out there who will use you. who don’t care about getting better, they care about you giving up your time, your effort, your everything. until you are drained of it. i don’t mean those who give back, who will gladly do anything for you, who you know you can trust. who you don’t mind giving up the test for, because you know they’d do the same in a similar spot.

i mean those who don’t know you. who pretend that they care about you but are using your empathy as a sore spot. who take more than they need. who demand your attention all of the time but don’t care if you bleed.

Name Aesthetics

I’m nearly reached my first 100 followers [yes, it’s taken a while, shhh] so I’ve decided to have a go at doing some name aesthetics!

Rules:

☃must be following me

☃reblog this post

☃send me your name and favourite season

☃blacklist name aesthetics if you don’t want to see these posts

Thanks!

skull--master  asked:

You are one of the most inspirational artists I've ever come across! Your use of color and conceptualization is amazing! That said, do you have any tips about how to effectively boil down ideas to one image? Whenever I try, I'm always underwhelmed by the results as they seem very obvious to me. I know it's kind of a hard question, so can you maybe share your thought process behind your work? Thank you and keep on rocking! :)

I hope you keep on rocking as well : )

i am hoping things will start to get better from now on

20 Questions ft. Solangelo

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12369818/1/20-Questions

I decided to write a little fanfic on how those three days of bed rest began for Nico & Will just after Heroes of Olympus ended. I love those boys so here we are. Hope you all enjoy it. Feel free to follow me here and even on Fanfic

“This is seriously the most boredom I have felt in under two hours,” Nico groaned, shifting again in the bed. “Why did I agree to three days of bed rest?”

“Because I wasn’t asking,” Will responded. “So play this game with me then. Maybe it’ll help.”

Nico let out a sigh from his spot in the cot a bit away. “Fine. What game?”

Will looked over in surprise and smiled faintly. He went to the edge of the bed where the son of Hades reclined and settled in with the bandages and scissors he was working with.

“20 Questions, but my way.”

“I don’t even know what regular 20 questions is,” Nico grumbled as he shifted his feet away from Will. “But sure, whatever.”

“Well, I’ll ask you a question and you have to answer. Then, you can ask  me, and so on for the next 20 questions,” Will explained as he clipped off some squares of gauze.

Nico hesitantly nodded. “Okay. You ask first then?”

Will nodded and looked up as he spoke his first question. “What’s your favorite color, and you can’t say black.”

Nico frowned. “Then… blue.”

Will raised a golden eyebrow then nodded. “Okay. Your turn.”

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tell me more about jay halstead’s past [24/∞]

Something’s Wrong With My Daughter

Author: Eldautor

Source: Click here

My wife and children are asleep right now - I think, at least - so I finally have the chance to write all of this down. Things have been hectic around the house lately and if Clio knew I was writing all of this stuff down, she would honestly kill me. (No, I don’t actually think she would kill me. This isn’t that kind of post. My wife and I have a wonderful relationship.) She’s trying to keep all of this a secret, claiming that Layla is just “sick” and “going through a phase,” but the school is starting to realize that we’re hiding something from them. Things are starting to get pretty bad, so I decided that maybe you guys could help me out. NoSleep seems to be full of people pretty accustomed to this type of crazy stuff.

So, let me give you a bit of background. My name’s Atlas. I’m 32 and I married my wife, Clio, two years ago. The moment we discovered that gay marriage was legalized, we began planning our wedding. It was short, simple, and absolutely perfect. Married life has treated both of us well and I’ve never been more in love with someone. I don’t believe in soulmates, but I think she’s someone I was truly destined to be around. Maybe I’m contradicting myself. I don’t know. I’m not here to talk about Clio.

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XII // MASTERLIST


A/N: It’s cosmic boy day! I honestly look forward to fridays more now that cosmic boy exists…and I’m sure the same goes for you guys! Thank you all for supporting this series and I’m glad to be sharing it with you all :) Enjoy!

Warning: Guess what…more pervy Ben and reader!

Word Count: 4.3K+


“I would like to warn you in advance that I live up to the term ‘shop till you drop’. It’s very unhealthy and half of the time I have to return things because it’s just way too much, so maybe you’ll help me out and stop me from buying the whole store.” You smiled up at Ben as the two of you had walked up the entrance. The second you step foot into the mall was the second you tugged Ben with you. “Perfect! Forever 21 is right there!” You shrieked, pulling him with you as Ben sighed. Little did he know this was going to go on for the next couple of hours.

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This Song Is A Goddamn Emo Mess but here are some of my favorite lines so far:

- it’s a cold night to be kissing concrete/save it for a warmer year
- now if somebody could see, if somebody could hear me/but darling it’s up to you
- am i broken? what does that mean?/do you owe me anything?
- darling be gentle with yourself
- i’m still me i’m just lonely
- when you’re constantly trying to check off the requirements for passing/as a normal goddamn human being
- we were never meant to be caged
- it’s a cold night to be kissing concrete/save it for a warmer year

please help me win tickets for Ed Sheeran? :3

I’ve been trying to get tickets to his concerts in Amsterdam, Belgium or London but no luck so far…. now they have this contest to win tickets for one of his concerts in Amsterdam (he’s literally playing 10 minutes from my house it’s so frustrating). so if you are on social media you could help me out, maybe? ❤

  • like my post on Instagram: x
  • or like/ retweet my tweet: x
  • you can do both if you want, I’ll love you even more ❤
  • maybe reblog this post to spread the word? :)
  • in return I’ll make you a gifset (if you like)
  • just send me an ask with your favourite character (pls be in one of my fandoms xD) and I’ll try to make something nice :3
  • please? :3
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and when i look at you, the stars glow in my eyes. it’s strange, because my eyes have never held anything so warm and bright before without being burned.