“Do you think it’s possible to love someone so much you can’t even breathe?”
AU in which you and Niall get snowed in and fall in love at 2 am. 5.7k words.
It wasn’t meant to be this way. It wasn’t meant to be just you and Niall, locked away in his cabin for the week. It was meant to be a group getaway, but mother nature was a fickle bitch, and she had thwarted your plans. Niall had asked you to go on up ahead with him to open the cabin, turn on the heat and crank on the water. Not wanting him to make the trip alone, you’d joined him.
It started decently enough, floating around the hardwood floors with something close to wonder on your face. With floor to ceiling windows in the living room, it felt as if you could reach out and touch the snow covered pines that were just before you. The fire on the back wall hissed, heat puffing through the room and licking the back off your ankles almost affectionately.
“Kitchen’s through ‘ere,” he muttered, waving you to follow him.
As hard as it was, you pulled yourself away from the window and followed the echoing of his footsteps. The floor plan was open, something you admired about the cabin. It somehow made the place seem bigger— not that it was small by any means. Lighter, more open, perhaps. With the stainless steel appliances and cozy breakfast nook, you shot Niall a grin.
“No wonder you’ve kept us all away. We’d never leave.”
He chuckled, shaking his head and backing himself up into the counter. “You’ve not even seen the bedrooms yet.”
“Oh?” A blush, that had no business being there, sprouted over your cheeks.
He grinned at you, a cocky smirk crossing those pink lips. “Mmmhmm. Follow me.”
He waved you on again and you followed in his wake, steps creaking over the wood. He moved down a long hallway, hooking to the left and up the stairs. The hall was small but was equipped with three bedroom doors. With a silent wave, he gestured you to explore.
The first room was simple enough. Large bed, chest, table and large windows, it painted a very pretty picture of the cabin in the woods. The next room was grander, the top of the bed covered in thin white linen that hung down the sides carelessly, but added a sensuality to the room that the other lacked. There was a small balcony with large double doors that beckoned you to visit. It would be wonderful to sleep with the doors cracked tonight, you thought, letting the fresh mountain air in.
“You can sleep in here,” he said from behind you, his breath stirring the hair at the nape of your neck. “I figured you’d like the bed.”
“Oh, oh. Okay.”
“Want to see my room?” His blue eyes were wide and maybe the slightest bit mischievous in the dim hallway.
He opened the last door and beamed at you. “My castle.”
Castle, it was. The bed was twice the size of the others in a deep mahogany. The bedspread was a pristine white, matching the snow outside. You moved about the bed, staring down at the red sheets that screamed out at you. Niall was not overly sensual, and the thought of his pale skin against those red sheets had you blushing for an entirely different reason.
The door off to the side led to a bathroom that had you nearly weeping in relief. The dark stone tub that sat in the corner coaxed you to come closer and to have a soak, warm up your cold muscles and relax.
“Grand, isn’t it? Love having a soak at night before bed.” Again, his voice was too close to your ear and you skirted him, leaving the bathroom and back into the kitchen where the ground was more neutral.
“This place is amazing. What time are the other’s meant to be here?”
He checked his phone, thumb moving over the screen as he paged through his texts. He read for a while and whatever news he received had not been pleasant.
“They aren’t. It’s snowing back home. Looks like it’s going to reach us now,” he murmured.
He brushed past you and back into the living room to the large window that took up the far wall. He should have looked small against such a large window, but he was all you saw. Hands tucked in his pockets, rounded shoulders and a strong back, Niall seemed to eat up another wise large space. When the flakes began to fall, he sighed. They had called for snow, but it wasn’t supposed to come until later in the night, close to early morning.
“It’s just us then?” you squeaked, thinking back to the intimate bedrooms that lingered just up the stairs.
“Looks like. We can head out in the morning if this blows over.” He turned and faced you, a lop sided grin over his face. “Until then, we’re in for the night. Any ideas?”
Any ideas? Any ideas? You were full of ideas. Clad in his dark maroon jumper and dark jeans, he looked so warm and so inviting.
“Why don’t we pop in a movie?” he asked instead and shutting down the images of you both curled on the couch under a heavy blanket.
“Sure,” you sighed in defeat. “Why not?”
The night passed without hiccup. Laying in your bed and hearing Niall moving around in the room next to you caused some form of distress but other than that, you slept soundly. When you woke and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes, you stumbled your way down the cold wooden steps and into the kitchen to start a kettle.
The muffle curse had you pausing as you filled the kettle and lifting your head. Setting it aside, you moved down the hall to the front door.
“Niall, what are you doing?” A shiver had you wrapping your arms around yourself, pulling the ends of your sweater down over your fingers.
“Look at this!” he spluttered, gesturing to the wall of white before you.
“Holy shit is right.” You brushed past him, looking at the now nearly invisible car that sat in the drive way. “How much snow do you think we got?”
“An easy two foot. We won’t be leaving today.”
In a way you were almost glad for it. It was rare that you had any time alone like this with Niall, and now you were able to take advantage of it. He slammed the front door, kicking off the snow that clung to the end of his sweats. He looked adorably rumpled and you couldn’t stop the smile that spread across your face.
“Quit smiling like that at me,” he laughed, giving you a light shove. “We’re going to die out here in the wilderness. Alone.”
“You’re a drama queen, has anyone ever told you that? We aren’t going to die,” you said, leading him into the kitchen. “I’m quite resourceful.”
“Oh? And what’re you gunna do then?” he asked, bracing himself on the counter. He watched you lift the kettle off the stove and pour it into two matching mugs.
You smiled at him, sliding his mug of tea before him. “Don’t worry. I’ll take care of you.”
He snorted before he took a small sip of his tea. “Right, like that’ll happen. Would you like to chop the wood for the stove, princess?”
You sat your mug aside and grinned at him, arms spread wide. “Show me where you keep it.”
He did laugh then. “Absolutely not. I’m a gentleman, I’ll not send you out there to freeze or get eaten by a bear or some such thing. I’ll chop the wood.”
“You aren’t going alone,” you argued. “What if you get swept away in another storm?”
