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English isn’t my first language, so please excuse any mistakes.
Characters: Nathan/fem!reader, Evan, Hayden.
Word Count: 1498 words.
Vortex Club. The elitist club that someone could imagined.
At least that’s what most people said. Half of Blackwell students hated them,
and the other part was made up of members or people who wanted to enjoy in. (Y/N) was in the middle term. She didn’t personally like the people who were part of
the group and had no desire to get into this mess.
But that was a different day. After losing a bet to her
friend, Evan, she would have to go to in a Vortex Club party. The girl couldn’t
deny that she was kind of excited, her life was getting stressful lately.
Tests, homework, an asshole ex-boyfriend, a lot happening in a short time. A
party would be good to her. At least that was what she expected.
When she arrived at the pool area she was surprised to see
that she knew most of the people who were there. But they certainly wouldn’t do
her much good as company, everyone was absurdly high. She started to walk
around and regret started to appear in her mind. Most of the party was covered
by smoke, which made her cough for a long time before the idea of leaving pass
through her head.
“You came!” (Y/N) heard a familiar voice behind her
shout. Evan. Finally.
“I don’t want to pay the bet running through Blackwell
only with my underwear, thank you.” the girl smirked, which made Evan
laugh. “What are you doing here? Thinking of joining some group in the
midst of this smoke?”
“Actually I just wanted to see if you would come.”
he shrugged. “Besides, parties are always a good way to socialize.
Socialization leads to people indicating your work for other people. You should
“Oh yeah, I’m sure my career is guaranteed if I become
Hayden’s friend. Thanks Evan.”
“Not him. This is a good way to learn with whom to talk
to, little bird.” he gave pats on the girl’s head. “Only sober
people.” and then he began to walk away. “I’ll let you fly alone. See
“Moron.” (Y/N) shout for him to hear, making him
laugh and answer something that she could not hear due to the volume of the
music that seemed louder with each passing second.
People jumping, dancing, rubbing at each other was what she
could see at everywhere she looked. How did Evan manage to find someone sober
The girl sighed, heading toward the nearest wall to lean on.
She never would bet anything anymore.
“Look who’s here.” a male voice drew her attention
for its proximity to her body. “(Y/N) (Y/L/N) came to our party.”
Nathan Prescott. The “leader” of the Vortex Club.
She’d seen him around the campus, they exchange some looks, but (Y/N) always
tried to stay away from him, she didn’t want to see his bad side that everyone
was always talking about. And for the lack of contact between them, she was
surprised that he knew her name.
“Yeah, I’ve always been the party gurl type.” she
shrugged, making the boy smirk.
“Sorry then, parties master.” he leaned against
his side. “I hope our party is pleasing you.”
(Y/N) looked around. Evan was talking to a group in a quieter
part of that place. Some teenagers she didn’t know were throwing random people
in the pool. And she swore she had seen someone without the bottom of the
“A bit extreme.” her voice rose when the music
started to get louder than before.
“Don’t be so lame.” he reproved. “We’re just
having some after this shit week we had. You should try to do it too.”
“I’m serious.” Nathan got away from the wall and
pulled the girl by her arm carefully. “Come and have fun.”
(Y/N) knew that was probably no use denying it. She was there
for that anyway, forget the shitty week she was having. She just didn’t expect
that Nathan Prescott would be the one to help her forget everything.
The girl let herself be led, until she realized that he was
leading her out of the party. What he was planning? She let go of the boy’s
grip, making him roll his eyes and hold her arm again, now with a little more
force. (Y/N) sighed and looked back before walking out the door of the place. She
could see Evan staring at her, he didn’t seem pleased with what he saw, but let
her go anyway.
Finally, after a few minutes walking, she found out that
Nathan was taking her to the boys’ dorm. She froze, and even when Prescott
tried to pull her again she continued in the same place.
“I won’t go in there!” she exclaimed as if he were
crazy for considering this idea.
“Don’t be so lame.” Nathan muttered, trying to
draw her with him.
“No!” the girl let go again. “I can be
expelled if someone caught me there, Nathan!”
The boy looked at her like she was crazy.
Then it hit her.
Nathan had the school and the principal on the palm of his
hand. She would have no problems while she was with him.
(Y/N) sighed, starting to walk by her own toward the dorm.
That action seemed, somehow, please Nathan, who laughed while following her.
The girl stopped when she reached the hallway, looking at the
rooms and trying to guess who they belong to. Or at least trying to find
Evan’s, which was not difficult, since it was at the entrance of the place. “The Vortex Club sucks ass - love,
Evan”. Original. She erased it, writing in its place a simple “Friendship is Magic” with a
“Done.” she muttered.
“I’m not going to ask.” Nathan said around the
(Y/N) entered the boy’s room. Weird was the first word that
passed in her mind. On the floor, Nathan put a nargile. The girl’s eyes
widened. It was THIS the fun that he
had talked about?
Nathan sat around the object. And after a few minutes
without any reaction of (Y/N), he pointed out that she should sit as well, what
she did cautiously.
“I don’t know how it works.” she said leaning
against his bed while he lit the fire under the object.
“Suck it.” he answered without even look at her.
“Then release it.”
(Y/N) slowly pick one of the hoses, doing what Nathan had told
her. She sucked the essence, choking with the smoke, which made the boy laugh.
Then she started to repeated, until she got the hang of how to do it properly.
After some time talking with Nathan and seeing him join
drinks into their party, she was sure he was having fun. He seemed to be a
little out of his mind due the mix he had done. And at some point, he began to
face her and smiled.
