First, I wanted to say that I love love love your Harry Potter fics and what-ifs! thank you so much for writing them :) And I also wondered if you ever written what if the Dursleys had refused to take Harry in?
When Petunia Dursley refused to take Harry in she forfeited his birthright protection, so Dumbledore took the baby to the safest place he knew: Hogwarts.
The applicable staff (mostly just… not Snape) took Harry in on a rotating schedule as he grew from baby to toddler to child. They traded extra credit for babysitting among the older students, and Harry grew up knowing a few dozen different laps that were safe and warm to nap in.
This was a Harry who grew up among books, among old transient walls and learned professors. They gave Binns night duty sometimes, and let him talk young Harry to sleep. This was a Harry whose world changed, on principle, daily. The stairs moved. The walls became doors. You had to keep your eyes open–you had to pay attention. So he did.
He grew up in a school. Knowledge was power, but knowledge was also joy. This was his sanctuary. There was magic in his world from birth.
“The castle will keep him safe,” said Dumbledore, when McGonagall came into his office to complain for the eighth time about Albus’s rather cavalier take on child-rearing. “That’s what it does.”
“Then why do we bother with chaperones ever,” McGonagall said, tempted to shriek it. “Should we let all the children run about willy-nilly at all hours, or just the orphan waifs?!”
“He’s not a student. He’s a ward of Hogwarts. It will take care of him, Minerva.”
McGonagall walked off fuming. A cat with spectacle markings followed Harry almost constantly from ages three through four. At some point McGonagall was far enough behind on her paperwork, and had seen enough suits of armor carry the kid back to his room, enough draperies lift off the wall and tug Harry away from edges, and enough stairs creakingly shift their slope for his tiny toddler legs. She gave a grumpy sigh, stole some of Albus’s lemon drops, and resigned herself to a magical world.
The Grey Lady, the ghost of Ravenclaw Tower, didn’t really like boys but she liked children. She especially liked patience, and politeness, and Harry had been raised by McGonagall’s stern table manners, by Victorian portraiture and quite a few House Elves. He said please, thank you, and ma'am, and as a child he was very cunning in how he got bedtime stories and bedtime snacks out of most every adult he met.
The Grey Lady told the best stories, you see, the ones with riddles in them. You had to think and ask questions to get all the way through them. So he hunted her down with big patient eyes and plates of very smelly cheese, and she told him stories that made him think.
When Harry was stable enough on his feet to walk, and then to run, Sir Cadogan would race him through the castle, the knight scattering banquet tables and galloping across landscapes, twisting through the abstract gallery up on the seventh and a half floor. Harry stumbled and sprinted up stairways and didn’t notice for years the way Cadogan waited at the end of corridors for him to catch up.
Harry was a chubby-legged toddler, in this world–cute cheeks and stubby limbs. It’s a cute image, yes– but this is important. He was a chubby kid. He ate in a high chair on the teacher’s dais, getting peas and mashed potatoes on the adults beside him– Sprout laughed. Snape didn’t.
But this is important–Harry filled his plate. He wobbled up on little legs and grabbed biscuits from the table, slurped his soup, got marinara sauce on his chin and forehead and somehow behind his ear. When he was hungry, he ate. If he snuck down to the kitchens at night, it was for the adventure of it and nothing else. When he was hungry, he ate.
When he was four, they started letting him go sit down with the students. Bill Weasley, on route to be a prefect next year, took him under his wing and scrubbed his face down after meals. Harry was passed around the Hufflepuff table; theirs was the House Common Room he most liked sneaking into, with its barrels and cozy warmth. Nymphadora Tonks turned her nose a dozen different shapes to make Harry laugh, gurgling, as a toddler (and then a child) (and then for the rest of her life, honestly–it never stopped being funny).
The whole Ravenclaw table got distracted from meals, trying to solve riddles from a book one of their Muggleborns had smuggled in.Harry pushed his fork through his gravy, trying to draw out his thoughts but only making squiggles.
It was years before Harry sat at the Slytherin table for the first time–no one had ever set him down there, like they had with the others. But he liked green–it was the color of Professor Sprout’s greenhouses, where he went and napped sometimes in winter. It was the color of his mother’s eyes, from the little book of moving pictures Hagrid had given him when he was three.
All the Slytherin kids seemed big, but everyone Harry ever met seemed big–except for Flitwick, who was seeming smaller with every growth spurt. He leaned forward, teetering on the bench, and grabbed a chicken drumstick. “Hi,” he said, because he’d had a childhood full of tea parties with high portrait society– the French nobility and the tired housewife from the third floor and an old witch with her sleeve on fire but very particular table manners. “I’m Harry. What’s your name?”
By the end of the meal, they were flicking peas across the table with their spoons, like catapult projectiles. Harry had been unwelcome in so few places in his life, after he’d left 4 Privet Drive, that he simply didn’t expect it. He asked Warrington, a Slytherin with shoulders like a bulldog’s, to help him with the juice, which was too unwieldy for his kid-sized wrists. Harry sat there blinking, smiling, until Warrington took the jug and poured him a brimming glass.
A/N:Don’t ask me what this trash is because I don’t know. I’ve been doing Driver’s Ed shit all week and my brain isn’t functioning properly sorry if this is terrible lmao. I don’t have the energy to edit this either pls don’t hate me
Remus woke with a start. Sharp, loud cries echoed through the
dark bedroom. He let out a tired groan as he rubbed at his eyes, moving your
arm off of his bare chest. He did his best to gracefully scoot out of the bed
without waking you. Your chin slipped off his shoulder and rested softly on the
corner of his pillow. A sleepy smile grew on his face as you stirred a little,
mumbling his name and smiling in your sleep.
The baby in the crib at the window let out a piercing cry, and
Remus winced, glancing at you. You’d woken up, but he didn’t need to know that.
You watched him pad the rest of the way over to the white wooden crib after
mentally deciding you were still sleeping. He peered down at the baby, smiling
gently at her for a couple seconds as he fumbled with a beautiful lavender
throw Lily had made for your daughter draped across a rocking chair Remus’
grandfather had built. You watched him through squinted eyes and blurry vision
as he lifted your daughter carefully from her crib. He swaddled her in the
blanket, hushing her quietly and rocking her in his arms. He smiled softly at
her, “Hello, my love. What’s the matter? Oh, sweetheart, stop crying.
Nothing to fret over, angel. Daddy’s going to fix you right up.”