Pointedly, he looked to the window which show cased a brilliant blue sky. “I think I’ll be fine,” he said in amusement.
“Where you go, I go. I can help.”
He studied you over the rim of his cup, the last bits of amusement clinging to his features. When he drained its contents, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
“Alright. Why don’t you go put some clothes on,” he said slowly, eyes raking down the thin shirt and low clinging bottoms you had on, “and meet me back down here in twenty?”
Acutely aware of his skin brushing against your arm as he passed, you nodded. When he was clear of the room, you collapsed against the counter and released a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding.
Your relationship with Niall…how to describe it? It started simply. Mutual friends led to hang outs that found you both together. From there, it transitioned into something like chemistry between the two of you. Like magnets, you seemed to pull together even when you didn’t mean to. And maybe, sure, there was a spark that seemed to go off when you were in a room alone together but there was nothing spoken about it. But here, locked away together indefinitely at the moment…
“Get your shit together,” you chastised yourself. Sprinting up the stairs, you pulled off PJ’s and slid into your thermals and then tugged your jeans on top. Niall had demanded that you bring snow pants. It seemed ridiculous at the time, but now you were grateful for is suggestion. Working last night’s tangles from your hair, you tied it back into a pony tail and grabbed your sweater.
“Come on, lumberjack!” he hollered up the stairs. “Let’s go get some wood.”
Wobbling down the stairs, you met him by the front door. “I’m ready!”
He stared at you for a moment, working his tongue over his teeth in thought. He grabbed a hat off the coat rack and slipped it down over your pony tail.
“You look kind of cute,” he grinned, giving your scarf a tug. “Cutest lumberjack I’ve ever seen.”
“Tell me, do you find yourself in the company of many lumberjacks?”
“I might have to start,” he laughed. “Smart ass. Come on.”
You followed him out, immediately sinking into the powder on the ground. The sun broke the few remaining clouds and greeted you both. Niall took a long arm and brushed the snow back from the car, revealing a frozen windshield.
“What a mess,” he muttered, working more of the snow back. “Could you help with this?”
“I could. I could,” you said pensively. “Or, we could leave the car because the snow on the trees is just going to cover it back up and you and I could do something fun.”
His flushed cheeks poked out over the hood of the car and he met your stare with speculation. “Something fun? Like what? I thought you wanted to chop wood, little lumberjack.” He stood and brushed the snow off his black pants and moved towards you.
The sun reflected off the snow and settled directly in his eyes. It left you almost breathless as he crossed the small space and stopped directly before you. Small flakes clung to his lashes and cheeks, making him look impossibly young and boyish and utterly, utterly adorable.
“In due time,” you said as calmly as you could. “I think we should take advantage of this. We did come up here to sled and snowboard, so why don’t we do it?”
He pulled his glove off and reached his hand out to your cheek. “Snowflakes,” he said softly, brushing the snow away.
Could he hear your heart beating? You were almost sure that he could. High up in the mountains, you were sure the entire valley could hear the erratic pulses inside your chest.
“You’re going to be a bad influence on me, I can feel it,” he teased, casting one last look back at his car.
“You have,” you said slowly, eyes flicking to his, “no idea.”
His breathing hitched and his eyes fell to your lips. His gaze lingered there for a moment, his tongue darting out to lick his lower lip.
You returned his smirk and took a step back, causing him to stumble forward an inch.
“So sledding?” you asked on a small laugh.
“Right,” he huffed, plowing a hand through his hair. “Sledding.”
Niall loved to laugh. Everyone knew that. He had one of those faces that simply stated he was a happy person but today, out on the hills with you, he had never laughed so hard in his life. His laugh bounced off the trees, the open hills and into the sky where only happy memories were held.
“How’s your arse?” he asked, biting back another laugh. He led the way back to the house, his tired muscles dragging back the sleds he had fetched from the shed earlier that day.
You turned and glared at him, hand falling protectively to the bum that had taken the brunt of too many falls. “It’s fine.”
“You sure? You wiped out pretty hard trying to stand and sled.”
He’d never forget how you looked standing on the bright red sled with your hands in the air and your laughter riding on the wind. He stood on top of the hill, arms folded across his chest with something he didn’t like starting to bloom inside his chest.
“The snowboard was broken. What else was I supposed to use?” you grumbled, dropping your wet gloves by the front door.
“You probably just should have sat down.” He tugged his hat off, brushing his blonde hair out of his eyes. Both of you were soaked through from wiping out on the hills.
“Whatever. It worked well for a while.”
He watched you shrug off your jacket, untie your scarf and shimmy out of your giant snow pants. You brought your bright eyes to his and suddenly damn, did he truly see you. Bright, happy eyes, flushed, cherry red cheeks. Glistening lips, damp hair, an exhausted body that was cold and frozen through but yet you were still laughing. Had he never seen you until this very moment with snow still clinging to your hair?
“I can’t feel any part of my body,” you shivered, brushing the last of the snow from your shoulders.
“You can use my tub if you’d like,” he said hoarsely. The glimmer in your eyes told him he had suggested the right thing. “I’ll fix it up for you, just give me a minute.”
This time, when he brushed past you, he dropped his hand to your hip and gently moved you out of the way. His skin burned against the frozen flesh of your hip and radiated straight up into your chest.
Two hours and a soak in Niall’s tub later, you found yourself finally with feeling back in your fingers and toes. His tub had been glorious, he’d even lit a candle or two with you. His shampoo bottles lined the lip and you’d washed with those, hoping he wouldn’t mind.
Smelling like him, you slipped on your leggings and sweater and trotted back down the stairs and into the living room. Niall was hunched over, feeding more logs into the fire.
“When did you chop that?” you asked accusingly, pointing to the massive pile of wood on the floor.
“When you were showering,” he tossed you a grin over his shoulder. “I couldn’t wait for you to finish up. I was actually going to check and see if you’d drowned.”
“I was going to help!”
“I know, lumberjack princess. This is just for tonight, you can chop tomorrows.”
