- me, developing some symptoms of TMJ: where is this even coming from? i don't grind my teeth or tense my jaw, do i?
- me, reading over my own fic: "he tensed his jaw” “his jaw was still tense" "every muscle in his face was hard and tense" "he grit his teeth" "he ground out the words"
- me @ me: "oh i see. you think this has nothing to do with you"
I feel a little awkward about people proclaiming Dean slamming Cas into a wall romantic, no matter the provocation or the fact that Cas is an angel. Violence is NOT romantic. Dean packing an angel blade because he's angry is horrifying. Cas letting Dean do this to him because he "deserves" punishment? My god, does noone understand what this sound like? This is shit Dean needs to work on, like the anger issues and verbal abuse issues, not something to be romanticised.