“You’re kinda cute.” he muttered.
“And you’re high.” she laughed and Nathan crawled
to her side, leaning agains his bed.
“Nah, I always thought that.” he shrugged while he
stared at her deeply. “I want you for a long time already, but you always
go away before I have a chance to talk to you.”
And in the next moment, Nathan’s lips were connected with (Y/N)’s.
She didn’t know how to react at first, but then her eyes closed and her hands
went into his hair. The boy directed his own hands to the girl’s waist. And
they stayed that way until they needed to recover air.
“What the hell was that?” she whispered.
“Us.” Nathan leaned against his bed. “‘Us’
(Y/N) felt an unusual happiness fill her body. She didn’t know
if it was Nathan or the nargile they used. Perhaps a mix.
She laid her head on the boy’s shoulder, he had returned to put (Y/N)’s hose in his mouth. The girl allowed herself to smile and closed her
eyes. She had fun. She didn’t remember what was upsetting her anymore.
The Prescott boy watched her fall asleep on his shoulder and
smiled. He put one arm around the girl’s waist, pulling her body closer to him,
closing his eyes and relaxing afterwards. Nathan must have fallen asleep at the
time, because when his eyes open again, though it seemed to haven’t passed any
single minute, the light shone into the room and (Y/N) was no longer in his arms.
She wasn’t anywhere in his room.
That bothered him for the rest of the morning he spent in
his room until he finally decided to leave the place, meeting Hayden, who gave
him a sly look.
“Had a good night, huh?” the friend ask him before
going into his own room.
Nathan got confused and stopped in the hallway for a few
seconds before turning back to the board next to his door, noticing that the
classic “The Prescotts rule this
town” had been replaced by “A
shitty week doesn’t seem so bad anymore”.
a/n: wut are dis?? not smut?? ummmmmmmmm, not exactly one-sided but kind of is??????? sugapark lol sorry i tried ;u; at least it’s kind of angsty?????
yoongi’s thoughts may still be thick and muddled by drowsiness, but he has a very clear idea of who might be knocking on his front door at three in the goddamn morning. he rolls over under his sheets, hoping that if he ignores it, it might go away. out of sight, out of mind.
Eruri Week [FAMILY]
*au where mike and nanaba aren’t dead and have a kid + au where i write bc its eruri week
He watches as Mike sobs quietly, nose dripping and chest heaving, with his head pressed onto the shoulder of a scowling yet obviously happy Nile. Given the situation and Nile’s present contribution to the new father, Levi decides to withdraw from the uttering obscenities lining up in his head.
On the bed under pristine white sheets, Nanaba is sighing as she complains to Hanji about Mike crying more than the four-day-old baby, and how she feels like she is suddenly a mother of two. Hanji laughs wholeheartedly, making the baby in their hands also squeal with a curious glee.
The scene before Levi feels like it’s something that isn’t a part of the world he knows, as if this is happening to different people at a different place and time. But he doesn’t want to pull away, he wants to stay in this moment, to continue watching his friends temporarily shed the cloak of the soldiers that they are, and just bask in this happiness and placidity brought by this new life giggling and wriggling in Hanji’s hands.
Suddenly the baby is thrust up in the air and in front of Levi. With bright eyes and a brighter smile, Hanji tells him to carry this little treasure in his hands. He blinks twice and his arms just reach out on their own. The baby is in his arms, small and fragile and full of his parents’ unspoken dreams for the future.
On impulse, he looks up to his left, and regrets it almost immediately because the expressions dancing inside Erwin’s blue eyes make him yearn for something he doesn’t have a name yet for. Their eyes lock for a good two seconds and he sees his own reflection holding the baby upon those azure orbs.
He thinks about why Erwin has been silently smiling at everyone this whole time, how he had laughed while saying he couldn’t carry his nephew with just one arm although Levi knows he could carry his whole weight hanging from bars or doing push-ups with that one good arm for support. He thinks about how Erwin’s two friends from his cadet years are now fathers and why it’s bothering him so much that Erwin is depriving himself of everything he deserves.
Levi is the first to look away and back at the baby. He doesn’t look at his friends who have probably noticed whatever it was that passed on between him and Erwin. He studies the baby for the first time and thinks of Nanaba’s eyes and Mike’s jawline decorating another human being as a sign that these two people have lived on this earth. He suddenly imagines how Nile’s children look like and despite how shitty he is in Levi’s eyes, he’s probably a good father.
He suddenly thinks of all the children Erwin won’t have. Those blue eyes will disappear with Erwin when he dies.
He doesn’t notice when Erwin’s hand reaches out and caresses the baby’s head. The room is silent. An unspoken truth remains unspoken yet known to everyone in the room. They will fight for the world this child will be living in.
Inside the carriage on the way back to headquarters, not a word is exchanged between Erwin and Levi. Hanji has decided to stay the night at Mike’s to assist Nanaba with some grown-man-sitting, and Nile went back to the capital. Levi only stares at the sky and the splashes of red and purple and yellow and blue. Erwin doesn’t press for small talk, and so they go on that way for the rest of the trip.
Not long after, they reach their destination, and Levi prepares to head to his quarters, but Erwin’s hand on his shoulder stops him in his tracks.
“I’m sorry if I made you worry again,” Erwin says silently, his tone indecipherable, and he walks towards his office without looking back.
Levi stands there not looking at Erwin’s fading shadow, and wonders just when he had started yearning for anything himself.