You eyed the large pile of wood speculatively. That was just for tonight? Niall added the last log and stood back, brushing his hands on his jeans. He’d showered, you’d realize. The ends of his hair were still damp. When he turned to face you, he frowned.
“Aren’t you cold? That sweater isn’t very thick.”
You glanced down to the white sweater that clung to you. It wasn’t that thick, no, but with the fire roaring you were sure you’d be plenty warm.
“It’s alright,” you shrugged.
He sighed and tugged the sweater he was wearing off and handed it to you. “Put this on. The temperature is just going to drop more and you’ll be freezing in a few hours.”
You stared at the navy fabric for a long moment before slipping it on over your head. It smelt like his shampoo, body wash and cologne and it was enough to have your heart doing an odd little two-step in your chest.
“Thanks,” you said softly, face turned into the collar of his sweater.
You were sure you’d heard him curse as he looked at you, clad in his jumper but you couldn’t be sure. Left in a simple thermal, Niall rubbed his hands together.
“You’re welcome. Are you hungry? We can make dinner if you’d like.”
With a nod, you followed him into the kitchen. It felt very intimate all of the sudden in the small room. Between the two of you bumping into each other reaching for items and the music Niall had put on, you felt overly warm in his sweater. He must have felt it too, because he could hardly look at you.
“I heard from Harry,” he blurted suddenly.
“Oh?” Overly bright an optimistic, you’d answered him immediately.
“Yeah, they’re still stuck back home. We might be here a few days.”
“A…few…days…” you said breathlessly, hands pressed to your face.
A few days locked away in a private, romantic cabin with Niall? What could possibly happen?
Two a.m. found you restless and frozen in front of the fire in the living room. You’d dragged the comforter from your bed down the stairs like a cape and added a few more logs to the fire like you’d seen Niall do earlier.
With a shiver on your lips, you curled up into the plush, chocolate brown material of the couch. Your bedroom had been freezing and there weren’t enough blankets in the world to keep you warm up there.
You looked up over the top of the couch, eyes falling on a shivering Niall. His arms were wrapped around himself and his shoulders rose to touch his ears.
“Yes, come here!” You lifted your blanket, letting a bit of your precious warmth escape you as you made room for Niall.
He sat beside you, his thigh aligned with your thigh, his arm flush with yours and his shoulder just behind your back. “God, it’s fuckin’ freezin’ here.”
“I know.” You burrowed back down into the couch, eyes on the flames before you.
“Sorry you’re so cold. Sorry you’re stuck here with me in the middle of nowhere.”
“Don’t say that,” you whispered quietly. If anything, you were more than pleased to be locked away with him in the middle of nowhere while the snow fell.
“Because I don’t mind being here. With you.”
You didn’t need to turn your head to know he was looking at you, only you wondered what it was he was seeing when he looked at you. Finally, unable to take the weight of his gaze, you blinked up at him.
“I’m glad you’re here, too,” he said just as softly, as if he was afraid of what the full volume of his voice would do to those words.
Your cheeks were no longer just warm from the flames of the fire, but from the man beside you who seemed to unnerve you with the slightest gaze. When the tips of his fingers brushed the top of your hand, you held your breath.
He waited a beat, watching your face for any sign of discomfort. When he saw none, he turned your hand over and linked his long fingers through yours. Beside the crackling of the fire, your shaky exhale was the only noise that filled the room.
“Your hands are cold,” he said, bringing your clasped hands out from the blanket.
“Yes.” Such a simple word but as it passed through your lips, it felt like you were answering a much more serious question.
“Let me see the other.” He turned, fully facing you now as he took both of your small, frozen hands in his and brought them to his mouth. “Can’t have the princess of the lumberjacks frozen,” he said ruefully.
You didn’t laugh. There was hardly anything funny about your skin on his mouth and his hot breath bringing feeling back into your hands. Your face felt overly warm, your heart seemed to take on a tune of its own and the butterflies in your stomach started to dance to the beat, sending your body into a state of disbelief. He continued to breathe on you, his eyes never leaving yours, as if you could look anywhere else but his face
“Better?” he asked after sometime, his lips still moving against your knuckles.
Mutely, you nodded. What could you possibly say? He seemed so calm, so utterly unnerved by what had just transpired between the two of you. With the shadows of the fire licking over his jaw and highlighting the dark flecks in his eyes, he didn’t seem real to you. The sparks you’d felt with him before had ignited in their own way, and there was a separate fire roaring between the two of you.
“Good. We can sleep here tonight.”
He didn’t let go of your hands as he settled back. Instead, he used them to pull you into his chest and in another moment of awe, you pressed your cheek to his chest and were stunned to find that his hearts erratic beats matched yours. Could it be possible, you wondered, that the things you felt Niall was feeling, too?
“Sleep well, princess.”
When you lifted your heavy lids, the space where Niall occupied was empty. Despairingly, you reached over to the pillow and instead of feeling warmth, only felt coldness. Had he left you at some point during the night?
Groaning, you dropped your face into your pillow. How could you have been so ridiculous? There was no way he could have been feeling what you felt. If he had felt what you’d been feeling…
His voice had you lifting your head from the pillow, hair falling into your eyes. He chuckled, ducking down to meet your gaze. In his hands were two mugs of steaming hot tea and he offered one to you.
“Thanks,” you croaked, wondering how long he’d been standing there.
“Breakfast is on.” He sat on the end of the couch and watched you brush your hair out of your eyes. Curling both hands around your mug, you took a tentative sip. Niall, somehow or other, made the world’s best cup of tea.
He studied you for a moment, the image of your sleepy arms reaching for him stuck in his mind on a loop. He thought back to last night, the look on your face when he pressed your hands to his lips to breathe on them. In that moment, your eyes confirmed everything he’d been asking himself for months. You felt it. You felt what he felt and he hardly knew what to do with himself.
“Sleep okay?” you asked, needing some sort of noise to fill such an intimate silence.
“Like a baby,” he smiled, sipping his tea. “You?”
“Yeah, slept great.”
