smell sensitivity

⋆ sensory asks ⋆


1. favourite colour(s)?
2. least favourite colour(s)?
3. do you wear glasses/contacts?
4. are you colour blind?
5. what are you seeing right now?


6. favourite band(s) or artist(s)?
7. top five songs?
8. favourite instrumental track(s)?
9. favourite non-musical sound?
10. what are you hearing right now?


11. are you very sensitive to smell?
12. favourite scent?
13. opinion on the smell of blown-out candles?
14. what does your shampoo smell like?
15. do you like to wear perfume/cologne?


16. favourite fruit?
17. favourite non-alcoholic drink?
18. worst thing you’ve ever tasted?
19. do you enjoy any unusual food combinations that others find unappealing?
20. what flavour gum do you usually chew?

T O U C H 

21. do you often rip/cut the tags off of your clothes?
22. any specific textures that bother you?
23. do you have a high pain tolerance?
24. softest article of clothing that you (have) own(ed)?
25. are you a good hugger?


26. do you ever feel like you have a sixth sense? in what way(s)?
27. any prophetic dreams?
28. have you ever had your fortune told? (did it prove to be accurate?)
29. has anyone “read your mind” before?
30. have you witnessed any “miracles” or strange coincidences?

BTS(Maknae line)| VampireAU| You’re afraid of them even though you’re in a relationship

The Hyung line will follow when I see that you like this imagine.^^

Btw, I opened a Youtube Channel and I wanna do Kpop-related stuff on it, but not those mainstream things….any ideas??

Requests are open


Jimin and you always playfully fought against each other, like him tickling you when you least expect it or you randomly jumping on his back. Like today. You were in the kitchen to cook and didn’t expected Jimin to return from work earlier than 6pm. He, of course, used your unknowingness to his advantage. He tiptoed behind you (not that you would have heard him normally, vampire and all this stuff) and whispered into your ear “May I have this bite?”, and kissed your neck afterwards. You flinched and turned fast to hold the knive you just cutted the onions with in front of you to protect yourself. It was dead silence for about 5 seconds, which felt like hours before you realised the situation and dropped the knive. He stood there and stared into your soul when the knive touched the ground. You wanted to say something, laugh it off, but both of you knew that your fear was real. He still looked at you and his world seemed to be shattered.


Originally posted by narika-a


Taehyung, although his “other way of ‘living’, always liked to cuddle and hug you, no matter where you are or what you’re doing. Your relationship is more than special and you are connected through something deeper than love. Today he seemed to be more clingy than ever and when you finally gave in and let him cuddle you, he showed you his boxy grin, which also gave you a good view on his sharp teeth. He hugged you and burried his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your smell. He knew how sensitive you were in this area and made use of it. But suddenly you felt his lips on your neck, and you started to panic even more when you felt something wet on your neck. You immediately pushed him off you and looked at him with wide eyes, before you realised what you did. He stood there, his gaze met his feet and he looked like a puppy who just got kicked by it’s owner.

 “I just wanted to kiss you…Are you still scared of me? After all we’ve been through? Why?”

Originally posted by jiminiemini


Jungkook wasn’t only young for someone of his kind, he was alsovery interested in the human life. Interested in more than sucking their blood. Thats why he got along with you, a human, so well and after a short time, you became more than friends. You, of course, faced the fact that your boyfriend was like a deadly animal more than one time, but you always pushed this worries away. But not facing your fears was wrong how the both of you found out short after. It was a normal day and the both of you played video games in your small apartment. One of the goals in your life was, to win against the mighty Jeon Jungkook, which never happend before. But it seemed like today was your lucky day and with one last push, Jungkook was defeated. You couldn’t stop laughing when you saw his blank face still staring at the controller. But from one second to another he was above you and pinned your wrists on the couch. The tone of his voice was deep and his whole aura screamed ‘dangerous’. “You think this is fun, don’t you?!.” A creepy smile supported your fear and you started to tremble. Without you wanting it, tears filled your eyes and as soon as Jungkook realised that, he let go of you. You immediately raised yourself and wrapped your arms around  you. Guilt filled you and you didn’t dared to look into his eyes, knowing how hurt he must be.

“I thought you know that I would never do anthing to you….”

Originally posted by jayfatuasian

anonymous asked:

Let me sneak this in before I get ready to go to work and you close your box. Can I get domestic HCs, or a drabble if you prefer, for post-ending, everyone lives Chocobos with their pregnant s/o? Like they all thought this was gonna be a terrible ending, yet here they are with a kid on the way. Thanks!

Noctis can’t believe that he’s still alive. He can’t believe that he gets a second chance––he wakes up on the floor of the throne room and feels the warmth of sunlight on his face. The first thing he does is bolt back outside, and sees that his friends are still alive as well. After a brief reunion, he runs back home, to you.

He makes love to you that night, vigorously, sensually, as if he’s finally breached the surface of the ocean and is able to take in his first exhilarating breath. The passion takes you two over and you fall asleep in each other’s arms.

Noctis sets to work on rebuilding the Citadel. The moment you tell him that you’re pregnant, he falls to his knees, holds you close and thanks the Six for his gift. A family––he can hardly believe it. He becomes the King that Insomnia has always deserved, and dotes on you hand and foot. He promises to be a dedicated father and husband, and he never disappoints you. He cherishes every moment he’s able to spend with you as your womb grows, because he knows that every minute is a blessing from the Astrals.

Prompto emerges from the final battle alive, but badly injured. He hobbles home to you and you take care of his wounds, teasingly scolding him that he was trying too hard to be a hero. He jokes that he figured it would impress you, and you smack him playfully on the arm as you bandage up his wounds.

It’s a while until he’s healthy, but as soon as he’s able, he’s between your legs. He wants every part of you, wants to map every inch of your skin with his lips, hands and tongue. You give yourself fully to him, taking him in for all he’s worth.

You tell him that you’re pregnant some time later, and he starts to cry. You think at first that he’s upset at the news, that maybe he wasn’t ready to be a father, but he immediately dispels the idea. He tells you how much he’s wanted to start a family with you, and how excited he is to be a dad. He just can’t help but be emotional because he’s been through so much with his brothers in arms, and never expected to find love, and never expected to make it out of that last standoff alive.

His enthusiasm for fatherhood takes shape in the form of nesting. He’s already picked the colours for the nursery and bought most of the things you’ll need, and already gotten way too many stuffed moogles and chocobos for your future son or daughter. He spoils you rotten, and always kisses your growing belly before he falls asleep.

Gladio promised you before he left for the final battle that once it was over, he was going to marry you. You were so scared that he wouldn’t come back––but when he shows up at your shared house, covered in dirt and blood, you throw your arms around him and refuse to let go. He did it. He came home.

The wedding is small and intimate, with your closest friends in attendance. Neither of your parents made it out of the Citadel alive, so you light candles for them at the altar. That night, Gladio absolutely ravishes you, having to keep himself from ripping the white gown from your body. You consummate your marriage over and over until you’re unable to walk and he is finally sated.

You tell Iris that you think you’re pregnant, and she helps you buy the test from the pharmacy. When it comes back positive, you’re initially nervous about what Gladio will say. But when you tell him, he gingerly wraps his arms around you in a warm embrace, and you feel tears on your shoulder. You ask him if he’s crying, and he hastily wipes his eyes. Putting his macho façade back on, he replies, “No.”

Gladio buys parenting books and tries to come up with names for your unborn child. He wants to be a better father than Clarus was to him. He also wants to carry on the tradition of naming the Amicitia heir after a flower, and you bicker playfully back and forth over which ones are your favourites.

Ignis didn’t know how to say goodbye to you before the final battle, so he slipped away in the night without a word. You were furious with him when he returned, but also so relieved when he came back alive. You wanted to slap him, but instead you tugged him close for a kiss. He was scared that you would be upset with him, and you admit that you are, but now is his chance to make it up to you.

And he does––repeatedly, with blindfolds, rope and leather. You’re a trembling mess under his questing fingers and his clever mouth, and by the time he’s finished with you, you’re almost entirely sure that he’s sucked every bone from your body and left you with nothing but sore muscle and bruised skin.