You felt a smile grace your face as you watched Remus. You
didn’t think you’d ever seen a more beautiful sight; your whole world standing
together, painted in soft, pallid moonlight pouring through the open blinds. You
watched Remus leave the room, coming back shortly with a bottle and your now
quiet daughter. He took a seat in the rocking chair, lifting the bottle to the
baby’s mouth. If she hadn’t been quiet before, she definitely was now. Remus
gazed down at her, an expression full of love and adoration for the girl
evident on his face. You wanted to giggle at the smile on his face; the ‘stupidly
in love’ grin he always gave you. Your daughter finished the bottle up quickly,
but still she remained restless. You frowned. A bottle normally put her right
back to sleep. You contemplated getting up to give Remus a break, but then he
began talking to the child, and as you listened, you decided you wouldn’t dare interrupt
“My beautiful little angel,”
he whispered, staring down at her. He began to rock slowly. His fingers danced
on the baby’s belly for a couple seconds. She laughed and Remus smiled wider.
What a beautiful sound it was, her laugh. Your husband spoke again, “I was
always a night owl, too. Your mummy though,” he paused to laugh, “well, that
woman passes out at seven and doesn’t wake up until noon the next day. But,
sometimes, she can’t sleep. It’s normal, darling, don’t worry. When Mummy can’t
sleep, I always tell her stories. You want to hear a story, love? I believe you’re
a tad too young to count sheep.”
Remus wiggled his fingers
on your baby’s belly once more, causing her to let out a little shriek. “I’ll
take that as a yes, then, Hope.”
Hope. You’d insisted on naming your daughter that. Not only was it
Remus’ mother’s name, but it was exactly what Remus needed when she came
around, and it was exactly what she delivered. After James, Lily, and Peter were
killed and Sirius was taken to Azkaban, Remus had fallen into a deep hole of
depression, and you couldn’t help him out of it. Most of your pregnancy was
spent alone, and the stress of it all nearly killed you and Hope both, but you
made it through. And when she was born, the twinkle in Remus’ eye return and
with each passing day of having his child, he began to smile again and your
hope for him to get better, his hope for a future, the hopes you shared for
your baby and each other had been restored. That’s what your child was, pure
You were torn from your
thoughts as Remus’ silky voice filled the room again and the story began. “Once
upon a time, there lived a princess; a beautiful, kind girl with the prettiest,
fairest smile and a knack for loving things others thought unlovable. I know what
you’re thinking, darling. This already sounds a lot like ‘Beauty and The Beast.’
Perhaps it is, in a way. The princess lived in a glorious castle called
Hogwarts where she ruled over her people in the Ravenclaw Tower, a place for
the witty ones. The castle was a big place full of magic and wonder. Her loyal
knights, Sir James and Sir Remus,” he paused and giggled quietly at himself, “lived
in the Gryffindor tower, a place for the bravest of them all. And down deep in
the dungeons of Hogwarts lived a slimy little man named Snivellus, a mad
sorcerer who wanted to see the downfall of the Princess Y/N and take her throne.”
You forced back a laugh.
Serverus Snape was many things, but he was not a mad sorcerer and only got the
chance to see your downfall once, before it was quickly taken care of. Remus
continued, “One day, Princess Y/N was with her best friend, Hademar the Owl, in
Hogwarts’ Owlery writing a note to her parents, who lived far, far away. Sir
Remus was off with his mate Sir James, chasing after the fair maiden Lily Evans.
Sir James was hooked on her, and always had a new plan to steal Lily’s heart,
which almost always involved Sir Remus doing something crazy. And so, the
princess was left unprotected by her brave knights giving Slimy Snivellus the
perfect chance to use his latest terrible sorcery on her. While the brave
knights tried to coax Lily Evans into going on a date to Hogsmeade with the
poor, lovestruck, hopeless Sir James, Snivellus sat in a dark corner with his
pathetic chemistry set, brewing up a terrible poison. He had the perfect plan
to steal Princess Y/N’s crown. He would dip a fresh apple into his nasty concoction
and trick the princess into taking a bite, putting her in a deep sleep for the
rest of your life.” He laughed a little, “And knowing Princess Y/N, it was a
pretty good plan. Her subjects wouldn’t have a hard time believing she’d
retired from her princess duties to sleep for the rest of eternity.”
You could tell Hope was
dozing, but Remus didn’t seem to care. He continued his story. “Greasy Ol’ Sniv
slithered up the steps to the owlery, a shiny red apple in his hand. Sir Remus
was still distracted with Sir James’ shenanigans and was nowhere to stop the villainous
creature. Snivellus approached Princess Y/N with a sly, disgustingly menacing
smile on his face and offered her the apple. She reached out to take the gift.
You see, Princess Y/N was very kind and always believed in second chances. But,
as soon as she touched the apple, Sir Remus felt a sick feeling in his stomach.
He knew something was wrong. So, he pulled out is magical map and searched for Princess Y/N frantically. Once he found her, he raced to the owlery, wand in hand. What’s
going to happen, my love? Hm, Hope? Think Dad- Sir Remus can save the day?”
You shifted slightly,
becoming uncomfortable. Remus glanced at you, but you shut your eyes quickly.
When you opened them up again, he was finishing up the story. “Just in time,
Sir Remus burst through the door and shouted a spell, knocking the poisoned apple
out of the princess’ hand. She started to shout at Sir Remus, not letting him
explain his side of the story before resorting to screaming, as usual.” You
tried not to snort at that little comment. Remus just put on a stupid smirk and
kept story-telling, “Sir James was right behind Sir Remus, sweet Lily hot on
his trail. He put magical, unreakable handcuffs on greasy, slimy, disgusting
Snivellus. Lily gave him a victorious kiss and Sir James nearly went into
cardiac arrest. As for the princess, she’d stopped yelling and allowed Sir
Remus some speaking time. He finished his explanation of why he’d saved her ungrateful, shouting life with a brave smile and the princess’
heart thumped out of her chest – her very nice chest. She jumped for joy and
thanked Sir Remus a million hundred times. She gave him lots of thank you
kisses, and thank you other things, and eventually told Sir Remus that she was
in love with him. Yeah, she was so whipped, Hope. After begging a million times,
the princess finally convinced Sir Remus to marry her. As for Sir James and the
fair maiden Lily Evans, they had a big beautiful wedding and loved each other
until the very end…and still do. The Hogwarts castle was a peace with its new
Prince and Princess and Daddy and Mummy lived happily ever after.”