He hid his smile behind his mug. Damn, you were so cute and so fucking shy it nearly destroyed him, He offered his hand to you and pulled you to your feet.
“Good, because you’ll need that energy to chop wood today.”
When he pushed a plate of bacon and eggs in front of you, you greedily gulped it down. You couldn’t wait to get outside and do something with the frenzy of energy inside you because it was either chop wood or kiss Niall, and at the time, the sharp axe seemed like the safer option of the two.
“You put your hands like this,” he explained, gripping the handle of the axe. “You want to have some distance between the two so you have better control of the axe. Watch.” He waved you back and raised the axe over his head. With a grunt, he swung it down and splintered the log in half and sending the pieces flying.
“Jesus Christ,” you muttered, hands pressed to your eyes.
Out of breath and full of charm, Niall handed the axe to you. “Think you can handle it?”
The insinuation in his words didn’t go unnoticed past you. He wasn’t talking about chopping wood anymore.
You didn’t answer him as you took the axe from his hand and brushed past him. You grabbed a fresh log and put it on the stand. Spreading your hands out like he showed you, you brought the axe down. It split the log into pieces on the first try and fell lamely to the side.
“Damn, alright. Maybe you were a lumberjack in another life.”
You made no comment as he put another piece before you. You continued to chop through the wood, movements becoming more desperate as you went. Your breathing was ragged, jerky, panicked and tears blinded your eyes for some unknown reason. Did he know? Was he teasing you because he knew what you felt or him?
On a near yell, you split the last log into pieces and dropped the axe. You stalked back inside ripping your gloves off as you went.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, chasing you down and into the house.
“Nothing. Nothing is wrong,” you said brusquely.
“You won’t even look at me, what happened?” He grabbed your arm and spun you around and froze at the expression on your face.
You looked so damn hurt, so damn broken down that it took the breath out of his lungs. Had he caused this? He replayed the things he’d said, the things he’d done and couldn’t come up with anything he did wrong.
“I’m going to take a shower.” You pulled your arm away from his hand and dashed up the stairs.
He stared at the empty stair case for a long moment, hands on his hips. There’d been a lot of things Niall didn’t tell you, a lot of things he kept beneath the surface. You’d always had a teasing relationship together and today was the first time he saw it causing any distress. He knew what you felt, it was in your eyes and in your hands and in the curve of your body as he pulled you to him last night. Had he been indelicate to such a precious heart?
Left to his own thoughts, he moved back outside to gather the wood you had destroyed.
He didn’t see you the rest of the night. You kept to your room and didn’t come down to eat dinner with him. He sat in front of the fire and forced himself to be honest. He sat his dirty plate aside and grabbed the leather bound book he kept on his person at all time. He flipped through the pages, scribbles and harried words jumping out as he searched for a clean page. His guitar was beside him, his one consolation during any time of distress.
The words on the page, they were written for you. Almost everything in this old book was written for you from the first moment you walked into the bar and out of the rain.
He’d seen you almost on accident, really. He’d looked up just as a glass broke and his eyes fell on the girl who slowly peaked her head in the door and stepped inside the warmth of the bar. He’d leaned his weight on his cue stick, hip on the pool table and he watched you sweep the room and stop directly at Harry’s feet.
He had watched as Harry embraced you, kissed your cheek and talk animatedly to you. He didn’t know how Harry knew you, he didn’t much care. He’d dropped his cue and crossed the room, eyes still on you.
When he had stopped before you and your eyes swung to his, he was done. He knew he was done. He didn’t know how, he didn’t know why but the second your eyes met his something inside him clicked into place.
“Niall, this is my friend (y/n),” Harry had said happily. “Her mum and my mum are mates.”
“Hi,” you’d said, smiling timidly up at him, unaware that the world had just tilted on its axis.
“Hi,” he said just as softly, eyes never leaving yours.
He’d been done for since. He tried, damn did he try and find someone else to occupy his thoughts but you had ruined him for any other love. He made sure to ask Harry if you were coming to any event planned and he would rearrange his schedule to make sure he found himself in the same room as you, talking quietly at the bar.
“What’re you doing?” Your soft voice broke him from his thoughts and he lifted his head, snapping the book shut with a flick of his wrist.
“Just writing some stuff.”
“New songs?” you asked, pulling the sleeves of your sweater down over his hands. Niall smiled when he realized you still had his jumper on.
“Something like that. You look cold.”
“I am,” you admitted, sitting down beside him and pulling a blanket down over your lap. “And I heard you moving around. I couldn’t sleep.”
He said nothing as he picked his guitar up and strummed a few chords before settling back. “Want me to play you something?”
Your timid smile was all he needed. He selected a song from memory, calloused hands sliding down the frets with expert grace and the small room was suddenly much warmer with his honeyed voice.
You watched him in silence, the way his entire body moved when he played and sang. He was hypnotizing, he always had been since the first time you’d met him. As soon as you walked into the bar, you could feel someone staring at you and when you looked at the man who was staring at you so intently, it had you pausing and trying to take a decent breath. It’d been like that since, trying to breathe when he was around.
“Tell me a secret,” he said suddenly. The clock on the mantle chimed two a.m., and you’d begun to think that you and Niall could make a tradition of your two a.m. rendezvous.
“A secret, hmm. I never learned how to ride a bike.”
He rolled his eyes and sighed. “That’s not a very good secret. I’ll have to teach you sometime.”
“Well you tell a good secret then,” you prompted in mock disgust, “see if you can do better.”
His smile was secretive and the glint that came into his eyes had you dropping your own to your lap in a nervous gesture.
“Do you think it’s possible to love someone so much you can’t even breathe?” he asked you suddenly, hands still moving over the frets but his eyes on you.
“That’s not a secret,” you said, heart lodged in your throat.
“I think so, yes,” you whispered quietly, afraid to look at him.
“Do you think it’s possible to love someone so much you can’t lift your eyes to them, for fear everything will be in them?”
“Yes,” you said thickly, still unmoving. “Yes, I do.”
“Do you think it’s possible to fall in love in with someone the first moment you look at them?”
“Yes,” you finally answered.
