i wanted to animate thomas really badly because like,, aghhghg
HERE COMES SUMMER WITH AN EMOTION FILLED TEXT WHOOP
hes a great person and all the times he’s said nice things about my art, its made me continue to draw, and since i started watching him everything in my life got so much better?? like wow aaagh ,,, recently he’s been saying suCH NICE THINGS about my art and it makes me so happy and makes me cry tbh because like,, he’s always there for everyone its so sWEET I CANT
so like,, thanks for lighting up my life, thomas
everything you’ve done has helped me through so many dark times
Because of you I joined a groupchat about you and it inspired me to make an actual Twitter account instead of a side one, and ever since all the people in the community have made me feel so welcome aaaaa
i’m gonna end this here because im ranting whoops,,, anyways i hope u like it ,, aa aa a @thatsthat24
this took me several months to complete, and i’m really late for it now, but….
HAPPY 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY SINNOH!! 🎉🎉🎉
sapphire may have been my first pokemon game, but playing through pearl was when i truly put my heart and soul into this franchise. i can only hope for the inevitable remakes to come out sooner than later 🙏
spencer and toby deserved better. they deserved a better ending. WE deserved better. after seven years of happiness, angst, tears, sadness, we deserved to see spencer and toby get back together. we should’ve seen them declare their love for each other one last time. we should’ve seen them happy as a couple, kissing and hugging and glad to finally be back with each other. i’m so angry and upset and i can’t believe marlene would do this. every other ship got an engagement/marriage/children and spoby doesn’t even get a reunion on screen. screw this
We gladiate but I guess we’re really fighting ourselves. Roughing up our minds so we’re ready when the kill time comes. Wide awake in bed, words in my brain, “Secretly you love this do you even wanna go free?” - “Glory And Gore”
We’re never done with killing time. Can I kill it with you, ‘til the veins run red and blue? We come around here all the time, got a lot to not do. Let me kill it with you. - “400 Lux”
Baby be the class clown, I’ll be the beauty queen in tears. It’s a new art form showing people how little we care. We’re so happy, even when we’re smiling out of fear. - “Tennis Court”
My mother’s love is choking me. I’m sick of words that hang above my head. What about the kid? It’s time the kid got free. - “The Love Club”
There’s nothing I want but money and time, million dollar bills and a tick tick tick tick. There’s nothing more cruel than only nine lives, a limit in spite will do the trick trick trick trick. - “Million Dollar Bills”
Cola with the burnt-out taste. I’m the one you tell your fears to. There’ll never be enough of us. - “Buzzcut Season”
Dancing around the lies we tell. Dancing around big eyes as well. Even the comatose, they don’t dance and tell. - “Team”
This dream isn’t feeling sweet, we’re reeling through the midnight streets. And I’ve never felt more alone. It feels so scary getting old. - “Ribs”
Don’t you think that it’s boring how people talk, making smart with their words again, well I’m bored. Because I’m doing this for the thrill of it, killing it, never not chasing a million things I want. - “Tennis Court”
All work and no play, let me count the bruises. All business all day, keeps me up a level. All work and no play, lonely on the new shit, yeah. - “Still Sane”
Raise a glass, ‘cause I’m not done saying it. They all wanna get rough, get away with it. Let 'em talk 'cause we’re dancing in this world alone, world alone, we’re all alone. - “A World Alone”
You’re the only friend I need, sharing beds like little kids. And laughing 'til our ribs get tough, but that will never be enough. - “Ribs”
I was waiting patiently for their arrival, I was early. I never liked being late, I hated the thought of making others wait for me, so I stood there waiting. Half an hour passed and I was still waiting. They’re only five minutes late I thought to myself, maybe coming so early wasn’t the best idea.
I was startled when I felt someone give me a back hug. I was ready to start swinging my arms until I heard familiar voices. The person who was hugging me had let go, and turned me to face them.
“Princess, how are you? It’s been a while.” Jin had his hands on my shoulders staring right at me, I felt a little flustered but I managed to smile.
“I’m good, how have you been?”
“I’ve been good too.” He said and ruffled my hair.
“Y/N.” I saw Joonie have his arms out wide open. I hesitated at first but gave him a hug anyway. This was nice, I missed it.
I pulled away and looked at everyone, I didn’t know how to face Hoseok or Jimin. I didn’t know how they felt about me still and it did make me feel slightly uncomfortable. Neither of them smiled at me, or even greeted me so I take it that they’re still mad. Jimin was my best friend, and it hurt knowing that I’ve lost him because of my stupidity. I understand why they may not like me anymore so I suppose I’ll just have to move on and pretend nothing ever happened.
“Let’s get going!” Yoongi piped up and we headed towards the entrance. I walked behind them still feeling some sort of awkward aura between us all, but Taehyung held back and waited for me.