It’s almost as if Ignis knows that you’re pregnant before you do. He notices a difference in your behaviour, the smells that you’ve become sensitive to, and your demands for strange food combinations. He offers to buy you a pregnancy test to be sure, though he’s already purchased prenatal vitamins in anticipation.

You’re not sure how he, as a blind man, is able to baby-proof the house, but he does. He takes such good care of you that you start to feel bad, and try to get him to stop, but he refuses. He tells you that you and your unborn child are the family he never really had, and that he will do whatever it takes to ensure your safety and comfort. You eventually just let him dote on you, and he ends up being more prepared when you are when your due date actually arrives.

Imagine Daryl cheating on you not knowing that you're pregnant

(Wooo more angst I guess :3 Hope it is as requested and you all like it :3 Gif not mine/found it on google/credit to the original owner.)

You were both arguing again. About what? He couldn’t remember and neither could you but you were now just both screaming at each other.

Finally, it suddenly stop and you both got quiet. With nothing else to say, he just exhaled and dipped his head down. Staring at his feet, he wondered what had happen between you and him to get like this.

He turned his back to you slowly and walked towards the door to leave, it just seemed right to let you have your space.

Before walking out, he looked back at you only to hear the sound your voice.

“I love you Daryl…”

He turned back and closed the door. Those words he had heard them a thousand times and never once had he ever gotten tired of them but this time something was off.

He couldn’t figure out if you were sincere about it or not and just took some time to reflect on everything.


In the few weeks of your arrival to Alexandria, the two of you had seem to drift apart and argue a lot more. Your happiness and joyful attitude had seem to change.

Anything would seem to bother you and you would just seem to push him away whenever he would try to comfort you, making him frustrated.

When he’d leave you alone for some time, you’d get even more frustrated and as he’d come back to your side, the fight between you and him would only seem to get worse.

He hated that feeling of pushing you away and the feeling of you pushing him away. He thought to himself that he would do anything to make you happier again but with everything going on and everything that had happen, even he himself found it hard to be positive.


As he sat on the couch, he just didn’t felt like he could sleep on it again this night and decided to get up and walk out to see what the others were up to.

He thought of going to Aaron’s for a late snack, knowing that he and Eric would welcome him, and walked towards where his house was.

He walked the road with his head down, hands in his pocket to keep himself warm when suddenly he felt someone walk by.

He looked back and realized it was Rosita. Oddly, seeing here walk just as him, made him curious and he just had to ask.

“Hey…Where are you going at this hour?”

She turned in surprised, seeming to not have noticed him earlier and simply sighed.

“To Spencer’s house…”

She seemed embarrassed about saying it and could only seem to hope to be able to leave soon before further questioning.

She was about to turn around as it got quiet but somehow Daryl just had to keep talking to her.

“W-what are you doing there? Is it cause of Abraham?”

He knew the answer but he felt an urge of being indiscreet and wanted her to answer honestly.

She ended up being pissed and just nodded.

“Yeah…well now you know the answer…Can I go now?”

From her answer, he just seemed to understand what was going on with her. Looking for someone to comfort in a time when the person you love the most had just threw you away, just seemed to suddenly appeal to him.

Him and her were on the same page and it would just seem fine to be the one to help her out while her to do so for him.

He walked closer to her and casually just asked her honestly.

“How about you forget about him for tonight…Let’s go to your house…”

She raised her eyebrow and knowing how much him and you loved each other she just couldn’t understand as to what was happening.

She stepped back and bluntly asked him. Nervously, he told her everything and ended up walking to her house.

Just as he expected to happen, he spent the night with her and tried to forget about the fight you and him had.


While he left, you had cried to yourself, thinking about everything. You didn’t knew as to where this whole frustration came to you but you just felt suffocated with everything lately.

It was easy to be pissed off and it would always seem that you would let it out the instant Daryl would be around.

You hated yourself for it each time you would later reflect on it and remembering his sad expression, only made it worse.

You wanted it to change, to go back to the time where everything was sweet and nice with him. To the time, when it was easy to laugh and forgive each other after stupid little arguments.

You knew it had something to do with you and you just had to figure it out. You thought about it over the night and eventually fell to sleep.


The next morning you woke up and oddly Daryl wasn’t on the couch. You stopped to think for a while but believing that he might sleep at Aaron’s or Rick’s, you simply nodded and walked to over to make breakfast.

In the meanwhile, he was spending the morning in Rosita house’s still holding her. He felt bad to leave you like that but thinking that you might need some time he stayed with her and they later ate breakfast as well.

You sat there expecting him to come back anytime soon but as you realized the time of the day, you decided you needed to figure out what was happening with yourself.

You needed to talk to someone and decided to join Denise in the infirmary. As you helped her out with whatever she needed, you both talked and she made you realize something.

“Well maybe your mood swings…and your sensitivity to smell…it’s all linked to you being pregnant…When was your last period?”

As she said that, you stopped whatever you were doing and stared up at her. In thought, you counted the last time you had your period and realized it was quite some time ago.

She noticed your silence and questioned further, “Do you and Daryl…use condoms when you both…”

You shook your head remembering the last time you and him had been together intimately and just slumped down to sit on the nearby chair.

Nervously, you didn’t know how to react properly. Were you happy about the possibility or would it break you and him even more, you couldn’t know at that moment and it scared you.

As Denise noticed you, she got closer to you and went in to rub your back for comfort.

“Look I think you can take a test here just to be sure…maybe you’re not and it’s something else…Whatever it is we’ll figure it out ok!”

You wiped your little tears and nodded to her. A test wouldn’t hurt you and if you really were pregnant then you thought you that it might be better to learn it now.


As you were about to take the test, Daryl was just quietly leaving Rosita’s house for the day and was hoping to go check on you.

However, something in his hear and mind told him that you might push him away again, making him turn to look at Rosita as he stood by the door.

In a mumble, he simply eyed her and said, “I’ll be back for tonight…Wait for me ok…”

She sighed and asked him about you but he simply shrugged and explained his reasoning. She ended up agreeing and told him to quickly leave before anyone would see him walk out of her house.


You ended up finding the truth behind your frustration and sickness. You were pregnant, two lines on both of the tests that you took.

Your heart thumped and you thought of everything. Was he really going to be okay with this? You remembered you both talked about wanting a family together but that was back when everything was sunshine and flowers between you not like this.

You weren’t even sleeping in the same house at this point and the thought of bringing a child into an unhappy family saddened you.

As you sat in deep thought and discussion with Denise, she tried her best to make you realize that it wasn’t as bad.

She tried to convince you of Daryl’s kind heart and how he would certainly understand and probably make things right with you.

Although, you could see it, you expressed to her that you felt bad for the way you had been treating him.

“I-I don’t to think an apology will be enough…”

She didn’t knew what to say and you both got quiet for a while until an idea occurred to her.

“How about you make a nice diner for him…and maybe make a surprise about your pregnancy announcement while at it…I’m sure he’ll appreciate it…”

The idea made you smile and only sweet memories about him getting you dinner whenever you were hungry, came to you. You realized it was in times like that, that you would both just fall for one another.

You ended up nodding and with some confidence you agreed.

“Alright I like that idea…A new start for me and him…and our little one…”

She smiled to hear you and you both got to work on different ideas of how to present the whole thing to him.

Not wanting to rush anything, you decided to truly prepare it for him in the few days that followed.


While at it, he had been spending his night’s at Rosita for her company and had lied to you about just wanting to hang out with Aaron.

You didn’t question him any further thinking that it would be better to surprise him at the right moment and just let him his space.

He didn’t want to be apart from you but your distantness just seemed it was better to let you on your own for a while.

With Rosita, he was able to talk and just feel comforted enough to not want to leave it so soon. He knew it was wrong but something about it was just worth it to him as long as no one found out.

She wouldn’t ever replace what he feels for you but it was something new to him and a breath of fresh air that he needed for the time being.


One evening, after him and her had just had sex, he remembered you passing by him and telling him to come for dinner as he walked outside.