“Look at me,” he demanded. The music stopped, the games ended. “Lift your eyes. Look at me.”
“I can’t,” you shook, arms wrapping around yourself. If you looked at him, if you lifted his eyes, he would see it all. He would see every laugh, every touch, every secret moment you stole looking at him when he didn’t notice and he would see that you’d fallen in love with him.
“Are you afraid you won’t see what you feel in my eyes? I can promise you that you will.” He dropped his guitar and slid over, hands wrapping around yours. “How could you not have seen it? It was always there, I never hid it. If anything, I’ve fallen in love with you more in the last three days. Watching you sled down that hill…seeing you reach for me in sleep…how you look in my sweater and the look you get in your eyes when you think I don’t see…how could you not see it? How could you not feel what I felt?”
“I don’t…I don’t know…”
“When I breathed on you, when I kept you warm, did you not feel it?” he asked gently, hands sliding up your arms to touch your neck. “Jesus, you’re so warm.”
You placed your hands over top of his, still unable to lift your eyes from the threads in the blankets. “Niall…”
“So in love with you,” he whispered brokenly. “I have always been so in love with you.” His hands cupped your cheeks and he raised your head and there, in those eyes he loved so much, were the words you couldn’t find the ability to speak. “There I am,” he whispered, just before he dropped his mouth to your lips.
The kiss started slowly, the light pressure of his mouth over yours. The sharp breath you sucked in nearly had his body igniting. When your hands gently found their way to his chest, he slid his arm around your waist and lifted you, sliding you across his lap where he could hold you the way he always dreamed of holding you.
“Tell me,” he murmured against your mouth. “Tell me.”
“I love you,” you said on an exhale, forehead pressed to his. “I love you so much I’m afraid it’s going to break me.”
He smiled against your mouth and let his fingers run through your hair. “Ah, my lumberjack princess,” he murmured, kissing you once more. “Don’t you know that I’d never let anything break you?”
“How could anything break me,” you whispered, “when you have completed me so fully?”
He stared at you a long moment, lips swollen and plump from yours. His eyes roamed your face, softened by the fire and the love in your eyes and he knew that you’d just cracked him open, taken his heart for your own and left him only with the shared breath between your bodies.
“You have ruined me,” he whispered brokenly. “For all my life, I’m yours. I could never belong to anyone to the way that I belong to you.”
Help me I just want some punk! Percy taking care of a sick preppy annabeth and some fluff please help im in desperate need
have some fluff for your needs
Annabeth is not one to complain. She’d rather suffer in
silence to her death than let someone think she can’t cope. She will walk in
the line of fire with a head cold and will drag herself up the side of a
mountain with a broken ankle. Annabeth Chase is hard core, and stubborn, and refuses
to give up.
All of which are equally admirable and frustrating qualities
to someone who cares about her.
There’s a pep rally bonfire next week for which she has to
organise balloons and banners and a damn bonfire to burn to rally a bunch of
“You’re gonna kill yourself over this,” Percy complains for
what has to be the hundredth time.
Annabeth shuts her locker with a slam and glares at him. “I’m
fine,” she protests, most unconvincingly, he might add, with a blocked nose and
sore throat rasping her voice.
“You look like death,” he tells her as they start walking
down the hall.
Which was a lie, because Annabeth rarely looks far from
perfect. Even with a puffy red nose and chapped lips, she still looks like the
model student. Her hair falls in pretty gold ringlets down her back, her jeans,
purple blouse, and grey blazer are un-creased even after a whole day at school.
She does a great job of making Percy look even scruffier, which is completely
unnecessary as Percy can do that well enough on his own.
“Thanks so much,” she mutters.
“Here.” Percy holds out his hands to take her bag and books
and she hands them over without protest. “Seriously, Annabeth. Someone else can
take over for one freaking pep rally, you don’t have to do everything alone.”
He holds the door open for her and she walks outside. In January,
their school campus is tipped with frost, the only trees still with leaves on are the tall snow covered pines. Percy’s bomber jacket keeps most of the cold
out but Annabeth shiveres against it, he adjusts her books under his arm and wraps the other one around her shoulders.
“See, this is why you got ill in the first place,” he says.
Annabeth elbows him. “You’re
why I got sick! You infected me!”
Jason had never seen a forest that looked so alive. As his horse moved through the trees following the barest hint of a path on the forest floor, Jason can’t help but feel like the forest is watching him. He wished someone had warned him about this when he’d left the Gotham Palace to ask a witch for their blessing. The King wanted to get married and it was up to Jason to ask if the witch thought the pairing was good. If the witch didn’t think so, there would probably be war.
The trek out to the village where the witch lived was long. All Jason knew was that the witch lived in a part of the forest where the land didn’t follow the seasons. It was autumn now and the trees around him reflected it, casting the world in red and gold hues as Jason moved through it.
Jason knew what his instructions had meant when, without warning, it was winter. Snow falling around him, the world eerily silent. Jason turned to look behind him, breath fogging the air and he saw no signs of fall, only the dark tree trunks and the bright white snow.
Jason hopped off his horse and grabbed a fur, draping it over his shoulders so he could stay warm in the chill. He mounted again, letting his instincts guide him now that there was no longer a path.
Hey... if it's alright with you, I'm in the mood for an eremika smut... modern AU oughta be good, if your up for it... extra points if its on their honeymoon in... a mountain home... double points if it's super fluffy.
This took me so long
I’m so sorry. I haven’t written full smut in ages so it took me a while to get
back in the swing of it but IT’S DONE :D I hope you enjoy beautiful sappy
honeymoon Eren and Mikasa. I swear they would be the cutest dorks about it.This
is very much M for sexual situations and
The short hallway laid out before Mikasa the moment
she stepped out of the elevator. The resident area of the mountain resort
looked about the same as the main lobby a few floors down; green walls, wood
accents, decor appropriate for a building set high up in the mountains in the
middle of December. In fact, Mikasa could see the snow covered pines and
mountain range through the window at the end of the hall. It was just as
beautiful as the car ride up to the lodge was.
