smashing pumpkins zero

This is one of my favorite selfies.

Knowing where my heart and mind were when I️ captured this in Photo Booth… dang. Such heartbreak and turmoil lay ahead of me. I think deep down I could sense it. I️ was dancing with the devil and I knew it wouldn’t last. I️ was in the wrong place and so was my heart.

At the time, I was still feeling my way through the darkness, inching my way towards the light. Soon, I would see how close I️ was to the fork in the road. A choice would be made. And lives would be changed forever…

Also, I’m totally wearing THE GREATEST SHIRT in my possession!!!! Which btw, I️ purchased AT the actual concert in Lakeland, FL.

Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
Intoxicated with the madness, I’m in love with my sadness
Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
I never let on, that I was on a sinking ship
I never let on that I was down
You blame yourself, for what you can’t ignore
You blame yourself for wanting more
She’s the one for me
She’s all I really need
—  Zero(Smashing Pumpkins)