He knew it meant you were fine enough to talk again and finally felt like he needed to spend the rest of the night with you. He explained himself to her and she understood, letting him leave.

You sat waiting anxiously at home, hoping he’ll be back soon and really just couldn’t wait to tell him of the news.

In the days leading to this moment, you grew to love the idea of having your own child and could just imagine how lively your life would get.

You barely could sit still in your seat and as soon as your door was opened, you got up from the kitchen table to peer over.

It was Daryl and you cracked a smile at him. He lowered his gaze as he would whenever he would get nervous and made you chuckle.

To hear your laughter, made him feel better and realized how much he had missed you. However, at the same time that smile and sound, stung his heart and reminded him of what he had been doing behind your back, making his hesitate to smile so much.

He walked over to see you and greeted you in a low tone. You nodded and shyly welcomed him.

He sat across from you and smiled to see the food you had cooked. He smelled it and just felt back at home and slowly seemed to forget about everything that had happen.


You both ate quietly for a moment, not knowing the right words to say. Stealing glances at each other, you smiled and notice him going from smiling to a concerned expression in a matter of seconds

It worried you that he might not like it or something and took the lead in starting a conversation.

“I-I’m glad you came for tonight…I-I really missed you…”

You looked up from your plate to see his reaction and once again saw his lips curl. It wasn’t out of pure happiness it seemed but you took it as a compliment.

He nodded at you and just couldn’t find anything to tell you but that he felt the same about you.

It was the truth but part of it, he felt himself as a jerk to have done such things to you. It broke his heart to realize the whole thing and he just wanted to hit himself over it.

He then reached for your hand and simply repeated to you about how he loves you, making you feel a sense of relief.

The evening went quite well and you both started to chat in a more relaxed way that reminded you both of when you first met at the prison.


As you both sat on the couch, you then got up and revealed to him that you had another surprise for him and that he needed to close his eyes.

It slightly unnerved him but nonetheless he did as you asked of him.

You came back with a box in hand and kneeled close to his knee, enough to put your hand on it.

As you did, you then told him to open his eyes. He noticed the box in hand and just wondered as to what it was.

You could see the curiosity in his eyes and excitement came over to you. You smiled brightly and just couldn’t seem to sit still.

You handed it to him and looking into his eyes, you said, “I’m sorry about my attitude lately…I really am…You didn’t deserve to be treated the way I treated you…You deserve better…So here is my apology gift…”

He swallowed hard to hear you and couldn’t think as to what you would offer him. The box was intricate and he felt like he didn’t deserve whatever it was inside as he now felt at fault on his part.

Nonetheless, with your excitement, he had no choice but to do just as you asked and open the box.

As he did, he noticed the paper filling surrounding a piece of a folded paper and looked back at you.

You gave him a curt nod to signify him to take it and he did so. He took it slowly and opened it to read it.

“You’re going to be a dad”

His heart stopped. His eyes had tears and widened to see those words and he couldn’t figure out how to truly feel.

As you noticed him, you simply chuckled and told him to check the tests you had took to let him know of the truth.

He slowly searched for them and seeing the two sticks with each a positive sign on them, he realized how much in the wrong he was.

He knew he still loved you but just felt like he didn’t deserve you. He looked back into your eyes and you just playfully bit your lips and said, “So…what do you think?”

A thousands insults to himself came to him and in that instant, he could only think of pulling you in for a tight hug.

You ended up in his lap, hugging him back and could only laugh at his reaction. Your happiness to him was everything to him but truly he just felt like he did you wrong and knew nothing he could do could make him redeem himself.

The only thing he could say or feel about this was to tear up. He clung onto you and repeatedly apologize to you.

“I-I’m sorry…I’m sorry…I’m sorry…”

You stroked his hair to hear him and just told him it was fine, not understanding the true meaning behind his apology.

You thought he was simply referring to your pregnancy and just told him about your love for him.

“You don’t need to apologize for it…If anything it’s me for my attitude…Not you…Besides if you’re apologizing for making a baby with me…Don’t…I love you Daryl…That’s all that matters…I know we’ll make it through together…and that’s all because I love you…”

As he listened to you, he wanted to hit himself over and over for everything that he had done to you and realized nothing could be done to fix any of his acts.

The only thing he could think at that moment was to keep apologizing.

“I’m sorry….I’m sorry…I’m sorry Y/N…”

From his tone, you realized something was off and held him wondering if you should ask his meaning or simply brush it off for the night.


P&G Product Special Interview (April 2017):

(This month’s P&G interview with Yuzuru is a product promotion.  But it’s still interesting, so I translated part of it.)

“I am rather sensitive to smells. When I travel, there are times when I am bothered by the smell of the room, so recently I have been bringing along a room fragrance spray and eye masks with a nice smell. I like calming scents like lavender and chamomile. Being surrounded by a nice scent before sleeping, I can relax and the quality of sleep is also improved. Sleep is ‘maintenance time’ for healing body and mind. It is very important to restore the mood/feeling, so scents help with that.”

“When I participate in ice shows, I am very much indebted to 'Febreze’. (laughs) The temperature at ice show venues are set higher than at competitions, so that customers do not have to protect themselves from the cold and it would be more comfortable for them. But it is hard for the performers as we perspire a lot more compared to competitions.
Our costumes are delicate and need to be hand washed, but sometimes there are 2 shows in one day and there is not enough time (for washing and drying). At those times, I will spray Febreze, 'shu’, directly on the costume. It can remove smells and germs. Plus, it has a nice fragrance, so I can go for the next show with a good feeling.”

Source: P&G,

For my previous translations of Yuzu’s interviews in P&G, see HERE.

anonymous asked:

u got any sprace hcs..... in desperate need

i ALWAYS have sprace hcs ;)))

  • spot is the first one to drop an ‘i love u’ and race responds with ‘no homo rite?’ and spot deadass decks him
  • race carries spot everywhere. bridal style, piggy back, or over the shoulder literally 24/7
  • about 60% of the time when race goes to hold spot’s hand spot tried to arm wrestle him right then and there
  • race is only allowed to vape flavors spot has approved bc he’s rly sensitive to smell and once race did some cotten candy bullshit and spot puked on him bc that shit is nasty and overwhelming
  • for mush’s birthday race made their friend group a big meal and spot was literally drooling bc his boyfriend cooking was just ungoldy hot to him and no one has ever let him live the incident down
  • they own hermit crabs togther named scontroso and sorrisi who race and spot are very proud parents of and never fail to remind everyone of that fact
  • race asked spot to prom via a giant handmade yugioh card and was like ‘u have activated my trap card promposal! now u have to go to prom with me!’
When I catch the scent of a food I haven't been able to eat in years because of allergies and digestive issues...

anonymous asked:

yams headcanon: he loves to paint but the smell of paint gives him headaches bc he's super sensitive to smells

his teammates have walked into the club room to see him working on art projects…….with EAR PLUGS stuffed up his nose to block out the acrylic smell.

- mod ri

Keith goes through a kinda second "Galra puberty" thing

• He craves weird foods and basically just wants to be a vegetarian
(“I want CARROTS” “We don’t have carrots” “But I want them”)

• He needs to sleep all the time and gets super grumpy when he has to wake up early

• He can get super emotional but it’s really random. He can take all kinds of crap one day it the next day someone can bump him by accident and he will just curl up there on the floor and cry

• He becomes sensitive to smell and scents. He gets stressed when things don’t smell right or like his and gets calmed by the smell of his team.
(“Keith, don’t take this the wrong way but I think it’s time you washed your bedsheets” “Fuck off they finally smell right!!”)
(Shiro doesn’t care about the smell, he just wants his shirts back)
(“Keith I’m very happy you like Allura and Coran so much that you want them to smell like family but you really need to stop rubbing against them”)

• He loves Red so fucking much just in general and will be found laying across her warm muzzle cooing at her

• But the main thing is he gets super protective of what is his, mainly the rest of the team