“Y/N…” He called my name softly whilst walking and not turning to look at me.
“I’m sorry.” He turned to look at me but I shook my head.
“Why are you sorry?”
“Because I betrayed you, I never should have told them to come and I’m sorry because you’ve probably lost all trust and faith in me.” He looked guilty, and I admit that at first I was mad but how could I stay angry at him when he never meant any harm?
“It’s okay Tae, I’m not mad at you. Actually I’m thankful to have you in my life, you didn’t betray me. You only did what you thought was best but I was too stubborn and childish to see that, so for that I’m sorry. You’ve only ever done what you could to help me and I pushed you away.” I admitted.
“No don’t be, how about we just call it even?” He said and stopped, causing me to stop beside him. I nodded and he pulled me into a hug.
“Hurry up!” Joonie complained and we pulled away and rushed towards them again. I was about to walk off when Jin stopped me.
“Are you really okay?” I nodded, reassuring him. But was I really? My best friend hates me, Hoseok doesn’t seem to want to be here, I just wanted to make everyone happy. “So why do you look so conflicted?”
“Does Hoseok and Jimin hate me?” I questioned bluntly.
“What makes you think that?”
“I’m just getting this vibe off of them. But it’s okay if they do, I completely get it, this was all my fault anyway so if they do then I understand.” I was hurt, but I didn’t want to show it. I don’t want to continue being that same old weak Y/N who acts like a child and needs to grab attention from everyone. If they don’t like me anymore then I’m just going to leave it.
I overheard her conversation with Jin hyung. Idiot. I don’t hate you, I’m just embarrassed and too stubborn to admit that I was wrong. Too afraid to apologise for being a shitty best friend. How could I even claim that title after what I had put her through. Knowing her, she believes that all this was her fault, but it wasn’t. We all played a part in hurting her, I was someone she trusted but I took advantage of that, I ruined the friendship we had once I had messaged back in the group chat. I should have never said those things, but I did.
We walked around and had food, I still wasn’t speaking to her. She looked like she was having fun, especially with Taehyung. Did she replace me with him? Not like I can stop her from doing so, but I was jealous. I shoulder barged into Taehyung, who was standing next to Y/N. I continued walking ahead until I heard.
“Oh my gosh, Y/N are you okay? I’m so sorry.” I spun around and saw that Y/N was now on the floor with a scratch on her leg. The force of me walking into him must have caused a domino effect that knocked Y/N over. Now I felt even guiltier, I rushed over to her side as did everyone else.
“Are you okay?” I questioned, she looked at me with tears welling up in her eyes but nodded shyly and looked away.
“Ya, why did you walk into Taehyung like that Jimin?” Hoseok hyung glared at me. “Yeah I saw everything.”
“It’s okay I’m fine don’t worry about it.” She smiled at us and got up.
“Small, lets go get you cleaned up.” Namjoon glared at me whilst walking past holding a limping Y/N by his side.
“What the hell is wrong with you hyung?” Jungkook questioned me. “And you Hoseok hyung, why are they two of you so bitter? Can’t you see how hard Y/N is trying? Can’t you see how much she’s hurting? And I don’t mean physically, but emotionally.
“What did I do?” Hoseok complained.
“Exactly, you didn’t do anything Hoseok. You arrived and hadn’t said a single word to her.” Yoongi confirmed.
“She asked me if you two hated her.” Jin confessed.
“What? No I don’t, I’m just guilty for being so mean so I don’t know how to be around her.”
“She’s trying to push it aside and pretend that nothing happened, she’s trying but the two of you aren’t doing anything to help her and Jimin hyung, why would you knock into Taehyung like that?”
“You’re jealous because we’re close aren’t you?” Taehyung interjected.
“She was my best friend, but now you come along, I don’t even know how to apologise to her and you’re making it more difficult for me.” I said in such a bitter tone, I’m sure everyone realised that I was just jealous.
“You don’t know how much she misses you Jimin, and Hoseok hyung you have no idea how bad she feels for lashing out on you. Just have some decency and apologise for a change and stop making her feel like she’s in hell because the both of you are incapable of saying a simple sorry.”
“She misses me?”
“Isn’t it obvious? She keeps stealing glances at you and after realising you don’t even care enough to look at her face just drops.” Jungkook said whilst rolling his eyes.
It was silent between us all until Y/N came back, smiling.
“Are you okay?” Hoseok hyung asked her, which took her by surprise because her eyes widened.
“Yeah, I’m definitely much better now.” Her smile was so genuine, you could tell that she was sincerely happy that Hoseok acknowledged her.
“I’m sorry Y/N.” I apologised.
“Oh no, it’s not your fault I’m just really clumsy I mean I must take it after my brother, I can’t even stand properly.” Namjoon hyung flicked her on the head.
“Not just that, I’m sorry for everything.” She looked like she wanted to cry, but instead she just wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me.