“Okay.” Eren was standing right behind her;
so close she could feel the warmth of his body against her. “Let’s do this
Before Mikasa could object at all, he was already
scooping her up into his arms in the traditional bridal style manner.
“Eren,” she laughed, though made no move to jump out of his hold on
her. “I’m pretty sure this is reserved for people who didn’t have sex when
they were fifteen. Also I think it’s meant to taking someone over the threshold
of the home you’ll live in for the first time. Which also doesn’t apply to
people living together since college.”
“Mik, can’t you just appreciate the fact I’m
about to literally carry you to our room?”
Kurotomesode Kimono. Mid-to
late Meiji Period (1880-1911), Japan. The Kimono Gallery. A formal chirimen
silk kimono featuring snow-covered pine and flying crane motifs. Five mon
(family crests). The cranes on the upper front are fully embroidered; while the
pines, boats and river were created utilizing the yuzen technique, with
additional silk and metallic embroidery. The snow on top of the pines are
wonderfully created utilizing white silk embroidered threads.
All rights to the characters and story belong to Sarah J Maas.
High up in the Staghorn Mountains,
heavy snowfall muffled the sounds of the ghost leopard’s massive paws as he
wound his way through the pines, tracking the scent of the little doe that had
wandered far from its den. A fatal mistake.
It had been weeks since his belly had been
warmed by the steaming meat of a fresh kill. The hunger that gnawed at his
insides could no longer be ignored. He quickened his pace.
The beast soon found his prey drinking
from a small stream, the frigid water flowing just fast enough to ward off the
rapidly forming ice. He slunk closer, white and grey fur camouflaged flawlessly
amongst the rock outcroppings covered with snow.
A pine bough, overcome by the
burden of winter ice, snapped in the distance. The doe paused, a watchful eye
turning towards the offending tree. A
great hunter never wasted such a precious and perfect opportunity. The leopard
sank back to its haunches, muscles coiling just before it pounced, launching
for the distracted deer. He was upon her back before she could register the
threat, impossibly strong jaw locking around her throat as the momentum of the
attack brought predator and prey to the unforgiving ground. The crack of a
fracturing spine ricocheted through the clearing.
Author’s Note: Part one for the request! It was getting long so I split it into two halves. The reader is a kind of like Sam, in that she likes research and books. I did a lot of research for the backstory on this one! A Nykkjen is a real creature in Norwegian folklore. Not sure how I feel about this one yet. Let me know what you think! Second half will have more fluffiness. Warnings: vengeful creature, near death experiences
“Why do you get to stay inside?” My voice was whinier than usual and Dean raised his eyebrows, unimpressed.
“Because I’m meeting with the families of the victims. And because I have so much alcohol in my blood, if I went outside I’d probably turn into a frozen cocktail.” A rumbling laugh from the opposite side of the room signaled that Sam had returned from cleaning snow off the Impala. He stomped his feet, sending bits of white fluff in all directions. I instantly felt the chill from the frigid air outside and clutched my arms.
“Close the door before we all freeze to death!” The younger Winchester smiled as he slammed the door shut and began to remove his snow caked layers. I thought about making a comment about how much he looked like a yeti, but decided I’d let Dean do it for me. I strolled into the kitchen and started brewing some coffee for us all. It was nice having a fully furnished house to stay in for once, even if it was just temporary. When we found out we’d be hunting in northern Maine we knew our typical motel room wasn’t going to cut it. It was a good call, since we were still riding out a three day nor’easter. I rubbed my hands together over the coffee pot. Growing up in Texas didn’t teach me a lot about building a tolerance to cold.
“Dean, did you throw a few more logs on the fire?” I yelled blindly to the adjacent room. I heard footsteps approaching but didn’t turn around. Suddenly a shock landed on my lower back, skin cold as ice grazing against mine. I yelped and almost spilled the coffee in my hands. Only one person in this house had palms that large and a laugh that deep. “Sam! Stop!” I hurriedly yanked the edge of my sweater down and turned to face my assailant. He was grinning wickedly and blowing on his hands.
“I couldn’t resist.” Pieces of snow still dotted his long hair, the white standing out like confetti. It was hard to deny that expression on his face or his bright pink cheeks. I narrowed my eyes and retrieved the coffee from the counter.
“Well warm your hands on this please, instead of me.” I cocked an eyebrow at him, to which he smiled wider. When his fingers brushed mine I shivered again, they were frozen. He sighed relief at the sensation of warmth and lifted the mug close to his face, eyes falling shut in satisfaction.
“Thank you.” I continued to pour cups for myself and Dean, but Sam stayed behind me, the occasional sipping noise breaking the silence. I could feel his towering presences close by. Sometimes I think he forgot just how larger than life he was. “Hey, did you two do more research while I was shoveling?” So like Sam to cut straight to the books. I motioned him to follow me and headed in the direction of the living area. Dean was already napping on the couch. I waved the cup over him gently, the smell immediately opening his eyes. He snatched the mug from me without a word.
“You’re welcome.” I sat down at the desk and began sorting through papers. Dean mumbled something incomprehensible as I thumbed through the research. I lifted a book titled “Norwegian folklore” over my head and it was taken away quickly.
“Really?” Sam’s voice was tainted with intrigue. I nodded and pointed to a newspaper clipping circled in red ink.
“Another body found underneath the ice of Eagle Lake.” I read the title aloud and scrolled through a website on Sam’s laptop. “On Saturday ice fishermen found the body of an unidentified male floating UNDER the surface of the ice. How he got there is yet to be determined. This marks the third death by drowning this winter.” I punctuated my narration with suspicion and did the same with the other similar cases. I could tell Sam was engrossed when a hand came down on the table beside me, allowing him to lean over me and closer to the screen. Droplets of water slid down my collar. “Ugh, you’re melting.” I squirmed and cocked my head to face the underside of Sam’s chin. His hair was wet with melted snow that ran down the muscles of his neck. He laughed and ran his fingers through his shaggy mane, making it slick and uniform. It was surprisingly attractive.