- Someone goes to greet Pidge and touch their shoulder and Keith just smacks their hand away.
(He doesn’t even realise when he did this and is still in denial)
- Someone goes to hug Hunk bc he is so huggable and Keith practically tackles them to the ground.
(“Ok, that I can’t deny I did. Sorry.” He’s not sorry.)
- When someone new sits next to Shiro Keith is just shoves them away and lays across his lap.
(“No, no, nope nope nope, sorry, just no.” Shiro pats his hair and Keith practically purrs.)
- Nobody expects how defensive he is with Lance though. People Keith doesn’t know can’t even look at him without his ears going flat and him baring his fangs. He will move to stand in front of Lance so the person can’t see him. Thy can talk to him so long as they don’t say his name or look directly at him.
- This gets better and worse after they start dating. Better bc at least it’s not awkward when someone speaks to Lance and Keith just presses himself completely up against Lance with no explanation, and worse bc Lance loves PDA and totally tempts Keith into it.
(Lance will smile at someone so that Keith will snarl and force cuddles on Lance)
(Lance ‘forgets’ to shower after a cuddle session with Keith and wears his shirt the next day to a meeting and Keith cannot pay attention at all. “Keith are you listening?” “Hell no.” “Please stop sniffing Lance” “HE SMELLS SO GOOD” “Ohmygod please stop” and Lance just grins)

anonymous asked:

can you do more taehyung werewolf hc the one where he doesnt know he is a werewolf please

The first part can be found here for those who need it!


“Hyung.. Hyung i need-” 

“Shhh Taetae i know.” 

Yoongi steps into the room carefully. His own wolf is literally screaming at him from the inside trying to claw its way out because all it knows is their mate is right there and in heat. Yoongi knows his eyes are like Taehyung’s only his are flashing between their normal brown and bright red because he’s fighting so hard not to mount Taehyung who doesn’t even know what he’s asking for. The closer he steps to the bed where Taehyung is laying the more the younger arches his back and begs. 

Yoongi soothes him by gently running his nose against Taehyung’s neck, not really marking him  but scenting him enough for Taehyung’s wolf to feel relaxed. The elder slowly rubs at Taehyung’s stomach and when he talks it’s almost whispering. 

“Taehyung you’re in heat.” 

Taehyung is quick to try and tell Yoongi that’s not true, it can’t be true, because he’s human. He’s always been human. Before he can though another whine leaves his mouth as more heat pulses through him. 

“You’re an omega Taehyung. I can smell it on you.  You’re in heat and…… and our wolves are mates.” 

As hard as it is Yoongi manages to calm Taehyung enough to explain that he can help Taehyung through his heat but once they mate it’s for life. He refuses to touch Taehyung in any sexual way until the younger is 1000000 percent sure he understands and wants to be with Yoongi for life and when he does say that’s what he wants Yoongi and him spend the next three days having very dirty, slightly bloody, heat sex. :)

Having omega Taehyung when he’s not completely fucked out and heat filled is actually really funny. At least Yoongi thinks so. The alpha tries really hard to be a good mate and alpha and explain anything Taehyung may be curious about but sometimes Taehyung ask questions like “So, hyung, can we get fleas?” and all Yoongi can do is roll his eyes at his mate.

They both quickly figure out Taehyung’s nose is very sensitive to smells, especially Yoongi’s smell. Before Taehyung just always though his nose was just special as a human but now that he knows it’s because of his wolf senses he has the time of his life going around and smelling EVERYTHING.  

Yoongi finds it especially adorable when he walks into his now shared room with Taehyung and catches the younger with his nose pressed against Yoongi’s favorite pillow as he naps.  It sends a pang of affection for his omega because even in his sleep his mate is searching for his scent to feel comfortable and now that Yoongi thinks about it all the past cuddle sessions with Taehyung sniffing him makes a lot of sense.  

Yoongi just smiles and tosses his shirt on the floor before sliding into bed and hugging his mate close so they can both sleep together. 

Taehyung is basically like a pup. Even though he’s technically a wolf that should be matured by now since he didn’t know what he was it’s like he has to learn everything for the first time. 

Yoongi watches with fond eyes as he talks Taehyung though his first time shifting. It’s a kind of painful thing to do the first time but Taehyung handles it well enough and it makes Yoongi feel proud that his omega is strong enough to only whimper once or twice as his bones shift until he’s a beautiful caramel brown wolf.

As soon as Taehyung is in his wolf form Yoongi shifts as well into his own midnight black wolf and the first thing he does his nuzzle against Taehyung. Seokjin scolds them for shedding fur on the couch but they both just roll their eyes (can wolves do that?) and run outside to play together. 

Taehyung chases after Yoongi and tries to nip at the alpha’s tail while Yoongi growls playfully and rolls on top of Taehyung to gently bite at the omega’s snout until he whines and bares his neck. They just are having so much fun and are SO IN LOVE. 

Taehyung’s face when Jimin tells him omegas can get pregnant with pups is literally so hilarious. 

Yoongi walks into the room to see 95 line laying together and chatting and that is normal but what is not normal is Taehyung’s wide eyes and opened mouth and all he can do is raise an eyebrow until Taehyung jumps up. 


Yoongi coughs. He was going to explain to Taehyung that it’s rare for male omegas to be able to have pups and it was mostly female omega but Taehyung’s shocked face is just so funny he wants to play along with teasing his mate.

“Yeah babe, you can have up to like ten pups your first litter.” 

Taehyung nearly passes out while Yoongi and Jimin laughs so hard their faces go red. 

(Seokjin scolds them and tries to ground them for making poor Taehyung almost faint)

ASTRO for Marie Claire (2017 February Issue)

Cha Eunwoo

Greatest interests recently: Japanese, the drama <Goblin>, driver’s license
Your favourite lyric amongst ASTRO’s songs: It’s a part from ‘Fireworks’. 'I want to secretly leave a little memory on your cheeks that have flushed red’. They’re pretty lyrics which tug at your heartstrings.
The drama of your life: <Rain Man>. My brother came to mind and I cried throughout as I watched the movie.
A special habit: I bite at my fingernails when I get restless
The member who possesses the charm you’d like to parallel: Moonbin. The charisma he shows off on stage is cool.
If you were to express your personality in one word: Simple yet complicated
Things you’ve got to be sure to bring along (with you) on the regular: Mobile, wallet, notebook, pen, glasses, contact lenses, cologne
Your childhood dream: Prosecutor, judge, doctor, etc.. It changed frequently.
What you would like to do today if tomorrow was the end of the world: After enjoying the last supper with my family, I want to find a spot in the remote countryside that will become my final resting place and then decorate it
Recent cause of worry: Having failed the driver’s test
Your hangout: The bathhouse at Seoulleung station
A dish you’re confident of making: Instant noodles
Phone wallpaper: ASTRO’s logo
A place you want to really have a holiday at: New Caledonia
Something I keep obsessing over unknowingly: View count on videos and digital ranking
A recent moment where you felt the most happy: When I stand on stage, when I see myself on TV, when the people around me cheer me on
Your life’s greatest escape: Having gone to watch a movie alone late at night not too long ago
What you personally think of as your charming point: Honesty and earnestness. I’m also nice (laughs).
An animal you think resembles you: A bear
An aspect (of yourself) you’d like to fix: I think too much and I get cold feet
Ideal type: A girl who’s wise and kind-hearted. Someone bright who makes me feel good when we’re together.
If you were to go on a date on Valentine’s Day: I want to spend some alone time with her as we have fun camping in the peaceful forest
Someone you want to see as of right now: My dad
No.1 on your bucket list: Receiving 20 licenses