“It’s okay, I just want my best friend back.” I nodded and hugged her back.
After a few hours, we parted our ways. Y/N and I headed out to grab dinner whilst everyone else went home. Although we practically spent the whole day together, we barely even spoke because of the guys.
“How have you been small?” I say whilst looking up from the menu.
“Pretty good I guess, how about you?”
“Same, just busy I guess.”
“You don’t have to have dinner with me if you’re busy you know, I mean you’ve already spent the whole day with me and that’s honestly more than enough.” She looked guilty, how and why does she look guilty for asking to spend time with me? Her brother.
“I didn’t mean it like that.”
“Right, I’m sorry.”
“Why do I still feel so distant from you?” I asked her.
“I - I don’t know, I’m sorry.”
I felt like I wanted to cry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know how to act in front of Joonie. I don’t want to do anything that will make him mad at me.
“Why do I still feel so distant from you?” he asked me, that’s something I never wanted to hear, because it’s not what I want and if that’s what he’s saying then it’s my fault he feels this way.
“I - I don’t know, I’m sorry.”
“Will you stop apologising? You’re not doing anything wrong. What happened to you?”
“Nothing happened to me.”
“Then why can’t you be comfortable like you were before? Like the old times? Why have you changed so much? It’s making me feel awkward and uncomfortable.”
“I, I guess I’m afraid of doing something that you don’t like that will aggravate you. I don’t want to do something that you don’t like. I want to be that good younger sister that you loved before, but I didn’t know that it was making you feel uncomfortable.”
“Why does what I like matter so much? What about the things that you like?”
“Last time I did something like that, this huge mess happened. I don’t want that again.” She said so quietly I could barely hear her.
“This is because of me?”
“I’m not blaming you oppa, it was my fault. I should have been more careful, I should have looked out for you more and I shouldn’t have done those things that could damage your career. You’ve worked so hard for it, I can’t be the one to ruin it for you.”
“How do you think that makes me feel? I feel like I’m ruining your life because of what may or may not even happen.”
“You’re not, it’s what I chose to do.”
“You’re my big brother Joonie, I don’t want to let you down. I promised that I won’t let you down but I already broke that promise so I really have to set myself straight. It’s what I’ve always done for you so I’m sorry that I messed up that one time, I won’t let it happen again, I don’t know what came over me because I never got myself into that kind of trouble before but I promise I’ll go back to how it was before.”
“But you’re not happy.”
“If you and the boys are happy, then I’m happy too.” she smiled at me, so genuinely. How was she so selfless? How have I never noticed? All I thought about was myself the past few years that I had no idea she was hurting.
After all this time, I’ve finally come to realise, my image, the scolding. Non of it was worth it. All this time Y/N did everything she could to protect my image like she had promised to. But when she slipped up that one time to be a normal teenage girl, we scolded her, we hurt her. I finally realised how hard it must have been for her to neglect a fun life, where she could do whatever she wanted. She was never able to be herself because she didn’t want it to affect us. She put us before herself and we selfishly put ourselves before her, or more like I put myself before her. Is our image really that important if it made those around us miserable? All this time she was looking out for us, for me. But I never did the same for her.
Summary: Jon and Robb meet for drinks at a bar where you sing (Modern Day AU).
Word Count: 2,687
A/N: Here is the long awaited Jon Snow imagine, guys! Hope you enjoy!
The wind stabbed at Jon’s face, cold daggers digging into his cheeks and making him grit his teeth, wrap his arms around himself tighter. Why he even convinced himself of leaving his apartment tonight was beyond him right now. But every step brought him closer to the bar until he was stepping through the door and breathing in relief at the warmth that greeted him.
Shaking off his jacket, he hung it on the coat rack and breathed warm air into his hands, rubbing them together as he approached the bar counter. His brother was already there, waiting with two pints of Jon’s favorite beer.
Jon let himself smile. “Jeyne let you out tonight?” he asked in form of greeting.