Remus kissed the top of
Hope’s head. He stood up and placed the sleeping baby back in her crib
carefully with a whisper, “The End. Goodnight, my love. Daddy loves you so
With a yawn, he sleepily
walked back to the bed, laying down carefully beside you. You pursed your lips
and shuffled around, coming to lay on his chest after he’d burrowed back into
the blankets. You smiled, “Princess Y/N, huh?”
Remus let out a loud groan
before pushing your giggling figure off his chest, rolling over on his side and
hiding his crimson cheeks. You laughed, placing a soft kiss on his cheek and
wrapping your arms and legs around him, “Goodnight, my brave prince.”
"There is only one set of students from the Marauder era who we watch bully another student...who were routinely punished for it" I find it fascinating that you don't consider what happened to Mary Macdonald bullying. Or that no other such incidents occurred because we see no evidence of punishment. After all your insistence that the Marauders got away with their bullying? You've just underscored how they're the only ones we see face punishment.
Crikey, ordinarily I do have a lot of patience, but I am going to be frightfully rude and point out that literally everything you’ve asked was addressed in the original post, and you’re doing a rather wonderful job of misrepresenting what I originally said.
Seeing as you’re struggling, I’ll break it down for you.
1. You’ve said that you find it fascinating that I ‘don’t consider what happened to Mary Macdonald bullying’.
…but I said no such thing..?
I did not comment on whether the Mary incident was bullying. I said that there was nothing to suggest that Snape was involved in the Mary incident, and in fact, canon explicitly suggests that he wasn’t there.
2. Then you say, “Or that no other such incidents occurred because we see no evidence of punishment.”
…but again, I said no such thing..?
The point that was being addressed was ‘did Snape attack Muggleborns’? There’s nothing in canon to suggest that Snape attacked Muggleborns.
As I said, although anything we don’t see written explicitly is possible, it does not mean it was likely. For example, if it was true, I would expect to see some evidence in canon - e.g. seeing James use it as a reason for him attacking Snape, or Sirius and Remus using it as a reason when talking to Harry.
But nobody does. Therefore what I said was factually accurate - there is nothing in canon to support the claim.
3. Your last point is, “After all your insistence that the Marauders got away with their bullying?”
…and crikey, this is becoming quite a theme but…I said no such thing.
If you really want to go down that path, then yes, it’s fair to argue that the Marauders did get away with their bullying - after all, Remus Lupin was made a prefect, and James Potter was made Head Boy…so they were hardly maligned for their behaviour even though they were punished. I think there’s also a credible argument that the group were not sufficiently punished for their part in the werewolf incident, as the group are happy to set on Snape ‘for existing’ just a short while afterwards.
…but crucially, I didn’t mention any of that in the post.
Frankly, I can only assume that you sent this as an ask instead of reblogging the original post because if you’d quoted the whole post, everyone would’ve seen how flawed your commentary was to begin with.
All this bashing of ships like Hermione x Snape makes me laugh. What are you, the moral police? Trying to shame people out of their kinkiness, have you got no shame? Fellow problematic relationship shippers, stand up for your rights! I unashamedly ship Harry with Tom/Voldemort and love it with all of its problematic aspects. I love it BECAUSE of its issues. It’s INTERESTING and KINKY! I find normal, healthy ships to be BORING as hell. Desirable in real life, but nothing I want to read about!
Name: I care for you Pairing: Severus Snape x reader Summary: the reader is one of the students that get back to Hogwarts after the war, and she asks Snape (for a few months) to teach her Legilimency until he agrees. So, during one of the classes, she accidentally enters his mind and ends up learning that the love for Lily Evans was not as eternal as everyone was told. A/N: And it is a little drama, but I promise a happy end. And I may do series. But I have no idea if I should.
“Miss Y/L/N,” Snape greets you in the evening, once you enter the classroom with the heavy bag on your shoulder. “I see you still haven’t given up on the idea of studying Legilimency.”
“Why would I, sir? It is exciting to spend every evening here.”
“Now, I am doing you a favor, miss, but that is not a reason to keep cajoling me,” Snape smiles with a corner of his mouth, then takes his wand out. “If we are done with the courtesy, shall we begin?”
“Yes, sir,” you stand up and take your wand out, ready to have him rush through your thoughts again and again. Luckily, Snape didn’t mean to hurt you, so he never went deep enough to touch on the painful memories of the war and the tortures, but he does go through your dreams. Quite embarrassing every once in a while.
“Legilimens!” and once again, you recent nightmare appears in front of you, and you feel that your legs start shaking from the repeating Crucio breaking your nerves. For some reason, recalling the Crucio does not hurt any less. A second later, Snape catches you, when you are about to fall on the floor, and helps you sit down. “Y/N? It is fine, I got you. I am sorry,” you breathe in, hissing something. Snape sits down next to you, looking at your face, frowning. “You still have this nightmare…”
“How did you guess?” you grumble, and momentarily regret it. “Excuse me, professor.”
“Y/N, I am not your Dean, but… Maybe you should see a professional to help you deal with these memories,” he hands you a glass of water, as you keep shaking your head, almost aggressively. “Y/N, you have same nightmare every night. Yet you keep coming here, so I keep making you live through it again. Do you care to explain why?”
“I want to be able to defend my mind,” you say dryly, standing up and taking your wand again. “Can we continue?” Snape raises his eyebrow, then stands up and points his wand at you.
“Protego!” you cast your spell, unconsciously using same spell as the one Harry said he used, even though he never said what happened after that. And he should have - a second later, you slip into Snape’s mind and regret it even too much. You try to pull back, but get totally stuck in his mind. You look around, trying to manage to get out of a dream. It is a dream - they feel more detached than usual memories, you’ve already memorized it from your own mind. The picture is mostly blurry, except for the two people, standing in front of you and holding hands. Before you see the faces of the people, you get pushed out of Snape’s mind and end up on the floor. Before Snape manages to murder you, you start apologizing. “Merlin, I am so, so sorry! Professor, I really didn’t mean to do that.”
“It is alright,” he helps you up, keeping his eyes away. “When you tried to pull out, you started panicing, instead of slowly slipping out. That is why you got stuck. If I didn’t push you out, you would lose yourself… Don’t use Protego when defending yourself in this situation.”
“I am still sorry…” you realize that he is not mad for some reason, so you allow yourself to go further. “Your dream… it felt lonely.”
“Because I am,” he answers calmly, either too tired or too deep in his thoughts to respond as usually.
“Aren’t you married?” Snape smiles, as if you said a funny joke. “What?”
“Discussing personal life of teachers, aren’t we, miss Y/L/N?”