Yoon Sanha

Your first plan for the new year: Building my body. It’ll probably take a long time (laughs).
Your favourite lyric amongst ASTRO’s songs: Lyrics from 'Star’. 'You’re in my millions of thoughts and even in my unclear future. You’re shining brightly in this moment too. Thank you for being my bright light.’
A song you’ve been obsessed with lately: Crush’s Beautiful
The person you’d like to meet in this lifetime: John Mayer. He plays the guitar really coolly.
The musician you must keep up to date with: Ed Sheeran
What you think you rank no.1 at amongst the members: Cuteness and beagle-ness, my skills in playing the guitar
The member who possesses the charm you’d like to parallel: JinJin hyung who’s really considerate
How you imagine ASTRO to be 10 years later: I dream that we become a team who performs worldwide
Things you’ve got to be sure to bring along (with you) on the regular: Oriental medicine which I’ve been consuming lately
A power you want to possess: The ability to stop time
A job you think you would’ve landed if you hadn’t debuted: A guitarist or a composer
When you last had a good laugh: I’m in fits of laughter all day when I’m with my members
Recent cause of worry: Maybe because I’m experiencing puberty but I’m getting a lot of pimples on my face
The menu you often order at a cafe: Strawberry smoothie, sweet potato latte
A dish you’re confident of making: Rice with soy sauce
A recent moment where you felt the most happy: When I welcomed the new year as a member of ASTRO
What you’d like to do on your soon approaching birthday: I want to go to a ski resort. I’ve never gone skiing before.
Presents you’d like to receive from your members: The latest computer model
Your charming point: Cuteness and shamelessness
A modifier you’d like to attach to ASTRO’s name: A team that makes you feel good by just looking at them
What you fear of: Ghosts. I think I’d pass out if I bump into one.
If you could have any three wishes granted: 10 billion dollars, an additional 50 wishes, fans’ health
What you’d like to buy at some point of time: My own snazzy guitar, an electric kickboard
Your reaction when you meet a girl who catches your fancy: I’ve never had that experience before but if one day I were to meet her, I don’t think I’d be able to take my eyes off of her


Your favourite track amongst the songs you’ve released: 'Star’ which was included in our 3rd album. I was happy being able to write the lyrics for the rap portion that will be incorporated into the song.
Greatest interests recently: The anthology I’m currently reading. I happened to read it by chance but I’ve become absorbed into it.
Thoughts you think of on stage: I want to connect with the audience and relish in the moment together
A song you’ve been obsessed with lately: Akdong Musician’s album <WINTER>
The drama of your life: <Step Up>. Watching the dancers inside the movie, I thought about how I wanted to live like that as well.
The person you’d like to meet in this lifetime: The 25 year old me who has become a famous world star
A peculiar habit: My skin’s on the dry side so before sleeping, I have to put on a facial mask, then apply cream and spray some mist for me to be able to go to sleep
What has changed after debut: I think I’ve gotten ore cautious
What you think you rank no.1 at amongst the members: Choreographing. I personally made the choreography for several released songs.
What I do when the standby time drags on: I’d monitor our stages or I’d search for and watch performance stages from foreign artists
How you imagine ASTRO to be 10 years later: I hope that at that point of time I’ll be with my members always enjoying ourselves no matter where we may be, just like now
A power you want to possess: Spiderman’s abilities
Your childhood dream: World star
A job you think you would’ve landed if you hadn’t debuted: A dance teacher or a musical actor
Your favourite food: Every dish my mum makes
Food that you hate: The cucumber that goes inside kimball
A place you want to really have a holiday at: If it’s a place with tons of gras then anywhere’s fine
A recent moment where you felt the most happy: Fansigns
Your charming point: Manliness
An animal you think resembles you: Baby dinosaur
An aspect (of yourself) you’d like to fix: My Gyeongsang-do dialect that sometimes pops out of nowhere
Your reaction when you meet a girl who catches your fancy: I’ll be just smiling on the inside
What you fear of: When I become lethargic
Someone you want to see as of right now: Family


Your first plan for the new year: Building my body
Your favourite lyric amongst ASTRO’s songs: 'I’m more excited when it’s the weather you like’ from 'Colored’ off our 3rd album
Thoughts you think of on stage: Let’s enjoy to the best we can
A song you’ve been obsessed with lately: Chainsmokers’ Closer
The musician you must keep up to date with: Justin Bieber
The person you’d like to meet in this lifetime: Usher
A peculiar habit: I hit the side of my neck when I get flustered
What you think you rank no.1 at amongst the members: Running and knowledge on history
If you were to express your personality in one word: Fire. I get keyed up easily.
Your childhood dream: A martial artist who uses swords
Something I keep obsessing over unknowingly: Maintaining my muscles
What you would like to do today if tomorrow was the end of the world: I’ll run straight to the house my family’s at and just as I usually would, I’ll loudly shout, “I’m home.”
The day you last cried: I was talking about how I felt at our mini live which was held not too long ago when I started to cry.
Your hangout: Practice room
Your own way of relieving stress: I exercise for an extended period of time
Your favourite food: Kimchi stew
A dish you’re confident of making: Pancake
A place you want to really have a holiday at: Santorini, Greece
What you fear of: Spiders, criticisms from people
If you could have any three wishes granted: To be good at singing, making all the people I meet like me, becoming courageous enough that I don’t get cold feet no matter what it is that I’m facing
What you’d like to buy at some point of time: An Iron Man suit
Ideal type: Someone who eats well and smiles easily
Your reaction when you meet a girl who catches your fancy: I’ll suddenly get quiet and I wouldn’t be able to make eye contact
If you were to go on a date on Valentine’s Day: We’d watch a movie then swing by a delicious bakery
No.1 on your bucket list: To live happily


Greatest interests recently: Fashion style. I want to earn a lot of money later on and buy fancy clothes to wear
Your favourite track amongst the songs you’ve released: 'Star’, 'Your Love…’
A song you’ve been obsessed with lately: Ariana Grande’s One Last Time
The musician you must keep up to date with: Sia
A movie you watched recently: <Master>. I’ve watched it about two times.
The person you’d like to meet in this lifetime: GD sunbae-nim
A peculiar habit: I pick my nose (laughs)
The member who possesses the charm you’d like to parallel: MJ hyung. It’s charming how he laughs.
What you do when the standby time drags on: I write rap lyrics
Things you’ve got to be sure to bring along (with you) on the regular: I make sure to have on me my cologne. My sense of smell is on the sensitive side.
Your childhood dream: A singer, a drummer
The day you last cried: On our rest day, I was lying down all alone since I was sick when I started to cry
Recent cause of worry: I want to be good at composing
Your own way of relieving stress: I listen to music loudly or I write lyrics
The menu you often order at a cafe: Iced americano
A dish you’re confident of making: Carbonara rice cakes
What you’d like to do on your birthday: I want to go on a trip with my members to the beach
Presents you’d like to receive from your members: A Porsche (laughs)
Your charming point: My eye smile
An aspect (of yourself) you’d like to fix: My short height. I want to grow a little taller.
If you could have any three wishes granted: My height to be at 181cm, all the clothes in the world, not quite sure about the last wish
Your life’s greatest escape: On the 1st of January in the year that I became an adult, I drank alcohol with my friends
Three things you’d take with you to a deserted island: A camping kit, a fire steel, shampoo in big volume
Ideal type: A girl who smiles easily
Your reaction when you meet a girl who catches your fancy: I’ll smile when we first make eye contact, keep my eye on her for a little more then I’ll approach her first and strike a conversation
Someone you want to see as of right now: My older brother
No.1 on your bucket list: I want to hold a concert this year


Your first plan for the new year: Go on a diet
Your favourite track amongst the songs you’ve released: A b-side track off our 3rd album, ’Colored’
A song you’ve been obsessed with lately: B2ST’s 'Ribbon’ and 'Butterfly’
The drama of your life: <Lord of the Rings>. Smeagol’s image was shocking so I can’t forget it.
A person you’d like to meet: Rain sunbae-nim
A peculiar habit: I shake my legs before I go to sleep
If you were to express your personality in one word: Happy virus
How you imagine ASTRO to be 10 years later: I want us to show off songs and performances that screams of our own color
Things you’ve got to be sure to bring along (with you) on the regular: My members (laughs)
Your method of stress relief: I sleep
Your childhood dream: An architect
A power you want to possess: Time travel
What you would like to do today if tomorrow was the end of the world: I’ll release a song that I personally composed and wrote lyrics for
A place you want to really have a holiday at: Hawaii. I want to see the clear sea
What you’d like to do on your birthday: Going camping with my members
The menu you often order at a cafe: Persimmon juice
Your favourite food: Raw fish and sushi
Your hangout: The Hangang Park
Phone wallpaper: A group photo of ASTRO
An animal you think resembles you: A duck
If you could have any three wishes granted: To go back to the past, to travel to the future, to be reborn as a genius musician
Three things you’d take with you to a deserted island: My smartphone, wifi, food provisions
Ideal type: A girl with a pretty smile
If you were to go on a date on Valentine’s Day: Scuba diving and confessing
Someone you want to see as of right now: My family
No.1 on your bucket list: To win no.1 on a music broadcast