“ Killing is killing whether done for duty, profit, or fun. ”
“ Nothing in existence holds any terror for me. When I was sentenced to death, it didn’t hold anything for me. ”
“ I gave up love and happiness a long time ago. ”
“ I don’t believe in the hypocritical, moralistic dogma of this so-called civilized society. ”
“ Everybody has got good and evil in them. I’d like to be 100% evil, but I can’t. I’m too easy-going sometimes. Then again, while anger and hate are two things some people can cope with, I cannot. My anger and hate grow to a level that I cannot live comfortably with it. ”
“ Going to the trial was very tiring for me, but I did enjoyed it better than sitting in a jail cell. That could be very monotonous. Did I enjoy it? Hmm. No, not particularly. I would have rather been on the beach or something. ”
“ Even psychopaths have emotions if you dig deep enough. Then again, maybe they don’t. ”
“ Evil has always existed, the perfect world most people seek shall never come to pass and it’s gonna get worse. ”
“ I don’t need to hear all of society’s rationalizations, I’ve heard them all before and the fact remains that what is, is. ”
“ Satanists need to have more faith than Christians, because Christ was seen and felt. Lucifer has never felt the need to be seen, but in everyone’s soul he can be felt. ”
“ We’ve all got the power in our hands to kill, but most people are afraid to use it. The ones who aren’t afraid, control life itself. ”
“ Serial killers do, on a small scale, what governments do on a large one. They are products of our times and these are bloodthirsty times. ”
“ What Satan means to me. Satan is a stabilizing force in my life. It gives me a reason to be; it gives me-an excuse to rationalize. There is a part of me that believes he really does exist. I have my doubts, but we all do, about many things. ”
“ You maggots make me sick, I will be avenged. Lucifer dwells within us all. ”
“ You don’t understand me. You are not expected to. You are not capable of it. I am beyond your experience. I am beyond good and evil. ”
Summary: After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.
Paring: Bucky x Reader
Warnings: A lot of emotions, a lot of fluffy and a little of smut.
@drinkfantasy thank you so much for being my beta. You are the best.
You are so happy, you can’t believe that today you are finally going to sleep on your own bed. “You know, I really like to see you wearing my clothes.” You smile at Bucky’s words as he hugs you from behind.
“I like to wear them, they smell like you.” You are wearing a pair of leggings and one of his sweaters. It’s so big and comfortable. “You can keep it if you want, it looks really good on you.” You turn around kissing him on the lips. “You are going to regret this, in a couple months you are not going to have any more clothes to wear.” You say playful, taking his hair out of his forehead.
“I don’t mind, I can always steal them back and this way they are gonna smell like you.” He is so sweet, you can’t believe how kind and precious Bucky Barnes can be, especially after everything he has been through.
So it was around this time when I was in first year that I started writing my personal statement. Early, I know, but I knew that it was going to be crap (and boy it was). So I started early, and did ten drafts before getting that perfect balance that I needed, as I was applying for 5 different courses at 5 completely different unis. The formula that I used and what I included in the finished product gave me three conditional offers, one with reduced requirements, two unconditional offers, and a heck of a lot of praise.
Because I submitted so early, I ended up drafting and editing around 12 of my friends statements too, all of which eventually got them into their dream universities (I was so happy for them!) So long story short, I’ve kinda gotten the hang of this over time, so here’s my bulletproof guide to writing your personal statement for UCAS.
Introduction: short, no cliches or talking about your passion (avoid that word at all costs), why do you really want
to study this subject?
Next paragraph: what are you interested in within the
subject, what have you learnt so far that’s fascinated you and what do you want
to learn more about? maybe provide an example of wider reading and learning?
Next paragraph: what have you done within the subject
and within college/high school that makes you a suitable candidate for study?
What skills do you have and have developed over time? (They like independent
learning and organisational skills a lot, if you have an example of that)
Next paragraph: what have you done outside of
college, hobbies, work, sport, and what have these taught you/what skills have
you gained? (They tend to particularly like charity work or volunteering if
you’ve done any)
Conclusion: short + snappy, why you
would be a fantastic addition to their course? Summarise your skills and assets within one sentence, like this, from my statement:
I am a dedicated student, who is
enthusiastic, organised and persevering and these qualities combined with my
love of the arts, languages and cultures would, I believe, make me a
hardworking and focussed undergraduate on your programme.
I call it a bang sentence, and so far it’s been 100% effective!
Be confident! They’ll cast you aside
in a second if you don’t seem sure of yourself
Don’t use the passive voice, and be
sure to say sentences like ‘I am’ not ‘I think I am’
It’s all about you! So make it
personal, make them connect with you
Don’t use contractions eg. I’m or
wasn’t, I am or was not is preferred
Don’t use quotes, or make jokes, or try anything wacky, just stick to your skills, what you’ve learned, and what you want to learn.
Reminder: The required length is 4,000 characters
(with spaces) or 47 lines, whichever comes first.
If anyone has any questions, about this or UCAS in general (know that thing like the back of my hand) or would like to see my statement as an example etc, my ask box is always open!
this was my entry for @rockmiyabideusexmachina‘s summer drawing contest! I had such a hard time with this picture because I somehow didn’t feel like drawing at all (and I still don’t rly feel like it, idk what’s going on Dx ) but I still wanted to participate. I started this picture super late (pretty close to the deadline, and I’m happy it got extended too =v= ) and then it took me like 1000 years until it was finally done. I’ve finished it while visiting my awesome friend(s) @kyuhu ;//v//; Anyway, I’m so happy I could actually draw something for this contest, even though I didn’t feel like drawing at all ;v; It was totally worth it! <3