“Sorry…” you look away, and he sighs before explaining.
“I am not a man that a girl would want to marry,” he sits on the table, the hands crossed on his chest. “My scars, my past… It is quite a burden.”
“Oh, I am sure a lot of girls would love to put up with it,” you grin, thinking of your classmates that have developed a crush on him. “And I know what I am talking about,” Snape hums, and you smile. “One more time?”
“I think you’ve had enough for today,” Snape declines the offer, putting his wand away and suddenly turning to you. “Would you like a cup of tea? It does help after going through the nightmares again… I would hate to disturb your mind and then abandon you for Peeves to annoy,” you smile and nod, as Snape leads you into his room, not magically turns the pot on, and puts the herbs in the teapot. You look around, realizing that it may be the one and only time when a student is allowed in Snape’s chambers. It’s usual - ordered, calm, no fried frogs on the walls or burnt human faces. “Surprised that it doesn’t look like a monster’s cave?” you realize that he is laughing at you. Funny, Severus Snape is laughing at a student for expecting his chambers to be so human.
“No, not at all,” you lie, as he pours the tea in two cup and puts one on the table in front of you.
“No poison whatsoever,” he says momentarily. “Only valerian. You have to calm down,” you nod and take a sip, then look at the table, understanding why you are here.
“I won’t talk about it,” everyone’s been convincing you to talk about how you felt, tortured with Cruciatus for hours. Neville was the only one who understood probably - he simply sat by your side, holding your shoulders when you were trying to breathe after a nightmare. At some point, you just started meeting on the Astronomy Tower every night, as you couldn’t sleep, and he was just there for you.
“I know,” Snape answers calmly, drinking his tea. “But I don’t want you sitting with Longbottom on the cold stones every night. You will get sick.”
“Neville helps me.”
“No,” Snape states coldly. “He supports you. You need a safe place. Definitely not your own room in Gryffindor tower, the exact place where you’ve been tortured,” you flinch, and Snape frowns. “It’s been a year and a half. It is time for you to be able to trust someone.”
“Neville, I know,” he nods. “Is that why you never let go of your wand?”
“You’re stalking me,” you murmur.
“I care for you, you little idiot!” he exclaims finally. “You don’t sleep, you don’t eat… I wonder how you still function.”
“I am functioning fine,” you stand up, attempting to leave, but Snape sighs and locks the door in front of your face. “Professor?”
“Y/N, stop being a child. Sit down,” you obediently sit down, your fist holding onto the wand, as if it’s your only escape. Snape notices it. “Girl, I am saving you. You have to let it go. Your nightmares get more and more intense, I find you outside, freezing in the winter, almost every night,” he sighs again, looking you straight in the eye. “I am sorry.”
“Why are you sorry? It’s my blood, not yours.”
“I was the headmaster, I had to know that they were doing that to you. I was my responsibility. One of.”
“You saved everyone else,” you murmur. “Someone had to be… the spare.”
“You are not the spare,” Snape confronts you quietly. “Not one child in this school is,” you don’t say anything, finishing your tea. “I don’t want you to stay in the Gryffindor Tower,” you raise your eyebrow. “I have contacted your Dean, and she said that you can stay in my chambers until we find a room for you.”
“Yes. I have two spare rooms, as the chambers are always prepared for the married teachers that may want their families to live with them. You literally will have your own room,” you still stare at him, and Snape snaps. “For Merlin’s sake! Let me fix the mistake I made!”
“Oh… You think that this,” you point at your head. “Is because of you?”
“I was the headmaster, trusted by Dumbledore to take care of the children. Yet here is one that not only I couldn’t save, but the one that is still unable to have a normal life because of it,” Snape’s face becomes deadly serious, as he stares at you. “I will help you.”
“You don’t have to.”
“I know,” he nods and stands up, handing you a key. A usual key, just like ones in the muggle world. “The left door is yours. Lock it, make it your own place. No one can enter this room without your permission, but you should feel safe.”
“I… I don’t know what to say,” you murmur.
“Promise me to sleep well tonight,” he asks you. “Just sleep. Drink tea if you must. Read or do whatever you do to fall asleep, but I have to know that you will get better,” you nod obediently.
“Thank you, sir.”
“It is my responsibility, miss,” he smiles slightly. “Good night now.”
I hope you know this Vine, but I just thought of it in a different context and cracked myself up. Albus: there's only one thing worse than a rapist...*pulls paper off whiteboard*...BOOM. Snape: a child! Albus: no.
Honestly, this would be true oml
Severus doesn’t hate children exactly, but damn are they terrible creatures
Some headcanons or a story about how Lily ISN'T Snape's happy memory when he casts a patronus.
Great prompt, thank you.
This grew, and grew, and grew - not least because I started thinking about Snape’s assertion to Harry that a patronus wasn’t necessarily the best way to deal with dementors… I hope you enjoy it.
Apologies for language. There’s quite a bit of effing and jeffing. Snape is a stressed young man…and well, Tobias is Tobias.
“I can’t fucking do this anymore!”
Dumbledore eyed the pacing man curiously. “Can’t do what, exactly, Severus?”
“This!” he yelled, flinging his arms out. “This!
Meeting like this in fuck knows where, with fuck knows who watching-”
“You believe we are being watched?”
“EVERYONE IS BEING WATCHED!” Snape’s black eyes blazed with
fury. “Every fucking one of us is at his
beck and call,” he said, angrily dragging up his sleeve and brandishing his
reddened Dark Mark in Dumbledore’s face.
“At his fucking mercy.”
Dumbledore inclined his head. “But surely you knew this when you accepted
his sign into your skin?” he enquired, mildly.
Snape rolled down his sleeve and glowered.
“…yes,” Snape finally admitted, his nostrils flared. “But back then I didn’t think I was going to
rat him out to Albus fucking Dumbledore, did I?!”
“Are you telling me that you’ve had second thoughts?”
“Of course not!” he snapped.
Seeing Dumbledore’s unimpressed expression, Snape took a deep breath,
and composed himself. “…I just don’t
think it’s wise that we correspond like this.”
Snape stared intently at Dumbledore, daring him to argue. “Sending an owl to my workplace with a location
and time? You surely can’t think this is
“And I’m no fucking use to you dead, am I?”
Dumbledore tried to hide his smile. “No.
No, you most certainly aren’t.”
He thought for a long moment and then he nodded. “Very well, Severus. I believe you are familiar with Manchester?”
Snape gave a short nod.
