snakes in my hair

Spam. Also, I did a thing with my hair.

it is not a coincidence
that both in moments of pure ecstasy
and pure terror,
we scream.

my therapist says,
it sounds like you’re having a love affair with fear.
how do you feel about that?
i respond,
i guess it scares me.

she doesn’t laugh.

fear puts a want in me that i cannot describe,
takes me to the movies,
some b-grade horror,
and slashes me to life.

so charming, this fear of mine,
puts its hand on my back by some train tracks,
asks if i want to go for a dive.

fear kisses me awake at night,
sings me to sleep come morning.
it holds my heart still for me on the coasters,
the cliff sides,
by the coffins.

knits the dark into a blanket for me,
wraps the snake around my shoulders like a shawl.

fear has its hands in my hair
and its fingers between my lips,
whispering in my ear
to look death right in the eye.

clasps its hand over my mouth
when i dare say: “too high.”

fear knows what gets me going,
electric fences,
glass shards,
haunted homes,
takes me running with scissors around the reservoir,
takes me deep into the woods,
leaves me all alone.

my therapist says,
it sounds like you’re out chasing thrills,
how do you feel about that?
i respond,

fear is a fickle lover,
when it clings to me,
i cling back.

but the longer it stays,
the longer it’s gone.

—  THE ADRENALINE JUNKIE / naiche lizzette
  • I am the one hiding under your bed teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red: Aries, Scorpio, Capricorn
  • I am the one hiding under yours stairs fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair: Leo, Taurus, Virgo
  • I am the clown with the tear-away face here in a flash and gone without a trace: Gemini, Libra
  • I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?" I am the wind blowing through your hair: Sagittarius, Aquarius
  • I am the shadow on the moon at night filling your dreams to the brim with fright: Cancer, Pisces

Slytherin Aesthetic

Hey everyone! My friend Thomas and I have started another podcast again and we’re getting to be pretty happy with it. It’s called Radaptation and it’s a comedy podcast where we write movies on the spot based off your ideas and suggestions. You can check us out on iTunes and Google Play for now,other podcast sources will be available soon.

So if you like it then please subscribe and leave a review.

If you don’t like it then just lie to my face at least.

But either way, PLEASE send in your dumb or amazing movie ideas for us to work with. One sentence or one tweet. It could be thought out or it could something off the top of your head. The show can’t run without your help!

My inarticulate, store bought, hangover hobby kit, it talks. It says, you are, you are so cool. Scissors shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red. You hollow out my hungry eyes.