“The bodies were under the ice, on a lake? But, it’s been absolutely freezing for months. There’s no way they fell through… Not without a stick of dynamite.” I watched his eyebrows furrow as he sorted through the facts in his mind. He always got a distant look when he was deep in thought. A cold trail of water ran down his clenching jaw.
“Considering an ice fishing hole is about as wide as a dinner plate, they probably didn’t fall in.” Dean’s deadpan voice was muffled from across the room. He probably had his face buried in the pillows of the couch. Sam nodded in agreement and began flipping through the pages of the book I handed him.
“Don’t bother, I’m already on it.” I did my best to look cocky, although I’m sure my smile was giving me away. He hated not being the first to figure something out. I pulled at the binding in his hands and was met by a bit of resistance as he wrinkled his brow.
“Are you?” His voice was a challenge, to which I responded by tugging the book from his strong grip.
“Yes, Winchester. I am.” I pursed my lips in sarcastic pity as I flipped open the a particular page in the lore. I could feel his eyes on me the whole time, I had piqued his curiously. Once I found my mark I turned it to face him. “Sam, meet Nykkjen. Also known as a Nyk.” Large fingers covered mine as he took the edges of the book into his hands, as if it would help him see it better. Before I could explain he was reading aloud, his voice fast.
"Nyk: a water shapeshifter who thrives in cold climates. Sometimes seen as a white horse, although usually remains under he surface of lakes or ponds. Staying true to it’s ‘siren cousin…” Sam’s eyes lit up in excitement. “It lures it’s victims on to the ice with music, where it then drags them to their frozen death.” By the time he was finished his face was glowing. It was hard not to giggle at the joy discovering new things gave him, even when those things were dark and horrible to most. We stood beaming at each other for a moment, the book still shared in our hands. I heard Dean scoff from the other side of the room.
"Well now that you two nerds have thoroughly embarrassed yourselves, we should probably go stop this water hag from icing another Mainer.”
“I can’t believe Dean gets to interview the families, in their warm homes.” I glared at Sam from my side of the Impala and rubbed my white fingers up and down my jeans, desperate for warmth. He shrugged and tapped on the heating controls.
"I don’t know why this thing is acting finicky… Dean’s going to say I broke it.” Honestly I couldn’t care less who broke it, I just wanted it to work. We had been driving for what felt like forever now and the ice on the road was only making the trip longer.
“How much farther?” I could see my breath in the air around me, easing out in large puffs of moisture. If it wasn’t below freezing outside I’d be suspicious there was a spirit in the backseat. Snow covered pine trees seemed to extend along the road for miles and miles.
“See that marker there? Eagle Lake, we aren’t far.” Our first priority was putting up some signs to keep locals out if the area, so there wouldn’t be any more deaths. The shifter was water bound and if it didn’t have anyone to victimize, it was stuck in its icy fish bowl, or at least that’s how Dean worded it. When we pulled into the long dirt driveway and reached a rest area I yanked off my seatbelt and stuck my hands under my arms.
“Sam, I am SO cold. I can’t feel my fingers.” The man at my side stuck his lower lip out slightly in sympathy. I could see that he was worried. He began to blow loudly on his hands before he shoved them out in front of me, face up. At first I didn’t know how to respond to the offering, my eyes flicking between his face and his extended hands. After a moment he raised his eyebrows as if to encourage me to partake.
“Come on, you want to warm them up?” His voice was so pure and childlike that I couldn’t resist a smile as I carefully complied. My fingers looked small and fragile against his larger ones. The skin of his palm was scarred but softer than Dean’s, it was used to leather bound books instead of pool sticks. I let my digits curl into his in a desperate search for warmth. “Wow, you are freezing.” Sam folded both of my hands into one of his and used the other to encircle them. I immediately felt my bones beginning to thaw. Suddenly he began to lower his head, eyes on mine as he blew into the cage of fingers we had made. The hot air flooded my senses and seemed to set off every nerve in my skin. I sighed and shivered, my cheeks red with cold and embarrassment. He smiled and repeated the action, this time his lips skimming my wrist. I squirmed uncomfortably but couldn’t bring myself to pull away from the sensation.
“Sam…” I uttered his name, a little breathless. He just grinned and squeezed my hands. I couldn’t help but wonder if he knew what he was doing, or if that innocence in his wide eyes was true.
“Is that better?” I nodded and was restracting my arms when he stopped me. “Wait.” He dug around his the duffel bag on the floor and produced a shiny blade. It felt icy as he placed it flat in my hand. “It’s strong, if you feel like you’re going to fall through anything that’s not sturdy, you rip this from your pocket and stab it in to the edge of the ice. Locals do the same with metal stakes, it keeps you from slipping under. Got it?” His sudden seriousness caught me by surprise. I placed the knife in my pocket, sobered at the reminder that our job was a dangerous one.
“Thanks.” As we excited the Impala I kept a hand on my jacket where the slight bulge of my weapon rested. The chill in my bones didn’t seem quite as important anymore.
How we were going to jam no trespassing signs into the frozen ground had been an oversight. I watched Sam struggle with a hammer for a while before I wandered down the snowy path beside us. “Hey, stay close!” He yelled after me in between the crashing noises of the mallet hitting the wood. I rolled my eyes and continued through the overgrown mess of green trees laced with white. I felt like I was walking through Narnia. When the thick foliage parted wide enough I got a glimpse of the lake and gasped, it was gorgeous. The ice was just as smooth as glass and gusts of wind blew lacy billows of snow across its surface. I crept forward more, cautious that I didn’t lose sight of Sam and the Impala. Several 5x5 shacks dotted the center of the lake with grey smoke rising from their stacks.
“Ice fishermen” I mumbled, amazed at how surreal the scene looked. Those fires must have been recent if they were still smoldering. I stepped forward again, all too aware that I was out of my partners range of vision. If men were still out there I needed to tell them to leave. I glanced back in the direction of the Impala and considered telling Sam first, but decided against it. I was as much a hunter as any of them, I didn’t need hand-holding to do this.