“I shall meet you by the entrance to Oxford Road Station,
next Friday, at noon. If you cannot
attend, please send me a howler about excessive Divination homework, and we
shall postpone until a week next Tuesday.”
“And what if you receive an actual howler about excessive
Dumbledore peered at Snape over his glasses. “Really, Severus?”
Snape gave another short nod, taking Dumbledore’s
point. “Just don’t open your post at
breakfast,” he grumbled. “I’m not sure I
can disguise my voice suffici-”
“All howlers are delivered to my office,” Dumbledore
interrupted. “It doesn’t do for the
students to see the Headmaster being publicly rebuked by disgruntled parents.” He checked his pocket watch. “Remind me, Severus, who was your sixth year
Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher?
We go through so many.”
“Professor Crickswain,” Snape replied, quickly. “She was good.”
“And I would be right in thinking that you covered dementors
during that year?”
“I suggest you re-read your old textbook before next
Snape gave a short, insincere laugh. “Handing me over to Crouch, are you?”
Dumbledore returned his insincere smile. “Not unless you give me reason.”
Snape hated side-along Apparation. He
hated not knowing where he was going; hated being at the mercy of someone else’s
magic. He stumbled as he and Dumbledore
landed, and he immediately crouched down, trying not to throw up.
“A little too rough for you?”
Snape straightened, embarrassed and shook his head. “I skipped breakfast, that’s all.” He glanced around. “Where are we?”
“Off the coast,” Dumbledore said, simply.
Snape caught sight of the building in the distance and
froze. “Off the coast? Off the fucking coast?” His voice raised an octave. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
“I assume you did the reading,” Dumbledore said, striding
“I’m not going in there!” Snape yelled.
“You’re not,” Dumbledore replied. “But one of the guards is coming out.”
“Is this a test?”
Snape looked frantic as he saw the dark figure floating from the
prison. “I’m on your side! I’ve told you everything, I swear!”
“I want you,” Dumbledore said, his wand firmly in his hand
as he watched the dementor approach, “to utilise the techniques taught to you
by Professor Crickswain.”
“Because I’m going to need them when I’m thrown in there?”
Snape said, pointing his wand at the Azkaban building.
The dementor swarmed over, and Snape took a deep breath as
the dementor latched on to his face.
Dumbledore watched in amazement as the dementor fumbled, and
then attempted to drain Snape’s happy memories from him – but each time, it
came away with nothing. Snape was stood,
stock still, his face blank, his eyes deadened.
The dementor swirled around, and then swooped again – but still, it failed.
Agitated, it turned its attentions to Dumbledore, but before
it could descend, Dumbledore pointed his wand and loudly cast, “EXPECTO
Snape jolted out of his self-imposed trance as he saw a
brilliant white phoenix shoot from the end of Dumbledore’s wand and successfully
repel the dementor. “A Patronus?”
The dementor retreated, and Dumbledore swiped his wand
through the air, causing the Patronus to cease.
He shrugged at his robes. “Yes. And what spell were you using, Severus?
“It’s a subsidiary of Occlumency. It blocks access to your mind, so the dementors
cannot feed on your thoughts.”
“You block your entire mind?”
“I put a wall around happy memories, and I push negative
thoughts towards the front,” he said, quietly.
“You impersonate the effect that the dementor causes,”
Dumbledore said, softly. “Only, you do
not allow the dementor access to feed on your happy thoughts. Either your wall is exceptionally strong, or….”
Snape sniffed loudly.
Sensing his discomfort, Dumbledore swiftly changed the
subject. “I was rather hoping you’d use
Snape barked a laugh.
“I’ve heard about Raczidian, thanks.”
“And you place yourself on the same scale as Raczidian, do
“…we both know that I have not been a good man.”
“I wish for you to try.”
Snape paled. “I do
not wish to be devoured by maggots.”
“Tell me,” Dumbledore said, “did Professor Crickswain set
the work of Professor Catullus-”
“Spangle,” Snape finished, nodding his head. “Yes.”
“And what do you recall of Professor Spangle’s work?”
Snape screwed up his eyes tightly, as if he was imagining
the words forming on parchment. “The
Patronus is the awakened secret self that lies dormant until needed,” he
Dumbledore smiled kindly.
“A pertinent passage for you to quote.”
He passed his wand between one hand and the other. “A Patronus is the physical manifestation of
“-and a true and confident belief in the righteousness of
one’s actions can be enough to carry through a successful casting of the
spell.” Dumbledore looked intently at
Snape. “You do believe in your present actions,
do you not?”
“Yes.” Snape stared
back fiercely. “I’ve risked everything
for this. For you. For her.”
“Then, I do not think you have anything to fear. I take it you remember the appropriate
“Then I shall recall the dementor.”
“And if I fail?”
“I shall intervene.”
Snape gripped his wand tightly as the dementor floated over,
and he fought the urge to fling up his well practised wall. He drew in a breath as the dementor latched
on, and he was almost overwhelmed as negative thoughts swarmed his brain.
It was so different to his experiences with his wall, where
he was in total control of which thought lay where. Now, every bad experience was flashing before
his eyes, replaying in vivid technicolour; Sirius Black, his father, James
Potter, his mother, the blasted werewolf, the OWL exam, Lily, Lily, Lily…
He shook his head, trying to shake the thoughts and in the
corner of his eye, he could see Dumbledore’s anxious expression, his wand
pointing towards him. He knew he had to
focus and he forced the usually hidden memory to the fore:
He lay on the grass,
his feet bare, his oversized coat bundled up and placed beneath both their
heads. “But it’s ok - you can swap money
at the special bank,” he said, knowledgeably.
“It’s run by goblins.”
“Tell me about
school. Do we do normal subjects?
“Like History, and
Maths, and Science?”
He grinned. “Sort of, but magical versions. So we do History of Magic, and Arithmancy,
and Potions, which is sort of like Chemistry.”
“You know so much,”
Lily said. “Which do you think will be
“Potions,” he said,
confidently. “When Da’s out, Mam
sometimes puts a cauldron on. She lets
me slice and stir sometimes.”
upright. “Really? Can I come and see?”
“You want to come to
my house?” he said, flushing, and twisting his hands awkwardly.
“I’ll ask,” he said,
quietly. His heart hammered a little
faster in his small chest as Lily slid her hand into his.
“You’re the best,
Sev.” She smiled at him, and then
suddenly, the scene spun. The playground
was replaced by castle walls, and her face shifted, and her features matured. Her grin was replaced by a look of
revulsion. “You’ve chosen your way, I’ve
“No – listen – I
A blast of brilliant light caused him to recoil, and when he
came to, he realised that Dumbledore had stepped in.