Scans by: MyDeer_0330

Translations by @99pmh​
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▪ So soft
▪ So small
▪ So underestimated
▪ He is the baby of the Nightshade pack
▪ Though his height and strength say otherwise
▪ Along with Jeno being quite strong
▪ Quiet
▪ Shy af
▪ Let’s random things slip
▪ ‘If we go down here, there’s a part to pass so we–’
▪ ‘You’re wrong.’
▪ Generally one of the smart ones
▪ Teased for being a nerd
▪ Literally no one has room to talk
▪ Helps with plans when needed
▪ Very acute sense of smell
▪ Sensitive fur
▪ Scratches more than bites
▪ Ears allows lowered
- Human -
▪ Talks to a few people at school
▪ Not an outcast
▪ Not popular
▪ Crushed on
▪ Never truly spoken to
▪ Heart always been taken
▪ You guys are the kids of two best friend couples
▪ Grew up glued to each other
▪ You protect him
▪ Not vice versa
▪ Unless something happens
▪ Then he’s your wolf in shining fur
▪ You’re basically the pack’s sister
▪ Renjun prefers your presence
▪ Over just about everyone
▪ ‘She doesn’t scream over everything.’
▪ Not jealous, jealous Jisung
▪ ‘She’s your mate, you are literally made for each other why are you jealous of that dork’ - Johnny
▪ ‘Liar’ - You
▪ Hides in your neck cause
▪ ‘The guys are being mean’
▪ Not a huge sissy
▪ Just soft with you
▪ You enjoy pampering him
Not that he doesn’t pamper you-
- Wolf -
▪ First shift was scary as shit for him
▪ Cried
▪ Came back home shaking like mad
▪ Johnny and Taeyong had to literally escort him there
▪ Nightmares
▪ Wouldn’t leave your side for nearly a week
Once that was over
▪ Playful
▪ Likes when you rub his belly
▪ Chases his tail
▪ Likes to out run you
▪ Always hungry
▪ Bottomless pit for a stomach
▪ Likes when you play with his paws
▪ Can’t wait until he’s big enough
▪ So he can have you ride on his back
Your own little taxi wolf
▪ All in all
▪ Smart, sweeet
▪ Caring
▪ Clingy

Cake or Nothing

Originally posted by hobipd

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Hoseok x reader

Words: 2,003

Warnings:….two swear words

No matter the struggle, his 23rd candle must be lit on a cake made with your own two hands.

A/N: This took longer than I’d hoped sigh but I had to do something for our hope. It may be rushed but nevertheless, Happy belated birthday sunshine.


 The 18th.

 No it can’t be the 18th.

 You blinked, once, twice.

Digging the heel of your palm into your eye, rubbing away the sleep in hopes it was the reason why you were seeing a glaring 18 on your phone screen, just below the time, an ungodly hour of 8:02 in the chilly morning.

 See, it couldn’t be the 18th because that’s the day your beloved, fast asleep and snoring obnoxiously, albeit adorably into your shoulder, turns 23; the day you’d have been frolicking around in since 9am in the bitter morning gathering all his friends- mostly to force party errands on- and pouring all your love into cake batter- strictly vanilla. He said he hates chocolate. Well actually he said he doesn’t like too much chocolate at once but that’s baloney and roughly translates to a fake chocolate fan.

 But by George if memory served you right, today was Friday not Saturday and you could buy everything you needed without a time constraint breathing down your neck.

 You nudged Hoseok’s head slightly, letting it loll onto the edge of the pillow as you reached over his frame to grasp the charging phone tucked under his pillow- black, shiny and new. His unfair ass wouldn’t let you buy new shoes but the very next day signed a contract with the devil for a $700 phone and unlimited data all for himself.

 That’s why he gets a shitty-non-chocolate cake and no present.

 You spent a second trying to find the lock button, still hazy with sleep and victim to habit of an old and tragically outdated iPhone, but soon enough the screen alit and your heart plummeted.

No, you weren’t still cloaked in slumber’s illusion, nor had your phone somehow skipped a day in its calendar, it was in fact 8:02am on Saturday, the 18th of February.



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Ours - Draco Malfoy imagine

Draco Malfoy x reader

Word Count: 1775

Fluffy angst..? Idk

You took a deep breath with your eyes closed, in an attempt to relieve your anxiety by reminding yourself what were you going to do. 

You had been through this process almost for three hours. Calming yourself just to be on the edge again. If it had been in another situation, it would have been tiring, but the adrenaline that run non stop through your body wouldn’t allow it.
It had all started when you decided to open that cookie. Which had been consequence of the advice of the Lady at the counter of the pharmacy. This had happened because you couldn’t handle anymore the change of mood you were having, the dizziness, the disgust you got from some of the food you loved and this new sensitive smell you had recently acquired. All of this comes down to the paper that you got after breaking the magical cookie which was supposed to tell you the source of your pain, which in your cause was due to your pregnancy.
Definitely you hadn’t thought of that option. Truth was, at first you were just relieved to read it wasn’t a terminal flu or something scary. Nonetheless, when the words sank in you were as stunned as if you had been told your pancreas was dying.
You hadn’t had the need to have children, it was just a dream you had when you were younger. But now that time has gone by, you didn’t give it as much importance as before. Maybe it was because…. Oh well that is going to be a problem  
Your husband wasn’t a kid man. Even if you had never talked about having a family of your own, his attitude toward having children was rather indifferent in a way he could be nice to your nephew but would get mad easily by their noisy behavior, which cause that every meal at your sister’s house would be filled with holding hands and whispers for the sake of his easily-annoyed trait.
Nevertheless, after reading those words and realizing what they meant, you put a hand in your non-showing stomach, and couldn’t help the joy bubbling inside you. You couldn’t help but smile while rubbing your belly, thinking about the human being that was growing inside you.
Now that you had experienced this happiness you weren’t going to give it up.
You wanted to have this baby, but the thought of your husband creeped fear in you.
He was never going to leave you, you knew the man was devoted to you, loving you unconditionally. But what if, in order to make you happy, he would put on an act, and say he’d love to have this child just so you won’t be sad. Moreover, it’s a freaking child! A little human being he’d have to feed, educate… If he really didn’t want it, it would ruin his life!
‘What I’m supposed to do?’ You moaned.
Suddenly one of your previous thoughts came to your mind.
“...We’ve never talked about having a family of our own… ‘that’s it!. I can try to persuade him and then when he accepts it (because he will…., won’t he ?) I’ll wait to make sure it’s just not to shut me up and then I’ll tell him”
This was the plan you had repeated to yourself since you decided it would be the best option. 

You looked at the rainy streets from your cozy apartment. The smell of a delicious meal being cooked making you mouth water as you waited for the beloved blonde to arrive. 

The beeping of the oven woke you from your train of thoughts. You grabbed your wand. With a swift movement of your wrist, the chicken was out of the oven, and spiced. Turning around, you casted another spell to set the table beautifully. Only a few seconds later, you were lighting the candles with the tip of your wand, just to hear the door unlocking 

“I’m home” he announced. You could hear him remove his coat and setting his suitcase on the table as he approached the kitchen “Uhmm… darling, it smells magnificent” he said as he came closer to give you a chaste kiss “What’s the occasion?”

You bit your lip, your lips curving up a little “I don’t believe there has to be reason to make my husband a nice dinner” 

“Well, thank you” he almost whispered on the point of leaving another kiss

You stopped him by putting a finger on his lips “It´s going to get cold” 

He pouted, and followed you as you sat in your chair. 

Dinner went smoothly, eating your meal while talking about your day and commenting on different matters. Your heart went faster and faster as you couldn’t find a moment to start your plan. Scared that at the end you wouldn’t tell him, you promised yourself that when you another pause would settled, you’ll tell Draco.