As I walked further out towards the lake the pounding of the hammer grew quieter and quieter. I was mesmerized by the way the sun glimmered on the surface of the ice as I stepped onto it. The wind howled, stinging my cheeks and whistling in my ear. No matter how long I walked it felt like the shacks never got any closer. They remained dots in the distance, still sending their signal fires high into the air. Once I was near the middle of the lake I heard a soft noise above the sound of the snow blowing. At first I thought maybe it was just rustling in my ears, but it became more crisp with time. It almost sounded like music. I stopped so that I could devote my hearing to the enchanting tune. It reminded me of violins, but it seemed to grow nearer and farther away sporadically. Was it… coming from the ice? I looked down at the mirror surface I was hiking across and realized that the sound was louder closer to the ground. I felt compelled to kneel so that I could hear it better, enjoy it more thoroughly. As I crouched the music became deafening. Suddenly I recognized the sound. It was a symphony of scratching, as if someone was using the ice as a instrument.
I ran my hand over the glassy surface in fascination. When my action moved away the snow I tried to scream, but the air was too cold in my lungs. Just below where I cleared the ice, two dark eyes were staring back at me.
I stumbled backwards but my feet slipped out from under me and my head met the lake with a loud “crack.” Blinding pain lit up my vision as I struggled to stand. When I looked down to try and gain a foothold I saw the pair of eyes follow me, a fingernail scratching along the ice as it moved. Oh my god, the fingernails were making that music. Terror gripped my muscles harder than the cold had before and I looked towards the tree covered shoreline. There was no way he would make it here in time, but it was my only hope, “SAM!” His name ripped through my frost covered throat and echoed off the emptiness around me. I cursed myself for wandering off without his permission.
“SAM!” I scrambled to my feet and tried to ignore the demonic looking being that was swimming around below, it’s nails screeching across the only barrier between us. I was running as fast as I could but the Nyk was never any farther behind. It looked like I was sprinting across a funhouse mirror, only my reflection was a terrifying being built of shadows.
Then I heard it, a loud rumble in the distance. The noise echoed above everything else, even my pounding heart. I searched in the direction of the commotion and my mouth dropped open when I recognized the darkness racing through the trees.
“Sam?” The revving of the engine was growing more distinct as the Impala raced down a snow covered boat landing and skidded on to the ice. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, but it gave me hope. The tires screeched as the vehicle throttled over the lake in my direction. He was going to do it, he was going to get here. I waved my arms in the air just as something below me shifted. I sucked in a sharp breath of air when I felt the substance beneath my feet seemingly disappear. It was nearly slow motion as I began to fall downwards, my eyes never leaving the Impala growing larger and larger on the horizon. The scratching symphony was deafening as I grew closer to the Nyk and it’s screeching claws. My feet were the first thing to feel ice cold water but soon my entire body was behind engulfed, inch my inch. Somewhere between standing and falling I remember the knife in my pocket, but it was too late. I could just barely make out the shape of Sam’s distant face as I slipped into complete and utter darkness, eerie music my only company.
My first impulse was to gasp at the unanimous contraction of every muscle in my body. The water so cold that it felt like fire poured into my mouth and lungs. I’m not sure how long I stayed suspended like that before I became aware of the creature wrapping itself around my legs and pulling downward. I frantically thrashed my arms towards the ice above me, but to my horror it had already closed up. The Nyk had sealed the lake’s surface and made it my watery tomb. The light was starting to fade from my vision when Sam’s face appeared above me, his massive fist pounding on the glass between us. I could see the desperation in his eyes and read his lips screaming my name. I wished I could feel his hands on me again one more time before it was all over.
“I’m sorry…” Was the only thing I could think to say, even though it would be heard by no one. I was losing the will to fight as my body succumbed to the crippling liquid surrounding me. It didn’t feel very cold anymore, my skin finally reaching a temperature lower than the one I was submerged in. My thoughts became slow and labored, and my lungs burned. My last attempt was to grab the knife from my jacket and lift it as a show of gratitude to Sam. As the gleaming blade left my pocket I heard a screaming noise in the water and streaks of darkness shot out to rip the item from my grasp. Then it hit me, silver. The knife was silver. If this Nyk was really a shifter, it wouldn’t be able to withstand the weapon in my dying grip. With what little strength I had left, I stabbed the blade into the being wrapped around my ankles. A blast of light and sound stunned me as it wailed again, this time so loud that it shattered the ice above me. Everything went black just as a hand gripped the back of my shirt and yanked me upwards into the sunlight.
p.s Before I get crap about Sam driving the Impala on the ice, in really cold places people drive vehicles on the ice all the time. It may sound unrealistic to people from hot climates, but it’s a thing! (:
Their world was white. For as long as they could remember,
the world had been white. Perfectly white snow was all around. Even when the
snow had ceased falling from the sky, it was still cold. It was always cold.
Cold enough that the snow wouldn’t melt, forever collecting on the ground
outside. For as long as they could remember, there had been snow on the ground.
“All is white,” said the girl, huddling by the fireplace.
The boy put more wood in the fire, and came over to hug the girl.
“It’s just snowing again,” he said.
Sometimes the snowing would cease, and the white sky would
become impossibly clear. But, even then, the world was white. He looked at the
dwindling pile of wood.
“We need more wood,” he said. The girl gazed back at him
“What about the pile of wood in the attic? We’ve been saving
it since the last time it was snowing.”
“This is the last of it.” The fireplace filled the room with
its last remnants of heat. The boy and the girl huddled together. Despite
everything, they were happy. Yes, this white world was imperfect, but it was
their place, and they were together.
The snow always started with an earthquake, and the last one
had almost turned their home upside down. Neither could remember a time without
earthquakes. The earthquakes were erratic, and came without warning. Around
Christmas, they occurred almost daily, but at times they would go for months
without one. Yet, even during these times, the world was white.
“I’m going outside to get more firewood,” said the boy
“You have to get the wood now?” she asked. “What if there’s
another earthquake; the snow has just barely stopped falling.”
“If I don’t go now, we won’t have enough wood for the next
few months.” She kissed him, and made him promise to return to the cabin in one