“Do you not remember the lesson?” he asked, gently, passing
Snape some chocolate.
“Yes,” Snape said, shakily.
“A single happy memory.”
“Then I must advise you,” Dumbledore said, seriously, “that
your memory was not nearly happy enough.”
He hurtled down the
empty corridor as fast as his short legs could carry him, the four Gryffindors
in hot pursuit. He dived through a
doorway, and was astonished to discover that he’d entered the Trophy Room. He spotted Lucius Malfoy in the corner peering
through one of the glass cabinets, but before he could speak, Snape held a
finger to his lips, and sprinted into the adjoining Armoury.
He weaved between the
suits of armour, and nestled behind one furthest from the door, just making it
into his hiding spot before James, Sirius, Remus and Peter burst through behind
“He’s got to be in
“I thought I saw
someone in the Trophy Room.”
“Snivellus wasn’t in
the Trophy Room, Remus,” James argued, hotly.
“We all saw him pile through the door.”
“Yes, come out, come
out, Snivvy,” Sirius taunted, his wand drawn.
Snape’s foot shifted
against a suit of armour, and the four boys whirled around at the noise.
started to shout, but then was wide-eyed as he couldn’t finish his casting.
James frowned, and
tried to take over. “Petrific-” He
turned back to Sirius, and clawed at his mouth.
“Run!” shouted Peter,
grabbing Remus’ arm and hurtling towards the door – but blocking the doorway was
the taller, broader, and very much older, Lucius Malfoy, with his prefect badge
gleaming on his robes.
“Well well well,”
Lucius drawled. “Four young Gryffindors
roaming the corridors after curfew. What
do you have to say for yourselves?
Sirius shook his head,
James glowered, his
cheeks burning red.
“Back to your common
room,” Lucius said, decisively. “All
four of you. Now!” Remus opened his mouth to argue, but Lucius
sneered. “And do not think of taking a
detour. I shall be visiting Gryffindor
Tower in five minutes for a discussion with Professor McGonagall. Could you imagine her reaction if it was
discovered that you were absent?”
The four boys
miserably traipsed out of the Armoury.
Once they’d left,
Lucius turned back to the suits of armour.
“Impressive, Severus. We are not
usually taught nonverbal casting until at least fifth year, and only then if
you have a competent Dark Arts teacher.”
He hoisted the young boy from behind the suit of armour by his skinny
arm. “I did not recognise the spell you
used at all.”
“It’s a sticking
spell,” Snape said, breaking free of Malfoy’s grip, and brushing his robes
down. “They can’t cast nonverbally, so
if I stick their tongues to the roof of their mouths, it stops them from using
any spells against me at all.” He looked
up, shyly. “And I cast it nonverbally so
they can’t use it back.”
“My, you are a clever
little thing, aren’t you?” Malfoy smiled, widely. “Sit with me in the common room tonight. I would like to discuss your inventive spells
a little more.”
Snape smiled to
himself as he followed the prefect out of the Armoury, out of the Trophy Room
and down the corridor, a feeling of elation growing in his chest at the older
But then, the memory
shifted, and this time, he found himself cornered. Four sneering teenagers had him pressed
against the cold corridor wall, their wands pointed at his face. “It’s a pity Malfoy left,” Sirius
jeered. “He always was your knight in
shining armour, wasn’t he?”
“Riding in on his
stead to save you, like the worthless princess you are,” James laughed,
stabbing his wand under Snape’s chin.
“But now you’re
alone,” Sirius smiled, and he pointed his wand at Snape’s face, and then a spurt
of bright light filled his vision…
“Not even close to happy enough,” Dumbledore said, passing
him another piece of chocolate.
Snape closed his eyes.
“I don’t exactly have a wealth of memories to choose from.”
“You must have something, Severus,” Dumbledore said. “Rest for five minutes, and think carefully.”
It was impossible. Everything
His happiest memories contained Lily, but the dementor
seemed to be aware of this. It seemed to
be revelling in his darker memories, gleefully drawing them to the surface and
forcing Snape to re-live every second of his ex-best friend’s hatred,
destroying the happy moments he was trying to focus on.
helplessly, as she turned her back in the corridor, scowled at him across the
Great Hall, and ignored him in Potions.
He grimaced as he saw her throwing her arms around James Potter as they
were announced Head Boy and Girl to rapturous applause, and then that stupid
slur screamed around his brain, over and over and over and over and over and
over and over…
“I can’t,” Snape groaned.
“You can, and you will.”
He closed his eyes, and put Lily from his mind.
The first Quidditch
match he saw Slytherin win. When Slytherin
won the house cup in 1975. That time
Regulus Black grabbed the snitch just as it was flying into James Potter’s
outstretched hand…and Sirius broke his own broomstick out of frustration.
“Are you focusing on memories you personally experienced, or
memories where you were a bystander?”
“Does it matter?”
“You should focus on your own successes.”
When he earned his
first house points. When he brewed his
first perfect batch of Draught of Living Death.
His first ‘O’ in Defence Against the Dark Arts. The handwritten note from Slughorn, tucked
into his NEWT results, which told him that despite stern competition, he’d
scored the highest in the year in Potions.
He opened his eyes, and saw Dumbledore standing over
him. His expression was stern. “The memories you are using are not powerful
“…I don’t have anything else.”
“You must. Think
Snape pulled himself upright, and stood before the older man. “What do you use?”
Dumbledore gave a small smile. “You will not find inspiration for your own
happiest memory merely by peering at mine.”
“I just want a hint.
A clue. An idea of the sort of
thing I am looking for.”
“What have you used already?”
“School stuff,” Snape muttered.
“Were you especially happy at school?”
There was a long pause.
“I wasn’t especially happy at home either,” Snape grumbled.
“In such circumstances, it is common for witches and wizards
to feel particularly elated when they received their Hogwarts letter.”
Snape shrugged. “But
I always knew I was going to Hogwarts.”
Dumbledore looked thoughtful. “And what about other groups that you may
have gained admission to?”
Snape looked horrified.
“Severus, the memory only has to evoke feelings of happiness. There will be no judgement,” Dumbledore
continued, his voice low. “Did he make
you feel happy, Severus? When you laid
your forearm bare before him, and invited him to brand you? To own you?”
Snape stared at Dumbledore, dumbstruck. His mouth opened and closed, but he didn’t
make a sound.
“It didn’t feel good to be accepted by those you so admired?”
“…you want me to use the moment I was marked as the basis
for my happiest memory?”
