smoke is

i was just hit with the image of louis sitting up on his bed having his morning smoke, blanket bunched around his legs and absently scratching at his beard as he watches harry sleep beside him, and then harry waking up and blinking around confusedly because he’s not really used to waking up without louis’ arms around his waist and his eyes lighting up when he sees louis and asking for a drag and louis blows out smoke and lowers the cigarette to harry’s lips and they keep making heated eye contact as harry takes a drag and then harry crawls into louis’ lap and louis gives him like 382828 lovebites and im really sad