so bad and so good haha

mellodyoftears  asked:

Hi! I'm fairly new to the SPN fandom, but i follow you and a lot of other fic writers that you interact with. I don't really interject much, a little shy haha. Just wanna say that you and everyone you talk with radiate such positivity and are always so caring towards each other (and your work is gr8) I can't imagine why a bad rep would be spread about you (or anyone really, you guys really show that this is a family). However, bad always follows behind good. You're doing something right.

Thank you so much. It means alot to me that the blog reflects who I am - I am glad you guys see that and I am glad you see the real genuine love there is between me and other writers. 

Originally posted by castiel-my-bean

However, bad always follows behind good. You’re doing something right.

That might be the truest thing I have ever heard. Not that I am anything special but the friendships I formed here on tumblr and in this fandom surely is. 

anonymous asked:

What is your favourite thing about Ryuu? I personally love how he always seems ready to fight someone?? Idk hes great id love to know your favourite thing about him! -Kinshiro

oh my gosh I never expected to get this question haha put I find it funny tbh and adorable that he’s always ready to fight someone

ahhhhh I can’t say I love him so much I guess my favourite thing is his design I love cute charaters but of course must their personality also be good ahhh I’m so bad at explaining and I can’t decide what my favourite thing about him is so sorry this becamme me rambleling about Ryuu Ill but under a read more if you’re not intrested to read

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I streamed there for just under 2 hours and apart from the bad quality then it was great, even though there was only about 5 people the chat was good. I’ve recorded it separately in good quality and that should be on Youtube for Wednesday after I edit it so it’s only the highlights. Hopefully I can do it again in the future and it wont look like shit haha ….as I was typing this out I figured out what was wrong and I feel so dumb. It will 100% look better next time!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.