“Is it your happiest memory?”
Dumbledore smiled. “Then,
by all means, use something else.”
He watched anxiously as the dementor descended, and he
screwed up his eyes.
He traced the printed words
with his tiny fingertip, and held the large wand in his small hand. He could feel the magic emanating from the
wood; it didn’t feel quite right – as if it desperately wanted to play, but
knew the boy holding it wasn’t its rightful master.
He flicked the wand, experimentally,
surprised at how springy the light wood was – and then, with his tongue stuck
into his cheek, he traced the words again.
He could do this.
“Lum-ohs,” he said,
seriously, but the wand didn’t respond.
He paused, and peered at it, and then back at the book. “Lum-ohs!” he repeated.
He frowned, and traced
his fingers back over the words. “Lum
like lump,” he whispered. “Os like
logos. Lum-ohs. Lum-ohs!”
It didn’t work, so he
placed the wand back down and flicked through one of the other books – and then
he saw it, and his lips sounded the word out under his breath. “Chaos.
ChaOS. Os like chaos, not os like
logos. Lum like lump, os like
chaos. Lum-os. Lum-os!”
He picked the wand
back up and swished it excitedly. “Lum-os!”
But still, the wand
did not light. Sensing he was close to
his goal, Snape grabbed another book and flicked through it furiously. “The moon cycles are called lunar…” He trailed off. “Not lu like lump,” he realised. “Lu like lunar. Looonar.
He grabbed the wand
and pointed it upwards. “LOOOMOS!”
The tip of the wand
lit, and Snape excitedly jumped to his feet.
He swished the wand, casting the light around the dark attic, and then
he crouched down and referred back to the page.
“To ex-tin-gui-sh,” he read, slowly, “your wand, the in-can-tat-ion is
Nox.” He grinned; that would be easy. “Nox!”
And all fell dark.
He swished again. “Looomos!
Nox! Looomos! Nox!
Looomos! Nox!” He spun around the attic, casting into dark
corners, and then rapidly dousing the light.
“Looomos! Nox! Looomos!
But then his vision
swirled, and the light grew stronger, and no matter how much he shouted, “Nox!”
the room wouldn’t darken again. “Nox,
nox, nox, nox, nox!” he yelled, louder and louder, not caring if his parents would
hear and discover his forbidden antics.
And then he realised that he was flat on the ground, sweat
streaming down his face, still screaming the incantation. Dumbledore was holding the dementor off above
“But it still wasn’t good enough.” Snape groaned and covered his face with his
hands, still brandishing his wand.
“Far closer. You
almost sent out a non-corporeal form. What
precisely were you thinking of?”
Snape eyed Dumbledore curiously, as he accepted a piece of
chocolate from him. “The first time I cast
a spell. When I was little. I took my mother’s wand.”
Dumbledore nodded. “A
good choice. Success is a powerful
“…as we discussed, being accepted is perhaps even more potent.”
“No. No. I can’t use when I was marked,” Snape said,
quietly. “I might have been happy at the
time…but not now…”
Dumbledore settled himself on the grass. “Then rest, and think,” he said, indicating
that Severus should sit next to him. “Success
and acceptance, Severus. Success and acceptance.”
“For fuck’s sake!” Tobias slat his
newspaper across the room. “Just fuck
off outside, will yer!”
“I ain’t done owt!”
Severus yelled back, banging the fridge door loudly.
“Last three minutes of
the fuckin’ match, and you come down ‘ere and send the radio funny with yer
fuckin’ doo dah wotsit!”
admonished, sharply. “Leave the lad
alone. He can’t help it.”
“You don’t do it with
your fuckin’ magic powers! Three fuckin’
minutes,” he complained, retrieving his paper from the floor, and scooping it
back together. “That’s all I wanted.”
“Dunno what yer
mitherin’ at,” Severus retorted, sulkily.
“Won, dint they?”
“How’m I sposed to
fuckin’ know, soft lad! Fuckin’ radio’s
knackered, thanks to you!”
“Severus, go back upstairs,”
Eileen said, firmly. “Tobias, you well
know that the radio will be fine.”
“Yeah, when he’s
fucked off it will be!” Toby glared at
his son, brandishing the now rolled up newspaper. “Go on wi’ yer! Fuck off!”
Severus looked up from
his homework at the sharp knock on the door.
“What d’yer want?” he called.
Tobias pushed the door
of his son’s room open. “Speak t’yer.”
Severus capped his
ink, and put his parchment on the floor.
He moved over on the unmade bed, silently indicating that his father
could sit next to him.
said, leaning against the doorframe. “Yer
mother says yer can’t help it. That
fuzzy stuff.” He peered at his son. “Yer never used to do that. Just since yer been at that fancy school.”
“It’s one of the
lessons,” Severus said, an impish grin creeping up his face. “How to piss yer Muggle da off.”
“Yer a cheeky fucker.” Tobias swung the door back and forth with his
foot. “Grow out of it?”
“School goin’ good?”
Severus nodded, and
reached for his parchment. “That it?”
“D’yer like it?”
Severus put the
parchment back down. “Better than round ‘ere. Still school though, innerit?”
“Aye.” Tobias gave a short smile. “Not much fun, eh lad?”
There was a moment of
silence, and Severus thought his father was about to leave, but then, he spoke
again. “D’yer all wear them funny
“Yer mam don’t wear ‘em.”
“Not round you. She’s got ‘em though. In the attic.
I seen ‘em.”
“Bit girly on a lad. What’re them girls down the street gonna
think if they see yer like that?”
“Not as bad as yer
fuckin’ shorts,” Severus retorted.
Tobias looked down at
his shorts. “Georgie Best’s, these were!”
“Best before 1971.”
“Cheeky shite,” Tobias
said, reaching forward to clip his son lightly around the ear. “Bet yer don’t even know who he is.”
“I’m a wizard, not an
Tobias paused. “D’yer ‘ave wizard footy, then?”
Severus shook his
head. “There’s a game. On broomsticks. But it’s nothin’ like.”
“Yer prefer yer wizard
said, quietly. A brief flash of hurt
covered Tobias’ features, but he quickly masked it.
“Right. Let yer get back to it,” Tobias said, pulling
the door shut. A moment later, it swung
back open, and Severus looked up, startled.
“We’re playin’ on Saturday afternoon.
In the cup.”
“Can yer try ‘an get ‘andle
on yer witchy thing? …don’t want to miss
“It’s a shame,” Tobias
said, running a piece of bread around his plate, mopping up the juices. “He used to like ‘is footy.”