“Draco” you started as you were enjoying your dinner. 

The silence that followed it made Draco’s eyes look up to his wife. She was looking directly at him while playing with her fingers, a habit that manifests when she is nervous. This got his full attention 

“I wanted to talk to you about… something” 

The way she said those words, almost as if she was obligating herself to say them, only helped to worry him.

He extended his hand across the table, to wrap his big one in yours in a comforting way “What is it?”

If you thought  that you were nervous before, this was a million times worse. You were with your heart on your mouth, struggling to remember what you were supposed to do next.

“Well-I-I…” you stuttered. You looked at him. His eyebrows frowned, his figure slightly balanced toward you… you could feel how worried he was about what was coming next. You looked at your interviewed hands, reminding you how much you love each other. Taking a deep breath, you kept going “Christmas is coming, and I know this year we are going to your family’s manor, though I couldn’t stop thinking about my sister” He would have interrupted ‘We could go to your sister’s, I don’t mind’, but he knew you better than to do that “And, I don’t know, lately I’ve been thinking about my-our nephews. I know they can be quite messy, but I love them” You paused, a small smile growing on your lips as a memory came to your mind “Do you remember when they started calling you ‘Unk Drac’?”

Your husband smiled thinking about those children “Yeah” he agreed “noisy, but they can be quite an adorable couple” He looked at you trying to figure out what was it all about “I don’t understand, do you want us to spend the holidays at your sister’s…?”

“No, no, that’s not what I meant. What I’m trying to tell you, is that I want that Draco. I want a child of our own”

This took Malfoy by surprise, and you took his shocked face and his lack of words, a sign of it going wrong

“Of course I want this to be a decision we make, you don’t have to agree if you don’t want to” still no words had left his mouth “But I mean, it would be a pity if the prestigious Malfoy bloodline died” 

You tried to fix it, not knowing it make things worse. 

Draco got up, his hand rubbed his forehead as he sighed “I know what this is all about”

“You do?”

“(Y/N), you have been talking with father, haven’t you?”

“No, I-”

“You are the last person I’d have thought of falling in my father’s words”

“I haven’t- Draco this is not about your father-”

“Of course not” he replied sarcastically “you know that I stopped believing in the blood status a long time ago. Merlin, you helped me through it” 

His voice had gotten louder, not yelling, rather with a frustration tone. 

“Draco” You said calmly. You made it up to his tall figure that leaned on the back of the chair “Draco” you repeated as you stood behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist. His back still faced you, so you rested your head, feeling his breaths “I didn’t mean to upset you. It was just an stupid argument to make you agree” you felt his muscles relax a little bit “truth is, I want this kid for us. I want it to be ours, just ours. No bloodlines, no anything. I want it to bring joy to our home and makes us happy. Not to satisfy anyone but us. I want it so that we can have our own little family. Draco, I love you” You left a soft kiss in his back. 

He turned around and engulfed you in a hug. You felt his lips moving against your hair “Yes, I want a child”

You backed down a little to look at him in the face, wanting to know if there was any sign of lie in his features “Really?”

“Yes, yes” he answered. You could see some happy tears forming in his eyes as he repeated it “In fact, I’d thought of it too, never giving it much importance. But now…” he sighed in happiness as he caressed your cheek and put his forehead against yours “…now I’m sure. Let’s have a baby. Just you and me. Our own little family”

“You don’t know how many times I’ve dreamed of you saying that”

He smiled and smashed his lips against yours, starting a heated heat, which after coming to your senses, you had to stop.

He tried to join your lips again, but you refuse to continue the kiss “Come on, this baby isn’t going to be made itself” He smiled trying once more to rejoin your lips.

“Actually… it´s already made”

This definitely froze him in his spot

“What? You-you are…”

“Pregnant?” you finished for him “yes” 

You saw his perplexed face starting to glow from happiness. He backed up, grabbing your hands and lifting them up to have a better look at you. You weren’t nervous, you were now sure he wanted this baby as much as you did. 

He smiled for the millionth time that night “You are pregnant” he repeated to check if what he had heard was right “You are pregnant” he pulled you closer “We are having a baby”

If you know me IRL please stay hush hush but…

We are expecting baby #2!

It’s still super super super super early (like I haven’t missed a period yet early) but I regret that I didn’t start documenting my pregnancy with Nate until about 19 weeks so I’m starting early and staying cautiously optimistic this time.

I got my BFP yesterday afternoon after the nagging feeling that my sensitivity to smells and intense nausea wasn’t quite just being sick.
According to Google I’m 3w5d which seems crazy to me. I didn’t know I was pregnant with Nate until I was a little over 5 weeks. My tests are super dark too which they never were with my last pregnancy so obviously this little blastocyst is doing a good job on the HCG production front!

Here’s hoping my lupus stays under control. I’m booked for a blood test tomorrow morning to check all my levels but I’m happy they should be OK.

anonymous asked:

(sigh) there's been a lot of negative posts I keep seeing sometimes in completely unrelated tags about stimming isn't for "neurotypicals". It kind of made me feel a little down. I'm very mentally ill, but I also have a lot of traits associated with Sensory Processing Disorder... I don't have the energy to go see if I really do or not... I just want to keep doing what helps me stay sane. I really appreciate your blog, and all of the resources you put out there. Thank you.

Lovely anon, I am sorry for keeping you waiting on this.

I’ve seen a few of those posts myself, with regards to spinners, which are apparently popular right now in the US.

(Not being American - here in Australia handmade slime is just starting to catch on - I can only go by what Americans are posting, which appears to be posts on stores selling out of spinners and discussions about popularity resulting in teachers banning spinners from classrooms.)

I’ll say to you this: You. Are. Not. Neurotypical. Like, neurodiversity isn’t a “if you hit fifty points or more you’re ND” quiz. It isn’t. (I know they can assess autism this way, which was how mine was, but since I came to agree with that assessment through community exploration, I don’t consider it all that worthwhile.) If you have a need for stim toys, if you have mental illness, if you have SPD traits, even if you never get a paper diagnosis, you’re ND, and you’re us. If you’re only ND in one or two aspects, you’re not neurotypical. If your only problem is smell sensitivity and you stim because of that, you are not neurotypical. All you need is some difference that causes disability in some way, for which stim toys are an aid as much as a crutch or chair. You cannot sit still through a class? Here’s an aid that will help you do that. That’s it.

(I am absolutely and unequivocally for self-diagnosis or partial diagnosis or people who are questioning but find they need stimming. I am here for “ND, but not sure exactly how yet” and engaging in the stim community because it is a need that helps them survive. I am absolutely and unequivocally not for any kind of gatekeeping that stops ND people, who may not know they’re ND because we’re all forced to mimic neurotypical behaviour, from finding connection, community and support.)

I understand why people are blogging as they are: when something is adopted by the masses, teachers in a classroom setting tend to ban it as a distraction, meaning those who need it (especially those without paper diagnoses or poor support systems in place) no longer have access to it. It’s a problem, a very real problem. Stim toys need to be in ND hands. Having a disability aid turned into a fashion or fad means that disabled people have to find alternatives and run the risk of even those alternatives not being accepted.

But. We need to discuss this problem in ways that don’t alienate or exclude people who think themselves NT who are exploring popular stim toys and discover they need these toys as much as we do. We need to remember that ableism teaches us to act as NT as possible, so much so that we repress our differences in thought and feeling, so much so that we lose stimming. (I know I did.) We need to remember that autism (as one case example) is often diagnosed late in people who aren’t white and cis masculine, and some of those annoying NT stimmers who have appropriated the toy might actually need it themselves.

I’m wary, as I’ve said before, of outright statements like “stimming isn’t for neurotypicals”. I’m wary because I’m late diagnosed, because I didn’t even get a depression or GAD diagnosis after I was twenty despite having been the most anxious person ever my whole childhood, because I know that a great many ND people can spend years of their life not knowing they are ND. Because society teaches us to bury, as best we can, our neurodiversity. I’m wary because I think it doesn’t give ND people who don’t know they’re ND entry into the community they need.

