I am so tired. Sometimes I feel so tired. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. So tired. The pressure builds and builds. Seems like there's no release. The things I see go unnoticed by some. Fills my eyes and heart. Anger and guilt and frustration. And depression makes waking up every day harder and harder. Where’s my fitness to the world with my chance to survive. I got to get money so I can have a home. So I can breathe, eat and live in this society. I don’t even like money, And I got to work everyday just to feed myself. God it makes me sick. I just wanna curl up into a hole and die in this. This isn’t worth it. I need a raise man! I can’t survive on this faith anymore. I can’t live on this.