“He isn’t going to
dare come downstairs at all today after how you behaved on Tuesday night,”
Eileen snapped, taking his plate from him and pushing it into the washing up
Eileen gave him a hard
stare. “Did you actually say you were
“More or less.”
Eileen huffed, and put
the salt and vinegar back into the cupboard.
“More or less. He’s only here for
a couple more weeks.”
uncomfortable. “Can’t yer stop that
witchy thing he does? Then he could
listen to the match.”
“It’s emotional,” she
explained, wiping down the table. “If he’s
hungry. If he’s tired. If he’s upset. If he’s worried. If the team scores. If they don’t. If his father’s going to pitch a fit and
scream at him for daring to exist.”
Eileen shrugged. “He’ll grow out of it.”
“But not by kick off,”
Tobias muttered. He grabbed his keys,
and his loose change. “I’m going down
“That’s it,” Tobias announced the next morning, putting the phone down. “Murphy’s lad can’t play, so we’re short. Gonna ‘ave to call off.” He peered at Severus, who was rummaging in a
“Leave the lad be,
Toby,” Eileen said, not looking up from her ironing.
“Yer used to be good.”
“Used to be.” Severus opened the fridge door and stared
into it. “I ain’t played in years.”
“Get yer ‘ead out of
the fuckin’ fridge. Ain’t nowt in there
“Yer tellin’ me,”
Severus said, letting the door shut. “I’m
reiterated. “I eat way more at school.”
“Fine. Play, and I’ll buy yer some chips.”
“What?” Tobias turned
to his wife. “I’m just offerin’.”
“It’s called bribery,”
she said, sliding a neatly pressed shirt onto a hanger. She stared at her son. “Play if you want, but don’t let him guilt
you into it.”
“What if we lose?”
“Still get chips?”
“Still get chips.”
“What if I play shit?” His eyes narrowed. “Still get chips?”
Tobias gave a half
smile. “Yer yer mother’s son,
aintcha? Yeah, yer still get yer chips.”
He wasn’t lying. He hadn’t played
football in years – not since he left the Muggle school and got on the train to
Hogwarts. His dad hadn’t been lying
either. He wasn’t half bad. If he’d really put his mind to it, maybe he
could’ve excelled at it – but then, he’d always known he was a wizard; he wasn’t
interested in excelling at anything Muggle, because he knew he was going to
drop it like a stone as soon as he reached eleven.
He stood on the rec,
and juggled a ball between his feet, feeling awkward in his dad’s old shorts
and baggy t-shirt. He lost concentration
as the team came past him, and the ball flicked a little far away. He quickly cast a nonverbal Accio, and he
almost laughed out loud when the ball curled back to his feet. He’d never thought of using magic whilst
playing before; he certainly didn’t have the power or the skill when he was
But what made him
laugh inside was the fact that he did it so naturally. He really was a wizard. No wand. No verbal incantation. He’d just reacted. Severus kept on juggling the ball, a grin
across his face.
“Yer playin’ keepy up?” An older teenager, nineteen or so, crossed
the field. Severus vaguely recognised
him. Robbie’s lad.
“What’s the point if
yer ain’t countin’?”
“Not played for ages,”
Severus said, letting the ball drop.
“Ah, I remember yer. Toby’s lad, innerit? Yer be right.”
“Bloody hell.” The captain of the
opposing team moved through the bar to shake Tobias’ hand. “This is yer lad, right?”
“Where’ve yer bin
hidin’ ‘im? United’s youth team?” The captain shook his head. “Yer’d be top of the league if he played
Tobias’ chest almost
burst with pride as he clapped Severus on the back. “Not bad is he, eh? For a scrawny ‘un.”
“Bugger me, he could
give old Georgie a run for ‘is money.”
The captain took a long drink. “Yer
wanna get him signed up. See a few
“Nah,” Tobias said,
smiling ruefully. He ruffled Severus’
hair, as the lad sipped his ale. “He’s
all brains, y’see. Takes after ‘is
mother. Goes some posh school up in
Scotland. Won a scholarship.”
“Some kids got it all,
eh?” the captain said, raising his glass.
“Well, good luck to yer lad. And
Toby, yer should be proper proud.”
“I am right that. I am that.”
The captain moved away, and Tobias turned to Severus. “I ain’t like yer mam, lad. Ain’t that much good wi’ words. But I am right proud, even when I’m shoutin’
and carryin’ on.” He drained his pint. “Now, let’s get gone, and get them chips I
Dumbledore smiled as the creature danced out of the end of
Snape’s wand, forcing the dementor backwards until it fled to Azkaban. “Fantastic,” he said, clapping the younger
man on the shoulders. “I knew you could
Snape sat back on the ground, panting heavily. The last few hours had taken its toll.
“Now watch this!”
Dumbledore cast his Patronus, and the phoenix flew before Severus. It paused, and then opened its mouth: “Meet me in Diagon Alley at 7.30pm.”
“Merlin’s beard,” Snape breathed. He laughed loudly, relief flooding him as he
realised what the afternoon had been about.
“Do not shy away from light magic, Severus,” Dumbledore
said, quietly. “It is your Dark Lord’s
greatest failing. He fears it.” He placed his hand beneath Snape’s chin. “This exercise today has proven what I
Snape took a sharp intake of a breath.
“You can walk the line.”
“Between Dark and Light.”
His eyes twinkled. “Perhaps
between magic and Muggle?”
Snape bristled. “…did
“With me, Severus,” Dumbledore said, extending his arm – and
then he Disapparated with a muffled pop.
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the best friends of Harry. The two of you always tried to make the
best out of the hours full of torture from Snape. You laugh the whole
time about insider jokes about Snape and get kicked out almost every
time. That doesn’t bother you, the one thing that does is the
jealousy of your secret boyfriend Draco Malfoy. Seeing you with Harry
like this makes him angry and gives him this strange feeling in his
After potions you waited until
everybody left the room so you could go to Draco. The two of you
always do that so you can have a little conversation. But this time
Draco don’t seem like to talk to you. „Draco, would you like to
meet this evening somewhere in the library?“, you ask and look at
him but he doesn’t respond, „Draco?“ Suddenly he turns his head
at you and looks very angry: „I guess you should meet Harry there.
You seem to have a good time together.“ „Oh, Draco. Stop your jealousy.“,
you simply reply and want to go faster to leave him alone but Draco
takes your wrist and pins you against the wall: „We will meet at
the library and I will show you to who you belong.“
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