In a way, I think it’s a dreadful catch twenty-two: the problem is born of ableism (an aid turned into a fad), but the dialogue about it doesn’t take into account how ableism stops people knowing themselves.

I don’t know, not really, what is the best way to approach this conversation.

All I can say is that if you need to stim, given that I consider that need a sign of neurodiversity in some way, you’re welcome here. You don’t need to tell me how you’re neurodiverse, because I don’t care. You don’t have to fully know yourself - all you need to know is what you’ve said, that stim toys are an aid. This space is for you. Stimming is for you. You absolutely belong here, anon.

(And general reminder that “neurotypical” doesn’t equal “not-autistic”, and allistic neurodiverse folk who stim are valid, wonderful and absolutely belong in the stim community.)

How to Write Children

The other day I started writing something I’ve been thinking about for a long time.  The first chapter starts with the characters at age 7 and, for the sake of accuracy, I pulled out my notebook from the Child Development course I took over the summer.  I know that not everyone has access to a course like that or even notes from one, so I thought I could share some tips I picked up on writing children.

Age: Infancy (birth to ~2)

Infants don’t really do much besides eat and sleep.  The only way they know how to communicate is through crying; however, they do start making noises that sound like talking as they get older, which can be noted as cooing or babbling.  First words are usually short, brief words that are nouns or actions.  Language develops quickly at 50 words by 8-18 months, and 300 by 18-22 months.

Fresh babies can only see about 7-9 inches away from their face and without much peripheral vision.  Basically, things need to be right in front of them.  Infants respond to sound much easier, though, responding more to the mother’s voice, and sounds and rhythms of speech rather than nonsensical noises.  Babies are sensitive to smell, taste, and pain, being able to determine good and pleasant from the bad.

They spend about 2/3 of their time sleeping (16 hours a day).

Around 2-3 months, the infant starts being able to hold up their head, and around 3-4 months they can start grabbing things voluntarily.  

Age: Early Childhood (2-6)

At this stage, children are developing their gross motor skills, which is the large muscles.  They are learning to balance, throw, catch, push, pull, etc.  At this point, males and females are generally equal in terms of development and abilities.  Children can begin to develop fine motor skills at this stage, but not unless they have mastered gross motor skills.

Children at this stage usually develop patterns of erratic and unpredictable eating habits.  They can develop strong or strange preferences, and often are influenced by parental food preferences.

These ages need about 10-11 hours of sleep in a 24 hour period which is usually accomplished with 9-10 hours at night and a 1-2 hour nap during the day.

Children at this stage begin “symbolic” or pretend play.  They have one-dimensional thinking, and see themselves as the center of all situations, and this is completely normal development.  These children do not understand the laws of causality.  An example of this is that highways make cars go fast, or when I wake up the sun comes out (rather than people make highways fast or the sun will always come out whether you wake up or not).

Preschoolers learn an average of 9 words per day.  They also apply the concept of overregulation, which is applying grammar to words that are an exception to the rule (a child learn that you put -s on plurals and makes the word “mouses”).

Preschoolers start to identify and respond differently to their friends than other children.  They identify friends not by qualities, but rather the toys and activities they share.

Age: Middle Childhood (7-12)

This is the stage when children usually begin losing teeth.  They start going in for regular vision, hearing, and dental checks.  This is also the stage when hormonal differences begin to occur, not until puberty however.  Children begin to develop “executive functions” of thinking, such as goal setting, information processing, and self-regulation.

During middle childhood, children are increasing their speed, strength, agility, and balance.  They are developing hand-eye coordination, faster reaction time, and flexibility.  Their fine motor skills have increased to tie shoes, fasten buttons, zip zippers, etc.

Children at this stage begin to understand the law of conservation, which is the idea that properties of an object remain the same when superficial characteristics are rearranged or changed.  They can also begin to uses class inclusion, or understand that one category or class can include subcategories (**Note: This is Piaget’s theory and has since been proven that the development in this paragraph happens earlier than he accounted).

Children begin to develop a moral conscious that is usually dependent on the world around them.  Basically, children learn that they must conform to an authority or set of rules, and misbehavior results in automatic retribution.  Children at this age may also begin to lie as a way out of retribution, but do not fully grasp the concept of deception (develops around 9-10), so lies will be short, one-word answers rather than elaborate tales.

By age 6, children will have learned 7000-13000 words.  By ages 7-9, they will understand that words have different meanings and enjoy jokes.  

Children will start to develop self esteem around this age, and is usually higher in children with close relationships with their parents, and social acceptance by their peers.  Peers become powerful during middle childhood, and there becomes a lot of pressure to conform due to acceptance or rejection.

Age: Adolescence (13-17)

Puberty may have already happened before this age, but it usually marks the beginning of adolescence.  In males, early maturation is not usually seen any one way or another; however, late maturation in males can make them feel dominated an insecure.  This is reversed in females.  Early maturation can make them feel awkward and conspicuous.

Teenagers are at the peak of physical health, strength, and mental capacity (in general terms), yet this is a very hazardous age.  Rates of death by injury between ages 15-19 are about 6 times greater than the rate between ages 10-14 because of an egocentric feeling of invincibility.

Teenagers bodies have sexually matured, but they have limited executive functions and tend to be impulsive.  They may end up reacting to peer pressure.  Sexually-active adolescents have a higher risk for Sexually Transmitted Infections (estimated 2.5 million teenagers).

Many teenagers experience sleep deprivation (<6 hours), which can lead to poor performance.  Adolescents experience what is called phase delay.  This concept is the teenagers body shifting its sleeping schedule, making them fall asleep later and waking up later.  It is natural for teenagers to have difficulty falling asleep before 11pm.

At this stage, teenagers have a great capacity for abstract thinking and use of symbols.  They are categorized by hypothetical thinking (what might be rather than what is), Utopian thinking (the future’s possibilities), and symbolic thinking (how a symbol can represent something greater).

Teenagers still experience a sense of egocentrism.  Adolescents are overly concerned about what others think of them, and feel under scrutiny or on stage (”imaginary audience”).  They also believe that their own thoughts and beliefs are special and unique, which can lead to them feeling alone and isolated.

The differences between genders (I’m sorry I don’t have any notes on trans youth we didn’t cover that) is now much more obvious due to cultural experiences.  Girls tend to be better in verbal skills such as reading, and expressive language, whereas boys tend to be better at visual-spatial abilities because of sports.  In a study of 7 million teenagers, they found no difference between boys and girls in mathematics.

*** Please note that this is a very simplified and edited version of my notes.  There are entire sections of the science behind development, and also disorders and diseases.  If you want a deeper explanation on anything, or posts about the two subjects I skipped over, please feel free to ask! ***

BTS Reaction To: their S/O smelling like fruit

Thank you to anon for the request!

***I do not own any of the gifs***


Jin would always tell you how much he loved your scent. He’d be his usual charming and romantic self about it and would probably tell you really cheesy things about how he enjoyed your fruity smell.

“Your smell is as sweet as your personality jagi!”


Yoongi would never tell you that he liked how you smelled like sweet fruit. He’d just silently enjoy being around you because you smelled so good and would just secretly enjoy your scent whenever you were around.


(you are Jungkook in the gif)

Hoseok would not be afraid to tell you that he thought you smelled nice. He would probably constantly be trying to sniff you. You could expect a lot of back hugs so he could be really close to you or he’d bury his face in your hair so he could take in the sweet scent. 


Namjoon probably wouldn’t tell you that he liked your fruity smell directly, but he’d probably start lending you his hoodies more often so they’d smell like you. 


Jimin would try to be subtle about enjoying your scent, because he’d be too shy to tell you. He’d try to stand super close to you and when you called him out on it, he’d just give you his shy smile and pretend like he had no idea what you were talking about. 


Taehyung would always tell you how much he loved that you smelled like sweet fruit. He’d be super playful about it and would probably try to bite you because “Jagi, you smell good enough to eat!”


Jungkook is pretty sensitive to smells, but he would enjoy that you had a fresh, fruity scent. He’d probably just silently enjoy it without making a huge deal out of it.

***Feel free to send me any more requests!***