[tmi] People told me that everyone always gets really horny on MDMA, but that never really happened for me. Like I did totally end up masturbating, but it was just because I was really comfortable and it felt nice. Like I wasn’t actually that turned on and I had zero interest in being serious about it or watching porn or even trying to cum. Like it did make me really want to be touched, but it didn’t like make me want to get fucked the way that alcohol usually does. I had also heard that it makes it difficult to get hard, but like that
didn’t seem to be an issue for me (or at least not any more so than
I had trouble sleeping tho and like the first time I tried to go to sleep my left arm got that restless leg syndrome thing going on (which was weird because like I do get that a lot, but usually only when I’m up and SUPER tired or when I’m not at all tired and I’ve been lying around in bed with someone else for hours trying to force myself to sleep or like waiting for them to get up), but like I was able to pass out eventually. My arm actually still feels kinda twitchy.
what it does hun :3 you get super duper talkative and empathetic. It’s
so fun, and I definitely want to try it with a partner once I can stop
I really REALLY want to do it again (obviously not today) with a partner. Like it would have been so great to have someone there to talk to and touch and be touched by. But like having done it alone also kinda just made me really want to try smoking pot alone. Like (aside from getting drunk alone like once) I had never done anything alone before last night and it was kinda rad.
I’m so jealous. I’ve always wanted to try it.
Just do it! All the cool kids are doing it! Nothing bad ever happened because of drug use!
be aware that you may crash emotionally afterwards, so any depressive
feelings later today or the next few days are related to that and you
will feel better soon. Have fun rolling :)
Totally. I’m like still feeling really good right now tho (aside from having like a minor headache (and now that I’m thinking about it I guess I am still having difficulty focusing on things (I’m really good emotionally though (parenthesis!)))).